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i 've missed you , honey , '' she says , enveloping me in a hug .
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`` you look gorgeous .
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is n't this dress a little big for you , though ? ''
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she asks , pulling at the extra fabric .
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`` you know i like this kind of fit , '' i reply , allowing only the slightest bit of impatience to enter my voice .
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this is a recurring conversation with us .
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she always wants me to dress a little more feminine , a little more `` form-flattering '' as she puts it .
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`` well , i 'm so excited for you to meet pierce .
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he 's just in the restroom-oh !
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here he is . ''
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i follow her gaze to an elegantly dressed man with salt-and-pepper hair and blue eyes who 's approaching us with a warm smile .
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`` holly , i 'd think this was your sister if i did n't know any better , '' he says , and my mom giggles .
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`` brynn , i 'm pierce .
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your mom has told me such wonderful things about you , '' he says as we shake hands .
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`` likewise , '' i reply politely , though the truth is that she 's told me almost nothing .
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`` well , let 's sit .
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i ordered us some champagne for the table .
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it should be arriving soon . ''
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we all obediently sit , me on one side of the cushy leather booth , and my mom and pierce on the other .
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`` so , brynn , you 're in your junior year ? ''
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`` yes , that's- '' i break off as my mom reaches for her water glass and i spot a ring on her left hand .
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not an engagement ring , either .
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a wedding ring .
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`` what 's that ? ''
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i ask sharply .
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`` oh , '' my mom flutters .
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`` well , we were going to wait until my son arrived , but- '' `` we 're married ! ''
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my mom announces suddenly .
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my jaw drops open .
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`` married ? ''
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i squeak .
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`` i mean , i thought maybe you 'd be engaged but married ? ''
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`` you 're upset ? ''
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my mom asks worriedly .
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`` no , not upset ... '' i struggle to put my emotions into the right words .
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i always feel the need to protect my mom from what i 'm really feeling .
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she 's always been more fragile than me .
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`` just surprised , that 's all .
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i mean , how long have you known each other ? ''
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`` well , we met six months ago , '' my mom says .
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`` and then pierce took me on a surprise trip to the turks and caicos last week , and everything was just so perfect ... '' she trails off , looking to him for support .
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`` it really was , brynn .
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and it felt so right .
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we wished you guys could have been there , but we just felt that we had to seize the moment .
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it was in this little gazebo on the cliff , with spectacular views of the water , and the captain of a boat that was docked at the resort officiated ... '' `` it was engagement , honeymoon , and wedding in one !
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we just wished you and nate could have been there .
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that would have made it even more perfect . ''
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i struggle to catch up with all the information they 're throwing at me .
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`` sorry , who 's nate ? ''
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`` oh , nate 's my son .
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he goes to school here , too .
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i tried to get a hold of him so we could tell you together , but-wait !
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there he is ! ''
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pierce slides out of the booth to wave to his son .
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nate .
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not nate ... `` what 's pierce 's last name ? ''
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i whisper urgently to my mom .
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`` thornhill , '' she whispers back distractedly , sliding over to stand next to pierce .
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oh my god .
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nate thornhill is here .
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nate thornhill is currently walking up behind me .
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nate thornhill is my new ... stepbrother , i realize in horror .
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beads of sweat form at my hairline and i 've suddenly lost my appetite .
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chapter four as nate walks into my periphery , i watch in slow motion as he hugs his dad and shakes hands with my mom .
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i can not believe this is happening .
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surely i 'm in the middle of some strange nightmare and will wake up soon .
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i hoped i 'd never have to see him again after last night .
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`` brynn , honey , this is nate , pierce 's son , '' my mom says , cutting through the fog of emotion in my brain .
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`` h-hi .
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nate .
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brynn .
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i 'm brynn , '' i stammer as he glances over at me .
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`` brynn , pleasure to meet you , '' he replies formally .
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wait , does he not even remember meeting me last night ?
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`` well , scooch over brynn , so nate can sit , '' mom says , waving me over with her hands .
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`` right , sorry , '' i say , sliding over so that he can sit next to me .
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i stare straight ahead as he sits .
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i can feel my body betraying me already .
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the heat from his leg under the table is giving me heart palpitations .
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`` thought you were n't going to be able to make it , '' pierce says a little tensely to his son .
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`` sorry , i was in the library studying .
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i had my phone off . ''
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`` well , you missed the big announcement .
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we were just telling brynn that holly and i have gotten married . ''
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i glance at nate out of the corner of my eye .
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i see his eyes widen in surprise .
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`` married ?
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i thought you said you 'd never get married again . ''
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`` well , things change .
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when i met holly , i just knew .
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you 'll see when you get to know her .
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she 's a special woman . ''
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i watch my mom glow like a 1000 watt bulb and ca n't help but smile .
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it 's been a while since i 've seen her so happy .
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`` yeah , i 'm ... i 'm just ... '' i watch him struggle for words just like i did .
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`` surprised .
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but happy .
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i 'm looking forward to getting to know you better , holly . ''
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wow , that was ... kind .
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not what the guy i met last night would say .
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