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DarthNuts
2020/03/10
[Question] How to care for someone close to me who has an ED One of my friends has an ED, specifically binging. I am looking for ways to provide support and encouragement to them. They cannot seek therapy for this as they cannot afford it. Any help regarding this would be highly appreciated.
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EDAnonymous
yeezytf
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How to Help Partner with an ED? My partner of over a year has had an eating disorder since she was in the 7th grade. Right now, she's eating at most one meal a day in order to make sure she doesn't gain any weight. Recently, she gained a pound and a half and is obsessed over it. She can't stop thinking about it and wil...
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EDAnonymous
lowlightbeam
2020/03/10
DAE get other people oversharing their disordered behaviours with you? I’m not sure if it’s because certain disordered behaviours have become so normalised, or if it’s just people assuming I’m in the same boat, but my friends will always bring up their eating/diet without me asking. Like sharing how long they’ve been w...
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EDAnonymous
jolee72013
2020/03/10
Question: is your immunsdefense still shitty after recovery? I thought it would be better, but I'm more sick than ever. (I know it's the flu season) but it has never been a problem until after my ed. Am I the only one?
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EDAnonymous
Kvltshroom
2020/03/10
Does anyone else feel insecure when in public with their partner? Was feeling low today and have been skipping classes, so my boyfriend offered to drive me to uni. Went and felt disgusting the whole time. Met him in Starbucks afterwards, the whole time I felt like he was just looking at other people and I was super par...
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EDAnonymous
gauchoGagster
2020/03/10
I don't have an ED but I do have a question. Long time lurker first time poster (I lurk this sub because for some reason people with ED are the funniest fuckers around). Why is the meme that you live off zero cal drinks and vodka when vodka has the same calories as most rum? Why drink something that tastes like comm...
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EDAnonymous
medicallyanxious
2020/03/10
Guess who has to go to the gym in shorts because she forgot to wash her leggings And i get to see my goddamn legs and other people will see them too and oh my god i don’t want to go but i already paid for it and if i don’t go i’ll just be left staring at them anyways. I don’t have long shorts, my roommate won’t let me...
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EDAnonymous
chillichillman
2020/03/10
2 Years ago I was anorexic and dropping weight fast. Now, I'm studying to become a life coach to help others going through EDs 2 years ago, i hit the lowest point in my life. I was anorexic before then, because I felt it was the only way people would take notice of me. But 2 years ago, my intentions changed. I was a...
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EDAnonymous
cutefacecoldheart
2020/03/10
I don’t know who I am without my eating disorder Sometimes I get to good places where I’m like on the edge of being fully recovered but I can’t let go of that last string that keeps me attached to my ED. I’ll have the occasional binge/purge session just to prove to myself that I’m still sick and in control. And then th...
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EDAnonymous
runner_618
2020/03/10
All we can do is try It’s very true.
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EDAnonymous
pure_placeboeffect
2020/03/10
How do some muckbangers (Stephanie Soo, Veronica Wang, etc.) eat SO much food and don't gain weight? I'm genuinely curious. I don't believe in "high metabolism" theory. Even your metabolism is very high, you'll still gain weight if you eat 5000+ calories in one sitting.
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thriwawayeforme
2020/03/10
What have I done to my body? I've been really restrictive for ages now and if I eat any time of fried food or dairy or anything I haven't eaten in ages I shit my guts out. Like within the hour. I literally have given myself lactose intolerance some how but also now just can't eat so many types of food. Ffd
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OkPlant
2020/03/10
Break up triggered my ED I've struggled for about 8 years now or so with eating disorders. Starting with bulimia, then orthorexia and now I have my anorexia pretty under control. Unfortunately, though, I'm going through a break up and while my emotions are definitely all over the place, my eating is what has me worried...
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NotMauritanian
2020/03/10
Shitty dad appreciation post 🙌 thanks for constantly commenting on how I look and giving me body image issues dad 🙌 I appreciate it 😜
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EDAnonymous
Pinkandporcelain
2020/03/10
Sort of anxious. I sat outside for a bit and it’s warm but drizzling and it’s felt so freeing. I’m starting a new job soon, and I think after my schedule is normalized again I’m going to find some groups around here if I can (moved in with my boyfriend around early November after some shit went down back home). My a...
