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misterskull awwwwww what a shame you re mile and mile away
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mom i m sad it hurt in my heart the feeling fall into my stomach i can t stop the tear when they start mom i m sad that i never did anything that i never achieved anything that everything just fell apart i can t get up in the morning i can t focus on anything but the sadness i can t put my clean clothes away i don t ha...
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i ve been dealing with multiple health issue currently having bad pain in my broken tooth my dentist checked it out last week and said it just need pulled and put me on antibiotic have an appointment to get it pulled this weekend but it look so infected im worrying of course about it causing death because im in pain i ...
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i didn t see that many cherry blossom this year
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mund ia am good bro dealing with some mental health issue bipolar on a depression stage now been on a manic stage for a while
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is dreading tomorrow i hate hospital especially when it s your baby that is the patient
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my adhd make it impossible to stop thinking about what s giving me anxiety i try to breath focus my mind off thing but instantly it come right back cause i can t control my mind most of the time i m not even thinking about anything that is anxiety inducing but in the back of my mind something is happening that won t le...
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i m a freshman in college rn i have an english essay due tonight however i am so anxious over my result and quality of my work that i can not even finish just the thought of writing or receiving my grade make me feel physically ill big project and essay have always made me feel this way but since i m especially struggl...
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slessard but but but i wan na listen to the master too
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i lost everything i have no friend anymore what even is the point anymore there nothing i wan na live for anymore i just wish my life felt worth living my chest hurt so bad i wish i wa enough for myself
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my other alt account wa deleted so i m posting here today i had a mental breakdown on the basis of what i feel are good thing in my life disappearing inexplicably oftentimes whenever i attempt interaction with aforementioned good thing the last straw wa today over a fairly trivial issue but i broke down because of so m...
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i m a very confident guy i m very socal and can speak to anyone but for some reason i have this weird like i dunno anxiety attack thing so basically i could be having a random chat but quite often if someone say something that could be deemed wrong or bad or something that i could potentually be hiding when im not i go...
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i need something big to happen
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this is the second time i ve felt this weird sensation it s like in the back left part of my head literally feel like someone s taking their thumb and pushing in my head for like 0 second it feel like pressure slightly building up then vanishes anyone else i ve had brain sinus ct blood work ekg all clean scan
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pissed coz a friend is to busy to see me day
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i just started citalopram this month and my period is late could this be a symptom of starting a ssri
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i want to die so bad and i might carry on with it
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robparsons too difficult who are these people no doubt the one who only ever see african a starving and helpless grrrrrr
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i am feeling too depressed to type much my brain and body are so slow it s like they re shutting down i am just so tired of feeling this way i want it to stop so badly
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in recent week i ve been starting to learn how to live with my anxiety to the point where i very minimally get anxiety anymore anxiety itself happens a couple time a week still but it s nothing i can t handle today i had an amazing day with friend and of course we drank a lot to the point where i wa very drunk at the e...
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ah yes this is how it feel to walk around without a serpent in your stomach interact with stranger without overthinking every word you say focus on what s in front of you rather than what s swirling inside your mind to feel optimistic and excited day like today almost knock me off balance because i hardly recognise mys...
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i cant stop myself from purging my meal even when i know i m day away from dying
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kaeeeep yeah i know it wa horrible ugh saddening
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another shoe throwing incident journalist jarnail singh threw a shoe at home minister chidambaram bt missed target
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no picnic my phone smell like citrus
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not even 0am and there s far too much noise in the office should have worked from home today
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miamiiboii dead yu gettin on wen im leavin
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i saw a new pcp for an annual physical and while i wa there figured i d mention some of the physical symptom of anxiety i wa having to make sure it wa not actually medical i told her it often feel like my throat is really tight and on the verge of closing her only reply a she roll her eye that is literally impossible i...
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home i really wana sleep but due to wasting my free line in town i have an assignment to finish
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hello stranger this is just a vent post so i ll try to be thorough if i m going to suffer on account of my own bad decision i might a well try to get some upvotes out of it he blocked me on his snapchat although i have thought about reaching out and trying to patch thing up via other texting apps i m pretty sure he s d...
