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Help with hypomania Firstly, i hope everyone had a nice christmas!
So, I have barely sleeping for weeks and had chronic anxiety building leading up to christmas, sort of about being away from home but also due to a guy.
I survived christmas by starting meds again for the first time in months, but they didnt make me s... | 1 | [
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I have an evil twin brother.... His name is Depression.
He has been with me all time. I am approaching 50 in couple of years and as I look back I see a wasted life and as I look forward I see a poor wretched life waiting for me.
I am on medication. But its not entirely helping me because of my current situation. I am ... | 4 | [
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Does anyone have the anger won’t go away for long time? Whenever I get pissed off, my anger won’t go away.
*I still remember when my first ex-boyfriend pissed me off when we break up and every night I imagine he is killed.
*I still remember the teacher in my high school told me, no one will accept you in the real wor... | 1 | [
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Anyone hate the hospital with a passion/would never go back unless it was absolutely necessary? I'm pretty sure they let me go from inpatient because I was literally so annoying about wanting to leave. I was only there for four days because of a depressive semi-psychotic episode. I checked myself out after that because... | 1 | [
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Blindsided breakup.. I need help understanding.. Just a few days ago I got blindsided by my now ex-girlfriend of 2.5 years. Everything throughout this relationship was perfect. We were always happy together no matter what. When we talked on the phone, text, or see each other.. we were the most happy. We were both s... | 3 | [
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If I were to wear a mood ring it would either decay and cease to exist or tighten around my finger until my finger dies out of pity for me Or maybe I'm just being overdramatic | 4 | [
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Tremor/Shaking with no med changes So the last n weeks have been a rollercoaster, a few days ago people told me I was yet again displaying signs of mania (and sleep was also getting bad). I normally take 200mg of Seroquel for sleep but I had been authorized for up to 400mg. Since 200mg hadn't worked the night before I ... | 1 | [
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I'm insecure Hey there. I will start talking about who I am and what's going on. I'm a dude that's been in a relationship with another dude for about 3 years now.
We've had our ups and downs of course, but we've been quite alright for a year or so now. Or at least we were? You see, we like to be with other guys. I'm ... | 3 | [
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Does cold weather help some people? Yesterday after being home all day and feeling tired and depressed I walked outside late at night to really cold weather and wind and I almost felt reinvigorated. I walked around for a while and everything just felt different for the rest of the night. I really don't know how to expl... | 4 | [
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Super fit turned cripple I'm 6'6 and a fit 245lb. Or I was. Apparently I have degenerative disc disorder and my spine is garbage now. Had surgeries and pins and disc replacements put in, but because I'm tall and heavy, even though it was all muscle, the discs are all going to keep breaking.
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If I'm having a hard time, I likely won't say anything about it. If I even briefly allude to it, it has reached the point of being unbearable. Just because I don't talk about it doesn't mean I'm not struggling. I wish more people could understand that. | 4 | [
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I feel like a piece of garbage that's been thrown away [deleted] | 4 | [
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Discombobulated And I can't figure out which one of my issues is causing this? PTSD? PCOS? Lyme? All of the above?
Lamictal is making me super itchy to the point where I feel like I have to inspect for bugs! I haven't seen any...no one who's visited has seen any. I've asked. It's just me and my brain and we're not doi... | 1 | [
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Thank you, don't come to my funeral. I don't know why I thought anyone might ever care when the cold reality is that no one ever does and the harsh truth just slapped me hard in the face. My best friend and I were out for a walk, talking about everyday stuff and how we're both doing pretty bad in university.
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dating someone else who is bipolar... is it a good idea? Experiences? I recently saw a new therapist and I was describing how none of my relationships work because of the intensity of my emotions. I have struggled for two years trying to find someone after a long term boyfriend said he had doubts about us having childr... | 1 | [
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Recovery is hell In my attempt to recover I found a new level of anxiety, sadness and fury I never knew. I thought I was fine but really it comes on so fast, this sensation of pure failure is just pulling through me. You can't fix this. Turns out it doesn't help. It just adds fuel to the fire. It's all about asking fo... | 4 | [
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Very concerned for my 25yo brother with major depression My brother has been living with our parents for over two years since graduating from a rigorous art school. Over this period he's gradually become less active, to the point that he now almost never leaves the house unless being driven by our mother to a psychiatr... | 4 | [
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Got told to "man up" and face my problems alone today My only friend got tired of dealing with me telling her about my depression problems and she told my sorta-kinda-used-to-be-friends-doesn't-really-talk-to-me-too-much-anymore-friend and he told me to man up and stop bothering her with my problems. Like didn't offer ... | 4 | [
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Anybody else want to do it, but overwhelmed by wrapping up the details so as not to leave a burden? Lifelong depressed, family history of Bipolar and Schizo. Hit my 40's and I'm just......... so tired. Tried the good (doctors/pills) and the bad (booze/pills), nothing worked, just super bored and tired, feel like I've s... | 0 | [
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One thing I get scared about with suicide is what happens next. [deleted] | 4 | [
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It feels like I won't be here much longer, and I don't know why. Today, as I was about to look for christmas presents, I realized I had thought something weird. I had decided it wasn't worth getting presents, if I die soon anyway. I often want to die, that's no secret, but I usually don't think about not doing things b... | 4 | [
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Holy hell I'm so alone. I walk around life on the verge of tears because I have no one to share it with. I don't want to bear this anymore, but there is no one.
