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jap girl they re leaving | 0 |
miss sil no i wa half asleep and turned off the laptop after that | 0 |
maya is being spayed today i m very nervous about it | 0 |
i m going 9 this year life ha always been a rollercoaster for me consistently an a student till h then dropped out of college due to severe disinterest and had to take care of mother that had stage cancer not formally diagnosed but i m sure that s when i developed some sort of depression after all that i went to work o... | 1 |
tagged nsfw tw mention of suicidal ideation and suicide attempt the idea of suicide is comforting it is all that i ve known the idea of ending the constant misery i feel is weirdly enough the only thing stopping me from doing it besides a select number of friend a it truly is comfortable to me to be sitting in the cess... | 1 |
i have a constant fear that i m going to have cardiac arrest or a fatal arrhythmia i f in good health just got back from the gym and it wa great now i m in my car about to get lunch and bam my anxiety kicked in and my heart started beating soo fast honestly it probs only beating 00bpm and all i can think about is what ... | 1 |
theekween heart break trauma anxiety depression pain of losing a loved one thelmasherbs thelmasherbs | 1 |
ddlovato david henrie ummmmm i cant find it | 0 |
is it weird to think i m getting closer and closer to taking my own life soon year and year of thinking but chickening out maybe soon it will be my time i attempted to swallow pill today and i think i m one getting really close now i hope i have the strength and courage one day to actually do it so i can finally rest a... | 1 |
getting 0 0 a piece thats out of the test i have done so far for atar in that i have failed test and pretty much cause the first real hit of depression i am working with people now to try improve those mark but the fact that my brain went to the length of saying | 1 |
every time i do life drawing at my old uni after work it s a mix of relief and relaxation getting to have a creative outlet and extreme sadness and depression wanting to learn and enjoy drawing again knowing i don t fit in and i ll be overwhelmed and break down again if i tried | 1 |
fishmouse it is hilarious and i linked the clip from lj some time ago but when i went back just now it wa a dead link | 0 |
i have a hard time articulating how i really feel and it frustrates me to no end i just wan na let it all out but it so hard it make it a lot difficult to seek help when i can t really explain what i m feeling and thinking about i can somewhat recognize what i m feeling but the moment i try to write it down or explain ... | 1 |
a day negotiating wth insurer after spilling beer on my laptop last night probably to no avail | 0 |
somebody please give me some kind word waiting for my clonezapam to kick in | 1 |
please give me your grounding exercise to keep me busy a i make a long distance move happy thought appreciated | 1 |
pfff rearanging database | 0 |
im going to university with this childhood friend of mine the thing is i don t know how to socialize any further than just a small talk that lead no where and i never know what to talk about even with them and they present me people that are nice but i just don t feel comfortable with them i try to talk to the people i... | 1 |
i will never like getting up at am dumb work schedule | 0 |
ryanseacrest tie bar i missed it on wednesday | 0 |
i m always so sad i hate who i am i wish i wa never born i wan na kill myself but i get too scared i always regret not going through with it i ll never be happy why do other people get to be happy and confident but i can t i wish someone would push on the train track i purposely stand on the edge so someone would it i ... | 1 |
my mental health ha been sharply declining lately for various reason and i ve found myself in a constant state of dread and paranoia i m far more nervous than usual and i m very uneasy around other people even my family in general i ve been very jumpy recently i m constantly glancing over my shoulder at shadow in the c... | 1 |
every day i feel exhausted i wake up and just lay in bed i feel like i have no interest anymore even playing videogames or watching youtube isn t enjoyable anymore i feel so tired and stuck i don t know what to do with my life i am back living with my parent and currently am not working i applied for disability due to ... | 1 |
might have to go to hospital on my foot for an x ray have to wait for the doctor to call me back to confirm i hate hospital | 0 |
i m honestly at the end of a dead end and idk what to do with my life there s almost no option and people aren t supportive at all i like to bounce off my idea on other people but everyone tell me to stop complaining pick myself up by the bootstrap and solve my own fucking problem thanks i m cured | 1 |
i wish my iphone would let me do the thing it would be so much easier | 0 |
i suddenly miss my flintstone vitamin tablet soooo gooood | 0 |
