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EDAnonymous | ThinnMelina | 2020/03/04 | Anxiety, bipolar depressive episode, pizza, kms I am absolutely filled with self loathing. I want to sleep for a week straight so I don’t have to spend it getting ever fatter. :’(
Why do I hate myself so much that I feel I deserve to die because I ate pizza? It fucking hurts. I’m so damned worthless it’s ridiculous. ... | 0.267273 | 2.609209 | 1.94697 | 91.790455 | 99.30303 | 4.218182 | 25.69697 | 6.112484 | 1.035624 | 262 | 13 | 51 | 3 | 11 | 85 | 49 | 66 | 0.399 | 0.559 | 0.042 | -0.9808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 12 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 30 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301312 | 0 | 0 | 0.236259 | 0 | 0.284686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253591 | 0.143313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201646 | 0.203394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161793 | 0 | 0.220032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | latex55 | 2020/03/04 | Turned down dinner last night- mad at myself My brother in law was in town and texted late afternoon to see if i wanted to meet him and his brother at a super nice steak and sushi restaurant. this is a place that's $100-150 per person and Ive never been able to afford to go and he said he was buying.
i thought about i... | 2.44158 | 4.235564 | 3.368116 | 91.45699 | 76.572254 | 5.306975 | 20.203854 | 5.683918 | -0.132754 | 665 | 15 | 140 | 3 | 15 | 212 | 102 | 173 | 0.06 | 0.845 | 0.094 | 0.7003 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 32 | 24 | 17 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 18 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 16 | 5 | 24 | 14 | 1 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 88 | 23 | 0 | 0.1282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277808 | 0.311553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08964 | 0.131356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066979 | 0 | 0.291435 | 0 | 0 | 0.14134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1045 | 0.144615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098875 | 0 | 0 | 0.120307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111939 | 0.133941 | 0 | 0.12119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144102 | 0 | 0.130683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311553 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | joojjoojjo | 2020/03/04 | The midnight rule. One of my most all-consuming rules is that I need to finish whatever I'm doing before midnight. So if I'm starting a water fast, I have to eat what I need to eat before the clock strikes midnight. I even open up Google and double check the precise time from the official world clocks (or whatever you ... | 5.583329 | 5.866506 | 6.00323 | 81.283478 | 67.347826 | 8.658385 | 27.732919 | 8.418075 | 1.845335 | 459 | 13 | 88 | 6 | 7 | 148 | 78 | 115 | 0.046 | 0.954 | 0 | -0.5881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 15 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 12 | 1 | 11 | 12 | 3 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 59 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182211 | 0 | 0 | 0.145517 | 0.302819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127234 | 0.186444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372391 | 0.152008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.480744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269849 | 0 | 0 | 0.193522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178779 | 0 | 0.106105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sparklingbutterflies | 2020/03/04 | Cutting out junk food is triggering me to relapse I’ve been in recovery for just over a year. Finally weight restored and maintaining my weight while keeping a healthy lifestyle of working out and eating (mostly) healthy. I want to make my diet more healthy but even just thinking of cutting out junk food from my diet i... | 5.369631 | 7.13543 | 5.451644 | 79.640323 | 68.784946 | 8.755146 | 35.866359 | 9.236283 | 3.513468 | 398 | 21 | 69 | 8 | 7 | 125 | 56 | 93 | 0.103 | 0.76 | 0.136 | 0.0414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 23 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 15 | 11 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 44 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.439779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072438 | 0.102347 | 0 | 0.156937 | 0 | 0 | 0.692933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168999 | 0 | 0 | 0.348909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1381 | 0 | 0.104297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092256 |
EDAnonymous | Maryam2029 | 2020/03/04 | Why ED destroys you - your mental peace is ruined.
-cannot enjoy fun times with family , with friends , with co-workers
- missing out on parties, festivals basically anything where food is involved
- trying to reach the impossible- I can bet you you don't be satisfied even after getting to your ugw
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EDAnonymous | Beeznuz | 2020/03/04 | Going downhill I started CICO in june and by December I already lost somewhere between 25 and 30 pounds. It was great. It was a steady loss with a deficit of 500 cals per day. But then there came the holidays.
Ever since then I just can't seem to go below the weight that I got to in early December, during the weekday... | 7.785788 | 5.681031 | 7.555352 | 79.804816 | 63.894366 | 10.146912 | 35.578548 | 8.13951 | 2.637923 | 1,103 | 39 | 226 | 10 | 13 | 352 | 155 | 284 | 0.138 | 0.759 | 0.103 | -0.9278 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 16 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 16 | 15 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 47 | 44 | 20 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 13 | 10 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 4 | 36 | 5 | 36 | 32 | 8 | 41 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 22 | 161 | 53 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228337 | 0 | 0.086085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189201 | 0 | 0.088035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105642 | 0.118329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116037 | 0.165206 | 0 | 0.113644 | 0.066722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1069 | 0 | 0.068333 | 0.093584 | 0.087168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088001 | 0.375306 | 0 | 0.079931 | 0 | 0 | 0.099246 | 0.293988 | 0 | 0.082745 | 0.228126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091958 | 0 | 0 | 0.170574 | 0.084332 | 0 | 0.109547 | 0 | 0 | 0.073076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112937 | 0 | 0.093375 | 0.097895 | 0.138118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079647 | 0 | 0 | 0.146456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077788 | 0 | 0.090427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060327 | 0 | 0 | 0.098859 | 0 | 0.070241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061022 | 0.08212 | 0.165976 | 0.125984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146987 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | KlokWerkN | 2020/03/04 | Constantly telling myself that I will only commit suicide via starvation Guess who's relapsing pretty bad 😎 | 11.381667 | 12.281372 | 10.441111 | 52.265 | 55.111111 | 13.866667 | 45.777778 | 13.023867 | 7.145711 | 91 | 5 | 10 | 3 | 1 | 29 | 18 | 18 | 0.328 | 0.451 | 0.221 | -0.5574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.418981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.427111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.394444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.424096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | uwumelody | 2020/03/04 | how old were yall when it started for you?
i was always a fat child so that mindset will stick with me.i was about 12 when i developed bulimia,13 anorexia | 2.576667 | 4.855315 | 3.665806 | 87.185376 | 78.032258 | 6.713978 | 26.462366 | 7.793538 | 1.555959 | 124 | 5 | 25 | 2 | 3 | 40 | 28 | 31 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 18 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.549321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.692746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.467278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | anyamin | 2020/03/04 | Guess who’s started sneaking snacks in the middle of the night again: me. I feel like I’m 14 again. I was doing so well too. | -0.183333 | 1.817857 | 1.468148 | 100.566667 | 86.777778 | 3.6 | 16.407407 | 3.1291 | -1.195015 | 96 | 2 | 23 | 0 | 3 | 31 | 23 | 27 | 0 | 0.8 | 0.2 | 0.6418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240822 | 0.340255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.524677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.446958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.428234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rip2mytits | 2020/03/04 | me every time i do my breakdown of the previous month's spending: boy i sure spend a LOT OF FUCKING MONEY ON FOOD for someone who claims to have an eating disorder
followed by alternate spirals over either being a fat fucking fraud for having spent $200-300 on food during a "high restriction" month OR feeling like a f... | 9.087824 | 7.640577 | 9.078676 | 67.821544 | 60.882353 | 11.323529 | 38.897059 | 10.125757 | 4.062941 | 359 | 15 | 59 | 6 | 4 | 118 | 69 | 85 | 0.139 | 0.739 | 0.122 | -0.5348 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 14 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 11 | 9 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 37 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094397 | 0.133372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.677242 | 0 | 0 | 0.345186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119624 | 0 | 0 | 0.108861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | eudoramaya | 2020/03/04 | How do I stop myself from breaking down at the slightest trigger? I think I'm recovering. At least, I thought I was. Then one day, my mom says something triggering about food (I've already pulled myself to have a decent relationship with food) and it was something that it's unhealthy. It's food I hadn't had for a long ... | 2.351195 | 4.602578 | 3.488476 | 88.308323 | 78.658537 | 6.05122 | 24.884146 | 7.168622 | 1.096654 | 812 | 30 | 162 | 10 | 20 | 262 | 113 | 205 | 0.126 | 0.824 | 0.05 | -0.9091 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 15 | 8 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 31 | 35 | 10 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 7 | 30 | 4 | 24 | 20 | 3 | 31 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 17 | 113 | 44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115301 | 0 | 0.086939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321367 | 0 | 0.191078 | 0 | 0.177817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083422 | 0 | 0.114771 | 0.067384 | 0 | 0.089992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105661 | 0.149287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.50537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106842 | 0 | 0.153137 | 0 | 0 | 0.092465 | 0.08774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112177 | 0 | 0.089229 | 0 | 0.24927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069415 | 0.267797 | 0 | 0.082949 | 0.182777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116086 | 0.070938 | 0 | 0 | 0.108772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123255 | 0.082935 | 0 | 0.127233 | 0.093944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | last-time-forever | 2020/03/04 | Last week I decided I won’t weight myself anymore bc it makes me obsessive Lmao and I fucking gained 7lbs. This is why I need the scale | -0.462857 | 1.595178 | 1.344 | 95.401 | 104 | 5.097143 | 19.885714 | 6.742158 | 0.610249 | 108 | 4 | 23 | 2 | 5 | 35 | 25 | 28 | 0.066 | 0.697 | 0.237 | 0.7089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.390841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.364339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316123 | 0.479908 | 0 | 0 | 0.355614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | _pegolson | 2020/03/04 | Tempted to cancel sleepover with the guy I’m seeing because I feel fat af But I haven’t seen him in days, he somehow seems to like my body, and I really shouldn’t cancel. But years of off and on disordered eating and back to eating like a normal person has taken its toll on my metabolism. I need to get rid of the tire ... | 3.878286 | 4.458147 | 5.319048 | 83.644286 | 71.190476 | 7.52381 | 22.619048 | 7.44753 | 0.804619 | 397 | 8 | 82 | 4 | 7 | 134 | 73 | 105 | 0.118 | 0.813 | 0.069 | -0.6428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 16 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 11 | 2 | 18 | 12 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 56 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131839 | 0 | 0.104518 | 0 | 0.145896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.526325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179157 | 0 | 0.097442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136628 | 0.156087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.394126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110412 |
EDAnonymous | skinny-witch | 2020/03/04 | I’m drunk, triggered, and wanna just vent and smoke a cigarette. I haven’t been drunk in over a year and it makes me wanna sprint until I’m thin. I also wanna cry. I’m over it. I hate everything and I’m exhausted. Save me. | -1.123929 | 0.95385 | 1.834286 | 94.125 | 96.916667 | 5.242857 | 15.190476 | 6.86897 | -0.095152 | 172 | 4 | 39 | 3 | 7 | 60 | 29 | 48 | 0.286 | 0.649 | 0.065 | -0.872 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 24 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.518458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.424194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.465992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303946 |
EDAnonymous | Fruitcerea1 | 2020/03/04 | Wtf is this pain I suddenly started to experience Two days ago my upper stomach started to hurt. Nothing unusual there (I’ve got ibs), but it didn’t go away and only got worse. I eventually went to ER, they did some tests and sent me away with no answers. The pain is constant but during the hours of 23-04 it’s bad enou... | 2.37075 | 4.710873 | 3.453333 | 88.115 | 79.083333 | 6.333333 | 26.666667 | 7.492282 | 1.471417 | 479 | 20 | 96 | 7 | 12 | 154 | 87 | 120 | 0.274 | 0.664 | 0.062 | -0.9835 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 22 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 15 | 16 | 2 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 57 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127344 | 0 | 0.144668 | 0 | 0.29078 | 0 | 0.129207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133301 | 0 | 0.167227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302745 | 0 | 0 | 0.078245 | 0.110551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087946 | 0 | 0.247531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152395 | 0 | 0.16566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117692 | 0.493986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154859 | 0 | 0 | 0.119132 | 0 | 0 | 0.219062 | 0 | 0 | 0.129376 | 0 | 0.161775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167817 | 0 | 0 | 0.157701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099652 |
EDAnonymous | aspiringasianactress | 2020/03/04 | Restriction due to Guilt Hi guys
I'm a recovering anorexic and honestly when I screw up some small part of my life I always tend to want to punish myself by putting restrictions on food.
