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(for context, I have scrupulosity).
So basically a few months ago I started having this “urge to laugh” thing. My mind reads a lot into things, and it would “twist” certain (usually morally wrong) things until they reached a thought that would make me want to laugh.
Not to long ago I read a comment online telling me... | OCD |
Hey! (M26)I’ve been recently diagnosed with adhd and just started treatment last month. Currently I’m on 150mg of bupropion (welbutrin). I’ve got a follow up appointment next week to talk with my doctor to see how things are going but as most of you know it’s hard to keep track of or even remember what happens most da... | ADHD |
So I’ve had this issue for a long time now. It’s not consistent, it doesn’t happen ALL the time, but it happens so often that it raises concern for me.
It seems to happen only when I’m masturbating, not so much when I’m with a guy (I’m a gay guy). So whenever I start to masturbate I’d get random flashbacks of some pr... | ptsd |
I'm not a teenager anymore and when all this started these were just episodes of thoughts coming and going.
It became slightly worse when I had to move to another city for my college life, some days it was better some days I felt like shit. When the pandemic started and I had to come back home these thoughts started f... | OCD |
I've heard several times that only 15% of autistic people in the UK are employed. While this statistic is pretty indicative of both unaccomodating workplaces and the demands of modern society being hostile to those of us on the spectrum, it makes me think about the 85% that aren't employed. How do you guys survive? Wha... | aspergers |
idk if this is related to OCD, but i kind of starting to experience anxiety every night before goin to bed, these intrusive thoughts always pops up in my head like what if i dont wake up tomorrow? what if one of my family members dont wake up, and i wake up and seeing them crying and panic that someones not waking up. ... | OCD |
Nobody in my direct family does not have ADHD, i heard autism could co-exist with it (which i do have by the way) bit i have nobody in my family with autism in my family. both of my parents are bipolar, 2 of my uncles have bipolar, my great grandfather has schizoactive bipolar and my father has dyslexia.
how does this ... | ADHD |
I am recently diagnosed with both OCD and ADHD. I have been in search for a medication or medications that work well for me for 5 years now, I have tried lexapro, prozac, paxil, strattera, ambilify, effexor, and a few more I can’t remember the names of. I just started paxil so I am unsure of how it will work. All of th... | ADHD |
How do you guys handle intrusive thought spirals? I've been living with my parents for three months and I can't stop spiraling. Some days I feel secure and like I can love myself, but then I wake up in the morning with a knot in my stomach and the cycle starts again. Any help or advice would be appreciated. | OCD |
I don’t know if this is a place where I’m necessarily welcome to share this stuff but I hope so because I have barely anyone who has OCD around me and everyone thinks I’m crazy for these things. I wanted to share with you guys things I do personally because of my OCD
Whenever someone says knock on wood, I have to knoc... | OCD |
My harm ocd flares up at night time, and it comes to a point where I actually imagine going through with the thoughts, kinda like "what would happen" situation, and its bugging me cause I dont want to hurt anyone, or I'll have ones toward myself. I recently started therapy.
Mostly did an introductory and my first rea... | OCD |
I don’t know how to fully express this because I’m feeling pretty catatonic today, and when any emotion slips through it’s like this extreme despair that makes me just want to fucking die.
Me and my ex girlfriend broke up 6 years ago. Given that I was abused and abandoned by the rest of my entire family growing up, I ... | ptsd |
23M
I've realized my entire life basically I've never had a close connection with anyone. I had some turbulence in family to put it lightly and I was never close with my parents. I grew up with them around but they were never affectionate, we never talked much and they were drunk a lot. I could count on one hand the... | depression |
I tested positive for covid so I’ve been isolating in my room to keep my family safe. At night I normally go down and fill up my water bottle in a very specific way but today I got my dad to fill it up but now I’m lying in bed panicking trying to convince myself that it’s ok and I’m not going to poison myself by drinki... | OCD |
So next month I'm going to have to see my abuser again and I'm freaking out about it. I still have flashbacks occasionally and I am scared seeing them will make things worse. I can't tell my parents about the abuse due to many reasons and since I am an adult so I was wondering if anyone has tips to not freak out too mu... | ptsd |
Specifically the thoughts or problems or thoughts you face currently with OCD. You don't have to go into detail at all. I feel like everyone thinks their OCD thoughts are crazy and it definitely makes me feel less alone when I hear about someone else's. | OCD |
Hi all, I’d like to talk about my contamination OCD and a very specific problem it has caused me. What happened recently has been a big wake up call and a prompt for me to do more to address my OCD.
