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I'm at a new low and I don't know what to do next... I created this account a while back but every time I've tried to write this out I end up deleting it. But, after today I've decided I need to get some things off my chest and hopefully find some advice that will help me get out of this rut.
About a year ago I took a... | 4 | [
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Awful Flashbacks I've tried both shutting them out and mindfully accepting them but no matter what I do these flashbacks of my hypomanic cringe or my more recent manic insanity keep haunting me. I get them constantly, always causing a surge of anger. Sometimes I have like a spasm, sometimes I punch the wall, sometimes ... | 1 | [
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About me, and psyching myself up to see a doctor. [deleted] | 2 | [
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Random late night thoughts Having anxiety and depression is watching your self destroy everything you have ever worked for and it only gives you more anxiety because it's not like you can go around telling everyone "I'm not an asshole, I just have issues" but at the same time you just look like a piece of shit. | 2 | [
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Paxil I’ve been using paxil for the past week and i feel amazing, but people says that for paxil to take full effect it takes at least 6 weeks, so my question is should i expect a big difference in how i feel now or the difference will be small? | 2 | [
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Holidays alone So it’s that time of year and this year I have no one to spend the holidays with. I can remember when my ex and I use to have lots of traditions we would do from decorating the house to putting up the Christmas tree but I now I just don’t have much motivation or want to do any of this stuff this year. I ... | 4 | [
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I need advice Desperately. I'll start of by saying that I have GAD and Panic Disorder and it really sucks I've seen some therapists but i always alienate myself from it.
The issue here I medicate with Marijuana, and contrary to popular belief it helps me actually concentrate on things better especially when i go to c... | 2 | [
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symptoms connected to emoquette? i'll make this brief: i've been on emoquette birth control pretty consistently for the last 7 months or so, and even though certain life circumstances have been shit this year and sent me back into the depression pit(tm), i noticed something interesting this week. i forgot to take the p... | 4 | [
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I’m being forced do something I don’t love attending anymore. Sure, this may not be as serious of a post as many others on this subreddit. However, as much as I love piano, I feel beyond miserable going to classes now. Classes are no longer enjoyable and it consistently clashes with my schedule. Me being a high school ... | 3 | [
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I dont even care that this is my main account [deleted] | 0 | [
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Can birth control help with anxiety? I've been wondering about this lately. I've been on the pill since I was 15 (currently 25) and I went off the pill in November 2015, because I was feeling rather depressed and I wanted to rid myself from any chemicals that might be effecting my mood. But since then I developed an an... | 2 | [
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She’s everything I’m not.
She fills the gaps, calms him, is who he turns to about things I don’t understand/can’t empathize with. Debates and inside jokes. They are so much like each other — and so good for each other. The only thing I got on her is that he’s a heterosexual. And she’s not. He doesn’t need someone who... | 4 | [
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My heart is broken after my former gf has done everything we ever did, but with another guy and MUCH sooner. We really fucking loved each other. We started dating early in high school, and of course as we got older it got more serious. We decided way ahead of time that we would not do a long distance relationship in co... | 3 | [
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can i feel sick after overcoming a big event so i registered and enrolled for school (college) this week after being out for 5 years. it was a big thing and i just jumped in head on, wanting to change my life...etc. just been pushing back the anxiety trying to talk myself through it and get it done. Well i did the bigg... | 2 | [
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Does anybody feel sudden claustrophobia? If I am just watching TV or cleaning or something sometimes I feel a really intense and sudden need to open the doors and windows in house. I cant stand to be touched or stand next to anyone. I feel like my house has gotten 10 times smaller somehow. I also become hypersensitive ... | 2 | [
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Failure, shame, and lack of dreams I have struggled with chronic depression (dysthymia), anxiety and avoidant personality disorder, which were diagnosed well over a decade ago. I'm now in my mid forties and feel that it's pointless to try and get better anymore as I feel my life is already over. My career has failed an... | 4 | [
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Can the self esteem from mania last please Any other time my self esteem and general mood is low. Just wish the good feeling I get from it would last minus the craziness. I've been rapid cycling this last week one minute I'm down one minute I'm up | 1 | [
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So im back from getting my GP to check out the lump on my pubic area.. I went to my GP and it wasnt as embarrassing as i thought it would be as she was very nice about it.
She couldnt feel it lying doen so i stood up and i pinched it/lifted it up to show her and straight away while she was feeling it she said "ah yeah... | 2 | [
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Beware of Betterhelp , don't register there if you need help Hello there!.
I just wanted to warn anyone thinking of subscribing to this site of "online counseling", [betterhelp.com](betterhelp.com) ... they supposedly offer you "Counseling" or help you with whatever problem you're facing...
But the truth is that they... | 4 | [
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Maybe some people were just meant to be alone. It's kinda strange finally acknowledging that statement after all I've done to just appeal to someone, anyone.
