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EDAnonymous | borderline25 | 2019/03/07 | DAE get massively triggered by friends asking for help/support relating to food?? my friends all know I have an ED that is has taken over my life but STILL seem to come to me for weight problems/advice??
they are all gorgeous compared to me and will message me saying ‘i’m feeling really fat recently’ ‘i hate my body’ ... | 2.896495 | 4.095324 | 4.361944 | 87.267868 | 74.103448 | 7.755486 | 26.974922 | 8.296473 | 1.612793 | 546 | 20 | 120 | 9 | 11 | 182 | 89 | 145 | 0.143 | 0.731 | 0.127 | -0.8197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 3 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 21 | 33 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 21 | 5 | 21 | 27 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 76 | 27 | 1 | 0.305205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154321 | 0.109019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184528 | 0 | 0.235801 | 0 | 0.159457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107788 | 0.074554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097761 | 0 | 0.150677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245312 | 0.133381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180018 | 0 | 0 | 0.185829 | 0 | 0 | 0.1377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mjdoesherbest | 2019/03/07 | How do I know I've gotten it all out? I started my binge with lettuce so it would act as a marker, followed by 6 bananas and then a lot of oreos with milk. Like A LOT. I also had water ans coke zero the entire time so everything would be easier to come out later but since the coke zero & oreos are the same color ho... | 0.879924 | 2.90846 | 3.316869 | 88.769545 | 82.611111 | 5.408754 | 20.003367 | 6.574016 | 0.29123 | 399 | 11 | 83 | 4 | 11 | 138 | 69 | 108 | 0.059 | 0.869 | 0.072 | 0.1064 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 25 | 20 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 12 | 10 | 6 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 64 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200523 | 0 | 0.271685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177481 | 0 | 0.200248 | 0.209637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254647 | 0 | 0.356248 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thrwawy00025 | 2019/03/07 | Me: pans to allow myself a meal. Also me: ends up with Coke Zero. This morning I walked 20 min from my boys house. I couldn’t sleep because I was so hungry, and I have a long day ahead of me, so I figured it’d be best for me to grab a bite to eat. I was really craving a bagel with veggie cream cheese, so that’s what I ... | 2.954175 | 4.037008 | 3.973881 | 90.557422 | 73.80198 | 6.574785 | 24.852805 | 6.742158 | 0.692369 | 757 | 23 | 169 | 6 | 15 | 245 | 116 | 202 | 0.029 | 0.948 | 0.022 | -0.3071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 23 | 20 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 11 | 10 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 9 | 24 | 1 | 31 | 11 | 3 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 110 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12288 | 0 | 0 | 0.227109 | 0.211543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206264 | 0 | 0 | 0.178538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.421264 | 0 | 0.114561 | 0 | 0.16122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17839 | 0.338549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | athinsin | 2019/03/07 | How to describe an ed to a loved one when you don't even understand it yourself? I told my boyfriend about my latest relapse. He's very sweet and supportive, i mean he wants me to get help but he'll never force me into anything i dont want. At this point all he really knows about restrictive eds is that "eating makes y... | 1.834691 | 3.638656 | 3.531896 | 89.555485 | 78.382022 | 6.697191 | 22.922753 | 7.645422 | 0.920212 | 669 | 21 | 146 | 10 | 16 | 223 | 110 | 178 | 0.054 | 0.707 | 0.239 | 0.9891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 33 | 28 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 22 | 9 | 22 | 24 | 4 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 22 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 95 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107005 | 0 | 0.251868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35871 | 0 | 0 | 0.156592 | 0.12784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170674 | 0.101078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149697 | 0 | 0 | 0.154757 | 0.109328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084104 | 0.124743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276239 | 0 | 0.102152 | 0 | 0 | 0.166699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112498 | 0 | 0.236059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133624 | 0 | 0 | 0.144667 | 0 | 0.146564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123003 | 0 | 0.140893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126269 | 0.180527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Robbikinz | 2019/03/07 | In terms of binging, this has been the worst week of my life. Having transitioned from anorexia to BED I’ve been having an incredibly difficult time learning how to cope.
How do you cope with the urge to binge?
I’ve woken up at 2 am 3 times this week and walked to the convenience store and binged.
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EDAnonymous | LuluTheLoli | 2019/03/07 | After ~6 months of restricting to 800-1000 calories a day I’m finally admitting I had been relapsed all along I wanted to lose weight (again) because I had become overweight (again!), very fair. So I immediately jumped onto the ‘dont-eat-more-than-1000’ train and now my BMI is shifting to an unhealthy low. But I still... | 6.793082 | 6.419563 | 6.722021 | 79.374264 | 64.890411 | 9.491781 | 34.688356 | 8.841846 | 2.770647 | 296 | 12 | 58 | 4 | 4 | 94 | 59 | 73 | 0.233 | 0.698 | 0.068 | -0.9058 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 8 | 8 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 33 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154012 | 0.27903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296101 | 0 | 0 | 0.517043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127746 | 0.180492 | 0 | 0.276763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208461 | 0.149018 | 0 | 0 | 0.307657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | plutocity | 2019/03/07 | Upper abdominal pain after eating? I have recently been recovering from bulimia, but now every time I eat my rib area feels tight and sore. I thought maybe I was not digesting correctly, but then I throw up disgusting acidic stomach bile. Maybe it is just the acid creeping up where it shouldn't? | 6.078889 | 7.922444 | 6.282407 | 74.065833 | 67.148148 | 10.585185 | 32.018519 | 10.686353 | 3.809607 | 238 | 10 | 41 | 7 | 4 | 76 | 46 | 54 | 0.187 | 0.813 | 0 | -0.885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 26 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.584278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.573649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226656 | 0.166478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Kuchanec_ | 2019/03/07 | 100 hours fast steak! So im currently at 83 hours of fast. Im aiming for 100 but I'm not sure whether I am able to keep it when I come home (because of family (and becouse of my stupid craving ass)). If I keep it today and tomorrow during school, it would be like 110 hours which would be def. my new record.
The proble... | 2.677222 | 3.675885 | 4.315741 | 88.165833 | 74.37037 | 7.622222 | 26.462963 | 8.076483 | 1.413496 | 398 | 14 | 90 | 6 | 8 | 134 | 67 | 108 | 0.127 | 0.721 | 0.152 | 0.7189 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 24 | 17 | 13 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 9 | 10 | 2 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 13 | 54 | 12 | 1 | 0.147967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144952 | 0 | 0.151408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148423 | 0 | 0.437154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.479491 | 0 | 0 | 0.26304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315335 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thund3rb1rds | 2019/03/07 | Which vegetables/fruit are hardest to purge? I plan on eating them first so the unhealthy foods that I eat after come out easier and if anything has to digest at least it'll be some veggies yknow?
I don't know if this post is allowed. Sorry. | 2.21 | 4.636592 | 3.149833 | 89.5785 | 80.25 | 5.506667 | 22.1 | 6.742158 | 0.636995 | 192 | 6 | 37 | 2 | 5 | 61 | 44 | 48 | 0.113 | 0.827 | 0.059 | -0.3691 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 27 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.638738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265483 | 0.377408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Hydrangeor | 2019/03/07 | Will you manifest on 8 mars? Hi all. This is a kind request.
I am an anonymous ed student. For my university, I am preparing a small research on silence around ED.
I am looking for people that would want to help me to answer a couple of short questions. Everything is, of course, anonymous, and you may change your ... | 2.308299 | 4.738948 | 3.56069 | 86.751609 | 79.896552 | 6.625287 | 26.908046 | 7.793538 | 1.718508 | 582 | 25 | 115 | 10 | 15 | 189 | 93 | 145 | 0 | 0.838 | 0.162 | 0.9671 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 25 | 24 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 17 | 3 | 18 | 16 | 2 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 78 | 22 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177969 | 0.199586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167467 | 0 | 0.173758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181743 | 0 | 0.21186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083051 | 0 | 0.157709 | 0 | 0 | 0.139714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171045 | 0.090269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113873 | 0 | 0 | 0.180301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.552004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135526 | 0.193762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119578 | 0 | 0 | 0.116681 | 0 | 0.199586 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | RedGeckoChainsaw | 2019/03/08 | Relasping Oof So around October/September 2018 I began recovery. And it lasted a good 6 months. Not even sure whether I should live now that I can see what a blob I've become in that time. 95 lbs to 115lbs :(
This is fun aint it kids? | -0.969337 | 1.088069 | 1.24773 | 97.026288 | 101.040816 | 5.715306 | 16.329082 | 7.168622 | 0.249304 | 181 | 5 | 42 | 4 | 8 | 60 | 43 | 49 | 0.101 | 0.77 | 0.129 | 0.3265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 24 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.414583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | TrueLifeImANerd | 2019/03/08 | Rant: My dad is making it hard for me to eat around people I (24 F) live with my family, they’re amazing and I’m lucky that they support me staying at home while I save money. A few years ago I struggled really bad and my weight was extremely low. Now I’m at a healthy weight and eat relatively healthy foods (with occas... | 3.772989 | 5.145843 | 5.091262 | 82.209938 | 72.179916 | 8.156299 | 27.085309 | 8.680891 | 1.967388 | 942 | 33 | 186 | 17 | 18 | 314 | 142 | 239 | 0.121 | 0.772 | 0.107 | -0.6728 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 13 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 12 | 21 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 35 | 30 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 11 | 20 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 25 | 7 | 26 | 23 | 2 | 23 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 9 | 0 | 7 | 14 | 100 | 34 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.144578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065665 | 0 | 0.074178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051797 | 0.075901 | 0 | 0.131889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061852 | 0.090314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.757997 | 0.061882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067007 | 0.124827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069834 | 0 | 0.037456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038702 | 0 | 0 | 0.062133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.03619 | 0 | 0.065412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066858 | 0 | 0.148342 | 0.075103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070715 | 0.051356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077442 | 0 | 0 | 0.084062 | 0 | 0 | 0.055697 | 0.059541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081586 | 0 | 0.043693 | 0 | 0 | 0.180413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047703 |
