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Question 201
Title: My parents want me to talk to the rapiest Text: Tw: the rapiest in this my older half brother I have already cut contact with him soon after I moved in with my bio dad (my bio dad help raised him but with our bio mom but they got divorce and she left I went with her for a bit before moving back he was with us...
rape_past
Question 202
Title: What does the "escape" of the outdoors do for your overall wellbeing? Text: Hello, I am an Industrial Design Student at the University of Houston working on a design thesis focused on the "escape" we experience when we go outdoors. I have attached a link to a survey to get your input on the topic. Thank you fo...
no_crisis
Question 203
Title: Scars hurting?? Text: I just showered and now one of my scars hurt. What the fuck is that? Anyone else???? For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
selfharm_past
Question 204
Title: Seeing couples outside makes me so fucking hopeless Text: I’ll never be loved like that. I can’t even imagine having someone in my life who actually looks forward to seeing me. That must be an incredible feeling. I’ll probably never date and never feel what it’s like to be fulfilled through a relationship with ...
no_crisis
Question 205
Title: For two years police in Basalt, CO have gone to my job sites as well as driven past my house daily. Text: Hello, I moved to Basalt Colorado two years ago from Tennessee. I began noticing in Tennessee whenever I would go out for a drive police cars would drive past me at traffic lights. Or they would park idly i...
no_crisis
Question 206
Title: Riding the emotional roller-coaster. This gets better, right? Text: I seperated from my husband almost a week ago. Yesterday I felt great - strong and determined and angry. Today I feel my heart will break. I've booked a Zoom chat with him in a couple of weeks, to give him a final chance. But in my heart I m...
no_crisis
Question 207
Title: Cuts hurt Text: hey so i relapsed (sadly) a few days ago and i forgot how to care for the cuts honestly. they really itch is there anything i can do to help it? i really do want to stay clean this time but for now i have to deal with the consequences :( For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Pas...
selfharm_past
Question 208
Title: I wish I could hold your hands Text: All of you. Everyone on this subreddit is hurting and I just wish I could hold your hands and tell you it’ll be okay. But I can’t. So what I will say is that it gets better. Even just for a day. You’ll have a moment of happiness and realize that you never want to harm yourse...
selfharm_past
Question 209
Title: named officially changed today Text: I'm just like ugh Idk if this a good thing or what. But at least now I can say my name without looking around ya know what I mean , mow just to figure out how to move to a new state in a cpl weeks. Have zero clue what I'm doing lol but i know this is a step in the right dir...
no_crisis
Question 210
Title: On Trauma Bonding Text: Stockholm Syndrome is an interesting thing. During a hostage situation in Stockholm in a bank robbery, one victim came out with a rope around her neck asking the police to not hurt the captors. Then days later the victims were speaking highly of their captors, how they didn’t mean to hur...
no_crisis
Question 211
Title: I really need to get this off my chest Text: I honestly don’t know why i’ve come here to say these things. I suppose the anonymity helps, because I can’t stand for those in my life to view me differently. I pretty much want to be dead. Life just hasn’t been going my way for years now. I feel like everyone els...
suicideideation_passive_ongoing
Question 212
Title: Is this sexual harassment Text: So this guy, I’ll call him T, has a major crush on me. It was obvious. My best friend (P) and I started to hang out with him on the weekends. We all became really good friends. It wasn’t long before T started checking my location all the time. He would ask where I was and what I ...
sexualharassment_ongoing
Question 213
Title: is it possible ive damaged some nerves ? Text: i dont mean to sound dramatic but im wondering if its possible to damage nerves from cutting. ive been cutting in the same area for a good couple years now and at this point theres more scar tissue there than unharmed skin, and it feels a bit numb. cutting there a...
selfharm_ongoing
Question 214
Title: I know life will get better but it's so unbearable right now Text: I don't know if I can take it for that much longer For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
suicideideation_passive_ongoing
Question 215
Title: Dysphoria is so confusing… Text: Posting on an alternate account for privacy reasons. I don’t even know anymore. I have no idea who I am, what I am, what I want to be or how I want to be. My brain keeps giving me mixed signals about what I fit in as and what I don’t but it never settles down and fits to one id...
