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ei9oul | how do you deal with sweating caused by stimulant medications? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | TLDR: title
I'm a normal person with normal, appropriate hygiene habits. But despite this, I still had to wash my underarms in the restroom today at work due to the excessive sweating adderall causes.
I've been on it for awhile, and can usually deal with it, but it's just gone into overdrive recently for some reason... | BR1GHTBL4CK | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2019-12-31 22:14:30 | ADHD | TLDR: title <es>I'm a normal person with normal, appropriate hygiene habits.<ee> <es>But despite this, I still had to wash my underarms in the restroom today at work due to the excessive sweating adderall causes. <ee> <es>I've been on it for awhile, and can usually deal with it, but it's just gone into overdrive rece... | 2 | 0 | 1 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | taking adderall | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help control the excessive sweating | null | true | 201 |
ejirxc | Relationships and PTSD | 1b | rant | 2 | I am going through a breakup or break with my girlfriend right now. She told me I was going to break and that I needed to find myself because she thought I didn’t know how I was. But during our relationship I had started going to therapy and got my diagnosis. I feel betrayed that she would leave when I just started to ... | givemeyourcereal1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-03 17:41:26 | ptsd | <es>I am going through a breakup or break with my girlfriend right now.<ee> <es>She told me I was going to break and that I needed to find myself because she thought I didn’t know how I was.<ee> <es>But during our relationship I had started going to therapy and got my diagnosis.<ee> <efs>I feel betrayed that she would ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel betrayed by your girlfriend | null | true | 220 |
ejvasf | Love/Connection and its relationship to Addiction | 1a | survey | 2 | I am curious what people think, of Love / connection and its relationship to addiction. I am not simply referring to just with others, i also mean Self Love / self acceptance
I feel, and i dont think its just me, that there is a big correlation of being unable to connect and relate in this world, and in turn why we s... | mjobby | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-04 10:54:17 | addiction | I am curious what people think, of Love / connection and its relationship to addiction. I am not simply referring to just with others, i also mean Self Love / self acceptance I feel, and i dont think its just me, that there is a big correlation of being unable to connect and relate in this world, and in turn why we s... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ej91ga | Just found out my mums shooting up again | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | Not sure if this belongs here - About 6 years ago i (f24) helped my mum get clean and helped her move interstate with my brothers to start afresh. My brothers were good and in school, mum was clean and working, so off i went to do my own thing. I live on the other side of the country to my family and after almost 5 yea... | sh0nnelle | 7 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-03 02:55:13 | addiction | <es>Not sure if this belongs here - About 6 years ago i (f24) helped my mum get clean and helped her move interstate with my brothers to start afresh.<ee> <es>My brothers were good and in school, mum was clean and working, so off i went to do my own thing.<ee> <es>I live on the other side of the country to my family an... | 2 | 1 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about your mom's addiction | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help cure your mom's addiction | null | true | 211 |
ek9bal | @DelmanSad | 0 | chitchat | 3 | null | livinhell456456564 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-05 06:28:25 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ek52yr | I had a really (really) bad day | 1a | rant | 1 | I promised myself I would kick my anxiety's ass in 2020, but here I am, crying on the floor again.
I basically ran away crying from a huge event I signed up for (for some godforsaken reason) because it was so overwhelming, fucking hell it was so embarrassing! The last thing I want is to draw attention to myself and mak... | MayaDC | 16 | 0 | 21 | 2020-01-05 00:21:22 | socialanxiety | <es>I promised myself I would kick my anxiety's ass in 2020, but here I am, crying on the floor again.<ee> <es>I basically ran away crying from a huge event I signed up for (for some godforsaken reason) because it was so overwhelming, fucking hell it was so embarrassing!<ee> <es>The last thing I want is to draw attenti... | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what made you anxious | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the event made you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unhappy due to anxiety | null | true | 110 |
eokdoe | I keep having extreme anger episodes that are impossible to control [M16] | 1a | help-seeking | 1 |
Hey,
Ive been having huge rage outbursts every couple months for the last maybe 8 years. It often stems from nothing but sometimes it’s from an event that would make anyone upset (like a breakup).
It usually happens on a whim, like a sudden burst of adrenaline and then I just get a laser like focus on whatever is ma... | shshxbfnrpwpzmz | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-14 12:03:26 | mentalillness | Hey, Ive been having huge rage outbursts every couple months for the last maybe 8 years. It often stems from nothing but sometimes it’s from an event that would make anyone upset (like a breakup). It usually happens on a whim, like a sudden burst of adrenaline and then I just get a laser like focus on whatever is ma... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how your rage outburst make you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eiml9q | 1/1/20 check in | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Happy new year cunts | Dirty_D_Damnit | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-01 19:37:27 | OpiatesRecovery | Happy new year cunts | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eixrrl | I want to kick SA in the butt this year! | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Possibly a long rant?
I’ve always been shy. I got diagnosed with Social Anxiety in Collage and have been on medication since. I’ve only been on Prozac 20mg (got very tired on 40mg over the summer) and Propanlo 10mg and I feel they are both semi working. I still get very nervous around new people and get sweaty hands... | ScienceLover89 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 12:41:44 | socialanxiety | Possibly a long rant? I’ve always been shy. I got diagnosed with Social Anxiety in Collage and have been on medication since. I’ve only been on Prozac 20mg (got very tired on 40mg over the summer) and Propanlo 10mg and I feel they are both semi working. I still get very nervous around new people and get sweaty hands... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eiz3hu | Does anyone find medication helpful? If so what does it help with? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I'm drowning in anxiety and depression as of late these two problems are my biggest problem... I'm exhausted from trying to manage my anxiety and depression as well as the issues that my family is dealing with and I am at the end of my rope. I need help now with medication since I have been trying to go through this wi... | Bimmergirl86 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-02 14:48:02 | BPD | <es>I'm drowning in anxiety and depression as of late these two problems are my biggest problem...<ee> <efs>I'm exhausted from trying to manage my anxiety and depression as well as the issues that my family is dealing with and I am at the end of my rope.<efe> <rs>I need help now with medication since I have been trying... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
en1q0h | [23F] What makes you feel better after a flashback? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Hi everyone,
I am 23 and the main trauma that gives me flashbacks is my abusive relationship. I have got myself into a real state with an emotional flashback to the day I tried to commit suicide. I just kept remembering how sad I was and how horrible it was and I couldn't stop crying. It's 2.52am and I want to go get ... | Suspicious_Arachnid | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-11 02:53:40 | ptsd | Hi everyone, <es>I am 23 and the main trauma that gives me flashbacks is my abusive relationship.<ee> <es>I have got myself into a real state with an emotional flashback to the day I tried to commit suicide.<ee> <efs>I just kept remembering how sad I was and how horrible it was and I couldn't stop crying.<efe> <efs>It... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eigbh6 | Hang in there guys... | 0 | chitchat | 1 | 20/20 | sortadark | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 08:54:22 | BPD | 20/20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ejkwa6 | My parent keeps using my I.D./forcing me to get controlled substances (bronchaid) for her at the pharmacy because hers is blacklisted. | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I don’t really know how I am supposed to say no without facing large consequences. Everyone else in my family is made to do the same and won’t tell her no because they know that she will retaliate. I just want help; can I call the pharmacy and tell them to blacklist my I.D.? Please help me. I can’t do this anymore. | moldyskittles | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-03 20:06:51 | addiction | I don’t really know how I am supposed to say no without facing large consequences. Everyone else in my family is made to do the same and won’t tell her no because they know that she will retaliate. I just want help; can I call the pharmacy and tell them to blacklist my I.D.? Please help me. I can’t do this anymore. | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | your parent's asking to use you ID | null | null | title | true | 202 |
ekjrp6 | So this happened to me earlier.. ( my crush btw) | 0 | rant | 1 | null | Harildd | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-05 22:04:56 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
ei96di | Mental anguish from the important things | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Hi all! I hope everybody is hanging in there.
So I have a very specific issue that I really don't know how to address.
