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i tell him , `` it 's for you , emerson . | [
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i want you to have it , always . '' | [
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placing the sketchbook down with great reverence , emerson leans forward and catches my lips in his . | [
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`` thank you , '' he murmurs , running a hand through my hair . | [
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`` it 's the best gift anyone 's ever given me . '' | [
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i smile and lower myself onto my knees in front of him . | [
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`` then you 're going to love this ... '' i say with my best seductive grin . | [
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i slowly undo his belt and unzip his pants as he leans back , a look of utter disbelief on his face . | [
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oh how i 've dreamed of this moment . | [
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my heart feels like its going to beat out of my chest as he lifts his hips and i pull down his jeans and boxers , unleashing his throbbing dick . | [
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it 's beautiful , i 've never seen one up close before , and his is absolutely amazing . | [
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i grab it reverently , without thinking , and lower my mouth onto him , taking as much of emerson into my throat as possible ... chapter eight when the early morning light draws me back up from the depths of slumber , i 'm surprised to find that the bed beside me is empty . | [
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he sees me sitting up in bed and freezes . | [
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`` shit , '' he mutters . | [
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`` good morning to you too , '' i say , raising an eyebrow . | [
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`` no , it 's just ... i was going to surprise you , '' he says , closing the door behind him . | [
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`` here-just pretend to be asleep . '' | [
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`` emerson ... '' i moan . | [
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`` come on , '' he pleads , turning his back to dump the contents of the bag onto the dresser . | [
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i flop back onto the bed and pull the covers over my head as emerson futzes with something across the room . | [
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i hear the click of a lighter , the crinkling of the bag , and finally emerson saying , `` ok. open your eyes . '' | [
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pulling the covers down ever-so-slightly , i feel my heart melt into a puddle of goo in my chest . | [
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emerson is walking toward me with a little makeshift breakfast in bed . | [
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there 's my coffee , some creamers , and a blueberry muffin with a couple candles in the shape of a 1 and 8 . | [
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he places the tray in my lap with great ceremony , humming the happy birthday song . | [
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make a wish before it gets all waxy , '' he instructs me . | [
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i glance up at him , wondering what on earth else i can wish for now that he 's barreled into my life . | [
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i wish that this all works out ... i think to myself . | [
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somehow . | [
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i blow out the candles , and emerson sits down next to me on the bed , his own coffee and muffin hand . | [
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`` i 'll tell you ... if it ever comes true , '' i smile . | [
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`` fair enough , '' he says . | [
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`` happy birthday , abby . '' | [
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`` thank you , '' i say , peeling the wrapper off my muffin . | [
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`` adulthood is off to a pretty great start , do n't you think ? '' | [
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the day only gets better from there . | [
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after i treat myself to a long , hot bath and get dressed for the afternoon , emerson and i head down to the beach for a long walk . | [
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we take our time , talking all the while about our pasts , our ideas , our notions about the future . | [
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but probably not this year . | [
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i 'll be starting school in the fall , of course , but we do n't talk too much about that part-the never-seeing-each-other again part . | [
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maybe we can find some way around the distance , if this whole thing does n't go up in flames . | [
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but we 'll be step-siblings tomorrow , so maybe it will be better to stay away after all . | [
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we do n't talk about that too much , either . | [
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there 's a little town center with shops and cafes down the shore a little ways , and emerson lets me take my time window shopping . | [
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i 'm not much for designers or labels , but i love vintage and handmade things . | [
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there 's one store in particular that i go nuts for-a local artist 's shop that 's chock full of gorgeous , eclectic jewelry and handicrafts . | [
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i fall in love with one piece especially-a slender silver ring the bears a single pearl . | [
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it 's so elegant , so simple ... and unfortunately out of my price range . | [
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we spend the day wandering around the sleepy beach town , grabbing ice cream and coffee later on , sitting on the sand together , daring to dunk our toes in the still-icy water . | [
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i field a few texts from riley , who claims `` i told you so '' right when i let her in on the real nature of my and emerson 's beach escape . | [
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`` remember protection , '' she texts me , `` and call immediately after this is not a drill . '' | [
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`` i promise to call you the second i get off , '' i reply , `` maybe even during , if you 're lucky . '' | [
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`` do not play with my emotions , lady , '' riley warns me . | [
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though i 'm more than excited for the night to finally arrive , i do feel a slight nervousness starting to trip me up . | [
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i have n't really been with a guy since what happened with tucker all those years ago . | [
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even though my memories of that night with him are hazy , i start to worry about flashbacks , or even just bad vibes . | [
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obviously , emerson is nothing like tucker , and tonight will be nothing like the night of my assault . | [
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but still , i ca n't help but be a tiny bit anxious . | [
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tonight 's dinner is even more delectable than the last . | [
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emerson takes me to a little italian place in town with the best pesto i 've tasted ... maybe ever . | [
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after we 've polished off the last bites of birthday tiramisu , it 's time at last to head back to our room . | [
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as if sensing the hush of anticipation , emerson cranks up the tunes on the way to the motel . | [
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the postal service serenades us all the way back , and i hurry to throw on some iron and wine from my laptop the second we 're back in the room . | [
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awkward silences are n't so terrible when sam beam croons over them , it turns out . | [
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emerson and i both shuck off our outer layers , and he moves to open up a second bottle of champagne . | [
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`` thanks , '' i tell him , accepting a cup of champagne and taking a generous swig . | [
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`` just let me freshen up a little , i 'll be right out . '' | [
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`` take your time , '' he tells me , his eyes lingering on his face . | [
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he can tell something is a little off , but is nice enough not to say anything outright . | [
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i duck into the bathroom , drinking down the rest of my champagne and studying myself in the mirror . | [
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`` you can do this , '' i whisper , coaching myself through my nerves , `` you 've wanted this for years . | [
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i reply , my voice an octave higher than it usually is , `` totally fine ! '' | [
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`` abby , '' he says , in a voice that tells me he knows the truth , `` do you want to talk ? '' | [
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sighing , i turn and gently pull open the bathroom door . | [
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`` come on in , '' i say , trying to play off my embarrassment as i turn and sit on the edge of the tub . | [
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`` so . | [
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what 's going on up there ? '' | [
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`` tell me . '' | [
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`` i 'm just ... it 's ... '' | [
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i stammer , blushing as i try to string the words together . | [
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`` we 've been talking about this all week . | [
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you know . | [
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