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i dont want to move at all i just want to be stationary for the rest of my life school is actually so draining and i can t bring myself to do anything my parent think so highly of me a if i m really smart i don t think i deserve any kindness from them i ve disappointed them a lot i wonder quite a lot why they haven t d...
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i ve had a lot of anxiety about taking antidepressant but i finally did it after having a couple really really bad week recently first day is going okay i m a little nauseous and have dry mouth just proud of myself for making a necessary change and hopefully this is the right prescription for me
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poor joshy is sick those damn tejanos
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i am not happy that i am still not better i have tried everything from working out meditating cutting off toxic people exercise being open and expressing myself truly i only noticed that it s getting worst and i have realized for the past few month that i am having bad side effect from my meditation and my doctor didn ...
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shooting outside my house o not kidding so scared
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hi everyone this all started back in college i wa doing lot of drug molly cocaine acid molly and wa doing badly at uni after my dad put the fear of god into me i started taking school a lot more seriously and drastically slowed down my drug intake not long after i started developing horrible physical anxiety at night i...
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pepperoni roll in l a i called valentino s they said that they had sausage roll but no pepperoni roll http tinyurl com cec ka
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struggling regarding the fact that dance is day away on the other side vacation
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want her camera back
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i m wishing i had more time
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lmao i literally forgot a whole as book venom but make it trans and about trauma and depression and even more explicitly gay than whatever wa going on in let there be carnage http t co ownsd u rf
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hey so i feel cringe posting this and will likely delete but sometimes just venting and writing thing out is rlly calming and therapeutic this is my first post here but i ve lurked for a few year now and always read other people s story when im feeling down and alone which help sometimes background before getting into ...
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dramaa assignmenting is gay too sick but i have to do it
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margaretcho what happened to your show it wa the hightlight of my life
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medfitblondie brain altering mood depression anger no way god bless you
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benpritchett goodness me how did you find me it s good to hear from you ben i still have your video game and book i apologize
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depression hitting real good today
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geordiepaul williamnhutton supermactoon government have the mean this country wa heavily in debt from ww and the great depression but they still had the resource and mean to have the money and resource to fight ww
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older people tend to treat young people with anxiety like it s just a new trend and not a serious disorder affecting our daily life constantly trust me i wish i didn t have to demand wfh indefinitely because i ve been almost exclusively working from home for two year and it fucked me up anxiety wise i wish you understo...
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gloomy weather again
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help i need a new boyfriend i m stuck in a rut
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musafir from parwaz hai junoon really trigger my depression and anxiety
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i just have random racing thought about the past song etc mostly it s just a constant ear worm it s a bit annoying but i can deal with it but a lot of thought about the past have made me cry due to the nostalgia aspect of it not sure if this is anxiety or something else
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mysteezradio i m goin to follow u since u didn t lol go angel
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i ll have all the equipment by thursday i ve worked out how much rent to send my flatmate to cover a couple month i m getting rid of my clothes by the end of the week i ve written some letter and am going to print out a sheet of my important detail i m dreading it so much but i also can t wait time feel so slow and ago...
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heidimontag the hill episode were so sad p love your name
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gaspitsnicole sigh me too mostly i midd hsnging out with my friend damn growing up p
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pigman i love the cooler trenchcoat weather but dnw the darker evening a it s scary to run at night
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marissamonotony why
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kristensaywhaa he is an as hm did you watch the first episodeee i freakin missed it
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i have been pretty down for the last few year and i felt mentally stuck in a limbo it is like i can t move back but i can t move forward i have just been surviving for the past few year but now it s like i can t physically move i don t feel like studying or even getting up and i don t know how to get over it it come an...
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mahisshi danyok made my depression worse and turned me into a joker
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apsanabegummp ucu it s like he entirely discounted the idea that staff at non striking university might also be suffering depression overwork stress anxiety would it really be such a terrible thing to lead an investigation into the extent of these issue in the sector
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my girlfriend left me and is probably in love with my best friend my best friend stopped giving a shit about me and flirted with her they cuddled when they were here he wouldn t even check in on me my dad is having a baby my great grandma is dying my health is getting more and more fucked over and turn out i might have...