I'm a cartoonist and I have a webcomic that I work on with my ex and a patreon [basically a way fans can donate money to support me] based on said comic. Thing is... this comic brings me a lot of m... | nalem | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2019-12-31 21:33:02 | depression | Hi all! I hope everybody is hanging in there. So I have a very specific issue that I really don't know how to address. I'm a cartoonist and I have a webcomic that I work on with my ex and a patreon [basically a way fans can donate money to support me] based on said comic. <es>Thing is... this comic brings me a lot ... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what kind of advice would help you | null | true | 221 |
f6j2fk | Today was one of my worst. | 1b | rant | 3 | Long story so strap in.
I have a choir teacher, he sucks at choir teaching. The class not only doesn’t take him seriously but they disrespect him as a person. I do believe it’s partly our fault (the class) for his (and our) lack of progress.
He has tried many methods to get us to cooperate, all have mostly failed. O... | PotaTribune | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-02-19 22:57:37 | Anger | Long story so strap in. <es>I have a choir teacher, he sucks at choir teaching.<ee> <Es>The class not only doesn’t take him seriously but they disrespect him as a person.<ee> I do believe it’s partly our fault (the class) for his (and our) lack of progress. <es>He has tried many methods to get us to cooperate, all h... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the anger outburst | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eihtgx | Living with BPD, I've been diagnosed 3 months ago. Need advice. | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Short life situation: I am 23/M, live alone, have a car and mostly play video games. I never had a GF nor do I have the slightest clue of how to approach someone even through like tinder. Not that I'm anxious, or nervous, I just don't know what to say. On top of that, even though I am straight, I still have much troubl... | icemacku | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 12:21:26 | BPD | <es>Short life situation: I am 23/M, live alone, have a car and mostly play video games.<ee> <es>I never had a GF nor do I have the slightest clue of how to approach someone even through like tinder.<ee> <es>Not that I'm anxious, or nervous, I just don't know what to say.<ee> <es>On top of that, even though I am straig... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eiit41 | Confused about borderline traits? | 1a | help-seeking | 3 | tldr: Me schizoid but my brain sometimes switches and then I suddenly have bpd-esque symptoms - WHAT??
I hope I'm not breaking rules by posting and not having full BPD, if I did sorry. Okay so basically I have combined personality disorder with \*\*predominantly\*\* schizoid traits, almost exclusively schizoid traits... | vuuuuuuuuu | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 14:23:00 | BPD | <es>tldr: Me schizoid but my brain sometimes switches and then I suddenly have bpd-esque symptoms - WHAT?? <ee> <es>I hope I'm not breaking rules by posting and not having full BPD, if I did sorry.<ee> <es>Okay so basically I have combined personality disorder with \*\*predominantly\*\* schizoid traits, almost exclusi... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ekb0j7 | I can’t cry | 1a | rant | 1 | I’m sitting here in bed at 3:30 am and I feel really sad and lonely nobody likes me and I’m just sitting here not being able to cry and I realize that I can’t talk to anyone about this because no one is awake and so now it’s time to turn to Reddit I am just an emotional boi and life is just sucky I was hoping to vent a... | cburrito0401 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-05 09:44:03 | sad | <efs>I’m sitting here in bed at 3:30 am and I feel really sad and lonely nobody likes me and I’m just sitting here not being able to cry.<efe> <es>I realize that I can’t talk to anyone about this because no one is awake and so now it’s time to turn to Reddit I am just an emotional boi and life is just sucky I was hopin... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you think your life is not good | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel sad and lonely | null | true | 120 |
eusjn8 | 1 thought, 1 quote, 1 question for the week... | 0 | chitchat | 1 | &#x200B;
[1 thought from me, 1 quote from another, 1 question for you](https://preview.redd.it/33ow823rbdd41.png?width=1238&format=png&auto=webp&s=cd8d4bbf4673e1c4455938cbdc02bd3bb5a26e3d) | SuperBend0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-27 19:02:35 | selfhelp | &#x200B; [1 thought from me, 1 quote from another, 1 question for you](https://preview.redd.it/33ow823rbdd41.png?width=1238&format=png&auto=webp&s=cd8d4bbf4673e1c4455938cbdc02bd3bb5a26e3d) | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eine0h | New Years Party | 0 | rant | 1 | I actually ended up going to a New Years party last night that I was really hesitant about. My friend was throwing a New Years party and really wanted me to go. I didn’t know many of the people there but I actually had a pretty good time. I still didn’t talk to many people and wasn’t very social but I didn’t have a pan... | _NapTownArt_ | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 20:36:46 | socialanxiety | I actually ended up going to a New Years party last night that I was really hesitant about. My friend was throwing a New Years party and really wanted me to go. I didn’t know many of the people there but I actually had a pretty good time. I still didn’t talk to many people and wasn’t very social but I didn’t have a pan... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
eixpxv | 16 year old with no education | 1b | rant | 2 | So today I was playing a survival game on my phone when I come across a boy named josh03. He texts in chat that he wants to team up, but he saying it like he's Yoda, backwards forwards. I team up with him and through out the whole conversation your get the general idea of what he's saying, and right before he gets off ... | CK-Claps | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 12:36:28 | sad | <es>So today I was playing a survival game on my phone when I come across a boy named josh03.<ee> <es>He texts in chat that he wants to team up, but he saying it like he's Yoda, backwards forwards.<ee> <es>I team up with him and through out the whole conversation your get the general idea of what he's saying, and right... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel bad about the boy | null | true | 220 |
fhz3xd | (Long Post) There’s really no reason for me to be depressed, my life is pretty good. Feels like I’m going through anhedonia. | 1a | rant | 3 | Feels like I’ve been in a depressive episode for months now. As time goes on the worse the symptoms of my depression get. There’s not really a reason for me to be depressed. Here’s why:
- I’m not in school anymore
- I have no job
- I don’t owe any money to the government
- I practically live alone
- I can sleep when ... | ease330 | 1 | 0 | 34 | 2020-03-13 12:47:38 | getting_over_it | <efs>Feels like I’ve been in a depressive episode for months now.<efe> <es>As time goes on the worse the symptoms of my depression get.<ee> <es>There’s not really a reason for me to be depressed.<ee> <es>Here’s why: - I’m not in school anymore - I have no job - I don’t owe any money to the government - I practically l... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
el5qal | It's sad how sad you sad fucks are | 0 | rant | 1 | null | whiteboyforsale | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-07 03:43:35 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eln5fw | :( | 0 | rant | 3 | null | fuzzmate | 1 | 0 | 87 | 2020-01-08 03:47:57 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
fyxkb8 | PLEASE READ IF YOU'RE NOT OKAY | 0 | chitchat | 4 | dancing in the sun ☀️
and blowing soap bubbles 🧼
taking a warm bath 🛀🏻
to soak away your troubles 🚿
a warm familiar voice 🗣
when you pick up the phone 📞
a hug from the person 🙆🏻♀️
that makes you feel at home 🏡
the snow gently falling ❄️
as you sip a hot drink 🍵
talking to your crush 🥰
as your cheeks turn ... | xkayl | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-04-11 05:52:11 | getting_over_it | dancing in the sun ☀️ and blowing soap bubbles 🧼 taking a warm bath 🛀🏻 to soak away your troubles 🚿 a warm familiar voice 🗣 when you pick up the phone 📞 a hug from the person 🙆🏻♀️ that makes you feel at home 🏡 the snow gently falling ❄️ as you sip a hot drink 🍵 talking to your crush 🥰 as your cheeks turn ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
einkam | I snap when I'm confronted, and I have a wealth of knowledge to say some really hurtful things. I don't want to be this way | 1a | survey | 1 | Anyone else this way? | kelliechristmas | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 20:49:51 | BPD | <es>I snap when I'm confronted, and I have a wealth of knowledge to say some really hurtful things.<ee> <rs>I don't want to be this way<re> <rs>Anyone else this way?<re> | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | being confronted | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eimfn5 | I can’t stop crying | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I wish someone would help me | tyi-smartie | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 19:25:50 | sad | I wish someone would help me | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | repeat | true | 0 |
