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“The mouse wishes to harm the cheese and Doss wishes to charm the
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he’s.”
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Valancy had heard him ask that riddle fifty times and every time she
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wanted to throw something at him. But she never did. In the first
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place, the Stirlings simply did not throw things; in the second place,
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Uncle Benjamin was a wealthy and childless old widower and Valancy had
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been brought up in the fear and admonition of his money. If she
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offended him he would cut her out of his will—supposing she were in it.
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Valancy did not want to be cut out of Uncle Benjamin’s will. She had
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been poor all her life and knew the galling bitterness of it. So she
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endured his riddles and even smiled tortured little smiles over them.
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Aunt Isabel, downright and disagreeable as an east wind, would
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criticise her in some way—Valancy could not predict just how, for Aunt
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Isabel never repeated a criticism—she found something new with which to
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jab you every time. Aunt Isabel prided herself on saying what she
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thought, but didn’t like it so well when other people said what _they_
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thought to _her_. Valancy never said what _she_ thought.
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Cousin Georgiana—named after her great-great-grand-mother, who had been
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named after George the Fourth—would recount dolorously the names of all
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relatives and friends who had died since the last picnic and wonder
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“which of us will be the first to go next.”
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Oppressively competent, Aunt Mildred would talk endlessly of her
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husband and her odious prodigies of babies to Valancy, because Valancy
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would be the only one she could find to put up with it. For the same
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reason, Cousin Gladys—really First Cousin Gladys once removed,
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according to the strict way in which the Stirlings tabulated
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relationship—a tall, thin lady who admitted she had a sensitive
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disposition, would describe minutely the tortures of her neuritis. And
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Olive, the wonder girl of the whole Stirling clan, who had everything
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Valancy had not—beauty, popularity, love,—would show off her beauty and
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presume on her popularity and flaunt her diamond insignia of love in
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Valancy’s dazzled, envious eyes.
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There would be none of all this today. And there would be no packing up
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of teaspoons. The packing up was always left for Valancy and Cousin
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Stickles. And once, six years ago, a silver teaspoon from Aunt
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Wellington’s wedding set had been lost. Valancy never heard the last of
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that silver teaspoon. Its ghost appeared Banquo-like at every
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subsequent family feast.
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Oh, yes, Valancy knew exactly what the picnic would be like and she
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blessed the rain that had saved her from it. There would be no picnic
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this year. If Aunt Wellington could not celebrate on the sacred day
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itself she would have no celebration at all. Thank whatever gods there
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were for that.
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Since there would be no picnic, Valancy made up her mind that, if the
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rain held up in the afternoon, she would go up to the library and get
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another of John Foster’s books. Valancy was never allowed to read
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novels, but John Foster’s books were not novels. They were “nature
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books”—so the librarian told Mrs. Frederick Stirling—“all about the
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woods and birds and bugs and things like that, you know.” So Valancy
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was allowed to read them—under protest, for it was only too evident
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that she enjoyed them too much. It was permissible, even laudable, to
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read to improve your mind and your religion, but a book that was
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enjoyable was dangerous. Valancy did not know whether her mind was
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being improved or not; but she felt vaguely that if she had come across
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John Foster’s books years ago life might have been a different thing
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for her. They seemed to her to yield glimpses of a world into which she
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might once have entered, though the door was forever barred to her now.
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It was only within the last year that John Foster’s books had been in
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the Deerwood library, though the librarian told Valancy that he had
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been a well-known writer for several years.
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“Where does he live?” Valancy had asked.
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“Nobody knows. From his books he must be a Canadian, but no more
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information can be had. His publishers won’t say a word. Quite likely
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John Foster is a nom de plume. His books are so popular we can’t keep
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them in at all, though I really can’t see what people find in them to
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rave over.”
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“I think they’re wonderful,” said Valancy, timidly.
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“Oh—well—” Miss Clarkson smiled in a patronising fashion that relegated
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Valancy’s opinions to limbo, “I can’t say I care much for bugs myself.
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But certainly Foster seems to know all there is to know about them.”
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Valancy didn’t know whether she cared much for bugs either. It was not
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John Foster’s uncanny knowledge of wild creatures and insect life that
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enthralled her. She could hardly say what it was—some tantalising lure
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of a mystery never revealed—some hint of a great secret just a little
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further on—some faint, elusive echo of lovely, forgotten things—John
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Foster’s magic was indefinable.
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Yes, she would get a new Foster book. It was a month since she had
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_Thistle Harvest_, so surely Mother could not object. Valancy had read
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it four times—she knew whole passages off by heart.
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And—she almost thought she would go and see Dr. Trent about that queer
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pain around the heart. It had come rather often lately, and the
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palpitations were becoming annoying, not to speak of an occasional
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dizzy moment and a queer shortness of breath. But could she go to see
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him without telling any one? It was a most daring thought. None of the
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Stirlings ever consulted a doctor without holding a family council and
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