So I suffer from contamination OCD and my main compulsion is the need for my bed to be clean. No one else can touch my p... | OCD |
Hi all, just to let you know I have been on my journey for around 5 years now. Slowly but surely with medication and changes in my life I have become a much more positive and functional adult. The thoughts probably won’t ever go completely but I can brush them away and live a much happier life than what OCD dictated I ... | OCD |
I went two days without picking at my acne and now, with my parents picking me up tomorrow from college and staying up way too late, i scraped at my face for like 2 hours and now im a bloody mess and my face looks like a mine field. I just want to be normal and heal... | OCD |
I think my sister has severe OCD. It is affecting her life greatly. She has her own area in the house which is a mess and unsanitary and no one is allowed to touch anything in that area. This area kind of includes the laundry room. I saw some spare changed collected on the machine and wanted to put it in our family coi... | OCD |
So I’ve been seeing a trend of people claiming they got “ PTSD” from a work meeting, getting their order wrong , being in a line too long, being in traffic & basically having any inconvenience in their life. It’s annoying & disrespectful af to people who actually have had real trauma am I the only one pissed off at how... | ptsd |
How do you deal with knowing you lost your years to being stuck in trauma response? I recently started therapy and we have discovered I’ve spent the last few years in trauma response, rarely leaving the house because of it. I’m 18 soon. I don’t feel like it, and it feels unfair. I resent others who are turning 18 and a... | ptsd |
I always kinda knew about it, but it’s really starting to affect my life now and trying to come to terms with it is difficult.
I can’t walk on the sidewalk and step on any cracks, and if I do then I have to immediately do it with the other foot otherwise I’ll feel really.. i guess frustrated is the best word for it.
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I am officially diagnosed with PTSD but am currently not in therapy for it. Years ago I had a therapist tell me that these symptoms are connected to my PTSD but I never really thought much on them because they usually didn't affect my day to day life and when they did I was able to laugh it off with whoever was unlucky... | ptsd |
I'm currently in a mindset where everything seems to give me anxiety and uncertainty. I'm under deep anxiety and it feels like I can't control these feelings.
I know many of you recall what an OCD attack feels like. It's like my mind is working a lot more irrationally than usual. I don't know how to stop it. | OCD |
Some days I feel like my OCD will never get better. I’ve always been a hoarder as well, and just had random crap lying all over the place (which I’ve been working on improving over the last year). My landlord did some work in my apartment in June and vacuumed even though I told him I’d get it, then immediately dumped t... | OCD |
I have a complicated history with meds. I was diagnosed originally at 6 and was on and off meds my whole school career. When was on my meds I was healthier smarter and more successful at school, but I was less fun to be around and less personable in general, with a much shorter fuse. Because of this I developed a resen... | ADHD |
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I do not understand or conform to social norms.
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Like I have no social... | depression |
Hello guys!
I’m close to starting my treatment and I’m super nervous and scared that it wont work like i have imagined, that the side effects being too severe that I’m stuck with staying "like this" forever.
I can’t imagine living a fulfilled life the way i so deeply want it to, so I’m kindly asking you to share wha... | ADHD |
I'm not sure where to ask this so I am just putting this here since I know ptsd can affect memory. If this is not a ptsd thing feel free to correct me.
I just straight up don't really remember them happening. Last night i was with my grandma and she said i was sobbing curled up in a ball on the floor dry heaving and ... | ptsd |
I live on the third floor, under the roof. Locking the door at night and checking it multiple times has become an obsessive compulsive behaviour to me. I always find it easier to ditch a behaviour completely (=just closing the door) instead of lowering the checks to a minimum. But now I'm concerned about how obsessive ... | OCD |
I started taking effexor after paroxetine didn't work for me, and I've been taking it for about 8 days now and tbh I don't feel better, ik I have to wait to see results but I just want to know if anyone had good experience with it? And if u did how did it help u? | depression |
my depression is starting to return, for months late last year into april of this year i was severely depressed. suicide attempts by noose, addicted to smoking weed, vaping, drinking, pills. but for months over summer i felt better than ever. now, i entered sophomore year in highschool and my grades started dropping, i... | depression |
Sorry for formatting, I’m on mobile.
