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EDAnonymous | Its3inthemorningtho | 2020/03/07 | The ED thoughts have come back in full fucking force I was mostly okay for a couple of weeks. Like I used to purge up to 3 times a day everyday a couple of months ago and then I just stopped eating as much and pushing occasionally and then I started eating normally for the last couple of weeks.
I always felt so disgu... | 1.257444 | 3.040864 | 2.869407 | 93.726333 | 80.074074 | 5.653333 | 20.42963 | 6.556748 | 0.087612 | 991 | 26 | 226 | 9 | 25 | 326 | 141 | 270 | 0.155 | 0.717 | 0.128 | -0.9161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 22 | 20 | 6 | 1 | 12 | 1 | 20 | 14 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 39 | 43 | 30 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 9 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 9 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 4 | 32 | 9 | 29 | 28 | 8 | 42 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 11 | 1 | 3 | 32 | 147 | 41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229639 | 0.079646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066929 | 0.098075 | 0.078768 | 0 | 0.089484 | 0 | 0 | 0.073602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.423644 | 0 | 0.123461 | 0 | 0.164885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083764 | 0 | 0.112182 | 0 | 0 | 0.391777 | 0.079961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275715 | 0 | 0.087485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073952 | 0.088491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105209 | 0.156047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187054 | 0 | 0 | 0.084708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076402 | 0 | 0.070364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103654 | 0 | 0.066359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135501 | 0 | 0.076441 | 0.080025 | 0.109646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07599 | 0.223258 | 0 | 0.09073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08267 | 0 | 0 | 0.169372 | 0 | 0.23034 | 0.11656 | 0 | 0.088732 | 0.086371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | struggling-elephant | 2020/03/07 | Just had a Sprite zero.... I was looking forward to it after having a pretty bad day. I had been saving it for when I really needed it, too. It tasted like liquid depression :( | 1.244412 | 3.718933 | 4.383824 | 78.772206 | 85.176471 | 5.752941 | 17.323529 | 7.168622 | 0.712965 | 133 | 3 | 22 | 2 | 4 | 48 | 27 | 34 | 0.248 | 0.613 | 0.14 | -0.6597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 21 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.381343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294548 | 0 | 0.393373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.46465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | NinaMissedTheLastBus | 2020/03/07 | I just saw on a particular “getting healthy” sub “I usually share my food to lower the amount of calories I’m eating (and just watch my family or friends eat it instead lol)” How is this not an eating disorder is my question. Like that’s something I do and I have EDNOS. Am I crazy? | 0.228816 | 2.637602 | 2.715066 | 88.287336 | 92.684211 | 5.657018 | 24.66886 | 7.168622 | 1.425423 | 219 | 10 | 44 | 4 | 8 | 75 | 46 | 57 | 0.077 | 0.708 | 0.215 | 0.7997 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 30 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.738961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291084 | 0 | 0.185983 | 0 | 0.125768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | nephraret | 2020/03/07 | oof So me and my younger brother were watching how I met your mother, and Shit posting to our sibling group chat that has our sister in it. He’s sending ugly photos of himself with weird phrases in Russian, and the next thing I know I check the GC and there’s a photo of me and I look SO FAT. I have a huge double chin. ... | 1.073307 | 2.512112 | 2.980882 | 94.301111 | 79.432099 | 4.875485 | 23.917108 | 4.655896 | 0.075607 | 575 | 20 | 134 | 1 | 14 | 193 | 95 | 162 | 0.1 | 0.848 | 0.052 | -0.4961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 23 | 20 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 27 | 2 | 20 | 13 | 4 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 14 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 92 | 34 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.370971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161122 | 0 | 0 | 0.298865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.456666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192784 | 0 | 0 | 0.173934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120428 | 0 | 0 | 0.143909 | 0 | 0 | 0.171824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131967 | 0 | 0 | 0.12877 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hingesofmyskeleton | 2020/03/07 | why was I so much better at restricting at the start? tw: calorie mention
when I first started logging calories, I logged them in this journal app. I only used it for a month before moving onto apps like Carrot and Lose It, but today I decided to redownload it and... reminisce, I guess?
well, apart from the first two... | 2.715881 | 5.346514 | 2.884286 | 91.007381 | 79.785714 | 5.447619 | 25.047619 | 6.742158 | 0.983676 | 579 | 22 | 110 | 6 | 15 | 176 | 91 | 140 | 0.11 | 0.737 | 0.153 | 0.816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 45 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 15 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 16 | 4 | 16 | 10 | 7 | 31 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 73 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122286 | 0 | 0 | 0.127099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11474 | 0 | 0 | 0.370722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160774 | 0.156875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229414 | 0.15274 | 0.42257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284264 | 0 | 0.203436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184166 | 0 | 0 | 0.083798 | 0 | 0.136219 | 0 | 0 | 0.097569 | 0 | 0.140383 | 0 | 0 | 0.124118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114069 | 0 | 0.174999 | 0.129212 | 0 | 0.129675 | 0 | 0.165258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Grellous8 | 2020/03/07 | Anyone else do shitty imitation meals instead of real shit? Like there are so many things I'm too ashamed to eat legitimately, so I do:
- Pseudo risoto: white rice, smothered in salt and olive oil
- French toast: toast with a pile of cinnamon on top and maple syrup
- Shitty pizza: toast with leftover tomato sauce an... | 5.008286 | 7.481653 | 5.387143 | 76.795 | 71.25 | 8.071429 | 25.178571 | 8.841846 | 2.059857 | 352 | 11 | 60 | 7 | 7 | 112 | 63 | 80 | 0.172 | 0.696 | 0.132 | -0.6908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 9 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 30 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196141 | 0.287419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287035 | 0.234333 | 0 | 0.248451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141836 | 0.200399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187245 | 0.284396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lowedturner | 2020/03/07 | "ed twitter" are any of you on there? i feel like a lot of the ppl there share a lot of fat logic like "she can eat some much and not gain", how some people are blessed with "fast metabolism". and in general supporting binges, seeing everything as "pro ana behavior". and the put trigger warning about mentioning food &a... | 3.791033 | 5.79797 | 4.315141 | 85.201631 | 73.366197 | 8.113615 | 27.326291 | 8.841846 | 2.12297 | 291 | 11 | 57 | 6 | 6 | 92 | 53 | 71 | 0.03 | 0.758 | 0.212 | 0.9279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 15 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 9 | 7 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 36 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282474 | 0 | 0.177288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13182 | 0.186248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.382102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.443284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Samstars97 | 2020/03/07 | B!TCH IM BACK AT IT AGAIN I’m back with a vengeance. Ready to loose these damn 20 pounds. First purchase marking my resurgence,,,,,, METAMUCIL | 1.565733 | 3.204787 | 0.195 | 101.085833 | 116.6 | 3.266667 | 24.166667 | 5.461319 | 0.442867 | 111 | 5 | 21 | 1 | 6 | 30 | 24 | 25 | 0.19 | 0.72 | 0.09 | -0.4199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.74551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.412342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.52363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | vaartynn | 2020/03/07 | Boyfriend commenting on food So I’ve only recently relapsed, but I feel like I’m deeper into this disorder than I’ve ever been. I’ve told my boyfriend about it and he’s so sweet and supportive.
But today I’ve been so hungry, and I was still craving something after dinner with my family. So I decided that I’d get some ... | 4.198986 | 5.255404 | 5.674242 | 79.640455 | 70.794872 | 9.262471 | 30.207459 | 9.573947 | 2.774918 | 614 | 25 | 121 | 14 | 11 | 208 | 90 | 156 | 0.091 | 0.712 | 0.197 | 0.9533 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 27 | 21 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 21 | 8 | 13 | 11 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 15 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 74 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179883 | 0.16454 | 0 | 0.328582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164884 | 0.13461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151906 | 0 | 0.081476 | 0.115117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103229 | 0 | 0.159104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30548 | 0.307948 | 0 | 0.109402 | 0 | 0 | 0.16775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095043 | 0 | 0 | 0.196223 | 0.144882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | throwaway8667545 | 2020/03/07 | A word of encouragement for those who feel there is no hope Hello all, I am not here to talk about my own experiences but to say that if any of you feel that you are a lost cause, you are in too deep, and can’t see a light at the end of the tunnel, or that your case is too severe or too different to get better, your th... | 3.096846 | 4.983108 | 3.55377 | 90.435823 | 74.979167 | 6.599593 | 24.41565 | 7.40785 | 0.946547 | 1,903 | 61 | 398 | 23 | 41 | 593 | 188 | 480 | 0.068 | 0.697 | 0.235 | 0.9986 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 67 | 0 | 52 | 1 | 15 | 21 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 1 | 58 | 23 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 83 | 92 | 37 | 1 | 11 | 24 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 30 | 2 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 16 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 12 | 64 | 23 | 52 | 76 | 8 | 39 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 5 | 72 | 24 | 0 | 11 | 9 | 302 | 96 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045818 | 0 | 0.10897 | 0.131617 | 0 | 0.671336 | 0 | 0.158098 | 0 | 0.066187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061212 | 0.063035 | 0.051329 | 0.062475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062255 | 0.068291 | 0.060989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060972 | 0 | 0 | 0.105552 | 0.061569 | 0.066455 | 0.039356 | 0 | 0.100408 | 0 | 0 | 0.058287 | 0 | 0 | 0.090386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050684 | 0.072052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062263 | 0.057161 | 0 | 0.049978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.03994 | 0 | 0 | 0.118366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105926 | 0 | 0 | 0.130989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252526 | 0.029111 | 0.059721 | 0.052616 | 0 | 0.050038 | 0.066662 | 0.065046 | 0 | 0.268896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129814 | 0 | 0.060027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063974 | 0 | 0.101773 | 0 | 0.189542 | 0 | 0 | 0.094965 | 0 | 0 | 0.067316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039587 | 0 | 0 | 0.047305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04338 | 0 | 0 | 0.042329 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hearip88 | 2020/03/07 | Increased anxiety during relapse? I have anxiety, as the majority of people with ED do, but lately it has been BAD. My heart won’t quit racing, I’m over analyzing EVERYTHING. I’m never completely at rest. I feel like I’m going crazy.