last november i had a week where i wa so scared of death i couldn t sleep eat drink do anything i have a lot of anxiety and this wa just another one of those thing which bother me every so often but a lot more intense at that point maybe day go by i m so scared i decide to get really high to forget about it not a great... | 1 |
keep it yall r u cappin so saturated no amo no thotties trust me depression and over for a like they | 1 |
hey guy been lurking on here for a while but finally here to make my first post trigger warning talk of suicidal ideation ironically enough it s anxiety that prevented me from ever posting but we re doing it now i never struggled with anxiety very badly before the pandemic i wa in my first year of college and life ha a... | 1 |
writing an article video converter in test it ll take a long time | 0 |
rather tired after last night work getting woken up early doesn t help either | 0 |
mangaaa i hope they will increase the capacity fast yesterday wa such a pain got the fail whale time in hour | 0 |
in this post i will reveal the center to my problem and i better get started ive never been in a relationship before strangely i never really been attracted to many people before but recently back in november while i wa riding my bus home i seen a girl who blew my mind away she s so beautiful she s everything i find at... | 1 |
aliceverheij on m xp im afriad laptop is about yr old and think it just a bit messed up | 0 |
ugh i wake up and ff go to sleep guess i should just do more revision | 0 |
i m not suicidal i just feel everybody close to me slipping away and it s crushing me slowly so i wa wondering what are the main sign | 1 |
last year when i wa i wrote a suicide note before attempting to suicide by overdose i tried to commit suicide because i wa a closeted gay atheist in a really conservative muslim country and family i tried to pray the gay away i endured listening to a lot of homophobia and unfair religious teaching and i couldn t take i... | 1 |
feeling down | 0 |
rustyrockets i tnk you need to make me smile today because you never ever write back to me but you do to everyoneee else x | 0 |
jade is looking for a new home http apps facebook com dogbook profile view | 0 |
exmi i hope he come back | 0 |
hate revision | 0 |
yay i can txt to twitter but can t receive to my cell bcos im in new zealand | 0 |
man did i had a wacky dream this early morning loggin here look like at is spamming me with update | 0 |
i ve been struggling with depression for basically my whole life i wasn t diagnosed with anything until a year ago but i believe it s been a problem for me for the last year im really getting frustrated with myself because i see where i used to be and the potential i had and so doe everyone else yet i ve been strugglin... | 1 |
i am tired i don t feel anything good i just don t want to exist anymore | 1 |
pmarca tszzl how doe this gel with rising loneliness and depression though social medium usage is in fact associated with these thing http t co z9 fmrok w http t co hc mf gqmq | 1 |
at night when i fall into to pradeep kumar song enna da inga iruntha depression ah kaanom pradeepkumarsong http t co vxbeyyiunk | 1 |
watching fallon with mom and working on a project school is hard | 0 |
is stuck in history | 0 |
in a taxi on the way to get pizza bad traffic and headache worst | 0 |
ive wanted to go for a while now and im just getting tired honestly i hope ill find a way before year because i dont wan na live much longer n i really dont have a future ahead of me | 1 |
my family only care when im manic but im just quiet they act like nothing ever happened idk if i want them to care or is me just wanting attention but im really tired of living for them | 1 |
theekween thelmasherbs help with depression anxiety | 1 |
this always fucking happens i don t want to be sad i m a happy person this happens to me a few time a year and it s unbearable i don t want to die but this really hurt randomly and i hate it i promise i m not a sad person | 1 |
km on bike i m all hot n sweaty the rem marathon continues | 0 |
i feel worse than ever i need more burn than i thought i started using cigarette burn i thought this wa going to be better than cutting but it s worse much much worse i need help the guy i talked to in dm wa right i need help i just don t know where to start | 1 |
oww the poor darling body of missing tracy girl sandra cantu found inside suitcase www tinyurl com dfhvzg tracy | 0 |
i constantly have suicidal thought even if i m doing ok it s like it s always in the back of my mind i have my dark day where it s all i can think about but it s still back there during the good day too i feel like i m strange for constantly thinking about it even if i m happy | 1 |
nickynocky i m looking for other utility supplier tonite now | 0 |
theekween it help with depression anxiety and loss of a loved one thelmasherbs | 1 |
caviarpurple israelite same here the depression is really eating me up switching off would literally solve everything for me but i m too chicken to do it atm http t co vvadmsoxsi | 1 |
last day at lshs tomorrow | 0 |
benjaminreid your internet still down o | 0 |
what can i do besides tell someone that someone is bullying me it keep my depression even worse thx for the help | 1 |