I don’t often get crushes or like people enough to get into relationships. However, recently I made it official with someone that I really like and I’m really happy at the moment because of it. The issue is, I feel like I’m hyperfocusing on the person and the relationship, to the p... | ADHD |
I took Ritalin 10mg today and it was a weird sort of thing. I didn't feel anything until 45 minutes into it and then my heartbeat started to increase and I started having a cold sweat. And then I started to feel very sleepy. A couple of times my focus just went on some spot in the room and my eyes would just fix on it... | ADHD |
I can’t remember anything. Not conversations I had last week or I hallucinate things that didn’t actually happen. How are we supposed to finish school with bad memory loss? | ptsd |
My OCD conflicts with my faith, my faith conflicts with my OCD and it all just feels wrong. I used to enjoy my faith and spirituality and now it just brings guilt and distress. It just all sucks cause I love my faith but now it’s the thing that’s bringing me the most pain. | OCD |
In *The Complete Guide to Asperger's Syndrome*, Tony Attwood mentions that many children with Asperger's focus more on the physical world than the mental world of themselves and others. For example, typical children during recess may be playing a game of soccer together, while the kid with Asperger's is off to the side... | aspergers |
I recently developed a fear of sleeping thanks to my health OCD. I'm convinced that if I fall asleep I'll die and no one will be around to help me. It's terrifying and I'm just, exhausted.
Does anyone have any coping mechanisms for this? I would love to try some out. Thanks. | OCD |
It’s about taboo ocd. Please I feel like I deserve to die | OCD |
I feel like I’ve turned off my verbal pain responses and I don’t know how to turn them back on because they’ve been off so damn long. My mother would scream at me if I was in pain or having panic attacks or crying.
How the hell do I turn my damn verbal pain responses back on? I can be in so much damn pain and still n... | ptsd |
I fantasize about leaving everything and having a fresh start in a place where no one knows me. Nothing will miss me, and i wont miss anything in my current life. I can leave all my possessions except my phone and money ofc. Maybe write a goodbye letter to my parents. Im infatuated with this idea.
This is kinda akin t... | depression |
Hi, not entirely sure if this is the right place to post this, but i’ve been diagnosed with 1st level ASD at 20. I’ve started opening up about it to family and friends, because the diagnosis has really shone some light on my life, and why i never really felt like i fit in or why i never had many friends. Anyways, i’ve ... | aspergers |
This isn’t an attack on everyone just I feel like I have to ask this. Comment only if you want to help or post your only agreement and why you agree
Why do people with Aspergers/autism feel like they have to attack one anther? I feel like I sometimes get attacked from other people in the spectrum then I do with NT’s. ... | aspergers |
I’ve been dealing with different kinds of ocd for a while now, all having to do with doing something morally wrong. For the last month I’ve been terrified that I thought about hurting my mom in times of anger and just can’t remember, and eventually I just accepted that yeah, maybe I did have those thoughts in the past... | OCD |
Hey everyone! I am a 28m & have recently began accepting my ADHD diagnoses. I was originally diagnosed when I was 10, but just compartmentalized it as fake; I must just be lazy, unmotivated, [insert self-blame]. For 18 years I’ve just white knuckled everything. Felt like it took me twice as much effort to do mediocre w... | ADHD |
I’ve always known that I’m an emotional person but I’ve recently noticed to what an extreme extent it affects me.
I don’t know if this is how everyone works but I feel like my whole world shifts depending on how I feel. Like I dont have real opinions as it’s all dependent on what I feel at the moment/the moment I learn... | ADHD |
Hey all, This is my first post after snooping around for some time.
I just wanted to see if there is someone who goes through similar things I do.
I had problems and anxiety regarding my appearance for my whole life even though people tell me, that I look fine/ok but since about four years this anxiety has mostly sh... | OCD |
My two siblings and including myself all have ADHD. Our food goes down very quickly. This lead us to find out that each of us has a serious binge eating problem. Maybe it is just a coincidence or maybe its not. My friend who has ADHD says she binge eats to the point she feels sick.
So I was wondering...could binge ea... | ADHD |
You know, when in history, you learn about all of those kings and princes, who century by century continue to make the same mistakes, like everything is one big circle? Well, fuck me, because I've officially become a hamster, running for my worthless life.