EDAnonymous | alunatniff | 2019/03/08 | I need to stop talking about losing weight irl Seriously it's so much effort to pass off comments about my plate (we're not supposed to make them but a lot of students will ask me if I'm on a diet or gluten free or whatever) as "I just like this". I had one guy ask if the amount of food I ate for breakfast was filling ... | 2.836807 | 4.314503 | 4.330284 | 86.319185 | 74.729167 | 7.092029 | 25.021739 | 7.742559 | 1.236239 | 1,101 | 36 | 230 | 15 | 23 | 367 | 160 | 288 | 0.14 | 0.728 | 0.132 | -0.5648 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 18 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 23 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 53 | 43 | 34 | 0 | 10 | 16 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 13 | 9 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 9 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 5 | 24 | 9 | 34 | 29 | 13 | 24 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 12 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 164 | 42 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195413 | 0 | 0 | 0.080365 | 0.087265 | 0.063711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092897 | 0 | 0 | 0.057438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.467698 | 0 | 0.088854 | 0 | 0 | 0.139528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15366 | 0.077496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11899 | 0 | 0 | 0.141643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11605 | 0 | 0 | 0.289828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089254 | 0 | 0.083114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111398 | 0.083465 | 0.087378 | 0.11972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069434 | 0.200905 | 0.102685 | 0 | 0.060943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061645 | 0 | 0 | 0.38181 | 0.093971 | 0 | 0.094308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106509 | 0.074244 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | abqnabra | 2019/03/08 | really close to relapsing hey so i havent restricted since like november-december and its been great but now that schools back i feel the pressure all over again and i dont wanna go down that path again im so scared haaahh help | 0.798106 | 3.344011 | 1.851118 | 93.495435 | 94.434783 | 6.976398 | 19.614907 | 7.957252 | 1.246352 | 185 | 6 | 39 | 5 | 7 | 58 | 38 | 46 | 0.187 | 0.651 | 0.162 | -0.305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 24 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192293 | 0 | 0 | 0.373034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.365478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338749 | 0.34243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | juicypickle_ | 2019/03/08 | HAHAHAH why can’t I just loose weight like a normal ducking person Jesus Christ For some reason it won’t go in my head that it is very possible to eat and loose weight😩 nooo I will restrict hardcore, binge, purge repeat and end up maintaining my weight lmfaoooooo help | 3.515769 | 6.00441 | 3.669846 | 87.275154 | 75.923077 | 6.467692 | 23.861538 | 7.554174 | 1.210803 | 218 | 7 | 40 | 3 | 5 | 67 | 44 | 52 | 0.135 | 0.768 | 0.097 | -0.25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 20 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214357 | 0 | 0 | 0.185543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102345 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.765295 | 0 | 0 | 0.189029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | darthacker666 | 2019/03/08 | #justrestrictionthings i'm doin a shift right now and i haven't eaten in 4 days and i feel dizzy whenever i stand up and that song that's like "everything is gonna be alright" is playing on the radio lmao
anyone who believes in god pray for me to get thru these next 3 and a half hours | 2.3895 | 3.979026 | 3.643333 | 90.315 | 76.166667 | 6.8 | 22 | 7.554174 | 0.6164 | 227 | 6 | 51 | 3 | 5 | 74 | 50 | 60 | 0.032 | 0.718 | 0.25 | 0.8934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 28 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.439237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.414618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Wh7am1h3re | 2019/03/08 | I just typed out a long post and it disappeared so I guess it’s a sign I need to be more concise : asking for some perspective from people who might understand? *I have never posted here because I don’t think I have the right to ‘self diagnose’ and at 228 pounds that I have an eating disorder. I’ve never been seen by a... | 3.823707 | 5.315794 | 5.242762 | 80.704802 | 72.230016 | 8.61017 | 26.908785 | 9.138037 | 2.206416 | 2,438 | 85 | 476 | 52 | 47 | 818 | 260 | 613 | 0.119 | 0.806 | 0.075 | -0.9825 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 41 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 23 | 25 | 1 | 5 | 33 | 0 | 45 | 28 | 1 | 7 | 9 | 114 | 107 | 38 | 1 | 23 | 22 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 15 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 23 | 29 | 14 | 2 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 13 | 14 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 15 | 52 | 11 | 72 | 78 | 10 | 55 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 29 | 22 | 1 | 21 | 20 | 298 | 75 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0.044918 | 0 | 0 | 0.089959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.031302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06437 | 0 | 0.037878 | 0 | 0.043032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140296 | 0 | 0.039168 | 0 | 0.048305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147004 | 0 | 0.050561 | 0.089056 | 0 | 0 | 0.093438 | 0.047772 | 0.048091 | 0.26377 | 0.14134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329699 | 0 | 0 | 0.081537 | 0.047561 | 0 | 0.030402 | 0.083273 | 0.038782 | 0 | 0 | 0.090052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050423 | 0 | 0.039153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120243 | 0 | 0.104639 | 0.038607 | 0.036814 | 0 | 0.050707 | 0 | 0 | 0.048999 | 0 | 0 | 0.04724 | 0.146782 | 0.103758 | 0 | 0.154264 | 0 | 0 | 0.045718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047068 | 0.065024 | 0.067463 | 0 | 0 | 0.040735 | 0.077307 | 0.257477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153626 | 0 | 0.184972 | 0 | 0 | 0.04637 | 0.092774 | 0.09766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238913 | 0.106503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.031191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191467 | 0 | 0.048091 | 0 | 0 | 0.103783 | 0.264502 | 0 | 0 | 0.044044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052392 | 0.088463 | 0.047326 | 0 | 0.049419 | 0 | 0.039309 | 0 | 0.036605 | 0.046084 | 0 | 0.146719 | 0.125711 | 0.144057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039001 | 0.106308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086765 | 0 | 0.034609 | 0 | 0.040232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14747 | 0 | 0.036542 | 0.053681 | 0.052904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062502 | 0 | 0 | 0.047918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054299 | 0.036536 | 0.036922 | 0.224207 | 0.041386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049917 | 0.03351 | 0 | 0.046908 | 0.065396 | 0.050326 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kdanica95 | 2019/03/08 | So, it happened. My nightmare. Hi everyone! I’m gonna keep this post as short as possible as I’m basically just freaked out and really feel extremely alone right now.
So I’ve had about a good 2 months of binging and I went from about 110-115 to a good 121 (which isn’t even a gigantic change) but last night at work one... | -0.516088 | 1.709277 | 1.397011 | 96.966446 | 96.528736 | 4.975774 | 17.037135 | 6.671995 | -0.083632 | 649 | 18 | 148 | 10 | 26 | 212 | 111 | 174 | 0.177 | 0.701 | 0.122 | -0.8972 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 9 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 19 | 24 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 9 | 15 | 5 | 20 | 16 | 4 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 88 | 31 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084224 | 0 | 0.099123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185243 | 0.100574 | 0.073427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238675 | 0 | 0 | 0.115098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060905 | 0 | 0.115654 | 0 | 0 | 0.102458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113037 | 0 | 0 | 0.137137 | 0 | 0 | 0.163245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135793 | 0.115361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077166 | 0.247693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102867 | 0.114579 | 0.095789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071047 | 0 | 0 | 0.44004 | 0 | 0.111662 | 0.217381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | spliffgriff | 2019/03/08 | Anyone see Jennette Mccurdy’s HuffPost article about her eating disorder? Very honest, well written article, I’m sitting here crying haha. I’ll say that it’s very triggering so be careful, but I’m so glad she spoke up and was so raw and transparent about such a difficult subject. What are your thoughts? | 2.844464 | 5.906785 | 4.207857 | 77.362143 | 87.75 | 7.8 | 32 | 8.472885 | 3.737721 | 247 | 14 | 38 | 7 | 8 | 81 | 46 | 56 | 0.115 | 0.675 | 0.21 | 0.7126 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245126 | 0 | 0 | 0.245629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.508664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Theseblondebitches | 2019/03/08 | Just saw an (upvoted)comment in a post on a certain sub that said that it's impossible to diagnosis anorexia below the age of 16 because you can't be underweight The ignorance... anyway the sub rhymes with catlogic ps I feel v invalid lmao | 4.395667 | 6.787243 | 6.366389 | 69.45625 | 72.777778 | 9.833333 | 33.472222 | 10.125757 | 4.070222 | 193 | 10 | 33 | 6 | 4 | 67 | 40 | 45 | 0 | 0.86 | 0.14 | 0.7184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 21 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.389506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.61195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.607801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | supemery | 2019/03/08 | Stacking: Ephedrine and Modafinil? I used to EC stack and had great results with controlling my BED. I stopped stacking last summer thinking I could just control my hunger with Modafinil, but it isn't working. My binging has gotten so bad I've gained 20 pounds since December 1st. I'm so ashamed. I also haven't been pur... | 7.030417 | 8.685518 | 5.923222 | 78.244 | 64.694444 | 9.371111 | 41.483333 | 9.642633 | 4.294347 | 650 | 39 | 110 | 13 | 10 | 194 | 100 | 144 | 0.15 | 0.746 | 0.105 | -0.8475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 28 | 20 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 16 | 2 | 13 | 11 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 67 | 22 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.190747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.438465 | 0.156064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146967 | 0 | 0.170847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.423951 | 0.142302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | PM_ME_YER_SHIBA_INUS | 2019/03/08 | watching my "recovered" friend try to diet makes me want to swan-dive off a scyscraper and it's a lasagna of horrible feelings, since I just realized I probably make people feel this way too
I feel like everyone I know with Food Issues is sitting in a weird twilight where we pretend we're all recovered, but we're not ... | 5.19875 | 6.398909 | 5.595444 | 80.594 | 68.583333 | 9.093333 | 32.455556 | 9.3871 | 2.989069 | 297 | 13 | 55 | 6 | 5 | 95 | 58 | 72 | 0.072 | 0.797 | 0.13 | 0.5946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 18 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 32 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411202 | 0.193661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327794 | 0 | 0.209437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159891 | 0.215172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jirbl | 2019/03/08 | Does anyone else get triggered by their partners eating habits My partner almost never cooks a meal, often just forgets to eat, and when he does eats like shit. And of course he's skinny. How I wish I could just forget about food. It's also a million times worse living together | 3.687547 | 6.147694 | 3.906264 | 85.936377 | 75.226415 | 4.994717 | 21.920755 | 5.683918 | 0.386188 | 223 | 6 | 38 | 1 | 5 | 69 | 46 | 53 | 0.154 | 0.753 | 0.093 | -0.5267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 13 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 22 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203951 | 0 | 0 | 0.162879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142414 | 0.208689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.625232 | 0.170145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099505 | 0 | 0.179849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | gatechnightman | 2019/03/08 | r/InstagramReality r/instagramreality
Go there. Now.
If you are feeling shitty about your body and how it will "never be good enough", you need to go through this sub. So so so so so many images we see are edited unrealistically and make us feel like SHIT about ourselves. Most of it is fake.