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EDAnonymous
hlundstrom
2020/03/10
New ed trigger Watching cute skinny girls on tiktok
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EDAnonymous
QueenKristinaisback
2020/03/10
My partner is checking out other girls.. ..and now I'll either starve or purge to cope. Seems logical. /s
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EDAnonymous
_SirMcFluffy
2020/03/10
The struggles of my brain Me: I feel okay eating this sandwich, maybe I'm starting to recover. Also me: That must mean you were just faking your ED all along. Also me at 2am: \*gets the urge to fast after realising she hasn't felt hungry in a week*
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gumptiousguillotine
2020/03/10
Just when you think you can look at people normally again without only looking at their size You realize one of your favorite celebrities of all time has only ever been thinspo to you! WOW *yikes* what the FUCK. I have no other reason to like this person when I really think about it, outside of them just b...
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EDAnonymous
notadyy
2020/03/10
Anyone else get achey bones when they relapse? I'm overweight right now but no matter what my BMI is, every time I start restricting again I lose weight in my chest first (I have the world's worst fat distribution) and my chest bones get super achey... I don't like... Exercise or anything so I know it's not a pulled mu...
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ostrichballoon
2020/03/10
anyone else have a relapse tradition? something u do EVERY time u relapse. right at the start. (i.e. watching ed documentaries/movies, drinking a diet coke, special workout routine, etc.) mine is staying up all night watching to the bone and drinking black coffee. anyone else have this?
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EDAnonymous
Crackhead_Gayron
2020/03/10
What the hell is wrong with me (TW for sexual assult mentions and self-hatred shit) My teachers care about me. My friends care. People at church care and are praying for me. I am affiremed as a man (Im ftm trans btw). I am soon to start my medical transition. People haven't been bullying me very much. I still eat shit ...
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EDAnonymous
Emily11797
2020/03/10
Is it bad part of me wants coronavirus? I feel like it’s the only way I could lose weight right now lmao
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EDAnonymous
lilac-silk
2020/03/10
Lost 30lbs in 2 months. I was 200lbs on January 1st and since weighing myself this morning I’m 170lbs. I’m so proud of myself and can’t believe I’ve achieve so much so quickly. My goal weight is 150lbs and I’m excited. I really only drink tons of water and use pills. Trying to stop using the diet pills, but it’s rather...
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EDAnonymous
oop-oof-poof
2020/03/10
Ok this is a rlly weird thing but I wanna talk abt it sooo Before i developed my Ed I would drink a shIT ton of milk (r/neverbrokeabone for the win, haven't ever broken one cuz of that) but now that I have this Ed i guess it's hard to explain but I have this HUGE fear of breaking bones, knowing that inside my body ther...
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sdfthrowawyasd
2020/03/10
urgent help needed - binge included gummy vitamins Hey guys, I just had another binge it was so out of control it was like I wasn't even in my body just shoveling food down. I really feel sick and nauseous and my stomach hurts and I want to purge to feel better but I know it's bad for my teeth. My parents are scared o...
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EDAnonymous
mcka9
2020/03/10
My friend guessed my weight I deliberately triggered myself and asked my friend to guess my weight based off my photo, they guessed about 40 - 50 pounds higher than I actually am. I thanked them for their honesty but have been crying non stop off and on for days about this. I don’t know what to do, I feel suicidal as w...
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EDAnonymous
enemigasocial
2020/03/10
Work events Last Friday was national Oreo day so to celebrate my team at work brought as many different flavors of Oreos that we could find. It was really nice and we had a good turn out, about 10-15 different flavors. Guess how many I had before 9:30 am? One of each. Guess who was nauseous the rest of the day? Guess w...
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EDAnonymous
callmebeebcimbuzzed
2020/03/10
I’m so tired I’m so sick of restricting but i can’t stop. I recently gave myself a week where I tried to eat normally and it was amazing. I made it through all of my workouts, I actually had energy, I didn’t have headaches. And then checking the scale has sent me back into a restrictive phase. My brain is really convin...