*\[For context, I'm 16, been struggling with depression and ... | depression |
I'm on disability for autism and ptsd and since getting approved and getting my check and card, I actually smiled for the first time in my life. A real smile. I know how to fake smile and I didn't realize that any time I've smiled without meaning to, it wasn't real. Until that one real smile, the sides of my mouth tick... | ptsd |
Overheard coworkers talking yesterday about anxiety/depression screenings. How prevalent they were with routine health checkups and the number of questions asked.
It was weird to hear how incredulous they sounded. And I’m over in my cubicle thinking “if only you knew how much some people tried to avoid those questions... | ptsd |
I've been experiencing symptoms of ptsd to some extent since I was a young child, starting with recurring dreams. I kept getting traumatized in different areas of my life and was finally diagnosed with ptsd recently at 21. I got triggered a couple days ago and since then I've been feeling pretty awful and debilitated. ... | ptsd |
Does anyone feel tired at the end of the day when on meds?
I started taking Ritalin since last week. The meds worked for me. I can get so much shit done at work. There is one strange side effect tho. I feel exhausted at the end of everyday. Literally exhaustion, muscle sore and all that.
I used to work out a lot, li... | ADHD |
I guess I was 9 or younger when I was assaulted by my family member he thought I was asleep and so he touched me the places I did not like. It happened often and I just pretend to be asleep, wishing it would stop. Sometimes I used to kick or pinch him, but I never spoke a single word. This continued for about 7 years I... | ptsd |
Hey,
I was recently diagnosed with OCD about a month ago, though I've always had suspicions that I've had it.
One key indicator was an undeniable obsession that I'd have towards certain noises, amongst many other indicators. The first noise was from an old home video. It featured my older sister and I when we were yo... | OCD |
this year has been rough, despite covid i’ve been through more downs than ups. i lost my job, gained it back and then got let go because of budget cuts, i had a falling out with one of my best friends since highschool realising he was never my friend, almost lost my brother to jail, got contacted and abandoned by my fa... | depression |
Would I be called out for not saying what my trauma is if everyone else does and if I don’t in a therapy group? | ptsd |
For a long time my therapist has said I had a lot of OCD tendencies but she never referred me to get a diagnosis (I think its because they are short staffed and they dont usually do referrals) and I was wondering how I should go about actually getting a diagnosis. She, along with other online therapists, agree that I "... | OCD |
Hi everyone. ive recently been diagnosed with clinical depression and am in the midst of getting medicated. however, ive been taking vyvanse 30 mg for the past (almost) 3 years now. Can this make my mental health worse? will I gain weight from the antidepressants even while taking vyvanse? do the two drugs counteract e... | ADHD |
Currently dealing with 30 questions about how it affects me from the NHS. I also let slip in the first round of questions the word "anxiety" and now they are mining me for information about that too
fuck I did nothing differently for this job than any other job, but they decided to be difficult. was due to start on Mo... | ADHD |
Hi all!
I'm sorry if this post is a bit out of place, but it's the middle of the night for me and there's not really anyone to talk to. So I'm hoping someone here would be kind enough to offer their opinion.
Just for context I'm a 22 year old male with no documented mental health history aside from a disputed Asper... | depression |
Well tbh I don’t even know. I seen a lot of people with harm ocd but I have it with guns. Don’t get me wrong I have ocd just saying like punch that person or stab your mom. But with the guns is stronger. It’s like I feel like when I move out I can easily get a gun and become a mass murderer. I try to say I can control ... | OCD |
last night I dreamt about making up with someone who seriously fucked me up during the aftermath of me witnessing the suicide of (for simplicity) my girlfriend about 3 and a half years ago.
She was a friend of hers and an acquaintance of mine, and she was pretty fucking awful.
I’m pretty sure she spread a rumor that... | ptsd |
Not all of these people are uneducated as far as History, Science, etc goes, but many of the most popular are...and they teach kids fashion sense, how to dance, and how to sing. Which, in itself, isn’t bad. Yet the mainstream media reports their every Tweet, their every Facebook post, their every public statement regar... | aspergers |
I do this a lot. One the the things I've noticed with my own adhd is when I'm in verbal conversation with someone, I will often have a difficult time adequately conveying my thoughts to them with words. The reason I've found is because in my mind I'll have some train of thought that starts at point a, then goes to poin... | ADHD |
*You’ll never guess what happened next* (Sorry for clickbate title.)