I've been doing well for the past few weeks but today I lost my AirPods somewhere and I started thinking of all the foods and meals... | 4.107071 | 5.632327 | 4.81256 | 83.935982 | 71.571429 | 7.535714 | 28.363095 | 8.076483 | 1.879024 | 423 | 16 | 81 | 6 | 8 | 136 | 71 | 105 | 0.227 | 0.663 | 0.109 | -0.9168 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 15 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 12 | 4 | 17 | 11 | 4 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 54 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.482354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197488 | 0 | 0 | 0.178669 | 0.196916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215986 | 0.190398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153547 | 0 | 0 | 0.141172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164568 | 0.235283 | 0 | 0.159987 | 0 | 0.17933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218068 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | unbarablitenessofBng | 2020/03/04 | everything Just ate a ton of food because I know that I am about to enter into another restriction phase and can literally feel the final throws of my appetite dying. Everything is heavy right now. Relationships, work, home, all of it has imploded in a matter of weeks and I am left here to maintain a positive outlook b... | 5.405662 | 6.402734 | 5.922784 | 79.178799 | 67.969072 | 8.649643 | 30.902458 | 8.841846 | 2.51153 | 798 | 31 | 147 | 13 | 13 | 258 | 122 | 194 | 0.211 | 0.647 | 0.142 | -0.9687 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 9 | 18 | 11 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 17 | 15 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 29 | 37 | 15 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 11 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 17 | 6 | 19 | 27 | 4 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 9 | 9 | 1 | 5 | 102 | 31 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073691 | 0.113628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054792 | 0 | 0 | 0.118707 | 0 | 0.092174 | 0.131033 | 0 | 0 | 0.701261 | 0.056615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115355 | 0 | 0 | 0.111212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07343 | 0.082415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116342 | 0 | 0.092542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071992 | 0 | 0 | 0.086028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086014 | 0.086923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104458 | 0 | 0.07889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pusspusskushkush | 2020/03/04 | I check myself 30 times a day in a mirror and it's called "body dysmorphia" and "low self esteem". A weight lifter checks themselves like 80 times in a mirror during a 30 minute session and it's called "checking their form" Not directly an Ed thing but like I'm sure there's people here who know what I'm talking about. | 1.760647 | 4.206873 | 2.356964 | 94.44875 | 82.28125 | 4.907143 | 18.517857 | 6.182691 | -0.182564 | 253 | 6 | 52 | 2 | 7 | 78 | 46 | 64 | 0.026 | 0.838 | 0.136 | 0.7506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 25 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30271 | 0 | 0 | 0.556551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256849 | 0 | 0 | 0.219043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | gympenguin | 2020/03/04 | [Rant] A couple pounds make a huge difference on short people (also TW) I constantly see this being said on progress pics. They lose 5lbs and there's a distinct difference in their body.
I'm 5'1 and I'm down >!20lbs (120lb to 100lb)!< and you know what? EVERYTHING still fits the same. Jeans aren't looser, shirt... | 2.140603 | 4.959736 | 2.826533 | 88.722801 | 85.627907 | 6.383087 | 21.77167 | 7.686295 | 1.193363 | 359 | 12 | 69 | 7 | 11 | 112 | 69 | 86 | 0.076 | 0.826 | 0.098 | 0.1882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 37 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257056 | 0 | 0 | 0.263202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.497053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219909 | 0 | 0 | 0.135189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | schutzenfest_f | 2020/03/04 | ate ribs and salad!!! with salad dressing!!!! i am having a mental breakdown!!! (TW: mention of b/p) i was in the middle of a fast! what is wrong with me! fr i just downed two unsauced pork ribs w some salad w olive oil dressing and i literally could not stop myself! i tried to purge in the shower after but i apparentl... | -0.753 | 1.402755 | 2.375769 | 89.606731 | 98.153846 | 4.138462 | 16.5 | 5.985473 | -0.186892 | 481 | 13 | 97 | 5 | 20 | 170 | 80 | 130 | 0.146 | 0.809 | 0.046 | -0.9221 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 39 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 14 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 20 | 17 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 16 | 2 | 10 | 14 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 66 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146678 | 0 | 0.201798 | 0.118478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215308 | 0.179967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.595318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.370275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117714 | 0 | 0 | 0.107123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124728 | 0 | 0.179459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.401718 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ynotlovee | 2020/03/04 | pls someone tell me im not the only one obsessing over my pre planned food?? Like the point of planning out my calories, and prepping food is to NOT think about it, to not worry about eating the wrong thing.
But no, i need stay up all night checking over my tracking app just looking at the numbers, to see if everythin... | 5.261683 | 5.081694 | 5.826359 | 83.866173 | 68.029126 | 8.614239 | 29.302589 | 8.076483 | 1.763762 | 792 | 25 | 167 | 9 | 12 | 257 | 117 | 206 | 0.041 | 0.838 | 0.121 | 0.9532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 12 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 37 | 26 | 17 | 0 | 6 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 12 | 3 | 26 | 22 | 2 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 1 | 5 | 11 | 108 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087266 | 0 | 0.093087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.500974 | 0 | 0 | 0.095753 | 0 | 0 | 0.176592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173954 | 0.115874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069137 | 0 | 0.312165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07614 | 0.0768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070185 | 0.157547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10365 | 0 | 0.087759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110397 | 0.16543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068811 | 0.066367 | 0 | 0 | 0.060395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105186 | 0 | 0.073577 | 0.113243 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | troubleholly | 2020/03/04 | Colourism One of the biggest reasons causing me develop an ED was seeing online that losing weight makes a person's skin paler. As someone from South India with VERY dark skin for an Indian, being in a colorist(?) society keeps triggering me and even though I live elsewhere I still feel like no matter what, I won't fit... | 6.766123 | 7.898072 | 6.422609 | 76.326014 | 64.978261 | 8.742029 | 32.724638 | 8.841846 | 2.896016 | 401 | 16 | 65 | 6 | 6 | 125 | 73 | 92 | 0.199 | 0.745 | 0.056 | -0.9157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 15 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 41 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13103 | 0.185132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126604 | 0 | 0.228828 | 0 | 0 | 0.289915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245207 | 0.17298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | clittaryhilton | 2020/03/04 | Males with Eating Disorders As of the nature of the disease, alot of the eating disorder spaces are really dominated/oriented towards women. If any males are looking to have discussions about eating disorders with other males going through something similar, we have a small community / groupchat of (mostly) cis-males w... | 5.641932 | 7.703885 | 6.221159 | 73.218599 | 68.565217 | 9.980676 | 31.038647 | 10.254146 | 3.653879 | 505 | 21 | 82 | 14 | 9 | 164 | 72 | 115 | 0.045 | 0.782 | 0.173 | 0.9246 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 20 | 15 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 17 | 11 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 60 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.681219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.608207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105559 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | howoldthough | 2020/03/05 | I binged yesterday and can feel it coming again. My brain: you obviously don't want to be skinny that badly, just add more fat. It doesn't matter.
Me feeling defeated: I guess...
Then I eat and cry.
The cycle never ends. | 0.664729 | 3.17992 | 2.84686 | 87.416647 | 91.55814 | 5.657364 | 16.468992 | 7.168622 | 0.370243 | 169 | 4 | 33 | 3 | 6 | 57 | 38 | 43 | 0.288 | 0.712 | 0 | -0.874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 22 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342947 | 0 | 0 | 0.296848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | obama_means_family | 2020/03/05 | I have made a mistake Obligatory long time lurker, very irregular poster.
So I tried out this new hazelnut spread. Read the label and it says consuming too much can have a laxative effect. I ate about half of it. Then my best friend calls me asking to hang out after work. "Of course" I say and dig my own grave. Now my... | 1.648315 | 4.129924 | 2.863022 | 90.388017 | 83.157303 | 6.256629 | 19.01236 | 7.554174 | 0.583754 | 352 | 9 | 72 | 6 | 10 | 113 | 73 | 89 | 0.12 | 0.694 | 0.186 | 0.6808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 10 | 4 | 9 | 7 | 3 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 43 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241538 | 0 | 0 | 0.218763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181719 | 0 | 0 | 0.238746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.393165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159188 |
EDAnonymous | ReaMacTN | 2020/03/05 | Worried about Coronavirus I’m not underweight, but I am malnourished, as I’m sure many others here are. I’m sure my immune system has been damaged by my actions, and I’m worried about contracting the virus. It just hit my state today.
Are you worried? Advice?
Thanks. | 1.7596 | 4.513396 | 2.8955 | 85.43525 | 94.4 | 5.7 | 24.25 | 7.168622 | 1.6982 | 213 | 9 | 36 | 4 | 8 | 68 | 36 | 50 | 0.181 | 0.607 | 0.212 | 0.4329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 22 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.463151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.74858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Sxdlxnxly | 2020/03/05 | I desire to punish myself but I don’t have an ed I want to/need to punish myself In some way.
