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EDAnonymous | sentienttrashcan33 | 2019/03/02 | Here's a tip Don't exercise with the flu, I feel like death now, have a good day | 3.439474 | 1.828853 | 4.862105 | 94.044737 | 72.157895 | 9.705263 | 24.263158 | 8.841846 | 0.904958 | 62 | 1 | 18 | 1 | 1 | 21 | 18 | 19 | 0.297 | 0.457 | 0.247 | -0.2732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.4425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34693 | 0.490174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.575497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | paperclip1213 | 2019/03/02 | Psyllium husk is miracle food! Damn that food is filling!
I made a Slimfast milkshake with the high protein powder and skimmed milk and added 1-2tbsp of psyllium husk. I forgot about it and when back to it when it was this weird slimy stuff. It was really difficult to eat because the texture was... not for everyone. I... | 1.935416 | 3.91405 | 3.093636 | 91.989191 | 78.745763 | 6.66379 | 23.439137 | 7.686295 | 0.971736 | 451 | 15 | 99 | 7 | 11 | 145 | 73 | 118 | 0.078 | 0.873 | 0.048 | -0.3632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 14 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 6 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 13 | 5 | 2 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 66 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125588 | 0 | 0.099562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.501371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215751 | 0 | 0 | 0.156065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138925 | 0.592484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172563 | 0 | 0 | 0.160844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079793 | 0 | 0 | 0.144539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104653 | 0 | 0 | 0.190474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kittencatmeows1 | 2019/03/02 | Welcome back to work I took medical leave for an episode of bipolar disorder. They changed my antipsychotic and I gained a ton of weight. I know I look bigger, I feel terrible about it.
The first thing out of my coworker's mouth was "you got fat" while gesturing at my stomach. If that wasn't bad enough she now calls m... | 1.133234 | 3.549986 | 2.310813 | 93.877512 | 85 | 6.401914 | 22.320574 | 7.686295 | 0.981526 | 368 | 13 | 81 | 7 | 11 | 117 | 73 | 95 | 0.147 | 0.713 | 0.141 | -0.146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 14 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 16 | 2 | 12 | 10 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 53 | 21 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186022 | 0.152245 | 0.165317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205487 | 0 | 0.226918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200223 | 0.141447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112525 | 0 | 0.158354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108812 | 0 | 0 | 0.209647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233564 | 0 | 0 | 0.482207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | daintydaisydoll | 2019/03/02 | What is the best low calorie source of vegan protein? I wish I could take protein in a pill like I do all other vitamins. | 2.718 | 4.175647 | 4.861 | 82.4755 | 75 | 8.2 | 28.5 | 8.841846 | 2.353 | 95 | 4 | 19 | 2 | 2 | 33 | 22 | 25 | 0.074 | 0.596 | 0.33 | 0.8074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.533792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.406112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.382438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.584917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sobeautifulsotragic | 2019/03/02 | This video really fucked with my calorie counting brain it's a vid by Casey Neistat for the New York Times but basically it summarizes that there's literally no standards to published calorie counts??? I mean I know no one can ensure exactly the same amount of ham or sauce or milk is put into something that different p... | 12.013286 | 15.096982 | 7.738571 | 64.516429 | 54.285714 | 10.171429 | 34 | 10.355216 | 3.842086 | 393 | 14 | 52 | 8 | 5 | 106 | 60 | 70 | 0.127 | 0.826 | 0.046 | -0.719 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 33 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278484 | 0.312311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171565 | 0 | 0 | 0.279973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312311 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Saakkkaaaaiiiii | 2019/03/02 | My dad went to the police about my boyfriend Sorry, it’s not actually ED-related, though the stress has killed my appetite. He’s 15 years older than me, I told my parents about him and they went to the cops.
He’s not done anything wrong. Everything was consensual. It’s just, he has a previous rape allegation.
Idk w... | 1.965435 | 3.654526 | 3.602246 | 89.719022 | 77.623188 | 6.918841 | 21.644928 | 7.793538 | 0.760336 | 517 | 14 | 115 | 8 | 12 | 172 | 86 | 138 | 0.098 | 0.814 | 0.088 | 0.554 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 25 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 16 | 4 | 9 | 12 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 21 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 69 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145975 | 0 | 0 | 0.121127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111946 | 0 | 0 | 0.16344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.659078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160932 | 0 | 0.094787 |
EDAnonymous | Throwawayy88888881 | 2019/03/02 | I just ate a 2500kcal lunch. I was stressed out lonely and depressed, now I’m stressed out, lonely, depressed, sick and bloated. | 5.003043 | 7.446604 | 3.773261 | 88.492935 | 71.173913 | 4.6 | 37.586957 | 3.1291 | 2.014322 | 101 | 6 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 29 | 16 | 23 | 0.621 | 0.379 | 0 | -0.9565 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.600971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.799271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Linzcro | 2019/03/02 | Rant about husband Jesus pole vaulting Christ.
I just witnessed my betrothed squirting MY fat free Reddi Whip into his “never had to diet a day in his life” into his mouth at 8:45 in the morning. No wonder I got like 3 uses on the last one. You guys I’m so angry right now. I’m going to go buy another can AND a full... | 1.539818 | 3.318345 | 3.432121 | 90.048182 | 79.181818 | 5.854545 | 20.090909 | 6.742158 | 0.230927 | 612 | 15 | 132 | 6 | 15 | 206 | 114 | 165 | 0.121 | 0.827 | 0.052 | -0.9276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 14 | 11 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 19 | 30 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 4 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 15 | 5 | 18 | 25 | 2 | 20 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 78 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113603 | 0.175172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116809 | 0.171168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170939 | 0.279106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.379765 | 0 | 0.133609 | 0 | 0 | 0.165411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184822 | 0 | 0 | 0.272344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117996 | 0.163229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128843 | 0 | 0 | 0.15677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107042 | 0.164131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288564 | 0 | 0 | 0.197067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | loploh | 2019/03/02 | Suddenly stopped b/p’ing last week. As in, the urge to do so just completely disappeared after 6 years of doing it. The imposter syndrome is STRONG rn It’s like .... did I even ever really have an ED if it went away so quickly?
I have barely been able to go 2 days without b/p’ing for YEARS and now all of I sudden I’m ... | 0.899167 | 3.078572 | 2.8 | 91.611667 | 83.642857 | 5.638095 | 21.238095 | 6.937598 | 0.542795 | 315 | 10 | 67 | 4 | 9 | 105 | 65 | 84 | 0.093 | 0.831 | 0.076 | -0.1078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 12 | 8 | 3 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 44 | 7 | 0 | 0.219481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.449168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144965 | 0.198533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202907 | 0 | 0 | 0.124736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176054 | 0 | 0 | 0.203461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.423144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282677 |
EDAnonymous | Internet_Soup | 2019/03/02 | I think I'm back on my bullshit!!🤙 Haha hey guys it's me, ya girl internet_soup. I made a post a while ago saying i wa going into recovery and while I did Attempt; I did not succeed lol. I just ate a lot, stopped working out and now I'm fat again. 😂😂😂🙃🤙 sooo ya I keep having thoughts of restricting | -2.527255 | -0.961421 | 1.196471 | 96.577451 | 107.823529 | 4.031373 | 18.901961 | 5.985473 | -0.05018 | 232 | 9 | 56 | 3 | 12 | 84 | 50 | 68 | 0.173 | 0.775 | 0.052 | -0.7222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 11 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 33 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284847 | 0 | 0.317032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214686 | 0 | 0.265992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | goodergrammerthanu | 2019/03/02 | What is wrong with me lol I’ve been rewatching the show revenge and I started thinking...
If I were kidnapped, it I’d probably lose a lot of weight, considering they don’t feed the kidnapping victims too often. Then I started thinking how long it would take to get to my GW. A pretty ugly thought but now I kinda wanna b... | 4.127385 | 5.714033 | 5.273846 | 80.406154 | 71.615385 | 7.661538 | 33 | 8.238736 | 2.6686 | 263 | 13 | 48 | 4 | 5 | 87 | 53 | 65 | 0.157 | 0.779 | 0.064 | -0.5994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 34 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243095 | 0 | 0.307312 | 0 | 0.233534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279462 | 0.296166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352025 | 0 | 0.218076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195134 | 0.300334 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ilikebigbooks98765 | 2019/03/02 | Willpower to restrict when traveling This past week I've been traveling for work and I'm so happy I was able to restrict while being forced to eat at a restaurant for every single meal. I would order a meal and eat only about 1/4 to 1/3 of the portion and I obviously was already choosing the lowest cal things I could. ... | 3.788923 | 4.563777 | 5.129415 | 84.212256 | 71.519084 | 7.654283 | 26.005937 | 7.793538 | 1.383956 | 499 | 15 | 102 | 6 | 9 | 167 | 76 | 131 | 0.098 | 0.775 | 0.127 | 0.7847 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 11 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 17 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 11 | 3 | 17 | 6 | 4 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 66 | 14 | 2 | 0.268371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146496 | 0 | 0 | 0.149795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107136 | 0 | 0 | 0.086539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.549221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088628 | 0.121378 | 0.113057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132865 | 0 | 0.428529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181855 | 0.102054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089147 | 0.085981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195377 | 0 | 0 | 0.095321 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shaquille_ofeel | 2019/03/03 | I ate an entire jar of pepperocinis Low cal but RIP my asshole | 3.185385 | 4.538063 | 6.726154 | 69.993846 | 73.615385 | 8.276923 | 28.384615 | 8.841846 | 2.267062 | 50 | 2 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 13 | 13 | 0.124 | 0.876 | 0 | -0.1406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | UnusualReport | 2019/03/03 | my current size clothes don't spark joy in me. Can I get rid of all of them? I so much prefer the ones that are too small to wear. | -0.887 | 0.643976 | 0.896667 | 106.445 | 86 | 4 | 16.666667 | 3.1291 | -1.390333 | 99 | 2 | 28 | 0 | 3 | 32 | 28 | 30 | 0.159 | 0.841 | 0 | -0.5773 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.463145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.651659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.600697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | notickles | 2019/03/03 | DAE find it easier to fast on their period? I mean on all other days I'm stuffing my face but on my period I just feel so ,,,fertile,,,, and awful that I just can't eat. It's really strange because I get even more depressed than usual but I don't binge usually... | 2.657909 | 3.535577 | 5.219773 | 82.129659 | 74.272727 | 9.136364 | 24.659091 | 9.516145 | 2.041455 | 201 | 6 | 43 | 5 | 4 | 72 | 42 | 55 | 0.214 | 0.752 | 0.034 | -0.9006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 28 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19601 | 0 | 0.261775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.669474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | WorriedOrchid | 2019/03/03 | I feel disgusting and worthless I literally just wrote on my Instagram and Facebook two days ago how I haven’t taken diet pills in five months and how I wouldn’t listen to the urges to, and yet now I’ve relapsed and taken them again _aaand_ ordered more online. I just can’t stand this fucking weight I’ve been gaining. ... | 4.0175 | 5.115235 | 4.760476 | 85.867857 | 71.261905 | 7.028571 | 28.285714 | 7.168622 | 1.440443 | 329 | 12 | 66 | 3 | 6 | 106 | 55 | 84 | 0.182 | 0.784 | 0.035 | -0.8957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 13 | 14 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 41 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.389554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279142 | 0.423766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Melancholy-Mood | 2019/03/03 | I hate my parents I have body dysmorphia and I really hate being around my family for long periods of time because of how judgemental they are
Anyway I haven’t ate in about 2 days so I walked into the kitchen to grab a few biscuits
Straight away my dad mentions how bad my hair and forehead looks, and it looked okay ... | 0.548932 | 2.903528 | 2.696846 | 90.400501 | 87.49711 | 6.069805 | 21.532893 | 7.44753 | 0.960502 | 656 | 23 | 138 | 12 | 21 | 221 | 105 | 173 | 0.206 | 0.705 | 0.089 | -0.9777 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 15 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 11 | 11 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 23 | 29 | 21 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 24 | 4 | 22 | 25 | 3 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 94 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131998 | 0 | 0 | 0.139311 | 0 | 0.24761 | 0.090388 | 0 | 0.126173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.455173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141685 | 0 | 0 | 0.139782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274159 | 0 | 0 | 0.084269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144881 | 0 | 0 | 0.13122 | 0.498061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109001 | 0.109946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164644 | 0 | 0 | 0.102797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09501 | 0 | 0 | 0.086462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | strangerousdangers | 2019/03/03 | Snap group for recovery? Hey y’all I was thinking about making a snap group for those of us who are recovering or trying to recover. If you are interested PM me your snap! :) | 3.076667 | 5.107958 | 5.141765 | 78.384608 | 75.470588 | 9.239216 | 26.039216 | 9.725611 | 2.606992 | 136 | 5 | 27 | 4 | 3 | 47 | 29 | 34 | 0 | 0.834 | 0.166 | 0.7177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 19 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.401501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.385412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.408374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.723522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | LivelyGhost | 2019/03/03 | lol I found the ultimate thinspo I don’t think I’ve ever wanted to not eat as much as I do now. My partner left their old phone in the bathroom and my dumbass was like “owo what’s this???” and I turned it on because??? If I had found anything personal I would have turned it off immediately but curiosity got the best o... | 0.91902 | 3.292178 | 2.908472 | 89.516707 | 85.581818 | 6.346591 | 21.684659 | 7.645422 | 1.015366 | 1,054 | 36 | 223 | 20 | 32 | 353 | 148 | 275 | 0.132 | 0.679 | 0.19 | 0.9618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 49 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 18 | 21 | 5 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 26 | 16 | 5 | 2 | 5 | 44 | 55 | 22 | 1 | 5 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 18 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 8 | 29 | 11 | 20 | 30 | 8 | 28 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 14 | 14 | 3 | 4 | 17 | 143 | 47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189029 | 0 | 0.074928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128993 | 0 | 0 | 0.136532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081185 | 0.222369 | 0.103562 | 0.117451 | 0.110469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14863 | 0.269542 | 0 | 0.227267 | 0.064218 | 0 | 0 | 0.103096 | 0.294921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135988 | 0 | 0.135103 | 0.100193 | 0 | 0 | 0.133548 | 0 | 0 | 0.180151 | 0 | 0 | 0.108777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090357 | 0.091141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133106 | 0.117337 | 0 | 0.107325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126171 | 0.101677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078759 | 0 | 0.097581 | 0.071673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072499 | 0 | 0 | 0.149678 | 0 | 0 | 0.110912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087316 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | noodledoodledoo | 2019/03/03 | "Right seriously now, no more binging" \*eats half a chocolate cake with icing\*
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\*gets takeaway afterwards\*
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\*is shocked when bmi is almost obese after doing the same thing for 3 years\* | 5.869091 | 9.466187 | 3.718636 | 78.197955 | 91.424242 | 4.624242 | 29.742424 | 6.427356 | 2.18157 | 172 | 8 | 22 | 2 | 6 | 48 | 32 | 33 | 0.181 | 0.819 | 0 | -0.6369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.479595 | 0.53785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.53785 | 0.142521 |
EDAnonymous | elliegruff | 2019/03/03 | I’m doing it! I’ve lost 7.6 pounds in 4 days! I’m so proud of myself. Diet pills are really helping me stay on track. I get triggered easily to binge and binge and binge. But I have eaten only one meal a day for the last four.