Hey everyone, turns out that even when using a pill organizer, and keeping it properly stocked, problems can still happen. Went to bed at midnight, then this “morning” I woke up, and in the morning haze thought it was between 6-7 am (checked my watch... | ADHD |
i just want to be happy man. i lost interest in everything. all i do all day is play tetris and cry. i dont wanna talk to people or anything and i dont even know why anymore. nothings getting better its just getting worse. i cant help myself. i told myself i’d never harm myself but its really getting to that point. all... | depression |
Want to taper of meds, what ways of coping with depression symptoms, negative feeling and suicidal ideation do you know? | depression |
I have autism, level 2.
I need supervision and care, my iq is below 60.
I can’t drive because I struggle with directions and short term memory, I’m very slow. If it makes you feel any better just know there are people who can’t drive at all, like me. | aspergers |
Ok, I’m so fcking done rn. I’m not going to slave for some stupid organisation that has disgusting idiots living there. I’m not going to slave away for society bc I didn’t finish college. Fck that shit. Yeah I’m not going to sit and take people’s bs | depression |
Man even writing this post is giving me anxiety, I never want to see another porn video again, all porn has given me this last couple months is more and more problems, like you guys don’t understand how much it scares me, I’m pretty sure it’s because my brain took notes of all the porn related things that happened to m... | OCD |
My older sister is 36 years old she's been depressed for years now . Dropped out of school in 20's and she just spiralled . She has always had low self esteem and insecurity problems . She finds comfort in food and eating, she also has a tv show character that she's been obsessed with since she was a teen and she spen... | depression |
https://www.boredpanda.com/obvious-hint-from-girls-guy-missed/
This explains exactly why us Aspies never get dates or get laid. We don't get the hints that NT's use.
Don't be dropping hints at me. If you wanna go out, just say it. | aspergers |
This is pretty vague so it doesn’t trigger anyone, but even saying this out loud is helpful. I don’t think I could even say it again.
I’m pretty open about my traumas. I’ve always found a way to survive along side them, though in part that rides on dissociation. Before, my dissociation kept me going but it was unhealt... | ptsd |
I have OCD and one of my obsessions is that if I have earbuds, headphones, or a headset on, everything *must* play through each ear at the same volume. If one side is just a bit louder than the other it sets me off. My ears are more sensitive than most so it is even easier for me to pick up on these nuanced differences... | OCD |
Now. I am 18 and I don't have a driving test yet and I am not doing it in the nearest time possible. Anyway I "suffer" from ocd since 5th grade on elementary school and it holds onto me every since.
I would like to have my own car, to drive, to travel with my family or friends but back in my mind, something tells me "... | OCD |
Why?
1. Not being in control of a situation or myself is one of my worse fears. Any time EMDR has been described to me, I feel like it sounds like hypnotism? I hope that makes sense
2. the whole “unlocking past memories” bit scares me a lot.
3. If my brain has been protecting me all this time from these bad memories,... | ptsd |
I’m feeling pretty down right now, like I’m stuck in my head with all these painful thoughts, I just don’t know what to do anymore. | depression |
It's a waste of money and time at this point. I’m coming from an abusive family that doesn't treat me any better than they did before. I got an overwhelming hefty amount of workload. Sometimes I forget that I’m a living being. I lack affection. I haven't touched a human skin informally. What can my therapist do about i... | depression |
I started taking Strattera 4 days ago, and all I have noticed are the side effects of it so far.
• To begin with, I have noticed an increase on the “brain fog”. you know that feeling when you cry your eyes out, and the next day you feel like an emotionless zombie? yeah, thats how I have been feeling. I feel so out of ... | ADHD |
I've recently discovered a phrase that really helps get me through the day, and battle the struggle with incessantly trying to distract myself. This helps me stay grounded and present.
"I can always focus more."