My gf had an instance of breaking my trust 3 weeks ago, which was the start of my re... | 4.63968 | 6.574627 | 6.0882 | 73.6771 | 70.92 | 9.48 | 29.3 | 9.888513 | 3.20676 | 526 | 21 | 90 | 14 | 10 | 178 | 89 | 125 | 0.27 | 0.595 | 0.135 | -0.965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 8 | 5 | 15 | 13 | 4 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 54 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.175475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.412678 | 0 | 0 | 0.125732 | 0.184243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090921 | 0.128461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124662 | 0.157009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | justacreepygal | 2020/03/07 | How do you know when inpatient treatment is right? I struggle with BED and I’m trying so hard but I can’t get a hold of this. I’m considering treatment but that seems like bringing it to a whole new level. | 0.007519 | 2.359476 | 2.023605 | 93.318973 | 92.953488 | 4.727132 | 21.120155 | 6.427356 | 0.371406 | 163 | 6 | 35 | 2 | 6 | 54 | 36 | 43 | 0.078 | 0.839 | 0.083 | 0.2885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 21 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.346385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.397772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.424805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kankey_dang43 | 2020/03/07 | I thought this was a sub for fucking erectile dysfunction Thats all | 5.359231 | 7.25184 | 4.910769 | 83.009231 | 69 | 8.276923 | 43.769231 | 8.841846 | 4.262446 | 56 | 4 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 17 | 13 | 13 | 0.255 | 0.745 | 0 | -0.4728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.758659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.651488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Moribundia | 2020/03/07 | Wow, Google really just said I sprained my ankle cause I'm fat Not really, it said it could be caused by a sedentary lifestyle...
BUT BASICALLY IT SAID I'M FAT
*Do I starve or do I binge someone please help* | 0.482033 | 2.958521 | 2.040854 | 92.601606 | 93.634146 | 5.660163 | 19.028455 | 7.168622 | 0.553387 | 161 | 5 | 34 | 3 | 6 | 52 | 31 | 41 | 0.091 | 0.782 | 0.127 | 0.128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.498069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.691797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hissingofsummerIawns | 2020/03/07 | local pig gets teeth removed? i was excited to get my lower wisdom teeth out because i thought i would be laying down falling in and out of sleep for four days because of the pain pills and basically eating bone broth.
but yesterday (day 1) i realized that was so far from the truth. dude i was/am RAVENOUS. my mom hurt... | 2.4885 | 4.85787 | 3.781111 | 85.765 | 78.833333 | 6.222222 | 24.444444 | 7.38713 | 1.274778 | 723 | 26 | 136 | 10 | 18 | 236 | 124 | 180 | 0.217 | 0.722 | 0.06 | -0.9862 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 8 | 19 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 27 | 18 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 14 | 4 | 25 | 10 | 2 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 84 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150536 | 0.219808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088081 | 0.180699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211155 | 0 | 0 | 0.132535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137119 | 0.575527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143131 | 0 | 0 | 0.170895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183732 | 0.128074 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sadbabykitty | 2020/03/07 | i really cannot stand myself any more !!! i recently moved out of my parents and am living with roommates now and for some reason when i lived with my parents i was so in control of what i ate, i was able to restrict & lose etc. and now that i’ve moved out all i do is eat and i’ve gained so much in the past couple ... | 0.380256 | 2.521429 | 1.837949 | 97.915385 | 85.581197 | 4.283761 | 19.25641 | 5.369823 | -0.448149 | 430 | 12 | 98 | 2 | 13 | 138 | 80 | 117 | 0.154 | 0.757 | 0.088 | -0.8668 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 21 | 15 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 15 | 1 | 14 | 8 | 7 | 21 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 66 | 18 | 0 | 0.166863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180796 | 0 | 0.113473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374303 | 0 | 0.184631 | 0.183291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186097 | 0.110212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081521 | 0 | 0.294687 | 0 | 0 | 0.186677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133189 | 0.354699 | 0.122664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.370564 | 0 | 0.15929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106897 | 0.171563 | 0.164757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09842 | 0 | 0.133848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | KatWarleggan | 2020/03/07 | Anyone else addicted to fasting subreddits? I know it's not healthy to not eat for 7 days, but why is that celebrated in fasting subreddits? When I go a day without eating people yell at me, but when "IF" people go weeks without food everyone says how disciplined they are! I'm so confused?! Do they have ED's? Is that a... | 2.945937 | 5.555318 | 3.6415 | 86.0535 | 78.6875 | 7.59 | 28.35 | 8.548687 | 2.353245 | 399 | 18 | 77 | 9 | 10 | 126 | 65 | 96 | 0.2 | 0.703 | 0.096 | -0.8894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 16 | 15 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 9 | 15 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 50 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.193235 | 0.215866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138457 | 0.20289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.405239 | 0.165417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169104 | 0 | 0.15747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157176 | 0.158836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178678 | 0 | 0 | 0.38176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tennisskirt | 2020/03/07 | How do you deal with friends visiting/staying with you? My best friend is visiting me this weekend which is great. The last time we saw each other was in July, a week or two before I went to residential. She knows I had an ED but I assume thinks I am recovered. We NEVER talk about it.
She said she wanted to eat a lot... | 2.095475 | 3.996156 | 3.588703 | 88.999784 | 77.943396 | 6.529874 | 22.362421 | 7.492282 | 0.821053 | 1,013 | 30 | 214 | 14 | 24 | 334 | 154 | 265 | 0.093 | 0.693 | 0.214 | 0.9864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 18 | 10 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 49 | 39 | 20 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 19 | 10 | 2 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 8 | 34 | 14 | 25 | 26 | 9 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 23 | 8 | 0 | 7 | 22 | 144 | 51 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073607 | 0.1087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081875 | 0 | 0.100976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.590736 | 0.080379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10731 | 0.063552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108273 | 0.194605 | 0.137478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116348 | 0 | 0.223016 | 0 | 0 | 0.092302 | 0 | 0.161408 | 0.076955 | 0.106082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064494 | 0 | 0.096515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052879 | 0.156863 | 0.108539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282046 | 0.096437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070732 | 0 | 0.07421 | 0 | 0 | 0.090295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06164 | 0.098929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102557 | 0 | 0.080443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061653 | 0.094535 | 0 | 0.112212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130653 | 0 | 0.187984 | 0 | 0 | 0.083102 | 0 | 0.079391 | 0.056752 | 0 | 0.077181 | 0 | 0 | 0.178392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CapitanAI | 2020/03/07 | Dieting without relapse? Feel free to delete this if you think it'll trigger or cause problems but I need a little help. Maybe there's a better sub?
Anyway.. over the last year maybe two I let my stress overeating become full blown binging and then binge restrict and then overall restrict and very close to purging. B... | 4.059231 | 6.682854 | 3.745487 | 86.732846 | 74.769231 | 6.467692 | 29.630769 | 7.554174 | 1.980034 | 672 | 30 | 119 | 9 | 15 | 202 | 102 | 156 | 0.138 | 0.763 | 0.1 | -0.6645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 47 | 17 | 25 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 14 | 7 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 9 | 3 | 14 | 9 | 6 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 77 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097727 | 0 | 0 | 0.140365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129962 | 0 | 0 | 0.127381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084836 | 0 | 0.255365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106256 | 0.29117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162873 | 0 | 0.100898 | 0.074109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.464297 | 0 | 0.117817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367541 | 0 | 0.092526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081844 |
EDAnonymous | norafora | 2020/03/07 | Everyone is a nutritionist 🙈 I stg if another person plays diet expert with me again I'm really just gonna ascend into outer space and pass out immediately because this is shit is soo annoying. Information is so construed and almost 100% of the time I never asked for their opinion on how I should eat. FuuUck | 3.444294 | 6.104943 | 6.245 | 67.803319 | 77.135593 | 9.357062 | 25.087571 | 9.725611 | 3.154388 | 250 | 9 | 40 | 8 | 6 | 90 | 52 | 59 | 0.11 | 0.855 | 0.035 | -0.6486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 27 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.344085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.360314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | freakingoutexistance | 2020/03/07 | How would you answer this question Yesterday my dietician asked me when my last missed period was and I’m afraid I answered it wrong 😂 I missed my period from October-February and just got it again starting in March. So I said my last missed period was February??? Is that like, accurate? | 4.031111 | 6.503443 | 5.229407 | 76.806333 | 74.185185 | 10.986667 | 27.466667 | 10.793553 | 3.834649 | 230 | 9 | 41 | 9 | 5 | 76 | 39 | 54 | 0.19 | 0.766 | 0.045 | -0.7998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 26 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.550475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239864 | 0.369178 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | beesarecool | 2020/03/07 | Going from bulimia to high restriction and my boyfriend is actually helping lol Don’t know whether to laugh or cry. My boyfriend is very sweet and thinks he’s helping, all I have to do is say “I can’t eat this or I’m just gonna throw it up :(“ and I think he’s just so tired of seeing me binging and purging that he’s su... | 4.686078 | 3.92276 | 5.505163 | 87.653235 | 69.326797 | 8.637908 | 26.496732 | 7.724431 | 1.111038 | 1,112 | 26 | 264 | 11 | 17 | 365 | 162 | 306 | 0.167 | 0.712 | 0.121 | -0.9632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 14 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 30 | 17 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 53 | 58 | 28 | 0 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 20 | 17 | 10 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 17 | 4 | 34 | 11 | 33 | 30 | 6 | 30 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 21 | 8 | 1 | 6 | 17 | 166 | 54 | 2 | 0.09869 | 0 | 0.192614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164235 | 0 | 0 | 0.067112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092722 | 0 | 0 | 0.06016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11017 | 0 | 0.225749 | 0 | 0.101381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078796 | 0 | 0.108406 | 0.063647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226214 | 0.101013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.504921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119336 | 0 | 0 | 0.091237 | 0.103122 | 0 | 0.112175 | 0 | 0.078931 | 0 | 0.108718 | 0.097718 | 0 | 0.105057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132299 | 0.104271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08772 | 0 | 0 | 0.216949 | 0.080445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201834 | 0 | 0.144644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065876 | 0 | 0.099147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106871 | 0.09421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093876 | 0.078482 | 0.098806 | 0 | 0.078643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078814 | 0.165018 | 0 | 0 | 0.112976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126473 | 0 | 0.078349 | 0 | 0.113429 | 0 | 0.094302 | 0 | 0.067004 | 0 | 0.096405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162859 | 0 | 0 | 0.079163 | 0 | 0 | 0.091486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070106 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CoconutTime | 2020/03/07 | Meditation kinda cured my eating disorder Hey y’all. I’m not super active on here, but for anyone whose looking for a way out of the constant struggle I’d like to share how I ~”cured”~ myself with meditation.
