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i hate myself | 1 |
missed the train to york no wifi and blackberry battery is going to die soon not a good start to the day | 0 |
don t want to do anything other than sleep drink or smoke because the future is hopeless because the past can not be changed and lost time is gone forever the logic center of my brain is screaming at me to exit this situation and that there s only one way that living in these condition is meaningless and all the more p... | 1 |
sheamus yep done that from the off just have all friend search my tweet panel hmm interesting maybe it will fix itself later | 0 |
a strange calm came over me tonight and i realised this is what i have to everything hurt every single thing i find everything so hard i m making this post just incase my daughter ever find it i do love you so much i m sorry i couldn t help you and be the mother you deserved i m so sorry bird | 1 |
i just spent a good half of my morning trying to convince myself to get up and go to class how it is unbelievably stupid that i wa and had been skipping all the class just to lay around in bed practically doing nothing how my parent and relative would be disappointed that their money is being wasted on me me who don t ... | 1 |
i just got a new girlfriend we both had sex last weekend and it wa great we re both and love each other i ve been pretty depressed during the past year and when i met her everything changed i though she would be my new world and she is but something she told me broke my heart and made me depressed again one of her crac... | 1 |
working my life away | 0 |
why there is psychosis in profound depression whats the chemical explanation | 1 |
i started seroquel week ago and i don t feel like myself all i want to do is sleep i work hour shift a week and it s all i can do to get through them i keep reminding myself i can t quit because i need my health insurance so i can get my antidepressant i m so tired my parent deserve a better daughter my friend deserve ... | 1 |
gon na try to get some sleep in this hotel room | 0 |
my entire body hurt i m so weak it took me minute to finally pick up my phone from my nightstand and type this i can t get myself to eat i m starving if the bathroom wasn t right next to me i d be having issue i m supposed to be doing school i can t even think about it right now i sleep hour a day and spend the rest of... | 1 |
in that mood of wanting to suffer my asthma attack a a form of self harm depression suck when it hit outta nowhere for what seems like no reason at all finally coming out of auto pilot and i have no idea what triggered it it thursday | 1 |
ilearn is down and out great considering final are this week | 0 |
waking up to the sound of jackhammer is not a pleasant way to start the day | 0 |
today i learned that nicotine can decrease the effectiveness of ssri | 1 |
off to london for the day on thursday it s gon na be raining oh fab won t see much on the london eye still robbie won t care bless him | 0 |
trying to reduce the number of cigarette in each day | 0 |
people in eelam live in depression the reason is that passing every hour from waking up in the morning till going to sleep at night is a difficult task where else but tamil nadu stoparrestingeelamtamils | 1 |
someone keep me up im at work | 0 |
ylizabeth because you died and i never see you | 0 |
afterrmc pvsportfr fcmetz domicile pour surmonter ma d pression | 1 |
paulteeter we passed by the border | 0 |
mizzzidc la fisto how about you just move out wtf are you doing living with your parent anyway especially since you re claiming that it s causing your depression | 1 |
seriously need to finish these job application | 0 |
it just hit me sadness is everywhere even when im happy it feel like im drowning in sadness | 1 |
taratomes i applied to go on that but my dad wouldn t drive me to manchester for the audition | 0 |
insomnia ha got the best of me again ohhh so tired and can t find sleep | 0 |
oh i received an answer for a ticket that is month old this is really really fast cob ticket | 0 |
so i won t bore you with all the detail but basically my life wa going so well in 0 9 finally i wa in college had friend wa finally starting to date wa genuinely enjoying life for the first time in my life then of course a once in a century event happens that destroys everything and i had to do remote work for straight... | 1 |
trust is hard | 0 |
so i ve been taking mirtazapine for year for my depression sleep problem my doctor also prescribed me hydroxyzine for when i m feeling anxious panicky i just took a hydroxyzine and now i have to take a mirtazapine before i try and lay down is this harmful can i take these two pill at the same time please help | 1 |
my gf might be pregnant we haven t done it for month now she told me with all honesty that she and her boy best friend did it last month she only did it because she wa drunk and had a fight with her parent i had no idea about that until now she s delayed week i feel like my chest is getting crushed by what she had done... | 1 |
i ve made like post already in different part of reddit trying to explain the mess that is myself and my life story but i swear this time i m gon na try and get a grip on all my thought and what i think is messing up me and my life ok first off i don t think i ve had anxiety or at least not nearly a bad until like year... | 1 |