ejxk7o | [ADVICE] What to do if a loved one is showing symptoms of a mental illness/personality disorder | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | **Background**: I've been worried for my brother for a long time now. It all started, in summer 2016, when my family and I were getting ready to travel out of the country and on the day we were travelling, my 18-year old brother jumped out of a window. We found out where he was because we called his friend's mom. She h... | ezitherese | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-04 14:57:03 | mentalillness | **Background**: <efs>I've been worried for my brother for a long time now.<efe> <es>It all started, in summer 2016, when my family and I were getting ready to travel out of the country and on the day we were travelling, my 18-year old brother jumped out of a window.<ee> <es>We found out where he was because we called h... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | your brother | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ei8ebm | look at this ahole | 1b | rant | 3 | """" [–]desquibnt
That being said, looking at your post history, a therapist would be better for you than a house in a random location right now. Go talk to someone and get some help. Wallowing on Reddit isn't the best mental health treatment """
my response to him "nobody asked you to snoop my post history and giv... | wisqrg50 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2019-12-31 20:31:24 | depression | """" [–]desquibnt That being said, looking at your post history, a therapist would be better for you than a house in a random location right now. Go talk to someone and get some help. Wallowing on Reddit isn't the best mental health treatment """ my response to him "nobody asked you to snoop my post history and giv... | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you felt the guy was condescending | How did X make you feel? | the reply of that guy | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel that guy doesn't know what's best for you | null | true | 100 |
f1uus1 | I’ve just been wondering but- | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I was wondering if anyone ever gets incredibly mad at random things???? i just feel like my anger is making me go crazy; I tend to ruin my relationships all the time by having outbursts when having conversations!! I just feel so angry all the time and i can’t control it. i even deleted my instagram bc it made me so an... | weeboloid | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-02-10 18:52:29 | Anger | <rs>I was wondering if anyone ever gets incredibly mad at random things????<re> <efs>i just feel like my anger is making me go crazy;<efe> <es>I tend to ruin my relationships all the time by having outbursts when having conversations!!<ee> <efs>I just feel so angry all the time and i can’t control it.<efe> <efs>i even... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ei86hc | I hate when I'm told to not have feelings of hopelessness | 1b | rant | 1 | They act like it's inherently bad. If there is nothing to feel hopeful about then why just pretend. They also say the medicine is supposed to help with it but it doesn't. If anything it makes me feel more hopeless because I don't even have bodily autonomy. The thing is they will either say I'm lying or put me on anothe... | DrunkShroom | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 20:14:33 | depression | They act like it's inherently bad. If there is nothing to feel hopeful about then why just pretend. They also say the medicine is supposed to help with it but it doesn't. <efs>If anything it makes me feel more hopeless because I don't even have bodily autonomy.<efe> The thing is they will either say I'm lying or put me... | 0 | 1 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | hopeless | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the feeling of hopelessness that you have | What can help you overcome X ? | this feeling of hopelessness | null | true | 10 |
en92cf | One week today | 1a | chitchat | 1 | Had roughly 7 years opiate free until September when I moved back to my hometown and began hanging out with old friends. Within a couple of weeks I was snorting fent pills every single day and within a few months I had developed a 250-300$ a day habit and no one in my family knew. I tried quitting multiple times by mys... | professorpounds420 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-11 15:54:43 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>Had roughly 7 years opiate free until September when I moved back to my hometown and began hanging out with old friends.<ee> <es>Within a couple of weeks I was snorting fent pills every single day and within a few months I had developed a 250-300$ a day habit and no one in my family knew.<ee> <es>I tried quitting m... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel being 7 days clean | What do you need help with now that X? | you are trying to detox | null | true | 210 |
fdb8fb | What do I talk about with old friends if I had spent the majority of my teenage hood depressed at home? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | (sorry for my English) I'm 20,I'm meeting my old friends from elementary school after almost 10 years. I've recently met some of them, fortunately it was very casual, we mostly talked about older times. I drank a lot and made enough jokes to avoid too much questions about me, I kept things very brief. We're meeting aga... | sangriasky | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-03-04 10:41:46 | getting_over_it | <es>(sorry for my English) I'm 20,I'm meeting my old friends from elementary school after almost 10 years.<ee> <es>I've recently met some of them, fortunately it was very casual, we mostly talked about older times.<ee> <es>I drank a lot and made enough jokes to avoid too much questions about me, I kept things very brie... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
elar0h | Tuesday January 7th | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Hello.
Went to a meeting last night then went for a walk.
I really like my life and I love my sobriety. But sometimes like I just get sad for no reason. I just start over thinking shit, and combining it with my depression is bad news.
We have a new lady at work. She's young. Like early 20s. All the ladies at my wor... | Splinter1591 | 1 | 0 | 23 | 2020-01-07 12:10:48 | OpiatesRecovery | Hello. <es>Went to a meeting last night then went for a walk.<ee> <es>I really like my life and I love my sobriety.<ee> <efs>But sometimes like I just get sad for no reason.<efe> <efs>I just start over thinking shit, and combining it with my depression is bad news. <efe> We have a new lady at work. She's young. Like... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel sudden sadness | null | true | 220 |
ej1dlf | Burnt Out and Shutting Down | 1b | rant | 2 | Hello All,
Quick backstory, I have GAD and PTSD that I manage wit therapy and a care plan. I’ve been managing it pretty well as compared to the past when I would just shut down, but today I’m having a rough day and I just need to get it out.
My partner has been having a difficult time for the past 6-8 weeks. We fou... | louisebelcher21 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 17:42:33 | mentalillness | Hello All, <es>Quick backstory, I have GAD and PTSD that I manage wit therapy and a care plan.<ee> <rs>I’ve been managing it pretty well as compared to the past when I would just shut down, but today I’m having a rough day and I just need to get it out. <re> <es>My partner has been having a difficult time for the pa... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you overcome this feeling of disconection from everything | null | true | 221 |
einvy0 | So many things bringing me down right now | 1a | rant | 2 | This is gonna be a long one.
So, I have always been prone to just overwhelming sadness, I dont like to say depressed. I was unemployed for like almost 2 years, while I worked on getting a degree in psychology. My wife paid the Bill's with her disability checks (shes legally blind) and somehow we always had enough to ge... | Chalvin0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 21:13:30 | sad | This is gonna be a long one. <es>So, I have always been prone to just overwhelming sadness, I dont like to say depressed.<ee> <es>I was unemployed for like almost 2 years, while I worked on getting a degree in psychology.<ee> <es>My wife paid the Bill's with her disability checks (shes legally blind) and somehow we alw... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you hate your job | null | true | 220 |
eirkbc | Trying to decrease my plastic waste but having trouble buying a more environmentally friendly razor blade. | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Cw: razor blades.
Hey everyone!
I want to reduce my plastic waste but I’m scared to buy a safety razor with blade refills because I feel like it’ll be too easy to relapse or go too deep.
I haven’t cut in months and am doing good with other coping mechanisms but fear I’ll relapse if I have it readily accessible.
The o... | h8pepsi | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-02 02:04:27 | selfharm | <es>Cw: razor blades.<ee> Hey everyone! <es>I want to reduce my plastic waste but I’m scared to buy a safety razor with blade refills because I feel like it’ll be too easy to relapse or go too deep.<ee> <es>I haven’t cut in months and am doing good with other coping mechanisms but fear I’ll relapse if I have it readil... | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you cut yourself | How did X make you feel? | cutting yourself | null | null | null | true | 102 |
ei8lzo | What do you struggle to accept an article on self acceptance | 0 | chitchat | 1 | “What do you struggle to accept?” by Sandy Pace https://link.medium.com/EQuAEEz3O2 | Sandy_Pace | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 20:47:53 | selfhelp | “What do you struggle to accept?” by Sandy Pace https://link.medium.com/EQuAEEz3O2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | Not a post | true | 0 |
eoxncz | Habit of breaking my things | 1a | rant | 2 | I get extremely frustrated when things don't go my way. I hate investing time into things and either losing for just plain sucking at what ever it is. Unfortunately both of those happen often, which leads to me throwing or breaking my things.