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EDAnonymous
Blacknbruisey
2020/03/10
Where TF is my depression and ED? I'm mad. I'm fucking mad. I guess this is a rant but more a shitpost in my mind. I miss my depression and ED. I still have ED tendencies (restriction, just drinking coffee to stave hunger, etc) but ffs I miss being empty. I left this group months ago because I was feeling better. I kne...
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EDAnonymous
Foureyedlemon
2020/03/10
10 year anniversary of this BS I remember the exact moment my ED started lmao it was 6th grade and a group of people who I didn’t know but kindly flagged me down to sit with them at lunch. It was noodles but the thought “I can’t eat. I just can’t” suddenly flooded my mind and I was frozen. I was mainly focused on my “f...
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EDAnonymous
josiejade
2020/03/10
Not a Real Woman? I had a sorority girl tell me that it must be nice to have the clothing industry cater to you, since they make clothes for skinny girls and not real women. Fuck off and fuck you. You don't know shit about me. I'm empathetic about plus size women's struggle to find well fitting clothing, but stop call...
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EDAnonymous
Throwaway-6839
2020/03/10
Recent changes in my attitude towards food (25M) I'm scared that I'm at risk of developing an eating disorder. It started out with relatively healthy weight loss but I'm noticing changes in thinking and habits over the past 2 weeks that I don't know exactly what to make of. I have been overweight for almost all my li...
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ZerOxCalx
2020/03/10
I took a long break from this sub/obsessing in general, strangely feel worse??? While I've been away, I've started to become a lot more food / self conscious, I'm slowly getting back to counting but not obsessing, and feel a lot calmer, as well as coming back to this sub and venting right now.
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EDAnonymous
Weird-Zebra
2020/03/11
Why does r/body acceptance banned people for saying obesity is unhealthy? Because my old account was u/tedrahedron which is permanently suspended For harassment. Okay this sub goal wants people to comfortable with their bodies but saying obesity is unhealthy is an instant ban?
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Thecoolthrowewe
2020/03/11
Urine Drug Screening Hello, I am seeking outpatient therapy for binge eating disorder and they require a urine drug test for admission. I'm sure I'll test positive for THC (last consumed 3 weeks ago but I'm morbidly obese and THC sticks around in fat for a whileeeee) Anyone know if I'll get denied eating disorder trea...
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EDAnonymous
Helvechishkor
2020/03/11
How do y'all purge with long nails? I mean, I have medium length nails and I sometimes scratch my throat and it hurts real bad seriously,,, how
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satanicangelic
2020/03/11
I resent my body with all my heart I am a fat girl. 5'7" and 185 lbs. Not to mention conventionally unattractive facewise; I have mild-to-moderate acne and relatively chubby cheeks because of my excess fat. I am obsessed with my body because it is the only aspect of myself that I can feasibly control and change right n...
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EDAnonymous
GuavaSama
2020/03/11
I really thought my ed "phase" was over I would like to say, most of the year i had a really good relationship with food. There may have been some binges, just a handfull of purges, i was fine with that. I could actually deal with it and still feel enough in controll to not loose my shit.. Welp, yesterday aswell as tod...
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EDAnonymous
Samlode6
2020/03/11
The struggle is real Not knowing whether to eat everything in the house or not eat at all Feeling this way after I've been ditched last second on plans 2 days in a row and trying not to selfharm
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EDAnonymous
smallmadscientist
2020/03/11
Dealing with harassing messages I’ve been made aware that there have been an increase in creeps messaging the members, so I’d like to make a post reminding everyone on how to handle this situation should it ever happen to you. As this is not okay whatsoever, they have also been focusing on minors. Here’s what to do sho...
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EDAnonymous
overanxiousidiot
2020/03/11
Whoops Tw: purging and calories So, I'm really cute for thinking this was easy, that "oh, I'll just count my calories and keep them in check, and then I'll magically lose weight without any complications." Isn't that cute. Well I got sucked into a shithole of "you're having too much" "is that really necessary" "you...