I don’t have an Ed though.
Things have happened in my life which just amount to Peak self hatred. Self hatred started by not going through puberty - I am 18 and I have been on estrogen HRT for 3 years cause my body doesn’t na... | 3.153956 | 4.554756 | 4.954551 | 82.4727 | 73.773463 | 8.127346 | 23.716424 | 8.721564 | 1.547279 | 2,381 | 67 | 487 | 46 | 48 | 813 | 229 | 618 | 0.174 | 0.673 | 0.153 | -0.9696 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 42 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 24 | 27 | 6 | 4 | 28 | 0 | 66 | 27 | 7 | 19 | 4 | 93 | 119 | 40 | 0 | 18 | 16 | 2 | 10 | 4 | 2 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 20 | 28 | 21 | 11 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 25 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 22 | 15 | 70 | 13 | 62 | 77 | 15 | 48 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 32 | 20 | 1 | 7 | 24 | 325 | 98 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.029779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086409 | 0 | 0.108525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.552016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.031505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055987 | 0.100002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201904 | 0.054482 | 0 | 0.088377 | 0.041159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074101 | 0.034899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059071 | 0 | 0.037742 | 0 | 0.025523 | 0 | 0.138815 | 0.040974 | 0.03907 | 0 | 0.053815 | 0 | 0.043199 | 0.104005 | 0 | 0.04823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050871 | 0.053694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06901 | 0.095464 | 0.097923 | 0 | 0 | 0.041022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092448 | 0.065217 | 0 | 0 | 0.053213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181111 | 0.037677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.033103 | 0.074307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093885 | 0.050227 | 0.048234 | 0 | 0 | 0.083437 | 0.046468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038928 | 0.044472 | 0.305773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.037608 | 0 | 0 | 0.069154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064909 | 0.125207 | 0.095991 | 0 | 0.028485 | 0 | 0 | 0.046679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040307 | 0.230508 | 0.116327 | 0 | 0.297436 | 0 | 0 | 0.088161 | 0 | 0 | 0.094181 | 0 | 0 | 0.099221 | 0.049783 | 0.104107 | 0 | 0 | 0.062917 |
EDAnonymous | petewrigleys | 2020/03/05 | I work in a bookstore and I'm organizing and pulling books today I love getting triggered by a bunch of clueless middle aged people trying to blindly cash in on every trend and insecurity
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EDAnonymous | rat_slut | 2020/03/05 | So a lot of y’all save calories for alcohol but what the fuck do you do when the drunk munchies hit?? 😭 | 0.702609 | 2.078045 | 2.23413 | 99.527717 | 80.304348 | 6.33913 | 24.543478 | 7.168622 | 0.595191 | 80 | 3 | 21 | 1 | 2 | 26 | 21 | 23 | 0.301 | 0.622 | 0.077 | -0.797 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.648044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.560596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.515529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | b-carbonate | 2020/03/05 | I was at the ET all night because my friend had an emergency I hadn't eaten anything all day and the begat day when we got released nothing again and I just went to sleep at 2pm (that was a wild night, she had kidney stones and I just couldn't leave her so me and her boyfriend were standing in the corridor where she wa... | 2.984314 | 4.992666 | 3.58 | 89.581667 | 75.666667 | 6.101961 | 28.490196 | 6.937598 | 1.423267 | 812 | 35 | 161 | 8 | 18 | 255 | 116 | 204 | 0.067 | 0.805 | 0.128 | 0.8234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 20 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 38 | 35 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 16 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 2 | 28 | 8 | 17 | 13 | 8 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 23 | 7 | 1 | 4 | 16 | 111 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11847 | 0 | 0 | 0.287079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229277 | 0.137175 | 0 | 0 | 0.168656 | 0 | 0.118673 | 0 | 0.163458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157113 | 0 | 0.151729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.417735 | 0 | 0.142375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145783 | 0 | 0.086522 | 0 | 0.140647 | 0 | 0.164856 | 0.100741 | 0 | 0 | 0.154469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | brainadmage | 2020/03/05 | My every waking thought is consumed by food and misery. I’m in a very competitive, and well-regarded University in my country. Maintaining an 85 and above average is essential for success in grad school, the job industry, and just your social standing...
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EDAnonymous | oldconcrete | 2020/03/05 | Bitches really be using our an highschool host club as the more triggering thinspo I’m bitches, everyone is SO SMALL. | 3.601429 | 6.851761 | 5.120952 | 70.815714 | 86.142857 | 8.514286 | 35.571429 | 8.841846 | 4.741114 | 96 | 6 | 13 | 3 | 3 | 32 | 20 | 21 | 0.302 | 0.698 | 0 | -0.8316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.664244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.44533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.600385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | gamerguuuurl | 2020/03/05 | Why am I like this? Been eating “healthy” (as in when I’m hungry and not counting calories anymore) for like 2 years now with limited self hate. It took one man rejecting me and I immediately did not eat at all that day and have been eating like 300 cal a day. I’m literally engaged and do not care what this man thinks ... | 4.599421 | 4.564575 | 5.521133 | 84.99431 | 69.431034 | 8.697537 | 29.502463 | 8.418075 | 1.839364 | 437 | 15 | 97 | 6 | 7 | 144 | 77 | 116 | 0.196 | 0.689 | 0.115 | -0.9144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 20 | 22 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 7 | 6 | 10 | 16 | 3 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 59 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.504349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18177 | 0 | 0.090293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109151 | 0.315823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200069 | 0 | 0 | 0.296504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105801 |
EDAnonymous | chronicklutz | 2020/03/05 | I am extremely close to relapsing Some backstory: I've been suffering from an eating disorder on and of for the past few years, but I was at my worst about 1 year 1/2 ago when I started taking adderall for my ADHD. I never told anyone about my ED and I eventually attempted recovery without professional help. I've been ... | 4.731565 | 6.163174 | 5.497317 | 79.991382 | 69.914634 | 9.369106 | 27.691057 | 9.725611 | 2.584579 | 1,346 | 46 | 254 | 32 | 24 | 438 | 166 | 328 | 0.203 | 0.691 | 0.106 | -0.9887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 23 | 12 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 28 | 10 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 45 | 48 | 25 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 14 | 5 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 2 | 40 | 5 | 38 | 32 | 11 | 44 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 32 | 168 | 48 | 3 | 0.084303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101316 | 0 | 0.149459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067417 | 0.070147 | 0 | 0 | 0.057329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083606 | 0.058946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064824 | 0 | 0.10278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086083 | 0 | 0.343809 | 0 | 0 | 0.072619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17922 | 0 | 0 | 0.056506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093269 | 0 | 0.092661 | 0.068718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254872 | 0 | 0 | 0.197469 | 0.06729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170638 | 0 | 0 | 0.087946 | 0.285715 | 0.086536 | 0.209208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11934 | 0 | 0 | 0.352405 | 0.096569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087623 | 0.063385 | 0.067759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054018 | 0.082827 | 0.066927 | 0.049158 | 0 | 0 | 0.080555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069559 | 0.049724 | 0 | 0.067623 | 0.205316 | 0 | 0.07815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162865 |
EDAnonymous | idontwanttogetbetter | 2020/03/05 | I'm Back Hello everybody
Your girl is back, white monster in hand
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EDAnonymous | Camus_inawe | 2020/03/05 | Lost 2 kgs without trying to and now I'm anxious Lost 2 kgs, without actively doing anything and now I'm weighing myself 10 times a day, essentially triggering my anxiety. Am I happy? Am I sad? Who knows. But I'm rattled for sure. | 0.38854 | 2.832719 | 3.64677 | 80.621522 | 95.304348 | 6.106832 | 28.310559 | 7.44753 | 2.451134 | 181 | 10 | 32 | 4 | 7 | 65 | 33 | 46 | 0.276 | 0.603 | 0.121 | -0.6929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 18 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200467 | 0.29604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.572114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.505211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | borborygmie | 2020/03/05 | When people compliment your body specifically romantic interests. just gets me enraged like nothing else. The logical part of my brain says maaaaybe they are actually being honest but the rest just gets so pissed and feel like they are lying for whatever nefarious ulterior agenda they might have. | 10.382789 | 11.906982 | 9.563673 | 55.587279 | 57.163265 | 13.880272 | 40.823129 | 13.023867 | 6.384097 | 246 | 12 | 33 | 9 | 3 | 78 | 42 | 49 | 0.21 | 0.601 | 0.189 | -0.7543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 23 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330808 | 0 | 0.332463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150586 | 0.212761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322507 | 0 | 0.206469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | MouseInDublin | 2020/03/05 | I have an important exam in 2 hours and did not study nearly enough for it because... ...you know it, I was busy restricting and binging and having ED related obsessions and mental breakdowns :))) love that for me.
Btw if you’re imagining I’m in high school and will grow out of this irresponsible time management... I’... | 3.192009 | 5.262034 | 4.553333 | 82.557692 | 75.258503 | 7.244165 | 25.593407 | 8.13951 | 1.693401 | 592 | 21 | 112 | 10 | 13 | 196 | 103 | 147 | 0.082 | 0.751 | 0.167 | 0.9148 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 21 | 19 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 12 | 4 | 18 | 15 | 5 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 76 | 22 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0.217216 | 0 | 0 | 0.217512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135689 | 0 | 0.189408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235178 | 0 | 0.221082 | 0.219206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12233 | 0.18144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163629 | 0.165048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236752 | 0 | 0.253356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | atherdicer | 2020/03/05 | Ahhhhh i let a friend know about my ED I drunkenly told him about my ED because he told me about his alcoholism (he’s in recovery and I’m proud). Now he asks constantly about my food intake and to go out for lunch.
Big regret. Would not recommend | 1.011467 | 3.462544 | 3.236 | 86.704667 | 86.2 | 8.133333 | 20.333333 | 8.841846 | 1.715333 | 194 | 6 | 41 | 6 | 6 | 66 | 38 | 50 | 0.098 | 0.838 | 0.064 | -0.1803 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 23 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.357476 | 0 | 0.228402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.564972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210006 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | MindGoesBlank69 | 2020/03/05 | Window shopping Does anyone else "window shop" compulsively, looking at all the things you would wear if you reached your goals?
Also, seeing some items go out of stock or seriously having to hold yourself back from buying clothing in general knowing you don't plan to stay your current... self.
