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lately being dead sound perfect like i keep fucking up everything i can t keep a good job i can t get a job in my career i m stuck in call center where i m demeaned screamed at etc my current partner and i even though we love each other are rocky and say horrible thing to each other out of pain and anger some of his wo... | 1 |
i wan na see twilight again love it but i don t have the dvd oh well guess i surive | 0 |
onemoreproject that is lame | 0 |
hi something weird happened to me yesterday at noon i m tryna understand what it wa exactly i went to some very nice restaurent with my fwb that i ve known for month so we have a trustful relationship at the end of the meal i wanted to go to the toilet in the third room of the restaurent i wa feeling calm and not anxio... | 1 |
home with the flu ahhh suxz well and tired will go to sleep in about an hour or so goodnites | 0 |
low dose naltrexone ha been shown to increase endorphin level by up to 00 so it can be extremely effective in helping people whose anxiety depression is caused by endorphin deficiency according to a study by renowned researcher norman brown and jaak panskepp since ldn can upregulate endogenous opioid activity it may al... | 1 |
tazgezwitscher bekommt und durch geht weil e doch so einfach ist und du sitzt in dem raum allein mit diesem monster namens depression und bekommst den arm nicht hoch vor starrheit und angst und all dem anderen und niemand auf der anderen seite versteht da weil keiner da monster sieht | 1 |
saturngirl ha ha ha cap doffed okay you are right camping in the cotwolds again for me | 0 |
inamupwa ndati how do i get out of my depression and go live my life agh | 1 |
watching death race found out sandra cantu is dead | 0 |
violetscruk yeah off aberdeen on the miller platform the one the chopper left before it went down thew other day | 0 |
i can t do shit at this point i m spending all of my time desperately trying to find somebody who would be slightly interested in me i m really only living off my hope and scrap of imaginary satisfaction thinking that one person might be liking me for example i m so done living like this why should my biggest need also... | 1 |
so me and my boyfriend met at we were friend for yr first we had the same grade in school and got into the same top university fast forward to our final year at university my boyfriend take a different major to me he is getting top grade and had a great job lined after he graduate i on the other hand have completely gi... | 1 |
crummyasshole i don t like that they only had him in the first movie cillian murphy is hot | 0 |
ibrahimkrts stats feed wait is that the same depression a the original tweeter is comparing | 1 |
ughhhhhhhhhh twitter is bing sooooo retarded | 0 |
i don t know i don t know i don t know i really really don t know what is going on and i am very confused and afraid for the last year and some change i have not been able to avoid the constant intense desire to violently commit suicide i fight it by trying to think hard about my family and friend and dog and all the g... | 1 |
i close my eye nd i see your face whens it gon na stop sigh time | 0 |
i m not liking that new itunes pricing at all i mean i ve seen several song at 9 but not only one at 0 9 | 0 |
stephenkruiser i m so sorry to hear that it s always sad when we lose those close to u a we loved them | 0 |
depression is the new cool small thing i m depressed a microscopic glance at what s making them depressed amp you ll realise they re trivial amp le worrisome the people who actually undergo depression barely announce it cause a major xteristic of the syndrome is reclusion | 1 |
morning good im bloody knackered work is not for me today helppp xxx | 0 |
why do friend feast while you are on fast | 0 |
i can t make friend because i m boring i can t socialize without offending someone unintentionally i have so many toxic way and view i m better off dead and not worrying about trying to fit in or be like by anyone anymore the more i try to get out and understand people the worse i feel it s been worse since hitting my ... | 1 |
i can t do this anymore i genuinely can t it s gotten to the point where everything is too difficult and i want to quit i have severe panic attack when i can t cut deep enough i just relapsed and it wasn t even worth it the cut weren t deep enough it doesn t even matter i don t want to be here anymore it s just an endl... | 1 |
l want but i can t sleep | 0 |
while i do enjoy my job very much it always nicest outside when i m indoors | 0 |
i had such a nice day too bad the rain come in tomorrow at am | 0 |
stephenkruiser oh my sympathy it s a hard decision i always hope my old border collie will go in her sleep she s too hug | 0 |
i get so many thing done when i m not in a depression episode | 1 |
mileycyrus awww u seriously have the cutest dog miley sorry your not with her now hope u get some sleep xoxo | 0 |
rumlover an empty rum barrel is a sad rum barrel shake head the horror the horror | 0 |