This doesn’t mean I meditated for 10 minutes a day for a week and stopped my body dysmorphia and binge eating... | 3.972583 | 5.955309 | 5.02 | 80.445 | 72.805556 | 7.688889 | 27.277778 | 8.447377 | 2.057928 | 1,483 | 55 | 270 | 26 | 30 | 486 | 191 | 360 | 0.096 | 0.762 | 0.142 | 0.9607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 34 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 15 | 15 | 1 | 2 | 21 | 3 | 14 | 34 | 7 | 3 | 4 | 62 | 40 | 29 | 0 | 10 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 23 | 26 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 12 | 9 | 40 | 11 | 43 | 25 | 7 | 43 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 14 | 1 | 6 | 30 | 185 | 57 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044471 | 0 | 0 | 0.169854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.03877 | 0 | 0.054119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.423875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066684 | 0.06873 | 0 | 0 | 0.140746 | 0 | 0.123051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.650793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05753 | 0 | 0.060773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071568 | 0.032158 | 0.045436 | 0.122133 | 0 | 0 | 0.054099 | 0.230718 | 0 | 0.049138 | 0.058798 | 0.033229 | 0.061011 | 0.036146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053408 | 0.071153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042454 | 0 | 0.063895 | 0.06928 | 0 | 0 | 0.064094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093507 | 0.047159 | 0.098105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12463 | 0.061026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125805 | 0 | 0.045017 | 0 | 0 | 0.053173 | 0 | 0.066489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05112 | 0 | 0.058555 | 0 | 0 | 0.042253 | 0.040753 | 0 | 0.050492 | 0.037086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.037513 | 0.050483 | 0.102033 | 0.077448 | 0.057185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13554 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | datmess | 2020/03/07 | TW I constantly get triggered by watching photos of the skinnier me 😭 I was almost underweight but still in the normal bmi now I got almost an overweight bmi. I can't believe how far I'm from the person I was in the summer.. it really depresses me, and it is so hard to not relapse hard.. I'm already struggling, but th... | 1.154074 | 3.487445 | 3.216296 | 88.033333 | 83.938272 | 5.575309 | 23.814815 | 6.937598 | 1.044244 | 311 | 12 | 61 | 4 | 9 | 105 | 57 | 81 | 0.242 | 0.741 | 0.017 | -0.9641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 12 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 40 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.462583 | 0 | 0.25489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120677 | 0 | 0.13127 | 0 | 0.184734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.413822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184459 | 0 | 0 | 0.241469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Neoprenejoe | 2020/03/07 | I just feel so lost right now and am having a really hard time with things (TW for self harm) So I've just had a hard couple days lately (who here hasn't) and my restricting has been very... strict. Today and yesterday I went WAY over my self imposed calorie limit though, which was a huge change of events. I was honest... | 4.201902 | 4.208012 | 5.136939 | 87.265347 | 70.288344 | 8.115092 | 27.649693 | 7.734863 | 1.385759 | 1,210 | 37 | 270 | 13 | 20 | 397 | 169 | 326 | 0.167 | 0.725 | 0.108 | -0.9675 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 30 | 19 | 5 | 0 | 14 | 1 | 23 | 12 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 52 | 59 | 23 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 15 | 15 | 6 | 5 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 13 | 35 | 7 | 41 | 29 | 5 | 38 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 14 | 1 | 2 | 22 | 179 | 50 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090989 | 0 | 0.161723 | 0.118071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107157 | 0 | 0.062457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293806 | 0.138372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085639 | 0 | 0.260262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100849 | 0 | 0 | 0.109245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081325 | 0 | 0.317152 | 0 | 0 | 0.183274 | 0.129289 | 0 | 0 | 0.105492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284768 | 0.071809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062041 | 0 | 0.095622 | 0 | 0 | 0.16541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088164 | 0.20206 | 0 | 0.09941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10841 | 0.068547 | 0 | 0.07734 | 0.161933 | 0 | 0 | 0.110864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064339 | 0 | 0.095149 | 0 | 0.056471 | 0 | 0.091797 | 0.092539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079907 | 0.171365 | 0.153742 | 0 | 0.235862 | 0 | 0.089776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070504 | 0 | 0.098693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | snowbreader | 2020/03/07 | I need to know Is chewing and spitting bulimic or anorexic behavior? | 6.55 | 9.172894 | 7.773333 | 60.705 | 67.333333 | 11.466667 | 53.666667 | 11.208143 | 7.853067 | 56 | 5 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 19 | 12 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.595454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.803389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | deskmonstir | 2020/03/07 | Girl at the gym said she wished she had my body, then said she wanted to be anorexic. Then she paused and said, “not that you look anorexic.” I just felt so awkward and didn’t know what to say.
I’m not anorexic anymore, but I think it might have morphed into some other eating disorder. At the very least, the way my bo... | 3.662157 | 4.592465 | 4.233824 | 89.940539 | 71.941176 | 6.607843 | 23.578431 | 6.427356 | 0.515196 | 325 | 8 | 69 | 2 | 6 | 103 | 59 | 85 | 0.057 | 0.811 | 0.132 | 0.829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 18 | 21 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 13 | 2 | 7 | 11 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 48 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349688 | 0 | 0.133504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.384329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.435351 | 0.12132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125876 | 0.089982 | 0.121093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | username--haver | 2020/03/07 | Help me deal with the aftermath of a binge? And I mean a BAD binge. Like, several thousand calories. I feel so bloated and miserable. Something bad happened in my family and I immediately resorted to this. I feel like such a failure.
Please help me. I want to hurt myself, but I don’t want to be forced into IP again. T... | 1.737083 | 4.428513 | 3.755 | 82.39 | 85.805556 | 7.088889 | 26.055556 | 8.167269 | 2.187739 | 293 | 13 | 55 | 7 | 9 | 99 | 51 | 72 | 0.262 | 0.596 | 0.142 | -0.928 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 2 | 8 | 8 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 38 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.38396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224914 | 0.216755 | 0 | 0.232517 | 0.16426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162405 | 0.224662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | stop-meowing | 2020/03/07 | LOSING MY SHIT FOR REAL Woooo it is sad boi hours rn
Mmmkay so I have been out of work since the end of January because I fucked up my knee & my ankle (being on crutches, then on a cane, and not working has caused me to gain weight and it is OBVIOUS)
Thankfully I’ve been healing up nicely and I told my boss so sh... | 0.529347 | 2.455352 | 2.768811 | 92.785198 | 83.256757 | 6.108829 | 21.353153 | 7.3011 | 0.614909 | 535 | 17 | 122 | 8 | 15 | 182 | 100 | 148 | 0.181 | 0.732 | 0.087 | -0.9468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 10 | 8 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 12 | 21 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 19 | 3 | 20 | 16 | 1 | 23 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 12 | 72 | 25 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157271 | 0.191384 | 0 | 0.258714 | 0 | 0.307651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311049 | 0 | 0 | 0.095608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.376409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172684 | 0.13916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159461 | 0.160749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134943 | 0.204857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | AccomplishedCheck2 | 2020/03/07 | My car shows my binges Was supposed to go out tonight with some friends but my entire car is filled with trash from my binges. I want to throw it all out but for some reason when ever I do I feel shame by seeing how much I really do binge. Its better to not have to confront that. I HATE when other people see my car/wha... | 1.092446 | 2.657069 | 2.55903 | 96.782765 | 79.769231 | 5.453412 | 18.958974 | 6.079149 | -0.360503 | 606 | 13 | 146 | 4 | 15 | 197 | 97 | 169 | 0.134 | 0.771 | 0.095 | -0.9035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 10 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 34 | 26 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 8 | 25 | 4 | 22 | 20 | 5 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 11 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 97 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111898 | 0.153247 | 0.142741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261783 | 0.156623 | 0.088513 | 0 | 0.096284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108533 | 0.174189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.405011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197577 | 0 | 0.160588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157051 | 0.152873 | 0 | 0 | 0.163312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | vanillasugar19 | 2020/03/07 | Does anyone else get triggered by people promoting recovery, weight gain etc but are still stick thin? I’m in no way saying that they haven’t struggled or don’t have an eating disorder or are invalid because I don’t believe that, but I’ll be damned if seeing a super skinny girl promoting recovery and saying that you ju... | 4.461438 | 4.869205 | 5.258182 | 85.214091 | 69.813953 | 8.580127 | 27.264271 | 8.57599 | 1.6919 | 660 | 20 | 141 | 10 | 11 | 215 | 96 | 172 | 0.216 | 0.603 | 0.181 | -0.8832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 5 | 12 | 4 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 14 | 7 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 28 | 30 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 15 | 6 | 11 | 24 | 3 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 7 | 82 | 27 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102222 | 0.149793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178236 | 0 | 0 | 0.16471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16755 | 0 | 0.127935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299185 | 0.122126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326089 | 0.096559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14784 | 0.104441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108401 | 0.112753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158313 | 0 | 0.101352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232518 | 0 | 0 | 0.116497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155823 | 0.11675 | 0 | 0 | 0.152833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086229 | 0.232083 | 0 | 0.356049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | insipidincincipience | 2020/03/07 | Brother and Mum hate me because I ate two meatballs I thought were leftovers My brother and mum just decided to rip into me because I ate some of the food he prepared, thinking it was leftovers and I've never wanted to slit my wrists so badly. I'm just a fat, useless, worthless, greedy bitch that wastes all the resourc... | 1.492959 | 3.679516 | 3.102408 | 90.274735 | 81.346939 | 5.348571 | 24.595918 | 6.508806 | 0.82106 | 750 | 29 | 153 | 7 | 20 | 247 | 117 | 196 | 0.172 | 0.785 | 0.043 | -0.966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 12 | 13 | 8 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 14 | 9 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 37 | 37 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 14 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 2 | 27 | 1 | 17 | 26 | 5 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 107 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121115 | 0 | 0 | 0.167437 | 0 | 0 | 0.122888 | 0.269156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138747 | 0 | 0.148836 | 0.105144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12519 | 0.355937 | 0 | 0 | 0.272128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130149 | 0 | 0 | 0.290616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103956 | 0.071904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139264 | 0.098243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216386 | 0 | 0.113513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094306 | 0 | 0.233686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | olliebsos | 2020/03/07 | Surrounded by people I’m not sure if I should put the TW flair, or not so I’m sorry if I’m messing up, I’ve never posted here, just lurk sometimes.