It feels so good | -1.262302 | 0.725514 | 1.622275 | 97.171667 | 93.259259 | 4.567196 | 11.417989 | 6.182691 | -1.113134 | 187 | 2 | 45 | 2 | 7 | 65 | 44 | 54 | 0.04 | 0.73 | 0.23 | 0.8981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 23 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.462273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187248 | 0 | 0 | 0.300606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.391233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242859 | 0.272577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.382003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bitterturtle | 2019/03/03 | Grocery Shopping Stresses Me Out Went grocery shopping with my husband.... He would wander off and grab some things on our list and come back to put them in our cart. Then I noticed he picked up reduced fat sour cream instead of fat free.... This really stressed me out. I didn’t say anything because I gotta be ~normal~... | 0.872001 | 3.062748 | 2.126245 | 96.327976 | 83.854772 | 5.035493 | 22.132301 | 6.297961 | 0.244649 | 904 | 31 | 202 | 8 | 26 | 288 | 118 | 241 | 0.124 | 0.749 | 0.127 | -0.0366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 15 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 1 | 21 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 45 | 42 | 20 | 0 | 11 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 19 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 6 | 32 | 9 | 21 | 16 | 4 | 25 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 25 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 129 | 43 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095879 | 0 | 0.108922 | 0 | 0 | 0.17918 | 0.097282 | 0.213072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182617 | 0 | 0.198648 | 0 | 0.093185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228312 | 0 | 0.132649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124185 | 0 | 0 | 0.266926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232214 | 0.074656 | 0.114472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108007 | 0.210266 | 0 | 0.267964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118323 | 0 | 0.248298 | 0.254773 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | prekheadaches | 2019/03/03 | How do you deal with people you aren't close with commenting on your weight loss? I gained a lot of weight from a medication in a short period of time (50+ pounds) and got taken off of it. I was restricting before I started the medication but gained anyways because of the meds. Got off of the medication, still restrict... | 5.81488 | 6.302032 | 6.78713 | 75.154425 | 66.876106 | 10.350948 | 30.302149 | 10.290406 | 2.997626 | 460 | 16 | 88 | 11 | 7 | 154 | 72 | 113 | 0.09 | 0.828 | 0.082 | 0.2287 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 18 | 15 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 10 | 1 | 20 | 7 | 2 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 64 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102957 | 0 | 0.12117 | 0 | 0.137654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089759 | 0 | 0.125294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160735 | 0.125182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163555 | 0.445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113564 | 0.284419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10422 | 0 | 0.11759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.537912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | glitterandvomit | 2019/03/03 | [gordon ramsey voice] for once some, some goddamn self control u know that feel when you wrap up your day way below your cal limit after a bad binge episode the week before and it’s like WOW a goddamn WIN for once thank you @ the universe... that’s the mood rn | 0.207115 | 2.60134 | 1.014231 | 99.368269 | 96.115385 | 2.6 | 16.115385 | 3.1291 | -1.182238 | 203 | 5 | 42 | 0 | 8 | 62 | 41 | 52 | 0.152 | 0.627 | 0.221 | 0.656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 21 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244757 | 0 | 0 | 0.249438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.624362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232678 | 0.235137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | PhoneWalletSanity | 2019/03/03 | Reeeelaaaaappssseeee [loads of numbers yo] I want to be down to 90 lbs by the end of the month which isn't all that unrealistic (I'm currently sitting at 98± a some water weight from spending two weeks at home).
This means 400 calories a day max given regular multivitamins and a lot of protein. But I caved and ate a... | 5.074399 | 5.816337 | 6.029459 | 79.036753 | 68.583333 | 9.204329 | 30.748918 | 9.33951 | 2.574969 | 673 | 26 | 134 | 13 | 11 | 223 | 117 | 168 | 0.105 | 0.887 | 0.008 | -0.9375 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 22 | 22 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 29 | 16 | 4 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 1 | 4 | 14 | 84 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.186056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195092 | 0 | 0 | 0.168867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099611 | 0 | 0.108356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191246 | 0 | 0.375521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162091 | 0 | 0.180406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.415367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112456 | 0 | 0.152935 | 0.232171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | then_she_said | 2019/03/03 | Borderline Personality Disorder? I've been seeing a new therapist and mentioned my ED for the first time yesterday since I b/p twice this week for the first time in months. He asked if I had ever been diagnosed with borderline, and I was 8 years ago when I was in rehab but this was after going through most of my life ... | 3.584881 | 5.173668 | 5.73697 | 76.537762 | 73 | 10.167832 | 26.631702 | 10.389874 | 2.981093 | 654 | 23 | 128 | 21 | 13 | 229 | 109 | 165 | 0.068 | 0.878 | 0.054 | -0.2578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 19 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 21 | 31 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 2 | 14 | 2 | 17 | 18 | 2 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 85 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116894 | 0 | 0 | 0.106844 | 0.156565 | 0 | 0 | 0.142851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.465278 | 0 | 0 | 0.175126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079834 | 0 | 0.173684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10793 | 0.149304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147579 | 0 | 0 | 0.149715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090128 | 0 | 0.12257 | 0 | 0 | 0.141651 | 0.137882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098401 |
EDAnonymous | rachelleeann17 | 2019/03/03 | I think I have an ED I didn’t think I could, because I’m not underweight. I’m actually overweight— A fact that was constantly brought to my attention of the past year or so.
So, what do you do to lose weight when you’re overweight? You diet.
Restricting my calories.
Eating less and less.
Going some days without e... | 2.148355 | 4.582536 | 2.874286 | 91.418333 | 80.55 | 6.409524 | 25.02381 | 7.623865 | 1.287731 | 799 | 31 | 165 | 13 | 21 | 250 | 114 | 200 | 0.135 | 0.765 | 0.1 | -0.7176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 12 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 27 | 34 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 3 | 14 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 22 | 4 | 15 | 25 | 5 | 17 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 9 | 97 | 36 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09376 | 0.205358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121349 | 0 | 0.089657 | 0 | 0 | 0.217259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128698 | 0 | 0.098268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.574519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107301 | 0.100922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117337 | 0 | 0.063819 | 0.094186 | 0 | 0 | 0.123703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125627 | 0.122581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119588 | 0.076093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089483 | 0.102227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130381 | 0.074602 | 0.143906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.410228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072313 |
EDAnonymous | Daisyroads | 2019/03/03 | My fear foods are just meals? The other day I was invited to a meal out with some friends. Even though I had looked up the menu which had the nutrition information online (thank god), and even though I had saved up my calories for the meal, it was the idea of eating the meal itself that made me feel anxious. This was w... | 3.54863 | 4.242248 | 4.328658 | 90.032438 | 72.013699 | 7.483836 | 23.50411 | 7.554174 | 0.761325 | 548 | 13 | 123 | 6 | 10 | 176 | 86 | 146 | 0.061 | 0.827 | 0.112 | 0.8078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 13 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 25 | 22 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 13 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 16 | 6 | 16 | 14 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 84 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289514 | 0 | 0.089596 | 0.13129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150174 | 0 | 0 | 0.52446 | 0.107041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144189 | 0.194368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309885 | 0 | 0.098998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125202 | 0 | 0 | 0.113396 | 0.107602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121245 | 0.171064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shiraruru | 2019/03/03 | height and weight there’s been talk going around my class that the new school i’m at will be taking measurements during physical education next week, and usually i’d be okay with it considering i’m finally losing the mountains of binge weight i gained back in 2018, but like.