I used to spend hours ... | 1.951608 | 4.368452 | 3.746217 | 84.976198 | 81.212389 | 6.244543 | 20.921091 | 7.492282 | 0.61221 | 448 | 13 | 96 | 7 | 12 | 150 | 84 | 113 | 0.135 | 0.767 | 0.098 | -0.7607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 17 | 20 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 11 | 4 | 14 | 16 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 60 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180661 | 0 | 0 | 0.223459 | 0 | 0.14284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218699 | 0.154499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245816 | 0.181392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144358 | 0.219258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160357 | 0.166796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260139 | 0.186783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | YaBoyBobbyB | 2019/03/08 | Worried about my new medicine and it’s effects on my DE TL/WR: struggled with DE my whole life, last few years has been an entire binge period. New medicine I’m taking completely takes away my urge to eat, but I’m worried once I get back to “normal weight”(currently medically over weight), My medicine will make me keep... | 4.659398 | 5.894532 | 5.165623 | 83.046003 | 69.877483 | 7.671585 | 27.788233 | 7.979656 | 1.704471 | 2,445 | 83 | 470 | 31 | 43 | 782 | 263 | 604 | 0.11 | 0.777 | 0.112 | 0.3247 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 61 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 37 | 23 | 0 | 3 | 28 | 1 | 43 | 34 | 1 | 8 | 13 | 94 | 87 | 28 | 0 | 16 | 17 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 42 | 22 | 20 | 6 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 15 | 9 | 2 | 4 | 18 | 9 | 54 | 14 | 62 | 53 | 13 | 102 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 35 | 0 | 5 | 61 | 309 | 96 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0.042773 | 0.238911 | 0 | 0 | 0.038853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.035052 | 0.036471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.030648 | 0.04491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082361 | 0.168516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044689 | 0.045026 | 0.046367 | 0.075513 | 0.045956 | 0.047366 | 0 | 0.034995 | 0.096996 | 0 | 0.028267 | 0.045188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050234 | 0 | 0.076714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31395 | 0.036615 | 0 | 0.077642 | 0.045289 | 0 | 0.0579 | 0.079295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066487 | 0.031313 | 0 | 0 | 0.040061 | 0.037283 | 0.318003 | 0.096117 | 0 | 0 | 0.0458 | 0 | 0.04982 | 0 | 0.035056 | 0.096648 | 0 | 0 | 0.03876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077918 | 0 | 0 | 0.072265 | 0.071456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061918 | 0.042827 | 0.04393 | 0 | 0.038789 | 0 | 0 | 0.047847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26493 | 0 | 0.046498 | 0 | 0 | 0.069971 | 0 | 0 | 0.0325 | 0.202831 | 0.169329 | 0 | 0 | 0.042945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046679 | 0.029701 | 0.233348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047465 | 0 | 0.030387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041978 | 0 | 0.047257 | 0.083881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04662 | 0 | 0.049889 | 0.084238 | 0 | 0.043278 | 0 | 0 | 0.149726 | 0 | 0 | 0.043882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.033743 | 0 | 0 | 0.124095 | 0 | 0.070007 | 0.109934 | 0 | 0.091643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116477 | 0 | 0 | 0.034797 | 0.051116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048698 | 0 | 0 | 0.042816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048274 | 0 | 0.051705 | 0 | 0 | 0.320246 | 0.078819 | 0.040632 | 0 | 0.097871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063819 | 0.222562 | 0 | 0.155681 | 0 | 0 | 0.112903 |
EDAnonymous | wles | 2019/03/08 | Honestly, I hate the Asian mindset. I grew up in Asia and it was torturing.
I'm not Asian, but my family have been here for generations.
Most women I know have ED without even knowing it. The mental health help over there is horrible. I was fat shamed and shamed in general with how I look like. It doesn't matter if y... | 1.160761 | 3.266427 | 2.593874 | 93.91153 | 82.062827 | 5.593341 | 18.695395 | 6.788186 | 0.013985 | 1,435 | 34 | 317 | 16 | 39 | 465 | 182 | 382 | 0.25 | 0.625 | 0.125 | -0.9965 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 70 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 24 | 37 | 6 | 10 | 15 | 0 | 26 | 14 | 7 | 3 | 3 | 58 | 50 | 37 | 0 | 8 | 20 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 26 | 13 | 8 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 17 | 2 | 0 | 13 | 10 | 36 | 20 | 35 | 34 | 5 | 23 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 37 | 11 | 2 | 19 | 10 | 194 | 62 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19309 | 0 | 0 | 0.158819 | 0 | 0.125907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091335 | 0 | 0.114712 | 0 | 0 | 0.105452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118358 | 0 | 0.090374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247787 | 0.113857 | 0 | 0 | 0.182646 | 0 | 0 | 0.101959 | 0 | 0.219546 | 0 | 0 | 0.069221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107542 | 0.227022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15136 | 0 | 0.091191 | 0 | 0.173444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098235 | 0.246377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087502 | 0.079504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083006 | 0 | 0.190157 | 0 | 0 | 0.068609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377271 | 0.185707 | 0.095734 | 0.186373 | 0 | 0 | 0.09955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | everythingabove02 | 2019/03/08 | You guys probably know this one already [http://fudfacts.com/](http://fudfacts.com/)
Add your own useful/timewasting sites that other ED people would like!
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~~^(my first post ever, I'm so afraid of my crappy English language (not my first language) (insert nervous emoji))~~ | 11.631429 | 16.10048 | 7.609762 | 59.206071 | 58.52381 | 7.057143 | 36.690476 | 8.076483 | 3.713219 | 248 | 11 | 25 | 3 | 4 | 68 | 38 | 42 | 0.132 | 0.813 | 0.055 | -0.5411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 36 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 17 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214436 | 0 | 0 | 0.421089 | 0.472238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186104 | 0 | 0.209509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138039 | 0 | 0.472238 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | LesbianSansa | 2019/03/08 | So I already made and deleted this post twice. Maybe third time's a charm.
I don't think I have an eating disorder. But I think I am/have been engaging with disordered eating.
I lost weight. In a healthy way. It was good. I put some back on. I got anxious. I started binge eating. Same old story as a million others, a... | -0.170018 | 1.959465 | 2.053807 | 95.424853 | 88.270833 | 4.777124 | 18.887255 | 6.227272 | -0.160801 | 1,041 | 30 | 240 | 10 | 34 | 350 | 153 | 288 | 0.158 | 0.696 | 0.146 | -0.5661 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 42 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 16 | 18 | 6 | 1 | 13 | 1 | 19 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 48 | 49 | 22 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 23 | 11 | 10 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 8 | 37 | 10 | 24 | 33 | 10 | 34 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 1 | 5 | 20 | 166 | 60 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090371 | 0 | 0 | 0.093316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065023 | 0 | 0.103096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092887 | 0.163606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.346111 | 0 | 0 | 0.149793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128271 | 0.060411 | 0 | 0.092633 | 0 | 0 | 0.40901 | 0 | 0 | 0.078176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070926 | 0.202895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071011 | 0 | 0.092309 | 0.071891 | 0 | 0.080014 | 0 | 0 | 0.084954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082853 | 0 | 0 | 0.088733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058624 | 0.073836 | 0 | 0 | 0.079938 | 0.095331 | 0.080987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054172 | 0.086944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09466 | 0.059853 | 0 | 0.067531 | 0.070697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162551 | 0 | 0 | 0.049309 | 0 | 0.080155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165209 | 0.088032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049877 | 0.067121 | 0.06783 | 0.102973 | 0 | 0 | 0.076304 | 0.09441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086176 | 0.06007 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | alegnas97 | 2019/03/08 | i know i need psychiatric help but i get panic attacks thinking about talking to people it's like an ongoing cycle to where i freak out even thinking of getting help. has anyone else experienced this? how'd you get through it? | 2.914884 | 5.782367 | 3.954698 | 82.02693 | 81.325581 | 6.230698 | 29.530233 | 7.554174 | 2.270129 | 183 | 9 | 31 | 3 | 5 | 59 | 35 | 43 | 0.24 | 0.594 | 0.166 | -0.7059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190609 | 0.279312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.427268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.365437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kinlinlin | 2019/03/08 | How do you deal with burst blood vessels in the face? I had a bad day and unfortunately ended up purging several times today. The strain of it caused blood vessels to burst around my mouth. It almost looks like a cluster of pimples from afar and red freckles up close; the area is tender as well.
I don't suppose there... | 4.139049 | 5.207653 | 4.955918 | 84.689275 | 70.946903 | 7.773894 | 28.284292 | 8.076483 | 1.746169 | 444 | 16 | 90 | 6 | 8 | 144 | 77 | 113 | 0.092 | 0.852 | 0.056 | -0.7183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 17 | 14 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 4 | 18 | 13 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 59 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219704 | 0 | 0 | 0.175459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141499 | 0.452396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255875 | 0 | 0.207971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.348309 | 0 | 0 | 0.197273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fluentsyntax | 2019/03/08 | retail therapy and new goods. retail therapied hard af today at target. just bought the new diet coke in two new flavors: blueberry açaí and orange. they’re in the fridge now getting cold and i haven’t tried them yet. (any opinions?) also, a few ‘healthy life’ and ‘love’ frozen meals. i feel good knowing they’re the he... | 3.202839 | 5.339735 | 4.287338 | 84.171154 | 75.452991 | 8.046886 | 25.245421 | 8.841846 | 1.996419 | 947 | 33 | 183 | 21 | 21 | 308 | 142 | 234 | 0.044 | 0.877 | 0.079 | 0.8577 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 15 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 13 | 11 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 38 | 26 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 12 | 8 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 9 | 19 | 6 | 18 | 17 | 3 | 28 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 20 | 109 | 29 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127444 | 0 | 0.121998 | 0 | 0.127432 | 0 | 0.140087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15059 | 0 | 0.096217 | 0 | 0.065065 | 0 | 0 | 0.313366 | 0 | 0 | 0.137191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127347 | 0.087964 | 0.060842 | 0 | 0 | 0.220422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092342 | 0.09605 | 0.360834 | 0 | 0.116869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084389 | 0.189431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13246 | 0 | 0 | 0.079781 | 0 | 0.122965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145237 | 0 | 0.118046 | 0 | 0 | 0.084552 | 0 | 0.243308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | throwaway6112443375 | 2019/03/09 | I got dumped today. On top of that, I had to move out of my shared house and back in with my dad. It was increasingly toxic there, dirty, smelled bad and overall just miserable. On the bright side I had my privacy and now I don’t.