I'm a fan of a little videogames in my free time, but I lose so much and ho... | TimberLite | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-15 04:50:58 | Anger | <es>I get extremely frustrated when things don't go my way.<ee> <efs>I hate investing time into things and either losing for just plain sucking at what ever it is.<efe> <es>Unfortunately both of those happen often, which leads to me throwing or breaking my things. <ee> <efs>I'm a fan of a little videogames in my free ... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help overcome your insecurities | null | true | 221 |
exaoz3 | I think my brother is in an abusive relationship | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | My brother is in his 30s, and lives with his girlfriend and their 6 year old daughter.
I recently moved about 300 miles away, so I'm not as able to be physically there as I'd like.
His girlfriend has always been really demanding - she works 2 half days a week, he works 6 days a week and has a good job as a chef. His ... | milllllllk | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-02-01 18:51:43 | domesticviolence | <es>My brother is in his 30s, and lives with his girlfriend and their 6 year old daughter.<ee> <es>I recently moved about 300 miles away, so I'm not as able to be physically there as I'd like.<ee> <es>His girlfriend has always been really demanding - she works 2 half days a week, he works 6 days a week and has a good... | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your brother's girlfriend's actions | What do you need help with now that X? | your brother is scared of his girlfriend | null | true | 200 |
erjlny | Guess I'm not a virgin anymore¯\_(ツ)_/¯ | 0 | rant | 1 | Idk how to feel it's been a fucked up week. So much feelings. I haven't been to school. The police said I can't press charges. I'm still bleeding. Told my mom today, she went with me to my appointment to check for std's. I just can't cry about it. I'm so tired of everything. He took away the last bit of innocence I ha... | GVBeestje | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-20 21:01:16 | rapecounseling | <es>Guess I'm not a virgin anymore¯_(ツ)_/¯<ee> <efs>Idk how to feel it's been a fucked up week.<efe> <efs>So much feelings.<efe> <es>I haven't been to school.<ee> <es>The police said I can't press charges.<ee> <es>I'm still bleeding.<ee> <es> Told my mom today, she went with me to my appointment to check for std's.<ee>... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you can't press charges | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to press charges against him | null | true | 120 |
eipzks | Anybody else feel like they're sick more often than non-anxious people? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | My husband says I'm sick more often than is normal whether by viruses or migraines. One of my doctors told me once that anxiety can cause this either by weakening your immune system or making you feel those icky stress headaches and stomachaches and what have you.
Just wondering if anyone else experiences this and if ... | Sweet0ptimisms | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-01 23:57:57 | Anxiety | <es>My husband says I'm sick more often than is normal whether by viruses or migraines.<ee> <es>One of my doctors told me once that anxiety can cause this either by weakening your immune system or making you feel those icky stress headaches and stomachaches and what have you.<ee> <rs>Just wondering if anyone else expe... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | your anxiety | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ekh4nt | Spoilers for Better Call Saul.. But I didn’t even think I had PTSD until I watched the second to last episode | 1a | chitchat | 1 | It’s been two years since I fell asleep at the wheel after an all nighter for high school and smashed into a tree going 45, and it had me rattled for a good few months after it happened but I figured I was over it after that. I haven’t had any issues with PTSD or anything, but I was watching the second to last episode ... | Beanheaderry | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-05 18:48:05 | ptsd | <es>It’s been two years since I fell asleep at the wheel after an all nighter for high school and smashed into a tree going 45, and it had me rattled for a good few months after it happened but I figured I was over it after that.<ee> <es>I haven’t had any issues with PTSD or anything, but I was watching the second to l... | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the flashback | What do you need help with now that X? | the flashback made you cry | null | true | 200 |
eifhz1 | I haven’t cut for a month but i don’t feel any better | 1a | rant | 1 | I guess i only didn’t because i would feel guilty putting my family through that near Christmas but honestly i feel worse because some of my scars are starting to fade and it feels like without them people have less of a reason to care about what im going through not that anyone does | Felton5211 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 07:10:36 | selfharm | <es>I haven’t cut for a month but i don’t feel any better<ee> <efs>I guess i only didn’t because i would feel guilty putting my family through that near Christmas but honestly i feel worse because some of my scars are starting to fade and it feels like without them people have less of a reason to care about what im goi... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you don't feel any better | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you don't feel better after stopping self harm | null | true | 120 |
eipt2i | Anyone else believe they have this disorder from childhood bereavement? | 0 | survey | 1 | My father died when I was a pre teen. Always felt this heavily contributed to my development of bpd | IodineSky111 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-01 23:43:21 | BPD | <es>My father died when I was a pre teen.<ee> <es>Always felt this heavily contributed to my development of bpd<ee> <rs>Anyone else believe they have this disorder from childhood bereavement?<re> | 2 | 0 | 1 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your bpd | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what can help you deal with bpd | null | true | 201 |
eircum | To Something Better | 0 | chitchat | 2 | Been having the burning desire to write my first post since yesterday. Not entirely sure why. It might be that I’m using this newfound hope to gain momentum moving forward. Or it also could be just a reminder for myself in dark days ahead. Or maybe it could serve to inspire more hope for myself and for all. Maybe all o... | Chairatcc | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 01:47:16 | Anger | Been having the burning desire to write my first post since yesterday. Not entirely sure why. It might be that I’m using this newfound hope to gain momentum moving forward. Or it also could be just a reminder for myself in dark days ahead. Or maybe it could serve to inspire more hope for myself and for all. Maybe all o... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
en41xj | Leaving | 1b | rant | 1 | I met my husband in middle school. We got married young (19, I’m now 23 & he’s 25). I’ve loved him deeply for a very long time and I’ve always known I wanted to be with him forever. He is completely emotionally abusive and hits me when his temper is beyond control. Our friends found out via someone else who saw my ... | Inevitable-Button | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-11 06:37:43 | domesticviolence | <es>I met my husband in middle school.<ee> <es>We got married young (19, I’m now 23 & he’s 25).<ee> <es>I’ve loved him deeply for a very long time and I’ve always known I wanted to be with him forever.<ee> <es>He is completely emotionally abusive and hits me when his temper is beyond control.<ee> <es>Our friends fo... | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your husband's abuse | What do you need help with now that X? | planning to start a new life | null | true | 200 |
ekbkze | So true | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | mofifa16 | 42 | 0 | 16 | 2020-01-05 10:52:12 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
epv92l | are benzos worth it? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I’ve taken lexapro and Effexor for anxiety, and neither have helped. If anything my anxiety is worse. The only med that has helped me with anxiety is klonopin, however I switched psychiatrists and my new one took me off of it because I am a minor (17) and it is highly addictive. Should I try to get prescribed it again?... | zuxanax | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-17 04:15:20 | mentalillness | <es>I’ve taken lexapro and Effexor for anxiety, and neither have helped.<ee> <es>If anything my anxiety is worse.<ee> <es>The only med that has helped me with anxiety is klonopin, however I switched psychiatrists and my new one took me off of it because I am a minor (17) and it is highly addictive.<ee> <rs>Should I try... | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what causes you anxiety | How did X make you feel? | klonopin | null | null | null | true | 102 |
eiavu6 | just relapsed bc of instagram | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Kinda pathetic rlly on news years eve with my family.
I went on instagram after a while and just lost it seeing everyone so happy with all friends (how do they have so many friends?). I'm really dumb I know those kinds of things trigger me hardcore but I guess I just wanna feel upset. Idk thx for reading if u do I gue... | fchang11 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2019-12-31 23:50:46 | selfharm | <es>Kinda pathetic rlly on news years eve with my family. <ee> <es>I went on instagram after a while and just lost it seeing everyone so happy with all friends (how do they have so many friends?).<ee> <efs>I'm really dumb I know those kinds of things trigger me hardcore but I guess I just wanna feel upset.<efe> Idk thx... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are feeling pathetic | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are feeling upset after seeing instagram | null | true | 120 |
eiavur | Used drugs... hard. Feeling shame, guilt, self-loathing, extreme depression. | 1a | rant | 2 | I'm 20, I am not an addict or alcoholic, but I have a substance abuse disorder. I sometimes take drugs and/or alcohol to cope, and have been doing so for around 3 and a half years.