I don't think anyone can help unless you live in CA. But perhaps someone understands. | 4 | [
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I lost my job. Having worked for 2 years I have seemed to have lost interest. I was doing well but after a mental breakdown and time off I couldn't cope working not even a few hours. Just lost interested or maybe I'm just lazy. | 3 | [
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Finding it hard to keep going to work. I've been constantly employed since I turned 16, so this is really hard for me. I have a job as an assistant manager at a convenience store. I've had anxiety for years but I've never had it become an issue with my job until now.
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Please someone just fucking end it!!! I'm as worthless as it gets. Where the fuck do I even begin!? Let's see, for starters, I'm a 20 year old male who's done nothing with his life since finishing high school. I don't have my drivers license, I don't have my ID, I have never worked a job. I haven't got the slightest fu... | 0 | [
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has anyone gotten severe chest pain from anxiety? I've been having pretty bad chest pain throughout the day/night the past couple of weeks. I've gotten a couple of tests done and things have came back all in normal ranges, although my doctor wants me to see a cardiologist this week. She thinks it can be from anxiety, b... | 2 | [
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I Fucking Suck at Conversation. I can't talk to anyone to save my life. Like, I have horrible anxiety and overthink things to the point where I'm late responding because I'm typing and deleting and editing everything I say.I'm absolutely shit at small talk, and on how to keep a conversation going. Like, even with peopl... | 3 | [
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I often think about killing myself so that my genetics won't live on Around 85% of my problems are genetic, bad brain chemistry from birth. Why should my genes live on, then? Won't that help future generations?
I know this sounds harsh and is. I know that people on here have the same genetic problems that I have. I'm... | 1 | [
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I dislocated my knee ~6 weeks ago and my thigh has atrophied to a point where I’ve lost over an inch of muscle and I cannot lift my leg from a lying down position. It’s starting to really effect my mood and make my ADHD worse from lack of exercise due to lack of mobility. [deleted] | 3 | [
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Why did I get drunk as fuck the night before my midterm? Is it because I'm depressed and I don't give a fuck about school? Is it becasue I'm using my depression to rationalize not having to study bc im a lazy fuck? but of course thats a symptom of depression. i just don't know anymore because sometimes i wonder if i'm ... | 4 | [
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Only one person can destroy you in life... Its not family and its not friends. Its the person you let in, the person you share everything about yourself. The person you share you soul with. In the end that person will be the one that destroys you because only they have seen you fully and decided that you wasnt worth it... | 4 | [
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Disappointment with humanity as a source for depression Just wondering if this contributes to anyone's depression/loneliness? I just can see so many opportunities for humanity, so many ways we could be doing things better, so many stupid, foolish ideas that hold us back as a species. Makes me think I was born several... | 4 | [
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i just started taking vraylar. what are you guys' experiences with it? [deleted] | 1 | [
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Poem I wrote Relentlessly trudging through the muck, I will persevere,
Putrid foggy fumes weigh heavy, stifling thick damp air.
Mangled twisted wretched vines, thorns dig deep in tender skin,
Ripping, tearing at the flesh, each step begs not again,
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I've got a plan TLDR at the beginning because fuck me that text is way longer than I expected it to be; I’m probably going to kill myself tomorrow night. Via bleeding to death in a bathtub. If a miracle happens at the concert I’ll be seeing before I’ll commit suicide, let’s say I make a new circle of friends or even me... | 0 | [
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I want somebody to help I had just started a new job and within a matter of days I was signed off for a month for depression and anxiety. It is coming to the end of that month and I still don't feel ready to go back. I feel like such a failure. I'm so frustrated that I can't just get on with it and be like everyone els... | 4 | [
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Thanks Seroquel for not working over time today I took my seroquel around 9:45 pm and woke up at around 3:30 am. It normally knocks me out cold til the morning. I just started taking it Friday. Maybe tonight was just a warning shot that it won't work one day or maybe my mind is just working over time.
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I need to vent For the last month i have been overly deppresed with no end in sight every day getting worse and worse everyday i do somthing wrong and fuck up or make one of my friends mad i dont have anyone to talk to anymore about how i am feeling because i can trust any one i had one thing that kept me going and tha... | 4 | [
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Normal isn't good enough So I've been on lamotrigine for close to six months now and for the most part they keep me stable and regular. But most days lately I've felt devoid of any true feelings, drive, or motivation. I feel like no matter how hard I try everything I do is still half assed and that I'll always be five ... | 1 | [
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i cant even have the energy to title this properly I'm so looking forward to tonight, and yet i'm dreading it. I wanna sleep. I need a break from consciousness. I'm afraid though because I'll wake up tomorrow. there's no winning, nothing works nothing makes it better except maybe cutting but that doesn't last long enou... | 4 | [
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I can't stand adulthood anymore Too much responsibilities for me.
