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`` long before he ever met you , '' i point out .
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`` so , what ?
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this woman 's going on tv ? ''
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my mom nods .
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`` one of those investigation shows is doing a piece about sexual harassment in politics , and she 's going to be interviewed . ''
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`` what are you going to do ? ''
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`` well , we 'll have to batten down the hatches .
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we 'll probably have to stay in the house for a few days , though luckily tomorrow 's saturday anyway . ''
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`` no , that 's not what i meant .
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i mean , if pierce sexually harassed a- '' `` i do n't want to think about it . ''
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`` mom , you have to , '' i sigh .
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she 's always been like the child in our relationship .
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i 'm tired of the dynamic , but i do n't know how to break the pattern without our entire relationship falling apart .
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`` if pierce did that , then maybe you have to- '' `` do n't say it .
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pierce and i are staying together .
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that 's not a question .
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and even if he did do it , i 'm sure it was a momentary weakness .
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it was just something that happened a long time ago , and he 's changed . ''
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i shrug , feeling helpless .
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`` i want that to be true , mom , i really do .
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not for his sake , but for yours .
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i did hear a rumor at work , though , '' i say hesitatingly .
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`` what do you mean ?
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what kind of rumor ? ''
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`` that ... pierce has a certain reputation . ''
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`` why did n't you tell me ? ''
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i want to tell her that it 's because she 's so fragile , but instead i just reply , `` because it was just a rumor that i heard from one person .
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i had no way of knowing if it were true . ''
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`` well , until there 's some evidence or something , i 'm going to believe pierce .
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he said she was a woman at work who was denied a promotion she wanted , and now she 's starting a jewelry line , and thought she might as well put her bitterness to good use and drum up some publicity . ''
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`` i guess that could be it , '' i say without conviction .
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my mom nods .
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`` i think i just want to be alone for a while .
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do you think you could go back to the party , and sort of act like the hostess for me ?
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you know , make sure everyone 's having a good time and all that ?
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just say i have a headache if anyone asks after me . ''
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`` um , alright , '' i reply , not knowing what else to say .
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`` thanks , honey , '' my mom says , settling back onto the pillow .
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i stand and head for the door .
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`` i just ca n't believe it , '' i hear her murmur as i close the bedroom door behind me .
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i wish i did n't believe it either , but there 's a telltale knot in the pit of my stomach that 's telling me i do .
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i head back down to the party , taking the stairs slowly .
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i 'd rather be doing pretty much anything else right now than plastering a smile on my face and pretending everything 's fine .
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but i know my mom 's right-it will look odd if both of us disappear during the party .
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i reemerge out back and take a deep breath as i cross back over to greg and allison .
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`` sorry about that .
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my mom has a headache , i just wanted to check on her , '' i relay dutifully .
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greg and allison murmur sympathetically .
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i finish the rest of my food quickly , and with only one ear on their conversation , before standing up with my drink .
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i excuse myself and begin to mingle , trying to circulate and play the part of the hostess like my mom asked .
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i watch the fading light impatiently ; willing the sun to set as fast as possible so that this party can finally be over .
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the chipper event organizer i met earlier appears quietly at my side as i force a laugh at a partygoer 's joke .
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`` have you seen mrs .
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thornhill ? ''
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it still throws me to hear my mom referred to like that .
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`` she 's not feeling well .
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can i help you with something ? ''
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`` would you like the lanterns to be lit now , or should we wait ? ''
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i glance around at the dimming light .
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`` now would be fine , thanks . ''
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she hurries away and i spot nate across the party , frowning at me .
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i avert my gaze quickly .
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if his dad has n't told him what 's going on yet , i do n't want the task to fall on me .
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i see him making his way over , and excuse myself from my current conversation to disappear into a large group of people around the pool .
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just another hour or so and the fireworks will be done , and everyone will leave .
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the caterers move throughout the party , lighting candles on the tables and mini chinese lanterns strung in the trees .
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i take a moment to admire the scene : the beautiful white lights , the well-heeled crowd , the murmur of easy conversation .
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my mom does know how to throw a good party .
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i grab another drink as the twilight turns into night and people begin heading down to the lower lawn to get a better view of the fireworks .
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with a sudden boom , the display begins .
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there are a few exclamations of excitement and some clapping as the crowd gathers to stare downriver at the explosions of color .
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i 'm making my way toward the rear of the crowd when i feel a hand on the small of my back .
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i know before i even turn around that it 's nate .
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`` what 's going on ? ''
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he asks quietly , as i turn to face him .
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`` it 's nothing .
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my mom just is n't feeling well , '' i reply .
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`` you 're pulling at your hair , '' he points out , and i drop my hand , feeling caught .
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the crowd cheers as an especially colorful firework goes off above us .
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`` so ? ''
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`` i can read you like a book , brynn , '' he replies , leaning in .
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i can feel his breath on my cheek and step back , feeling flustered .
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`` i just think it 's something that your dad should tell you , '' i say , and turn back to the fireworks , but i feel his hand on my elbow .
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`` would you just tell me ?
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you and my dad are both acting strangely , and now your mom disappears ... i just want to know . ''
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`` and here i thought i was covering well , '' i say , stalling for time .
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`` maybe to other people , but not to me . ''
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i stare at him for a moment as his features are illuminated by the light of one of my favorite , willow-shaped fireworks .
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`` there 's a woman ... she 's going to go on the news tomorrow and say that your dad sexually harassed her . ''
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`` that 's crazy , '' he hisses at me .
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`` i 'm just the messenger-you insisted i tell you- '' i stammer , taken aback by his tone .
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`` my dad , he 's a great man .
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he 's a pillar of the community- '' `` a pillar of the community ? ''
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`` what ?
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he is ! ''
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`` it 's just , sometimes the way you talk about him ... he 's not perfect , nate . ''
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`` you do n't know anything about him .
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when my mom abandoned us , he took care of me all by himself .
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he 's always been there for me . ''
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`` ok , i 'm just- '' but nate storms off back to the house .
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