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glowbug999
2020/03/11
found a way to fund my binge episodes my sugar daddy last sunday after i finished a whole rack of ribs and a steak: “you sure eat a lot for a string bean with no body fat”
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hungy111
2020/03/11
*reading shitty buzzfeed articles about dietician meal plans to feel better about myself for eating a normal human amount* shitty buzzfeed dietician: 500 calories is WAY too much for a meal! smh
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achickenugget
2020/03/11
I just had a 2000cal binge (at least) IN LESS THAN AN HOUR while I already had 1300cal for the whole day.. I couldn’t even throw it up & only the water I drank came up :)))) I took lax instead which is gonna give me the worst stomach pain imaginable. I want to fucking die. I guess it’s fasting timeeeeee cause thi...
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EDAnonymous
swaggy7beach
2020/03/11
i think im struggling help me please i dont know how to stop falling in this trap or even what it would be (trigger warning) (seeking help) idk if this even constitutes as an eating disorder but basically i cant eat hardly anything when im sober without freaking out and sending myself into anxiety and paranoia and beat...
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_Fl0r4l_4nd_f4ding_
2020/03/11
Favourite recipes for 400-600 kcals??? I've just seen a post on this sub asking for peoples favourite low cal snacks and meals, and I wanted to continue the theme because I thought it would be nice for us to focus on the positive aspects of food rather than the negative. It also made me realise that I'm pretty boring ...
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EDAnonymous
prayiidie
2020/03/11
Apathy Having an empty stomach hurts but eating hurts more and I feel like I can't stand food anymore. I don't even know how I got here... I just feel so hopeless :( (I've never used Reddit before so I'm sorry if this isn't worth sharing)
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EDAnonymous
cohnflay
2020/03/11
Low cal snacks/meals What are some of your go to low cal snacks/meals???
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EDAnonymous
kafka__dreams
2020/03/11
Unexpected Skinny My cousin is 3 years older than me. Shes always been thinner than me. When I was a kid I always got her old clothes and even with the age difference, they usually felt tight. I had no ill will, we were great friends, but I always wanted to be thin as her. I still do, shes tiny. We work together now an...
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EDAnonymous
clairepetil
2020/03/11
My mom fucked me up, how do I overcome this? This might be a bit long, so sorry in advance (tl;dr at the end) ​ I guess a lot of us got their EDs or body dysmorphia from their moms, I know I do. I've never seen her happy with her body, ever since I was born. She was/is constantly dieting and worrying abo...
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EDAnonymous
product-of-my-time
2020/03/11
Current mental state It's 9am and I've already: - Cried and almost thrown up because my manager yelled at me - Gotten incredibly excited because one of my safe foods was on sale at a shopop near my work - Had a moderate panic attack in the baked goods section of said shop because I remembered mini doughnut I ate last ...
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EDAnonymous
Raunchey
2020/03/11
lowkey hope i get either the flu or coronavirus so that i’ll get a post-nasal drip and won’t be able to keep food down 🤪 i mean i’m not deliberately touching my face because i don’t want my skin to break out, but i’m not taking any precautions AGAINST these things either, you know? if it happens, it happens...and if i...
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EDAnonymous
calculushelpmeplease
2020/03/11
How to deal with the day after purging? Urges always seem way worse. After I purge I always get really bad binge urges which lead to bingeing and ultimately purging again. Any Tips?
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EDAnonymous
royalmouse1
2020/03/11
Just out of recovery Already slipping. I'm eating too much I'm gonna gain weight I need to lose weight I dont like this size help me
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EDAnonymous
sonarssion
2020/03/11
I went out to eat with my roommate for her birthday Me: "ok so I ate half of a 10" pizza so in my calorie counter I'll use the calories from a full 16" pizza and that should be about right"
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EDAnonymous
Yvette-jpg
2020/03/11
Im on varsity track but cant eat (rant) i must start this by saying im an athlete and i ahve been for years, working out has NEVER been a partof my ED. Act being an athlete usually helps as i can have a ”reason to eat” i do not play sports nor workout to control my weight at all, honest my ED is barely about weight. ...
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EDAnonymous
Paccocoa
2020/03/11
How to limit binging? It seems I’ve always had BED. Recently, in the past two years, I’ve been binging a whole lot. I’ve only had two or three days of normal eating per week. The pounds have been coming on, yet no one in my family seems to make an effort to help me (Im too young to live on my own and the house is fille...