But then owning such a... | 8.600962 | 9.767948 | 8.354175 | 63.961916 | 60.958763 | 10.178007 | 35.754296 | 10.125757 | 3.938995 | 452 | 19 | 66 | 9 | 6 | 145 | 82 | 97 | 0.064 | 0.886 | 0.049 | -0.128 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 14 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 14 | 12 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 47 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185948 | 0.272482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245852 | 0 | 0 | 0.151137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236375 | 0 | 0 | 0.146151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211916 | 0 | 0.277428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188912 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | callfromleezy | 2020/03/05 | Halo Top/other low calorie ice cream - sad poops I budgeted my calories for 3/4 of a tub of off brand low calorie ice cream yesterday, and a whole tub of Birthday Cake Halo Top today. Came so close to shitting my pants! Has this happened to anyone else!! | 2.598367 | 5.059481 | 3.644245 | 86.390041 | 79 | 5.552653 | 26.126531 | 6.742158 | 1.268458 | 199 | 8 | 36 | 2 | 5 | 64 | 37 | 49 | 0.212 | 0.754 | 0.034 | -0.857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 17 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25489 | 0.373507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.416928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.406988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hanban97 | 2020/03/05 | How I spent my evening Crying, because I want food, but I don’t want food, but I’m hungry, but I know I’ll feel guilty afterwards. And then trying to measure up whether the amount of guilt is worth it or not.
Then stepping on the scales to either validate myself into eating or trigger myself into not eating depending ... | 3.570965 | 4.438821 | 4.527734 | 87.981776 | 72.099415 | 6.635673 | 27.700292 | 6.427356 | 1.123156 | 649 | 23 | 135 | 4 | 12 | 211 | 99 | 171 | 0.209 | 0.667 | 0.124 | -0.9514 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 17 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 44 | 24 | 22 | 0 | 5 | 19 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 14 | 4 | 20 | 21 | 5 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 90 | 18 | 3 | 0.117675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098254 | 0.215202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258522 | 0.075891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.481645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12159 | 0 | 0.155447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238001 | 0.084067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105414 | 0 | 0.120769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087255 | 0.090759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11776 | 0 | 0 | 0.090592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277632 | 0.093405 | 0 | 0.286594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113435 | 0 | 0.085669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | unfeel_ | 2020/03/05 | [TW] c/s and heartburn i’ve been actively c/s’ing for the past two weeks and i started experiencing major heartburns because of it (acid reflux).
i’m now 2 days c/s free, but i still feel like shit. and also i have places to be today and i’m really bloated.
please don’t c/s, it’s really addicting once you get... | 1.577683 | 3.636944 | 3.853028 | 85.694665 | 80.300813 | 6.376423 | 24.071138 | 7.492282 | 1.233597 | 467 | 17 | 94 | 7 | 12 | 161 | 78 | 123 | 0.073 | 0.754 | 0.173 | 0.8481 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 18 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 9 | 4 | 10 | 14 | 2 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 54 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162537 | 0 | 0 | 0.210916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19003 | 0.111569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174946 | 0.12359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165146 | 0 | 0 | 0.180746 | 0.1899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133182 | 0 | 0 | 0.244897 | 0 | 0.138156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168994 | 0 | 0 | 0.149415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | orthodoxpunjabi | 2020/03/05 | Recovered since early 2018. I'm on my nursing rotations in the very outpatient mental health clinic that I attended years ago. It's very awkward seeing my former therapist... and a psychiatrist.
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EDAnonymous | gloomyskeleton | 2020/03/05 | Everyday I tell myself it’s the last day. It never is. When will this end I’m tearing up, I usually am not the type to cry a lot I just feel these things and talk it out just eat it out. It feels like I lose control when I take a bite out of anything and today I told myself I was only gonna eat the 170 cal bar. But en... | -0.719719 | 1.098302 | 2.040744 | 96.795402 | 87.435374 | 5.035544 | 15.990221 | 6.322622 | -0.578986 | 503 | 10 | 125 | 5 | 16 | 175 | 91 | 147 | 0.092 | 0.83 | 0.078 | -0.2481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 27 | 23 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 19 | 2 | 12 | 14 | 1 | 25 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 19 | 79 | 32 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145641 | 0 | 0 | 0.285274 | 0.083744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.531487 | 0 | 0 | 0.230022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196972 | 0.185534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071364 | 0.105847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145272 | 0 | 0.110396 | 0 | 0.12287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087992 | 0.098759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103701 | 0.108563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097633 | 0.104371 | 0.113497 | 0 | 0 | 0.150769 | 0.086268 | 0.083204 | 0 | 0 | 0.075718 | 0 | 0.24617 | 0.12408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143014 | 0 | 0.076591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | inconceivable-- | 2020/03/05 | Purged for the first time in 4 months... I wanted to beat myself up, but then I realized...I purged for the first time in FOUR MONTHS! That’s a huge accomplishment—particularly because I’ve been eating enough to maintain my recovery weight this whole time. Here’s to four more months (or five, or seven, or a hundred) of... | 1.973425 | 3.942899 | 3.332921 | 90.363597 | 78.587629 | 6.785338 | 22.117984 | 7.793538 | 0.830447 | 371 | 11 | 82 | 6 | 9 | 121 | 66 | 97 | 0.029 | 0.803 | 0.168 | 0.9384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 11 | 4 | 3 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 57 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.517034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377713 | 0 | 0.204666 | 0.20632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127355 | 0 | 0 | 0.262932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153383 | 0 | 0 | 0.139045 |
EDAnonymous | pleasethrowmeaway100 | 2020/03/05 | Not gonna lie one of the biggest reasons why I hope I never have a medical emergency is because I don’t want paramedics to realize how fat I am. Anyone else? Years ago I was on a tour with my class of the fire station and they showed the ambulance and talked about it. I remember worrying about whether I would be able t... | 5.51 | 5.892225 | 6.315654 | 78.636444 | 67.518519 | 10.430617 | 37.187654 | 10.355216 | 3.923517 | 324 | 17 | 63 | 8 | 5 | 107 | 62 | 81 | 0.095 | 0.82 | 0.084 | -0.2062 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 10 | 8 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 45 | 12 | 1 | 0.229604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160545 | 0.235257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236071 | 0 | 0 | 0.260097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.466348 | 0 | 0.163104 | 0 | 0 | 0.147858 |
EDAnonymous | seesawtreetall | 2020/03/05 | Deleted reddit for 5 hours. Turns out what was supposed to give me control actually controls me! Haha Thought I could choose to stop this whenever I wanted but starting to realize what I’ve done to myself. Got to gw, got to the new gw, got to the new gw. After a particularly bad binge I thought I could take a break fro... | 3.509811 | 5.925812 | 4.425761 | 82.211849 | 75.603774 | 6.755723 | 27.581132 | 7.793538 | 1.889962 | 663 | 27 | 118 | 10 | 15 | 214 | 108 | 159 | 0.158 | 0.736 | 0.106 | -0.903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 33 | 30 | 10 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 4 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 1 | 12 | 5 | 22 | 12 | 2 | 26 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 4 | 18 | 72 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102878 | 0.111711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30012 | 0.213645 | 0 | 0 | 0.17257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153338 | 0 | 0 | 0.136916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103368 | 0.123689 | 0 | 0.128346 | 0.152075 | 0 | 0.321018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258435 | 0 | 0 | 0.131088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090661 | 0.101755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085711 | 0.137561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189398 | 0 | 0 | 0.111857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126098 | 0 | 0.100595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318649 | 0.078016 | 0 | 0.12682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145528 | 0.130696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157829 | 0 | 0.10732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095042 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | laci_luvs | 2020/03/05 | Does Coronavirus make you skinny? Is such a dystopian time we live in, these are the questions my dysmorphic ass has | 4.902857 | 7.700693 | 4.238333 | 83.3775 | 72.809524 | 8.009524 | 29.547619 | 8.841846 | 2.702505 | 94 | 4 | 16 | 2 | 2 | 28 | 21 | 21 | 0.156 | 0.844 | 0 | -0.5423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.462119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.466297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.591562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | justbesimple_ | 2020/03/05 | i am so embarrassed so i lost a lot of weight in the beginning of last year, like 40 pounds in two months. i went from slightly overweight bmi to low normal. everyone complimented me and told me how amazing i looked and it felt so good. now for the last few months i have been going through through a rough time and i fo... | 3.25818 | 4.799623 | 3.936098 | 89.312092 | 73.756098 | 7.241276 | 28.469043 | 7.882392 | 1.660634 | 640 | 26 | 135 | 9 | 13 | 203 | 95 | 164 | 0.216 | 0.661 | 0.123 | -0.9435 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 17 | 13 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 27 | 29 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 10 | 26 | 5 | 18 | 18 | 3 | 26 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 19 | 93 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134898 | 0.139524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103588 | 0 | 0.164242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147978 | 0 | 0 | 0.11603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204348 | 0 | 0.129348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076562 | 0.112993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074036 | 0.219622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137755 | 0.095153 | 0.065815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226254 | 0 | 0.147057 | 0.11453 | 0 | 0.127471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286056 | 0 | 0 | 0.112628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157107 | 0 | 0 | 0.128726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079458 | 0.106931 | 0 | 0.49214 | 0 | 0.124882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086752 |
EDAnonymous | dietcandy_coke | 2020/03/05 | Had an interesting day at Starbucks So I was meeting up with a guy, and he started talking about fasting and we I guess were bonding over starving ourselves.
Not the point, anyways I tried a nicotine pouch and ended up getting sick and puking up all the coffee I'd had + what I'd eaten before, and he was talking about ... | 3.0175 | 4.763006 | 4.167778 | 86.555 | 74.833333 | 5.540741 | 28.666667 | 5.822114 | 1.168622 | 423 | 18 | 82 | 2 | 9 | 138 | 76 | 108 | 0.19 | 0.764 | 0.047 | -0.9423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 20 | 19 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 10 | 10 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 55 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11154 | 0.157594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203938 | 0.230505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243012 | 0.218425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225575 | 0 | 0.107772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | theweeping-weeb | 2020/03/05 | Something “crappy” that happened to me, that hopefully will make your visible bones rattle with laughter On mobile. And all of this is (unfortunately) true.
