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I feel.... I don't know what I feel. This year has been many things, although I really don't know anything anymore.
I feel like I'm going insane, although I feel content. I used to know what my emotions were, what I enjoyed, what I disliked, all of that. Lately it's just been a blur to me. I suppose if it's worth men... | 4 | [
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Help me with my secret santa Hi all, hope this is ok to post in here but I just got matched up with a redditor for my secrect santa that suffers from anxiety and sounds like they're going through a pretty tough time at the moment.
They sound like they're a really nice person but just struggling hard and having never h... | 2 | [
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I just don't get it What's so good about being alive? Why are you all trying so hard to keep others alive? Why should they, and myself, have to keep suffering.
Not everyone has good lives. Not everyone has people that care. I don't know if I can remember a time I've felt loved, and I'm more than positive others haven'... | 0 | [
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Anxiety I have really bad anxiety to the point where I feel like throwing up. Does anyone know how to build confidence or get over it | 4 | [
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me no think good no more my cognitive faculties have diminished over the past several months. my critical thinking and breadth of knowledge are the same, but my thoughts get mixed up.
i'm suddenly dyslexic. i'll read a sentence and usually get a word incorrect. i've never had this problem before.
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Help Reddit, please help...I’ve got no one else to turn to because I’m estranged from my family and my boyfriend of 10 years and I are going through an awful break up right now...
I (26F) am in such a dark place...I have been for about 3-5 years since I went to graduate school as a first generation college student tha... | 0 | [
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Everything sucks I just want this to end
Every breath is a struggle
It’s all so hard to comprehend
Grades, friends, family it’s all so hard to juggle
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I need help dealing with nausea tied to anxiety Whenever I get anxious over something I get such an upset stomach and I will puke if I'm exceptionally nervous for something. when I get into this mindset it gets impossible to eat. Each bite makes my stomach churn and I get "full" after a few bites. I can drink a fluid w... | 2 | [
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I can't believe this decade is almost over it's been almost 8 years since I graduated high school and I wasted my time. I thought I'd be somewhere with my life at 25. Now I'll be 26 soon and I'm a nobody. I don't know where I'm headed. I'm such a loser. I don't know what I'm capable of. I've messed up so much by not fo... | 4 | [
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Psychiatrist won't answer my calls? I'm beginning to feel more depressed and I haven't been able to go to school all week. Is there anything she can do for me or is calling her wasting my time? Should I go to the hospital and they can give me something to calm me down or do you think they'll just admit me? | 1 | [
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I'm a failure of a college student and I was meant to die poor and alone, it's all over , God has left me for dead . Goodbye piece of shit world | 0 | [
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Hey guys! You’ll never believe what I did today!! Despite anxiety lol...I gave myself my very first b12 shot into my thigh myself in the doctors office! (Under instruction and supervision of course) but I am so proud I just wanted to remind everyone you can literally do anything even if you cry before, after, or during... | 2 | [
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Terrible way of coping I know this makes me look like a douche, but can anyone relate when I say I cope by sexting online. It seems like a bad addiction to me, if anybody can relate, can you help out. | 4 | [
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went to the ER, have an ulcer. fuck anxiety. PSA: dont take anxiety lightly fuck your nonsense. fix anxiety. it will mess u up. | 2 | [
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Anyone else get extreme rages? [CN: Rage/Anger issues, self harm, assault.] When I'm not in the middle of a bad upswing, I can usually control my anger. I at least can prevent myself from doing anything physical.
But during ultradian cycles or mixed episodes, I just can't hold it back.
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I'm a survivor of sex trafficking. I want to die. I reposting this to this sub because I haven't managed to find a person to actually talk to and open up to. But yeah, I feel weak and like I can't manage things anymore.
I just feel defeated. I'll start with the basics. I'm 18, I've been through a lot in my life and I ... | 0 | [
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Girl showed me cuts on her arms and said she wasn't gonna do it, should I trust her? So, there's this girl at my school who's often lonely, maybe has two friends, she's almost always alone at lunch and stuff. I have tried being friends with her once I realized she was lonely, but we never really hit it off. Today, she ... | 0 | [
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HELP i am an ANXIOUS MESS over the idea that someone i hate is going to take up the same degree I'm passionate about my future career as a lawyer, and I know for a fact that there's no other career choice for me. I am, however, also aware that it's a pretty common profession to get into.