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EDAnonymous
givemere3s0ns
2020/03/11
Why I can't even FATHOM "recovering". So nowadays, it's a lot less likely (as opposed to 10-20 years back) that people are willingly going to announce their lack of attraction to larger men and women publically... Especially with the body acceptance movement. And that's great! I don't think people should feel bad to ex...
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EDAnonymous
WeightlossProgress1
2020/03/11
2 hours into starting again my IF and my mom just arrived home with pupusas I can’t blame her since we all enjoy pupusas, but now I’m stuck between breaking the fast and starting again since I’m under my daily calorie limit, but the other side of me feels like resisting is a step closer to my goal
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EDAnonymous
throwawaynow74
2020/03/11
Practically agoraphobic but too afraid to try SSRIs.. would love some advice/support Hi there! 21/F with extreme anxiety (panic, general, OCD, and social) and PTSD. My life has pretty much been ruined by this anxiety and I’ve dropped out of school and stopped driving as a result. On the other hand, this is the first ...
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Bananafo
2020/03/11
Interested in knowing if you have any “fear foods” or restrictions So I have this foods that I don’t allow myself to eat and if I eat them I need to throw them up... typically they are anything high on carbs and fat and sugar, such as cake, candy, pasta, bread... I don’t know if everyone have them, but if you do I’d b...
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mal31_
2020/03/11
Hi lovelies I was hiking today and I was thinking of all y’all and how far I have personally come in terms of my eating disorder. Here’s some jumbled thoughts for y’all So for whoever needs it: Hunger isn’t an emotion, Hunger doesn’t numb the pain, & The pride you feel making your life harder and still succeedin...
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plant-hoe
2020/03/12
Coronavirus is giving me the hot girl summer I deserve because everything except for my classes have been cancelled (and are probably moving online soon), all I’ve been doing is working out and eating well and sleeping enough in a way that’s moderately healthy and tbh I want it
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sadfoxofthemoom
2020/03/12
I want my friend to be worried about me I want to go back to b&p maybe my friend is then worried about me and cares about me
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colette2894
2020/03/12
Gaining weight overnight? Hi guys, Its my first post here so not sure if it’s the right sub, just tell me if it’s not! I was just wondering if I weigh myself before I go to bed if it’s possible that the scale says a higher number when I get up? Just wondering :)
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grace_Llynden
2020/03/12
Seriously how do I stop binging [EDNOS] I’m in a period where I just CANT STOP EATING and it’s making me so upset! I’m in a college dorm and there is a convenience store legit a one minute walk away. I’m usually successful in restricting throughout the day, but at night I just can’t help myself!!! I was up until 1:30am...
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EDAnonymous
dizzyspells2020
2020/03/12
Are my dizzy spells ED related? (Tw calorie numbers) Heeeey guys long time lurker on a different account whilst I’ve been pretending to everyone I’m all good 😙😙 I’ve been high restricting recently (like 1000-1200) and trying to make sure I eat this much each day with plenty of fruit and veg because of THAT virus. But...
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puppiebreath
2020/03/12
thank u corona virus for this and only this a concert i was looking forward to going to in a few weeks got postponed bc my city is going absolutely apeshit nuts and now i have more time to become a skinnie legend 🙏
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clickily
2020/03/12
Very sore throat... Bulimia or Corona?! Yesterday was rough and I purged quite a lot in the evening. Today my throat has been feeling sore and dry and I feel quite warm and a little dizzy. My sinuses have also been sore and tingly. These could very easily be symptoms from my nasty purge and they most likely are, but ...
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peanutbutterismylife
2020/03/12
TFW when the store is out of all of your safe food because of the coronavirus driven panic buying Guess I’m fasting for the next week hell yeah
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dolefulAlchemist
2020/03/12
Was planning a big b&p tomorrow but now I gotta stay home and I feel so depressed tbh God this virus sucks. I'm legitimately depressed, my antidepressants don't work, and b&p is the only thing that gives me dopamine. At home I can only have one small b&p after dinner. Not anything too big and suspicious. An...