I went on a trip with my dad and brother and I know it's not an excuse but the way they treated me made me anxious and I used. I got told ... | Fragrant-Breadfruit | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2019-12-31 23:50:48 | depression | <es>Used drugs... hard.<ee> <efs>Feeling shame, guilt, self-loathing, extreme depression.<efe> <es>I'm 20, I am not an addict or alcoholic, but I have a substance abuse disorder.<ee> <es>I sometimes take drugs and/or alcohol to cope, and have been doing so for around 3 and a half years.<ee> <efs>I went on a trip with... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | title | true | 222 |
elk9yf | I never get to see him again | 1c | rant | 1 | null | kingofthysufferings | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-08 00:04:37 | sad | <es>I never get to see him again<ee> nan | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you never get to see him | How did X make you feel? | not being able to see him again | What do you need help with now that X? | you will not be able to see him again | null | true | 100 |
eq9366 | Swap one addiction, for another addiction. Its all in the mind, positive addictions/negative addictions..? What did you do before opiates, that made you feel alive... We all know the feeling of, enjoying a time when we were sober minded, thinking this is better than any drug earth can give.. Chase | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | Mcoyle777 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-18 00:23:41 | OpiatesRecovery | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ej8dug | I hate feeling like I'm stupid and that I screw up the simplest things | 1b | rant | 3 | I have been working for my dad's construction company over this Christmas break. My main job has been assisting my older brother, who has worked directly under my dad for quite awhile. He knows how to do this shit. He's always been the creative one that is able to build things, knows his way around a toolkit, and kno... | letitallllout | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-03 02:04:20 | socialanxiety | <es>I have been working for my dad's construction company over this Christmas break.<ee> <es>My main job has been assisting my older brother, who has worked directly under my dad for quite awhile.<ee> <es>He knows how to do this shit.<ee> <es>He's always been the creative one that is able to build things, knows his wa... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What can help you overcome X ? | the feeling of being unable to do anything | null | true | 220 |
einad9 | Door slamming and other "angry" noises | 1b | rant | 1 | A few weeks ago I moved into a house already occupied by a couple, and was told it would be quiet-- but it isn't. My flatmates are nice, but they are rough on the house and there is constant door slamming, stomping, yelling to each other, random people in and out. I thought I was way past this, but I guess I hadn't be... | polkadotcroc | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-01 20:29:03 | ptsd | <es>A few weeks ago I moved into a house already occupied by a couple, and was told it would be quiet-- but it isn't.<ee> <es> My flatmates are nice, but they are rough on the house and there is constant door slamming, stomping, yelling to each other, random people in and out.<ee> <es>I thought I was way past this, but... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are upset by the angry noises of neighbours | null | true | 220 |
eic35h | What’s your go-to excuse when others point out your scars? | 0 | survey | 1 | null | SilentAvocado | 1 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-01 01:30:07 | selfharm | <rs>What’s your go-to excuse when others point out your scars?<re> nan | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | excuses for your scars | Why are you wanting X ? | to cover up your scars | null | null | null | true | 2 |
ej8xvc | Tw | 0 | survey | 1 | does anyone elses main cutting kinda numb to cuts like your skin is used to it ? I started cutting on my left thigh and they bruised and are more raised and sensitive while the ones on my right (main cutting area) dont hurt or anything like I dont feel them at all | scrtlybrkn | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-03 02:47:16 | selfharm | <es>does anyone elses main cutting kinda numb to cuts like your skin is used to it ?<ee> <es>I started cutting on my left thigh and they bruised and are more raised and sensitive while the ones on my right (main cutting area) dont hurt or anything like I dont feel them at all<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why did you start cutting | How did X make you feel? | cutting your left thigh | What do you need help with now that X? | you don't feel your main cuts | null | true | 100 |
ej57bm | I relapsed today. | 1a | rant | 1 | I’ve been clean for years. Like 8 years. I’m 31 and recently engaged to a great guy. I’m on 3 separate psych meds. But my mom and I had a fight today about wedding stuff, our third since I got engaged in mid December. She isn’t speaking to me. She’s always been the cornerstone of my life and it pushed me over the... | anf2316 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-02 22:09:30 | selfharm | <es>I’ve been clean for years.<ee> <es> Like 8 years.<ee> <es> I’m 31 and recently engaged to a great guy.<ee> <es> I’m on 3 separate psych meds.<ee> <es> But my mom and I had a fight today about wedding stuff, our third since I got engaged in mid December. <ee> <es>She isn’t speaking to me. <ee> <es>She’s always been ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | the fight with your mom triggered you | null | true | 220 |
ejzh5k | 🙈🙈🙈 | 0 | chitchat | 5 | null | foronemoreday | 941 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-04 17:28:32 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
erkbts | I just blew up again | 1c | rant | 1 | I started with breaking a coat hanger. Then I pushed my coffee maker a little to hard against the wall. Broke the outlet faceplate. Then I went into the garage and started to stab my toolbox with a screwdriver. Then I took the hammer out of my tool box and started to break my work bench (which is now half demolished.... | Gdroid5 | 1 | 0 | 32 | 2020-01-20 21:50:39 | Anger | <es>I started with breaking a coat hanger.<ee> <es>Then I pushed my coffee maker a little to hard against the wall.<ee> <es>Broke the outlet faceplate.<ee> <es>Then I went into the garage and started to stab my toolbox with a screwdriver.<ee> <es>Then I took the hammer out of my tool box and started to break my work ... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what caused the outburst | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel depressed and angry | null | true | 120 |
f38lp8 | First ever Reddit post, and I came here to do it. | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | So I’ve never done this before so forgive me if it’s not great haha
So I’m a m(33) and I’ve been struggling with anger, anxiety and desperation for a lot of my life. I never really thought I had mental health issues. I was either just pissed off, a ‘worrier’, down. You know the usual stuff you tell yourself to make yo... | geralt_deschain86 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-02-13 11:27:55 | Anger | So I’ve never done this before so forgive me if it’s not great haha <es>So I’m a m(33) and I’ve been struggling with anger, anxiety and desperation for a lot of my life.<ee> I never really thought I had mental health issues. <es>I was either just pissed off, a ‘worrier’, down.<ee> You know the usual stuff you tell you... | 2 | 1 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the thoughts which scare you | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you control your anger | null | true | 211 |
ej0lok | Any other grad students on winter break right now who are struggling with lack of structure? | 1a | rant | 2 | I'm working on a PhD in Biomedical Informatics, so my work schedule is pretty damn flexible and I can work from anywhere. On my best days, my executive dysfunction is still pretty damn faulty, but when I'm on break it's even worse. The guilt is really sinking in. I actually have free time and I'm absolutely paralyzed b... | splendidsun824 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-02 16:46:34 | ADHD | <es>I'm working on a PhD in Biomedical Informatics, so my work schedule is pretty damn flexible and I can work from anywhere.<ee> <es>On my best days, my executive dysfunction is still pretty damn faulty, but when I'm on break it's even worse.<ee> <efs>The guilt is really sinking in.<efe> <es>I actually have free time ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ejcfst | i dont have any tools but :( | 1a | rant | 1 | i want to cut so badly :( i was doing good but now im not! why? im not sure :( i dont have anything bc my mom has taken everything.