biolakazeem lmao you re a you infer that a grown man is lying about his struggle with depression and when you re rightfully called out for that you say it s unprovoked if you think you deserve empathy then surely you would ve shown empathy to begin with | 1 |
i wish i wa just normal everything is so hard for me i used to wish the world wa a better place but ive given up hope the world will never get any better and even if it did my mind is too fucked to be apart of it | 1 |
daniela 9 my english professor would be ashamed | 0 |
i could post my face and the fact that im sexy everyday but my depression won t allow me to flex on y all nigga like dat | 1 |
is craving for some tantan nabe http plurk com p mzxcs | 0 |
i m worried that they re going to think that i wa lying and that i m going to get into some trouble for the past month i had like or refund because the amazon driver keep putting my package outside my gate when they re suppose to put it inside this led to my package getting stolen recently it happened again i couldn t ... | 1 |
im so tired | 1 |
i m 0f and i ll start this by saying that my diagnosis is mostly a doctor telling once that i might have gad but i haven t had further test done yet not that i need them because the symptom are all there and it s pretty obvious to me amp nbsp i stress a lot about most thing future plan work health etc being on the phon... | 1 |
itsdawns thank rmilana don t like it hehe but it s very easy and well i m just a danish dude | 0 |
masha is alone and sad http apps facebook com catbook profile view 0 0 | 0 |
i m on antipsychotic and they make me sleep for hour i would like to sleep for even longer if possible and no i don t think upping my dose of antipsychotic will make me sleep longer and besides i don t want more side effect | 1 |
hide depression | 1 |
i am on the verge of going absolutely insane i can not take being alive anymore i am a prisoner in my own life i feel dead and so alive at the same everyone in my city at my age is either weird rude or awkward modern human are weak impulsive and oblivious i hate my generation and i hate how the internet ha ruined my li... | 1 |
find her mom rly annoying i need to detox and do an h o day my skin is shitting | 0 |
britney wa fucking amazing after we just went back to the hotel i hate travelling with cheapos | 0 |
im just a little bit bored down here in warrnambool only so many animal docos you can handle | 0 |
jasonvonberg i ve advertised on our blog through career site and used agency not sure how else i can go about it | 0 |
swati swati omg i missed you soo much have you heard the new jls song ahaa youre probs all jetlagged right now | 0 |
poor mel feeling your pain | 0 |
sometimes i start to plan it by leaving one day and never being found that hopefully i would prepare well enough that no one would ever find me i think that would be better than my family knowing my death wa intentional and planned but i still know they would grieve amp x 00b i m somewhat of an antinatalist and i refus... | 1 |
lately i ve been calling my depression dark mode | 1 |
i ve had this ever since i wa young and now that i m in my adult year i feel like i m running out of time i m still at home and i feel stuck i can t hold down a job i ve lost over job let alone my therapist keep telling me to be compassionate towards myself but it s so hard i just want to be normal be happy my panic at... | 1 |
so had a really bad few week with my anxiety my doctor decided to put me on citalopram and now i ve barely eaten and drank for day which ha made this experience so much worse so i ve decided to stop taking them and stick to my propranolol i m going to create new healthy routine for my day to day life drink more water m... | 1 |
cube creepin me out dude may have to cancel my trip to sydney now lol | 0 |
pharmaceutical vol page 9 depression and autoimmune hypothyroidism amp mdash their relationship and the effect of treating psychiatric and thyroid disorder on change in clinical and biochemical parameter including bdnf and other cytokin http t co i9 bnbj vm | 1 |
finally wrapped my body ha literally broken down this evening in bed return of super fever | 0 |
welcome to my dark side via smedian network life parenting mentalhealth depression motherhood http t co kciu zdx | 1 |
if thing don t get better for me by the end of 0 i m going to cash out my saving write a will and use of my saving to go on a world trip alone after which i will kill myself in a quiet place by the sea or something the saving i m leaving for my little brother because who know how expensive college will be by the time h... | 1 |
i m getting swole af tho jus need to get back on my healthier diet shit depression isn t over but the eatin my feel part is u can t b depressed wit a pack it s medically impossible http t co tym by taw | 1 |
i feel a since covid hit my life turned upside down almost nothing brings joy anymore and nothing is interesting | 1 |
trash kitten solution will be found | 0 |
it will be two year this november since my brother died from a fentanyl overdose this completely shook up the family dynamic i moved back home to be closer to them about a year before his death while i am happy i did get to spend his last birthday with him since he is gone and the family is all split up now i hate livi... | 1 |
