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ejua8h | i feel like i have no friends | 1b | rant | 1 | honestly it’s literally 4am and i’m just overthinking and feeling like a complete loser so i’m just gonna rant.
for some reason i feel like i have no friends. i started my freshman year of college this year and met a great group of friends (that consists of like 6 ppl) and we always hang out and stuff but i constantl... | jules0614 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-04 08:50:01 | socialanxiety | <efs>honestly it’s literally 4am and i’m just overthinking and feeling like a complete loser so i’m just gonna rant. <efe> <efs>for some reason i feel like i have no friends.<efe> <es><efs>i started my freshman year of college this year and met a great group of friends (that consists of like 6 ppl) and we always hang ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel like you don't have actual friends | null | true | 220 |
eneb2u | I've had this repressed for 8 years. When I was 15, I was groomed by a 19 year old. | 0 | rant | 1 | null | SW96 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-11 22:20:26 | rapecounseling | <es>I've had this repressed for 8 years.<ee> <es>When I was 15, I was groomed by a 19 year old.<ee> | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the incident | What do you need help with now that X? | you had to repress the incident for eight years | null | true | 200 |
en6y8c | Being Slow? It's a Go! | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | kokoshungsan | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-11 12:39:22 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
em0mpx | I was the abuser this evening and I hate I let myself go act that way | 1b | rant | 3 | I'm not speaking with my abusive partner for about two weeks since he hit me last time. It's the only way of keeping things under somewhat of control. My voice is a trigger for him so I'm just silent. He doesn't bother with how I'm feeling and how it affects kids. I'm sad inside and frustrated but it's okay when he goe... | noahloahboah | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-08 23:09:40 | domesticviolence | <es>I'm not speaking with my abusive partner for about two weeks since he hit me last time.<ee> <es>It's the only way of keeping things under somewhat of control.<ee> <es>My voice is a trigger for him so I'm just silent.<ee> <es>He doesn't bother with how I'm feeling and how it affects kids.<ee> <efs>I'm sad inside and... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you got angry over your abusive partner | null | true | 220 |
em40h7 | Suboxone information please! | 0 | survey | 1 | My boyfriend is going to start using suboxone (not 100% sure I spelled that right) on a daily basis after he gets out of detox. I was just looking for some more information about it and opinions or stories on how it has affected others. Thank you! | hojoffman | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-09 03:37:37 | addiction | <es>My boyfriend is going to start using suboxone (not 100% sure I spelled that right) on a daily basis after he gets out of detox.<ee> <rs>I was just looking for some more information about it and opinions or stories on how it has affected others.<re> Thank you! | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | boyfriend's detox | How did X make you feel? | your boyfriend planning to take suboxone | null | null | null | true | 102 |
ei8n4g | life its not really worth it | 1a | rant | 1 | why do i keep living?
i dont even know why im still alive, i should've killed myself years ago
the only thing i want is to stop being alone but it never happens...there's no one
im alone | vent1667 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2019-12-31 20:50:26 | depression | why do i keep living? i dont even know why im still alive, i should've killed myself years ago <rs>the only thing i want is to stop being alone but it never happens...<re><es>there's no one im alone<ee> | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are alone | How did X make you feel? | being alone | null | null | null | true | 102 |
ej4ido | Started 2020 with people fucking my life up | 1b | rant | 2 | hi. i'm very angry and stoned right now, i don't know how this is gonna come out.
i'm trying to allow myself to feel angry, but i'm afraid it's gonna come back at me, like karma.