i could use kitchen things but id have to bring it to my room n.. im too tired for that
edit: nevermind, i got smth n its all good | yodixu | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-03 08:04:39 | selfharm | <es>i want to cut so badly :( i was doing good but now im not!<ee> <es>why?<ee> <es>im not sure :( i dont have anything bc my mom has taken everything. <ee> <es>i could use kitchen things but id have to bring it to my room n.. im too tired for that<ee> edit: nevermind, i got smth n its all good | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the urge to cut | What do you need help with now that X? | you are wanting to cut yourself | null | true | 200 |
ej4xbk | Instead of Cutting I Drank to Harm Myself | 1a | rant | 1 | I'm so cool. Also really isolated. Hoping to make it through the night | BlakeBlues | 2 | 0 | 46 | 2020-01-02 21:50:12 | selfharm | <es>Instead of Cutting I Drank to Harm Myself<ee> I'm so cool. <es>Also really isolated.<ee> <es>Hoping to make it through the night<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why did you drink to harm yourself | How did X make you feel? | drinking | What do you need help with now that X? | you started drinking to harm yourself | null | true | 100 |
ei89e7 | Everyone I care about is spending NYE with everyone they care about. | 1b | rant | 1 | That's why I'm alone. I hate this. | mintpedals | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 20:20:58 | depression | <es>That's why I'm alone.<ee> <es>I hate this.<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you were alone | How did X make you feel? | being alone on new year | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel lonely | null | true | 100 |
ekth9l | I really wanted to say something but didn’t | 1a | rant | 1 | Why do I always stop myself from trying to express some kind of opinion or contribute to a conversation?
I think I’ve gotten used to not saying anything when I’m in a group with other people. I feel like I am literally locked up in some kind of cage inside my mind. It’s safer not to say anything but not saying anythin... | blushingcat | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-06 12:24:26 | socialanxiety | <rs>Why do I always stop myself from trying to express some kind of opinion or contribute to a conversation?<re> <es>I think I’ve gotten used to not saying anything when I’m in a group with other people.<ee> <efs>I feel like I am literally locked up in some kind of cage inside my mind.<efe> <efs>It’s safer not to say ... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you speak less in a group | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
eldwdc | Victims of abuse and/or psychopaths? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I'm using a burner account for obvious reasons. I was wondering if anyone has any experience or advice about recovering from psychopathic abuse. I am in counseling because my job is stressful. My therapist is insistent that I need to "work on myself." I agree that eventually I need to do that. However, I'm currently t... | burner2020burner | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-07 16:37:20 | getting_over_it | <es>I'm using a burner account for obvious reasons.<ee> <rs> I was wondering if anyone has any experience or advice about recovering from psychopathic abuse.<re> <es>I am in counseling because my job is stressful.<ee> <es>My therapist is insistent that I need to "work on myself."<ee> <es>I agree that eventually I need ... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what made you traumatized | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
f4e38a | Why do people treat me like I have the plague? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I have family members that aren’t supportive if they help me I could get out of my situation faster. They don’t wanna help I opened up about being in a bad relationship and they get distant. Did anyone else have their family do this way which makes it harder for you to leave ? | PF1991 | 1 | 0 | 26 | 2020-02-15 19:13:58 | domesticviolence | <es>I have family members that aren’t supportive if they help me I could get out of my situation faster.<ee> <es>They don’t wanna help I opened up about being in a bad relationship and they get distant.<ee> <rs>Did anyone else have their family do this way which makes it harder for you to leave ?<re> | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your relationship | How did X make you feel? | how did your family members not helping you | null | null | null | true | 102 |
eicbdy | ADHD-based bullet journal setup with in-depth explanations for organization. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Here's the album: https://imgur.com/gallery/VVq9xlR
I think I covered everything in the captions but please let me know if you have any questions. This community has been SO helpful in tools--I also use Trello and workflowy, calendar and keep...mostly because my partner is very digital based and we need to coordinate... | redheadedalex | 1 | 0 | 20 | 2020-01-01 01:50:47 | ADHD | Here's the album: https://imgur.com/gallery/VVq9xlR I think I covered everything in the captions but please let me know if you have any questions. This community has been SO helpful in tools--I also use Trello and workflowy, calendar and keep...mostly because my partner is very digital based and we need to coordinate... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
elr84m | Ten and a Half Months Sober But Struggling | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Hey there!
So a bit about myself I was struggling since 15 with depression, anxiety and PTSD. I have tried therapy, medication- no luck. I used drinking as a way to cope which helped me while I was drinking but the next day the anxiety would come back ten fold. Anyhow, I quit drinking cold turkey which I'm now realiz... | Smeshie | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-08 10:54:59 | addiction | Hey there! <es>So a bit about myself I was struggling since 15 with depression, anxiety and PTSD.<ee> <es>I have tried therapy, medication- no luck.<ee> <es>I used drinking as a way to cope which helped me while I was drinking but the next day the anxiety would come back ten fold.<ee> <es>Anyhow, I quit drinking cold... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eisadj | Anyone else cut off ppl going into the new year? | 0 | survey | 1 | I've officially cut off at least 3 ppl. 2 are my exes and 1 friend. They're blocked on every social media and on my phone too. And I don't feel bad about it. If anything, I like the "finality" of everything and I feel like I go move forward with my life. Anyone else?
Happy New year btw! And I'm starting therapy again... | tiredhermit | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-02 03:02:58 | BPD | I've officially cut off at least 3 ppl. 2 are my exes and 1 friend. They're blocked on every social media and on my phone too. And I don't feel bad about it. If anything, I like the "finality" of everything and I feel like I go move forward with my life. Anyone else? Happy New year btw! And I'm starting therapy again... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
el3rad | i need clarification.. | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | i’m not diagnosed or anything and i don’t want to dare misuse the diagnosis nor hurt anyone who has or deals with it.. but i want to know.. are these symptoms
flashbacks
anxiety
disassociation
cramps
possibly symptoms of Ptsd.. there’s some more descriptions but i don’t want to relapse myself,.. i just want to know... | panfluidgodsent | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-07 01:12:22 | ptsd | <rs>i’m not diagnosed or anything and i don’t want to dare misuse the diagnosis nor hurt anyone who has or deals with it.. but i want to know.. are these symptoms <re> <es>flashbacks anxiety disassociation cramps possibly symptoms of Ptsd..<ee> <es>there’s some more descriptions but i don’t want to relapse myself,..... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the symptoms make you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
ekeptg | Every time someone befriends next then leaves, they take a part of me with them | 0 | rant | 1 | I’m at a point now where there’s nothing left. | justhatinlife | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-05 15:56:16 | sad | <es>Every time someone befriends next then leaves, they take a part of me with them<ee> <es>I’m at a point now where there’s nothing left.<ee> | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the losing of friends | What do you need help with now that X? | you are upset about your friends leaving you | null | true | 200 |
enwvwo | Am I a terrible person? | 1b | survey | 2 | I’m so damn sick of this. Basically one of my friends left me for my ex’s group. Cause apparently I left him out of something. I’ve been trying to work on controlling myself but I loose all that very easily. It’s only been a week so obviously people are talking about it. And anyway I was fine for the first few days the... | angers-a-liar | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-13 01:19:21 | Anger | <efs>I’m so damn sick of this.<efe <es>Basically one of my friends left me for my ex’s group.<ee> <es>Cause apparently I left him out of something.<ee> <es>I’ve been trying to work on controlling myself but I loose all that very easily.<ee> It’s only been a week so obviously people are talking about it. <es>And anyway ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel her problems was caused by you | null | true | 220 |
ekuoq4 | 5 Months | 1a | rant | 1 | Coming up on 5 months, it's been the toughest journey of my entire life. The symptoms were a nightmare to say the least. The brain impairment made it literally impossible to function. I couldn't cook for my self, I couldn't read, couldn't watch TV, my executive functions were nonexistent. My memory was horrible. My emo... | liberty30 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-06 14:16:45 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>Coming up on 5 months, it's been the toughest journey of my entire life.<ee> <es>The symptoms were a nightmare to say the least.<ee> <es>The brain impairment made it literally impossible to function.<ee> <efs>I couldn't cook for my self, I couldn't read, couldn't watch TV, my executive functions were nonexistent.<e... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are having withdrawl symptoms | null | true | 220 |
eiaez1 | Happy new year everyone! | 1b | rant | 2 | I hope you all who had a shitty 2019 have a gud 2020! Enjoy the rest of your hollidays to hang out with some people, do some of your favourite hobbies or just sleep and be lazy -w-
My 2020 is not gonna be that good since my parents are about to break up, at least for a while, and Idk to what are I am going in the 10t... | andygames_pt | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2019-12-31 23:12:58 | depression | I hope you all who had a shitty 2019 have a gud 2020! Enjoy the rest of your hollidays to hang out with some people, do some of your favourite hobbies or just sleep and be lazy -w- <es>My 2020 is not gonna be that good since my parents are about to break up, at least for a while, and Idk to what are I am going in the... | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | parents break up | How did X make you feel? | your parents break up | What do you need help with now that X? | your parents are breaking up for a while | null | true | 100 |
eig7ip | i hate new years. | 1a | rant | 1 | tw for self harm and suicide
dunno if this is a bpd thing. maybe. because new year is touted as this TiMe oF gReAt ChAnGe WoW
and i hate change, can't cope with change, resent change, etc. looking at 01/01/20 on my screen and phone and everything is making me feel angry, it's stupid.