you know, i’ll just casually binge for thre... | 4.40893 | 6.252141 | 4.473112 | 85.397076 | 71.343096 | 7.709403 | 23.457608 | 8.371476 | 1.293932 | 992 | 26 | 193 | 16 | 19 | 307 | 153 | 239 | 0.138 | 0.736 | 0.127 | -0.8707 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 17 | 14 | 3 | 1 | 15 | 1 | 12 | 15 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 36 | 32 | 17 | 1 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 12 | 10 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 12 | 16 | 6 | 26 | 24 | 3 | 30 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 13 | 2 | 6 | 14 | 111 | 27 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0.187869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148033 | 0.080372 | 0.058678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082918 | 0.100925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080412 | 0 | 0 | 0.099461 | 0 | 0.127155 | 0 | 0 | 0.091979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088989 | 0 | 0.09234 | 0.109412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100469 | 0 | 0.085559 | 0 | 0 | 0.211604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070761 | 0.071374 | 0 | 0.092967 | 0.102372 | 0 | 0.094313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194837 | 0.076705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074104 | 0 | 0 | 0.068132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072374 | 0.077369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1279 | 0.061678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106015 | 0 | 0.056776 | 0 | 0.077213 | 0.703301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | nosleeptill8 | 2019/03/03 | Bad meal = good. Today I ate low-cal so that I could eat burritos for dinner with the fam (I normally binge on a couple, so I have to save most of my calories for that). This time though, I tried a new chicken mince from a different place, and it wasn’t very nice- the others didn’t notice, but it totally turned me off ... | 1.786023 | 3.625701 | 3.315909 | 90.881364 | 78.659091 | 6.672727 | 20.090909 | 7.645422 | 0.567268 | 331 | 8 | 72 | 5 | 8 | 109 | 67 | 88 | 0.092 | 0.741 | 0.167 | 0.779 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 11 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 47 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200145 | 0.277369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242105 | 0 | 0 | 0.24561 | 0 | 0.285397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246288 | 0 | 0.146171 | 0 | 0.237612 | 0 | 0 | 0.170193 | 0.272664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | justlc | 2019/03/03 | How to get rid of the sick feeling after I eat I feel like whenever I eat I don’t know if I feel full or sick and it drives me mad honestly!! Every time after eating, no matter what amount I feel like I want to be sick. I’m just so tired of how I’ve been feeling as of late and I feel like EDNOS has been taking a huge t... | 0.814485 | 1.891815 | 3.333987 | 93.041744 | 79.232558 | 6.774751 | 19.262458 | 7.44753 | 0.208357 | 294 | 6 | 73 | 4 | 7 | 103 | 58 | 86 | 0.209 | 0.567 | 0.224 | -0.5611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 19 | 17 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 11 | 5 | 10 | 14 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 42 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.528834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.522638 | 0.369215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094677 | 0 | 0.194331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121681 | 0.252491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100454 | 0.198002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | SkittyTiddy | 2019/03/03 | How many laxatives over time are enough to hurt me? I've been dealing with a binge disorder for years and have been trying to fight it with a low calorie diet. But now I have chronic constipation so yay. I got desperate and have taken 9 laxatives over the past almost 3 weeks. I know this isn't healthy and want to stop ... | 4.18752 | 6.010161 | 5.1442 | 80.4451 | 71.88 | 8.2 | 28.5 | 8.841846 | 2.37916 | 514 | 20 | 94 | 10 | 10 | 168 | 86 | 125 | 0.255 | 0.687 | 0.058 | -0.9653 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 15 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 24 | 24 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 13 | 16 | 2 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 63 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184554 | 0 | 0.203384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11235 | 0 | 0.156829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101289 | 0 | 0.207903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.391035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146317 | 0.107469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12513 | 0.20047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108707 | 0 | 0.147838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118686 |
EDAnonymous | animperfectangel | 2019/03/03 | Just struggling I’ve been eating at a deficit or restricting for a while and i’ve only lost 3lbs. So much of my social life revolves around lunch dates and grabbing a coffee and then getting home and being force-fed whatever was just baked and a big dinner.
I’m underweight but i look HUGE. So many people tell me they... | 1.599709 | 3.647244 | 2.976515 | 92.067879 | 80.165049 | 5.285049 | 19.037864 | 6.2581 | -0.059248 | 391 | 9 | 82 | 3 | 10 | 127 | 74 | 103 | 0.167 | 0.693 | 0.14 | 0.228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 14 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 47 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166851 | 0.115406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198367 | 0 | 0.257864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ab515928 | 2019/03/04 | Does diet coke/coke zero actually have calories? I know everyone has opinions about this but what is the real tea? | 4.454286 | 7.140707 | 5.924048 | 71.291786 | 73.761905 | 8.009524 | 29.547619 | 8.841846 | 3.013933 | 92 | 4 | 14 | 2 | 2 | 31 | 20 | 21 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.474548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.425555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.46467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.553503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | punkrott | 2019/03/04 | Weird ED Things god, there’s so many weird things i do bc of my ED. for example, i’m satisfied by making food, but not eating it. ( for example, i’ll make a sandwich and just give it to someone else or throw it away ).
along with this, i love cooking super rich foods for other people; watching them eat and enjoy it h... | 3.84662 | 4.806841 | 5.071944 | 83.991014 | 71.535211 | 7.933521 | 25.467606 | 8.238736 | 1.471634 | 274 | 8 | 56 | 4 | 5 | 91 | 57 | 71 | 0.032 | 0.642 | 0.326 | 0.9837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 12 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 10 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 36 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.467945 | 0.191013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.552984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206371 | 0 | 0.30526 | 0.231822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Romaine_cookies | 2019/03/04 | struggling I'm struggling hard right now because all I want it to look and feel skinny but being at 169 and overweight it very disheartening to me because my mind is telling me that I'll never be skinny and my girlfriend today told me that if I ever have a concave stomach (which I want) that she'll leave me and I don't... | 14.169857 | 5.949273 | 12.725714 | 66.164286 | 59.142857 | 14.571429 | 49.285714 | 7.168622 | 4.537 | 269 | 10 | 55 | 1 | 2 | 87 | 47 | 70 | 0.199 | 0.784 | 0.017 | -0.8895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 14 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 39 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133866 | 0 | 0 | 0.257918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.509289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230887 | 0.232753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200981 | 0.287342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tietack2 | 2019/03/04 | Too heavy for support. Hi all,
So I'm older (late 30s) and have had an ed since I was 8. My mom had an ed and thought it was great when I got one. Naturally I wasn't going to get any help from my parents. So I started treatment when I could afford it (a few years ago).
My outpatient teams have been lovely. So have th... | 3.716753 | 4.73979 | 5.092511 | 83.487338 | 71.900433 | 8.890043 | 27.419913 | 9.259372 | 2.108311 | 1,780 | 62 | 380 | 38 | 33 | 596 | 214 | 462 | 0.067 | 0.844 | 0.089 | 0.7268 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 44 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 22 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 50 | 25 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 61 | 93 | 40 | 1 | 9 | 14 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 18 | 19 | 12 | 2 | 8 | 10 | 2 | 9 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 34 | 9 | 57 | 14 | 42 | 49 | 11 | 44 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 38 | 17 | 1 | 6 | 19 | 251 | 75 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061292 | 0.089496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077036 | 0 | 0 | 0.163077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076694 | 0 | 0.075135 | 0 | 0.075121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081868 | 0.096969 | 0 | 0.061848 | 0.070143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038352 | 0 | 0.166875 | 0.06157 | 0.05871 | 0.080931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156056 | 0 | 0 | 0.049203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080685 | 0.059836 | 0.082806 | 0 | 0 | 0.075063 | 0.103699 | 0.071726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061643 | 0.164247 | 0 | 0 | 0.066253 | 0 | 0 | 0.074423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085973 | 0 | 0 | 0.053962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08151 | 0 | 0 | 0.101782 | 0.064096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084033 | 0 | 0.333205 | 0.069185 | 0 | 0.055193 | 0 | 0.064161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188144 | 0.072122 | 0.116554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21043 | 0 | 0.049838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0634 | 0 | 0 | 0.086594 | 0.058267 | 0 | 0.536338 | 0 | 0.068049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104292 | 0 | 0 | 0.094543 |
EDAnonymous | bakedeggwhites | 2019/03/04 | I can’t even watch porn anymore Minor rant but everytime ya girl wants to get off my body dysmorphia ruins it for me. It feels so bad that other good-looking women are a trigger for me.
Hey, body dysmorphia, I’m trying to masterbate here, please stop convincing me that my life is worthless and no man will ever love me... | 5.161644 | 6.255895 | 5.783452 | 79.602301 | 68.589041 | 9.127671 | 29.668493 | 9.3871 | 2.647216 | 299 | 11 | 55 | 6 | 5 | 97 | 61 | 73 | 0.254 | 0.584 | 0.162 | -0.8311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 3 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 34 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.552149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16416 | 0.224821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129853 | 0 | 0 | 0.208466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175553 | 0.121425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.417426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | probwatchingcritrole | 2019/03/04 | Accountability I guess? So I have been purge-free for a month (still using other forms of compensation though). The thing is, I'm going on vacation tomorrow and unknown calories are my biggest trigger. Like we're talking last time I went on vacation I was purging after every meal because I couldn't stand not having a n... | 1.999312 | 4.134559 | 3.818065 | 86.093763 | 79.258065 | 6.455914 | 23.236559 | 7.554174 | 1.118217 | 601 | 20 | 120 | 9 | 15 | 202 | 96 | 155 | 0.108 | 0.784 | 0.108 | 0.435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 12 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 21 | 27 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 18 | 2 | 19 | 21 | 3 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 12 | 80 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172452 | 0 | 0 | 0.128602 | 0 | 0.328098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180003 | 0 | 0 | 0.110656 | 0 | 0.155725 | 0 | 0.428983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195307 | 0 | 0.191747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155413 | 0 | 0.143132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156498 | 0 | 0.17926 | 0 | 0 | 0.129354 | 0 | 0.191298 | 0 | 0.113535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168164 | 0 | 0 | 0.344529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bluesackskin | 2019/03/04 | 32 lbs in 21 days Might be my record but not low enough to satisfy me, I don’t feel enough pain, I can keep going I know it | 1.086897 | 1.217521 | 3.08569 | 98.765776 | 77.275862 | 7.17931 | 17.948276 | 7.168622 | -0.3806 | 94 | 1 | 27 | 1 | 2 | 32 | 26 | 29 | 0.136 | 0.673 | 0.19 | 0.1952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.704075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302833 | 0 | 0 | 0.187242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Pootties | 2019/03/04 | ADHD Anybody with ADHD? I got diagnosed in October. Obviously it's hard to focus on planning food and impulse control. I find when my focus is on it it's easy but it'll swing the complete opposite way the next week and my mind is on something else completely and so the impulses are in there again. I'm on Adderall 30mg ... | 1.161068 | 3.759035 | 3.004661 | 87.140928 | 88.384615 | 5.828054 | 23.031674 | 7.285733 | 1.273511 | 518 | 20 | 98 | 9 | 17 | 172 | 90 | 130 | 0.164 | 0.792 | 0.044 | -0.9404 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 15 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 12 | 1 | 12 | 10 | 2 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 58 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403701 | 0.164125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134314 | 0.139753 | 0 | 0 | 0.114216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140236 | 0.102385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352198 | 0 | 0.188377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173155 | 0 | 0.170472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161264 | 0 | 0.153509 | 0 | 0.203093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095453 | 0 | 0.13433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124537 | 0 | 0 | 0.178623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133316 | 0.134724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dekopacchi | 2019/03/04 | I gave in I'm on my phone so sorry if the post is messy or something
I've always been a lurker as well, but I guess I really need to rant, you can ignore this
I've always told myself that I wouldn't purge, that I would have enough self-control and that it wasn't THAT bad, I mean I just restrict to 1000 calories and o... | 1.829124 | 3.462051 | 3.496474 | 90.576303 | 77.846154 | 6.545299 | 21.651709 | 7.38713 | 0.59281 | 772 | 21 | 172 | 10 | 18 | 257 | 114 | 208 | 0.151 | 0.719 | 0.13 | -0.7746 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 17 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 35 | 34 | 20 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 9 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 12 | 2 | 28 | 6 | 17 | 19 | 4 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 9 | 1 | 7 | 11 | 119 | 47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20053 | 0.073202 | 0 | 0 | 0.135294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060718 | 0.085788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111016 | 0 | 0.115196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396859 | 0 | 0.10619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089041 | 0.092616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081372 | 0.091329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115007 | 0 | 0.129471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184893 | 0 | 0.134424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076945 | 0 | 0 | 0.210066 | 0 | 0 | 0.114746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.32391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085304 | 0.131293 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | littlestpeach | 2019/03/04 | Does anyone have experience with an IUD? I’ve been thinking about getting an IUD inserted, but I’m worried about any potential side effects (specifically increased appetite/weight gain)
If any of you have/had an IUD, what was your experience like with it? What type of IUD did you get and how did it affect your appetit... | 5.688594 | 7.279958 | 6.154398 | 75.577299 | 67.795181 | 9.870683 | 33.110442 | 10.125757 | 3.554319 | 356 | 16 | 63 | 9 | 6 | 115 | 55 | 83 | 0.092 | 0.761 | 0.147 | 0.4641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 8 | 8 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 34 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.443579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133734 | 0 | 0 | 0.552202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | porkpokets | 2019/03/04 | mental break down + the flu made my 3 year recovery go down the drain! Ya I had a mental breakdown over figuring out I was a victim of covert incest via my Nmom, this made me lose my appetite for like 3 days and now I have the flu which is making me not wanna eat at all.