BUT I'VE BEEN SO ANXIOUS THESE... | 2 | [
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I️ wish she would see this and I️ wish she’d come back Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one, if you want me to
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
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I'm still learning to love... | 3 | [
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Emotional cheating *ANGST POST* yknow I once wished that i could fall so hard and so helplessly into a relationship that would hurt me so bad that I could finally feel something, like the very cliche to have love and lost is better than to never have loved and lost at all, 💁♀️ and I guess I got what I asked for becau... | 3 | [
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I constantly feel like I need to change/'improve' myself but I don't know what to do Most days I feel okay. Not really happy but just 'chill.' But some days I just feel so so bad and I can't help but feel overwhelmed by all my emotions. And it's those days when I feel inadequate and I feel the need to 'fix' everything ... | 4 | [
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I am tired of the exams. As far as I can remember exams are the only times when I am suicidal. The thoughts come in full force. There have been 3 times where I have had made full planes to end it all but stopped short because I wasn't ever sure how successful my method was going to be. I have been taking exams for fou... | 0 | [
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can't think of a title After 2 whole months of struggling to get out of bed, not wanting to be alive and nothing but nonstop sadness. I started feeling better for a week or two. It took so much work. Every last drop of motivation I had and here I am again. I'm sitting in class, holding back tears. I can't believe this ... | 4 | [
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I'm tired of being the older sibling. Throw away account. I really need to vent on this. You see, I'm the older sibling in the family and for whatever reason, everything is expected from me. Good grades, responsibility, take your brothers here or there. Whenever I make a mistake it is taken with extreme severity and Go... | 3 | [
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Trouble swallowing I currently have an issue where I'm having trouble swallowing food and drink. I feel like I'm aware of the whole process of swallowing and am nervous about choking. The constant worrying about it is giving me headaches.
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Need advice...should i move So I have been going to school in michigan and i am going to be a senior in college next year and to make a long story short I absolutely hate it there. I used to swim for the college I am at but quit because I feel like all the kids were selfish, egotistical pricks and after three years of... | 1 | [
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A farewell Thank you for your companionship over the past year. I have often written here about hard feelings: feelings of isolation, fear, shame, anger, confusion. I have been rewarded many times over by those who express feelings in kind. Outside of Reddit, I rarely find such frankness. I am grateful. Thank you for y... | 1 | [
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The worst thing with depression for me. The worst thing with depression for me is that I am at the stage where I am constantly expecting bad things to happen. I am always on edge, always wondering when the next bad thing is gonna happen. I get nervous when the phone vibrates, when I see new emails or when I get letters... | 4 | [
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The only thing left was the ability to laugh, and I lost it two years ago. Now I have complete anhedonia.
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I get addicted to people. It sucks. I know it's a personality floor, but I easily get addicted to people.
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Is this anxiety? I am sorry if this is a stupid question but every night when I go to bed I feel like I am going to either die in my sleep or I start crying because I start appreciate a lot more people in my life than how I do now. When I say I feel like dying I mean I feel like the next day or something I won't be ali... | 2 | [
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I [25M] recently left a year long emotionally abusive relationship with my GF[28F], wanting to hear peoples thoughts on an aspect of it that was very physically painful and confusing [Long Post] **TL;DR;** : Ex-GF used to cut me and left me with a lot of scars. It was a complicated situation and relationship. Confused ... | 3 | [
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Im so scared right now that I can feel how Im slowly losing my mind...save me I just watched "Happy Death Day", its basically a newer version of "Groundhog Day" and its about a person whos stuck in the same day over and over again.
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Who are you? With all the ups and downs I don't think I know who I am yet 34f.
Am I the person I am on meds? I'm kinda dull, not very talkative. Or is this me being judgemental of myself because I loved hypomania so much?
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Intrusive thoughts TW: self harm I feel like all of my posts on here are Debbie downer or complaining. So sorry in advance
I’ve been having intrusive thoughts lately even though my cocktail was working good enough. I’ve had the same thought for weeks now, I want to cut my right shoulder. Deep enough to hurt, but not... | 1 | [
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I am so drained My friend is suicidal and plans to go through with it. I have tried doing everything in my fucking power to stop him from doing it, but in the end I don't even think any of it fucking mattered at all because he's going to do it anyways. I hate myself, and I almost hate him. And I hate that I sort of hat... | 4 | [
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3 years ago I gave up on my dream Three years ago I started my career in IT as a Desktop Tech, even though I enjoy my job SOMEDAYS!!! Ever since I have felt stuck in life as if not be going anywhere. I miss the days before, college dreams and hope. It seems like a dream now, but I can’t even remember what it feels like... | 3 | [
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Managing without medication? First I'd like to say that I'm entirely new to Reddit and only joined to find forums for this. I have Bipolar type 1 and was diagnosed when I was 17, I'm now 22. When I was younger, I was on a combination of meds and they made things much worse. Now I don't have insurance, and am hitting a ... | 1 | [
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Lithium vs seroquil? Howdy all!
I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder about two months ago (on top of depression, anxiety, and ADHD that I take Adderall for), so I am still learning about what that entails, and am going through the pain staking process of finding meds that work.
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Christmas hit me a lot harder than I thought it would. Not doing so great right now. Usually Christmas just passes me by, but this year felt different.
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Is me or is it the jobs I choose Third job in a row should mean the problem is me right?
I work my ass off. Always volunteer and am eager to help out on extra tasks. I am the reliable colleague. Until the workload gets too much.