anyway depression might be a bitch but it feel so good to be alive lt | 1 |
the leeds festival twitter man ha lied there is no update | 0 |
i just want to go to sleep forever i don t want to feel anything anymore what feel good never last and what hurt hurt longer than it should i d rather just not feel at all | 1 |
i wa in my car actually but it wa a bad time to start cry i know it sound pathetic but i felt my emotion build up and started remembering thing i shouldn t remember then my tear started flowing the worst part wa making sure my eye didn t look red before going out in public this happens to me a lot and i can hardly cont... | 1 |
cant sleep she want to dream | 0 |
i want to be dead ive been suicidal for year im such a fucking retard filled with regret and anger im done with life i want all of this to stop why i cant do one thing right | 1 |
melamachinko now i feel bad for unfollowing | 0 |
i got broken up with overnight a year relationship because she thought for a week that she s falling out of love i am absolutely devastated i can t carry on with my life and truly am considering ending it all i think i am gon na do it because she wa the only one for me what is the best way not to hurt your family thank... | 1 |
hutsoncap everything alright | 0 |
i m talking to my psych on monday and i want to do some research into what might work for me i have frequent mild panic attack infrequent but still kind of like once a week once every week severe panic attack and constant anxiety i ve tried a bunch of anxiety med but haven t really found any that worked for me however ... | 1 |
ah well today wa my first day at university it wa okay kinda i had fun with the friend i had but there wa also a lot of stuff that made me feel small and pathetic first of all a friend and i got to the wrong building and went up four floor using the stair we had to go down and do so again with the right one it s embarr... | 1 |
it s sooo super duper cold | 0 |
andilegcumisa maybe i underestimate this depression thing | 1 |
quakeroatsfemb nice sometimes i also do that it s a great way to remove the layer of depression | 1 |
so i would describe myself a someone who is pretty high functioning in term of living with moderate anxiety although in certain triggering situation it can become completely debilitating and a huge obstacle to making progress in my life on wednesday i have a job interview and i am just nauseated and so anxious even thi... | 1 |
paul pogba reveals he s battled depression since split with jose mourinho at manchester united http t co ga st9nrdz | 1 |
passed out last night while mum wa puttin cream on my tattoo | 0 |
overheardatmoo wish i could have participated this time | 0 |
i ve tried i ve put in effort i ve fought back and i did get better before it all went downhill again til i m back to square one then still i got told to try and put in more effort to fight back a if that wasn t what i have been doing to get this far to survive this far no matter how much effort i put in the end everyt... | 1 |
davidt 00 virgin again today i m afraid a i m pushed for time having said that i wa delayed 0 min at brum | 0 |
my man crush jake peavy let me down gayforpeavy | 0 |
i m at disneyland again ahaha and i m sad the pineapple stand is closed i have dollar | 0 |
last time i attempted i failed for like the th time and i m not going to mess up another one this time is going to be my last so i hope y all will stop worrying about me because i don t deserve it and i m not worth worrying about it s going to happen today or tomorrow most likely tomorrow though bye | 1 |
think im an insomniac i just cant sleep birthday in day oh yay | 0 |
i wish this wa easier or that you got the hint booooo | 0 |
cuprohastes don t feed car milky way though they don t like it that advert wa very misleading breaking down on the a isn t fun | 0 |
just woke up from the most vivid sketchy not cool dream of my life time to stare at the wall with the light on | 0 |
is it somewhat normal that i want to attempt suicide just to prove to myself that i m actually depressed and suicidal and that i m brave and not a coward sometimes i don t think i m even depressed and that i m just feeling very lonely and numb sometimes i feel like i need to do very dangerous thing so that i don t feel... | 1 |
i had really bad anxiety about a year ago it made it difficult to swallow and to eat and just made everyday a chore recently i ve started to become more zoned out a if i m living in a dream there is no reason for me to be anxious but ala here i am i can not control my mind and i ve been on mg of zoloft for about month ... | 1 |
my year old daughter biological father and his family are all abusive and narcissistic we are a year no contact now but she continues to have no change with constant insecurity fear anxiety depression headache confusion control it s almost like she is addicted to her anxiety need advice on what to do to help her break ... | 1 |
teleken unfortunately i don t sorry hopefully you do find someone who can though | 0 |
didnt announce reading lineup | 0 |
i want to be dead ive been suicidal for year im such a fucking retard filled with regret and anger im done with life i want all of this to stop why i cant do one thing right | 1 |
dynoisthename haha you better watch those two they might actually kill each other | 0 |
how comedian battle depression and stress in private life fantegh on th http t co gwdy td via youtube | 1 |