what happened: my dear bpd friend i met at the psych ward, who was allegedly in love with me, got close to my ex bf who used me and was in ... | bloodbubblegum | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 21:21:20 | BPD | hi. <efs>i'm very angry and stoned right now, i don't know how this is gonna come out. <efe> <es>i'm trying to allow myself to feel angry, but i'm afraid it's gonna come back at me, like karma. <ee> <es>what happened: my dear bpd friend i met at the psych ward, who was allegedly in love with me, got close to my ex bf w... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel angry about your friend's betrayal | null | true | 220 |
eiywto | How prevelant is ADHD in the general population and is its rate changing? | 0 | survey | 1 | Just curious. | Eldanos | 1 | 0 | 16 | 2020-01-02 14:31:52 | ADHD | Just curious. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eialjc | Happy new year, they said | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Happy new year they said, I'm crying alone in my room, and the only thing I can't stop thinking about is if my "best friend" which i Just disappointed again is going to survive tonight or not, he currently is not texting after he sent me a picture of him drunk, in the mountains, and he lives far away from there, I'm re... | thelfino | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 23:27:39 | depression | <es>Happy new year they said, I'm crying alone in my room, and the only thing I can't stop thinking about is if my "best friend" which i Just disappointed again is going to survive tonight or not, he currently is not texting after he sent me a picture of him drunk, in the mountains, and he lives far away from there,<ee... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help your friend | null | true | 221 |
ey9q31 | Should I get up today or should I let myself rest.. | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I feel lazy. I have a couple things I should be doing today. But I didn’t sleep well and this weekend was weird for me.
But I didn’t do much this weekend and it makes me feel like I have no excuse to feel like I can’t get out of bed today.
I just want to find the balance of pushing myself through my depression and ... | darkdingybasement | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-02-03 16:36:52 | getting_over_it | <efs>I feel lazy.<efe> <es>I have a couple things I should be doing today.<ee> <es>But I didn’t sleep well and this weekend was weird for me. <ee> <efs>But I didn’t do much this weekend and it makes me feel like I have no excuse to feel like I can’t get out of bed today. <efe> <rs>I just want to find the balance of p... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you didn't sleep well on the weekend | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
fl3ktp | I’m hopeless | 1a | rant | 2 | Fat, friendless, working at a job I hate and never doing anything with my free time but watching Netflix in bed. If I ever stop dulling my mind by binging on whatever food is around or on YouTube or video games I immediately start feeling guilty about everything I’ve done wrong in my life and how meaningless every expe... | discardfromhere | 2 | 0 | 10 | 2020-03-19 04:02:58 | getting_over_it | <es>Fat, friendless, working at a job I hate and never doing anything with my free time but watching Netflix in bed.<ee> <efs>If I ever stop dulling my mind by binging on whatever food is around or on YouTube or video games I immediately start feeling guilty about everything I’ve done wrong in my life and how meaningle... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel lonely and hollowed out | null | true | 220 |
eji6ob | Friday January 3rd check in | 1a | rant | 3 | So I woke up to a very alarmist text from my father pertaining to what just went down in iran. He's pretty well educated about that type of thing so him warning my brother and I about it shook me up a little. I know the chance of the US getting bombed is slim but regardless of what happens here in our privileged safe e... | kollaps3 | 8 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-03 17:00:08 | OpiatesRecovery | So I woke up to a very alarmist text from my father pertaining to what just went down in iran. He's pretty well educated about that type of thing so him warning my brother and I about it shook me up a little. I know the chance of the US getting bombed is slim but regardless of what happens here in our privileged safe e... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eizsiu | Epicurus on the Three Obstacles to Happiness and Tranquility | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | epc2020 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 15:44:16 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | Not a post | true | 0 |
ek613m | Why I never have a boyfriend in my life | 1a | rant | 1 | When I was younger it was because “I’m too young to date” to “no one wants to date me” to “I might be that obsessed Girlfriend” the term I know is Yandere , I knew the term because of Yandere Simulator. I never play the game before because I duck at using the keyboard. I heard there are people who became Yandere becaus... | sadgirlsmiley | 2 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-05 01:38:29 | socialanxiety | When I was younger it was because “I’m too young to date” to “no one wants to date me” to “I might be that obsessed Girlfriend” the term I know is Yandere , I knew the term because of Yandere Simulator. I never play the game before because I duck at using the keyboard. I heard there are people who became Yandere becaus... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ei8r6v | It really is addicting. | 1a | rant | 2 | No not drugs, Not yet at least, but self harm. I started it not too long ago. Using a knife I got from my dad (a hunter). I can't stop. Or maybe I haven't tried hard enough. I feel like I need the knife everywhere I go. Whenever I do some annoying shit or when I fuck up, I feel like I need to cut myself. I've been cutt... | 3Dwaffle12 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 20:59:25 | depression | <es>No not drugs, Not yet at least, but self harm.<ee> I started it not too long ago. <es>Using a knife I got from my dad (a hunter).<ee> <efs>I can't stop.<efe> Or maybe I haven't tried hard enough. <efs>I feel like I need the knife everywhere I go.<efe> <efs>Whenever I do some annoying shit or when I fuck up, I feel ... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you resorted to self harm | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your condition has worsened | null | true | 120 |
eiale9 | Trying to taper, quit, or manage your substance use in the new year? Try using this free app I made. | 0 | chitchat | 2 | **What's good y'all, happy almost new year!**
For everyone that's trying to taper off a substance, control their usage, spend less money on drugs, take tolerance breaks, or overall keep themselves in check in the new year, I wanted to mention this app I created called Tablets.