Its one of those nights. During the day, I was doing just fine. Went to work. Came home. fed the babies. Ate a little something myself because hey, I’ve earned it... | 1.888478 | 4.595954 | 2.79587 | 89.493478 | 85.031363 | 5.422271 | 23.205859 | 6.92357 | 0.937842 | 3,389 | 125 | 647 | 45 | 102 | 1,069 | 381 | 829 | 0.13 | 0.751 | 0.119 | -0.969 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 162 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 12 | 28 | 34 | 7 | 2 | 55 | 2 | 53 | 36 | 21 | 4 | 11 | 95 | 100 | 50 | 0 | 10 | 17 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 46 | 35 | 11 | 8 | 10 | 3 | 1 | 15 | 18 | 15 | 0 | 19 | 32 | 21 | 78 | 19 | 96 | 59 | 19 | 107 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 21 | 47 | 9 | 3 | 52 | 442 | 124 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222266 | 0 | 0.197527 | 0.072106 | 0 | 0.050326 | 0 | 0.062067 | 0 | 0 | 0.065694 | 0 | 0.198069 | 0 | 0.067644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094441 | 0 | 0 | 0.152569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060524 | 0 | 0.057937 | 0 | 0 | 0.049406 | 0 | 0 | 0.122221 | 0 | 0.039063 | 0 | 0 | 0.113027 | 0.053154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.029904 | 0 | 0.056786 | 0 | 0.054055 | 0.100614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109353 | 0.061799 | 0.056735 | 0.100837 | 0 | 0.047302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059325 | 0.058742 | 0.116487 | 0 | 0.063314 | 0 | 0.319422 | 0 | 0 | 0.052569 | 0 | 0 | 0.065007 | 0.048209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144471 | 0.059277 | 0 | 0.104679 | 0.148995 | 0 | 0 | 0.050281 | 0 | 0 | 0.039478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062859 | 0 | 0.043854 | 0.045615 | 0 | 0.062899 | 0.055502 | 0 | 0 | 0.134669 | 0 | 0.12597 | 0.200383 | 0.089962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061792 | 0 | 0.055909 | 0 | 0 | 0.060169 | 0 | 0.056592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.037888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050508 | 0 | 0.094065 | 0 | 0 | 0.047129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050112 | 0.091062 | 0 | 0 | 0.041862 | 0 | 0.094463 | 0.049446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111483 | 0 | 0.044468 | 0 | 0 | 0.054451 | 0.067635 | 0.068669 | 0 | 0.037896 | 0 | 0 | 0.241407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13142 | 0.040154 | 0 | 0.346644 | 0 | 0.071142 | 0.153241 | 0 | 0.048799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109652 | 0 | 0.066031 | 0 | 0.057012 | 0 | 0.172227 | 0 | 0 | 0.084027 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ojiua | 2020/03/05 | Pls kill me The scenario: me going to the store to buy a slice of cake that I know I don’t need and then feeling even worse seeing a bunch of thin girls with carts full of healthy food 🙃
Did I: a.) get triggered and put the cake back keeping me in a normal calorie limit for the day b.) buy the cake but only eat a sm... | 24.664052 | 5.028875 | 20.762759 | 49.508103 | 57.87931 | 23.889655 | 69.206897 | 8.841846 | 7.818979 | 421 | 13 | 99 | 2 | 2 | 135 | 82 | 116 | 0.079 | 0.824 | 0.097 | 0.0387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 18 | 12 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 10 | 1 | 11 | 10 | 5 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 58 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157892 | 0 | 0.250343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.496589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10728 | 0 | 0.116698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182513 | 0.227175 | 0 | 0.112848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | -PleaseDontNoticeMe- | 2020/03/05 | Drastic measures for us binge eaters. Get banned from places that have the most food you like. Buffets, Walmart, etc. Good luck. | 2.943182 | 5.813552 | 0.500455 | 101.270682 | 97.636364 | 2.2 | 23.681818 | 3.1291 | -0.272673 | 101 | 4 | 18 | 0 | 4 | 26 | 22 | 22 | 0.101 | 0.607 | 0.292 | 0.6872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.438807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.475769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205565 | 0 | 0 | 0.330012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.473279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | gotthattwang | 2020/03/05 | Just a rant about myself 5’6” around 160 lbs. with that being said I’m technically at a “healthy” weight, but every time I look in the mirror it’s disgusting. My frame is medium/large build, my boobs are huge and the thing I hate the most is that my stomach has always been this weird hanging flab while everything else ... | 5.425825 | 5.973716 | 5.614474 | 83.010482 | 67.736842 | 8.017544 | 24.254386 | 7.793538 | 1.132123 | 382 | 8 | 74 | 4 | 6 | 121 | 72 | 95 | 0.198 | 0.755 | 0.047 | -0.9465 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 17 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 10 | 12 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 49 | 13 | 0 | 0.267456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176652 | 0 | 0.225343 | 0 | 0.240372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177686 | 0 | 0 | 0.21233 | 0.155956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.32569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | toadpotion | 2020/03/05 | recovery is hard I feel like i’m going crazy.....I can’t eat anything over a toddler size portion if I try. I hate the fact that I feel comfort in starving. having friends that also have an ed just make it worse. I shouldn’t feel proud of myself for not eating, yet I do. | -0.088571 | 2.125124 | 1.869925 | 96.159474 | 89.175439 | 3.958897 | 20.423559 | 5.288315 | -0.220181 | 209 | 7 | 46 | 1 | 7 | 69 | 46 | 57 | 0.183 | 0.631 | 0.186 | 0.0516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 4 | 4 | 12 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 28 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.563344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.417557 | 0.196654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24659 | 0.271774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thebodyissuee | 2020/03/05 | Any friends here eat out of the garbage? Bc I just drunkenly confessed so to my roommate and he thought I was joking/was concerned haha yeah me too :):/:( | 0.151494 | 2.002601 | 0.943276 | 96.908477 | 110.37931 | 3.312644 | 28.971264 | 5.461319 | 1.137616 | 118 | 7 | 23 | 1 | 6 | 36 | 27 | 29 | 0 | 0.743 | 0.257 | 0.8074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.618546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.467029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.479899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tknymeatgang | 2020/03/05 | I messed up again... TW: p*rging I was going good for a little while... and then I had to go and fuck it up. I didn’t even binge just grazing and then I got caught in the cycle of “should i or shouldn’t i” and the wrong side won out :// my throat feels scratchy asf and i feel even worse | -0.744332 | 1.153666 | 0.615899 | 106.422419 | 88.354839 | 3.542857 | 13.695853 | 3.1291 | -1.772795 | 214 | 3 | 57 | 0 | 7 | 67 | 45 | 62 | 0.187 | 0.711 | 0.102 | -0.6705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 13 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 38 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.428675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300007 | 0 | 0 | 0.368856 | 0.272186 | 0.259542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330706 | 0 | 0.354804 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | BlipBlapBlop0 | 2020/03/06 | Laxative teas are addicting The feeling of being cleansed out and lighter.. ugh. | 8.62 | 11.322506 | 6.726154 | 69.993846 | 62.076923 | 11.353846 | 51.461538 | 11.208143 | 7.000138 | 65 | 5 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 19 | 13 | 13 | 0.179 | 0.641 | 0.179 | -0.25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.907171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 303204002 | 2020/03/06 | my crush just followed me on instagram i was about to give up thinking maybe this isnt even working, here we go deeper down the rabbithole | 4.857778 | 6.398039 | 4.971296 | 83.465833 | 69.740741 | 8.362963 | 32.018519 | 8.841846 | 2.674052 | 112 | 5 | 21 | 2 | 2 | 35 | 27 | 27 | 0.062 | 0.938 | 0 | -0.1531 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.346699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.503543 | 0.298319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.527344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.382142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | inevitablebinges | 2020/03/06 | Purging in a public bathroom (what’s the best way to lose weight?) It’s terrifying, unless your only hanging with friends than it isn’t as bad. It’s easier to purge in the shower for me, so no lunch or breakfast than purge dinner under 5kcal of course — is it bad I don’t mind it anymore? It’s just like “okay I’m gonna... | 0.316747 | 2.523767 | 2.483269 | 92.695064 | 86.644231 | 5.389744 | 20.685897 | 6.816662 | 0.390653 | 769 | 25 | 170 | 10 | 24 | 259 | 121 | 208 | 0.125 | 0.786 | 0.09 | -0.8476 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 30 | 26 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 8 | 10 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 8 | 31 | 21 | 3 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 92 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264044 | 0.093083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222304 | 0.162301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321946 | 0 | 0.205701 | 0 | 0 | 0.127704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148931 | 0 | 0.113176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134416 | 0 | 0.106257 | 0 | 0 | 0.098709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157039 | 0.105667 | 0 | 0.162108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085727 |
EDAnonymous | TooScared2PostOnMain | 2020/03/06 | I hate this so much I’ve been thinking only about a cinnamon twist for the past 3 hours and when I eventually decided to go grab it, take a small bite, and save the rest for tomorrow, I found out my brother ate it, so I literally instantly thought “this must be the ana gods telling me I’m fat, I’m halving my daily cals... | 1.86315 | 3.381406 | 3.819828 | 88.795181 | 77.433735 | 8.116351 | 26.314974 | 8.841846 | 1.817394 | 306 | 12 | 71 | 7 | 7 | 104 | 59 | 83 | 0.138 | 0.794 | 0.068 | -0.787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 14 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 6 | 8 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 43 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.504908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192257 | 0 | 0.223496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169878 | 0.163844 | 0 | 0.203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | BigFrameSkinnyAddict | 2020/03/06 | Please help (Random weight gain?!) I dont know whats going on. For the past week or so I have gained 3-4 pounds. At first I thought it was because I hadnt gone to the bathroom in a while so I had some milk of magnesium to help and had a bowel movement for a constant 3 days. I thought my weight would go down but no! The... | 0.973354 | 3.012687 | 2.533996 | 94.451739 | 82.333333 | 5.102277 | 19.277433 | 6.182691 | -0.121813 | 512 | 13 | 113 | 4 | 14 | 167 | 85 | 138 | 0.108 | 0.836 | 0.055 | -0.8737 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 11 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 19 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 3 | 15 | 0 | 15 | 9 | 1 | 29 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 16 | 72 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230604 | 0 | 0 | 0.094233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168943 | 0 | 0.235827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149746 | 0.155419 | 0 | 0.153326 | 0 | 0.2681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121264 | 0 | 0.162404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076155 | 0.112954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111153 | 0.506225 | 0 | 0 | 0.125038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098437 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Coquille94 | 2020/03/06 | People chewing/eating loudly Am I the only one who hates this SO MUCH??
I am literally sitting at work right now and one of my coworkers is chewing gum with her mouth open and since 9 AM.
She does this every day and I have strong urges to hit her so it stops.