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EDAnonymous
OkamiMeigetsu7
2020/03/12
I hate it when people comment about me eating something. My brother always have to say out loud what I’m eating: « Oh you’re eating [insert food name]! » That’s why I’m trying to eat in secret now. I don’t need your comments. I just told my Mom that I didn’t want to eat dinner because I wasn’t hungry. Her response: « ...
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EDAnonymous
SalehRobbins
2020/03/12
Hey guys I think the game is bugged No matter how little I eat I somehow end up gaining weight. Also I have the depression debuff and it won't go away. Is there a way to use console commands to change my characters appearance?
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EDAnonymous
Lunaseki
2020/03/12
After about two years of binging, I’m finally back on my restriction bs I guess this is just how it goes for me. Restrict until I’m thin, enjoy that for a while (as much as you can enjoy restriction hell... but like, skinny!) And then a few YEARS of binging and hating myself and being unable to stop. I really thought ...
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ILikeAnimePanties
2020/03/12
Candy is the worst I ate a chocolate bar about 6 hours ago and when I checked the calories it came to 500 because I ate two pieces. I hate myself. That's all I'm eating today.
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EDAnonymous
bunnywithbpd
2020/03/12
DAE have nightmares that they binged and can't shake off feeling guilty even though it never happened? I keep having dreams where I'm trying to restrict and I just give up and binge. Like yesterday I restricted successfully, but I had a dream where I just night binged and I woke up thinking it was real. I still feel gu...
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EDAnonymous
nerdytrashkid
2020/03/12
So the worst part is Recently I come to think about this all the time. The fact that I’ve done and do all the restriction, starving, fasting, working out and whatnot to lose weight and there‘s people in my everyday life who eat normally (or even more than me.) and are naturally skinnier than me. It fucks with my head s...
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SunnyCarol
2020/03/12
The hashtag #gordibuena So my friend lived in the US for a while and came back to latin america feeling like a planet. She was watching what she ate and definitely was not herself, which eventually escalated into an ed. People (as they do) started commenting on her body, but the comments were different to the ones she...
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vibing_time
2020/03/12
a friend deleted last post about it but tldr I was trying to ease into the mindset of maybe trying for recovery but I found out one of my only friends who doesnt have an ed runs an account pretending to have one and talks shit about me and the rest of my friends so I have decided that I will not try to recover because ...
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EDAnonymous
qwertycats-
2020/03/12
how do i get out of my apartment more often to avoid binging if I’m home I’m bored, if I’m bored I eat unnecessary calories or even binge. all my classes are online now because corona, so there’s no more walking to class or having good reasons to leave the house. what are hobbies that i could pick up that will get me t...
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Careleus1
2020/03/12
Do you ever go to like a fast food place and order something but then feel like the person making it completely ruins it? Like I know it's fussy but I got teriyaki today and the guy asked how much teriyaki sauce I wanted and I was like "just a little" and he drenched the entire meal with it.. Now I'm so frustrated bec...
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Lizzii_Gamez
2020/03/12
So- My friend was talking about coronavirus and I almost said “ I wanna get coronavirus so I lose weight faster” then I realised normal people don’t want coronavirus.
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tonighttheyfall
2020/03/12
i feel myself spiraling down again so back in 2016 i got into my top school for college. i became friends with this girl who also had an ed, we actually never talked about it but it was a mutual understanding between each other. for the most part i was always smaller than her, that's not the point though. towards the e...
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lavendersquare
2020/03/12
I’m tired of feeling like shit I gotta stop drinking. I’m losing weight so I’m metabolizing it differently I guess, and even 2 drinks will give me a gnarly hangover. And I get super hungry when I’m hungover. And I can’t sleep well. I gotta get some fucking sleep. I’m so sore from working out. Tired from not sleeping...
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EDAnonymous
dracula-teeth
2020/03/12
anyone else buy clothes they know will be too small for them just to trigger themselves 🤡 TW just in case, so sorry if it's the wrong flair! I've noticed a theme more and more recently of even if I try something on and it doesn't fit I'll get the sort of mentality of like "oh, I will -make- it fit" and take it like a...