I knew a little bit of coding (I dropped... | tourmod | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2019-12-31 23:27:20 | selfhelp | **What's good y'all, happy almost new year!** <es>For everyone that's trying to taper off a substance, control their usage, spend less money on drugs, take tolerance breaks, or overall keep themselves in check in the new year, I wanted to mention this app I created called Tablets.<ee> I knew a little bit of coding (I... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eip9en | Dreams of opiates while detoxing | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I am currently at a month in my recovery. I am at 8mg sub a day. The past week I have been having dreams involving coming across bottles with oxy, and taking some then instantly regretting the decision and trying to flush my system so I piss clean. These dreams leave me feeling depressed and anxious the following day.... | heiroglyphic_phallus | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-01 23:01:50 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>I am currently at a month in my recovery.<ee> <es>I am at 8mg sub a day.<ee> <es>The past week I have been having dreams involving coming across bottles with oxy, and taking some then instantly regretting the decision and trying to flush my system so I piss clean.<ee> <efs>These dreams leave me feeling depressed a... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ekb9cb | I'd feel better if I got it off my chest that I feel insecure about my lack of a sex life. There you go. | 1a | rant | 1 | Gonna try and stay away from the incel forums (there's a joke) | cheese_monkey_92 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-05 10:12:47 | mentalillness | <rs><efs>I'd feel better if I got it off my chest that I feel insecure about my lack of a sex life.<efe><re> There you go. Gonna try and stay away from the incel forums (there's a joke) | 0 | 1 | 2 | What made you feel X ? | insecure about your sex life | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how your sex life makes you feel | null | null | null | true | 12 |
eonegm | Huge meth addict | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I (35f) have smoked a huge amount of meth every day, literally every day, for eight years. I have a ten year old child. TBH I’m surprised I haven’t died yet. I know I need serious help but it seems like such a huge thing to overcome.. I’m scared to start because the people who know all tell me how hard it is and the di... | TAmethamphetamine | 1 | 0 | 44 | 2020-01-14 16:19:38 | addiction | I (35f) have smoked a huge amount of meth every day, literally every day, for eight years. I have a ten year old child. TBH I’m surprised I haven’t died yet. I know I need serious help but it seems like such a huge thing to overcome.. I’m scared to start because the people who know all tell me how hard it is and the di... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how taking meth makes you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
fdwkvr | I posted this to r/depression. Thought I might try here as well. | 1a | rant | 3 | 29M. Depression and OCd. Started off 50mg Sertraline 3 weeks ago for two weeks; raised to 75mg one week ago.
Dear mods, if this is not the right place, kindly let me know. If would be great if you could direct me to the right subreddit.
English is not my first language so please bear with me.
**TL:DR**
I have done ... | FallingIsLearning | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-03-05 15:10:21 | getting_over_it | <es>29M.<ee> <es>Depression and OCd.<ee> <es>Started off 50mg Sertraline 3 weeks ago for two weeks; raised to 75mg one week ago.<ee> Dear mods, if this is not the right place, kindly let me know. If would be great if you could direct me to the right subreddit. English is not my first language so please bear with me.... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ei9a78 | I'm a desperate and pathetic person | 1a | rant | 2 | Just venting though, i don't know i have depression or i just want attention from my ex or not.