selfharm_ongoing
Question 216
Title: my ex is trying to get money from me, is this legal? Text: my abuser and i lived together and the entire time, even though we did discuss and signed a paper claiming rent would be paid, neither of us did. he was the child of the house owner and i simply wasn’t asked. until we broke up, that is. now on this co...
domesticviolence_past
Question 217
Title: A plan Text: I've had suicidal thoughts every day for the past 10 years, but I never felt like I would actually do it. Last night was the straw that broke the camel's back. I have a plan now. I'm thinking about all the letters I have to write, apologies to make. I'm going to deep clean the house so I don't le...
suicideideation_active_ongoing
Question 218
Title: Yup it happened. I was finally flashed. Text: Hi. Today I got flashed by a young black man, his dick hanging out disgusting and gross and long. I was on a narrow sidewalk and he was smoking and basically taking it up. A few feet away he suddenly faces me and pulls down his pants to reveal the ugly black dick. O...
sexualharassment_ongoing
Question 219
Title: the girl who loves my scars Text: i was talking to my gf and i was talking about how much i love her and her insecurities and such and she replies with “i love your cuts too”. she knows they tell a story and its so sweet. i think she’s a keeper :$ For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **...
selfharm_past
Question 220
Title: Boyfriend said he didn’t want to keep seeing me getting hurt Text: I told him to break up with me so he wouldn’t have to watch. I fell of the wagon last week. I was at 73 days clean. Today was day 6. Now I’m back to day 0 again. I started self harming when I was 14. 10 years ago. Here’s to hoping tomorrow goe...
selfharm_ongoing
Question 221
Title: It's time for me to go Text: I've lived for 20 years constantly squandering every opportunity I had, spending ungodly amounts of time playing video games and jerking off, playing the victim in every situation and taking the easy way out. Now here I am with nothing, nobody and no reason to live. I have nothing ...
suicideideation_active_ongoing
Question 222
Title: ptsd has gotten the best of me. Text: i’m lost. have a .357 in my lap. $10 fifth of gin, let’s see how far it can get into this bottle before i do it For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
suicideideation_active_ongoing
Question 223
Title: My wife (30F) keeps getting physical with me (32M). How can I fix this? Text: Idk where to begin. We are a normal couple that gets into heated arguments sure. But it for the most part ends with us saying sorry to each other. However 3 months ago, when an argument got too heated I wanted to walk out the house to...
domesticviolence_ongoing
Question 224
Title: I let my social anxiety stop me from seeing my Dad for the last time Text: My Dad had been fighting cancer for a couple of years and had been going downhill recently. He was admitted to hospital several weeks ago and, due to COVID restrictions, only one person could visit him a day. I have severe anxiety abo...
no_crisis
Question 225
Title: I fucking hate people Text: It makes me want to kill myself to spite everyone For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
suicideideation_passive_ongoing
Question 226
Title: I survived. Text: *In honor of domestic violence awareness month.* *Posting just for me to reflect.* After the assault and years of abuse, I lost myself. My entire identity. I never thought I’d get to the other side of it. I never thought I’d make it out alive, not just physically but also emotionally. I used...
domesticviolence_past
Question 227
Title: I just wanna die. Text: Ive been struggling with depression my whole life. People tell me to "hike up my bootstraps" and a friend told me im being dramatic and its so inauthentic (wtf does that even mean?) He even said"if you really wanna do it youd do it" no one believes me. I cant fucking wait until im off t...
suicideideation_passive_ongoing
Question 228
Title: I’m completely addicted to my phone and I hate it Text: But wtf else am I meant to do- nobody texts me or invites me anywhere For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
no_crisis
Question 229
Title: i want to gouge my eyes out Text: So I can sleep For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
selfharm_ongoing
Question 230
Title: I’m back! Text: Right where I belong. Missed u guys! For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
no_crisis
Question 231
Title: First of all I’m alone, not lonely Text: I know this “loneliness” will pass with time. I can never know for sure where I’ll be in two years, but right now I am not in the best (socially-wise). Who can relate 😆 👍?! It’s a good thing that the universe is an ever-changing quantum fluctuating living system of pur...