But I’m recovered from my eating disorder, yeah it still messes with me sometimes, but unfortunately that’s just part of me now and all I can do is try and work through i... | 4.212186 | 5.378832 | 5.255536 | 82.241093 | 70.869159 | 7.700989 | 26.106054 | 8.040502 | 1.593858 | 1,272 | 39 | 242 | 17 | 23 | 419 | 175 | 321 | 0.1 | 0.791 | 0.109 | 0.7297 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 28 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 20 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 55 | 46 | 24 | 0 | 9 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 18 | 10 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 8 | 29 | 6 | 34 | 32 | 7 | 36 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 15 | 15 | 0 | 7 | 16 | 169 | 47 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078661 | 0 | 0 | 0.129399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108528 | 0.086746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164853 | 0 | 0.34439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07157 | 0 | 0 | 0.065007 | 0 | 0.087921 | 0 | 0.047819 | 0.211721 | 0.134591 | 0 | 0.092691 | 0.083313 | 0.074406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085306 | 0.084531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06239 | 0.064895 | 0 | 0.089485 | 0 | 0 | 0.080736 | 0.191591 | 0 | 0 | 0.057016 | 0.063993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091117 | 0 | 0.349998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161168 | 0.171204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084585 | 0 | 0.089495 | 0 | 0 | 0.107806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080038 | 0.133825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166436 | 0.094189 | 0.059556 | 0 | 0.067195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192643 | 0 | 0 | 0.079302 | 0 | 0 | 0.135259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111799 | 0.107829 | 0.082668 | 0 | 0.049063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228505 | 0 | 0 | 0.087594 | 0.101212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148886 | 0 | 0 | 0.102461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061256 | 0.085449 | 0 | 0.059772 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | WonderWhiteGirl | 2020/03/07 | My workplace banned MPA on our work computer overnight. My title basically says it all lol. Yesterday, I was updating my accountability on MPA without a problem and when I tried to do the same today... the page turned white and the logo of my company just showed up. \*\*This content is blocked due to filtering content... | 7.446273 | 8.994206 | 6.96691 | 71.533099 | 63.662921 | 10.202996 | 40.67603 | 10.317481 | 4.652549 | 811 | 46 | 129 | 19 | 12 | 253 | 115 | 178 | 0.086 | 0.836 | 0.078 | -0.3498 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 34 | 18 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 14 | 3 | 20 | 10 | 7 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 90 | 28 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201213 | 0.212382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197585 | 0 | 0.188799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142042 | 0.143273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133957 | 0 | 0 | 0.212102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208328 | 0.184889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15366 | 0.193451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183154 | 0 | 0 | 0.131187 | 0.210172 | 0 | 0 | 0.232425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372522 | 0 | 0.140669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lisbethhazarii | 2020/03/07 | What role did your mother(or family in general) play in your ED? Me personally, my mother was always very weight conscious growing up. Looking back at it, I realize that she did show many signs of having an ED from when I was young. I remember would call herself fat constantly and was a super picky eater, which were as... | 5.613056 | 6.916118 | 6.251 | 75.894 | 67.703704 | 10.204444 | 31.992593 | 10.355216 | 3.481661 | 910 | 38 | 164 | 24 | 15 | 297 | 130 | 216 | 0.038 | 0.795 | 0.167 | 0.9797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 34 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 19 | 8 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 33 | 30 | 16 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 10 | 24 | 9 | 29 | 10 | 3 | 24 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 20 | 12 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 115 | 35 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.102819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087671 | 0 | 0 | 0.071651 | 0.110483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081018 | 0.087974 | 0 | 0.116366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115029 | 0.117035 | 0 | 0 | 0.107588 | 0 | 0 | 0.108237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.341581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353915 | 0 | 0.115017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070331 | 0.106822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077454 | 0.078126 | 0.081263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146091 | 0.183998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119356 | 0 | 0 | 0.083789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069999 | 0 | 0 | 0.083647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086936 | 0.062146 | 0 | 0 | 0.513217 | 0.094734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224541 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lotsofbandaids | 2020/03/08 | Celebrity Body Goals? Hayley Williams, Lights, Grimes, Natalia Dyer, Kendall Jenner are big ones for me. I particularly think that Hayley Williams is just perfectly proportioned.
What about you? | 7.856379 | 12.153242 | 4.734052 | 74.034871 | 75.896552 | 7.037931 | 34.836207 | 8.076483 | 3.661683 | 158 | 8 | 20 | 3 | 4 | 43 | 27 | 29 | 0.061 | 0.799 | 0.14 | 0.5514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.765857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.467209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.441791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | basicallyaperson | 2020/03/08 | I just relapsed. 17F. First post here. I’ve been making myself purge since I was 14. On and off. My therapist knows. But I don’t want to risk having to see another person. I’m lying on the floor writing this. I can’t cry. I can’t do anything. I didn’t think this would happen. But it did :(. All I had was 2 servings of... | -0.641125 | 1.555308 | 1.823887 | 94.03491 | 96.391304 | 4.445013 | 16.329923 | 6.227272 | -0.278028 | 425 | 11 | 92 | 5 | 17 | 144 | 77 | 115 | 0.113 | 0.85 | 0.036 | -0.846 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 24 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 2 | 13 | 0 | 14 | 14 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 63 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337991 | 0 | 0.186526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20679 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | maksmdnd | 2020/03/08 | I can already smell cap but how many calories do you think is in pee? | 3.026 | 3.394174 | 3.633333 | 95.73 | 73 | 6 | 28.333333 | 3.1291 | 0.528333 | 54 | 2 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 15 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.677096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.622069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.393155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | TalesOfFallingApart | 2020/03/08 | I want to calorie count again. Falling back into my old patterns.. TW: Calories, negative language, weight talk
I used to starve, binge, and purge regularly. I started at 12, and since then it has been a constant battle. By grade 9 (14y) I was around 75lbs at 5'0. I gained weight in high school and tried really hard t... | 0.479758 | 2.3289 | 2.461123 | 95.343555 | 82.974359 | 5.179653 | 18.878619 | 6.207219 | -0.247293 | 2,236 | 55 | 526 | 18 | 62 | 747 | 234 | 624 | 0.168 | 0.723 | 0.109 | -0.9914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 81 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 45 | 25 | 7 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 51 | 46 | 8 | 12 | 6 | 99 | 111 | 53 | 0 | 15 | 19 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 35 | 28 | 33 | 5 | 11 | 3 | 3 | 11 | 17 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 18 | 12 | 76 | 11 | 74 | 75 | 13 | 80 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 8 | 28 | 1 | 5 | 46 | 342 | 111 | 5 | 0.13253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.036354 | 0.039327 | 0 | 0 | 0.124516 | 0.101907 | 0.036886 | 0.02693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098141 | 0 | 0.049316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095479 | 0.049548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.632853 | 0 | 0 | 0.039127 | 0 | 0 | 0.058357 | 0.079921 | 0.074442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044674 | 0.03156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.427349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.02308 | 0 | 0.050213 | 0 | 0.070664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079147 | 0.087231 | 0.045338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039266 | 0 | 0 | 0.121392 | 0.03601 | 0.049833 | 0 | 0 | 0.045174 | 0 | 0.129495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119614 | 0.041801 | 0 | 0 | 0.044381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089212 | 0 | 0.035261 | 0 | 0.1299 | 0.032756 | 0.034072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092712 | 0.047047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.030627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044709 | 0.070406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062537 | 0 | 0.070559 | 0.073867 | 0 | 0.046183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.035508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.029349 | 0.113227 | 0 | 0 | 0.02576 | 0 | 0 | 0.042213 | 0 | 0.029993 | 0 | 0.086308 | 0 | 0 | 0.152618 | 0 | 0 | 0.182396 | 0.035065 | 0.106308 | 0.215181 | 0 | 0.040952 | 0 | 0 | 0.050801 | 0 | 0 | 0.032161 | 0 | 0 | 0.031382 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | troll_beast | 2020/03/08 | Anyone else have a relatively normal(ish) time with food for a month or so, and then get triggered AF over nothing and watch yourself spiral back down to only eating 700 cal a day? Fucking hell. Really sorry. Just need to get shit out. I was doing pretty ok with food. Finally. For like two months. I was like huh. ... | 0.858711 | 3.409191 | 2.623684 | 89.376053 | 90.214286 | 4.37594 | 18.796992 | 6.059677 | 0.101214 | 553 | 16 | 104 | 5 | 19 | 182 | 97 | 140 | 0.111 | 0.795 | 0.094 | -0.5134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 11 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 19 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 19 | 14 | 0 | 21 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 15 | 61 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09097 | 0.133304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148009 | 0 | 0.30012 | 0 | 0.079309 | 0 | 0.110707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14291 | 0.167809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.532505 | 0.108683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14252 | 0 | 0 | 0.314638 | 0 | 0 | 0.120277 | 0.135945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207691 | 0 | 0 | 0.192937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127472 | 0.124836 | 0 | 0.13652 | 0 | 0 | 0.098948 | 0 | 0.152646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083781 |
EDAnonymous | nosoulto_sell | 2020/03/08 | My bf and I are taking a break Restricting will definitely fix everything then right? | 8.05 | 9.666015 | 8.353333 | 61.89 | 62.333333 | 14 | 35 | 13.023867 | 5.699 | 70 | 3 | 11 | 3 | 1 | 23 | 15 | 15 | 0.16 | 0.675 | 0.166 | 0.0258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.61984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.588983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.518553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | beccsoon | 2020/03/08 | Brain fog after binging? Had my worst binge ever today and I'm feeling kinda lightheaded, it's almost like a high or brain fog (stopped binging like an hour ago). Usually I just feel sick and have stomach pain. What I can say for sure is that I feel pretty confused and uneasy... like I'm not really present. Has anyone ... | 3.094545 | 5.960005 | 4.469273 | 78.693909 | 80.363636 | 7.156364 | 24.709091 | 8.238736 | 2.077837 | 376 | 14 | 63 | 8 | 10 | 124 | 64 | 88 | 0.153 | 0.661 | 0.186 | -0.1091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 22 | 14 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 5 | 6 | 5 | 11 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 37 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155202 | 0 | 0.175322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.390904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171266 | 0 | 0 | 0.354111 | 0 | 0.168108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184986 | 0 | 0 | 0.172423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | KingKazran | 2020/03/08 | I miss when I could restrict. My anorexia has evolved into bulimia and I hate it so bad. I felt like shiiit when I was really deep into my anorexia, but now that bulimia has joined the match, I feel even bad and I miss Ana so much. | 2.134375 | 3.660534 | 4.085833 | 87.1425 | 76.708333 | 8.133333 | 24.5 | 8.841846 | 1.708275 | 179 | 6 | 39 | 4 | 4 | 61 | 32 | 48 | 0.294 | 0.669 | 0.037 | -0.9012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 28 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.622163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188383 | 0 | 0.357727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | laquetha | 2020/03/08 | PROGRESSO low cal soup? Idk how to post things in reddit. Anyone else use this as safe food? | 0.41 | 2.787387 | 1.172222 | 97.345 | 99 | 4.622222 | 11.555556 | 6.427356 | -0.801244 | 72 | 1 | 15 | 1 | 3 | 22 | 18 | 18 | 0.177 | 0.689 | 0.133 | 0.1926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290254 | 0.425328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.501951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.397559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | blackandwhiteyes | 2020/03/08 | y'all i legit can't stop eating it's been like three weeks, i wanna die and it's finals week. does anybody have any tips to stop binging? | 3.183 | 3.590169 | 4.42 | 90.09 | 72.666667 | 6 | 21.666667 | 3.1291 | -0.118333 | 109 | 2 | 24 | 0 | 2 | 36 | 26 | 30 | 0.129 | 0.663 | 0.208 | 0.0966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.524563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.50329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | arabella_05 | 2020/03/08 | hello darkness my old friend you know when you try to recover for 6 months and actually learn how to love your body and eat normal portions and exercise a reasonable amount to build up some muscle mass, you wear crop tops and you genuinely don't care if people see any rolls poking out??
