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i m 9 male and autistic i have never had a relationship with anyone not even a date i had a few crush but i m too shy and socially awkward to act on them when girl try to flirt or hit on me i miss the sign because my brain doesn t work properly so i accidentaly reject them just to realize what i did a few hour later an... | 1 |
hey everyone i ve been a long time reader of this sub and i wan na say first of all that i wish you all the best of life truly i m writing this in great sadness my life isn t bad i ve got a good family awesome friend there s nothing obviously wrong about me i study i work i m in my early 0 i ve made the life for myself... | 1 |
fuck your depression uno | 1 |
i haven t really worked a stable job in a while and now i ve got two of them i ll be starting both this week and i just have the jitter i wa a different person year ago so i didn t get a nervous but now i m feeling overwhelmed because i for one i don t socialize with people ever and i havent been truly employed for suc... | 1 |
amber i don t know how often you check this but i really miss you right now like really really so friggen much i want a hug lt beth gt | 0 |
damn my pc ha completely given out this suck | 0 |
ow ow ow tummy ache too much candy i never learn | 0 |
rachel and jessy r making me work out thanks you guy | 0 |
ohgodjamnit my brain won t let me bullshit you set out to do it and announce it in cap like an attention seeking child throwing tantrum you are not a victim jun look around you do not have the monopoly on depression or shitty life circumstance or fucked up brain chemistry lmao | 1 |
i just grew another chin | 0 |
james yeah gah poor illazilla and shame about the mutt but best of luck this time around | 0 |
i always feel like i dont matter | 1 |
a i write this it feel so attention seeking like i am looking for a reason to stay a reason to feel i have all the reason right in front of me my girlfriend my best friend my dog however none of it matter i m drunk and all i want to do is die i m scared i m scared of how that will make my friend family and girlfriend f... | 1 |
i just don t have the will to do much most day when i finally do get the energy to be productive it doesn t last any longer than a week i procrastinate all task even the easy one and i can t just can t think straight even one the day i am motivated to be productive i can t focus and i end up being really tired | 1 |
try to use skimmer by fallon for the first time like the overwiev and style would be cool ig you could browse the photo | 0 |
moony 9 ohh omg lmao i m cry right now lol kutnerrrr wa the best | 0 |
i have been suffering from what i can only imagine is some kind of fairly severe depression for almost year now i m sorry if this post is hard to read i m new to redit and have been reading post in this sub and it just made me feel moved to share my story to start off my depression started almost year ago i wa in a won... | 1 |
the worst symptom of my anxiety is that i find it impossible to sleep when sharing a bed or even a bedroom it s like my brain won t switch off with someone else there it ha an impact on relationship obviously but also on just thing like going on holiday with friend because it s way more expensive to have to book my own... | 1 |
savethestrib dang i would have done this if i knew it wa there earlier any other outing planned | 0 |
what happened to last night s twit they ve gone and run away | 0 |
look like the first stage of depression for most people wa triggered by mishandling by parent | 1 |
my plan to have my eternal rest is starting to de rail starting today it frustrating that it is starting to de rail this late in the plan however i guess nothing go according to the plan even my back up plan are starting to de rail too i just want to have my eternal rest but why is the world too unfair that i feel like... | 1 |
there s an inch of snow on the ground and counting i m worried about the poor flower | 0 |
everyone say it get better i have wanted to kill myself since i m now and i wish i had done it then i wish i wa brave back then because thing are only worse now | 1 |
i totally have like four girl option and none of them seem viable | 0 |
i ve been in therapy nearly all my life and have gotten very good at using coping skill that help with the cognitive piece of my anxiety i e responding to my thought distraction etc the part that i still have a lot of difficulty with are the physical symptom i e chest tightness deep breathing doesn t really work well f... | 1 |
nobody ever speaks to me now | 0 |
wanting some sunshine so we can lay in the pool | 0 |
cpt depression correct | 1 |
couldn t sleep read some animorphs and now i m attempting sleep again please work this time i m exhausted plus i want to cuddle | 0 |
theekween depression and anxiety thelmasherbs | 1 |
everything about how i act and what i say and how i say it and about the way i move and breathe and everything i think everything i like everything i want everything about my face and body and the way i dress and my life and my future is fucking stupid people eventually always realize this | 1 |
need to go to the dentist now what a perfect start for the holiday hm | 0 |
depression arai | 1 |
that overnight screwed up my sleep | 0 |
my facebook is fucked | 0 |
anothera | 0 |
mpilo miya darqhskined asf brown eyed gyel bongani dee mizzzidc who bought the shoe for her her work saving or her parent money i understand her being annoyed about the sneaker people can spoil your stuff if you let them wear it too much but it s her mother she didn t have to post it to make her mother look bad amp cry... | 1 |