no_crisis
Question 232
Title: idk Text: i read all your guys posts, i dont know how to respond to them. I dont feel like i can give advice when im struggling to not end it myself, im so tempted to cut and get as high as i can so im not crippled by my pain, i sound like a weak cry baby when i should be all mr tough guy and push through. I st...
suicideideation_passive_ongoing, selfharm_ongoing
Question 233
Title: . Text: im killing myself i want to die it's everything i want. i wish i was never fucking born i wish i never existed please let me die. please someone tell me how to die i cant fucking do this anymore i want to die. For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that cri...
suicideideation_active_ongoing
Question 234
Title: My only friend in the world died yesterday and I can't stop crying Text: Yesterday my dog died. He was not even 11 but had had cancer for 3 months and it was sudden and they couldn't operate it. We spent thousands of pounds treating him with different types of chemo (I don't care about the money, I would do it ...
suicideideation_passive_ongoing
Question 235
Title: I dont know how to carry on Text: I'm scared and I don't know how I'm meant to carry on, it hasn't been like this for a long time not to the point that nothing really set it off. I feel like im suffocating and I just want this to end so so bad, I want someone to hug me and say they understand and that it'll be ...
suicideideation_passive_ongoing
Question 236
Title: Does this count? Text: Do scratches that break the skin still count as self harm? I guess I want to feel validated because I feel like it isn’t bad enough or nearly as serious because I don’t cut. I would if I could but I can’t find anything to use. I mean I can definitely find something if I look hard enough b...
selfharm_ongoing
Question 237
Title: do i need stitches? Text: i was really frustrated and when i cut my self it was white on the inside. ive never had that happen before it’s bleeding a lot and i know i haven’t hit a vein or artery but idk what to do besides putting on a band aid. is it going to scar? its on the middle of my thigh and i have a ki...
selfharm_ongoing
Question 238
Title: I think I’m crazy. Text: I don’t feel emotions anymore. Well, I should say not the same as a normal person does. I don’t have sympathy or empathy for anything anymore. I had an accident where I could’ve lost my eye and it barely phased me. Because I don’t care what happens to me anymore. Idk why or how this hap...
no_crisis
Question 239
Title: Was this sexual harassment? Text: I'm not sure if this was, nor do I know if I should even post here but here I go. Back when I was about 4 or 5, this teen cornered me on a school bus and started humping me and saying, "we should have babies together" over and over, then proceeded to bend my fingers backwards....
sexualharassment_past, childabuse_endangerment_past
Question 240
Title: My family is too poor to pay for college tuition. Text: No college leads to no degree, and that leads to a no job. I really desire to immigrate to the States (really fancy and delusional dream) by getting EB3 visa or whatever but that needs a bachelor's degree first. I'd rather die rather than living extremely...
suicideideation_passive_ongoing
Question 241
Title: Makeup advice needed!! Text: So I have terrible RED scars on my legs, like should have had stitches but didn't. I wear short sleeves all the time like it's no big deal but I never let my legs show. Well I really want to wear a dress tomorrow but there will be kids around and the scars are still scary looking. I...
no_crisis
Question 242
Title: It's always the fucking evenings Text: Is it just me or are the evenings the worst? That is the time I start missing the people I once had a deeper connection with and where I feel empty, sad and so lonely. I don't know how to cope and I can't "work on myself" or "learn how to be on my own", because those thing...
no_crisis
Question 243
Title: Sharing my story on ABC actionnews Text: Few weeks ago I shared part of my story ! October is bring awareness to domestic violence! I know there’s a victim out there who hasn’t saved Herself. Its airing on abc action news through spectrum channel 28. You may also see it live at 11 via the live option through t...