AND THEN
then you start to go o... | 5.538 | 6.530095 | 5.731111 | 80.69 | 67.666667 | 8.444444 | 30.555556 | 8.598638 | 2.307889 | 744 | 28 | 139 | 11 | 12 | 236 | 118 | 180 | 0.043 | 0.798 | 0.159 | 0.975 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 17 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 10 | 8 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 38 | 27 | 18 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 17 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 23 | 10 | 20 | 23 | 7 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 28 | 8 | 1 | 5 | 14 | 89 | 26 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.286047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112697 | 0 | 0.178686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17177 | 0.143575 | 0 | 0.14997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226467 | 0.135494 | 0 | 0 | 0.166589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132278 | 0 | 0.195663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116985 | 0.155772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141551 | 0 | 0 | 0.1436 | 0 | 0 | 0.153792 | 0 | 0 | 0.111467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124182 | 0 | 0 | 0.164064 | 0.207475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161418 | 0 | 0 | 0.116334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thewintersophie | 2020/03/08 | Eating has become such a burden again... I hate how much energy it takes just to decide what I'm going to eat, stressing over entering every possible combination I could have and then not liking what number comes out or being too exhausted to make it or just... Indifferent. I don't particularly crave anything anymore? ... | 4.255731 | 5.844257 | 5.640694 | 77.894782 | 71.295918 | 8.08381 | 28.882993 | 8.648137 | 2.324134 | 797 | 31 | 145 | 14 | 15 | 268 | 124 | 196 | 0.192 | 0.79 | 0.018 | -0.9819 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 11 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 13 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 32 | 31 | 19 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 11 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 4 | 21 | 27 | 3 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 97 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236199 | 0 | 0 | 0.195992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091568 | 0 | 0.145185 | 0.131519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121414 | 0 | 0 | 0.10258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095079 | 0 | 0 | 0.230398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116657 | 0 | 0.609263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078654 | 0 | 0.200667 | 0 | 0.107025 | 0 | 0 | 0.134003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092004 | 0 | 0.124433 | 0 | 0.067678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105847 | 0 | 0 | 0.065445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08754 | 0.088299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114264 | 0 | 0.124959 | 0 | 0 | 0.090569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sing_bulimia_queenie | 2020/03/08 | What’s your ED diet??? Please??? 😭 | -4.787619 | -9.161556 | -1.194286 | 107.780952 | 184.714286 | 0.933333 | 2.333333 | 3.1291 | -3.287724 | 23 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 0.551 | 0.449 | 0.504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | whole_grain_corn_nut | 2020/03/08 | try so hard I lose that 2 lbs and feel like a skinni legend. Then 3 weeks later my period comes and I gain that 2 lbs back and don’t lose it even at 800 calories per day this whole month.
Like scale. Bruv. Homie. How could u do this to me. How do I activate skeleton mode.
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EDAnonymous | iamhere_sweetpr | 2020/03/08 | I'm objectively much more beautiful and get tons of compliments when I'm underweight Sad story of my life. I wanna stop but at the same time I don't. I saw the difference in the way I was treated at different bmi (from 23 to 17). Looks matter. | 2.8122 | 4.293244 | 5.097 | 80.7835 | 74.8 | 9.8 | 26.5 | 10.125757 | 2.7368 | 191 | 7 | 40 | 6 | 4 | 67 | 40 | 50 | 0.077 | 0.804 | 0.118 | 0.2374 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 8 | 5 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 25 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.736351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Booterbraud1 | 2020/03/08 | Found a picture of myself from last summer while looking at myself in the mirror, time a meltdown Summer is here soon anyways wo why the fuck not, do or die | 2.576667 | 4.855315 | 3.665806 | 87.185376 | 78.032258 | 4.133333 | 23.236559 | 3.1291 | 0.205637 | 124 | 4 | 22 | 0 | 3 | 40 | 27 | 31 | 0.104 | 0.802 | 0.094 | -0.091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 18 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.436321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.460959 | 0 | 0.388664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.379356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Elliedee1 | 2020/03/08 | I’m in grad school and I have to video myself teaching. we are required to video ourselves teaching every week (I’m a special ed teacher). It so triggering to watch the videos. Even worse than watching them alone is the fact that we have to present them for the whole class to watch lol
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EDAnonymous | zenithchaos | 2020/03/08 | Feeling Cornered By Others Just joined this sub to whine, lol.
Anyone else get freaked out and meltdown when they feel like people in their personal life (partners, friends, family, etc) “overstep” as it relates to behaviours and food? I don’t seem to be able to contain my frustration and just start crying when my e... | 8.467768 | 8.015565 | 8.199783 | 70.412138 | 61.521739 | 10.449275 | 36.557971 | 9.725611 | 3.571319 | 496 | 20 | 83 | 8 | 6 | 159 | 88 | 115 | 0.116 | 0.801 | 0.083 | -0.6046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 23 | 18 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 10 | 3 | 17 | 13 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 56 | 15 | 0 | 0.174646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244234 | 0.357892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178707 | 0.291789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194777 | 0 | 0.157978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170838 | 0.164641 | 0 | 0.176613 | 0.124767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211183 | 0 | 0.134931 | 0 | 0.091246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155234 | 0 | 0 | 0.191962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123358 | 0.170647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363234 | 0.152495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | JayLenoBlows | 2020/03/08 | Anyone have any experience with becoming a fall risk Now even when i eat I'm still a fall risk pretty much.. i walk like im drunk and can't stay on my feet when it hits. Just wondering what it could be and how to stay safe | 1.420306 | 2.663379 | 3.154847 | 94.262474 | 77.979592 | 7.34898 | 18.372449 | 8.076483 | 0.215649 | 174 | 3 | 44 | 3 | 4 | 58 | 39 | 49 | 0.129 | 0.703 | 0.168 | 0.4588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 25 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.558136 | 0.209092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sign-twisted-candles | 2020/03/08 | I don't know who needs to see this, but please stay safe out there - post details an emergency room case of a person who took an excessive dose of lax This YouTuber here explains a medical case of a teen who took way too many laxatives. It is terrifying. Please take the normal dose of laxities if you do use them.
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EDAnonymous | allyyay | 2020/03/08 | Okay guys, I've been binging so much lately and regretting it so much, help Okay guys, I've been binging so much lately and regretting it so much and it's been stopping me from losing, I've been craving so much lately does anyone have any tips to help me stop binging | 3.985556 | 5.309177 | 4.534259 | 86.599167 | 71.592593 | 6.881481 | 26.462963 | 7.168622 | 1.23683 | 214 | 7 | 42 | 2 | 4 | 68 | 26 | 54 | 0.189 | 0.655 | 0.156 | -0.2601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 25 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.560563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.60884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | izisstruggling | 2020/03/08 | Daylight savings time I’m like wondering if losing an hour means more or less calories my monkey brain can’t compute an answer. Like usually we have 24 hours per X cals but if it’s 23 hours today for the same X cals what happens. Daylight savings time is a social construct though. | 1.938026 | 4.701291 | 2.921558 | 88.110909 | 85.909091 | 4.597403 | 26.038961 | 6.182691 | 1.122351 | 227 | 10 | 40 | 2 | 7 | 72 | 46 | 55 | 0.035 | 0.897 | 0.068 | 0.1779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 20 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.647771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215418 | 0 | 0.255701 | 0 | 0.20783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | SquidPies | 2020/03/08 | TW Why can’t I just stay away from food. I hate myself. I hate myself so god damn much. I think of all the progress I could have made, all the weight I could have lost, how happy I could have made myself. But no. No, I just had to shovel all that food into my mouth, like the fat fucking pig I am. I’m a disgusting beast... | 0.493263 | 2.800677 | 2.399902 | 92.830997 | 87.061674 | 5.829923 | 19.420623 | 7.242747 | 0.444331 | 854 | 25 | 188 | 14 | 27 | 283 | 120 | 227 | 0.254 | 0.629 | 0.117 | -0.9878 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 16 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 18 | 15 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 33 | 43 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 32 | 5 | 23 | 33 | 7 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 118 | 37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098965 | 0 | 0.198919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218764 | 0 | 0.20976 | 0 | 0 | 0.101154 | 0.095141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.512028 | 0 | 0.081788 | 0.097866 | 0.055308 | 0.101551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11269 | 0 | 0.313546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115018 | 0 | 0 | 0.103436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115559 | 0 | 0 | 0.200335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084497 | 0 | 0.07782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118502 | 0.074929 | 0.225666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067831 | 0.104007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062439 | 0.084027 | 0 | 0.12891 | 0 | 0 | 0.095523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | YogaMom07 | 2020/03/08 | Eat the same thing? Does anyone struggling with bulimia find it easier to just eat the same menu every day? So much of my anxiety and over eating/cycling comes from being overwhelmed trying to eat “right”, forgery shopping, meal prep, and it’s just so damn time consuming. | 7.595238 | 8.42707 | 6.673878 | 76.305646 | 63.081633 | 9.798639 | 32.659864 | 9.725611 | 3.150627 | 217 | 8 | 36 | 4 | 3 | 66 | 40 | 49 | 0.154 | 0.773 | 0.074 | -0.6543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 22 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182497 | 0 | 0 | 0.166806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.732317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | questions_anonymous | 2020/03/08 | How I, a grown up, deal with problems: go on a binge spree including multiple pieces of cake and other carbs, purge in a grocery store bathroom, stock up on sugar free tums and diet soda in said grocery store, and then stop for some fries to eat while driving home. Someone please harpoon me like the whale I am. | 12.8025 | 7.222345 | 10.86 | 70.635 | 58.166667 | 13.333333 | 45 | 8.841846 | 4.17 | 245 | 9 | 47 | 2 | 2 | 75 | 50 | 60 | 0.077 | 0.797 | 0.127 | 0.4939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 10 | 2 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 27 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.385217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fanofbananas | 2020/03/08 | how can I be underweight and still fat that's it that's the tweet | -2.288 | -0.942786 | -0.266667 | 105.88 | 113.666667 | 4.666667 | 11.666667 | 6.427356 | -0.936333 | 53 | 1 | 14 | 1 | 3 | 17 | 13 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | flybird1992 | 2020/03/08 | Fasting is a health fad now, I’m healthy! Me to me as I approach 48 hours of ingesting nothing but water, black tea, and black coffee. I’m fine. This isn’t a relapse, it’s a healthy lifestyle choice🙃 | 1.314286 | 3.220806 | 2.833571 | 93.448929 | 80.428571 | 5.152381 | 29.547619 | 5.985473 | 1.164648 | 156 | 8 | 34 | 1 | 4 | 51 | 33 | 42 | 0 | 0.756 | 0.244 | 0.8096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.611621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.566651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.55211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | letithappen506 | 2020/03/08 | binge/restrict cycle ahhhhhhh has anyone else been stuck in a binge/restrict cycle since christmas???? because i have gained so much weight i’ve almost reached my hw again and have no clue as to what to do?! i feel awful about my body now because i was getting so many compliments when i was restricting in the months le... | 3.461872 | 5.135261 | 4.041051 | 88.226897 | 73.482759 | 6.350739 | 28.520525 | 6.86897 | 1.288804 | 345 | 14 | 71 | 3 | 7 | 109 | 61 | 87 | 0.164 | 0.73 | 0.107 | -0.7398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 14 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 9 | 2 | 10 | 9 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 43 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155673 | 0.228118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172009 | 0 | 0.116319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177707 | 0 | 0.163664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22532 | 0.177413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.542223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | anu_start_69 | 2020/03/09 | Coronavirus is bringing out my inner ED shitposter I'm organizing a big conference and a lot of people are emailing me with questions about the Coronavirus. Anyways, I keep getting this impulse to sign off with "Stay safe" but then my brain automatically turns it into "sTaY sAfE lOveLiEs" so I say nothing. Lmao. | 7.025364 | 8.987802 | 6.936136 | 69.824205 | 65 | 9.136364 | 39.204545 | 9.516145 | 4.165818 | 252 | 14 | 39 | 5 | 4 | 80 | 47 | 55 | 0.076 | 0.758 | 0.166 | 0.6689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 8 | 8 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 26 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237049 | 0.251653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.594386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sonymous | 2020/03/09 | metabolism this scares me into eating and i hope it does for you guys too, out of love.