they said if i got off my lazy as and got a job my depression would go away i d finally have a reason to live that i would be more confident and happy and now that i have a perfectly pleasant job with good pay i feel miserable i think about tomorrow with the utmost dread even tho i know tomorrow won t be so bad the wor... | 1 |
what a day so busy my head hurt from thinking too much annnd tomorrow will be the same woe is me | 0 |
i m gon na go through with it this time just got ta graduate and at least get this stupid degree first | 1 |
hhh it s time like that when you want thing to stay right then someone come and wreck it | 0 |
preferably without becoming addicted | 1 |
i feel it coming on hard and it s just too much i m not even full spiral i wa doing so good for so long i hate how easy it sound to end it because fuck wouldn t it just be i m just screaming into the void again i feel like quarantining when i m like this because well meaning friend will tell me they love me and it s no... | 1 |
urg cold suck | 0 |
baking oatmeal chocolate chip cooky to make me tired i can t sleep | 0 |
depression is when you don t want to live and don t want to die either | 1 |
im still in school and i get bullied i dont have friend and i get beatun up almost every day and i get sick a lot like fainting alot and im just sick of it so here i am asking for help so will someone please just help me | 1 |
no missing again on thursday is the worst | 0 |
really now time for sleep dreaming of my city more tattoo and other great thing waking up to early morning sociology | 0 |
even with the best intention i m late for work again | 0 |
i just want to disappear i don t know how to start this but i just want to disappear disappear from my life from everything from everyone i feel so alone and i can t talk to anyone personally in my life because it s hard to admit that i m struggling mentally it s hard for me to tell people i want to disappear from thei... | 1 |
i don t have access to a gun and after attempting and going unconscious i don t think i could go through the pain and fear of hanging again i want to overdose with something like fentanyl i guess the only thing i m scared of is getting arrested because of it is there a possession with intent to overdose law do you thin... | 1 |
i feel so sad and lonely so i am a student at a university now i am an international student and i came to this country last year i am kind of shy and always chose to keep the feeling to myself than speak out there wa one girl in my class that i liked she wa smart and intelligent rather than anything romantic i thought... | 1 |
i wish i wa better at writing it s taking me so long to write this paper | 0 |
a miscommunication happened which caused my grade to not appear in the record everyone is blaming me for it calling me a liar saying i didn t go to class they want to expel me i admit it i skip a lot but if i have a test i swallow my tongue and go no one will believe me even with the evidence because i m a bad student ... | 1 |
will have a meeting in an hour to explain quot which version of oaw we use quot what to say none atm it s just a heap of unbundled emf tool | 0 |
educational depression | 1 |
i cant put the feeling i feel into word im stuck in an endless cycle of dopamine consumption all i do is work school scroll i have no hobby no interest nothing brings me joy but i dont have the motivation to actually do anything i think im depressed but i dont want to go back into therapy psychiatry because im tired of... | 1 |
bavugar joker lp is a tribute to the strongest person in the world my wife depression will not faze u this is for all those who are fighting for mental health awareness and mental illness you are not alone let s fight this together http t co unb fhkzpz | 1 |
is not really feeling twitter at all | 0 |
i just want someone to give me a reason not to go down this spiral and no one will everyone ha their own life and he s going to leave me soon i know it he s tired of the cry and self harm if he leaf me i ll just be alone and i ll have nothing left to live for | 1 |
enterbelladonna i dunno how to use the forum and i get frustrated with it i ll miss talking to you on here | 0 |
okay long text post here i been depressed the past year of my life 9 now you know just typical depression not until recently i started getting like suicidal thought and ideation not so sure why i started dating my boyfriend about a year ago and he is the light of my world and had helped me pretty much a lot i m not too... | 1 |
oh no my computer suck i don t think i ll be able to listen to the xbox 0 fancast tonite | 0 |
i ve felt like this for a bit but never super realized until i looked into a depression a i ve thought more and more recently that i might have depression i ve just kind of been watching youtube and show recently not doing anything i like recently i haven t had any good motivation to get up and do stuff like playing vi... | 1 |
the exact date are kind of fuzzy at this point but it s so stupid he said they put me in an altered state seriously i need them to sleep and not hate every waking moment of my life | 1 |
i m don t know how to explain it but any affection make me genuinely sick to my stomach it s weird because i m a loving person i try to be kind to everyone and help a much a i can maybe sometimes a little too much even with the smallest thing i try to come through and help because something inside me genuinely just say... | 1 |
theekween depression and anxiety loss of loved one and heartbreak thelmasherbs | 1 |
theblondetheory between that and the italy earthquake it s been a very sad news day | 0 |
hannahsix cream for his eye and he may have herpes not ocular herpes but a different strain he s doing okay though | 0 |