Weighed myself alone for the first time in year... | 2.136087 | 3.867565 | 3.113634 | 93.222127 | 77.26087 | 5.842236 | 20.81677 | 6.543119 | 0.155812 | 609 | 15 | 133 | 5 | 14 | 194 | 105 | 161 | 0.156 | 0.739 | 0.105 | -0.8128 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 25 | 23 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 3 | 19 | 6 | 18 | 15 | 1 | 28 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 85 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167757 | 0.178743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275551 | 0.19586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089017 | 0.132031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114407 | 0.237398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136018 | 0.181208 | 0.176814 | 0 | 0 | 0.306528 | 0.108119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129353 | 0.135418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115062 | 0 | 0 | 0.312919 |
EDAnonymous | pinkplease | 2019/03/04 | My mom was the only reason I kept my eating under control. Now that she’s gone, I’m spiraling. I’m only 22 and my mom died suddenly in December. When she left me, she took my soul with her. I’m not the same person I was before. The only reason I ever kept my eating under control was because I knew it would break her he... | 2.299167 | 3.810125 | 4.118923 | 87.142744 | 76.225275 | 6.721465 | 23.39707 | 7.429499 | 0.958007 | 1,365 | 41 | 285 | 17 | 30 | 462 | 164 | 364 | 0.164 | 0.778 | 0.057 | -0.9898 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 33 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 22 | 16 | 2 | 4 | 11 | 1 | 28 | 12 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 63 | 60 | 23 | 2 | 6 | 12 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 16 | 21 | 9 | 6 | 10 | 4 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 18 | 1 | 59 | 5 | 41 | 39 | 2 | 44 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 199 | 75 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114432 | 0 | 0.136077 | 0 | 0.063317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15445 | 0 | 0.085279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.380695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067307 | 0 | 0.071101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068009 | 0 | 0.089976 | 0.244757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07138 | 0.126865 | 0.062411 | 0.059512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0658 | 0 | 0 | 0.146927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088175 | 0 | 0 | 0.373192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040893 | 0.060653 | 0 | 0 | 0.080846 | 0 | 0.052557 | 0.036353 | 0 | 0.065705 | 0 | 0 | 0.166489 | 0.081226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075439 | 0 | 0.081053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.435735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100843 | 0.169774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051586 | 0.064971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074429 | 0.084694 | 0.047668 | 0.15301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057284 | 0 | 0 | 0.105334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087777 | 0 | 0 | 0.09061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075566 | 0 | 0.052858 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | adorablenari221 | 2019/03/04 | I cant eat... I finally get the courage to eat something sort of high in calories (a burrito with 540 calories) and my roommate got it and said it is bean and cheese as she knows I am vegetarian.. I took a few bites and it tasted meh then I took a bite and it tasted really weird.... it had meat in it and my roommate sh... | 1.823919 | 3.083608 | 3.486548 | 92.230675 | 76.946429 | 6.406349 | 24.944444 | 6.937598 | 0.744372 | 405 | 14 | 95 | 4 | 9 | 135 | 69 | 112 | 0.072 | 0.844 | 0.084 | 0.0992 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 17 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 12 | 2 | 11 | 9 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 59 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.577246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205993 | 0.171868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208042 | 0 | 0.206688 | 0 | 0 | 0.199111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178872 | 0.14954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144765 | 0 | 0 | 0.133098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.417847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | WhoreBabyy | 2019/03/04 | Just How I'm Feel'in </3 Lies flow through my mouth like vomit.
" I love you".
At the back of my throat.
My fingers know when to to do the damage.
Putrid kisse's and acidic affection.
Lingering smells of the boys on my lips.
Whom had the pleasure of drinking bile like liquor.
I used to be so pretty.
Before I... | 0.333077 | 2.657618 | 1.284737 | 96.264312 | 100.315789 | 4.443725 | 17.688259 | 6.297961 | -0.096865 | 304 | 9 | 64 | 4 | 13 | 94 | 56 | 76 | 0.105 | 0.673 | 0.222 | 0.8937 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 5 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 37 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kurotokyo | 2019/03/04 | I'm afraid to start caring about my weight again I've probably been binge eating my whole life, but for about 6 years (high school through college) I started going through restricting/binging cycles. This past two years now I've not (purposefully) restricted. I still binge eat though. I'm overweight and unhealthy but f... | 5.576651 | 6.838528 | 5.875963 | 78.701564 | 67.75576 | 8.551644 | 31.517358 | 8.841846 | 2.66673 | 911 | 37 | 161 | 15 | 15 | 291 | 123 | 217 | 0.177 | 0.682 | 0.141 | -0.868 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 18 | 12 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 14 | 12 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 28 | 37 | 14 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 21 | 8 | 31 | 33 | 2 | 34 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 17 | 106 | 24 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0.204965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09288 | 0 | 0.116651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321219 | 0 | 0.111095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322379 | 0 | 0 | 0.18603 | 0 | 0 | 0.069363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109735 | 0 | 0.179053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110957 | 0 | 0.104307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148355 | 0.102613 | 0 | 0.092733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080848 | 0 | 0 | 0.148665 | 0.223871 | 0.083868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120097 | 0 | 0 | 0.067291 | 0.10318 | 0 | 0.061237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0713 | 0 | 0.102587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24777 | 0.166717 | 0 | 0.383651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117249 | 0 | 0.101234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135256 |
EDAnonymous | foggyandfatigued | 2019/03/04 | Please help: What’s happening with my body? What to do next? hi, first off I want to give a big hug to everyone contributing to this reddit and its predecessor. reading the supportive messages and relatable posts for the past few months provided a lot of comfort when I was feeling isolated with my ED.
to preface, I h... | 2.393097 | 4.267711 | 3.81936 | 87.806208 | 76.964602 | 6.820885 | 26.344248 | 7.734863 | 1.464581 | 2,616 | 102 | 542 | 39 | 60 | 862 | 325 | 678 | 0.121 | 0.764 | 0.115 | -0.9093 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 91 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 28 | 27 | 4 | 6 | 34 | 0 | 37 | 36 | 12 | 2 | 5 | 82 | 83 | 53 | 0 | 6 | 21 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 33 | 18 | 3 | 6 | 6 | 4 | 5 | 11 | 17 | 0 | 4 | 34 | 13 | 54 | 11 | 75 | 44 | 19 | 99 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 6 | 9 | 41 | 2 | 14 | 50 | 319 | 78 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136638 | 0.099018 | 0.103028 | 0.134158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086577 | 0.063434 | 0 | 0.165338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04943 | 0 | 0 | 0.199633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253396 | 0.103435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081782 | 0 | 0.052162 | 0.059157 | 0.05564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062607 | 0 | 0.059443 | 0.135638 | 0 | 0.157981 | 0.074861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097036 | 0.059389 | 0.035185 | 0 | 0.049515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041497 | 0.065411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087457 | 0.030246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207954 | 0 | 0.202745 | 0.210534 | 0.055876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095497 | 0 | 0.065842 | 0 | 0.060658 | 0 | 0.070485 | 0 | 0.131864 | 0.041952 | 0.047085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1182 | 0 | 0 | 0.064682 | 0.067958 | 0 | 0 | 0.059292 | 0.062984 | 0.066749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185779 | 0.070467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123965 | 0 | 0.049334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061954 | 0 | 0 | 0.047661 | 0 | 0.069303 | 0.2191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070254 | 0.058349 | 0.064348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039669 | 0 | 0 | 0.0361 | 0 | 0 | 0.059157 | 0 | 0.042033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073032 | 0.049141 | 0.148981 | 0.376947 | 0 | 0.114782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039868 |
EDAnonymous | kano2018 | 2019/03/04 | I want my period back I am at my lowest weight (bmi 15.7) but have been trying to maintain for 3 months now. I last had my period when I was 4lb heavier. That’s nothing to regular people, but deciding to gain that weight back has been really tough for me. I have 1400 calories a day and I’m going to keep planning days a... | 3.097946 | 3.808371 | 4.818605 | 86.044806 | 73.069767 | 8.524031 | 22.472868 | 8.841846 | 1.265603 | 317 | 7 | 70 | 6 | 6 | 108 | 55 | 86 | 0.049 | 0.879 | 0.071 | 0.4138 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 16 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 10 | 12 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 46 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.499023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113021 | 0 | 0.245886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127595 | 0 | 0 | 0.526853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | SanforizedJeans | 2019/03/04 | Got that knowing look from the grocery store cashier A*ppar*ently, buying four things of rice cakes, shiritaki noodles, coke zero, white monster, miso soup, and two grocery bags of tofu is a bit of a tell to anyone else with a restrictive ED. The cashier checking me out gave me that look of complete recognition while r... | 10.700055 | 8.808769 | 9.10228 | 70.32397 | 58.120879 | 11.737363 | 43.629121 | 10.125757 | 4.46913 | 401 | 19 | 68 | 6 | 4 | 122 | 69 | 91 | 0.049 | 0.909 | 0.042 | -0.1509 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 13 | 7 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 43 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168104 | 0.246334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.370846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234851 | 0 | 0 | 0.207642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | NeuntyNeun | 2019/03/04 | I hit my lowest weight yet, but surprise sur-fucking-prise I don’t feel any better. I think I feel worse. I plateaued recently and was having a ‘dear god this is it I’m finally gonna have to just end it all huh?’ moment, ended up not checking my weight for over a week and ended up having lost more than I’d thought. I w... | 1.584971 | 3.457963 | 2.967973 | 92.980092 | 79.412371 | 5.548225 | 21.087056 | 6.427356 | 0.165704 | 363 | 10 | 80 | 3 | 9 | 118 | 72 | 97 | 0.14 | 0.764 | 0.096 | -0.644 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 19 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 11 | 3 | 9 | 12 | 4 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 51 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181449 | 0 | 0 | 0.471175 | 0 | 0 | 0.117122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268984 | 0 | 0 | 0.194252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157616 | 0 | 0 | 0.097454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113623 | 0 | 0.140777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14224 | 0.431871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | billiedove | 2019/03/04 | Weighted myself for the first time in two months So, remember, when the Dreaded Holidays happened? Right. I started eating. Eating a lot. And I’ve never stopped. And I’ve been watching myself balloon. My thighs didn’t use to touch when I was laying on my side - now they squash against eachother, like a goddamn memory f... | 3.028225 | 5.709011 | 3.224517 | 88.737727 | 78.89899 | 6.599711 | 27.105339 | 7.793538 | 1.785952 | 830 | 35 | 156 | 14 | 21 | 254 | 122 | 198 | 0.116 | 0.697 | 0.187 | 0.9349 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 12 | 11 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 16 | 13 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 27 | 33 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 7 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 11 | 28 | 6 | 17 | 17 | 4 | 24 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 101 | 33 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062573 | 0 | 0 | 0.135564 | 0 | 0.105263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098976 | 0 | 0 | 0.122534 | 0.109433 | 0.131736 | 0.110857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13509 | 0.105209 | 0.111691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098777 | 0 | 0.090972 | 0 | 0.095445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140187 | 0.105683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087592 | 0 | 0.098828 | 0.103462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19649 | 0.072161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120887 | 0 | 0 | 0.213763 | 0 | 0 | 0.072992 | 0 | 0 | 0.602785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | makemedizzy | 2019/03/04 | gah i feel bad for my girlfriend i relapsed into this eating disorder in january of last year and lost 30kg from it, but i’ve been with my girlfriend since may of that year and i feel super super bad for her because she knows im starving myself.. is there anything i can do to help her not worry? i dont want her to baby... | 2.907992 | 3.808721 | 4.732711 | 85.77007 | 73.698795 | 7.461044 | 25.881526 | 7.793538 | 1.332873 | 307 | 10 | 66 | 4 | 6 | 105 | 61 | 83 | 0.225 | 0.592 | 0.183 | -0.493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 14 | 2 | 13 | 10 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 44 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.379741 | 0.138622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266513 | 0 | 0 | 0.232688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124974 | 0.185362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.376217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292878 |
EDAnonymous | gayprincess96 | 2019/03/04 | Don’t you just love the mood swings Is my body gonna get 999 calories today or is it gonna get 0, are we gonna be exercising for hours today or are we gonna be laid on the fucking floor forever, are we gonna like our friends today and appreciate them for who they are or is every little bit of shit that comes out their ... | 3.229461 | 4.76377 | 4.151951 | 87.764531 | 73.817073 | 6.997373 | 24.810507 | 7.610547 | 1.127951 | 639 | 20 | 132 | 8 | 13 | 206 | 103 | 164 | 0.07 | 0.788 | 0.142 | 0.7736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 17 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 16 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 35 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 20 | 8 | 14 | 26 | 4 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 19 | 10 | 5 | 5 | 7 | 75 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165962 | 0.168856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309982 | 0 | 0 | 0.130949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12808 | 0.145258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117447 | 0.42161 | 0.158845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222802 | 0.304721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.432281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179326 | 0.120663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | JaimeRustic | 2019/03/04 | Literally can’t afford eat- living my old ED dream But it’s turned into an actual nightmare. Back at my worst, 5’6 and 90lbs, I fantasised about not being able to afford food so I had no excuse to binge, but now as a very poor university student in A LOT of debt, I literally can’t afford to eat and it’s actually hell.