domesticviolence_past
Question 244
Title: Friend’s sending me suicidal messages what do I do?? Urgent Text: This is it “I think that tonight will end very badly for me :( Once again, thank you for your time and in general for your friendship and support I'm probably insane 🤷🏻‍♂️” Before I talked like 2hours with him trying to cheer him up. He’s...
no_crisis
Question 245
Title: Do I have the right to be sad? Text: Hi. I am a 13 year old and I seemingly livd a very good life. I have wealthy parents who both have high ranking jobs in financial fields and I live in an expensive, modern apartment building on the riverside in a nice neighborhood. I go to nice trips and I overall have a lot...
no_crisis
Question 246
Title: I’m definitely getting stupider Text: Long lasting chronic depression + anxiety + stress of living in covidland + school in covidland has genuinely been making me feel stupid. I’m stumbling over my words when speaking, I’m forgetting how to spell words when writing, my already abysmal memory has gotten worse a...
no_crisis
Question 247
Title: Noone takes me seriously Text: So today it happened again, my sister just randomly came and beat me. And because it was not the first time and last time I told her I‘d call the police if she did it again, i did. The police came and they didn’t take me serious at ALL. One of the police officers even said that wh...
suicideideation_passive_ongoing, childabuse_endangerment_ongoing
Question 248
Title: Does anyone know how to hide sh scars that are on your arms and thighs? Text: I’ve relapsed and i can’t let my parents see as they make me feel worse when they find out (they cry and make me feel bad for doing it). I really need to find a way to cover up. Please help For any crisis present, mark whether it is ...
selfharm_ongoing
Question 249
Title: how to stop sh when extremely angry Text: i seem to have inherited some anger issues from my mother. i didn’t use to do this when i was younger but as soon as i turned 18, whenever i got really angry or frustrated, i would deeply scratch myself. in my head, i would picture scratching whoever made me angry, but...
suicideideation_passive_ongoing, selfharm_ongoing
Question 250
Title: I'm so alone Text: No matter what I do. I always end up alone.. I thought I had a good thing going and I just got ghosted out of nowhere. Our last conversation was pleasant so I don't know what I did wrong. It happens all the time so the issue is me... things would be better if I was dead For any crisis presen...
suicideideation_passive_ongoing
Question 251
Title: If guns were easier to obtain in Canada I'd be dead Text: I just can't find a relatively painless and sensible way to go. My brother jumped off a bridge and died but he was alive for like four hours afterwards and that doesn't sound very fun. There's such stigma around suicide and it's stupid. Even if I type in...
suicideideation_active_ongoing
Question 252
Title: I don’t know if this is sexual harassment Text: Someone keeps trying to get me to see their nude pictures. I’ve mentioned that I’m a minor multiple times, and said no multiple times, too For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
sexualharassment_ongoing
Question 253
Title: Stuck Text: My boyfriend owns a lot of knives. Theyre all over his room. We’ve only been together for a few weeks and this is the first time the urge has been so strong when im at his place. He knows I’ve struggled with sh but i cant bring myself to tell him how it is rn. I want to tear my skin open but i dont ...
selfharm_ongoing
Question 254
Title: hi just here to vent Text: i come to this forum whenever i feel this way. im in college and I just feel like a total outsider. my school loves football and they all seemingly are soo social..posting fun pictures on instagram of their cute outfits, getting drunk with friends, being in sororities and being involv...
suicideideation_active_past, suicideideation_passive_ongoing
Question 255
Title: My grandmother raped and abused me for years Text: I’m sorry if this post is all over the place, but the damage done by my grandmother cannot be reversed. My feelings are all over the place and I just wish things were different. I’m sorry if this is too long as well but she damaged me a lot. The situation star...
childabuse_endangerment_past, rape_past
Question 256
Title: Saving Face in Customer Service Text: I work at a bank in a store. We have had multiple customer come in and bring us food before (one guy brings in a tray of cookies for the whole team every year for Christmas, etc). This one customer in particular who has been coming in and bringing the Team occasional snacks...
