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kleinjinx it seems like my in law are coming over easter we will have to meet another time
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been depressed lately and it hurt like hell getting out of bad is a chore thought of non existence are a comfort silver lining i ve been completely disillusioned my ego ha been shattered i no longer pretend i m living a good life that i m happy that i m not lonely or that i am in any way special from now on it will be ...
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what is the point of going on when your parent don t like you your friend are nonexistent and your school is the most unsupportive and toxic place you could be in i m not loved by anyone i doubt i will be so forever i ll be alone i might a well take all the pill in the house nobody will have cared about me anyways
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finally gave in and wa bored enough to start this thing i think the 0 is going to be a problem for me tho it like a myspace status
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ha anyone else ever experienced a state of almost constant light headedness brain fog just a weird feeling in your head due to anxiety just want to know if i m alone in this or not i ve had it for week now
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exactly year ago my mental health went down hill drastically i felt alone sad and unloved also adding up to that what i start realising now a very strange circle of friend one year after that nothing really changed and there were some point where it got even worse but then everything started to change i started hanging...
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finally home sooo tired
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since i wa little i have been raised to never respond when i think people are wrong or when they scold me so i learned to just keep it all since i moved alone to another city i have tried to express myself better without being aggressive but lately i have noticed that when i express my emotion or thought people get ang...
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cyantist you re so lucky i wish i did
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drewl rishisunak borisjohnson the great depression in the 9 0 is going to look like utopia compared to what is coming to every household not if you are a wealthy chap like rishi
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glavas lol u read my bio but spelt my name wrong darylo ahem
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danielhcwong taylor ce gt amp amp sweet mother of amp amp amp my livie is only 900
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rootbeersoup yeah too bad people like a certain burrito eating man exist
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tried with smsjunction com but got odbc driver error
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proflappleby my person diagnosis depression been told nothing more cmht can do
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ugh in sound class now out of here at kill me won t get home until 0ish
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doe anyone else feel helpless every day i just feel like i am passing time from one shitty situation to the next what is the point i am a m father or two with two kid early teen and college age and married to my best friend career marriage etc i can t stand my job it s not the company rather the job itself i am an acco...
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month ago i wa hospitalized because deperssion i wa diagnosed with depression they put me on abilify and depakote not first time on med year ago i wa on seroquel depakote and klonopin because my psy tought i wa bipolar but maniac phase or psychosis never happened and fit me i remember the last day in hospital i had thi...
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no one care literally no one care even the mental health service they discharged me because i wasn t engaging with them enough and my case is too difficult for them i wa on a waiting list and wasn t even receiving any therapy i tried to appeal their decision but they re not listening and at this point i already accepte...
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a the title say i can t be bothered with life anymore it taking me so long to even go to a bridge and jump off i just wan na die already got no friend family dont give a crap amp i always get left behind when it come to meeting people so why not end it all and be done with this pain
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early twitter buzz star trek ha secret premiere in austin http is gd r9vr holy crap wish i wa there
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in work early for team meeting but forgot my lunch
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crap i need more dress too
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nishitd no i missed everything onwards stupid work getting in the way of tennis
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i always dealt with anxiety growing up primarily social anxiety however it never bothered me much and i learned to control it however about a week ago i woke up in the middle of the night shaking with a pounding heart i shrugged it off and went to sleep within a few day later i wa starting to fall asleep when my body j...
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i had a pretty bad bought with my depression over the last year i walked out on two job because i just couldn t deal and i wa jobless on the couch for about month nothing really mattered and everything felt overwhelming and hopeless i started working again and while it s only been two week thing don t feel a hopeless i...
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please help i don t wan na be schizophrenic or bipolar or anything that s my biggest fear and right now i couldn t sleep thinking maybe this could be it or psychosis i haven t been able to sleep the past day and maybe it s just my anxiety or not not so sure i just need advice i don t wan na go crazy that s my biggest f...
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i don t see the meaning of life in general or the purpose of my own life i ve been clinically depressed and in and out of therapy for seven year now which is of my life which make me feel sad i ve reached this point where i don t even have the desire to take an active role in anything that happens to me or in my choice...
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you are doing enough just let yourself take a break
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my mind is in such a negative space i m overstimulated but every noise and word someone in my family passed away my period amplifies every emotion i just can t do it anymore my negativity is like a cancer and i d rather not infect anyone with it i want to die daily but i can t although i fantasize about it a lot i cut ...