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EDAnonymous | imokayjustfine | 2019/03/04 | Science side of ED Reddit, why hasn’t my period come back? First post since the disappearance of r/proED (RIP), and I’m sorry it’s a dumb question that I might delete and could probably Google (maybe at least), but I guess it’s also? Kind of a vent?
Don’t get me wrong; I don’t miss menstruating really.....but I’m als... | 1.187659 | 3.635291 | 3.400175 | 85.929237 | 85.116838 | 6.997413 | 21.617243 | 8.124752 | 1.349094 | 1,133 | 38 | 234 | 26 | 34 | 386 | 166 | 291 | 0.119 | 0.732 | 0.149 | 0.9239 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 82 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 16 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 33 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 47 | 54 | 23 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 4 | 22 | 7 | 25 | 39 | 7 | 39 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 16 | 4 | 15 | 22 | 146 | 32 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.115672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122765 | 0 | 0.284373 | 0.098629 | 0 | 0 | 0.080607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120853 | 0 | 0 | 0.102106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094639 | 0 | 0 | 0.076444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104985 | 0 | 0.132196 | 0.07829 | 0.10722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109582 | 0.061929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.391734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246869 | 0.065143 | 0.096621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173728 | 0 | 0 | 0.104898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079122 | 0 | 0.119083 | 0.129118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113522 | 0.120591 | 0.127799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075936 | 0.121872 | 0.117037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121673 | 0.196104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182506 | 0 | 0.132688 | 0 | 0 | 0.094661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094086 | 0 | 0.144342 | 0 | 0 | 0.213916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128544 | 0 | 0.120376 | 0 | 0 | 0.129598 | 0 | 0.076332 |
EDAnonymous | lilykeene | 2019/03/04 | anyone else suck at purging certain foods? i never really have trouble getting things up but popcorn is an ABSOLUTE BIIITCH for me. like i can’t get any of it up & i just end up gagging and spitting no matter how long i persist. anyone else have foods that they just can’t purge?? | 4.41 | 5.605223 | 5.462857 | 80.832143 | 70.428571 | 7.742857 | 31.857143 | 8.076483 | 2.424371 | 224 | 10 | 41 | 3 | 4 | 74 | 44 | 56 | 0.083 | 0.772 | 0.144 | 0.3553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 28 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237708 | 0 | 0.149192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306804 | 0.449581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.366544 | 0 | 0.194314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.530573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107183 | 0 | 0 | 0.194153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Fearae | 2019/03/04 | So I just found out that the mirror I've had since I was 5 is basically a funhouse mirror. So I had a really shitty day today which involved me desperately wrapping my waist with Saran wrap to look thinner. I was texting my partner about how I look so disgusting in my mirror and how I look especially bloated today and ... | 4.960831 | 5.354841 | 6.123117 | 79.498701 | 68.714286 | 9.106494 | 30.766234 | 9.095869 | 2.497571 | 685 | 26 | 136 | 12 | 11 | 230 | 92 | 175 | 0.132 | 0.812 | 0.055 | -0.8414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 15 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 17 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 26 | 30 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 5 | 25 | 3 | 10 | 19 | 2 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 95 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.571714 | 0 | 0 | 0.115761 | 0 | 0 | 0.18178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.465068 | 0 | 0 | 0.092268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258133 | 0.260219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224698 | 0 | 0.10808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | depression_butterfly | 2019/03/05 | Favorite brands/flavors of tea Hit me with them pleaseeee :) something that tastes deserty maybe or is just satisfying? I recently got into the joys of tea so yah | 4.517126 | 7.496396 | 4.455862 | 80.333678 | 75.206897 | 8.004598 | 33.804598 | 8.841846 | 3.392991 | 130 | 7 | 22 | 3 | 3 | 40 | 27 | 29 | 0 | 0.663 | 0.337 | 0.9042 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.445946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.560162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.550541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.429251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | smebyy | 2019/03/05 | Not entirely ED related but this sub might appreciate it more than others. My son and I were out to eat and there are giant, bold calorie counts next to all the menu items. My son explained he wanted the seaweed salad (he would never actually eat this EVER). I asked why, and he said that it had the least amount of calo... | 4.367621 | 6.251697 | 4.711975 | 83.475427 | 71.530864 | 6.466097 | 27.893637 | 7.010147 | 1.504557 | 673 | 25 | 120 | 6 | 13 | 212 | 101 | 162 | 0.042 | 0.815 | 0.143 | 0.9567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 36 | 28 | 11 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 11 | 6 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 11 | 3 | 15 | 12 | 9 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 81 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140027 | 0.294101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321906 | 0 | 0 | 0.139317 | 0 | 0.175427 | 0 | 0.142283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190203 | 0.172467 | 0 | 0 | 0.082181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116633 | 0.121316 | 0 | 0.167286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1045 | 0 | 0 | 0.499502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129786 | 0.092777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141935 | 0 | 0.180883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111738 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | coffeeandcamels | 2019/03/05 | Hung out at work for 5 hours I stayed at work for hours because I needed validation from someone that I should eat and I didn’t receive that validation so
Here we are, fucking hungry but also fucking ginormous and on the verge of a mental breakdown | 10.293125 | 7.588269 | 9.995 | 66.15 | 59.625 | 12.1 | 42.75 | 10.125757 | 4.394675 | 201 | 9 | 35 | 3 | 2 | 66 | 37 | 48 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 26 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.479073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.510328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | very_famous_model | 2019/03/05 | Fat Camp Trauma Sorry I’m on my phone. I went to fat camp almost every summer in high school when i was 14,15,and 16. I was supposed to work there the next summer at 17 but my ED therapist advised me not to. The stuff they taught at that camp was insane, we were encouraged to eat zero grams of fat a day and if we excee... | 3.146941 | 5.190634 | 4.195 | 85.195264 | 75.305085 | 7.521512 | 26.261408 | 8.384062 | 1.83906 | 1,184 | 44 | 231 | 22 | 26 | 384 | 168 | 295 | 0.21 | 0.672 | 0.118 | -0.9889 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 29 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 16 | 23 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 32 | 19 | 9 | 1 | 3 | 39 | 52 | 17 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 12 | 12 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 17 | 5 | 39 | 10 | 36 | 31 | 6 | 36 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 16 | 13 | 2 | 6 | 19 | 163 | 49 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0.111741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114661 | 0.118593 | 0 | 0 | 0.095278 | 0 | 0 | 0.077868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16013 | 0 | 0.094228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127704 | 0.226889 | 0 | 0.096476 | 0.109415 | 0 | 0.112008 | 0 | 0 | 0.173692 | 0.163606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120981 | 0.114858 | 0 | 0.112765 | 0 | 0.122581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126683 | 0.11924 | 0.125859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128102 | 0 | 0 | 0.103346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084175 | 0 | 0.088314 | 0 | 0.121778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115886 | 0 | 0 | 0.119454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12818 | 0 | 0 | 0.091444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105421 | 0 | 0.13295 | 0 | 0 | 0.112501 | 0.090905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067538 | 0.090889 | 0 | 0.278874 | 0 | 0.106148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083361 | 0 | 0 | 0.081341 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | AstridItesm | 2019/03/05 | The fuck's wrong with me? I can't have my mother lose her only child, the most important thing in her life (her words). I don't give a shit anymore that I find the idea of going back to a healthy weight humiliating. I don't care what anyone thinks anymore. I'm gonna recover. (And why am I having all this "clarity" all ... | 1.380779 | 3.119805 | 3.411688 | 90.194675 | 79.519481 | 6.477922 | 21.38961 | 7.44753 | 0.599005 | 283 | 8 | 64 | 4 | 7 | 96 | 58 | 77 | 0.147 | 0.75 | 0.103 | -0.5058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 7 | 13 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 41 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.448308 | 0.15804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208954 | 0 | 0.216822 | 0.128454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150159 | 0.144826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275235 | 0 | 0 | 0.20395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24712 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Arakance | 2019/03/05 | Any baristas who can share their coffee shop drink/food calorie knowledge? It could be nice if we could compile some info that makes it easier to estimate the cal counts of drinks are, especially since I like studying at hipster little coffee shops that have no cal counts for any of their stuff.
I'm thinking stuff lik... | 6.089627 | 6.332484 | 5.501704 | 85.45166 | 66.263682 | 8.491045 | 28.192786 | 8.076483 | 1.57555 | 817 | 23 | 166 | 9 | 12 | 248 | 121 | 201 | 0.047 | 0.869 | 0.083 | 0.6529 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 19 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 25 | 25 | 15 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 7 | 19 | 21 | 3 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 85 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118324 | 0 | 0 | 0.290109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.557219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120958 | 0.171952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20842 | 0.142525 | 0 | 0.125845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094922 | 0.288343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | psychedelicsnack | 2019/03/05 | Boyfriend wants to take me to an all you can eat place on Friday I am really scared about it because I have been deep in my disorder recently, but whenever I’ve been to this place in the past I’ve pigged out but I cannot do that this time because it’ll push me over the edge.