hi i have always been concerned about not being normal because i have anxiety i realize that everyday is a struggle to survive to be mostly fine fearing so many thing i am so tired of feeling like this i wonder will i ever feel normal not being afraid and just live thank you for reading | 1 |
mizzzidc nah that depression go finish you | 1 |
gmb ive just retired ive had nothing from the budget but gosh how in such a time of depression war and these time we are all in a terrible time cut the cloth the nh need help i think he is trying to help what do you want money around the world is the same it sad | 1 |
my navel piercing tore a bit when i wa forcing my dog into the bed of my truck my fault i know it look to be healing yay | 0 |
karenlo 0 i am okay tired and still struggling with my depression how about you | 1 |
so unfortunately a the title say i have bad relationship anxiety and anxiety in general although it can come and go my girlfriend went out a couple of night ago and although i trust her my anxiety work up and my head belief that she is cheating she doe not have a clue i think this way nor doe it effect our relationship... | 1 |
hetty christ heh yeah i shakily conquered the ladder pointless job tho we re too far away to receive digital signal w antenna | 0 |
for the past year i have been doing online school and now im going back to high school but i have to meet with my school dean today and im so so nervous | 1 |
found my sana and ha realized that just like a white girl i eat my problem | 0 |
so i prepared everything to just end it all cause i no longer see a future for myself i literally lost all meaning in my life and i just have no idea why i live anymore everything just feel empty and i just want it to end i guess but idk why i m even writing this i guess i might want to be helped but it just feel so em... | 1 |
i wa strongly recommended by my therapist to return to a physical hobby for my mental health and did so to great positive effect i have severe anxiety and depression and this hobby help about a much a medication or talk therapy doe and both of those work decently well for me i need all three at this point it make me do... | 1 |
seems jruby support for hpricot is now two version behind | 0 |
i don t deserve to be alive i m a complete and total fuck up that deserves to die i just overdosed on my clonazepam so here s hoping that it kill me | 1 |
didnt hear from my hunn today | 0 |
this thread it s i don t know what i d do without it i m rarely ever on reddit and when i am i m on it for this i m on it because i m so overwhelmed by by everything and i m too scared or ashamed or or just so fucking tired to go to family friend my fucking partner to walk them through what i m feeling and how how it s... | 1 |
oslinam lwala la depression hawu | 1 |
i am not i don t believe or respect myself enough to do it i am extremely pathetic lazy and bad person that s the truth a simple fact and this will probably never change because thats how i am | 1 |
yeah so i got an job interview tomorrow and im pretty anxious about it ha anyone got some advice on how to prepare for it it should be good tho it just that im not sure if i will like it and im afraid to have no small talk topic with the employer yk that it gon na be awkward and shit | 1 |
i m tired of seeing political shit all the time everybody is always making fun of someone or arguing with someone and it s everywhere i wan na fucking kill myself for the sole purpose of escaping it it s not just on reddit either it s youtube it s real life it s tv commercial and tv show i hate it so much it make me lo... | 1 |
hi i m just wondering if anyone is having the same issue and tip to cope i ve been in night club twice over the past couple of month both after i ve had a few drink with friend on both occasion i ve had to leave early because i get anxious about the number of people around resulting in a panic attack i never used to be... | 1 |
i don t know if this is the right place but i just want to get this out of my system somewhere and a journal won t do if it doesn t belong here please delete my girlfriend and i are in an open relationship we both agreed on it and i never had any problem with it but after year of trying i have had zero success while my... | 1 |
a long flight is made even longer by a seat that won t recline off the red eye and grumpy | 0 |
ohhh not very well and i ve lost my voice | 0 |
rustyrockets it not my birtday something went wrong please reply or i feel you dont love me | 0 |
i love alcohol no i m not a problem drinker but i love a good hazy ipa a good single malt scotch and good wine but when i m having an extended bout of anxiety head fog i completely lose my desire for any of it is that odd | 1 |
i am vengeance batman is just emo if we had a superhero his tag line would be i am economic depression | 1 |
i m having a really hard time with my long distance bf right now he s going through a super low phase with his anxiety and every time we talk about anything emotional he shuts down he say talking about the emotion stress him out and any time i ask him how he s doing he responds with thing like i m okay i try to ask mor... | 1 |
whenever i m about to fall down in the dump i start having a very very intense feeling of disgust everyone and everything feel gross to me i start hating my mother s laugh and voice i hate every smell i start hating myself even more i feel gross when i look at the mirror i want to hide and i wish i were dead everything... | 1 |
just put a bid in for signed panic at the disco poster unfortunatly the fall out boy one is already over my limit | 0 |
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