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linda james thank you i spent age on thursday tidying up then along came everyone and it looked like a right tip again
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hello this is my first time posting to reddit i am having difficulty choosing between two job opportunity the first is a one hour commute one way and is on site the job come with pension and benefit a well a potential for career growth the second is 00 remote with limited potential for career growth the hour are flexib...
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bipolar ii disorder bipolar ii disorder involves period of hypomania but depression is often the dominant state for a diagnosis of bipolar ii disorder a person must have had one or more episode of depression at least one hypomanic episode no other diagnosis
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omg whats with window vista today tried installing it on my window laptop and it died reinstall
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i wa wondering what to do somedays he is so down and feel so low all he want is stay home and never go out today we went for a walk and he said it wa nothing special but he thanked me for coming and said he had a good time i want to find something special and out of the ordinary to make him forget about all the pressur...
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anxiously awaiting june th it can not come soon enough my graduation ceremony am not looking forward to the 0th end of my break
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cleders sorry i wa rooting for them too
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been depressed my whole life it feel like i used to have hope maybe high school wa rough but college will be my time to have fun and be happy then college wa traumatizing but i told myself thing will be better once i get a job and am done with school well guess what the time ha come and working 9 is a hell worse than a...
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day in york nice place photo coming soon feeling sick now though and i m back at work
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iwouldificould how have you watched it i tried the youtube link but it won t work
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tanialt beth tastic widgetsworld spcialndsjungle teamsquarepeg so sen ipseacharity sendcrisis stevebroach eleanorjwright kimturner 0 gfreeman 0 renatabplus but in reality i get it i spent month in deep depression because of la move to remove our kid parent are exhausted and energy is pretty much depleted trying to get ...
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oh i thought the pirate bay trial verdict wa today s apparently it s in 0 day
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digg link are now nofollow
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streetwearbear yes i am thanks for reaveling to the world bro fuck my life hahaha
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moulin rouge mad me cry once again
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a an fyi i wa diagnosed at with ocd usual hand washing fear of germ thought of death checking thing over and over again different trigger didn t leave the house for two year it s well controlled now but i m worried now that it s having an impact of relationship so she wa at the time now i m we chatted for two month dat...
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fml so much for seniority bc of technological ineptness i now have to quot register quot for class again
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i ve struggled with suicidal tendency and thought since i wa i m now the thought and action have only worsened with age i can t stop thinking about how the world would be so much better off without me my friend my family my work my partner in every aspect i m contributing nothing and burdening everyone i want so badly ...
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fanofbsb ever sorry you missed it
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wheat bread from the dollar store just doesn t toast nicely going over my tax and calling it an early night
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http twitter com freddybust status thats right
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omg exam killed me how could i not know the difference between haif a circle and a hemisphere lt gt
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misswyn i bet you are i remember easter a a kid wa so excited you ll have a great day
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batmanyng i miss my p it s out of commission wutcha playing have you copped blood on the sand
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i rlly hope someone understands this but i return to school next week and i just had a meeting with my dean and mother and we got onto the subject of grade and he told me and my mum my grade were shocking and that i slack off and when i heard this i literally wanted to cry sure i struggle with math alot and it not my s...
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i m ready to end all but i don t have the courage to do it i ve thought of different way when and where i would do it but i m scared i m a f and life isn t going well my career isn t going a planned in a few week i ll be out of a job i wa terrible at this job and had no choice but to leave i have another offer and inte...
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so the procrastination start early in the quarter i don t want to reaaaaad and write a paper
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emilyruppe well he said that he is a looser and that is what the show implies
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it may sound strange but i ve come to realize most of my anxiety stem from my appearance whenever i m out in public i get a rush of depression because i feel like i am ugly and everyone s judging me for it in reality i know it s not true because even if i wa hideous nobody would care it s just in the moment it feel so ...
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so in december i wa admitted to a mental hospital after developing psychosis i only had delusion no hallucination they ruled out schizophrenia and left it at marijuana induced i have a medical card although fitting the timeline i received a covid vaccine and wa hit hard with covid a week later right before all of this ...
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so i m f and am currently living working and studying in a different country than the one i wa born and raised in my cousin m study in our home country but very far away from home and can only visit his parent during the break my relationship with my parent wa very much strained for a couple of year due to unsolved chi...