But 2019 just went from great to hell in just couple months, from having promises to our future, try to have the best year for us to broke up, just because he's not feeling any love for me anymore and only sees me as a frie... | Snowflakes247 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 21:41:27 | depression | <es>Just venting though, i don't know i have depression or i just want attention from my ex or not.<ee> <es>But 2019 just went from great to hell in just couple months, from having promises to our future, try to have the best year for us to broke up, just because he's not feeling any love for me anymore and only sees ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | suicidal | true | 222 |
eibcsl | Just smile | 1a | rant | 1 | I tried my best today , the whole family and friends were there . I tried . But I could fill my lips opening and start crying wanting to just end the moment . I cant feel happiness . There goes another year me not being myself , hiding who i am from everyone .
My sister got her friends and went partying , i was keft ... | AmIworth1t | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 00:28:03 | depression | I tried my best today , the whole family and friends were there . I tried . But I could fill my lips opening and start crying wanting to just end the moment . I cant feel happiness . There goes another year me not being myself , hiding who i am from everyone . My sister got her friends and went partying , i was keft ... | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how do you feel about being left out | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel lonely | null | true | 210 |
f6qgiz | Scared | 1b | rant | 2 | My ex is very emotionally and mentally abusive. I can’t take it anymore. I’m constantly on eggshells and anxious. He’s constantly name calling. (Whore, Cunt, Slut, Stupid Bitch). He constantly body shames me. Tells me he wishes I wasn’t fat. At one point in time September of 2019, he told me he never even loved me. I c... | Pin3aplePrinc3ss | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-02-20 09:08:40 | domesticviolence | <es>My ex is very emotionally and mentally abusive.<ee> <efs>I can’t take it anymore.<efe> <efs>I’m constantly on eggshells and anxious.<efe> <es>He’s constantly name calling. (Whore, Cunt, Slut, Stupid Bitch).<ee> <es>He constantly body shames me.<ee> <es>Tells me he wishes I wasn’t fat.<ee> <es>At one point in time S... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you get away from your ex | null | true | 221 |
eoe06k | Day 10 | 1a | rant | 2 | So I’ve been commenting a lot on here but haven’t made a post in a long time. I’m day 10 clean off my 60-120mg oxy habit. It’s been the longest 10 days of my life but I’ve learned a lot about myself. Self control I didn’t know I had. The will to fight my own brain. I feel like this shit is mostly just mental! Like ever... | HtownChiller420 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-14 01:30:28 | OpiatesRecovery | So I’ve been commenting a lot on here but haven’t made a post in a long time. I’m day 10 clean off my 60-120mg oxy habit. It’s been the longest 10 days of my life but I’ve learned a lot about myself. Self control I didn’t know I had. The will to fight my own brain. I feel like this shit is mostly just mental! Like ever... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eiq2ol | My anxiety/fear of failure has withheld me from making friends at university | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I started a master's in September at a new university in a completely new city and in the entire first semester, I haven't been able to make a single friend. At all my previous schools and colleges I had a steady group of friends to hang out with but here I've been all on my own for a full four months now. And it's not... | LeoDesperado24 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-02 00:04:48 | Anxiety | <es>I started a master's in September at a new university in a completely new city and in the entire first semester, I haven't been able to make a single friend.<ee> <es>At all my previous schools and colleges I had a steady group of friends to hang out with but here I've been all on my own for a full four months now.<... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eoz6jb | I just want to sleep but I cant | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I want to start this out with that I really dont want to do therapy. I'm aware that's the best option but I just really cant bring myself to talk to a therapist. I just cant.