Hardly any free time. By the time I'm done with work and having to drive around in a car to do stuff, it's 10pm when I get home. I start work at 6:30am so I'm going to sleep right away.
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Positive energy request Hi everyone, I'm new here so hopefully, I'm doing this correctly.
I just want to ask for some positivity whether it be comments, your favorite quotes or advice on how to stay positive through the tough times.
A quick rundown/background of what is going on. I have my degree in web design. Abou... | 2 | [
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Do I need therapy Hey guys .. i am 22 years for 5 years I have been feeling ups and downs.. I don't like myself. Actually I hate it . I am fat and I am a filmmaker but I don't have the power to make it I am lazy and I prefer to watch movies over doing them . For a month now I can't sleep well. I feel like everybody is... | 4 | [
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Recovered from DPDR, WAS HAPPY FOR A WHILE, it all came crashing down EVEN WORSE Hi,
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Stephen's Johnsons Syndrome Today is four years from when I was hospitalized for the rare allergic reaction to Lamictal known as Stephen Johnson's Syndrome. Face swollen shut, couldn't breathe, full body rash. I was lucky I was in college at the time and one of my roommates was still home before classes and could drive... | 1 | [
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To those who aren't going to attempt, what is your mindset on getting through life? [removed] | 0 | [
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I've been feeling lonely a lot ever since I broke up with my girlfriend. When I broke up with my girlfriend over a year ago, I became heavily depressed and contemplated self harm and suicide. I caused the break up and no matter how much I've tried, but I can't forgive myself for what I did. I broke her trust by lying t... | 3 | [
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Laid off from my job. This is the third time in my life. Hey all,
Thank you for reading this. I just want to vent a little bit because it helps me feel better. Today I was laid off from my job, and since I graduated college in 2014 this is the third time I've been laid off.
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I am hopeless Im so hopeless I just made an tinder account even if im not 18. Im so fucking alone and depressed I just need a hug. The last hug I got outside the family was 4 years ago. Classmates played truth or dare and a girl chose dare. Her challenge was to hug me and that is just depressing. | 4 | [
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I don't know if I can keep living Life has truly become too much to handle and it's not because my life is plagued with hardship but because I am utterly incompetent at everything. Every tiny thing that goes wrong puts me in a tailspin. I hate everything about myself, every decision I make is wrong, I am hideous on the... | 0 | [
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Officially by myself. Texted my ex who is the only one who knows about my depression and suicidal thoughts, told her i fear i might not make it till next week. Since she is at this big end of the school year party she told me not to talk to her about this as she doesn't want her night ruined, and then literally told me... | 4 | [
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tomorrow's the day ive wanted to die for some time now. about 4 years of my life wasted and wishing i was dead. ive failed multiple times in taking my life. been hospitalized, on medication, in therapy, you name it.
a couple of days ago my mother uncovered some things about me she was never supposed to know. i cant go... | 0 | [
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I’m a 27/f and I’ve been engaged like, several times, moved around a lot, lost a job, switched jobs a couple times, back in college I made a HUGE education /career switch and don’t really regret it today.
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Does coming from a big family make depression feel harder or easier? I have 5 brothers and 4 sisters, that's right I'm one of 10 (Roman Catholic parents? Yep)
I'm a 36 year old male in the UK and I've had depression for as long as I remember, at least 20years. Right now in the middle of my 7th relapse. Having so many... | 4 | [
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So I recently went to a comedy show and i still couldn’t laugh. (Off my chest/rant) [deleted] | 4 | [
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Im sick of my medicine, im sick of my side effects and im sick of my mental health issues. (This is going to be a huge rambley mess, so im sorry if its hard to follow, also its very long. This is just some stuff that i need to get out. Its been killing me and i just need to tell someone.)
I have been taking depressio... | 3 | [
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Does this even count (old account I used just to follow this subreddit)
I think I just tried to kill myself.
And it didn't work.
And I'm not sure where to go from here.
I don't really feel anything, and that was the issue in the first place.
I went to school and I decided I just couldn't see anyone today so I skipped... | 0 | [
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I don't feel like I belong here Has anyone ever felt that they're not connected to their own body?
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I've finally come to accept the fact that i'm consumed by depression and it has destroyed the last 5 years of my life. [deleted] | 4 | [
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How have SSRI's helped you guys? I made this in the SSRI section and realized there's only 13 users there, so I'm hoping here will get active answers.
How have ssri's helped you with your anxiety, negative thinking, mood issues (easy anger etc) and so fourth?
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My cats paw is possibly broken and I’m taking her to the vet in 30 minutes... by myself. My SO opened the door to our office and she was sleeping in a position that had her paws under the door. So they were possibly crushed?She let out a screech but she seemed fine afterwards :(
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Met a girl I caught feelings for, she's barely interested. Okay, so a little bit of background first. Me, I'm a 24 year old guy, she's a 22 year old girl, has one daughter who's 2 years old. I've known the girl for probably 5 or 6 weeks. We met on Tinder.
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