m i ve been in a major spiral the last half a year or so with all kind of major issue coming up all at once i went to the hospital for sa in january and had to go back only a month later for sh and alcohol abuse on my campus usually when i get depressed however i get really really sad or destructive towards myself or i... | 1 |
iiiii havent slept yet and i have to be at work in 0 minute boo | 0 |
i m scared of something and i can t tell whether i m being irrational or not i spend most of my time desperately trying to avoid this particular thing in order to avoid triggering the anxiety i can t even type the word i m not even sure if i m afraid of the thing itself or just the anxiety it provokes i want to confron... | 1 |
pelf but work is demanding for so much more | 0 |
silverlines tadi di pim udah sempet lirik mesra tapi baru abis makan definitely putting it in my agenda next time i go to pim | 0 |
gfalcone 0 nawww take me to london please cornwall s boring | 0 |
march sale report done hardly worth it | 0 |
my parent have never really cared about what i m doing online because they trust me to be safe plus i am a teenager so i know about internet safety and stuff which is good because i don t like my parent knowing what i do online and it not think in doing anything bad i just don t like my parent knowing i don t even want... | 1 |
is feeling weird today happy and sad at the same time and missing my people from italy ilyyy lt | 0 |
i ve been having a few thought of sh si throughout yhe past week and came pretty close to actually doing it a couple day ago because my so and i got into an argument and he said some hurtful thing that other people have said to me through my life so i thought if everyone feel this way about me then why shouldn t i do i... | 1 |
i few week ago i wa shing and not going to therapy and i honestly wasn t feel a horrible a usual i woke up and and i didn t feel super horrible i wasn t hating myself and my urge to sh wa going down then i went to therapy for the first time in month and i wa told i have to cooperate cause i wasn t or my therapist would... | 1 |
errrggggg my tummy hurt | 0 |
tommcfly hey saw u guy play pushover didn t get meet u tho cuz of th huge line i wa very upset lol a msg would make up it | 0 |
wren internet hug yep i know the feeling | 0 |
katortiz not forever see you soon | 0 |
f 0 i m feeling very lonely i need someone to talk to | 1 |
0secondstomars thank s for your prayer these day are very difficults | 0 |
no way i m gon na sleep tonight | 0 |
congested nose | 0 |
i ve only known my boyfriend for month official for he ha briefly opened up about having anxiety all i know is that he ha previously been medicated for it but not currently today after i left his place he messaged to apologise incase he came off odd he wa feeling anxious for no particular reason and that it just happen... | 1 |
i m extremely suicidal but i want to live could anyone give me reason to live i don t want to feel this way but i hard not to think about it please anyone | 1 |
i suck at making jelly cakeeeee | 0 |
just got home from watching michigan state get tromped | 0 |
boningwigald so sieht meine momentane depression au | 1 |
it wa just who i am a reason behind the way my mind worked it doesn t make the depression sting any le but it make it bearable to know that this is just a way of life one i don t have to spend every second trying to push away but to learn to move together | 1 |
after a little trip to the er the doctor there gave me a week worth of ativan to help with panic attack my doctor now want me to take klonopin instead i don t want to be dependent on either of these two but i used ativan every night for 9 night to calm down from a panic attack is it dangerous to switch from ativan mg t... | 1 |
depression fr | 1 |
thi m v c i u b i n | 0 |
i ve been on zoloft for about week now and i m starting to feel uncomfortably neutral i usually dissociate in different way often feeling like i m in a dream but this feel like a different type of dream it just feel so off like i can t tell if it s a dream or not i m missing my normal suicidal absolutely miserable mess... | 1 |
after a year of unemployment i got positive news yesterday that i got the job it s the perfect position for me and it will be really interesting to start but a usual i can t be happy when i m supposed to be since the congratulation call i have been spiraling a bit heart raising intrusive thought it s always the same th... | 1 |
morning i m baggered been the gym then off to work later | 0 |
yippee skype app now available on i phone whatever next xcept you cant use the video | 0 |
i did it while they were talking in the living room area of our hotel room they talk so much and so loud they didn t even realize i wa in the bathroom dying my attempt failed your body naturally won t let you die this way but whatever i ll try to find another way to kill myself because i m tired of living i want to jus... | 1 |
pray for me please the ex is threatening to start sh at my our baby st birthday party what a jerk and i still have a headache | 0 |
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