i know this one isn’t just me, but jsyfk by restricting, your metabolism slows down aka you won’t be pooping. so when you do eat, you’ll be constipated and won’t be losing weight. i know for myself, if i eat like shit and take som... | 3.235333 | 3.655501 | 4.288889 | 91.03 | 72.555556 | 7.777778 | 21.666667 | 7.793538 | 0.451 | 328 | 6 | 80 | 4 | 6 | 107 | 58 | 90 | 0.165 | 0.671 | 0.164 | -0.013 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 16 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 4 | 9 | 10 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 53 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.661074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361384 | 0 | 0 | 0.145772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.393359 | 0.14522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | chunkyish | 2020/03/09 | DAE feel like they need to compete at the gym? Whenever I’m at the gym I feel like I have to compete with whoever happens to be working out next to me. Like it’s a battle of who can go the longest or who can make their effort level the highest. | 2.168774 | 3.155845 | 4.27184 | 88.035307 | 75.603774 | 6.809434 | 28.34434 | 7.168622 | 1.437004 | 191 | 8 | 42 | 2 | 4 | 66 | 37 | 53 | 0.048 | 0.813 | 0.139 | 0.5994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 9 | 10 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 27 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337581 | 0.476966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.489266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247525 | 0 | 0 | 0.355024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | SpeziMaster | 2020/03/09 | Does someone want to be ana buddies ? I spent the whole day crying because i ate. I was wondering if someone wanted to help me out and stuff. I don’t want pictures of your bodychecks if you are not comfortable with it. Just someone to text in case i binge again | 2.428846 | 4.647521 | 3.216 | 90.529 | 78.230769 | 5.698462 | 27.707692 | 6.742158 | 1.274649 | 206 | 9 | 41 | 2 | 5 | 65 | 42 | 52 | 0.111 | 0.787 | 0.102 | -0.3616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 29 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270138 | 0.158602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.625117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.435161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274568 | 0 | 0 | 0.266696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kdubbstep | 2020/03/09 | The BDD though When I’m going through a period of eating a lot, I see my body as “meh, could be a lot better, but it’s also not *that* bad.”
But I’m fasting/restricting now, and when I look in the mirror, it’s a different story. I’m huge(r) all of a sudden.
Anyone else feel this much of a drastic change from one to ... | 2.304123 | 3.627838 | 5.001494 | 81.595455 | 75.818182 | 8.664935 | 22.798701 | 9.236283 | 1.822852 | 326 | 9 | 67 | 8 | 7 | 117 | 58 | 88 | 0.059 | 0.867 | 0.074 | 0.2903 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 10 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 12 | 8 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 48 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145513 | 0.21323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184054 | 0 | 0.23116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.425891 | 0.173847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174758 | 0 | 0 | 0.353851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thegoldendragon7678 | 2020/03/09 | How do you avoid getting dizzy and weak during fasts or restrictive days? I can barely make it to 24 without feeling like I just want to be in bed all day. I try to work out and be active even on long fasts but it's hard having better sessions when I'm feeling this way. | 1.870526 | 3.575895 | 3.140211 | 92.853474 | 77.947368 | 5.261754 | 21.926316 | 5.683918 | 0.096869 | 213 | 6 | 46 | 1 | 5 | 69 | 47 | 57 | 0.182 | 0.703 | 0.115 | -0.0116 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 7 | 9 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 28 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.410848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322115 | 0.227556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155617 | 0 | 0 | 0.281887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187876 | 0.252833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30705 | 0 | 0.231892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | MonsterZeroAndVodka | 2020/03/09 | I want my restricting ED back, it's the only thing that made me happy. Goddamn do I hate life sometimes. And when I think back I feel like restricting and being thin was the only thing that ever made me truely happy. Now I'm cycling somewhere between normal eating and binge eating. Fuck this and fuck my inability to be... | 3.332857 | 5.740743 | 4.612937 | 80.691786 | 76.142857 | 6.104762 | 23.198413 | 7.168622 | 1.165203 | 261 | 8 | 44 | 3 | 6 | 86 | 43 | 63 | 0.266 | 0.551 | 0.183 | -0.7783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 13 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 8 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 31 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08694 | 0.122836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.54911 | 0 | 0.169758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121448 | 0.084003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228463 | 0.110174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | toughbreakkiddd | 2020/03/09 | triggered by my brother (tw: purging)
i'm somewhat recovered, recently relapsing with all the fiery fury of a thousand suns. i'm staying out of state with my brother and SIL, who don't know about my bulimia. last night, after we ate dinner, i told them that i was gonna go wash my face for the night (wasn't lying eith... | 3.195072 | 4.182745 | 4.385237 | 88.201913 | 73.10628 | 7.452367 | 27.32657 | 7.793538 | 1.420234 | 779 | 28 | 171 | 10 | 15 | 256 | 129 | 207 | 0.063 | 0.813 | 0.124 | 0.9371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 39 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 28 | 32 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 2 | 27 | 6 | 30 | 19 | 4 | 37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 103 | 38 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133901 | 0 | 0.152117 | 0 | 0 | 0.125118 | 0 | 0.09919 | 0 | 0.138459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107472 | 0 | 0 | 0.155481 | 0.146238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085012 | 0 | 0.184949 | 0 | 0.130138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169443 | 0.178848 | 0.132635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079494 | 0 | 0 | 0.143998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173433 | 0.129944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104261 | 0 | 0.129178 | 0.189761 | 0 | 0 | 0.155481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095974 | 0.258311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150839 | 0.29365 | 0 | 0.187114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tpdorgap | 2020/03/09 | Y'all I just ate some raspberry dark chocolate And it tasted exactly the same on the way up as it did down: Win!
All that brown in the toilet afterwards tho... Holy shit (literally) | 2.352647 | 5.102428 | 3.689706 | 83.748676 | 82.823529 | 8.105882 | 23.205882 | 8.841846 | 2.133259 | 141 | 5 | 27 | 4 | 4 | 46 | 31 | 34 | 0.093 | 0.801 | 0.106 | 0.126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 20 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.791076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.611718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | randomcheese66 | 2020/03/09 | I estimate about 75% of my brainpower is dedicated to me ED right now... I usually draw and read everyday, but for the past week I haven't had the stamina mentally. All I can do is pre-plan "meals" in my head, berate myself physically, think about when I can exercise next, and daydream about food I can never eat.
I'm... | 5.042031 | 5.410032 | 6.690625 | 75.591875 | 68.53125 | 11.4 | 31.625 | 11.208143 | 3.639731 | 251 | 10 | 51 | 8 | 4 | 87 | 50 | 64 | 0.039 | 0.875 | 0.086 | 0.417 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 34 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.341562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217857 | 0 | 0.300409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | loosesleeves | 2020/03/09 | Unpopular opinion: I’m fucking TIRED of “ed recovery” videos Fuck the “What I Eat In a Day” recovery videos. Fuck the rail-thin, vegans who only eat yogurt bowls and oatmeal talking about how they’re a year into recovery and LOVING IT. Fuck the fear food challenges. Fuck acting like recovery is all rainbows and sunshin... | 4.300935 | 7.091699 | 4.721499 | 79.177774 | 74.818966 | 8.345127 | 31.207646 | 9.08505 | 3.239901 | 1,019 | 49 | 170 | 25 | 23 | 322 | 135 | 232 | 0.169 | 0.678 | 0.153 | -0.8475 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 26 | 10 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 18 | 21 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 33 | 41 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 12 | 10 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 12 | 10 | 27 | 37 | 3 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 10 | 11 | 7 | 9 | 2 | 10 | 102 | 25 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071429 | 0 | 0 | 0.07424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085714 | 0 | 0.085585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343575 | 0 | 0 | 0.074348 | 0 | 0 | 0.055443 | 0 | 0 | 0.08021 | 0.075442 | 0 | 0 | 0.094458 | 0.084887 | 0.059968 | 0 | 0 | 0.076722 | 0 | 0.304509 | 0 | 0 | 0.698428 | 0.043856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075761 | 0 | 0.056032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084758 | 0 | 0.067002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058195 | 0 | 0 | 0.092143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06747 | 0 | 0.077283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099022 | 0 | 0 | 0.306657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054056 |
EDAnonymous | lesmis410 | 2020/03/09 | Virus making me uncertain Anyone else being pushed to eat or not eat because of all this panic around the covid-19? The uncertaintly of it all has made me want to binge a lot more the past two weeks. I was doing so well beforehand... | 5.328667 | 6.268768 | 5.468889 | 82.57 | 68.111111 | 8.666667 | 26.111111 | 8.841846 | 1.748111 | 184 | 5 | 36 | 3 | 3 | 58 | 38 | 45 | 0.124 | 0.794 | 0.082 | -0.4649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 10 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 27 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182406 | 0.267292 | 0 | 0.23223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.53387 | 0.217923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221782 | 0 | 0.246842 | 0.174133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306075 | 0 | 0 | 0.24903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153868 | 0 | 0.209254 | 0 | 0.234553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Sjkyordanuise | 2020/03/09 | My new(ish) boyfriend is a little on the shorter side and it has made my ED so much worse. My boyfriend is amazing and knows (mostly) about my ED behavior. He's so supportive and always reassures me he loves me at any size and will always find me attractive.