no_crisis
Question 257
Title: Everything looks so cruel.. Text: I don’t know where to start, each part of my life drags me to suicide. I say to myself ‘this time things will change and you’re gonna be ok’ but I’m just going worse day by day. I’ve had not even a bit of support from my family when someone tried to kill me whilst I was study...
suicideideation_passive_ongoing
Question 258
Title: FUCK spending friday nights alone in your room because literally no one wants to be with you Text: Shit sucks. For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
no_crisis
Question 259
Title: Ok so… Text: Idk how exactly to talk about this, but I kinda… cut myself on purpose the other day. I don’t know why, I just had some kind of uncontrollable urge to. I’ve done it a few times, but nothing ever happened. This time though, I got like, a rush after. That was something… I guess. For any crisis prese...
selfharm_ongoing
Question 260
Title: Can someone with a DV charge change? Text: 26f dealing with a 29m here about to be sentenced for a domestic incident that occurred a few months ago. Wanting to know if I should continue seeing him or drop him completely. Looking for anyone who's been in a similar situation to me who can give me advice on what t...
domesticviolence_past
Question 261
Title: Everybody wants me dead anyways Text: i mean for real, you can try to pretend it isn't true but it is. i'm trans, i don't have the mental energy to go in depth on all the places i have seen people wishing trans people death etc. im in the us, which is one of the "best" countries for trans people and it's shit....
suicideideation_active_ongoing
Question 262
Title: Is this Sexual Harassment? Text: I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately and I need an outside perspective. So, when I was in fifth grade at my aunts wedding there were stools lining the wall on opposite sides of the room. I was sitting on one stool and directly across from me was my new uncle AKA the groom....
sexualharassment_past, childabuse_endangerment_past
Question 263
Title: My mum is very depressive, anxious and suicidal everyday but she refuses to seek help. What can I do? Text: Hi, ⚠️ Warning: suicides related topics mentioned. So I have been suffering a lot recently because of my family situation. My mum has recently been very depressive and anxious to a point that she is s...
no_crisis
Question 264
Title: dropped out of school cause i hate myself Text: i’m 16. junior. stopped going to school at the beginning of sophomore year. i went one day this year. i cannot go to school because i’m so ugly and fat that i’m embarrassed to show myself. i don’t want to keep missing school but i can’t overcome this self hatred. ...
no_crisis
Question 265
Title: Marital rape Text: Been together with my now husband for 2 years and we’ve been married nearly 4 months. We had both of our first times together after we were married and would have sex often like all the time. As of recently the only time he wants to have sex is early mornings which was fun for a while but n...
rape_ongoing, domesticviolence_ongoing
Question 266
Title: i cant Text: i feel like im losing my shit.. i feel like the end is near… For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
suicideideation_passive_ongoing
Question 267
Title: I found out this weekend just how alone i really am Text: I honestly get such an urge to kill myself so i can hurt everyone who has ignored me and made me fight to feel seen at all. I wish i could do it publicly and with a letter for everyone to read so they know exactly how bad they should feel For any crisis...
suicideideation_active_ongoing
Question 268
Title: Goodbye Text: I have silently watched. I made my mistakes. I am not a bad man but I can’t live with the consequences again. Theese days My life will end… For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
suicideideation_active_ongoing
Question 269
Title: sucks being alone Text: Anybody wanna chat text me For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
no_crisis
Question 270
Title: Having no friends at 26 has killed every aspect of my life Text: Creatively, even the simplest of things are impossible (I'm an artist). *Need a picture of myself for artwork?* Forget about it. *Need someone to help film a short clip with me?* Nope. Romantically, any girl that likes me *always* ends up los...
no_crisis
Question 271
Title: HELLO PLEASR HELP Text: IT WAS IN THE MOMENT BUT I REALLY DO NOT WANT TO DIE. I SLIT MY THROAT WTF DO I DO???? I DIONT WANT TI DIE OKAY!! PLEASSE For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
suicideideation_active_ongoing, selfharm_ongoing
Question 272
Title: Existential Terror Text: Hi. I suffer from. Well let's not go diagnostic too much I don't want to taint your opinions. Brief historical data possibly of relevance: Childhood-irrational screaming mother to the point the walls seemed to melt before my eyes. Preteen: parents circle around me weeping I a chair deg...