The girl I was living with said “your eating disorder is out of control, get help.” dur... | 2.965988 | 4.465434 | 4.138235 | 87.73832 | 74.434783 | 6.90224 | 24.139657 | 7.520523 | 1.019412 | 1,062 | 32 | 221 | 13 | 22 | 347 | 161 | 276 | 0.123 | 0.814 | 0.063 | -0.9351 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 35 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 18 | 11 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 26 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 36 | 48 | 16 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 15 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 17 | 9 | 30 | 6 | 35 | 27 | 1 | 40 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 24 | 20 | 1 | 5 | 18 | 142 | 41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091176 | 0.099004 | 0 | 0.130955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132991 | 0.094672 | 0 | 0 | 0.07647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242661 | 0.198106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156634 | 0.107257 | 0.099904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094834 | 0 | 0.130622 | 0.117407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133641 | 0 | 0.079478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065165 | 0.096653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12125 | 0.083752 | 0.173788 | 0 | 0.104703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079149 | 0 | 0.119123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094644 | 0.126025 | 0 | 0.087921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160697 | 0.090181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113561 | 0 | 0.127843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338373 | 0.094295 | 0 | 0 | 0.094488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182568 | 0 | 0 | 0.083927 | 0 | 0.094693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078775 | 0.151955 | 0.116498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112394 | 0 | 0.13174 | 0.080504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069938 | 0 | 0.190226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129642 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | distimias44 | 2019/03/09 | I don't know how to ask for help When I was 15/16 I was aware I had an eating disorder, even though my then psychologist told me I was healthy (ok, does avoiding to eat and purge every time and track your status counts as healthy? cool) I remember I recovered myself, alone, but I did it. My relationship with food was f... | 2.054286 | 3.378064 | 3.634154 | 91.144138 | 76.471264 | 7.040394 | 23.348112 | 7.709487 | 0.857597 | 638 | 19 | 147 | 9 | 14 | 212 | 103 | 174 | 0.205 | 0.723 | 0.072 | -0.9728 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 13 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 29 | 24 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 7 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 28 | 3 | 19 | 13 | 4 | 21 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 17 | 97 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114535 | 0.118463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10693 | 0 | 0 | 0.087951 | 0.095503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262179 | 0 | 0.100095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.585198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075547 | 0 | 0.09637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127962 | 0.249719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121339 | 0 | 0 | 0.182594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122802 | 0.12957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113125 | 0 | 0.080959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112378 | 0 | 0.33348 | 0.131463 | 0 | 0.109295 | 0 | 0.077657 | 0.124413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134929 | 0 | 0 | 0.139284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073657 |
EDAnonymous | idontwanttoworkout | 2019/03/09 | Why can’t I stop eating Why can’t I stop binging? I threw my scale away and am only able to weigh myself once a week at the gym, I’ve gained 12lbs(this isn’t good as I am nearing overweight now) All I do is eat nonstop. It doesn’t help that I’m on my period and want to eat everything around me. I’m going to Mexico to m... | 0.224505 | 1.134873 | 3.03982 | 95.235586 | 80.441441 | 6.374775 | 19.540541 | 6.937598 | -0.008903 | 365 | 8 | 96 | 4 | 9 | 130 | 67 | 111 | 0.211 | 0.703 | 0.086 | -0.932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 20 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 13 | 1 | 16 | 18 | 1 | 19 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 55 | 16 | 0 | 0.173474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154429 | 0 | 0 | 0.162985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.532522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197179 | 0.145502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184744 | 0 | 0.131935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102319 | 0 | 0.278301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.4696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | marigoldpollen | 2019/03/09 | When doctors are blind to disordered eating... This happened yesterday and I don't know how to feel about it.
I went for my annual women's health exam, mildly dreading it because I knew I would have to tell my doctor I haven't menstruated in eight months, with the necessary context that I've been eating a very low-fat... | 12.601032 | 8.185415 | 11.540524 | 62.082464 | 57.143177 | 15.11236 | 45.834592 | 12.602618 | 5.593376 | 1,904 | 80 | 332 | 44 | 16 | 615 | 247 | 447 | 0.092 | 0.812 | 0.096 | 0.4068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 65 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 21 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 26 | 0 | 31 | 18 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 59 | 60 | 35 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 25 | 20 | 6 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 10 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 13 | 34 | 12 | 48 | 41 | 14 | 53 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 20 | 21 | 0 | 7 | 27 | 221 | 59 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100837 | 0 | 0.152066 | 0 | 0 | 0.062139 | 0 | 0.069903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075195 | 0 | 0.17085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111405 | 0.100919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078713 | 0.095807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058931 | 0 | 0.078703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104726 | 0.374113 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094417 | 0.101909 | 0.120707 | 0.165311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086142 | 0 | 0.138609 | 0.06528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133926 | 0 | 0.080688 | 0.080866 | 0.153467 | 0 | 0 | 0.155371 | 0 | 0 | 0.060995 | 0.092642 | 0.0918 | 0 | 0 | 0.092053 | 0.092086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072936 | 0 | 0 | 0.067755 | 0.070476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097313 | 0.061919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08723 | 0.126699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145333 | 0 | 0 | 0.145631 | 0.166372 | 0.095326 | 0.20646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073445 | 0.079867 | 0.084128 | 0 | 0 | 0.121414 | 0 | 0.089777 | 0 | 0.159848 | 0 | 0 | 0.087315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157841 | 0 | 0.075396 | 0 | 0.072531 | 0 | 0.111272 | 0 | 0.084707 | 0.082453 | 0 | 0 | 0.088084 | 0 | 0.066523 | 0 | 0 | 0.129823 | 0 | 0 | 0.117688 |
EDAnonymous | junerose777 | 2019/03/09 | best binge foods?! i’m heading to the grocery store after a terrible fucking day. i do not care how shitty i’m gonna feel, i just need a damn good binge!! what do y’all recommend? | 0.548684 | 2.592622 | 2.709737 | 92.555658 | 84 | 5.905263 | 22.657895 | 7.168622 | 0.770768 | 139 | 5 | 31 | 2 | 4 | 47 | 31 | 38 | 0.187 | 0.509 | 0.305 | 0.7455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.38485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.44344 | 0 | 0 | 0.339027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.376361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | erisrain | 2019/03/09 | Cant hold stuff down I know this probably isn't normal but i cant tell if it's from my ed or what. I used to purge a lot, I stopped for a while then last month did it one time, but haven't done it since. But I find now I cant hold food down. Even the slightest bit and it feels like it's coming back up when I have no in... | -1.169782 | 0.720198 | 1.097143 | 102.208814 | 90.525424 | 4.727361 | 15.208232 | 6.182691 | -0.895658 | 402 | 8 | 107 | 4 | 14 | 134 | 74 | 118 | 0.175 | 0.796 | 0.028 | -0.9498 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 20 | 18 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 13 | 1 | 12 | 14 | 4 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 12 | 74 | 24 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172528 | 0.209995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10127 | 0.143084 | 0 | 0 | 0.183057 | 0 | 0.242186 | 0 | 0 | 0.185161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110072 | 0.163259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218635 | 0.340551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159866 | 0 | 0.147233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167447 | 0 | 0 | 0.229279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | marshmallowwsx | 2019/03/09 | Like real clothes fitting is even an option Bought a couple new pairs of work/dress pants in to be hemmed and to see if they could be narrowed through the waist and hips. As she’s pinning them she pulls them up off my hips and onto my waist and remarks “Not too long, are too big all over, just need to gain weight!”
.... | 2.132018 | 3.371234 | 2.392105 | 100.47307 | 76.105263 | 5.066667 | 20.561404 | 3.1291 | -0.658975 | 278 | 6 | 68 | 0 | 6 | 84 | 62 | 76 | 0 | 0.918 | 0.082 | 0.7345 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 10 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 6 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 43 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256806 | 0.355892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157139 | 0 | 0 | 0.284644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238494 | 0 | 0.310645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.391675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ekaatauria | 2019/03/09 | Thank You and Recovery! After months of browsing this subreddit, and the old one as well, I finally decided to post!
So, I'm Ekaa and I'm 17.
I just wanted to say thank you to everyone on this sub for helping me feel less alone. I think I'm finally in a decent place and I'm going to try recovery. It's taken so long f... | 3.667793 | 4.605612 | 5.128913 | 83.500368 | 71.934783 | 8.922408 | 26.110368 | 9.265574 | 2.025056 | 704 | 22 | 146 | 15 | 13 | 237 | 104 | 184 | 0.085 | 0.742 | 0.173 | 0.9541 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 26 | 26 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 10 | 3 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 20 | 7 | 24 | 19 | 2 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 91 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094866 | 0 | 0 | 0.274489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072624 | 0 | 0.275814 | 0.314679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192544 | 0 | 0 | 0.142657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150715 | 0.152961 | 0.097327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11422 | 0 | 0 | 0.114454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12405 | 0 | 0 | 0.084717 | 0 | 0 | 0.174902 | 0.12914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Ok_mini_ | 2019/03/09 | Climbing and ED The less you weigh, the better you climb. Restrict your calories. The scale decreases. Lose more to be more. There was never a goal, only less and less. Lightheaded. Fatigued. Ignoring every contradicting voice in your head screaming to eat. Screaming dont eat. Fat. Fat. Fat. It was all worth it: to be ... | 1.549125 | 4.271881 | 2.385863 | 89.430808 | 93.620939 | 5.031618 | 23.77038 | 6.72109 | 1.099047 | 1,162 | 48 | 215 | 17 | 43 | 363 | 141 | 277 | 0.106 | 0.758 | 0.137 | 0.8843 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 50 | 0 | 13 | 1 | 13 | 13 | 16 | 1 | 3 | 16 | 1 | 22 | 21 | 10 | 6 | 2 | 34 | 29 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 8 | 16 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 7 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 26 | 6 | 27 | 18 | 10 | 35 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 14 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 147 | 42 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15211 | 0 | 0.286561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100785 | 0 | 0 | 0.703949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093433 | 0.087935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072214 | 0.192411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189647 | 0 | 0.066324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058272 | 0.130805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068675 | 0.071895 | 0.098506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074271 | 0 | 0 | 0.101443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082895 | 0.093257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | crenegade | 2019/03/09 | hi all, need help finding the online tool that helps you visualise your body to help with BDD hi guys,
the BDD and ED been HITTING extra hard lately and so i’ve been looking for a tool (not sure if it’s a piece of software or a website) that helps you visualise your body by plugging in your measurements?
i’ve seen i... | -0.757152 | 1.411765 | 1.752078 | 94.731353 | 96.087379 | 5.076764 | 20.4589 | 6.742158 | 0.432912 | 377 | 14 | 86 | 6 | 15 | 128 | 68 | 103 | 0.031 | 0.725 | 0.244 | 0.9661 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 11 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 8 | 3 | 6 | 7 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 44 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359667 | 0 | 0 | 0.162697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.608684 | 0 | 0 | 0.180391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16392 | 0 | 0.121234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133513 | 0.13467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | crazycatlaady | 2019/03/09 | Do I have an eating disorder I used to struggle with anorexia/ bulimia about seven years ago and now I think I’m struggling again. I’m purging maybe around 4-7 times a week and I just started to use laxatives. When I brush my teeth I throw up every time and I’m not honestly sure why... I binge to the point where I can’... | 2.217803 | 3.605328 | 3.658472 | 90.874375 | 76.171717 | 7.374242 | 23.486111 | 8.076483 | 1.066423 | 367 | 11 | 83 | 6 | 8 | 121 | 63 | 99 | 0.184 | 0.816 | 0 | -0.9285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 17 | 12 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 4 | 11 | 12 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 48 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173345 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117497 | 0 | 0 | 0.320775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118085 |
EDAnonymous | Carokoneko | 2019/03/09 | I realized that feeling left out sparks my ed And now since I am in a loving relationship I just can’t restrict anymore and now I just have to deal with my anxiety and body dysmorphia.