posting because this medication ha had an incredible impact for me in a very short time and i think that s worth sharing in case it can help anyone else who suffers from anxiety i wa prescribed propranolol 0mg xr per day a little over one week ago primarily for enhanced physiologic tremor my doctor did also suspect tha... | 1 |
monasmith sadly yes i think i need counciling now | 0 |
awillert im so jealous i want salsa but the cooky were amazing | 0 |
sonnyjoeflangan goddammit i missed it what song xx | 0 |
working on my lab report that s due 9hr tonight | 0 |
wa intending to finish editing my page novel manuscript tonight but that will probably not happen and only page are left | 0 |
alissa rule basically i feel like i need to take better care of myself after seeing that fool no more juicin for me | 0 |
want to hear seblefebvre s song but myspace is messing with me | 0 |
bradqb i know the feeling man just lay low for a while some people are just like that | 0 |
lenesha but im not feeling well mommy | 0 |
sarahlsharp oops feel like i m breaking a few heart now | 0 |
on the coach gon na be fun | 0 |
it s not easy being useless i am honestly just considering quitting my job and spending these last few day in a hedonistic fashion i hate my family so their feeling don t matter i never understood the logic that i shouldn t kill myself because it would make other people sad it seems like everyone is for doing what s be... | 1 |
anyone ever had a delayed response to an anxiety inducing event like even when you were having anxiety during the event i had something super duper stressful happen on sunday and last night i wa horribly nauseous all night long and my fianc think it wa a delayed response to what happened on sunday any insight | 1 |
not drunk at all kirstiekalamity | 0 |
had the worst dream abt some turd face ex ugh it wa awful | 0 |
im so badly trying not to let this depression sink it teeth into me | 1 |
feeling lost naked and confused jk sort of no iphone for me | 0 |
this ha to change drastically and quickly so i can still breathe fuck depression fuck fear i stand by you the community it s time to dance http t co 0yongk cf | 1 |
whf t scc killed derek reese brian austin green i actually liked that character | 0 |
there is very little that people will not excuse a long a you mention depression a a primary motivator the depression free pas is extensive | 1 |
lovebscott absolutely not | 0 |
it s simple a that | 1 |
so i had a depression yesterday n mom saw me cry so hard n she thought i wa cry about my study n worried about my last exam in month but my heartless as wa cry about a fucking boy | 1 |
i feel like this is a flawed perspective i m having but sometimes it s hard to take the day off like to just relax and lay in bed for a day without guilt that can be hard for me but i feel like in a way im making it hard for myself by putting so much thought into it rather then actually just doing it | 1 |
twitter please fix this http sp ro b bdb because it brake all external twitter avatar search | 0 |
victorahiwe that s what you want even all your generation together can t make him enter depression bunch of attention seeking low life | 1 |
want to use the directional dance pad pero di compatible sa tv yung game http plurk com p n0hyu | 0 |
dannymcfly haha tell me about it i dont get it either x | 0 |
i wa planning to kill myself from the last month i just wanted to spend whatever time i had with my friend and family i met up with my friend last week for what would be the last time so that wa done then i wanted to spend some time with my parent which i did yesterday and only my grandparent remained so i spent some t... | 1 |
txt chat with jake lmfao it frikkin awesome i miss this effin boy so much awww hoping you would come back here na xxxx | 0 |
grr i want to keep reading but if i do i wont have anything left to read | 0 |
i m scared of my future i m scared of taking responsibility for my own life i m scared of facing the consequence of my action i m scared of making decision because they might be the wrong one i m scared of taking a step forward i m scared that there s nothing i can do with my life because i m too scared of everything i... | 1 |
mycaricature the only bit that got me really wa when he said babs wa a bad mum i m sure that hurt her even though she s laughing | 0 |
i m tired two month clean in hour and yet i am still so hollow i ve driven everyone away i tell myself that it s fine when the suicidal ideation come i tell myself to shut up just one more hour i ll tell myself live another day and maybe you won t fuck it up but i always do maybe i have done some good maybe i m not who... | 1 |
i m so tired of the inertia of my life this never going anywhere meaningful for me i think about all the thing i d love to be doing and grow angry that certain circumstance constrain from doing them i hate that life is 9 doing thing because other people coerce you to do them i would like to feel like i have agency but ... | 1 |
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