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emerson breathes , taking me into his arms , `` i 'd give up everything to still have you in my life .
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not that i 'm suggesting that as a game plan , but ... '' `` we 're really going to do this ? ''
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i ask , wrapping my arms around his shoulders .
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`` we are , '' he replies , circling my waist , `` no one can stop us , abby .
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not like before .
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there 's no one we need to apologize to , nothing we have to explain .
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we 're free . ''
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i press myself to him , bringing my lips to his .
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our kiss is searing , binding , full of promise and hope .
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roxie runs circles around us as our mouths move together , making up for lost time .
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i grin as i kiss him , happy tears running down my cheeks .
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as we finally break apart , emerson brushes a lock of hair behind my ear , gazing at me with great purpose .
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`` there 's just one last thing we have to figure out , then , '' he says , his voice rasping with emotion as he takes my right hand in his .
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`` what 's that ? ''
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i ask , wiping the tears away .
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he looks down at my hand , rubbing his thumb over the single pearl glimmering on my finger .
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i feel my breath catch in my throat as i guess his meaning .
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`` would you rather be wearing this ... on the other hand ? ''
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he asks , his blue eyes gleaming as they drink me in .
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`` are you ... do you mean ... ? ''
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i stammer , all my composure going right out the window .
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emerson 's face breaks into a gorgeous grin as he slowly lowers himself onto one knee before me .
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i laugh with confounded elation as he slips the pearl ring off my right hand .
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`` what do you say ? ''
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he asks , holding the ring up to me .
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`` i say ... let 's jump , '' i breathe , staring down at him .
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his smile grows impossibly wide as he slides the band onto my left ring finger .
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turns out that i chose my engagement ring when i was just seventeen years old .
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and you know what ?
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i chose the person i wanted to share my life with when i was seventeen , too .
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it just took us both a while to realize it .
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emerson stands and scoops me up into his arms as we both burst into ecstatic laughter .
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this has to be the least conventional relationship anyone 's ever heard of , but it 's ours .
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no one can take us away from each other , no one else gets the final say .
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but there is one last thing i have to ask him , now .
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`` are you going to take me to bed now or what ? ''
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i grin , running my hands along his impeccably cut chest .
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he slips an arm under my knees , and carries me toward the bedroom like a bride on her wedding night .
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we 're getting a bit ahead of ourselves , maybe .
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but we 've always done things out of order , emerson and i .
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only now are we catching up to where we left off at eighteen .
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but if there 's one thing i 'm sure of now , after all these years , is that what we have has always-always-been worth the wait .
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epilogue one year later ...
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i push down on the top of the french press and pour the delicious-smelling coffee into three generous mugs .
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two excited voices banter behind me , and i turn toward them with a smile .
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`` here we are , '' i say , setting the three mugs down on the kitchen island , `` we ca n't plot brilliant business strategy without coffee . ''
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`` that , my dear , is a fact , '' riley says , gratefully taking her cup .
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`` here , here , '' emerson replies , grabbing one for himself .
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i settle down at the island beside them .
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the entire surface is covered with outlines , graphs , and ideas .
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a flurry of excited butterflies rally around my stomach as i look over all our hard work .
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`` this is really happening , is n't it ? ''
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i grin .
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`` sure is , '' riley replies , `` you guys are ready to launch . ''
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`` i just have one more feature i want to add to the app , and we 'll be golden , '' emerson says , stepping my way and slipping his arm around my slender waist .
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`` you feeling good , ms .
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founding partner ? ''
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`` good and ready , mr .
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founding partner , '' i laugh , clinking my coffee mug to his .
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for the past year , emerson and i have been hard at work developing a suite of new applications to take the world by storm .
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the suite will be the centerpiece and first project of our two-person creative collective : treehouse .
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we 're the founding partners , ceos , and only employees-save for our pr consultant , riley , and our de facto mascot , roxie .
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but though we may be small , i feel very good about our operation .
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our first batch of apps is targeted at friends and family of people struggling with substance abuse .
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there are resources , information , and support available through this modest suite of applications .
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there 's even a way for individuals to get in touch with each other , share the burden of living with and loving someone who 's self-destructing .
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basically , it 's everything emerson and i wish we had as kids , everything we were eventually able to give each other ... only in app form .
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hey , it 's 2015 , after all .
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`` all you need to do is press 'publish ' and you 'll be good to go ! ''
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riley says excitedly .
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`` would you like to do the honors ? ''
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emerson asks , sliding a tablet my way with the suite of apps pulled up , ready to be launched .
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`` we 'll do it together , '' i say , taking his hand in mine .
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i feel his wedding band brush against my hand and get a little thrill .
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we only just said `` i do '' at a small city hall ceremony last month , so seeing his wedding band is still new .
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`` together , '' emerson agrees , `` naturally . ''
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`` get on with it , lovebirds ! ''
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riley says excitedly , `` i want to put out the press release ! ''
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with hands clasped , emerson and i each lower a finger to the `` big red button , '' and introduce the world to our latest idea .
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after months of tireless effort , it feels wonderful .
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there may have been a time when starting my own business , launching a brand new product , and subjecting myself to the crazy world of the internet may have been terrifying .
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but as i look up at emerson , i realize that i 've already taken the biggest , best risk of my life .
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nothing can stop me now .
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scratch that , i think , as emerson scoops me up into a celebratory kiss .
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nothing can stop us , now .
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the end chapter 1 the sun was hot and the humidity within the city was oppressive .
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the moist air caused the traffic pollution to mix with the scents of the restaurants and the other odors that were distinctly city oriented to hover in the air , pressing down on the occupants as if it were a heavy blanket with no hope of relenting any time soon .
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just like that first day , victoria phillips thought to herself .
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the horrifying thought startled her and she stopped in her tracks , terrified of those memories .
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`` no ! ''
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she said out loud and shivered , not wanting any of those feelings to come back into her mind now .
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`` this is ridiculous ! ''
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she pushed herself harder , walking as if a demon were on her back in an effort to reach the school where she was a guidance counselor for an elementary school .
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why was she thinking about that day again ?
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five years ago , she 'd worked hard to eliminate all that pain from her system .
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why was it coming back now ?
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she was late , she told herself , just like that morning so long ago and she was rushing .
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victoria looked around , searching for a long , dark car that would indicate that the past was going to repeat itself .
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when she saw the car parked in front of the school , her steps faltered and her breath caught in her throat .
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it could n't be !
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