TLDR: Gaining weight because I love my SO. | 3.139667 | 5.219283 | 4.793056 | 80.73625 | 75.444444 | 8.055556 | 31.25 | 8.841846 | 2.849333 | 181 | 9 | 34 | 4 | 4 | 61 | 35 | 45 | 0.088 | 0.657 | 0.255 | 0.8442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 25 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218559 | 0 | 0.283337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.515709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.347904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | latex55 | 2019/03/09 | Do you struggle with eating at a restaurant? i now am obsessed with knowing exactly how many calories and what is in my food, so if i dont make it i get massive anxiety.
does anyone else struggle with guessing at a restaurant the calories or better yet, NOT believing the calorie count they have. For instance, Cheeseca... | 5.884344 | 6.838751 | 6.219795 | 77.63166 | 66.868852 | 8.067213 | 35.741803 | 8.076483 | 2.952341 | 510 | 25 | 87 | 6 | 8 | 164 | 84 | 122 | 0.088 | 0.842 | 0.069 | 0.1901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 13 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 20 | 20 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 14 | 2 | 12 | 14 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 67 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310165 | 0.34784 | 0 | 0 | 0.109495 | 0 | 0 | 0.200161 | 0.29331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087251 | 0 | 0 | 0.32252 | 0 | 0.126588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125255 | 0 | 0.167749 | 0 | 0 | 0.146459 | 0.239135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095541 | 0.145113 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156491 | 0.34784 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 7aylorAbi | 2019/03/09 | Does eating something like sugar free jello or a rice cake after chewing and spitting help you not get stomach issues? It's one of those things I do on impulse, so I want to at least make it safer for myself.. | 7.573571 | 5.889693 | 7.490476 | 78.762857 | 64 | 8.4 | 32.904762 | 3.1291 | 1.766676 | 165 | 5 | 31 | 0 | 2 | 53 | 40 | 42 | 0 | 0.717 | 0.283 | 0.9009 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 22 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cheekchub | 2019/03/09 | none of my jeans fit me lmaooo sooo after days of eating like shit and binging on crisps and ice cream yesterday and in combination with period bloat all of my jeans are too tight on me..when i sit down everything just spills out and i just feel fucking huge
i’m actually supposed to go shopping later for an event that... | 2.786846 | 4.040537 | 4.366154 | 86.913846 | 74.461538 | 8.276923 | 21.461538 | 8.841846 | 1.167908 | 489 | 11 | 108 | 10 | 10 | 164 | 93 | 130 | 0.124 | 0.779 | 0.097 | -0.8286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 25 | 19 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 14 | 2 | 20 | 16 | 2 | 23 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 13 | 68 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15887 | 0 | 0.166644 | 0 | 0.089381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.490266 | 0 | 0 | 0.100463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208528 | 0 | 0.141795 | 0.430519 | 0.158938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CalvinPindakaas | 2019/03/09 | Info on weight gaining methods? I tried searching this sub for weight gain methods but couldn't find any. So here is this post
een a sack of bones ever since I developed and ED as a small child. Been trying to gain weight but I've actually lost some more because my parents are the *best people in the world*. Looking f... | 2.430945 | 4.366921 | 4.175448 | 85.015759 | 77.059701 | 6.854726 | 24.599502 | 7.793538 | 1.302813 | 520 | 18 | 106 | 8 | 12 | 175 | 87 | 134 | 0.063 | 0.803 | 0.134 | 0.887 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 16 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 7 | 2 | 17 | 11 | 6 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 62 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342697 | 0 | 0 | 0.114388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130551 | 0 | 0.105886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106989 | 0 | 0.141548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0983 | 0 | 0.127783 | 0.099519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12998 | 0 | 0 | 0.243461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278747 | 0 | 0.570183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | stealthyelfy | 2019/03/09 | I binged. I'm so disappointed in myself. I think I can admit I have a problem. I'm house sitting for a friend right now. I'm away from my roommates and all by myself.
I don't know what happened. I wasn't even thinking when I went to the grocery store and bought all the food.
In the space of 6 hours, I ate:
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EDAnonymous | guldaanthrowaway | 2019/03/09 | broke, need some food hey i've got £0 for the first time in my life. i srsly need some cheap options, i can't cook either :( my only idea is buying 5 bananas a day for £1 and eating them at 3 hour intervals? i might go to a food bank any idea for there? | -0.038276 | 1.112903 | 2.361586 | 98.792034 | 81.758621 | 5.329655 | 16.772414 | 5.683918 | -0.806342 | 192 | 3 | 51 | 1 | 5 | 66 | 46 | 58 | 0.061 | 0.892 | 0.047 | -0.1911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 24 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188931 | 0.537165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126233 | 0 | 0.177646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218739 | 0 | 0 | 0.501482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mab564 | 2019/03/10 | Just curious... To those of you who are bulimic, how many of you use a finger to throw up and how many use another implement, like a toothbrush or something? | 2.724 | 5.151862 | 4.436667 | 81.065 | 78.333333 | 9.333333 | 30 | 9.725611 | 3.464 | 122 | 6 | 23 | 4 | 3 | 41 | 23 | 30 | 0 | 0.915 | 0.085 | 0.3612 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 17 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.674915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.574951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | anxfloat | 2019/03/10 | Broken bones Y’all...I think I just hit a new low. I just googled the least painful way to break my legs because if my body needs to heal broken bones then I’ll burn more calories and be at my gw faster. Please end me and my horrible ed brain🙃 | 2.279615 | 3.407322 | 2.641538 | 99.278462 | 75.538462 | 5.969231 | 22.615385 | 5.985473 | -0.037746 | 190 | 5 | 47 | 1 | 4 | 58 | 41 | 52 | 0.209 | 0.708 | 0.083 | -0.796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 21 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.381071 | 0 | 0.382978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254381 | 0 | 0.331337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.365049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.376586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | seanl25 | 2019/03/10 | How EDs Distort My Perception of Weight I (21M) have been bulimic for 3 years now, and before that I spent about 1 year restricting. I'm 5'4" and at my lowest weight I was 88 pounds, and now I'm 120. I'm the heaviest I have ever been and I have to say it really screws with my mind.
People tell me that I'm thin and it... | 1.863489 | 3.08166 | 3.340221 | 93.490033 | 76.761194 | 7.41306 | 21.517724 | 8.076483 | 0.695151 | 726 | 18 | 175 | 12 | 16 | 239 | 104 | 201 | 0.178 | 0.784 | 0.039 | -0.9799 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 18 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 12 | 9 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 38 | 29 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 9 | 8 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 14 | 22 | 1 | 18 | 22 | 7 | 25 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 11 | 1 | 4 | 13 | 107 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076793 | 0.11253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066949 | 0 | 0.093454 | 0 | 0.115256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118931 | 0 | 0.076139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087175 | 0 | 0.80243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141449 |
EDAnonymous | vinegar_doppio | 2019/03/10 | DAE love protein bars when restricting but can't stand them otherwise they taste heavenly when I'm in a restrictive phase but just taste like regret if I'm not🤔 | 3.479271 | 5.863519 | 4.0575 | 84.970833 | 75.5625 | 9.266667 | 26.291667 | 9.725611 | 2.696904 | 133 | 5 | 26 | 4 | 3 | 42 | 27 | 32 | 0.142 | 0.566 | 0.292 | 0.7814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.476038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.879425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | earlgreybaby | 2019/03/10 | LGBT men in the community? I'm a trans/gay man and I feel like I'm the only guy in the community who is. I know I'm not the only one but I honestly feel like I am (if that makes sense) if anyone else is going through the same thing and is part of the LGBT community please let me know, I'd like to get to know some more... | 0.776126 | 1.823504 | 3.571351 | 91.424775 | 79.27027 | 7.095495 | 19.09009 | 7.793538 | 0.237133 | 252 | 5 | 65 | 4 | 6 | 90 | 45 | 74 | 0 | 0.75 | 0.25 | 0.9619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 4 | 6 | 15 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 37 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159131 | 0.233186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230146 | 0.325171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118903 | 0 | 0.129341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232719 | 0 | 0.333557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154216 | 0.346175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24645 | 0 | 0.157778 | 0 | 0 | 0.249818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | redtopiary | 2019/03/10 | Why do all the other ED folks at the grocery store have to steal my favorite foods? I have a very particular set of strange safe foods that I get at Kroger and lately they’re ALL GONE, like my fav cereal, ice cream flavor, frozen dinners, etc.