But she is nice and I need this job so I can‘t let my cr... | -0.233571 | 1.81726 | 1.813929 | 97.642321 | 87.571429 | 4.642857 | 15.892857 | 5.985473 | -0.735571 | 250 | 5 | 60 | 2 | 8 | 83 | 51 | 70 | 0.105 | 0.81 | 0.085 | -0.1125 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 2 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 42 | 16 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216536 | 0.218413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.399204 | 0.224027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Trashcannika | 2020/03/06 | Made an ED joke while getting a tattoo So I was at my tattoo shop last week getting a small one done and my artist and a few other people were talking about how they don’t get how people can throw up and not be loud & how weird silent pukers are and I just went I can puke quiet but that’s only because of the eating... | 7.364655 | 5.209329 | 7.540776 | 79.73806 | 64.747126 | 10.07931 | 29.795977 | 8.076483 | 1.878956 | 331 | 7 | 69 | 3 | 4 | 108 | 66 | 87 | 0.134 | 0.753 | 0.113 | -0.2459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 15 | 15 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 5 | 8 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 45 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26421 | 0 | 0 | 0.235915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156215 | 0.17533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184919 | 0 | 0 | 0.427412 | 0 | 0.257381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | vegaiins | 2020/03/06 | Recovery from Chew and Spit? Hello all! This is my first time posting here but I’ve been a long time lurker. I’m desperately seeking advice on overcoming Chewing and Spitting behavior. Out of all of my disordered eating behaviors this has by far become the most destructive for me and there is so little information out... | 3.108571 | 5.46075 | 4.158061 | 83.95301 | 76.619048 | 7.465306 | 24.785714 | 8.418075 | 1.777131 | 602 | 21 | 114 | 12 | 14 | 195 | 93 | 147 | 0.133 | 0.757 | 0.11 | -0.6904 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 12 | 10 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 25 | 22 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 6 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 12 | 4 | 19 | 19 | 6 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 78 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.344729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150036 | 0.426578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086174 | 0.353574 | 0 | 0.156098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166744 | 0 | 0.168931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | SlamwichMaker | 2020/03/06 | But what about the calories TW: Numbers
So three days ago, I started the worst relapse I’ve ever had. Today, I was sucking my S/Os dick and even though I usually swallow, this time I went and spit it out. When he asked why, I told him I couldn’t deal with the 5-25 calories it might contain. While he knows I’m relapsin... | 2.649159 | 4.414257 | 4.121748 | 86.407151 | 75.902287 | 6.522205 | 25.661021 | 7.3138 | 1.242425 | 1,860 | 67 | 373 | 22 | 41 | 617 | 231 | 481 | 0.088 | 0.788 | 0.125 | 0.9685 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 52 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 30 | 24 | 5 | 6 | 24 | 0 | 41 | 13 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 86 | 82 | 44 | 0 | 8 | 23 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 20 | 26 | 9 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 12 | 15 | 0 | 4 | 27 | 6 | 52 | 9 | 45 | 47 | 8 | 60 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 30 | 22 | 3 | 11 | 24 | 259 | 72 | 5 | 0.094563 | 0 | 0.09228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078956 | 0.230579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105564 | 0 | 0.108155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121971 | 0.09749 | 0.081447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062458 | 0.085538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087422 | 0.098811 | 0 | 0.107485 | 0 | 0.075631 | 0 | 0.208344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063384 | 0.099911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084052 | 0 | 0 | 0.207878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315608 | 0.095872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069515 | 0.070117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090565 | 0.096205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10058 | 0 | 0.215267 | 0.121159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0752 | 0 | 0 | 0.075355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060592 | 0.092908 | 0 | 0.055141 | 0 | 0.089635 | 0.180718 | 0 | 0.192607 | 0 | 0.184749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115152 | 0 | 0.262983 | 0.085329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067175 | 0 | 0 | 0.060896 |
EDAnonymous | _dojibe_kara | 2020/03/06 | Ate nothing today thanks to my fucking hole in my gums when they took my tooth out At least this is the opportunity to shed a few pounds too, on the bright side🤪🤪 fuck you fat you goin away soon in no time | 3.026 | 3.394174 | 3.895556 | 93.85 | 73 | 6.888889 | 21.666667 | 6.427356 | -0.051667 | 162 | 3 | 41 | 1 | 3 | 52 | 38 | 45 | 0.16 | 0.728 | 0.112 | -0.3412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 8 | 4 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 25 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.632607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199505 | 0 | 0.324309 | 0 | 0.380131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ambientfoods | 2020/03/06 | took a laxative before going to the OPERA took a single laxative for the first time in my life around 10pm, expecting i would be over and done with the whole thing the next morning. next morning comes... nothing happens. i start freaking out that i'm going to shit myself at the OPERA LATER because i've got fancy plans ... | 3.657329 | 5.766647 | 4.432888 | 83.763742 | 74.031056 | 6.587578 | 25.164596 | 7.44753 | 1.364632 | 661 | 22 | 119 | 8 | 14 | 212 | 92 | 161 | 0.186 | 0.757 | 0.057 | -0.9758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 12 | 8 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 9 | 12 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 31 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 14 | 3 | 20 | 21 | 7 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 1 | 15 | 76 | 19 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136912 | 0 | 0.191115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.415272 | 0 | 0 | 0.191465 | 0 | 0.089815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07932 | 0.109727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238861 | 0 | 0 | 0.215507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.46109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074606 | 0 | 0 | 0.089152 | 0.065482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249535 | 0.076243 | 0.122148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163509 | 0 | 0 | 0.239321 | 0 | 0 | 0.072316 |
EDAnonymous | gathering_of_flowers | 2020/03/06 | It's infuriating how much time I waste Counting, planning, panicking for no real good reason. It takes me half an hour to eat a stupid piece of bread. I feel like I'm wasting my life over things that shouldn't matter so much 😭 | 4.667101 | 5.277703 | 5.268261 | 84.602101 | 69.434783 | 7.872464 | 26.202899 | 7.793538 | 1.238516 | 180 | 5 | 38 | 2 | 3 | 58 | 42 | 46 | 0.343 | 0.557 | 0.1 | -0.9016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 22 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15922 | 0.22496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222419 | 0.153841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.462966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358418 | 0 | 0.323763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | AbsolveItAll_KissMe | 2020/03/06 | I don’t know what my problem is or where I belong I’m not sure what my problem is. I’ve gone through periods of being severely underweight and am at a normal BMI now. I worry a little bit about being seen as chubby, but it doesn’t dominate my life too much.
Not enough to not drink soda. And am still don’t drink diet ... | 1.775757 | 3.933214 | 3.162511 | 90.387533 | 80.145833 | 5.292105 | 22.08443 | 6.339386 | 0.418298 | 740 | 23 | 150 | 6 | 19 | 241 | 108 | 192 | 0.142 | 0.778 | 0.08 | -0.8965 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 19 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 38 | 29 | 17 | 0 | 9 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 16 | 5 | 14 | 21 | 6 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 97 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340916 | 0 | 0.356099 | 0.096905 | 0 | 0 | 0.119862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060607 | 0 | 0.065927 | 0.097298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063752 | 0 | 0.261712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081936 | 0.170019 | 0.116265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227316 | 0.111308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132795 | 0 | 0 | 0.109331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117806 | 0 | 0.082405 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | daintyboy | 2020/03/06 | why would you say that this is the second brunch place my partner and I have gone to where the waitresses make comments about my weight and appearance. last place someone was asking my secrets. and today the waitress asked if that's all I was eating and I explained I filled up on my pancakes on accident and she said "... | 2.987308 | 4.725314 | 3.688718 | 89.989615 | 74.897436 | 6.851282 | 24.179487 | 7.610547 | 0.999349 | 610 | 19 | 129 | 8 | 13 | 193 | 98 | 156 | 0.12 | 0.766 | 0.114 | -0.626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 15 | 7 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 30 | 31 | 13 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 9 | 22 | 6 | 11 | 20 | 2 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 85 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199199 | 0.093816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290574 | 0 | 0 | 0.107044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104819 | 0 | 0 | 0.097373 | 0.101283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182083 | 0 | 0.274405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124916 | 0.208863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077457 | 0 | 0 | 0.159914 | 0.118073 | 0 | 0.473987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186573 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rainydirt | 2020/03/06 | anyone want to chat? I've never talked about my eating disorder to anyone in person. I've posted to this sub maybe a dozen times and a few comments but it never really felt like actually saying to a person "i have an eating disorder". Truthfully i am not even positive i have one because idk, it could be much worse. I j... | 2.242545 | 4.690627 | 4.327364 | 81.057041 | 80.27907 | 7.078036 | 21.183463 | 8.167269 | 1.448387 | 345 | 10 | 62 | 7 | 9 | 118 | 60 | 86 | 0.228 | 0.668 | 0.104 | -0.9214 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 7 | 4 | 9 | 7 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 44 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.364557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080417 | 0.113621 | 0.152707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116916 | 0 | 0.245329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.416614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16208 | 0.11298 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jobbluetooth | 2020/03/06 | day 46 b/p free and I just can’t hold it together anymore!! it’s been 46 days since the last time I purged, and for a while I was able to just push through the urges and carry on, but this last week it’s been the only thing I can think about, all day every day all I can think about is purging. I just bought food so I c... | 2.807151 | 2.556372 | 4.145262 | 94.063474 | 73.263566 | 7.070155 | 22.32655 | 5.985473 | 0.061022 | 443 | 8 | 113 | 2 | 8 | 147 | 80 | 129 | 0.041 | 0.801 | 0.158 | 0.9406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 12 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 23 | 26 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 14 | 6 | 12 | 20 | 2 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 70 | 24 | 1 | 0.171662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.442831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173595 | 0.245271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164674 | 0.097559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175536 | 0 | 0.167731 | 0.17205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158043 | 0 | 0 | 0.114045 | 0.219988 | 0 | 0 | 0.100098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Danib512 | 2020/03/06 | I finished IOP last night. I’m happy to graduate and proud of the progress I’ve made but the thoughts never stop. I’ve already accepted that slip ups will happen. I feel like I’m damning myself to this ED forever with that mindset yet I can’t think my way out of it. The other night my mom told me that I’ll have some fl... | 1.866784 | 3.878939 | 3.289412 | 90.337941 | 79.111111 | 6.679739 | 23.921569 | 7.724431 | 1.11852 | 688 | 24 | 148 | 11 | 17 | 225 | 108 | 180 | 0.133 | 0.653 | 0.214 | 0.9301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 20 | 5 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 26 | 31 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 15 | 10 | 21 | 23 | 4 | 24 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 14 | 92 | 31 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077537 | 0.109551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.425299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135604 | 0.16324 | 0 | 0.151398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084275 | 0.124998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1451 | 0.10236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11827 | 0 | 0 | 0.287811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130957 | 0 | 0.121947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108539 | 0 | 0 | 0.128205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098258 | 0 | 0.12174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121719 | 0 | 0.186735 | 0 | 0 | 0.138371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | notitymp | 2020/03/06 | Just sent a message to an eating disorder clinic to see a nutritionist and now it feels like I'm stealing resources from people who actually need them and like I've been faking my disorder all along and don't deserve help. I know this is a common feeling but it feels like I'm not thin enough to have an eating disorder,... | 5.506581 | 5.249841 | 6.48911 | 79.581066 | 67.52459 | 9.266511 | 32.18267 | 8.841846 | 2.489795 | 472 | 18 | 96 | 7 | 7 | 158 | 74 | 122 | 0.22 | 0.624 | 0.156 | -0.8638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 23 | 26 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 8 | 6 | 7 | 21 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 59 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.445739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.397965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133954 | 0 | 0 | 0.117268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.393302 | 0.370462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071247 | 0 | 0.146241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.380016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dahliadame93 | 2020/03/06 | we love it when i break down and cry bc i’m sure my boyfriend won’t love me if i gain weight he says he’ll love me no matter what but i knOw i’ve gained weight since we first started dating and i knOw if i gain more he’ll think i’m disgusting... i feel like such a burden on him and i’m already so fucking unattractive | -2.438988 | -1.056072 | -0.309286 | 106.44 | 112.472222 | 2.612698 | 13.47619 | 4.655896 | -1.572198 | 251 | 6 | 64 | 1 | 14 | 81 | 48 | 72 | 0.153 | 0.566 | 0.281 | 0.7988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 15 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 5 | 2 | 12 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 30 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106373 | 0.150293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.56962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.512365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CommunistDumpling | 2020/03/06 | I keep on gaining I keep on gaining weight even after restriction and throwing up the one meal I eat a day. Today I hit 120 lbs after months of being in the 110s, I just feel so helpless and fat. | 6.281463 | 4.554386 | 7.083049 | 80.793354 | 66.560976 | 9.17561 | 32.695122 | 7.168622 | 2.054063 | 152 | 5 | 32 | 1 | 2 | 51 | 31 | 41 | 0.14 | 0.728 | 0.132 | -0.0941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 22 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.599509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.410667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | batphoned | 2020/03/06 | my boyfriend is so naive i was laying in bed with my boyfriend and while i gave him a joking high-five, he goes: “your wrists are so tiny. what.” i was super triggered but in a good way.