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yo that wa hella weird my twitter got deleted
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creepy outdoor on the speedway alli is now in portugal seems not so good losing weight not healthy
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the audacity some of you exhibit on this app is a lot then spice it up with talk of depression please si
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i ve so many health issue and i m only starting with atopic and seborrhoeic dermatitis and psoriasis through endometriosis and hypothyroidism to ibs fucked up hip and pelvic floor and that s not even all and obviously only phisical thing that are wrong and i really try to take care of all of this problem but it s exhau...
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still stuck with the microsoft specialist won t this day ever end
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gosh it is raining in summer cause of the global warming
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robabanks i can t sleep either
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your mama wear your sneaker you enter depression
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evilunicorn will do lt
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i m feeling so hopeless right about now and just want to be free of this pain i m going through nothing seems to be going right for me and it suck i want to get off of this damn ride and be done with it all
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goodnight nobody since i have no follower nobody can see me say this
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heidimontag i love the hill but i missed the show tonight
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thabiler ntsikimazwai it is a form of abuse the result are permanent depression and enxiety depending on med for the rest of your life
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halalhomer they believe like muslim will go and kill everyone like crazy war is aimed on the corrupted leader the destructive system which cause injustice and chaos in a country just check out depression and suicide rate if people know they d beg muslim to come and bring islam
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jemcam well i have uni stuff and netball but after netbal if i ve done uni stuff we can
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i m leaving tonight i can t keep doing this i m sorry
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talking to a boy hating work though
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i think i have medical problem that will never go away and that if it wasn t for them i could be so much more than i am from personal reflection i m actually really happy with the progress i ve made with myself and in my life since a couple year ago but thing like my anxiety are horrible and if my life will always have...
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i feel so tired so exhausted i sleep most of the day away and have no reason to get up thing are hard and my life is in a bad spot on one had i feel like i wan na let go and let the tear flow but on the other hand i just feel so empty and they don t even wan na come out i just sit here staring at the same spot in the w...
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bornbytheswamp makapa makhoro kaybee r bokang the bae wish u nothing more but depression
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so i have a stutter and i ve always been insecure about it i wa with my best friend and his friend and his friend made fun of someone s stutter because he s not aware i stutter this made me realize how easy it is to make fun of people behind their back i felt really bad that night and started cry when i got home cause ...
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my boyfriend told me if i m feeling unsafe call 9 but i smoke weed to calm my mental health symptom and it s not exactly legal where i live i don t want to get a criminal record but i promised i d call for help but then i can t die any advice
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i ve been having anxiety and i m wondering if my sternum hurting is a part of it
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jonnypotter the simpson on demand thing doesn t work in the uk
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feeling a bit better today at least i can walk i have no idea what happened yesterday on my way to school now ugh
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good morning i m off to the hospital with my dad to spend basically all day in the waiting room just for a two minute app fun fun fun
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nevadawolf sorry to hear about your dnf run tonight always a risk to get bad coords on an ftf
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cpt depression http t co c0clievua9
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andywana not sure what they are only that they are po a much a i want to i dont think can trade away company asset sorry andy
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new article from obmintegrativeandcomplementarymedicine mindfulness in tai chi chuan a practised amongst higher education student with implication for health and learning a narrative review http t co p aciaxzd http t co usqjekvyaq taichichuan depression http t co scx fegnqf
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entered a online poker tournement against 9 others finished th
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i graduated in 0 9 and since then i moved back home and have been living in my room aside from going place with my family when they would force me and emotionally manipulate me to go which worsened my mental health my mum keep putting pressure on me to go with her to a spa or something even though i tell her it s not g...
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hmm so the sun shining brightly thru my curtain lit up my room n woke me up cnt sleep nw 0 is way too early to wake up
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sleepy head chance of actually sleeping slim to fucking none
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i wa on lexapro 0mg for over a year and it worked amazingly and went off of it with my doctor s approval i had brain zap and dizziness for like week and then got hit by a truck with physical anxiety symptom i wa off for week total some symptom were the same a why i started it in the first place like head pressure racin...
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im fucking drunk at 9am even if im fucking with my life still ahead of me i don t wan na do this anymore i dont even have a house anymore i have nobodt y fck i cant even type noboidy i just want to end thing but im too scared to even kill myself hpw do i do it without failing i often imagine others doing it for me can ...
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