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i head back to the office after lunch and spend the rest of the afternoon sitting in an awkward silence with constance .
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i try to get her to engage about online shopping , but she only offers me one-word responses .
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later in the day i meet another intern named greg , a cute , strawberry-blonde guy who blushes when i look him in the eye .
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he is more the kind of person i should be looking to date .
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i just wish i felt that same rush that i do whenever i 'm around nate .
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i drive home just after six in the old audi that was just sitting in the thornhill 's garage .
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it 's definitely the most expensive car i 've ever driven , and it 's fun to really let out the engine on the short stretch of the beltway on my way back to potomac .
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i park in the garage and let myself in to the small anteroom off the kitchen , where i kick off my shoes .
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`` mom ? ''
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i call out , before spotting her outside on the back lawn , talking on the phone as the sun sets behind her .
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i head upstairs with my tote bag still over my shoulder .
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the huge house is silent as i walk up the steps and down the hallway .
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nate must still be at his internship .
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my mom told me he got one at some think tank downtown .
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i drop my bag as i walk into my bedroom and push the door almost closed behind me with my foot .
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i ca n't wait to get this skirt off .
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it 's my one pencil skirt , and it 's a little itchy around my waist .
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i step into the bathroom and turn on the elegant faucet in the sink .
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i tie my hair behind my head with a loose elastic and splash some cool water on my skin .
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first days are always exhausting , but i think today was unusually so .
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as i look back up to my reflection , dripping with water , i see something move in the mirror .
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i stare at it blankly , not understanding what i 'm seeing .
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the mirror above the sink is reflecting the mirror above my vanity in the bedroom , which is in turn reflecting an image from my partially open bedroom door .
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it 's nate , i realize .
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he 's standing outside my door , and he does n't realize i can see him .
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i look down at the sink , pretending to watch the last of the water as it swirls down the drain .
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a shiver of excitement runs through me at the idea that nate could actually be interested in me-i mean , he 's there , right now , watching me .
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before i process what i 'm doing , before i can think of all the reasons not to , i slowly move my hands to my lower back and undo the clasp at the top of the zipper , then unzip my skirt .
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i let it fall in a pile at my feet , then step out of it .
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i look up carefully and nate is still there in the double reflection .
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allison 's warning echoes through my mind but i keep going .
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i feel high , high on the feeling that i 'm actually desired .
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i catch hold of the back of my rather shapeless blouse in my hands and pull it up over my head , then toss it onto the floor .
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as i look back in the mirror , i try to imagine what someone else might see when they look at me , without my constant negative interior monologue telling me nasty things about myself .
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do i have the kind of body that someone like nate could find attractive ?
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now down to my bra and underwear , i begin to feel nervous , but i reach up to unclasp my bra .
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i feel the straps loosen on my shoulders and bring my hands forward to catch it as it falls .
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`` brynn ?
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you home ? ''
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i hear my mom call from the foyer .
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i freeze , holding the bra against my breasts .
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i glance up .
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nate is gone .
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`` yup , i 'm home ! ''
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i yell back .
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`` i saw your shoes !
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i 'm coming up-i want to hear all about your first day . ''
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i hear her footsteps on the staircase and hurriedly refasten my bra .
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nothing like your mom 's voice to kill your libido .
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chapter eight the next couple weeks of my new life seem to pass rather quickly , mostly due to the fact that nate is always out with his friends after work , and our run-ins have been few and far between .
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i 've settled into a routine of sorts , even if i still do n't feel like i 'm at home here .
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i 'd gone to bed early last night , with the intention of sleeping in this morning before visiting museums with allison later in the day .
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however a loud noise from downstairs awakens me-i stare bleary eyed at my alarm clock , it 's only 6:15am .
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who 'd be awake this early on a saturday morning ?
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i get out of bed and tiptoe to my door .
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i open it a little and hear something shuffling around downstairs .
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i tiptoe out into the hallway and see everyone 's bedroom doors are closed .
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i know there 's an alarm system-i had to memorize the passcode .
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maybe an ungainly mouse is exploring ?
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i creep down the staircase and through the dining room .
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the noises sounded like they were coming from the kitchen .
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the swinging door is open , and i peak my head around it , my heartbeat blasting in my ears .
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suddenly , nate steps out in front of me .
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`` fuck ! ''
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he exclaims , and i jump back , startled .
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`` oh , god , i thought you were a burglar . ''
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`` then you should have called 911 , '' he retorts brusquely , turning his back to me and walking to the island .
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`` well , you should be glad i did n't . ''
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sheesh , does he have to find something wrong with everything i say ?
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`` what are you doing up so early anyway ? ''
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`` i was just working out . ''
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`` wow .
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this early ? ''
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i ask , moving around him .
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he 's fiddling with something in front of him .
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`` yeah , every morning .
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i need to stay in shape during the off-season . ''
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`` i 'd be exhausted if- '' i break off , as i see blood dripping from his palms onto the granite countertop .
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`` oh my god , you 're bleeding ! ''
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i gasp .
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`` yeah , i just ca n't get this fucking tape to ... '' he struggles to wind a bandage around his palm .
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`` let me , '' i say , spying a first aid kit on the counter by the window .
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from the blood smeared on it , i can see nate 's already gone through it .
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`` you do n't have to , '' he protests .
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`` come over here .
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the light 's better , '' i instruct him .
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`` do you know what you 're doing ? ''
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he asks , less than thrilled to accept my help .
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`` more than you , '' i reply with a smile , nodding at the mess of tape around his palm .
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i wash my hands in the sink and then open up the kit .
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i take a pair of surgical scissors and cut off the tape that he 's already applied .
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i glance up slightly , and for the first time it hits me that he 's shirtless , wearing only a pair of gym shorts and sneakers .
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he 's covered in sweat .
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`` how 'd this happen ? ''
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`` i over-trained a little .
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got dizzy , tripped on a rock and held out my hands to break my fall , '' he replies , eyes downcast as he watches me work .
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`` over-training for what ?
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lacrosse or crew ? ''
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i ask as i pull out a piece of gauze and a bottle of hydrogen peroxide .
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`` both .
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