i talk to him about my body issues but he’s just not concerned at all. like it all goes past him. which makes me feel good because i... | -0.121569 | 2.081242 | 1.827708 | 96.48893 | 89.193548 | 4.55348 | 17.835314 | 6.059677 | -0.332032 | 567 | 15 | 128 | 5 | 19 | 187 | 95 | 155 | 0.069 | 0.737 | 0.193 | 0.967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 23 | 12 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 23 | 8 | 15 | 7 | 4 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 86 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314972 | 0.150171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183462 | 0.376374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150916 | 0.164112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | M0richild | 2020/03/06 | BED reset after a high stress week (accountability) I've been binging a ton this week due to stress and anxiety. Today's goal: I put a healthy day of eating in a calorie tracker, and I will not let a single caloric thing cross my lips that I haven't put into the app. That's it, that's all I have to do. Just eat a norma... | 1.709167 | 3.129714 | 3.512222 | 91.255 | 77.611111 | 5.911111 | 21.722222 | 6.427356 | 0.204872 | 262 | 7 | 60 | 2 | 6 | 88 | 52 | 72 | 0.116 | 0.841 | 0.043 | -0.5574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 38 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.477934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | buddyflies | 2020/03/06 | I hate myself I miss purging everyday Literally think about purging everyday.
I just got a new amazing job working in the field I wanna work in. But my god the exposure to eating issues, every client expresses their own lived experiences with it, I had special training this week and one of the focuses was binge eating... | 2.698465 | 5.330684 | 4.276774 | 80.986839 | 79.872483 | 8.020302 | 26.762164 | 8.841846 | 2.565137 | 616 | 26 | 112 | 16 | 16 | 205 | 91 | 149 | 0.172 | 0.695 | 0.133 | -0.8519 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 15 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 24 | 24 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 20 | 2 | 15 | 14 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 83 | 29 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.573961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11815 | 0 | 0 | 0.137172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146364 | 0.139156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119756 | 0 | 0.111516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186325 | 0.089854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165422 | 0 | 0.112484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161257 | 0 | 0 | 0.408356 | 0 | 0 | 0.099615 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ihavefourteeneyes | 2020/03/06 | Nasty smell from my sink from purging this is a throwaway account but desperately need some advice. purged in my sink a few weeks ago and it clogged the sink and the started going down the little hole that keeps the sink from overflowing, and now my sink smells like fucking DEATH. how tf do i get rid of the smell witho... | 4.107622 | 5.689362 | 4.168112 | 88.333706 | 71.657343 | 6.878322 | 24.888112 | 7.348243 | 0.999789 | 578 | 17 | 116 | 6 | 11 | 178 | 89 | 143 | 0.256 | 0.667 | 0.076 | -0.9897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 19 | 18 | 8 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 15 | 3 | 13 | 17 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 69 | 26 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192708 | 0.174812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.364629 | 0.103032 | 0 | 0.112077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289036 | 0.197653 | 0.174137 | 0 | 0.165604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.394911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146226 | 0.152098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116318 | 0 | 0.158187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1901 | 0 | 0.143569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | crackhead-chronicles | 2020/03/06 | DAE get up at 4am to weigh themselves Cause that's the only time everyone in the house is asleep. I keep my scales in my room and every time I have to hid my scales in a blanket and skrrt to the bathroom. Just me? K | -1.043125 | 0.957768 | 1.296667 | 100.015 | 91.708333 | 4.033333 | 16.333333 | 5.461319 | -0.846567 | 167 | 4 | 41 | 1 | 6 | 56 | 36 | 48 | 0.033 | 0.967 | 0 | -0.1027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 24 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.387965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318198 | 0.360874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.435774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.440438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | skosasha | 2020/03/06 | starving yourself out of love?? ok so this is probably going to make absolutely no sense please bare with me lol but has anyone else gotten better at restricting/relapsed into their eating disorder if they fall in love?? like do you ever love someone SO MUCH u just feel this euphoria and inspiration to be the best for ... | 1.851818 | 4.661097 | 3.253697 | 83.490545 | 92.030303 | 6.276364 | 21.751515 | 7.554174 | 1.525035 | 280 | 10 | 49 | 6 | 10 | 91 | 59 | 66 | 0.135 | 0.442 | 0.424 | 0.988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 9 | 9 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 33 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158267 | 0.231919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237537 | 0.200186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231609 | 0.189084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.612861 | 0 | 0.151088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Penguingirl2018 | 2020/03/06 | Why am I so hungry if I’m so fat I had pizza and Alcholol today I’m stuck a fat fucking bitch I wish I could through up everything.
I hate the way my fat fucking flabby body looks. They wanted fat hangs off my arms and how much Stuka has hangs over my thighs. Oh don’t get me started on my thighs. They’re huge I don’t ... | -2.885804 | -1.578203 | 0.211449 | 102.839348 | 112.666667 | 2.753623 | 12.717391 | 4.813697 | -1.486902 | 406 | 9 | 102 | 2 | 23 | 140 | 73 | 120 | 0.129 | 0.798 | 0.072 | -0.4563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 13 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 28 | 8 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 18 | 0 | 8 | 22 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 52 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363236 | 0.205278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.439827 | 0.139051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115873 | 0.155936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177269 | 0 | 0.451824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cottonvoile | 2020/03/06 | Just finushed walking around the grocery store for lunch 30 mins of walking and reading labels on things that I wanted. Every number seemed too high. I left without buying anything and am just drinking coffee now.
It feels very lonely. I'm sort of resigned that this is my life now and on another level, so very sad tha... | 4.675905 | 6.462674 | 4.502063 | 85.685 | 70.555556 | 6.031746 | 25.079365 | 6.182691 | 0.782937 | 376 | 11 | 69 | 2 | 7 | 115 | 66 | 90 | 0.122 | 0.838 | 0.04 | -0.8252 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 10 | 9 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 45 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181142 | 0.195955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222601 | 0.157255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233078 | 0.239163 | 0 | 0.155479 | 0.107541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363248 | 0.129834 | 0.174723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | head-toward-tomorrow | 2020/03/06 | So here we are again Posting to support those recovering or those hoping to start.
“ What’s up. It’s me again. That ugly thing forever apart of you called HUNGER. No matter how much you ignore me I always come back.
Let’s come to a mutual agreement.
Just one bite?...Maybe two?
I know you’re tired, and your muscl... | -0.154652 | 2.091007 | 1.802649 | 96.106136 | 90.409396 | 3.942211 | 15.895797 | 5.399115 | -0.785142 | 549 | 12 | 121 | 3 | 19 | 181 | 99 | 149 | 0.154 | 0.668 | 0.178 | 0.4161 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 26 | 20 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 18 | 9 | 16 | 18 | 2 | 21 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 82 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121909 | 0 | 0.096646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104716 | 0.14341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160327 | 0.113262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106267 | 0 | 0 | 0.314936 | 0 | 0 | 0.169723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140919 | 0 | 0 | 0.174261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16212 | 0 | 0.077456 | 0.317802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14309 | 0 | 0 | 0.160737 | 0.159277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182221 | 0.300559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154873 | 0 | 0.190707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hunnybunny11 | 2020/03/06 | I ate normal today I ate healthy, and ate normal portions. I tend to be someone where things are either black or white; binging on junk or restricting like crazy.