Is this life’s discreet way of suggesting that I starve? Why does everyone ... | 7.467763 | 6.857673 | 6.880526 | 79.573684 | 63.605263 | 10.231579 | 33.473684 | 9.516145 | 2.827458 | 313 | 11 | 61 | 5 | 4 | 97 | 59 | 76 | 0.117 | 0.714 | 0.169 | 0.6641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 8 | 6 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 32 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.598312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174745 | 0.241733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20413 | 0 | 0.196374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.446478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | MissNietzsche | 2019/03/10 | Does daylight savings mean I have to eat less Calories?!? My daily intake allotment is based off my TDEE of 24 hours in a day. Taking away an hour of burning Calories is taking away AT LEAST 60 Calories worth of burning. That means I'm getting 60 more Calories than I usually get in a day..an extra 60 Calories that I do... | 2.817847 | 5.123101 | 3.994951 | 84.995205 | 77.356164 | 5.815264 | 29.606654 | 6.86897 | 1.732356 | 295 | 14 | 54 | 3 | 7 | 96 | 50 | 73 | 0.044 | 0.928 | 0.028 | -0.2851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 11 | 13 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 32 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396663 | 0 | 0 | 0.128682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.415774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.459891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | patriljaz | 2019/03/10 | I'm 15 turning 16 soon but I can't find a balance with food for last 7 years Hello. Firs't I'm sorry that my english isn't perfect so please don't mind. The short story withouth details is on the end. Thank you
So where do I begin? When I was little I wanted to be a dancer or an iceskater. Everyone called me chubby o... | 0.735312 | 2.877401 | 2.437439 | 94.189842 | 84.019157 | 5.261138 | 22.092821 | 6.543119 | 0.375165 | 2,910 | 100 | 648 | 30 | 84 | 955 | 307 | 783 | 0.11 | 0.796 | 0.094 | -0.8466 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 65 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 37 | 25 | 4 | 3 | 28 | 0 | 56 | 38 | 13 | 2 | 5 | 105 | 104 | 70 | 0 | 15 | 22 | 11 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 25 | 34 | 30 | 7 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 13 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 47 | 16 | 116 | 13 | 76 | 47 | 17 | 89 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 49 | 40 | 3 | 6 | 40 | 406 | 141 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125055 | 0.086746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146192 | 0.118601 | 0 | 0.080163 | 0.043523 | 0 | 0 | 0.044355 | 0 | 0 | 0.046101 | 0.056908 | 0.0579 | 0 | 0 | 0.053226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041618 | 0 | 0.057258 | 0.067234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051063 | 0 | 0.373364 | 0 | 0 | 0.046168 | 0.10772 | 0 | 0.068857 | 0 | 0 | 0.099617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190568 | 0 | 0.189092 | 0.114306 | 0 | 0 | 0.027234 | 0 | 0.059249 | 0 | 0.04169 | 0 | 0 | 0.051613 | 0 | 0.055489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055802 | 0.058844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.028647 | 0.127468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050932 | 0.052244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044315 | 0 | 0 | 0.034794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102144 | 0.050016 | 0.059346 | 0.054697 | 0.111024 | 0 | 0.079288 | 0 | 0.061158 | 0 | 0 | 0.04976 | 0 | 0.091028 | 0 | 0.057218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104802 | 0 | 0.055442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058351 | 0.14758 | 0 | 0.208138 | 0.043579 | 0 | 0.054493 | 0.059672 | 0 | 0.059152 | 0 | 0 | 0.078384 | 0 | 0.136681 | 0.04799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051213 | 0.082764 | 0.151975 | 0 | 0 | 0.099617 | 0 | 0.03539 | 0.056698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153726 | 0.08275 | 0.083624 | 0.380851 | 0 | 0.048321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053121 | 0.148115 | 0 | 0 | 0.134269 |
EDAnonymous | yelaa | 2019/03/10 | for my rice cake gang out there: get your hands on some of the kallø lentil protein cakes. they have a gram more protein per cake than normal rice cakes, and they are super tasty/better textured than rice bois imo. same calorie count too (30 kcal)
this has been a crunchy psa | 4.47934 | 6.040301 | 2.935991 | 97.612665 | 70.698113 | 5.3 | 22.683962 | 3.1291 | -0.274128 | 217 | 5 | 46 | 0 | 4 | 60 | 45 | 53 | 0 | 0.926 | 0.074 | 0.5994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 24 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.470522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.882388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jane_doe86 | 2019/03/10 | Also trigger warning ( need to drop at least 5 kilos to get to the weight I want , support welcome) As I said, I need to drop 5 kilos.
I have been IF for a while and dropped 30lbs but I am obsessive with being a single digit weight in stones. I am 10 but need to get back down to 9 at least. Anyone else get that?
I am ... | -0.185953 | 1.942958 | 2.171789 | 94.550411 | 88.354839 | 4.242033 | 17.056696 | 5.565023 | -0.531508 | 336 | 8 | 74 | 2 | 11 | 114 | 65 | 93 | 0.212 | 0.719 | 0.068 | -0.9153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 7 | 3 | 17 | 14 | 4 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 48 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142965 | 0.209496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.32047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.454819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120597 | 0 | 0 | 0.497961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131667 |
EDAnonymous | dezelita | 2019/03/10 | When you get called out for using sweetener... lol I'm 16 and work at a fucking breakfast restaurant. Today I was pouring myself some coffee and had three packs of sweetener to add to it when a co-worker of mine said "Are you seriously gonna add three packs of those to your coffee? That shit is worse than cigarettes," ... | 2.342187 | 5.183911 | 3.632083 | 83.27125 | 84.520833 | 6.533333 | 21.541667 | 7.793538 | 1.310829 | 403 | 13 | 74 | 8 | 12 | 131 | 75 | 96 | 0.142 | 0.778 | 0.08 | -0.7462 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 15 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 10 | 2 | 15 | 10 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 50 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232977 | 0.131664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.517365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.366929 | 0.255926 | 0.256817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | throwaway4fearr | 2019/03/10 | Upset at a weight I used to be happy about I used to genuinely be ok with weighing like 140 lb, but now I have feelings of disappointment about that weight?
Specific weights haven’t historically been a big motivator for ED behaviors for me, but I compulsively weigh myself.
140lb used to seem like a perfectly fine wei... | 5.310413 | 5.808536 | 6.675266 | 75.479355 | 67.976378 | 10.759449 | 28.473425 | 10.686353 | 2.868591 | 507 | 16 | 104 | 14 | 8 | 173 | 71 | 127 | 0.118 | 0.695 | 0.187 | 0.8131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 10 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 18 | 19 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 11 | 7 | 20 | 13 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 63 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173112 | 0 | 0.090812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093828 | 0.107191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305082 | 0 | 0 | 0.069449 | 0 | 0 | 0.860291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fortniteandfoxes | 2019/03/10 | Missing my ED. I feel weird writing this but part of me misses my full blown Anorexia. I’m what you call recovered now but I miss that disassociated relationship I had with food, I miss being able to say no and have this intense self restraint. Most of all I miss that state, it was awful and painful but it was powerful... | 1.328519 | 3.705217 | 2.779259 | 91.166667 | 83.567901 | 5.575309 | 23.814815 | 6.937598 | 0.761652 | 314 | 12 | 68 | 4 | 9 | 102 | 61 | 81 | 0.239 | 0.674 | 0.087 | -0.8942 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 16 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 10 | 1 | 7 | 11 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 46 | 18 | 0 | 0.295875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.357774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314832 | 0 | 0 | 0.320404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235292 | 0 | 0 | 0.235774 | 0 | 0.308662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189585 | 0 | 0.234892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | _Trappedinacorner | 2019/03/10 | DAE get kinda pissed/hurt seeing a girl skinnier than you? I live in an area where everyone is overweight. So I definitely stand out, which is fine with me. Might sound like an asshole, but it gives me an ego boost tbh.
Anyway, I was at Zumiez today and the cashier looked so fucking beautiful and thin. She couldn't h... | 3.167178 | 5.208997 | 3.473818 | 90.396909 | 75.24 | 6.465455 | 23.363636 | 7.348243 | 0.73724 | 502 | 15 | 106 | 6 | 11 | 155 | 97 | 125 | 0.091 | 0.717 | 0.193 | 0.9412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 17 | 21 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 16 | 5 | 13 | 13 | 4 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 10 | 10 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 64 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.401557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11404 | 0.161126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208508 | 0.117835 | 0.216358 | 0 | 0.189172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220375 | 0 | 0.199156 | 0 | 0.378793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | aswerefallingdown | 2019/03/10 | How to deal with oral fixation (eating, chewing, etc constantly)? Hey. I literally can't go more than one or two hours when I'm at home without needing to put something in my mouth and eat it. I have food addiction as well, but eating addiction/oral fixation is torture. I am able to go more than a few hours when I'm ou... | 5.334124 | 6.811325 | 6.063467 | 76.328178 | 68.52 | 9.715556 | 33.088889 | 9.994967 | 3.386182 | 526 | 24 | 98 | 13 | 9 | 172 | 81 | 125 | 0.12 | 0.781 | 0.098 | -0.7795 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 21 | 22 | 13 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 14 | 21 | 5 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 60 | 11 | 0 | 0.137841 | 0 | 0 | 0.150267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136701 | 0.096381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118737 | 0 | 0.148957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.564182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276531 | 0 | 0.271491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162604 | 0 | 0 | 0.167853 | 0.123935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097918 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | nbarbacc | 2019/03/10 | The one moment it goes wrong So like many of us on here, I struggle with binge eating, sometimes for emotional release or boredom. The whole cycle I realize what I’m doing, except for this one moment where I decide. “Fuck all that, I know this is bad, but I don’t care”. Then I fall back into the cycle. I was wondering ... | 4.527509 | 5.186267 | 5.496429 | 82.669405 | 69.769231 | 7.385348 | 26.155678 | 7.168622 | 1.280537 | 355 | 10 | 68 | 3 | 6 | 117 | 64 | 91 | 0.106 | 0.763 | 0.131 | 0.5182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 16 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 10 | 8 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 53 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343528 | 0.186512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228572 | 0 | 0.251271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109131 | 0.223884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249394 | 0 | 0 | 0.242244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244229 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | awfulyoung | 2019/03/10 | Welp, Here We Are Again, You Stupid Bitch It started with a heaping plate of Pad Thai, a package of double stuffed Oreos, and a bag of Jalapeño potato chips and it ended with my head in the toilet. The next day it was two big bowls of Panda Puff Peanut Butter Cereal and every nibble of my roommates food I could sneak w... | 4.402115 | 5.225307 | 5.165833 | 84.331731 | 70.145833 | 7.366026 | 27.790064 | 7.32111 | 1.408452 | 1,504 | 50 | 303 | 14 | 26 | 488 | 217 | 384 | 0.119 | 0.804 | 0.076 | -0.9498 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 57 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 17 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 17 | 2 | 24 | 12 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 52 | 52 | 29 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 23 | 3 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 4 | 35 | 6 | 54 | 39 | 6 | 55 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 22 | 1 | 4 | 29 | 196 | 49 | 3 | 0.09556 | 0 | 0.093253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07348 | 0 | 0.116505 | 0 | 0 | 0.107664 | 0 | 0.084515 | 0 | 0.106146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076297 | 0 | 0.104968 | 0.184885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097782 | 0 | 0 | 0.169276 | 0 | 0 | 0.063117 | 0.08644 | 0.080514 | 0 | 0.085883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091753 | 0 | 0.08734 | 0.081284 | 0.231104 | 0.209554 | 0 | 0 | 0.049926 | 0 | 0.108618 | 0 | 0.076428 | 0 | 0.10527 | 0.09462 | 0.084504 | 0 | 0 | 0.094346 | 0.39229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064052 | 0 | 0 | 0.094913 | 0.094108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067497 | 0.046686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096003 | 0 | 0.106146 | 0 | 0.096302 | 0 | 0.096489 | 0 | 0 | 0.203131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100274 | 0 | 0.064754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102596 | 0.108251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09969 | 0 | 0 | 0.158097 | 0 | 0.095629 | 0 | 0 | 0.073567 | 0 | 0 | 0.067638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167166 | 0.109833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056364 | 0 | 0.153305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092117 | 0 | 0.069569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | DoingBetterForMyself | 2019/03/10 | New on this sub I'm a male I don't know if this sub is for males too so I'm sorry just delete this if it isn't. I've known I have an eating disorder for a while but I've been struggling with other issues like addiction, bipolar, schizophrenia, and trauma stuff. I've made very vain attempts at controlling it but always ... | 4.353827 | 5.768919 | 5.359774 | 80.680648 | 70.8107 | 8.527572 | 27.903292 | 8.998389 | 2.260307 | 982 | 35 | 186 | 19 | 18 | 323 | 132 | 243 | 0.144 | 0.771 | 0.085 | -0.943 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 17 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 15 | 8 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 37 | 35 | 20 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 22 | 15 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 24 | 6 | 29 | 27 | 1 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 18 | 128 | 46 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08745 | 0.181981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076462 | 0 | 0 | 0.194695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.447582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057132 | 0.104901 | 0.062148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105614 | 0.232597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121424 | 0 | 0 | 0.075812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109383 | 0 | 0.070054 | 0.112433 | 0.107973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122412 | 0.154801 | 0.116556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11432 | 0.250366 | 0 | 0.124093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087894 | 0 | 0.100678 | 0 | 0.253935 | 0 | 0.070069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090228 | 0.064499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238831 | 0 | 0 | 0.077681 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | scattyduck | 2019/03/11 | I feel jealous about my husbands exes I used to restrict heavily for a very long time following childhood obesity, followed by purging, b/p, then just binging. When we first got together I was restricting, and since then I’ve put on a lot of weight. He told me that a few of his exes were anorexic, and were much thinner... | 4.142185 | 4.350148 | 5.328022 | 85.13841 | 70.456693 | 8.397244 | 30.048228 | 8.2785 | 1.955875 | 951 | 36 | 206 | 13 | 16 | 317 | 141 | 254 | 0.156 | 0.79 | 0.053 | -0.971 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 16 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 14 | 11 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 31 | 40 | 20 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 8 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 9 | 29 | 0 | 28 | 22 | 5 | 32 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 10 | 2 | 3 | 16 | 130 | 38 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107217 | 0.078277 | 0 | 0 | 0.144674 | 0 | 0 | 0.14019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144022 | 0.102525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25444 | 0 | 0.108191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118713 | 0.067089 | 0 | 0.072978 | 0 | 0.205402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126778 | 0.131785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113638 | 0 | 0.143658 | 0 | 0.109169 | 0 | 0 | 0.171429 | 0 | 0 | 0.139876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094396 | 0.095214 | 0.198075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133959 | 0 | 0.131811 | 0.106222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126162 | 0 | 0.149753 | 0 | 0.121717 | 0.122701 | 0 | 0.087182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110905 | 0 | 0.105951 | 0 | 0.101926 | 0 | 0.469105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ilikebiting | 2019/03/11 | I have spent literally thousands on binge food and I need to stop, but I can't. Every day I restrict until the evening when I buy loads of binge food. Literally 10000 calories worth of food that even I know I won't finish, but I can't stop myself. I am spending about £50 on food a day.