I’m planning on my first proper fast, genera... | 2.840332 | 3.559293 | 4.690909 | 86.690455 | 73.679487 | 7.467599 | 24.438228 | 7.686295 | 1.053572 | 569 | 16 | 126 | 7 | 11 | 195 | 96 | 156 | 0.105 | 0.78 | 0.115 | 0.5677 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 12 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 23 | 23 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 16 | 2 | 19 | 20 | 4 | 23 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 80 | 23 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188008 | 0 | 0 | 0.411536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126169 | 0 | 0.194462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126196 | 0 | 0 | 0.114842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21691 | 0 | 0.232329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | stkeen | 2019/03/05 | What creamer do you put in your coffee? I can’t drink black coffee I’ve tried, Drinking coffee makes me happy I usually drink 2 18oz cups a day before 4-5 and I’ve been using heavy cream (I know it’s fattening but it’s what my husband uses and when I was pregnant and eating healthy and taking care of my body for my bab... | -0.547193 | 1.67372 | 1.844851 | 94.018716 | 95.783626 | 4.607345 | 16.78152 | 6.360717 | -0.137375 | 634 | 17 | 136 | 8 | 25 | 214 | 92 | 171 | 0.062 | 0.762 | 0.176 | 0.9705 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 12 | 14 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 22 | 21 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 9 | 12 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 5 | 18 | 6 | 10 | 12 | 1 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 76 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094459 | 0 | 0 | 0.096266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.664949 | 0 | 0.347283 | 0.094506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102105 | 0 | 0.075516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121974 | 0 | 0 | 0.113727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076808 | 0 | 0.221024 | 0 | 0 | 0.195417 | 0.124597 | 0 | 0 | 0.089798 | 0 | 0.275525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080365 | 0 | 0 | 0.072852 |
EDAnonymous | emmmily20 | 2019/03/05 | Tired of this I’ve been bulimic for nearly 5 years, and it’s worse than it has ever been right now. I’ve never wanted to accept help before and I’d never reach out. But I’ve been trying to recover and it has only gotten worse. So today, despite how afraid I am, I’m going to talk to my doctor about it for the first time... | 1.380202 | 2.625163 | 3.87303 | 89.06399 | 78.090909 | 6.343434 | 18.585859 | 6.937598 | 0.111283 | 390 | 7 | 87 | 4 | 9 | 137 | 70 | 110 | 0.18 | 0.741 | 0.079 | -0.8584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 18 | 21 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 16 | 16 | 1 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 56 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113361 | 0 | 0.15824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194291 | 0 | 0.19034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124647 | 0 | 0 | 0.184703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158811 | 0 | 0.147885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108436 | 0.427473 | 0.17627 | 0 | 0 | 0.126256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153438 | 0.109685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.379023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119754 |
EDAnonymous | samtheonionman | 2019/03/05 | Do you ever feel like the universe wants you to get fat? Hey everyone, first time caller, long time listener here.
The past few weeks I have been day dreaming about a blizzard from dairy queen. I wanted a cookie dough one and thought "mm wouldn't it be bomb with peanut butter". Today I go on their website to look at t... | 6.11257 | 8.813467 | 4.150523 | 85.86912 | 68.76378 | 6.192985 | 27.293486 | 6.980633 | 1.38792 | 587 | 20 | 96 | 5 | 11 | 164 | 98 | 127 | 0.06 | 0.868 | 0.072 | -0.3645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 41 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 20 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 11 | 2 | 13 | 13 | 2 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 51 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169026 | 0 | 0 | 0.172259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.414287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183116 | 0 | 0.193437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102358 | 0.144621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105765 | 0 | 0.230099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0989 | 0 | 0 | 0.17915 | 0.169996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160712 | 0.236085 | 0 | 0.191886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358207 | 0 | 0.162383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143805 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mildno | 2019/03/05 | "I completely forgot to eat" Get out of here with that shit. How the hell does anybody "forget" to eat. It infuriates me way more than it perhaps should. I get annoyed when people even say "I did not have time", so the "forgot" excuse is even more frustrating.
I think about food single second. When I'm awake and when ... | 4.537687 | 6.055986 | 5.506624 | 79.405169 | 70.495327 | 7.966822 | 23.655374 | 8.472885 | 1.515693 | 438 | 11 | 80 | 7 | 8 | 144 | 73 | 107 | 0.149 | 0.777 | 0.075 | -0.8667 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 10 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 19 | 20 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 12 | 14 | 5 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 60 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.550542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23691 | 0 | 0.151105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.433727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119148 | 0.114916 | 0 | 0 | 0.313731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | misterladybug | 2019/03/05 | DAE else’s sweat have a sweet ammonia smell? So I sweat a lot in bed when I’m sleeping like to the point it soaks through everything which is gross
But what’s grosser is my sweat has changed smells
It’s no longer really a BO scent or no scent
It smells like pee
Like sweet smelling pee
It’s super gross and I hate... | -0.506029 | 1.72463 | 0.423765 | 104.135941 | 95.911765 | 4.484706 | 17.094118 | 6.2581 | -0.530687 | 253 | 7 | 62 | 3 | 10 | 77 | 46 | 68 | 0.197 | 0.582 | 0.22 | 0.4215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 29 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.357099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.494751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pinnekjottt | 2019/03/05 | Crying over pancakes It’s Pancake Tuesday in Ireland and the UK (I don’t know if this is a thing anywhere else) and I told myself I could make a batch and just have one as a treat.
Well, here I am, having just binged 1,156 calories of pancakes. I feel sick physically and mentally, and I feel stupid and weak for doing... | 1.551102 | 3.575025 | 2.809355 | 93.325699 | 80.209677 | 4.778495 | 21.623656 | 5.461319 | -0.007912 | 469 | 14 | 100 | 2 | 12 | 151 | 82 | 124 | 0.172 | 0.782 | 0.045 | -0.9413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 24 | 21 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 14 | 2 | 12 | 16 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 69 | 20 | 0 | 0.209376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1464 | 0.21453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334339 | 0 | 0.229989 | 0.13503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214244 | 0.349813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | JackFallsDown | 2019/03/05 | ED Related Dream I know it's been posted about before how sometimes we have dreams about eating food or something in that category. But I had to talk about this somewhere because it was really hard for me to wake up to thinking about.
So I had a dream that I went to a modeling center or photoshoot or TV set. Somethin... | 0.655546 | 2.973951 | 2.555493 | 91.961364 | 86.287234 | 5.333075 | 20.247582 | 6.782985 | 0.388853 | 711 | 22 | 150 | 9 | 22 | 236 | 108 | 188 | 0.125 | 0.766 | 0.109 | -0.7348 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 15 | 7 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 24 | 32 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 23 | 4 | 21 | 22 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 95 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101368 | 0.148541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088373 | 0 | 0.12336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115748 | 0 | 0.159245 | 0.18699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148342 | 0.121105 | 0 | 0.128402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12174 | 0.162186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092873 | 0.149055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137901 | 0.230575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334819 | 0.143381 | 0 | 0.307835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109001 | 0.233046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158504 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tornessa | 2019/03/05 | Restricted all last week by OMADing junk food. Now paying the price. Trying hard to get back to a "normal" diet but have such bad diarrhea! Is this from OMADing ice cream and burgers for a week? Now no matter what I eat, I end up starving cuz none of it will stay in me. On the third day of this. | 1.18071 | 3.169729 | 2.689754 | 93.886325 | 81.295082 | 5.378142 | 20.002732 | 6.427356 | 0.054703 | 227 | 6 | 50 | 2 | 6 | 74 | 52 | 61 | 0.218 | 0.765 | 0.017 | -0.9245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 35 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223199 | 0.242362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297017 | 0 | 0 | 0.257092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.465672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | i_love_junk_food | 2019/03/05 | I’m really spiralling with the bingeing. I’m deep in the vicious circle of hating myself but wanting to taste food to feel better. Please can someone talk me away from it. It’s been almost a week of pure excessive eating. Like 2000-3000 calories a day. I didn’t think I was capable but here I am. I’m also no where near ... | 1.890499 | 4.53515 | 3.313724 | 86.363314 | 83.946237 | 6.822678 | 24.583578 | 8.000946 | 1.7986 | 377 | 15 | 71 | 8 | 11 | 123 | 73 | 93 | 0.12 | 0.652 | 0.228 | 0.9171 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 15 | 18 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 8 | 3 | 11 | 13 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 42 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221728 | 0.229333 | 0 | 0.177076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197118 | 0 | 0 | 0.208039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267752 | 0 | 0.171075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283705 | 0 | 0.218634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130604 | 0 | 0.177616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | crystaldeluge | 2019/03/05 | how do i stop obsessing over my partners diet??? title basically covers it - i am constantly counting his calories in my head and making sure when i serve dinner or we go out that he's getting enough calories, healthy snacks etc (he often forgets to eat, not disordered at all tho)
i try not to be obvious about it but i... | 3.51601 | 5.202845 | 5.261741 | 79.475172 | 73.367816 | 8.649589 | 30.819376 | 9.236283 | 2.924551 | 346 | 16 | 65 | 8 | 7 | 118 | 66 | 87 | 0.202 | 0.761 | 0.037 | -0.9463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 19 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 1 | 14 | 8 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 46 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.580042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261472 | 0.282222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13221 | 0 | 0.143816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249838 | 0.259706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | gothrodite | 2019/03/05 | im digging myself into a hole (tw - numbers and long fucking post)
im tired of having these thoughts spinning around in my head so i’m going to dump them somewhere. i cant talk to anyone about this because all they’d want to do is make me stop and i dont want to stop. i don’t want anyone to worry or get angry or disap... | 3.757135 | 4.616727 | 5.197472 | 83.382491 | 71.658228 | 7.855159 | 27.232835 | 8.101407 | 1.656874 | 1,812 | 61 | 371 | 25 | 33 | 610 | 224 | 474 | 0.184 | 0.689 | 0.126 | -0.9804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 26 | 33 | 5 | 5 | 17 | 0 | 31 | 17 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 80 | 67 | 41 | 0 | 9 | 17 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 27 | 27 | 5 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 14 | 23 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 9 | 47 | 10 | 60 | 54 | 9 | 58 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 28 | 3 | 7 | 26 | 253 | 74 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.062845 | 0.070206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09006 | 0 | 0 | 0.05733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09904 | 0.107543 | 0.039258 | 0 | 0.0548 | 0 | 0 | 0.056957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067522 | 0 | 0.07223 | 0 | 0 | 0.070741 | 0.041533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072468 | 0.195376 | 0.092015 | 0 | 0.141095 | 0 | 0 | 0.077873 | 0 | 0 | 0.178611 | 0.134586 | 0 | 0.1464 | 0 | 0.051507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05769 | 0 | 0.066093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068942 | 0 | 0.695633 | 0 | 0 | 0.057242 | 0 | 0.067063 | 0 | 0.052495 | 0 | 0 | 0.069971 | 0 | 0.045488 | 0.094388 | 0 | 0 | 0.113984 | 0 | 0.144095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085975 | 0.065292 | 0.064699 | 0.070151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189366 | 0.047752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056232 | 0 | 0 | 0.060879 | 0.072602 | 0.061678 | 0 | 0 | 0.061622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054997 | 0 | 0 | 0.064476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091166 | 0 | 0 | 0.107683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060696 | 0 | 0 | 0.051762 | 0.112577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042785 | 0.041265 | 0 | 0.051127 | 0.075105 | 0.148037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053137 | 0.113955 | 0 | 0.051658 | 0.078422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046884 | 0.065402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | nadaatractiva | 2019/03/05 | Can only blame myself So I've been gaining weight and with that i've feeling horrible about myself, but have not been making changes in my diet/life. my so and I haven't been having much sex(only once this year) and the last time he didn't finish, (which is unusual) and he assures me it is because he is tired and very ... | 5.349645 | 4.410058 | 6.183548 | 83.922993 | 68.02439 | 9.210643 | 29.368071 | 8.296473 | 1.770707 | 760 | 22 | 170 | 9 | 11 | 252 | 129 | 205 | 0.127 | 0.743 | 0.13 | 0.1371 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 21 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 31 | 29 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 14 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 5 | 17 | 6 | 22 | 17 | 5 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 13 | 2 | 2 | 13 | 108 | 27 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13206 | 0 | 0.209386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181682 | 0 | 0.180069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207673 | 0 | 0 | 0.158774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139994 | 0 | 0 | 0.186599 | 0 | 0 | 0.16781 | 0.172132 | 0.151652 | 0 | 0.144221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11464 | 0 | 0.172539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182901 | 0.232755 | 0.130618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143585 | 0.196731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110046 | 0 | 0 | 0.100145 | 0.197394 | 0.162792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141706 | 0 | 0 | 0.137762 | 0.209137 | 0 | 0 | 0.154972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110597 |
EDAnonymous | throwaway19031903 | 2019/03/06 | being forced into recovery is ASS i’m literally so angry about everything right now. i was seeing a therapist, who was really good to talk to, prior to my disordered eating habits for a while and kept seeing her as they developed. once my parents found out about them, they made me stop seeing her and start seeing a th... | 3.791843 | 5.793685 | 4.967662 | 80.546219 | 73.350649 | 8.374825 | 24.833167 | 9.057497 | 2.064833 | 631 | 20 | 117 | 14 | 13 | 208 | 100 | 154 | 0.132 | 0.746 | 0.122 | -0.4269 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 11 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 18 | 29 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 17 | 5 | 19 | 19 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 21 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 75 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141866 | 0 | 0.119616 | 0.067599 | 0 | 0.073534 | 0.108524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137532 | 0 | 0 | 0.086725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146062 | 0 | 0.135046 | 0 | 0.115005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116777 | 0.122429 | 0.086367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130392 | 0 | 0 | 0.151536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13577 | 0.137793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.412419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091581 | 0 | 0 | 0.216347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.450685 | 0.085959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | texas_native | 2019/03/06 | trying to keep it together on a work trip New here, current peach and former proED.