HOWEVER, he's 5'7" and I'm 5'6" so I've been spiralling la... | 3.702059 | 4.908963 | 4.753216 | 85.207471 | 72.137255 | 7.400784 | 27.32549 | 7.793538 | 1.54691 | 794 | 28 | 161 | 10 | 15 | 260 | 121 | 204 | 0.077 | 0.789 | 0.134 | 0.9167 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 18 | 7 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 30 | 38 | 17 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 25 | 8 | 21 | 31 | 6 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 100 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249242 | 0 | 0 | 0.101849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136887 | 0.127394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16462 | 0 | 0.168947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167555 | 0 | 0 | 0.135173 | 0.141716 | 0.199946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220197 | 0.222105 | 0 | 0.144649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169198 | 0 | 0.123891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156572 | 0 | 0 | 0.169957 | 0.141157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164951 | 0 | 0.088338 | 0.118881 | 0 | 0.364759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152099 | 0.152629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | throwxxxaway99 | 2020/03/09 | I dont remember the last time I managed to eat like a normal person for one day? sorry, really long, incoherent rant incoming...
god my ED has gotten so bad... I restrict & binge all the fucking time now. As I‘ve sais in the title, I cant remember the last time I ate like a normal person for a day (not counting lik... | 3.678887 | 4.715029 | 4.953818 | 84.396883 | 72.003413 | 7.901771 | 25.21518 | 8.26906 | 1.463265 | 1,128 | 33 | 231 | 17 | 21 | 375 | 150 | 293 | 0.143 | 0.727 | 0.13 | -0.8336 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 44 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 26 | 6 | 0 | 14 | 2 | 20 | 15 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 42 | 42 | 21 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 10 | 10 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 22 | 15 | 24 | 31 | 6 | 44 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 21 | 5 | 6 | 34 | 129 | 32 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319023 | 0 | 0 | 0.417802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044947 | 0 | 0.114673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103227 | 0.097232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052576 | 0.25165 | 0 | 0 | 0.038675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.398958 | 0.136411 | 0 | 0.060223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050026 | 0 | 0.104971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046113 | 0.051756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047178 | 0.11884 | 0 | 0 | 0.192992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138607 | 0.07402 | 0.066476 | 0 | 0 | 0.058775 | 0.074949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043823 |
EDAnonymous | 5thmeta_tarsal | 2020/03/09 | Do you ever feel annoyed if other people don’t eat/don’t eat enough? This probably stems from the competitiveness, but I feel uncomfortable when other people don’t eat their lunch or whatever meal it is. Like I’m sitting there hungry and wishing I could eat, so when I see people without EDs who can eat whatever/wheneve... | 4.587971 | 5.618357 | 5.109889 | 84.141976 | 69.865801 | 7.852922 | 28.290314 | 8.076483 | 1.736179 | 922 | 32 | 184 | 12 | 16 | 295 | 134 | 231 | 0.077 | 0.773 | 0.15 | 0.9507 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 17 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 17 | 15 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 46 | 38 | 22 | 0 | 11 | 15 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 9 | 14 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 27 | 7 | 19 | 25 | 7 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 13 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 120 | 39 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063503 | 0.198222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.812543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08205 | 0 | 0.052448 | 0.071829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160605 | 0.056729 | 0.076244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096021 | 0.087067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045129 | 0 | 0.06351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075138 | 0.106011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085615 | 0 | 0 | 0.079827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143307 | 0 | 0.091315 | 0.076547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112818 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | zesty_lime_manual | 2020/03/09 | Multiple birds with one stone [maybe trigger warning] So its been kind of a crazy week. After a bit of a stint feeling highly depressive I'm feeling rather manic. Which means it's *skinny legend time*
So here's the elements:
I havnt been able to poop for a few days. Like fuck.
Every year since me and my sister moved... | 0.824561 | 3.35639 | 2.215223 | 90.460918 | 95.842105 | 4.80054 | 18.883941 | 6.551862 | 0.340168 | 1,001 | 31 | 194 | 14 | 39 | 321 | 150 | 247 | 0.119 | 0.725 | 0.157 | 0.7365 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 39 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 13 | 17 | 5 | 1 | 19 | 0 | 13 | 14 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 33 | 33 | 23 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 10 | 20 | 9 | 22 | 24 | 5 | 30 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 10 | 5 | 3 | 18 | 116 | 28 | 1 | 0.120571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131632 | 0.133927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13341 | 0 | 0.077758 | 0 | 0.103848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079636 | 0 | 0.101586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304822 | 0.086136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102558 | 0.145795 | 0 | 0.093153 | 0.445864 | 0.062993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125556 | 0 | 0.098281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12113 | 0.131337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09691 | 0 | 0.111006 | 0 | 0 | 0.080102 | 0.077257 | 0 | 0 | 0.070306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096715 | 0 | 0 | 0.111771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116226 | 0 | 0.087777 | 0 | 0 | 0.08565 | 0 | 0 | 0.388219 |
EDAnonymous | cookiedoughbabe | 2020/03/09 | Here we go again My fiance was talking about what types of girls are his type, he said that he had the bar really high... Only wanted girls who were super skinny and fit and long legs. I would say that that's not really his taste anymore but I can tell by the way to holds my hipbones, the way he caresses them when they... | 3.610673 | 4.257772 | 4.503019 | 89.00904 | 71.839506 | 7.619304 | 22.13468 | 7.686295 | 0.659252 | 608 | 12 | 135 | 7 | 11 | 197 | 103 | 162 | 0.079 | 0.781 | 0.14 | 0.8608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 14 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 12 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 20 | 23 | 10 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 20 | 6 | 14 | 15 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 85 | 33 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106166 | 0.145396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081274 | 0.114831 | 0 | 0.17608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167958 | 0 | 0.091351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169828 | 0 | 0.159649 | 0 | 0.18547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314113 | 0 | 0 | 0.142248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183001 | 0 | 0 | 0.10892 | 0.122248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152898 | 0.25565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171325 | 0.128365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120855 | 0.129195 | 0.140492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189614 | 0.255172 | 0 | 0.195735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114183 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kylie_ky | 2020/03/09 | welp, here we go again time to dive back into ED. so tired of being fat and worthless | 0.34 | 2.471174 | 1.686667 | 99 | 85.666667 | 3.6 | 14.555556 | 3.1291 | -1.374644 | 66 | 1 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 21 | 18 | 18 | 0.293 | 0.707 | 0 | -0.7678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.479158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363359 | 0.716211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | RealLifeTyp0 | 2020/03/09 | Me having nightmarish food dreams after restriction Only to wake up and #give into cravings | 9.934 | 12.017956 | 9.14 | 56.25 | 58.333333 | 11.333333 | 35 | 11.208143 | 5.063 | 76 | 3 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 24 | 15 | 15 | 0.118 | 0.73 | 0.152 | 0.1531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.702736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.557497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.441995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | _ilovesoyoghurt | 2020/03/09 | I've fallen deeper than I thought Lately I catch myself doing body checks (typical meassuring of the wrists/touching collarbone) while I'm fricking sleeping ...... Anyone else also had a moment you noticed your ED has reached even your subconsciousness | 12.37 | 12.155169 | 10.536707 | 56.032378 | 53.634146 | 12.102439 | 44.890244 | 11.208143 | 5.609917 | 205 | 10 | 25 | 4 | 2 | 63 | 37 | 41 | 0.066 | 0.897 | 0.037 | -0.2732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 16 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236427 | 0.346452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.381423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.384961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | castheking | 2020/03/09 | Literally ruined my body from ED So this is my 3rd post tonight on this sub tonight but it’s important. I mentioned that I started developing an eating disorder at 11, the lack of vitamins and proper nutrition haven’t been worth it in the long run now that I’m 17. I’m almost vegan- not by choice but because I’ve develo... | 4.778085 | 6.215701 | 5.703912 | 78.531407 | 69.809399 | 8.395711 | 30.910947 | 8.841846 | 2.61989 | 1,575 | 66 | 286 | 28 | 28 | 518 | 192 | 383 | 0.122 | 0.753 | 0.125 | -0.4215 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 18 | 1 | 2 | 19 | 0 | 27 | 25 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 48 | 53 | 22 | 0 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 21 | 17 | 14 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 12 | 37 | 11 | 40 | 32 | 7 | 46 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 16 | 0 | 6 | 30 | 185 | 58 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0.143299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065084 | 0 | 0.073522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218445 | 0 | 0 | 0.06042 | 0 | 0 | 0.083528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268545 | 0.081089 | 0.124954 | 0 | 0 | 0.194808 | 0 | 0.163111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252445 | 0.075151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071926 | 0 | 0.375646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074249 | 0.104906 | 0.211491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215222 | 0 | 0 | 0.129953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058605 | 0 | 0 | 0.054442 | 0.056628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099506 | 0.111682 | 0 | 0.086145 | 0 | 0 | 0.14018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069408 | 0.082773 | 0.070318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217849 | 0 | 0.155906 | 0 | 0.11727 | 0 | 0 | 0.076757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129919 | 0.058279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081973 | 0.084432 | 0 | 0 | 0.053452 | 0 | 0 | 0.052157 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Huruhi | 2020/03/09 | Playing The Sims for hours so I won't think about food 😳 I now have 800 hours in game 😳😳 shit | -2.647536 | -0.997879 | -0.286957 | 110.775072 | 96.391304 | 3.066667 | 12.014493 | 3.1291 | -2.157046 | 73 | 1 | 22 | 0 | 3 | 24 | 19 | 23 | 0.168 | 0.748 | 0.084 | -0.4215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.463513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.754988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.393473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | TeenageYearsThrowout | 2020/03/09 | Chat? Hello
Would
Someone like to chat right now
Because I fucking
Hate my body
Please
Thank you | 1.98 | 4.747337 | 1.172222 | 97.345 | 95.666667 | 2.4 | 22.666667 | 3.1291 | -0.253467 | 78 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 22 | 17 | 18 | 0.164 | 0.535 | 0.3 | 0.3197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256368 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kpatable | 2020/03/09 | Autism and anorexia I consider myself recovered from my ED (mostly AN). But i was dx'd with autism last year, and now that I'm letting myself do stimming behaviors and such, im finding it easier to restrict. Plus im kinda poor. But like exercise can be a stim for me, too. I havent lost much weight, but i feel tempted t... | 1.65054 | 3.927108 | 3.419125 | 87.712581 | 81.358491 | 6.496055 | 23.787307 | 7.686295 | 1.288936 | 411 | 15 | 83 | 7 | 11 | 137 | 79 | 106 | 0.087 | 0.862 | 0.051 | -0.5506 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 22 | 12 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 12 | 1 | 11 | 7 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 55 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.445833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.48901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231466 | 0 | 0.110587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145767 |
EDAnonymous | g0uli3 | 2020/03/09 | ED support group for BED My therapist referred me to a general ED support group offered through my insurance. I’m terrified to go because I have BED and am currently the heaviest I have ever been in my life. I worry that I will be judged as not really being “sick” or “deserving” to be there.