i think it's probably because i... | eyes-lungs-pancreas | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 08:39:23 | BPD | <es>tw for self harm and suicide<ee> <es>dunno if this is a bpd thing.<ee> <es>maybe.<ee> <es>because new year is touted as this TiMe oF gReAt ChAnGe WoW<ee> <es>and i hate change, can't cope with change, resent change, etc.<ee> <efs>looking at 01/01/20 on my screen and phone and everything is making me feel angry, i... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel disappointed and heartbroken about the new year | null | true | 220 |
eivg08 | i cant stop crying | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | i need help so bad please just help me | InfamousCauliflower4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-02 08:03:14 | sad | i need help so bad please just help me | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | repeat | true | 0 |
ei8421 | sorry if this is triggering | 1a | rant | 1 | man where to start ugh.. everything just hurts I want to give up but seen to much evidence on the other side to know universal karma is real and i have a fear my soul would just come back and repeat challenges of this life.. nothing has been easy for me, im sure millions of people on earth can say that exact statement ... | moonbabi222 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 20:09:21 | depression | man where to start ugh.. <efs>everything just hurts I want to give up but seen to much evidence on the other side to know universal karma is real and i have a fear my soul would just come back and repeat challenges of this life..<efe> nothing has been easy for me, im sure millions of people on earth can say that exact ... | 0 | 1 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | the need to give up on life | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about the challenges you have faced | What can help you overcome X ? | the fear of facing challenges | null | true | 10 |
f66ue8 | How to cope with living alone | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | I'm a 30 something single male and I recently moved out of my parents house where my parents and my brother live.
I lived in the suburbs while I worked in the city. So I have 3 sets of friends, my friends from home and my work friends (who live in the city) and some city friends.
The goal was to save money and move ... | The_Lurker88 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-02-19 06:44:15 | getting_over_it | <es>I'm a 30 something single male and I recently moved out of my parents house where my parents and my brother live.<ee> <es>I lived in the suburbs while I worked in the city.<ee> <es>So I have 3 sets of friends, my friends from home and my work friends (who live in the city) and some city friends.<ee> <es>The goal... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ejgx6v | Should I be on an antidepressant? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I was on paxil and abilify but then I stopped the paxil and have been off of it for about 2 months and continued the abilify. Since I went off cold turkey (I know I know that's a bad decision) I went through hell at first but now I feel kinda normal. No feeling super suicidal and actually attempting. No getting serious... | ca7cha8esra66it | 4 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-03 15:31:33 | BPD | <rs>Should I be on an antidepressant?<re> <es>I was on paxil and abilify but then I stopped the paxil and have been off of it for about 2 months and continued the abilify.<ee> <es>Since I went off cold turkey (I know I know that's a bad decision) I went through hell at first but now I feel kinda normal.<ee> <efs>No fee... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
fh2etx | Divorce hurts | 1a | rant | 1 | So I'm going through a divorce, and it really hurts. I'm feeling all kinds of things I didn't expect to feel. I miss my ex, even though he never wanted to marry me in the first place. It was so clear that he didn't really treasure me. And once I realized I was transgender, well, that was the final straw. I want to live... | LuckSprite | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-03-11 19:05:37 | getting_over_it | <es>So I'm going through a divorce.<ee> <efs> it really hurts.<efe> <efs>I'm feeling all kinds of things I didn't expect to feel.<efe> <efs>I miss my ex, even though he never wanted to marry me in the first place.<efe> <es>It was so clear that he didn't really treasure me.<ee> <es>And once I realized I was transgender,... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
exk5fa | men vs finding out i was raped | 1b | rant | 3 | i fucking HATE more than anything else in the world how men react when i disclose my rape to them. with women there's usually this mutual understanding, often they have stories of being sexually harassed themselves or even raped. i rarely find this the case with men.
women usually tell me 'i'm sorry that happened to y... | definitelynotabby | 1 | 0 | 30 | 2020-02-02 06:12:59 | rapecounseling | <efs>i fucking HATE more than anything else in the world how men react when i disclose my rape to them.<efe> <es>with women there's usually this mutual understanding, often they have stories of being sexually harassed themselves or even raped.<ee> <es>i rarely find this the case with men.<ee> <es>women usually tell me... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you hate how men react when you tell them about the incident | null | true | 220 |
elhfks | A walk in the woods...... a big achievement for me and had to share. :) | 0 | chitchat | 1 | In 2019, around October, I began to shut down and isolate... It got worse as the anniversaries of both my parents were soon approaching(I held them both while they died) then I was minding my own business watching a movie when the movie took a turn for the worse and there was a horrible rape scene in it, and I related ... | TheOriginalTomboy | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-07 20:44:33 | ptsd | In 2019, around October, I began to shut down and isolate... It got worse as the anniversaries of both my parents were soon approaching(I held them both while they died) then I was minding my own business watching a movie when the movie took a turn for the worse and there was a horrible rape scene in it, and I related ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ejkg5x | Sleeping separately from my partner | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I went to bed two nights ago before my partner and passed out almost immediately. As soon as he came to bed, I was up and stuck having flashbacks and fighting myself and twitching myself to stay awake. After an hour of fighting my body, I went and laid on the couch. After calling down, I was back to sleep.
Yesterday ... | deeplynugget | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-03 19:36:36 | rapecounseling | I went to bed two nights ago before my partner and passed out almost immediately. As soon as he came to bed, I was up and stuck having flashbacks and fighting myself and twitching myself to stay awake. After an hour of fighting my body, I went and laid on the couch. After calling down, I was back to sleep. Yesterday ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
em2od5 | I’m numb everyday. It’s just irritating. I just want to feel something. How can I. | 1b | rant | 1 | The only thing that keeps me company is school. Other than that, I don’t do anything. I just want to feel something. Everyday is the same. I don’t feel connected with anyone. I don’t want to socialize. I don’t want to do anything. I’ve tried talking to the school counsellor but she’s practically worthless to me. They j... | -BoB- | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-09 01:49:24 | getting_over_it | <es>The only thing that keeps me company is school.<ee> <es>Other than that, I don’t do anything.<ee> <rs>I just want to feel something.<re> <es>Everyday is the same.<ee> <efs>I don’t feel connected with anyone.<efe> <efs>I don’t want to socialize.<efe> <efs>I don’t want to do anything.<efe> <es>I’ve tried talking to t... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what made you feel numb | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
eiuwf4 | The end of my relationship with my best friends seemed to be a break up :) | 1a | rant | 1 | It hurt, it’s painful, but it’s for the best. It wasn’t working anymore, we were both guilty. | --Eccedentesiast-- | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 07:01:38 | sad | <es>The end of my relationship with my best friends seemed to be a break up<ee> :) <efs>It hurt, it’s painful, but it’s for the best.<efe> <es>It wasn’t working anymore, we were both guilty.<ee> | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why your relationship wasn't working out | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel hurt after the end of the relationship | title | true | 120 |
eimoi4 | Safety card/Speedbumps in Fellowship | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | Hello everyone!