On a work trip, at a really nice restaurant, really wanting to try and have a “normal” experience.
Purged last night, mid dinner, would love some words of support not to do it tonight.
Thanks in advance, really love the world of ki... | 6.48119 | 7.333338 | 6.473135 | 76.705893 | 65.507937 | 9.474603 | 31.623016 | 9.516145 | 2.913321 | 268 | 10 | 47 | 5 | 4 | 85 | 45 | 63 | 0 | 0.695 | 0.305 | 0.9712 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 9 | 1 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 27 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181299 | 0 | 0.212405 | 0 | 0.166264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196997 | 0 | 0.191413 | 0.199848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.462928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296987 | 0 | 0 | 0.144895 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hannibalthecannibxl | 2019/03/06 | I feel awful I've been trying to fast to lose some pounds but I keep binging and it's making me feel awful. I used to be able to do it with no problems at all but the last couple of months I feel like I'm just putting on weight rather than losing it and I feel gross and awful about myself. I'm going on a mini vacation ... | 1.411617 | 3.094416 | 2.766493 | 95.117251 | 79.223881 | 5.362189 | 20.121891 | 5.985473 | -0.146366 | 491 | 12 | 112 | 3 | 12 | 159 | 81 | 134 | 0.282 | 0.617 | 0.101 | -0.9815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 12 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 33 | 26 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 13 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 16 | 4 | 17 | 24 | 2 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 71 | 22 | 0 | 0.163441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.413203 | 0.116762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.365697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156391 | 0 | 0.164303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14116 | 0 | 0 | 0.096402 | 0 | 0 | 0.199027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tennisskirt | 2019/03/06 | My professor just outed me in front of my entire class Today in my studio class we were having a critique of our most recent work. I'd restaged a photograph from a vintage magazine. In the original image a woman is offering her husband a cake, in my image I'm cutting myself a slice. I know food is referenced but in no ... | 3.441988 | 4.974626 | 5.125019 | 81.008537 | 73.266212 | 8.372103 | 26.732304 | 8.964715 | 2.154948 | 1,151 | 41 | 224 | 24 | 23 | 391 | 157 | 293 | 0.055 | 0.863 | 0.083 | 0.7754 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 34 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 17 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 1 | 20 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 42 | 37 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 13 | 5 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 3 | 43 | 6 | 36 | 22 | 3 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 15 | 0 | 4 | 15 | 152 | 53 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106284 | 0.077596 | 0 | 0.108316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.437664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.390755 | 0.106336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138303 | 0 | 0 | 0.248754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120447 | 0.254906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115882 | 0.132794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120658 | 0 | 0 | 0.086423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105029 | 0.07508 | 0.202077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09267 | 0 | 0 | 0.090425 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | theweeping-weeb | 2019/03/06 | Do you ever have ED related dreams? The last dream I had recently has stuck in my head and its pretty haunting.
I had a dream that I was walking and suddenly one of my teeth fell out, I panicked and tried to put it back in (I know ) and when I touched my mouth ALL my teeth were gone and my gums were bleeding. In the ... | 4.411406 | 5.674361 | 4.351399 | 88.546289 | 70.494845 | 7.398527 | 29.836524 | 7.709487 | 1.732069 | 779 | 31 | 159 | 9 | 14 | 239 | 114 | 194 | 0.114 | 0.715 | 0.172 | 0.836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 1 | 15 | 14 | 8 | 2 | 3 | 30 | 27 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 13 | 5 | 3 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 17 | 2 | 26 | 4 | 23 | 9 | 7 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 111 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153688 | 0 | 0.243679 | 0 | 0.170075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208135 | 0.109844 | 0.325843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.406681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141469 | 0 | 0 | 0.167101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174696 | 0.184014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fiyacht524 | 2019/03/06 | Feeling at such a loss right now Ugh so idk if this is my body dysmorphia thinking for me, but I feel so utterly fat and blob-like even though my scale technically puts me being underweight (it's a nasty cheap thing and I don't trust it at all!).
My life (and body lol) are going pear shaped at the moment and I cannot... | 1.607482 | 2.956039 | 3.314985 | 92.866993 | 77.715596 | 7.046279 | 21.285423 | 7.793538 | 0.585024 | 393 | 10 | 94 | 6 | 9 | 131 | 82 | 109 | 0.131 | 0.782 | 0.087 | -0.5615 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 16 | 15 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 11 | 1 | 8 | 12 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 57 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.598282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229988 | 0.256174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178917 | 0.172562 | 0.264594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Jwish91 | 2019/03/06 | Recovery weight gain in stomach So I chose recovery just before Christmas and have slowly been gaining weight. At the moment it’s sitting around my abdomen. I feel like I’m pregnant and I’m seriously waiting for somebody to ask me if I am because I feel like my stomach is so huge.
Anyone have tips on how they coped w... | 3.298889 | 5.206472 | 4.254277 | 85.539046 | 74.471698 | 6.975262 | 28.75891 | 7.793538 | 1.862358 | 424 | 18 | 82 | 6 | 9 | 137 | 71 | 106 | 0.013 | 0.86 | 0.127 | 0.8686 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 8 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 18 | 20 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 11 | 4 | 12 | 16 | 1 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 54 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137884 | 0 | 0 | 0.175546 | 0.184351 | 0 | 0.185272 | 0 | 0 | 0.120209 | 0 | 0.167799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299124 | 0.42263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112071 | 0.165398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289019 | 0 | 0 | 0.174512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.480262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140082 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | robxnarchist | 2019/03/06 | My MRI shows me how fat I am lmao I have an injury in my pelvis from running that’s been persistent for like 18 months now, and it’s kinda funny bc I just got my MRI results from the most recent MRI and I can compare them to the MRI I had about a year ago and I CAN SEE HOW MUCH FAT IVE GAINED I HATE IT. The MRI shows m... | 0.702625 | 2.628426 | 2.69125 | 93.57875 | 82.625 | 6 | 21.875 | 7.168622 | 0.545625 | 582 | 19 | 135 | 8 | 16 | 195 | 93 | 160 | 0.113 | 0.772 | 0.115 | -0.2086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 16 | 15 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 24 | 26 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 24 | 3 | 16 | 20 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 89 | 34 | 1 | 0.205495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164025 | 0 | 0.302126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.49126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132332 |
EDAnonymous | fatterfly | 2019/03/06 | EVERYTHING I OWN SMELLS LIKE PICKLES I used to live alone but my living situation has changed recently and now I find myself hiding food in my bag often. The reason is I wanna be able to eat ONLY the things I feel safe eating, so I usually hide shit in my bag and secretly eat in my room. When they ask me if I want to e... | 2.599203 | 3.838298 | 4.055458 | 89.014157 | 74.911602 | 6.939384 | 25.083268 | 7.44753 | 1.062624 | 675 | 22 | 147 | 8 | 14 | 224 | 116 | 181 | 0.197 | 0.709 | 0.094 | -0.971 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 9 | 13 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 31 | 18 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 10 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 27 | 6 | 22 | 11 | 5 | 21 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 11 | 4 | 5 | 11 | 96 | 34 | 2 | 0.12457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129017 | 0.137467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087102 | 0 | 0 | 0.110894 | 0.116456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.637333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113855 | 0 | 0.301262 | 0 | 0 | 0.115163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121718 | 0 | 0.219996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117759 | 0 | 0.119304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128079 | 0.122998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12787 | 0 | 0.140022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082759 | 0 | 0 | 0.098895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107589 | 0.137197 | 0 | 0.073475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thatwasprettydumb | 2019/03/06 | Discussion with friends about weight has me questioning.... The other day I got into a conversation with a few close friends about how the doctor told me to gain weight (not underweight, but for deficiencies) and idk why I even said that but it came out. I said that I have gained at least 10 lbs -- when really from my... | 2.503678 | 4.726872 | 3.446351 | 88.948745 | 78.003831 | 7.087877 | 21.551111 | 8.109357 | 1.001564 | 1,037 | 29 | 217 | 19 | 25 | 331 | 157 | 261 | 0.055 | 0.727 | 0.218 | 0.9938 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 45 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 18 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 1 | 20 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 47 | 43 | 29 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 17 | 6 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 16 | 14 | 26 | 12 | 28 | 22 | 8 | 31 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 17 | 9 | 0 | 11 | 22 | 147 | 37 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0.094964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111301 | 0 | 0 | 0.102945 | 0 | 0 | 0.105162 | 0 | 0.077697 | 0 | 0 | 0.188278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086191 | 0 | 0 | 0.064275 | 0 | 0 | 0.092988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147615 | 0.139042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225554 | 0 | 0.101685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163439 | 0.108869 | 0 | 0.082733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221585 | 0 | 0 | 0.197827 | 0.074012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0932 | 0.099003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.370272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077547 | 0.088591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103724 | 0.077715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064651 | 0.062355 | 0 | 0.077256 | 0.113489 | 0 | 0 | 0.092988 | 0 | 0.13214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057398 | 0 | 0.156119 | 0.474009 | 0 | 0 | 0.087811 | 0.108648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069129 | 0 | 0 | 0.062667 |
EDAnonymous | ChaosSauces | 2019/03/06 | They haven’t seen me in a while and I’ve lost weight. I’m nervous to see my boyfriend’s family this weekend because I know they’re going to give me compliments on my weight loss.