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EDAnonymous | dragonpersonn | 2020/03/09 | Anyone have any tips for sticking to a healthy amount of food? I’ve struggled with major overeating (and being overweight) as a child, to major undereating (and being underweight) as a teen/early college. Since then I’ve been almost flip flopping every year/6months between restriction and binge eating.
Whenever I’m ... | 4.252859 | 6.543328 | 4.710675 | 81.623726 | 72.868613 | 6.610462 | 27.475061 | 7.492282 | 1.766202 | 581 | 22 | 98 | 7 | 12 | 184 | 92 | 137 | 0.182 | 0.71 | 0.108 | -0.8738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 17 | 10 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 9 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 20 | 7 | 9 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 65 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.570964 | 0 | 0 | 0.247107 | 0.144138 | 0.155577 | 0.092137 | 0 | 0.117533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127498 | 0 | 0.506044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148498 | 0.124963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089832 |
EDAnonymous | wetcrocs | 2020/03/09 | the amount of peanut butter I just consumed i- 😳 god really did have to make the most delicious food the most caloric dense 😞 | 1.765067 | 4.40332 | 2.292 | 93.472667 | 84.6 | 6.533333 | 20.333333 | 7.793538 | 0.875933 | 101 | 3 | 21 | 2 | 3 | 31 | 22 | 25 | 0 | 0.766 | 0.234 | 0.7264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.794199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.438416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.42076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Froooted | 2020/03/09 | My brother exposed me My mom asked me if I ate, I told her I had some celery and peanut butter. My brother then says "OP, you only had 1"
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EDAnonymous | frankkkiiieee | 2020/03/10 | I've forgotten how to eat like a person Okay so I know I'm like really late to the party on this but I've just come to the realisation that I don't know how to eat like a normal person? I've always said 'Oh once I'm at my GW I'll go back to eating normally/eating at maintenance' (haven't we all lol), but I've only just... | 3.783274 | 4.372344 | 5.7215 | 80.640167 | 71.410714 | 9.009048 | 24.754762 | 9.210783 | 1.765737 | 844 | 22 | 178 | 17 | 15 | 294 | 117 | 224 | 0.143 | 0.748 | 0.109 | -0.929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 14 | 14 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 35 | 35 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 8 | 10 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 16 | 9 | 22 | 27 | 4 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 8 | 2 | 3 | 17 | 104 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068098 | 0 | 0 | 0.097809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096686 | 0.098371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.724961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058494 | 0.080109 | 0.074617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214177 | 0 | 0 | 0.163747 | 0 | 0 | 0.050331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092223 | 0.194684 | 0.072189 | 0.099901 | 0 | 0.096222 | 0 | 0 | 0.302865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094315 | 0 | 0.067355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061397 | 0.154656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113469 | 0 | 0 | 0.095082 | 0.100323 | 0 | 0.084242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099137 | 0 | 0 | 0.070725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05703 |
EDAnonymous | NotStephany | 2020/03/10 | Anyone just don’t wanna eat. Not even in a “oh no calories!” type way,but you just don’t feel like it, your not in the mood to eat, you’re not craving anything.
today’s one of those days for me. I choked down some bites of pizza but it felt like such a chore. but i haven’t eaten much of anything today because i’ve ha... | -0.206181 | 1.817596 | 1.446667 | 100.522778 | 87.125 | 3.555556 | 16.388889 | 3.1291 | -1.195528 | 285 | 6 | 68 | 0 | 9 | 92 | 57 | 80 | 0.049 | 0.855 | 0.097 | 0.5543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 11 | 6 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 42 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154085 | 0 | 0.362685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.450978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222847 | 0.157429 | 0.211586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256994 | 0 | 0.417762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | softclouds_ | 2020/03/10 | Really bad stomach pains I’ve been restricting more than usual for the past few days. And at some point this afternoon (I couldn’t even tell you when) I started getting these really intense stomach pains. Like so bad I can barely stand up straight for more than 30s at a time. Tbh it could just be extremely bad gas or s... | 2.814082 | 4.403335 | 3.756888 | 89.946148 | 75.020408 | 7.34898 | 25.515306 | 8.076483 | 1.375649 | 377 | 13 | 81 | 6 | 8 | 121 | 69 | 98 | 0.253 | 0.707 | 0.041 | -0.9714 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 17 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 9 | 10 | 4 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 52 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.552335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132041 | 0 | 0 | 0.106655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16911 | 0 | 0.080795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.527921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127316 | 0 | 0 | 0.117055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179345 | 0 | 0.167949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | uselesswhore420 | 2020/03/10 | when you promised yourself you’d never purge and now it’s becoming a daily thing :-( i went from hardcore restricting to hardcore restricting-hardcore bingeing to restricting-binge&purging and it makes me kinda sad tbh. | 8.774167 | 11.94949 | 6.79 | 67.755 | 62.611111 | 10.355556 | 42.555556 | 10.504224 | 5.692789 | 185 | 11 | 23 | 5 | 3 | 54 | 28 | 36 | 0.211 | 0.722 | 0.067 | -0.6605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 16 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.497939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.507554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | floralonion | 2020/03/10 | Scared of exercise? I’ve been recovering from my ed for awhile now. It’s a tough process but I think slowly I am getting better. Recently, I have been wanting to get back into exercising....the right way this time. Intense exercise was what sort of started this problem for me so I’m feeling really nervous about startin... | 3.564737 | 6.357789 | 3.951842 | 83.650395 | 77.596491 | 6.957895 | 31.429825 | 8.076483 | 2.618488 | 490 | 25 | 86 | 9 | 12 | 153 | 86 | 114 | 0.228 | 0.701 | 0.071 | -0.9673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 17 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 10 | 1 | 18 | 14 | 2 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 54 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189959 | 0 | 0 | 0.141657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.47988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137397 | 0 | 0.211766 | 0 | 0 | 0.183158 | 0 | 0 | 0.214724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30361 | 0 | 0 | 0.179309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137425 | 0 | 0 | 0.125061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185235 | 0 | 0 | 0.253003 | 0.170238 | 0 | 0.26117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | memeorcry | 2020/03/10 | Bitches really be planning to fast for the next week because their boyfriend joked about their trauma related tattoo... ....you know how this post ends. | 7.428 | 10.055498 | 5.333 | 79.0915 | 65 | 8.2 | 32.5 | 8.841846 | 3.0026 | 120 | 5 | 18 | 2 | 2 | 34 | 24 | 25 | 0.216 | 0.71 | 0.074 | -0.6597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.414758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.498023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.448484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | MallaBallaBalla | 2020/03/10 | Reawakening The past while, my ED has been more dormant than usual. I still over-ate , purged occasionally but there wasn't that same urgency behind it. It was more like a take it or leave it vibe. Go puke your guts out or don't- i don't care. that kind of thinking.
But now it's all starting back up. All because I fou... | 1.986667 | 4.164569 | 2.887346 | 92.529059 | 79.522876 | 5.648627 | 22.618301 | 6.742158 | 0.506976 | 595 | 19 | 126 | 6 | 15 | 188 | 101 | 153 | 0.104 | 0.681 | 0.214 | 0.9605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 25 | 26 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 15 | 8 | 19 | 17 | 9 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 87 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109785 | 0 | 0.087034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.590096 | 0 | 0.094301 | 0 | 0 | 0.136427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130493 | 0 | 0 | 0.156545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081142 | 0.119752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136294 | 0.098982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101056 | 0 | 0.11402 | 0.119366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182968 | 0 | 0 | 0.083253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157246 | 0 | 0.252636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | HazelSlutCoffee666 | 2020/03/10 | Oh hey another “Can people at work stop commenting on my food” post Sat down in the office kitchen to eat my usual small salad of lettuce and red wine vinegar. Guy who sometimes comes to office is here also, gives me the typical “that’s it? That small salad’s your lunch?” I responded with “well, I sit on my ass all day... | 2.133789 | 4.461346 | 3.303561 | 88.934348 | 79.869565 | 5.681988 | 23.625259 | 6.86897 | 0.888404 | 546 | 19 | 106 | 6 | 14 | 176 | 96 | 138 | 0.148 | 0.76 | 0.091 | -0.8571 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 5 | 12 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 12 | 4 | 16 | 13 | 2 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 62 | 22 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146067 | 0 | 0.111531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.521645 | 0 | 0 | 0.112881 | 0 | 0 | 0.084178 | 0 | 0.107381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128883 | 0.091049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108407 | 0.462332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126194 | 0 | 0.135671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107986 | 0 | 0.126049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106552 | 0 | 0.133236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140366 | 0 | 0.075172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114591 | 0 | 0.115002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Pretty-Presence | 2020/03/10 | I haven’t been diagnosed but I think i’ve developed an ed I’ve always somewhat struggled in my relationship with food but especially over the last month i’ve got through multiple serious binges a week followed by days of either starvation or a really restricted diet. A couple weeks ago when i started to realize i might... | 13.969313 | 7.49223 | 13.04125 | 58.55875 | 57.1875 | 16.55 | 50.75 | 13.023867 | 6.309713 | 659 | 30 | 118 | 15 | 5 | 219 | 104 | 160 | 0.114 | 0.814 | 0.071 | -0.6946 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 1 | 10 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 27 | 26 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 10 | 2 | 18 | 15 | 3 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 14 | 75 | 17 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335243 | 0 | 0.195398 | 0 | 0 | 0.30752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076598 | 0 | 0.145455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183183 | 0.166102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172191 | 0 | 0.121161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157754 | 0 | 0.123485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160708 | 0 | 0 | 0.120918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151532 | 0 | 0.097049 | 0 | 0 | 0.162644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151669 | 0 | 0.120718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214452 | 0 | 0 | 0.126653 | 0 | 0.158371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100644 | 0.097069 | 0 | 0.120267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243033 | 0.184475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
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