no_crisis
Question 273
Title: HR Text: How was peoples experience with HR successfully resolving sexual harassment at work? We’re they In favor of you? For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
no_crisis
Question 274
Title: Fearing sex Text: It’s been almost 1 year since it happened. And i been struggling trying to get it together dealing with it. I even quit my job and everything. I like to keep a distance to men. I usually just been doing stuff online when it came to sex. I been enjoying the pressures of feeling desired from a d...
no_crisis
Question 275
Title: i don’t see a future for myself Text: i’m too scared to do it, i know i probably will eventually, so i’m in this weird limbo of having no motivation to go on. it won’t matter anyways. i am simply not fit to be in this world. i know i’m too much of an outcast and i’m tired of it. tired of living like this, hatin...
suicideideation_passive_ongoing
Question 276
Title: My ex girlfriend killed herself a few day ago Text: She always looked so happy, now i can’t stop thinking about it. Had not seen her in two months when I got the news. She broke up with me cause She wanted to be single. We got along well and She seemed like a happy person. Now I can’t stop thinking about all th...
no_crisis
Question 277
Title: Men in Hollywood Have Failed To Apologize For Acts of Sexual Harassment Text: https://medium.com/hack-for-chayn/8-ways-men-in-hollywood-have-failed-to-apologize-36f2d397d5dd For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
no_crisis
Question 278
Title: I want to kill myself Text: Made this as a throwaway account from my main but idk. I am 23M, a graduate student. Been struggling with academics due to my rapidly worsening mental health, don’t go to classes. Even if I want to get better and improve, I don’t see the point as to why? Deep down I am afraid to Kms ...
suicideideation_active_ongoing
Question 279
Title: was i really raped? would i have been normal if i wasn't? Text: i have no one to talk to about this and honestly, i think i'd prefer to talk about this with strangers. Hi, i am Dan, 22, male, and when i was 6, i (believed (i've kept this memory by myself and pretended it was a normal thing so basically i have n...
childabuse_endangerment_past, rape_past
Question 280
Title: Exposing my cuts Text: Today at the doctor I was getting an IV and they couldn’t find a good vein in my usual spots (left hand and arm).. for the first time ever, I had to lift the sleeve of my right arm with all my cut scars. The nurses saw.. everyone who sees tries not to say anything.. which I understand bec...
selfharm_past
Question 281
Title: I dont know how to feel about my rape and assaults Text: Currently a male (27) and I was 23 at the time. I just had gotten out the Marines and started working as a mechanic at a factory. My co worker at the time female (26) raped me and I dont know what to feel. I felt it was best to not talk about it because...
rape_past
Question 282
Title: psychopath Text: lately, I have been feeling lesser emotions, it's like no matter what happens I just don't seem to care. Anyone, how can resonate? For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
no_crisis
Question 283
Title: Is it my fault? Text: So, there's this kid in my school, gonna be in my classes for the next five years. Let's call him J. we're in eight grade and he's autistic, so I feel like I shouldn't report him if he harasses me again. I did the first time, knowing he wouldn't get in trouble, but he will if I do again. H...
sexualharassment_ongoing, childabuse_endangerment_ongoing
Question 284
Title: my ex is becoming a General Manger of a community radio station. Text: My abusive ex is extremely good at lying and acting. Hes so good that not one person has questioned him about the abuse.. now he's climbing the social ladder, he even got a 30k grant from the national endowment for humanities.. I wish th...
domesticviolence_past
Question 285
Title: Has anybody ever had a case where their abuser pled guilty and the case didnt go to trial? Text: What were the charges? The plea deal? And u didnt have to testify? For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
no_crisis
Question 286
Title: I'm lost Text: When we met 6 years ago - I thought he was the man of my dreams. The first time he hit me I figured it was because I was being a bitch. I do have a problem keeping my mouth shut. The first time he stole from me... i figured it was just a mistake. We were struggling - i admit, I thought it was j...