I just think about all the mone... | 0.892566 | 2.394484 | 2.392221 | 98.038066 | 80.150442 | 5.227965 | 18.379646 | 5.683918 | -0.618737 | 400 | 8 | 100 | 2 | 10 | 130 | 63 | 113 | 0.124 | 0.793 | 0.083 | -0.5162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 24 | 15 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 16 | 1 | 14 | 12 | 4 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 67 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086491 | 0.126741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098761 | 0 | 0 | 0.159548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1634 | 0 | 0.104219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.74787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090931 | 0.183438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.517078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sellie41434 | 2019/03/11 | I am upsetti spaghetti Sorry for the funny title, this is actually a serious post. So I offered my color guard captain a brownie that my friend had made and she said "I'm suuuuper hungry but I can't eat it because I'm anorexic" meanwhile I'm in shock because that's not something you just throw around!! And I was like "... | 0.459011 | 2.593452 | 2.741418 | 91.616082 | 85.153846 | 5.618022 | 21.187912 | 6.961327 | 0.476135 | 670 | 22 | 150 | 9 | 20 | 228 | 98 | 182 | 0.126 | 0.686 | 0.188 | 0.8936 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 19 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 19 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 30 | 38 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 12 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 22 | 12 | 8 | 23 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 18 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 89 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260739 | 0.285543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078949 | 0 | 0.149918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120633 | 0 | 0.081576 | 0 | 0 | 0.130962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138784 | 0 | 0 | 0.17162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.381409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147743 | 0.104224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240407 | 0 | 0.174785 | 0 | 0 | 0.124693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Foureyedlemon | 2019/03/11 | My friend, knowing I have anorexia, talks about taking tips from ‘Ana documentaries’. Huge vent ahead I’d really like advice. I feel like I physically can’t say anything when she starts talking like this.... I just kind of stare at her like *you know* but I don’t make a (purposely) negative reaction with my body, face,... | 2.66463 | 4.79756 | 3.614798 | 88.382259 | 77.08642 | 6.789136 | 24.688889 | 7.793538 | 1.258785 | 3,858 | 135 | 793 | 60 | 90 | 1,235 | 381 | 972 | 0.118 | 0.701 | 0.182 | 0.9969 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 101 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 7 | 58 | 65 | 3 | 5 | 30 | 7 | 64 | 16 | 2 | 12 | 8 | 151 | 143 | 75 | 0 | 16 | 43 | 0 | 19 | 12 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 15 | 0 | 4 | 48 | 40 | 12 | 3 | 23 | 4 | 2 | 12 | 35 | 24 | 3 | 3 | 32 | 42 | 137 | 40 | 98 | 91 | 12 | 91 | 0 | 10 | 8 | 2 | 125 | 31 | 1 | 11 | 58 | 510 | 185 | 5 | 0.041076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040139 | 0.036411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.032848 | 0.034178 | 0 | 0 | 0.027933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.031585 | 0.10289 | 0.100158 | 0 | 0.034953 | 0.046278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065592 | 0 | 0.04512 | 0.026491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14123 | 0 | 0.107837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168124 | 0 | 0.046205 | 0 | 0.042442 | 0.04581 | 0.108521 | 0.037156 | 0.034608 | 0 | 0 | 0.04018 | 0 | 0 | 0.186923 | 0.088034 | 0 | 0.044997 | 0 | 0 | 0.049669 | 0 | 0.095205 | 0.037974 | 0.02146 | 0 | 0.070033 | 0 | 0.032852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.036323 | 0.043726 | 0.147184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263836 | 0 | 0 | 0.042873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128323 | 0.135445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044629 | 0.084006 | 0 | 0.240811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.034493 | 0.091907 | 0 | 0.069843 | 0.037073 | 0.038867 | 0.137092 | 0.041645 | 0.041266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.030196 | 0.030457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039413 | 0 | 0 | 0.087489 | 0.083502 | 0.06248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039212 | 0.028477 | 0.071732 | 0 | 0.045089 | 0.03883 | 0 | 0 | 0.041789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1842 | 0 | 0.040558 | 0 | 0.093062 | 0 | 0.078145 | 0.293987 | 0 | 0 | 0.032732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.033978 | 0.046171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094867 | 0 | 0.045981 | 0.145369 | 0.043781 | 0.065607 | 0.034341 | 0.047052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046612 | 0.077427 | 0 | 0.061768 | 0.165076 | 0.179511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105279 | 0.161428 | 0.03261 | 0.119758 | 0 | 0 | 0.196249 | 0.045637 | 0.027888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049409 | 0.035476 | 0 | 0.135568 | 0.121138 | 0.032604 | 0.032949 | 0.250097 | 0.073864 | 0.152311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.029904 | 0.083429 | 0 | 0.116717 | 0.04491 | 0 | 0.079355 |
EDAnonymous | Mommyslittlemanlet | 2019/03/11 | I ate like if I were a semi-normal person yesterday And I woke up today and I wasn’t fat? I’m still underweight? Apparently you can ingest more than a couple hundred calories a day and it doesn’t make you put on five kilos overnight? Apparently the body needs a certain amount of nutrients and calories to live and conti... | 3.092808 | 4.741577 | 3.880808 | 89.098182 | 74.407407 | 6.983165 | 24.86532 | 7.686295 | 1.124926 | 527 | 17 | 111 | 7 | 11 | 168 | 92 | 135 | 0.082 | 0.882 | 0.037 | -0.7691 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 22 | 16 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 13 | 10 | 4 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 10 | 73 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.430414 | 0 | 0.216284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214375 | 0 | 0.12495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20019 | 0 | 0.255934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094654 | 0 | 0.17108 | 0.171458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183648 | 0.185132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | great_dayn | 2019/03/11 | Hair Loss I knew at the beginning of this relapse that this day would come , the day where the hair thinning/loss is happening fast and becoming noticeable. Does anyone have any tips on how to slow down or stop hair loss all together? Vitamins, shampoos etc...Im desperate. | 4.328571 | 7.219426 | 4.366694 | 81.210449 | 75.326531 | 9.634286 | 30.208163 | 9.888513 | 3.638866 | 217 | 10 | 38 | 7 | 5 | 67 | 41 | 49 | 0.178 | 0.822 | 0 | -0.7964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 20 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213845 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sadpaleobotanist | 2019/03/11 | Relapsing hard I made a new account because this is getting so bad again I can’t ignore it anymore and I don’t want it on my main account, where my boyfriend can see.