Afterwards, i just told myself i deserve it. Because i do. Not as a reward for losing weight, but because i deserve to be healthy. I deserve to not feel ti... | 1.605383 | 3.699879 | 2.786475 | 93.192883 | 80.393443 | 5.050273 | 24.920765 | 5.985473 | 0.587572 | 465 | 18 | 98 | 3 | 12 | 149 | 70 | 122 | 0.082 | 0.68 | 0.238 | 0.9752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 26 | 21 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 21 | 6 | 10 | 14 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 69 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.341484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.405869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120774 | 0.238055 | 0.196326 | 0.197913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133379 |
EDAnonymous | kweeniet | 2020/03/06 | Bitches really be waking up in the middle of the night because they're so hungry. It me. Me iz bitches. I woke up at 2.30 in de the morning because there is a fucking loud and angry monster in my stomach. It's now 4.30. Send halp ok tyy xoxo. | 0.182353 | 2.393084 | 2.764216 | 90.383971 | 87.431373 | 4.184314 | 24.186275 | 5.461319 | 0.523651 | 188 | 8 | 38 | 1 | 6 | 65 | 42 | 51 | 0.191 | 0.705 | 0.104 | -0.7322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 23 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.639717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.485086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.492405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | BabyBluePirate | 2020/03/06 | DAE think your parents played a role in your ED? I have an older sister and my dad treats her better than my brother and I. Anything she needs he will get her whether it's gas for her car, clothes, or food. I know he's her first born but he babies her even though she's 26 years old. She's a freeloader and doesn't mind ... | 1.756303 | 3.034099 | 2.767112 | 97.244733 | 77.161765 | 5.53369 | 21.92246 | 5.565023 | -0.120668 | 491 | 13 | 118 | 2 | 11 | 156 | 89 | 136 | 0.016 | 0.891 | 0.092 | 0.8201 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 17 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 30 | 5 | 10 | 14 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 69 | 37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110228 | 0.155741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185432 | 0.263609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119808 | 0.177701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22012 | 0 | 0.174007 | 0 | 0 | 0.323292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279374 | 0.214186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148009 | 0 | 0 | 0.226948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140386 |
EDAnonymous | strawberryxsugar | 2020/03/06 | waiting... so sorry if this is breaking the rules or triggering to anyone... (first time poster)
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but every time i end up purging at work i wait until the whole lobby is clear because im terrified of anyone finding out. im hella embaressed and ashamed of the shit that i do.
again im sorry if this is tri... | 2.21841 | 4.852282 | 3.851382 | 83.225645 | 82.064516 | 6.123502 | 26.599078 | 7.44753 | 1.834785 | 253 | 11 | 44 | 4 | 7 | 84 | 44 | 62 | 0.291 | 0.649 | 0.06 | -0.9609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 12 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 29 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200473 | 0.224824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169108 | 0.157381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.599571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.414237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224824 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bugggg000088888 | 2020/03/06 | TW describe the person irl that is your thinspo this teeny tiny girl in my class is so pretty ugh | 1.939 | 4.171887 | 3.06 | 90.935 | 80 | 4 | 20 | 3.1291 | -0.3585 | 78 | 2 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 25 | 19 | 20 | 0.122 | 0.714 | 0.163 | 0.2589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.651281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.758837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kismetbiscuit | 2020/03/06 | I fit into my problematic fav brand again for the first time in years I'm aware of the controversy around Brandy Melville. I agree with people who choose to boycott them, but about 3 years ago I wore a lot of Brandy. I was heavily restricting then, but some trauma I experienced sent me into a long binging phase (no pur... | 5.207665 | 6.377895 | 5.821585 | 79.091425 | 68.539171 | 8.920307 | 28.291551 | 9.210783 | 2.3212 | 894 | 30 | 168 | 17 | 15 | 290 | 129 | 217 | 0.15 | 0.743 | 0.107 | -0.8251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 0 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 36 | 26 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 19 | 3 | 27 | 18 | 7 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 15 | 0 | 8 | 14 | 108 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118724 | 0 | 0 | 0.151153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082953 | 0 | 0 | 0.150263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288706 | 0.153246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162088 | 0.117714 | 0 | 0.177399 | 0.186383 | 0 | 0 | 0.162616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177132 | 0.191819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177506 | 0 | 0 | 0.192681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099008 | 0 | 0.32189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200298 | 0 | 0 | 0.206764 | 0 | 0.157401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218684 |
EDAnonymous | danimarie82 | 2020/03/06 | I'm afraid that my sister may be unintentionally setting my niece up for body image issues in the future. What do you think? So I have had a terrible relationship with food for as long as I can remember. Pretty much my entire life is a story of too much or too little. As a result, I was an overweight child, smaller tee... | 7.13033 | 6.285482 | 7.332944 | 76.824828 | 64.389049 | 10.13186 | 32.822446 | 9.299571 | 2.703374 | 1,394 | 47 | 273 | 21 | 18 | 453 | 183 | 347 | 0.113 | 0.78 | 0.106 | -0.5766 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 36 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 16 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 0 | 33 | 14 | 3 | 5 | 4 | 61 | 50 | 29 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 6 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 16 | 21 | 9 | 0 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 47 | 10 | 43 | 34 | 8 | 41 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 18 | 1 | 7 | 21 | 196 | 63 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085401 | 0.088859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065099 | 0 | 0 | 0.120318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118622 | 0 | 0 | 0.109046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104463 | 0.100674 | 0 | 0.107994 | 0.076292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258266 | 0.117092 | 0 | 0 | 0.055794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113515 | 0 | 0.126549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05869 | 0.174099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15086 | 0.260866 | 0.107033 | 0 | 0.094507 | 0 | 0.119473 | 0 | 0.090791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113289 | 0 | 0.125073 | 0 | 0.113503 | 0.157009 | 0 | 0.247093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108646 | 0 | 0.102185 | 0 | 0.107355 | 0 | 0.113586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229309 | 0.120974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121186 | 0.10065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070948 | 0.205284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102044 | 0 | 0.072505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084766 | 0 | 0.260087 | 0.096019 | 0.098997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102944 | 0 | 0 | 0.216905 | 0 | 0.075862 | 0 | 0 | 0.137541 |
EDAnonymous | icarus_the_fallen_ | 2020/03/06 | (TMI/TW) There are some things you should never purge... I just added "Packaged pepperoni slices" to my own list because that was fucking hell.
Binged and ate a whole package even though they're 10 cal a slice and I was saving them for pepperoni bread this weekend. Yeeted them immediately and suffered the whole time.... | 3.109992 | 5.721003 | 3.201767 | 89.432846 | 78.065421 | 5.012404 | 20.942226 | 6.112484 | 0.211961 | 447 | 12 | 83 | 3 | 11 | 136 | 80 | 107 | 0.141 | 0.859 | 0 | -0.9422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 10 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 12 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 6 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 55 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160887 | 0 | 0.237931 | 0 | 0.282423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.540749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | skibibo17 | 2020/03/06 | How can I help my friend I met this sweet, caring, amazing friend over discord a while ago. Recently their restricting has gotten worse. I've tried educating myself but I still cant seem to help. How can i help them form healthy behaviors? Are there any places I can reccomend them to go to? | 1.99875 | 4.755171 | 2.490714 | 91.454286 | 85.25 | 6.057143 | 22.285714 | 7.44753 | 1.011529 | 231 | 8 | 46 | 4 | 7 | 71 | 42 | 56 | 0.087 | 0.552 | 0.361 | 0.9506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 5 | 4 | 9 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 29 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.535998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ImpossibleOpening7 | 2020/03/07 | How do I explain to my friend that her idea is horrible? I have a close group of 4 friends. One of them (H) has gained some weight over the past year. We were hanging out without H and another friend (K), out of nowhere, proposed one of the worst ideas I’ve ever heard. She thinks we should all get together and confront... | 3.8884 | 5.119715 | 4.329767 | 88.327201 | 71.715517 | 7.527789 | 27.009128 | 7.928767 | 1.434504 | 911 | 31 | 192 | 12 | 17 | 287 | 129 | 232 | 0.078 | 0.825 | 0.097 | 0.5033 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 12 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 1 | 21 | 8 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 47 | 35 | 14 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 17 | 5 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 25 | 5 | 26 | 25 | 10 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 124 | 37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109967 | 0.113241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330816 | 0 | 0.111855 | 0 | 0.060837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.483371 | 0 | 0.111729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079374 | 0.082561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118863 | 0 | 0.102188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091417 | 0.101826 | 0.085128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071117 | 0.274365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084969 | 0 | 0.391062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137869 |
EDAnonymous | Insectiva | 2020/03/07 | Relapsed because restricting is the only thing that feels familiar at this point A lot of stuff happened over the past few months - I was an athlete, then sacrificed that a bit to focus on my 3rd year at uni, still exercised at least 3 times a week, a guy I was "dating" said he loves my body but wishes I was more in sh... | 4.549562 | 5.554441 | 5.25922 | 83.13028 | 69.934959 | 8.877666 | 27.478718 | 9.168548 | 2.094198 | 979 | 32 | 198 | 19 | 17 | 317 | 151 | 246 | 0.109 | 0.736 | 0.155 | 0.9207 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 22 | 9 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 39 | 44 | 19 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 7 | 3 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 8 | 25 | 9 | 20 | 20 | 14 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 20 | 139 | 39 | 1 | 0.102633 | 0 | 0.100155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106297 | 0 | 0 | 0.085399 | 0 | 0 | 0.069794 | 0.107619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192854 | 0.078918 | 0 | 0.125128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112048 | 0.114002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104641 | 0 | 0 | 0.088409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081944 | 0 | 0.225475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117626 | 0 | 0 | 0.210058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105019 | 0 | 0.115448 | 0 | 0.106047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207577 | 0 | 0.098544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079294 | 0 | 0.107243 | 0.098455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203245 | 0.090758 | 0 | 0.091939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087255 | 0.09263 | 0.097114 | 0 | 0.104054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163841 | 0 | 0.150894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107696 | 0 | 0 | 0.156114 | 0.218417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194042 | 0 | 0 | 0.104415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204554 | 0 | 0 | 0.081479 | 0.119692 | 0 | 0 | 0.09807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088642 | 0 | 0 | 0.060536 | 0 | 0.082326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072907 | 0 | 0 | 0.066092 |
EDAnonymous | iliacl | 2020/03/07 | lowkey scared by secret eaters i've lowkey become scared of eating anything in public anymore, like buying from vending machines or having a mint from a jar, just in case anna richardson pops out and tells me i've been part of a social experiment for secret eaters | 11.582449 | 8.910895 | 9.858878 | 68.01648 | 57.163265 | 10.616327 | 36.744898 | 7.168622 | 2.935482 | 216 | 6 | 34 | 1 | 2 | 66 | 38 | 49 | 0.118 | 0.832 | 0.051 | -0.5106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285006 | 0 | 0 | 0.236491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.57544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hemingwaey | 2020/03/07 | Is there a discord? Does anyone know of any active discords for people with eating disorders? | 4.9425 | 8.430078 | 5.23 | 71.815 | 79 | 5.7 | 26.75 | 7.168622 | 2.264475 | 76 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 24 | 16 | 16 | 0.147 | 0.707 | 0.147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.519855 | 0 | 0.396941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.464137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
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