hi all going through a break up and the anxiety is so overwhelming right now to the point where i can t even think about food without getting nauseous i know i can t sustain myself this way but i just don t feel like i can get any food down i wa thinking i might just get some high cal protein shake or something ha anyo... | 1 |
or should i say my brain need to optimise my neural search pathway to find my muscle again | 0 |
i ve been dealing with serious depression for the last 0 year one huge thing is the mental fatigue i m always feeling in my head making it hard to get up and do thing what have you done to help relieve that so thing are much easier to do and enjoy i m planning on switching job but the mental exhaustion is making so har... | 1 |
i worry a lot about thing like getting into a car crash getting cancer and just anything bad happening to me any advice on hot to stop this it s bad | 1 |
kissability me too i is poor | 0 |
bit lonely on here don t seem to have many friend who actually use twitter oh well | 0 |
i would like to apologize for the repeated video game live related tweet i am going to have a stern discussion with koodo soon stern | 0 |
i miss you twitter my phone broke now i m using a stupid nokia phone ughhh i miss my advance phone | 0 |
i just can t i m too weak too pathetic too lazy too cowardly i m going to kill myself | 1 |
nicholasbraun aww no fair you didn t check the pic i sent you | 0 |
why won t anyone enjoy pretty film with me | 0 |
ahh sorry ya ll for not being able to twitter from the show my phone so did not work in there at all but brit wa amazeing ahhh | 0 |
i ve been feeling really depressed lately and find myself with no one to talk i have these cry spell whenever i m alone and convinced that i m worthless and not worth anyone s time it s getting harder to pick myself up from the floor bed and be productive or practice self care my friend live far away and emotionally at... | 1 |
tw vaccine i got my booster yesterday and this is by far the worst i ve felt first dose i wa 00 fine second dose i had a super sore arm for hour but my booster is pfizer we had moderna for the first my body is just aching but we were warned of myocarditis of course a we re in our late 0 s and ofcourse my brain is fixed... | 1 |
thecoolestout | 0 |
depression grippe ac | 1 |
owen 90 who do british people still eat like there in the great depression era | 1 |
hypothetically if someone took 9 000mg fluvoxamine mg naltrexone and 0mg lorazepam what would happen all hypothetically of course | 1 |
my lung and chest feel so weak for the last month i feel like i m not breathing properly and exercise make it worse the doctor have done load of test ecg x ray tube of blood everything came back normal and fine please help it s everyday and i feel like i m dying | 1 |
i am soooo tired work | 0 |
kilishi kween because her mama carry her shoe she ll enter depression and want to heal na wa ooo if she carry your car and money fa | 1 |
morning all so tired today should ve stayed in bed | 0 |
is still effinggggg sick when will i get better ughh | 0 |
i had to take my dad off life support in september my mom almost died my mom ha abandoned me more time than i can count her and her bf of 0 year and a few other relative have been so abusive to me i m on disability and i m trying to find my first job at i get interview but no job yet i really only have one friend but i... | 1 |
theekween heart break trauma anxiety depression pain of losing a loved one thelmasherbs thelmasherbs http t co ayy9 a u r | 1 |
living is hard every day i try to get up and do better for myself so i can prove to the people that call me an ultimate failure or warn other people that i m no good that i am good and i can be successful but what good is that if in my quiet moment which is a lot my brain eats my heart up sometimes i give into the thou... | 1 |
weird phrasing for clarity post not being taken down seriously how do i cope there s a lot of trigger caused by individual everywhere including medium and online by the misinformation they spread it s gaslighting to constantly see and hear fake information that contradicts my experience a a survivor how do i cope with ... | 1 |
eisie mate that s rubbish 0pt hug tom covered in spot and obviously not happy but doc say it s nothing bad tell that to tom | 0 |
i ve been taking fluoxetine for two year now and my ability to orgasm i m a girl ha completely gone out the window in that time i finally felt secure enough to ask to switch medication to one that doesn t have such an impact on my sex life and i ve just been prescribed mirtazapine l d be so grateful if anyone could sha... | 1 |
seriously help this ha been killing me i feel super down and unmotivated but i also feel fine a lot of time and happy and can laugh my high aren t super high but my low are pretty low but every time i feel happy i always feel like i m faking everything overexaggerating my symtoms and am just a bad person overall i m di... | 1 |
i m year old and i ve been depressed since sophomore in high school during those year i ve tried my best to keeping myself together not showing my true emotion try to make friend make people laugh etc and of course i still go through battle within myself but i ve been the victor so far recently it s been incredibly dif... | 1 |
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