I was assaulted beginning of December. It was by one of my friends with benefits when we were sleeping next to eachother. It happened between t... | zao15 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-15 07:26:56 | rapecounseling | <es>I want to start this out with that I really dont want to do therapy.<ee> <es>I'm aware that's the best option but I just really cant bring myself to talk to a therapist.<ee> I just cant. <es>I was assaulted beginning of December.<ee> <es>It was by one of my friends with benefits when we were sleeping next to each... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
fke5yk | I just dont care about anything | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Everything is boring, i dont care about anything, i dont know whats happening inside me but i dont care. Nothing is fun anymore, not even masturbation, what was my last way of feeling good. All i do is sit inside my room and watch yt videos or memes on instagram, so that the time passes faster.(getting any hobbys is ha... | dany_144 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-03-17 22:09:58 | getting_over_it | <efs>Everything is boring, i dont care about anything, i dont know whats happening inside me but i dont care.<efe> <efs>Nothing is fun anymore, not even masturbation, what was my last way of feeling good.<efe> <es>All i do is sit inside my room and watch yt videos or memes on instagram, so that the time passes faster.<... | 1 | 2 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why nothing is fun anymore | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you not feel so bored | null | true | 121 |
eoztx8 | Good on you guys for finding your DOC | 0 | rant | 2 | You found a way to make being you bearable, you found a way to keep going despite of the pain you were in. Sure it's not the most optimal way of going about things but if it kept you alive up until right now then it's better than nothing.
Try not to be so hard on yourselves for using, for craving, for lapsing and rela... | StickOfGlue112 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-15 08:46:23 | addiction | You found a way to make being you bearable, you found a way to keep going despite of the pain you were in. Sure it's not the most optimal way of going about things but if it kept you alive up until right now then it's better than nothing. Try not to be so hard on yourselves for using, for craving, for lapsing and rela... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ek797d | Why am I so, so bad at being alone? | 1a | rant | 1 | I’m living alone at the moment and it’s actually driving me to being really, really mentally unwell.
I’m staying at a friend’s place while he is away.
I just...I just go to food courts just to hear conversation. Just to see humans. I go to different cafes and sit just to not be inside and alone.
If I don’t do tha... | SunnydaleHigh1999 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-05 03:20:39 | mentalillness | <es>I’m living alone at the moment and it’s actually driving me to being really, really mentally unwell. <ee> <es>I’m staying at a friend’s place while he is away.<ee> <es>I just...I just go to food courts just to hear conversation.<ee> <es>Just to see humans.<ee> <es>I go to different cafes and sit just to not be i... | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how being alone makes you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | being alone makes you mentally unwell | null | true | 210 |
ekocr1 | Sexual Dreams, Flashbacks in the Shower, Feeling Sexually Frustrated all the Freaking Time, LOUD thoughts | 1a | rant | 2 | I just want to have sex, but every time I do, I become this cold unfeeling bitch afterwards or I end up triggered during. I hate this. I feel so terrible. I feel angry that I can’t have a healthy sex life. I’m mad that I can’t sleep in the same bed as my husband. I’m mad that my body won’t come out of survival mode. I’... | deeplynugget | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-06 03:50:03 | rapecounseling | <rs>I just want to have sex.<re> <es>but every time I do, I become this cold unfeeling bitch afterwards or I end up triggered during.<ee> <efs>I hate this.<efe> <efs>I feel so terrible.<efe> <efs>I feel angry that I can’t have a healthy sex life.<efe> <efs>I’m mad that I can’t sleep in the same bed as my husband.<efe> ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you get flashbacks about the incident on being naked | null | true | 220 |
fb2k4o | Can't stop thinking about the past - need help | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | Hello.
I am writing here because I think that I need some help.Sorry if my english skills are not the best, but that's not my native language.
Basically, my problem is that I can't stop thinking about the bad things I have done in the past and that I always need to talk with someone about it, then I can rest for a fe... | PopularJob2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-02-28 22:09:07 | getting_over_it | Hello. <rs>I am writing here because I think that I need some help.<re>Sorry if my english skills are not the best, but that's not my native language. <es>Basically, my problem is that I can't stop thinking about the bad things I have done in the past and that I always need to talk with someone about it, then I can r... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
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