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I think #metoo movement has gone off its rails. First, disclaimer: I'm not a mysognistic asshole. I think it's getting to a place where accountability is no longer being taken by many involved.
Like the Salma Hayek thing. Whenever Harvey Weinstein treated asked her for sexual favors, that's absolutely wrong. But whene... | 3 | [
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Seriously, WHY bother? If I don't enjoy living, and I need to work a job I don't like to continue doing so, is there any good reason to continue?
I've posted here before asking [Why bother with a world that isn't a meritocracy?](https://www.reddit.com/r/depression/comments/7g0mnq/why_bother_with_a_world_that_isnt_a_me... | 4 | [
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Panic Attacks like clockwork? DAE get panic attacks so regular that it is like clockwork?
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I just want to feel loved My husband and I are under a lot of stress. It's causing stupid arguments between us and leading to a lot of anxiety in me. My mental health issues are flaring up and I have no one to talk to.
He's mad at me right now. He won't talk to me and he went to bed at 6 tonight just to get away from... | 3 | [
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It just bothers me.. It bothers me that you can have fun unless you drink and act dumb with other people. It makes me sad that i rarely get invited to parties. So I just sit home alone. It just bothers me. | 4 | [
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Can i just keep trying to live my life and when everything goes to shit, just give up and die? Like fr though....
Why the fuck do i gotta live? I never asked to be born. I was thrust into this stupid excuse of a world and now im expected to live in it? I been in and about depresion for the past 4 years now. 4 years as ... | 3 | [
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I don't really want to die, but after having suicidal thoughts all my life, I know that's how I'll go. And it may happen soon. Title is self explanatory. I don't have a particularly difficult life, but I cannot stand myself. I've been weakwilled for as long as I can remember. Anxiety, anger and loneliness have always b... | 0 | [
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Not sure what to do. Hi,
I don't know what to do, ya know.
I sort of want a quiet place...you think it'll be quiet on the other side?
Sometimes I'm so tempted to just get up and end it right then and there.
Fear of the unknown and thoughts of my family stop me dead (haha) in my tracks.
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I‘ve been having thoughts about suicide, but lately I haven‘t been able to tell whether they‘re just obsessive thoughts or actual suicidal thoughts. [deleted] | 4 | [
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No meds work for me Long story short - 2 weeks ago I got into a mental hospital into the worst unit, where you just sit in a hallway from waking up to going to sleep. Thankfully im in a better unit now, I can have my phone n stuff.
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I Should Be Happy So, I know I should probably see a professional. However, as a college student still residing in my religious,conservative parents' house and under their health insurance, asking for this would backfire.
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Is this normal? Will it eventually go away? Is there anything that can make it go away without just "thinking positive, get yourself to do it, focus on the goal"? [deleted] | 4 | [
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First time going to therapy. Any advice on what to do in advance to facilitate it? English is not my native language so excuse me if I make any mistakes.
I've always struggled with self-esteem problems that have affected every single aspect of my life.
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Honestly getting worried I'll never find anyone to love 22 and in college. I haven't gone on any dates.. and the pool is suppose to be huge in college for dating but fuck.. I mean I am just so single. The only gf I did have was back in highschool and I'm sure she's well moved on now, (cannot text her fuck that lol), bu... | 4 | [
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My (25) (now ex)Gf(23) with depression asks for space I had like a huge block of text explaining everything, but I feel like people have heard most of it before.
I think the long and short of it is this. What felt like suddenly in an otherwise healthy and supportive relationship, my girlfriend dipped pretty hard into ... | 4 | [
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I'm doing the best I've ever been doing, so why am I more anxious than ever? Hi /r/Anxiety,
About a year and a half ago, I was not in a great place: I was in my mid-20s, living in a large, expensive city that I'd grown to resent, I'd just gotten laid off from my job, I was in a weird transition period in terms of my f... | 2 | [
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How long have you taken melatonin, if you're taking it? I just took one tonite and it said not for long term use.
My pdoc said to try it, but I didnt really think about long term use. Probably because I just assumed it would be another thing that didn't work...
I'm only taking 1mg to start, not sure how long before ... | 1 | [
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Online Therapist A while back, I posted on the Anxiety forum about how great Anxiety coaches are. I gave references to websites that offer some really great resources, and counselors. The I thought to myself, “Why aren’t I doing this?” Over 18.1% of Americans struggle with Anxiety, 350 million people suffer from depres... | 2 | [
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If I still feel suicidal a week from now, I am going to go through with it. I’m so sick of feeling like this every night.
Nobody makes me feel better. I hate my girlfriend, she doesn’t understand me and she doesn’t even try to understand my thoughts, emotions, dreams and aspirations.
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I really want to feel small breasts Every GF I've had was average or a little chunky.
I've always been turned on by small boobs, and man how I wish I could just have a girl with them. | 3 | [
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