I’ve lost 39 pounds since right before Christmas. I was overweight before. Now I’m normal. They didn’t know me when I was underweight a few... | 3.758487 | 5.627874 | 4.069244 | 87.515882 | 73.117647 | 7.445378 | 27.436975 | 8.192908 | 1.736521 | 690 | 26 | 138 | 11 | 14 | 215 | 110 | 170 | 0.165 | 0.682 | 0.152 | 0.5632 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 7 | 15 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 12 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 15 | 32 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 26 | 6 | 17 | 23 | 3 | 21 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 78 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069223 | 0 | 0.193257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107051 | 0 | 0.057418 | 0.081125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059329 | 0.108934 | 0.129074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125096 | 0 | 0.100418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187224 | 0.092564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11612 | 0 | 0.110956 | 0 | 0.100273 | 0 | 0 | 0.127041 | 0.247922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120466 | 0 | 0.132996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18098 | 0 | 0.118465 | 0 | 0 | 0.093935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.691409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146254 |
EDAnonymous | punkblink | 2019/03/06 | I might be actually worse than I thought I was. In the past few months, the only thing that kind of makes me feel better while I'm in a depressive episode is watching videos/documentaries about awful and often times rare diseases or disorders, weather they're physical or psychological. I don't agree with the whole conc... | 5.642667 | 6.660758 | 5.993333 | 78.81 | 67.444444 | 9.301587 | 30.238095 | 9.485657 | 2.65281 | 1,309 | 48 | 246 | 26 | 21 | 420 | 173 | 315 | 0.134 | 0.847 | 0.018 | -0.9886 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 18 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 1 | 22 | 16 | 14 | 8 | 3 | 56 | 45 | 27 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 26 | 17 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 15 | 34 | 4 | 38 | 26 | 6 | 46 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 20 | 0 | 9 | 22 | 173 | 60 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0.114262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093636 | 0.097427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097764 | 0.142753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133919 | 0 | 0.120283 | 0 | 0.100862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061174 | 0.112322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104074 | 0 | 0.12193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248426 | 0 | 0 | 0.093459 | 0 | 0.086074 | 0 | 0.090306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079343 | 0.178103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111775 | 0.243524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132639 | 0 | 0.111378 | 0 | 0.117227 | 0.1185 | 0 | 0 | 0.122149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077789 | 0 | 0 | 0.185911 | 0.136551 | 0 | 0.110987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085242 | 0 | 0.357971 | 0.083177 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Laurenpower | 2019/03/06 | What’s the weirdest thing you’ve eaten midbinge? I was binging yesterday and it got me thinking of all the fucked up things I have eaten before. To name just a few:
-Chickpea flour pancakes. Not great, but I had no regular flour. I’ll be honest, they were awful.
-Rice cakes with tomato purée.
-Bread dipped in a jar ... | 0.737397 | 3.262818 | 1.804945 | 95.12413 | 90.780822 | 4.01589 | 18.258904 | 5.683918 | -0.301015 | 287 | 8 | 58 | 2 | 10 | 90 | 61 | 73 | 0.176 | 0.765 | 0.06 | -0.7682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 8 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 36 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.32532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30577 | 0.421501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.507983 | 0.489941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | DominicAeris | 2019/03/06 | I Am Waiting to Wear A Top I'm trying very hard to eat less in general, including going out less. I have this hoodie/top that has this kind of open elbow parts with ribbon and it's very goth/scene and 13 yr old me would love it and I can't wait to fit in it a little better and I hope that's soonish and I just wanted to... | -0.3517 | 1.505101 | 2.22625 | 95.799375 | 86.2 | 4.816667 | 16.041667 | 5.985473 | -0.630033 | 261 | 5 | 62 | 2 | 8 | 90 | 53 | 75 | 0.054 | 0.788 | 0.158 | 0.8146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 9 | 11 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 38 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.431333 | 0.154169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185678 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | HaveASchpadoinkleDay | 2019/03/06 | Does any one want to get stressed out for me on my behalf? I'm in a community theater musical that opens this weekend. The role requires me to not only wear shorts on stage, but also strip down to a slip and change into a dress on stage. I've dropped about 35lbs and will be doing a water fast for the next three days. ... | 4.863017 | 5.93154 | 4.611552 | 87.826121 | 69.258621 | 7.17931 | 28.293103 | 7.168622 | 1.32759 | 469 | 16 | 95 | 4 | 8 | 143 | 86 | 116 | 0.111 | 0.796 | 0.094 | -0.4784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 20 | 8 | 2 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 60 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.455797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186638 | 0.251316 | 0 | 0.230851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189943 | 0.201644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151394 | 0.16992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178423 | 0 | 0.255926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Bellawellaaa | 2019/03/07 | Chinese shopping sites are insanely triggering Weird post but basically I have an online store selling harajuku style clothes and I buy all my stuff from a website which is basically the equivalent of Chinese amazon/eBay.
I read product reviews to decide what to buy and. My.god. How are ALL these girls so tiny?? They... | 2.973362 | 4.727805 | 4.021229 | 87.520863 | 74.976096 | 6.852666 | 23.506166 | 7.623865 | 0.966466 | 982 | 29 | 204 | 13 | 21 | 318 | 139 | 251 | 0.076 | 0.838 | 0.085 | 0.5267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 20 | 6 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 32 | 30 | 25 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 16 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 23 | 4 | 29 | 24 | 6 | 26 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 22 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 134 | 29 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0.155632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083323 | 0 | 0.090637 | 0.133766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.669624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30548 | 0.162251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160324 | 0 | 0 | 0.159525 | 0 | 0.102168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136197 | 0 | 0.126827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | throw------a-way | 2019/03/07 | Anyone else affected by the news about Timberline Knolls? TW!! MAJOR TW: sexual assault, rape
I don’t know where else to talk about this but TK was in the news yesterday for sexual assault committed against some residents by a male therapist and I’m struggling to process it.
I was just wondering if anyone else was go... | 9.631758 | 10.772914 | 7.973016 | 67.67 | 58.74359 | 11.472039 | 39.791209 | 11.208143 | 4.908347 | 564 | 27 | 83 | 14 | 7 | 169 | 77 | 117 | 0.145 | 0.787 | 0.068 | -0.8602 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 34 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 17 | 11 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 50 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240876 | 0.352972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209998 | 0 | 0.146568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.575556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | saintshithead | 2019/03/07 | Advice? Roommates and Secret Binging During more than one late night binge I've eaten my roommate's food. Like.. lots of it.
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Tonight I decided to buy everything of his that I've eating without asking ($40 worth of food over 9 months of living together) but I'm not sure what to say when he gets home. It... | 3.059836 | 5.47496 | 4.277679 | 82.71375 | 77.090278 | 7.169841 | 25.910714 | 8.192908 | 1.896959 | 1,183 | 45 | 216 | 22 | 28 | 387 | 164 | 288 | 0.088 | 0.765 | 0.147 | 0.9715 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 39 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 13 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 43 | 40 | 19 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 16 | 10 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 28 | 9 | 40 | 34 | 6 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 37 | 12 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 133 | 44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143435 | 0 | 0 | 0.073491 | 0 | 0 | 0.058691 | 0 | 0.23856 | 0.267537 | 0.049909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102634 | 0.075199 | 0 | 0 | 0.137223 | 0 | 0.068954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074828 | 0.075394 | 0 | 0.126441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168227 | 0 | 0.064226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075098 | 0.061309 | 0.165112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048475 | 0 | 0 | 0.070129 | 0.13192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.532474 | 0 | 0.113405 | 0 | 0.115033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121003 | 0 | 0.082789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051839 | 0.071711 | 0 | 0.064806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077857 | 0 | 0 | 0.117161 | 0 | 0.053951 | 0 | 0.056604 | 0 | 0 | 0.068873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049732 | 0.055818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074666 | 0.079129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058364 | 0 | 0 | 0.058484 | 0.066813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074814 | 0 | 0 | 0.072586 | 0.082156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083284 | 0.069171 | 0 | 0.220726 | 0 | 0.064148 | 0 | 0.08393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060556 | 0.129865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212241 | 0 | 0 | 0.074533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267537 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tulipsandmothballs | 2019/03/07 | Hello Thank you for this sub for being so amazing and supportive. I’ve decided to make a separate account so I can feel comfortable using and posting to this sub.
So I have been in recovery for a few years now. It stared with the help of a psychiatrist who put me on a medication that f$*%ed my metabolism and I gaine... | 4.307388 | 5.736565 | 5.45168 | 79.922773 | 70.942149 | 8.022406 | 25.427916 | 8.515129 | 1.774275 | 977 | 29 | 180 | 16 | 18 | 324 | 152 | 242 | 0.113 | 0.766 | 0.12 | -0.306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 12 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 22 | 10 | 2 | 3 | 7 | 37 | 35 | 20 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 9 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 8 | 19 | 9 | 24 | 24 | 10 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 12 | 130 | 32 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125082 | 0 | 0 | 0.099893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09605 | 0 | 0.076146 | 0 | 0.106291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13875 | 0 | 0.139444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126319 | 0.089238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20979 | 0.139745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125836 | 0 | 0 | 0.126126 | 0 | 0.099704 | 0 | 0.18365 | 0 | 0.192681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122388 | 0.119857 | 0 | 0.131075 | 0 | 0.084644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239263 | 0 | 0.269354 | 0 | 0 | 0.125572 | 0 | 0.26572 | 0.124946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139829 | 0 | 0 | 0.099755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230005 | 0 | 0 | 0.082986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084807 | 0 | 0.122021 | 0 | 0 | 0.107884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160879 |
EDAnonymous | jiggjuggjogg | 2019/03/07 | Does anyone else see food as just food groups instead of what it actually is? Like, I don't really see a cheese sandwich as a cheese sandwich, but as carbs + fat + a little bit of protein. Or a plate of chicken and vegetables is protein + fibre + some carbs. If that makes sense? Protein to me is like it's 'free', carbs... | 4.487059 | 5.888938 | 4.811059 | 84.792765 | 70.470588 | 7.400784 | 30.266667 | 7.793538 | 1.928381 | 828 | 34 | 161 | 10 | 15 | 261 | 106 | 204 | 0.07 | 0.869 | 0.061 | -0.3776 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 15 | 21 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 34 | 24 | 23 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 13 | 5 | 24 | 23 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 97 | 22 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.12008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08604 | 0.126081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125912 | 0.102794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.74397 | 0 | 0 | 0.113759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18035 | 0.12333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | daikon_ashi | 2019/03/07 | I drew myself for a body image presentation in one of my classes I'm taking an amazing class this semester that meets a couple times a week, is pass/no pass, and is basically like group therapy for credit. Yesterday, we had to give presentations on our body image. There was no real criteria so people read poems, showed... | 7.204862 | 7.322507 | 6.933977 | 76.551801 | 63.926004 | 10.136371 | 32.317673 | 9.816602 | 2.943081 | 1,996 | 70 | 368 | 37 | 27 | 629 | 239 | 473 | 0.085 | 0.761 | 0.155 | 0.9909 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 76 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 29 | 24 | 3 | 2 | 32 | 0 | 38 | 16 | 12 | 3 | 5 | 63 | 58 | 40 | 0 | 5 | 13 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 24 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 15 | 8 | 41 | 16 | 59 | 37 | 10 | 45 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 22 | 21 | 1 | 8 | 19 | 265 | 67 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08447 | 0 | 0.065222 | 0.067863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057027 | 0 | 0 | 0.072604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062713 | 0.068098 | 0.099434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.452965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065118 | 0.090243 | 0.089588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215474 | 0 | 0 | 0.077932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123715 | 0.058265 | 0.078309 | 0 | 0 | 0.138747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083399 | 0 | 0.079691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07361 | 0.077172 | 0 | 0.082687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059955 | 0 | 0.062903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27633 | 0.062029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282711 | 0 | 0.085211 | 0.089527 | 0 | 0 | 0.07811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08158 | 0.278494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092551 | 0 | 0 | 0.061322 | 0.327768 | 0 | 0 | 0.093269 | 0 | 0.162551 | 0.104519 | 0.080131 | 0 | 0.047557 | 0 | 0.077308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134588 | 0.048105 | 0 | 0.065421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057937 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kVIIIwithan8 | 2019/03/07 | I overate I overate yesterday. I just got too comfortable and didn't pay attention. I'm freaking out because I wasn't going to log today but something came over me and reminded me to check and I'm on track to overeat again today. I have 637 calories left today and I'm terrified. I wanna cry and I don't know what to do.... | 0.683619 | 3.044924 | 3.174757 | 87.217957 | 86.761194 | 6.335075 | 26.285448 | 7.645422 | 1.80321 | 255 | 12 | 51 | 5 | 8 | 88 | 42 | 67 | 0.181 | 0.767 | 0.052 | -0.8821 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 10 | 8 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 34 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151834 | 0 | 0.213673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.759712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
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