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charp i wa being all nerdy amp thinking they could help me with my metropolitan area network
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theekween heart break witnessing trauma anxiety depression loss of a loved one thelmasherbs
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shaksiyya what wa going on with you guy over the weekend shak wa not happy my cd collection is outdated
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i wa just doing my fucking job today like any other normal person and somebody wa very obviously taking photo of me why fucking live like this my life is already shit because i m disabled and in chronic physical pain that will persist for my entire life people just have to dump more on me by alienating me i hate my lif...
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faithgg this computer doesn t have shockwave blah no account yet
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worldofnc i do a digital fast every so often it s where i stop watching the news or looking at social medium just music reading and netflix it may be sticking my head in the sand but it give me a firebreak from the stress and depression that is modern life stay sane
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i m supposed to take one pill in the morning starting tomorrow i am not afraid of a new medication because i m already taking the other one but i ve never been on paroxetine and i wa wondering how is it working for you guy especially if it helped somebody who ha severe social anxiety like me did you have any side effec...
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ha anyone used benadryl for anxiety attack i started using this because i refuse to be on benzos and find it work just enough to make it more manageable and wanted to know if others did too
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pogba never said that manchester united wa dead to him furthermore just day after opening up about mental health and depression some journalist label pogba a toxic waste absolutely awful and just plain wrong mufc http t co m0oaeifywc
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lolzitsmel paranormal wa pretty good tonight
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hi i m new here and most of the time i m in a real good place life ha been really good since i had therapy i haven t felt like i want to end it in maybe five or six year now and that is not what i feel right now but i do feel emptiness and shallow i like to create to many thing but after i share them all of the feeling...
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ordered some maternity clothes online which came today i got something strange i didn t order not in my size and stuff is missing
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i fallen in a dark place i feel like i always been this way how do i look on the brighter side of thing how do i get thru being miserable everyday i feel like if i m in a place too long i get depressed n sad i m constantly on the run no one understands me i feel i keep alot to my self i feel like i m exploding i feel t...
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i want to overdose and be done with this shit i m tired any pill combo that could help me
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ok i think i m finally done with work for the yester day now for a beer and some tv before hitting the sack back at it around 9am
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dropped car off to get exhaust replaced that s 0 i could do without spending
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my comp is so screwed up
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you go thru depression the first trimester of pregnancy
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maybe is a defense mechanism idk but a few week ago i really tried all the fake it until you make it schtick for a few day it wa fine and people at work were impressed however soon i started to make mistake and i went overboard because now everyone is pointing out my flaw i wa a cry mess and i felt super weak and expos...
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ordered a pita it nevr came why they say the fax machine broke and the driver left what about my empty belly
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sinab i think we all do
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mathewsmichael i agree the jobros dont update there very often
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jeffree star jeffree how do you keep your hair one color my permanent dye fade within the week
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oh and it s officially my birthday happy rd birthday to me look around yet no one is here to wish it to me erik s in bed
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marge inovera i tried tweetdeck once and i hated it with a passion or it hated me i m not sure
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i really need to talk with someone just to break down or cry just release all of the shit that have been pilling up people do notice that i m depressed something wrong but every time people ask if i m okay i answer yes i don t really know how to ask for help i don t know who is being nice and who really care how can i ...
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hi i wa wondering if anyone ha this happen to them i have have had depression for decade i have good day and bad day no period that last for week or month like i did when i first started having symptom 0 year ago thank god it is mostly occasional bad bout most often i just have a dull low depression that i can dell wit...
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ninjen i m sure you re right i need to start working out with you and the nikster or jared at least
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just got back from the funeral of a government employee friend http plurk com p n0bvd
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immm sooooo lowwww
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because of ordinary shoe oloshi leleyi o depression co of ordinary nike sneaker if na lv or prada nko
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day have passed since i last posted nothing ha improved my friend just hang with me for my stuff my family see me a a liability and useless it s midnight again and i wish i wa dead
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mizzzidc and you get mind put it here i hope ur bf or husband to be and his mother is seeing what is awaiting them ending it with emotional blackmail of u going into yeye depression nonsense
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my boyfriend is suicidal he s almost attempted separate time thankfully i ve stopped him i know he sometimes cut himself very small cut but he just sent me a photo of photo of a drawing he made of u using his own blood he wrote cute thing all over it but he literally used his own blood so i feel like he s thinking abou...
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vickybeeching saw someone at the apple store told that their warranty wa voided cuz they unlocked their phone
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i have to be out of my place in day any help i can get packing painting cleaning is much appreciated oh and rip my wall
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babybazooka i do too but it s hard
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