When I tell myself these words, I do my best to remember just how fucking amazing I am when I am focused. ... | ADHD |
Things have been rough lately. I broke up with my fiance of 5 years today. And I went to get a haircut, and the lady who cut my hair was just so nice and helpful. And I know it's small but seeing my Hair look different almost made me cry. Idk if this is is silly but it just made me feel idk. Like I shed myself and now ... | depression |
So I've been trying to not do a compulsion for about a week and a half now, and I've noticed that in that time my intrusive thoughts have gotten a lot worse.. to the point where although I refuse to give in to my compulsion, there's a voice saying that I should just do it so the intrusive thoughts will stop.. and that ... | OCD |
I (14 AFAB) finally got an official diagnosis! My old psychiatrist was a bit of a dick and refused to even try to see if i had ADHD (he said i couldn't have ADHD since i'm a teen and its normal to teens to not focus)
today, i got a diagnosis and meds! it feels so good to know that there is nothing wrong with me! ;) | ADHD |
Hello all, recently, I got a kitten. Im a first-time cat owner and Ive found my ocd will flare up in the weirdest ways about him. I always am worried that Im abusing him. Today I grabbed him by the leg (briefly) to keep him still to pick him, and then he tried to get up on my couch and I kinda hit him with my foot ligh... | OCD |
Prime example: I was scrolling reddit when I came across [this video](https://www.reddit.com/r/aww/comments/lnj4p8/this_face_will_not_leave_you_indifferent/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf) and I’m just...crying now? Like it’s too cute and now I have to cry? I don’t know it makes zero sense | aspergers |
I got triggered yesterday and have been in a constant panic attack ever since. Its 5 am. I'm restless. Tired. Cant sleep. And feel like I'm reliving every single traumatic experience I have ever been through. And there is multiple. It's like it's coming back to haunt me. I want to fully recover because I can't do this ... | ptsd |
I notice I automatically do this when I am beggining to obsess, ruminate or generally feel like I am going to have a breakdown, strong reaction, strong feeling. I have to explain in details everything I am thinking and Often I am stuck texting for an hour because I keep thinking New stuff. It's like my New coping skill... | OCD |
Hi,
I very often have a very uncomfortable urge to move repetitively, I can only describe it as restless leg syndrome but all over my body.
I know this is heavily related to ADHD but my question is why is it sometimes much worse and other times manageable?
What works for you? Could it be certain foods etc...
It's s... | ADHD |
i cant heal from the trauma and that made me cause some and i feel like a monster and i can never be honest and its constant shame and regret and im either going to kill myself or repress it so much i develop did or something. i dont want to be evil im so sorry, i didnt know how fucked up i was by things i didnt unders... | depression |
It's so dangerous i feel like OCD tries to hide to stay safe help i need to express it fully and idk how which ends being misunderstood or too vague.... | OCD |
I know this might sound a little strange or out of place, but does anyone feel the need to ritualistically keep sleeping until they wake up and feel “clean”?
- If I have a bad dream, I must fall asleep again, no question.
- If I think of something unclean as I wake up, I have to fall asleep again.
- If I make any type... | OCD |
I'd appreciate any advice, please. I don't have the energy to write a novel about this problem, so I'll make it brief. My mother, who I love more than anything, has bipolar and I'm having a very hard time with this. She won't take her medicine. If anyone has been or is in a similar place, I'd love some feedback, please... | aspergers |
I’m asking because I’m not very sure, but I was in a mildly traumatizing situation recently. And I don’t know if I’m just paranoid or if I’m showing signs of ocd and I don’t want to self diagnose myself. | OCD |
Hey !
Do u gays have/have had thoughts like: what if i dont need to start therapy and taking meds ? What if its my new way to live?
Its so scary i know i want to start but this thoughts say no
Btw today therapist prescribed me resperidon and fevarin and im so scary to start | OCD |
Im 33 and had good grades my whole life so ADHD was never suspected. I have an extreme motivation problem, where I only get things done if there is essentially a gun to my head. I figured this was due to anxiety/depression , so my dr prescribed prozac for me, but the results were terrible and I decided that Im not comf... | ADHD |
This is my first post and I'm really new to this. At the moment I'm in a bad place, lying in my bed, heart pounding, afraid of university. Recently I have troubles eating, problems finding sleep and I'm unsure about my future. I also have constant suicidal thoughts since years, but I use them to feel better and never a... | depression |
Also, it's way too embarassing. Talking about those compulsions | OCD |
When I'm depressed, although I feel like shit, I'm alot more calm and I do less stupid shit. When I'm not depressed I think I'm so funny and usually embarrass myself, I also make last minute decisions like quit my job or I'll break my phone on purpose just because I think I need a break from it. | depression |
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