Thank you for this subreddit. It helps me get outside of myself and reminds me of certain points in my sobriety that I can't forget.
I have been going to meetings and stuff but left my home group because of some safety card issues. I still go to meetings. We have had a couple of old timers hugging inap... | MajesticCanadian92 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-01 19:44:05 | alcoholicsanonymous | Hello everyone! Thank you for this subreddit. It helps me get outside of myself and reminds me of certain points in my sobriety that I can't forget. <es>I have been going to meetings and stuff but left my home group because of some safety card issues.<ee> <es>I still go to meetings.<ee> <es>We have had a couple of old... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the inappropriate hugging | null | null | null | true | 202 |
f7idfe | Thinking about my anger in dollars it costs me: | 1a | survey | 2 | Hello, first time poster here. What brings me here is I just wanted to share an example of how much my anger has cost me strictly in terms of dollars. I played a mobile game on my phone for the last year and I have become so enraged during losing streaks that I have broken a number of things, including the phone, which... | HorseWilloughby | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-02-21 21:52:24 | Anger | Hello, first time poster here. What brings me here is I just wanted to share an example of how much my anger has cost me strictly in terms of dollars. I played a mobile game on my phone for the last year and I have become so enraged during losing streaks that I have broken a number of things, including the phone, which... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eixt3c | I’m afraid to go to sleep because I’m emotionally exhausted from reliving my sexual assault in my dreams | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Even if I could sleep I don’t think I could convince myself that it’d be okay. Ive been dealing with a lot of triggers lately since visiting family for the holidays (my mom wanted me to explain in detail what happened and asked to see his picture). I should have just told her that seeing his face again would bring back... | doodlebug4322 | 1 | 0 | 53 | 2020-01-02 12:45:31 | ptsd | <es>Even if I could sleep I don’t think I could convince myself that it’d be okay.<ee> <es>Ive been dealing with a lot of triggers lately since visiting family for the holidays (my mom wanted me to explain in detail what happened and asked to see his picture).<ee> <efs>I should have just told her that seeing his face a... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how did you feel seeing his picture | null | null | null | true | 212 |
f1ttfm | New here | 1a | rant | 1 | I dont know if i have anger as a condition, but I have ptsd. Im a very angery person. I hate everyone. I genuinely feel as if im the only person i know with half a brain and i have constant violent images in my brain about every single person i know including my partner. I think i have a very high iq and i have a hard ... | Intoris | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-02-10 17:43:09 | Anger | <es>I dont know if i have anger as a condition, but I have ptsd.<ee> <es>Im a very angery person.<ee> <es>I hate everyone.<ee> <efs>I genuinely feel as if im the only person i know with half a brain and i have constant violent images in my brain about every single person i know including my partner.<efe> <es>I think i ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | violent images in your brain | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ejmbiy | My PE teacher is cool even if she is a bit late. | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | So, at the beginning of this school year I was said to myself "Right, you need to gain more confidence in showing your scars" so I decided not to wear my knee high socks at school anymore that I used to hide some of my scars. Only one girl mentioned it when in my class said "What's that on your leg" really loud, but ot... | Butterfly_8 | 71 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-03 21:45:41 | selfharm | So, at the beginning of this school year I was said to myself "Right, you need to gain more confidence in showing your scars" so I decided not to wear my knee high socks at school anymore that I used to hide some of my scars. Only one girl mentioned it when in my class said "What's that on your leg" really loud, but ot... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eiyn4a | Any tips? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | What habits have helped you deal with adhd as an adult? | Waytooserious0987 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 14:07:33 | ADHD | <rs>What habits have helped you deal with adhd as an adult?<re> | 0 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 2 |
ej07jk | Anyone experienced weird physical symptoms with extreme anxiety! | 0 | survey | 2 | When I was at my worst with anxiety, I noticed some physical symptoms that I haven’t heard of many other people mentioning, so I guess I wanted to put it out there and see if others here have experienced the same thing.
A it of background: I am being successfully treated for depression, anxiety and OCD. I come from a... | cuteandfluffy13 | 1 | 0 | 18 | 2020-01-02 16:16:42 | mentalillness | <es>When I was at my worst with anxiety, I noticed some physical symptoms that I haven’t heard of many other people mentioning.<ee> <rs>so I guess I wanted to put it out there and see if others here have experienced the same thing.<re> <es>A it of background: I am being successfully treated for depression, anxiety and... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help treat your symptoms | null | true | 221 |
eiu7fs | What’s the best way to get the most pain out of a cut? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I’m kinda new to cutting, only been doing it for a year or so and you guys seem to have more experience, for me I get the most out of cutting when there’s more pain, so what’s the best technique or way to cut and get the most pain out of it? | panzer_man-5000 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 05:51:51 | selfharm | <es>I’m kinda new to cutting, only been doing it for a year or so and you guys seem to have more experience.<ee> <es>for me I get the most out of cutting when there’s more pain.<ee> <rs>so what’s the best technique or way to cut and get the most pain out of it?<re> | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you started cutting yourself | How did X make you feel? | cutting yourself | null | null | null | true | 102 |
f3zm67 | I submitted his name to El Paso Zoo’s Quit Bugging Me Valentine’s Day event. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I donated $5 and submitted his name to the zoo. I know it’s petty but it feels good. A cockroach is going to be named after him and fed to an animal. I’m hoping a Meerkat is going to eat his roach. It’s the best I’ve got for a fuck you until court. | isitmeorathrowaway | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-02-14 22:03:34 | rapecounseling | I donated $5 and submitted his name to the zoo. I know it’s petty but it feels good. A cockroach is going to be named after him and fed to an animal. I’m hoping a Meerkat is going to eat his roach. It’s the best I’ve got for a fuck you until court. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eid2vn | Does anyone else get hysterically upset over nothing, and then not want to tell anyone why you are so upset because you know they will think it is stupid, but they keep asking until you tell them, and then they tell you it is stupid to be upset over that? | 0 | survey | 2 | And you're just like, "yeah, I know it is stupid, that's why I didn't want to tell you in the first place!" Then you end up getting even more upset at yourself for being upset over nothing? | SofiaB04 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 03:03:16 | BPD | <es>Does anyone else get hysterically upset over nothing, and then not want to tell anyone why you are so upset because you know they will think it is stupid, but they keep asking until you tell them, and then they tell you it is stupid to be upset over that?<ee> <es>And you're just like, "yeah, I know it is stupid, th... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you get hysterically upset over nothing | null | true | 220 |
ej3am7 | My deep dark secret is out. | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | So in a previous post I had said that when I went to the ER for some laced heroin I had done one of the nurses ran her mouth. That’s what I was told but I guess the truth is that my boyfriend made a police report about the guy who was selling to me, and the cop he talked to is dating a good(?) friend of mine who I’ve k... | catmom2040 | 4 | 0 | 20 | 2020-01-02 19:58:06 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>So in a previous post I had said that when I went to the ER for some laced heroin I had done one of the nurses ran her mouth.<ee> <es>That’s what I was told but I guess the truth is that my boyfriend made a police report about the guy who was selling to me, and the cop he talked to is dating a good(?) friend of min... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
emyjr6 | I just want you all to know you’re not alone, we’re all suffering and I wish I could hug you and say it’ll be okay. | 0 | rant | 2 | I have a very dark past. I’m a csa survivor.
My ptsd has been really bad lately.
I’ve been robbed of my childhood and in my head I’m still stuck in that teen age. As if I’ve never developed into an adult mentally.
Everything feels so fresh, I’m reliving the moment it all came out to the surface and resorting to old c... | falalabeline | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-10 22:44:21 | ptsd | I have a very dark past. I’m a csa survivor. My ptsd has been really bad lately. I’ve been robbed of my childhood and in my head I’m still stuck in that teen age. As if I’ve never developed into an adult mentally. Everything feels so fresh, I’m reliving the moment it all came out to the surface and resorting to old c... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
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