suicideideation_passive_ongoing, domesticviolence_ongoing
Question 287
Title: June 17th 2023/2024. Text: I want it to be on my birthday. Depends how long I can last. For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
suicideideation_active_ongoing
Question 288
Title: self harm: a comfort to me Text: Ive come to terms with why I majorly self harm and its always my repeated process of cutting, not feeling like its not "enough" to bandage but doing so anyways. And through this the comfort after momentary pain is my own form of consoling myself and giving myself care when no on...
selfharm_ongoing
Question 289
Title: crying Text: currently crying because I miss my ex/rapist I miss how sweet he was...I miss our conversations I miss everything I wish he never did what he did I wish I was still with him I fucking miss him fml For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type ...
rape_past
Question 290
Title: How to deal with failure? Text: got fired months ago because of sth that not about my performance. job hunting for months, interviewed with >20 company, all failed. today i fail an interview again. i have prepared it for over a week and still fail. everytime i fail, i lose control and start yelling. I reall...
no_crisis
Question 291
Title: my mom found a way to get me to stop cutting Text: she checks my legs everyday and if there’s new ones she slaps me as hard as she can and then cries and makes me feel bad! edit: she also does the same thing when i don’t eat except there’s a lot more screaming at me. For any crisis present, mark whether it is...
childabuse_endangerment_ongoing, selfharm_ongoing
Question 292
Title: Physical pain? Text: I noticed I've been experiencing headaches for the past week and now I'm feeling chest pain ( mainly on the right side in the middle?). Is this all normal with grief? When should I be concerned? For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis...
no_crisis
Question 293
Title: My friend can't survive on her own if she were to leave... And might not survive at all if she were to stay... What do I do? Text: My friend is in an extremely abusive relationship. Things have took a turn for the worst, and after a life threatening incident, she's finally come around to the idea of leaving him...
no_crisis
Question 294
Title: I just got out of the mental hospital Text: I just came home from the mental hospital for the first time, and after multiple days of feeling happy and looking forward to leaving, I get in the car my dissociation starts up again. That was at 2 pm. It is 7 pm. I am not feeling better no matter what I do. I'm actu...
no_crisis
Question 295
Title: My rapist finally died( my mother is the only other person that knows about this ) Text: When I was in elementary a male teacher had assaulted me He use to help the math teacher with tutorial if they were to many students with teachers so he would take and teach them in his class he had been really nice to be a...
childabuse_endangerment_past, rape_past
Question 296
Title: Avoiding the psych ward Text: In the past week I’ve gotten 34 stitches in two separate visits to the er. I barely managed to avoid getting sent to the Psych ward but my parents don’t want me to go-(there’s nowhere in our area that deals with eating disorders and psychiatric illness and they don’t want my Ed to ...
selfharm_ongoing
Question 297
Title: Loneliness Text: Loneliness is horrible its like a pain that puts a hole in your chest and the hole never leaves wtf For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
no_crisis
Question 298
Title: I started a new job and feel lonely Text: So, I arrived home from work at Target yesterday feeling down for no reason. Thie morning started off fantastic; I was joyful, energized, and productive; however, after my lunch break I began to feel depressed. It was like a switch was flipped, and I have no idea why. N...
no_crisis
Question 299
Title: I just want to stop existing Text: I m tried of the every day grind.... I m tried of the boring life.... I m tried of just existing..... Wish I had the courage to end it all for once. For any crisis present, mark whether it is Ongoing or Past. **Leave a row blank if that crisis type is not present.**
suicideideation_passive_ongoing
Question 300
Title: pain Text: i want to stop feeling the pain. i can handle some of it. a normal, healthy amount. but this is too much. i cant take heavy pain everyday for years. its worse than death. i dont care about the world. i dont care about myself or others. i dont care about anything. all i know is i am alive and i am in...
suicideideation_passive_ongoing