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oofnoa
2020/03/12
breakfast lunch aND DINNER?!! going from fasting/heavy restriction and overeating to trying to eat regular meals is sooo hard. im vegetarian( + also very picky) and i know only like 3 recipes and all of them are for dinner lmao how do normal people decide what to eat everyday so easily?! I've been trying to find a bre...
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EDAnonymous
ed_phone_home
2020/03/12
WHY WAS I BORN WITH A FAT SQUARE HEAD!!! I have to wear all of my hair back at work and now I look like a boy! Hahahahaha dhfhsjfhfjdhbfjfhf give me my hair back :( XD NIGHTMARE
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_Feverish_
2020/03/12
When you get the urge to exercise at 3am... Yeah so I went on a two hr walk today, I told my mom I was going to school but really I was exercising. Now I'm in bed doing whatever on my phone when my GalaxyFit tracker(which is technically contraband) tells me I'm being a lazy b*tch. ....this is me trying to distract mys...
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myfavoritefoodispeas
2020/03/12
Eating in your dreams whenever i 'eat' in my dreams i either wake up feeling paranoid about it or i end up realizing i'm dreaming and 'eat' as much as possible in that situation. have you guys ever experienced that?
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DietCokeAndSmokes
2020/03/12
Bone Density Scan Results. Don’t know how to interpret? I’m confused. Do I have osteoporosis? Osteopenia? Wtf is a “left hip neck”? Can someone please help me understand, because I’m so, so confused by this. https://imgur.com/a/GRy1uQ7
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DumbBrownie
2020/03/12
Me: buys weed for the first time in awhile to avoid alcohol calories Also me: goes on a 2 week long binge and skips the gym to stay in bed and get high CEO of 1 step forward 10 steps back
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EDAnonymous
Laura_T_
2020/03/12
Ankles I can't be the only one that feels like their ankles are the only s k i n n i i part of me, like it's the only part I'm happy with. The rest? Don't want to talk about it 🤪
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EDAnonymous
666llama666
2020/03/12
I’m realizing that this is actually a problem I had to miss a dress rehearsal today because I was such an emotional mess from not eating the entire day after throwing up for the first time in forever after last night. It’s really frustrating when something, that in your head doesn’t seem like such a big deal, finally ...
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a-total-mess-06
2020/03/12
From binge-eating to control-freak phases? Sooo I just discovered this thread and I'd like to know if anyone has the same issue as I do. As I said in the title, I have found myself having some trouble with my eating habits lately. As a former pro ballerina, I used to be super fit. I didn't watch myself or have any is...
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worriedrat
2020/03/12
Recovery face swelling Trying to recover from B/P cycles, my genetics lead me to store fat in my face and with the purging on top of that I have massive chipmunk cheeks. It’s really hard to stay motivated in recovery as they seem to go down after I purge. Does anyone have advice on how to fix this? Will this be my face...
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EDAnonymous
lavender1212
2020/03/12
I don’t want to recover, I just wanted someone to care. Last night after a really awful day I had, where I felt out of control with food, I finally talked to my mom after been struggling for half of a year. For some context, After I stopped swimming competitively I gained about 15 pounds, I had never been body or food ...
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probwatchingcritrole
2020/03/13
My gym just shut down Actually, my two gyms because we can't have them thinking that I'm crazy for going twice a day. ANYWAY I can't restrict for the life of me and who knows how long they're going to be shut down for and WHAT DO I DO do I just fast for two weeks I think I'm having a panic attack hahahahah send help
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EDAnonymous
starlitjournies
2020/03/13
i told my boyfriend about my ed i’m in a temporarily long distance relationship and in order to keep it as healthy as possible we are being entirely transparent with each other. he’s told me a lot of stuff about him and i an doing the same thing for him, but recently i told him about my ed and now i just feel incredibl...
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theneighborhoodgoat
2020/03/13
terrified of weight gain due to quarantines/shutdowns My school just shut down and now I'm stuck at home for two weeks MINIMUM, surrounded by high-calorie 'emergency' food, no way to get to the store to get my safe foods, the gym is shut down so I can't even work out, I can't even go to the track and run...I'm so fucki...
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