I got into a world renowned school, I can cook, clean, sing, increased my squat and bench by 70 and 50 respectively, hell, I even started to floss. I did everyth... | 3 | [
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The worst feeling in the world is feeling alone in a marriage and I've done just that to my[24] wife[23] So I've really messed things up in my marriage the past two years. My wife warned my I was spending to much time on my phone and that I wasn't paying attention to her and I didn't listen. Why? I have no answer becau... | 0 | [
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Told myself that you were right for me, but felt so lonely in your company. [deleted] | 3 | [
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Good job, me. I just bombed an interview. Reddit,
I bombed a university interview for a scholarship. I was so unprepared and nervous and I'm pretty sure that showed; the interviewers were certainly unimpressed. I know it's my fault... and I feel horrible. I really feel bad. I really do. This was a really big wake up c... | 3 | [
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I'm 2 weeks & a half into a hypomanic episode And it's killing me. I just keep having random hookups to try and gain some control but I just lose control even more. The anxiety is building too. I wish I had a stable relationship. Hypersexuality is easier to manage within a stable relationship. Instead I have anothe... | 1 | [
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I got so angry earlier that i made my girlfriend cry. [deleted] | 3 | [
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I think I'm going to get depressed again. I can feel it already. I had no friends in high school. I was depressed.
I started college in september. Made one really fucking good friend. Just one. Turns out he has to go home now indefinitely because of family issues.
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I have two finals on Monday and I just spent all of today (Sat.) watching TV and YouTube and browsing Reddit Now I’m just going to go to bed and hope that I can cram enough information tomorrow so that I don’t fail. Yay me | 4 | [
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Anxious, alone and annoyed - Christmas Comments So I've had an awful build up to Christmas. I wasn't really looking forward to it and as I got closer to today. I felt that I was becoming more disconnected with the people I tried to be closer to (friends and relatives).
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I wish therapy wasn't so expensive My husband and I work really hard to make a good life for our family. I have my own business and my spouse has a good job with good health benefits so he covers us and our 2 kids. The oldest (10m) is diagnosed with ADHD and anxiety and his doctor visits cost $69 per visit while his me... | 3 | [
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What is life anymore I finally went on some meds and must say there's been an improvement. I rarely ever feel suicidal, I'm less angry, and I can sleep.
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I've already posted here about the same thing but my situation is still the same and I am at my absolute limit If anyone can help me, please read my past post I did in this sub. The only thing that's changed is they said they are processing my case now, but everyone else who got approved has told me it took at least 6 ... | 0 | [
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Sorry, Parents Sorry for being a mess
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Sorry for not being what you wanted me to be | 3 | [
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Sometimes I just want to cry mom, don’t tell me to “calm down”. Telling me to “calm down” just makes my depression and anxiety worse. I was set off by sirens earlier today, trying to chill and you wanting to hug me even though I told you I just wanted some space.
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I feel lost. I been taking Lithium and it's helped with my impulses a lot but I feel no sexual desire what so ever or even think about sex. I also feel like I'm vibrating sometimes, it really weird. I drink a ton of water so I kinda have no idea what it could be. I'm seeing my doctor Thursday and I feel like I need to ... | 1 | [
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Anyone have experience with a Nurse Practitioner? Hi!
I was recently referred by my family doctor to my local hospital for outpatient services so I could see a psychiatrist to adjust/change/add medications since I think he doesn’t feel comfortable doing it himself. The reason for this is I am taking 60mg of Latuda and ... | 1 | [
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Surviving the holidays with family Hi guys. I’ve never posted on reddit before but I really need some advice. I have bipolar and have been diagnosed for about 5 years now. Reasonably well managed with meds and overall I’m pretty good. But with the holidays fast approaching, im about to be surrounded by my biggest trigg... | 1 | [
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dropped back into a depression, feels like i️ travelled back in time anyone else feel like this?
about this time a year ago i️ went through a very rough patch due to depression, and it was one of the lowest points in my life. i️ slowly but surely started to get better, or rather, more numb. eventually i️ was ok. not ... | 4 | [
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Does your maniac episodes get more aggressiv over time? Hey guys!
Im 19 years old, female and got diagnosed a bit more then a year ago. Because of my weird sleeping habits it was no big suprise for me that somethings odd. Well since my diagnosis i started analysing my episodes (i had a few months depression, till some... | 1 | [
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Death spiral (trigger warning) Well, im in the death spiral again. Deeper than ever this time, interestingly enough its after being diagnosed and a couple years of therapy. Everyone thought I was better. I moved home, got out of a toxic relationship, started a good diet, working out making a few bucks thrifting this an... | 1 | [
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Medication Question Hey everyone, I have been dealing with anxiety for the last two years. I was first prescribed Zoloft and it didn't work for me. Today I went back to the doctor to see what's the next step would be and I was prescribed Amitriptyline. My anxiety seems to hit my stomach hard. I don't eat for days and v... | 2 | [
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new years just changed and i got more depressed than ever 2017 was too fast and it makes me so anxious about thinking it, i feel like a loser and it makes me wanna cry. I want to change, change for the best.... but i want to believe and wish 2018 will be a better year for everyone...i wish to everyone here happy new ye... | 4 | [
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Do I just play the victim? Just a heads up, this is really ranty, I do apologize, but I need to vent a little bit. I need guidance as well, so hang in there please!
So, I was on myfitnesspal forums, and I had an incident as I would call it. I expressed my experiences and lifestyle (health related) in contextual respo... | 2 | [
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I think I was raped I was meant to be staying at theirs for a party. When I arrived it was only us and their two friends. They gave me a lot of drink that I'd never had before and drugs I'd never had before. I don't remember what happened next. I woke up the next day in their bed naked with empty condom wrappers on the... | 3 | [
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