I feel like a worthless sack of shit. I’m the most garbage person I’ve ever met. I don’t understand why anyone wants to spend any time with me. I’m stup... | 1.309953 | 3.17555 | 3.251998 | 90.646921 | 80.256545 | 5.919837 | 24.223677 | 6.937598 | 0.821534 | 707 | 26 | 155 | 8 | 18 | 238 | 111 | 191 | 0.18 | 0.703 | 0.117 | -0.901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 16 | 9 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 25 | 35 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 26 | 4 | 18 | 29 | 2 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 11 | 3 | 2 | 9 | 94 | 35 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163638 | 0.115374 | 0 | 0.135783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13777 | 0.100584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15555 | 0 | 0.250291 | 0.235756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140351 | 0.199522 | 0 | 0 | 0.152542 | 0.086207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131968 | 0.181916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168727 | 0 | 0.161224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148921 | 0.15613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179476 | 0 | 0.171774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194646 | 0 | 0 | 0.200929 | 0 | 0 | 0.148889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117213 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | babybighorn | 2019/03/11 | Getting married in two months and feel like a fat monster. I feel like I've been so on and off the wagon, i'm restricting and working out like a crazy person but then I'll get this insane urge to binge and eat a quarter of a cake by myself. I had my second wedding dress fitting, and I love my gown so much. But I felt l... | 1.650905 | 3.194598 | 3.06381 | 93.87619 | 78.095238 | 5.428571 | 24.047619 | 5.822114 | 0.35619 | 769 | 26 | 173 | 4 | 18 | 251 | 116 | 210 | 0.164 | 0.647 | 0.19 | 0.2881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 16 | 3 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 35 | 27 | 25 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 14 | 5 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 8 | 21 | 10 | 19 | 21 | 4 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 109 | 30 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.133893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154394 | 0.208126 | 0.196039 | 0.131739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106005 | 0 | 0.215053 | 0 | 0 | 0.115082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270924 | 0.140813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345654 | 0.306996 | 0 | 0 | 0.123833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109516 | 0 | 0.201724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095121 | 0.119803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087916 | 0 | 0.108926 | 0.080006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080927 | 0.217815 | 0 | 0.167079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099887 | 0 | 0.139824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Whoevera | 2019/03/11 | Recovery feels I love how recovery feels like giving up, losing control, giving into being unhealthy, being a slob that doesn’t care about appearance
As a Type A personality who was always uber obsessed with looks its just hard | 20.4715 | 10.800821 | 17.71 | 39.335 | 50 | 20 | 57.5 | 14.554593 | 7.89225 | 186 | 7 | 26 | 4 | 1 | 60 | 34 | 40 | 0.188 | 0.519 | 0.293 | 0.7436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282891 | 0.199847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.536707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234912 | 0.312959 | 0 | 0 | 0.252478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | swaeter | 2019/03/11 | anybody else “putting off” recovery whenever i’m really fucking up i’m like-
“it’s fine for right now, lose the weight you want and then you can get healthy later and put it back on”
“life is rough right now, it’s reasonable to not eat and when things get better you’ll get better too”
i just use the excuse that i ... | 2.110421 | 4.542256 | 3.517105 | 86.767237 | 80.684211 | 8.010526 | 26.342105 | 8.841846 | 2.318663 | 379 | 16 | 76 | 10 | 10 | 124 | 71 | 95 | 0.057 | 0.784 | 0.159 | 0.7943 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 16 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 8 | 4 | 9 | 12 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 45 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151265 | 0 | 0.119918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.347964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201293 | 0.164334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181864 | 0.308333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138949 | 0.096107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126023 | 0.20226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130692 | 0 | 0 | 0.156173 | 0.114709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169902 | 0 | 0 | 0.11603 | 0 | 0 | 0.239551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dumbest-bitch | 2019/03/11 | Binged. Feel like I might die Trying to stop purging and been 5 days clean. My digestion is really shit and I’ve binged earlier on high protein yoghurt (about a kilogram(!!!????)) so I was already very full. Now I’ve had 4 bowls of rice noodles, oil, vegetables and fried tofu and I feel like my stomach is going to rip ... | 0.313406 | 2.564873 | 2.299091 | 93.650175 | 87.272727 | 5.202797 | 19.370629 | 6.671995 | 0.188497 | 409 | 12 | 89 | 5 | 13 | 136 | 74 | 110 | 0.202 | 0.707 | 0.091 | -0.9341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 17 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 8 | 2 | 10 | 11 | 4 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 44 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280183 | 0.263912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170761 | 0 | 0 | 0.104974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218881 | 0.123807 | 0.195155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147509 | 0.154425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | SorryStop | 2019/03/11 | Not even in my sleep am I free DAE I guess help me feel less weird
About half dreams I remember have to do with eating in social situations, eating way too much, and gaining weight. The frequency seems to be directly correlated with how far in I am into my behaviours. I go to sleep to repair my body and brain and esca... | 2.945659 | 4.542903 | 4.32875 | 85.948942 | 74.6875 | 7.673077 | 23.557692 | 8.384062 | 1.335846 | 619 | 18 | 129 | 11 | 13 | 205 | 102 | 160 | 0.121 | 0.748 | 0.132 | -0.0276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 24 | 20 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 12 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 20 | 2 | 25 | 11 | 4 | 21 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 82 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140526 | 0.147575 | 0 | 0 | 0.121382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175344 | 0 | 0.176221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104263 | 0.142791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177438 | 0.473914 | 0.160916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250599 | 0 | 0.192228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lawsoflife | 2019/03/11 | One week. I just want to go one week without purging... I used to just restrict but I started this habit about 6 months ago. It used to be occasional but now I can’t go a day without doing it. Just the feeling of being full and knowing there’s food in my stomach makes me so upset. I don’t want to lose my teeth and fuck... | -0.161191 | 1.921186 | 2.00177 | 96.192839 | 87.584071 | 3.830905 | 19.311777 | 4.713531 | -0.535363 | 406 | 12 | 92 | 1 | 13 | 136 | 72 | 113 | 0.261 | 0.704 | 0.036 | -0.9842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 22 | 24 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 13 | 22 | 1 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 59 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079345 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189751 | 0 | 0 | 0.145072 | 0.081986 | 0.150534 | 0.356731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111071 | 0 | 0 | 0.262388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271061 | 0 | 0 | 0.185114 | 0 | 0.251748 | 0.191089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | archersarrows | 2019/03/12 | Garbage food! Last week, I sprayed a cake with perfume to make sure I couldn't eat it, THEN left it on my bedroom floor. Again, for a week.
GUESS WHO JUST ATE THE PERFUME FLOOR CAKE. | 0.091622 | 2.449 | 0.052757 | 107.864541 | 91.702703 | 2.96 | 20.913514 | 3.1291 | -0.889882 | 140 | 5 | 34 | 0 | 5 | 40 | 30 | 37 | 0 | 0.923 | 0.077 | 0.3802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 17 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.357877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264809 | 0 | 0 | 0.352968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.521176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | satancookie22 | 2019/03/12 | Hey guys Long time no see I was feeling good for the last few months and ate like a normal human no purging and I talked myself out of guilt every time I ate cake but I weighed myself today and I’m up 8 pounds and all I can see is my flat flabby ass and I’m back to hating myself for letting slip and my bf never complim... | 0.658958 | 2.377165 | 2.724749 | 94.356351 | 81.702703 | 4.769112 | 17.328185 | 5.288315 | -0.620971 | 264 | 5 | 60 | 1 | 7 | 89 | 53 | 74 | 0.219 | 0.716 | 0.064 | -0.9167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 13 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 11 | 3 | 6 | 9 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 36 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261518 | 0 | 0.124945 | 0 | 0 | 0.226327 | 0.214762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.407593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298255 | 0 | 0.242417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | super_throwaway_8118 | 2019/03/12 | Any other POC? I’m a black girl and I feel like being a POC presented a different kind of challenge for EDs. I’ve been wanting to make a post like this for a while but been too scared. But what encouraged me was a discussion I had with my hair dresser today who struggles with undiagnosed BED. And we just had some very ... | 5.566087 | 6.410354 | 6.083099 | 78.723017 | 67.530612 | 9.227041 | 28.373724 | 9.354421 | 2.303944 | 1,006 | 32 | 193 | 19 | 16 | 326 | 135 | 245 | 0.113 | 0.728 | 0.158 | 0.8778 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 17 | 0 | 14 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 34 | 28 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 24 | 12 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 15 | 13 | 11 | 31 | 17 | 5 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 16 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 129 | 37 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157718 | 0.17301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152657 | 0.215688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320922 | 0 | 0 | 0.101184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157199 | 0.082962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289151 | 0 | 0 | 0.144446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151135 | 0.152777 | 0.240587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121334 | 0.131944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14309 | 0 | 0 | 0.10249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124556 | 0.089039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | RaniBlue | 2019/03/12 | Trying not to panic as a New ED Fear™ is taking over Didn't eat until 6pm. Had about a cup and a half of a friend's homemade yellow curry (no rice base, just curry), and I tried to just ignore the ED and enjoy it, but now it feels like a rock in my stomach.
I don't know the exact ingredients, which has never been one... | 2.167861 | 3.294183 | 4.099786 | 88.718797 | 75.818182 | 6.085561 | 22.032086 | 6.227272 | 0.321356 | 800 | 20 | 174 | 5 | 17 | 273 | 128 | 220 | 0.13 | 0.771 | 0.098 | -0.8425 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 14 | 2 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 13 | 7 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 35 | 30 | 17 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 7 | 3 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 8 | 18 | 6 | 26 | 23 | 2 | 25 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 1 | 6 | 14 | 118 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153438 | 0 | 0.103709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15177 | 0.204588 | 0.289061 | 0 | 0.147747 | 0 | 0 | 0.326179 | 0.147882 | 0.104203 | 0.124688 | 0.070466 | 0 | 0.076652 | 0 | 0.107871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12762 | 0.180058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107655 | 0.143349 | 0.099147 | 0 | 0.104023 | 0.130262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091394 | 0.102577 | 0 | 0.31649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129056 | 0 | 0.135585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133171 | 0 | 0 | 0.115181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089604 | 0.086421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274711 | 0.146704 | 0.131752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | TelltaleTaurus | 2019/03/12 | Anyone struggling with psychosis on top of their ED? First of all, hello. I'm new to the sub and am honestly hoping to make some connections with people that don't judge and truly empathize. I was diagnosed with EDNOS at the age of 17 and officially diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder at 21. I'm bout to turn 24, lo... | 4.895494 | 6.473941 | 6.225509 | 74.362449 | 69.697674 | 9.281977 | 30.181686 | 9.673873 | 2.999983 | 895 | 36 | 160 | 21 | 16 | 302 | 144 | 215 | 0.15 | 0.788 | 0.061 | -0.9425 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 8 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 13 | 11 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 30 | 27 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 19 | 4 | 27 | 20 | 4 | 28 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 99 | 24 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158477 | 0.177727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094328 | 0 | 0 | 0.29691 | 0 | 0 | 0.167631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124412 | 0.176863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083125 | 0 | 0.116981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165114 | 0 | 0 | 0.145145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258878 | 0 | 0 | 0.159665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108453 | 0 | 0.141263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101401 | 0 | 0.152815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152585 | 0 | 0.150138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116117 | 0.085288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116098 | 0 | 0.17811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177727 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kinkyscum | 2019/03/12 | Can’t purge anymore because deepthroating You heard it folks, I have to stop purging because it’s affected my abilities to deepthroat. U g h . I’ve been with my love for almost 6 months and due to constantly activating my gag reflex, it’s now way more sensitive and I can’t get all the way down on that daddy dick :,)
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EDAnonymous | Valaxian | 2019/03/12 | DAE hate cooking? Hey y’all. Been struggling since like 13 or so, relapsed over the years and ‘recovered’ too. But there’s one fuckin thing that plagues me even through my ‘recovered’ periods. Cooking.
I can’t express my hatred for it enough. I hate it. My mum tried to get me to cook so she could cook less, but I had... | 0.999438 | 3.121438 | 2.374468 | 95.160454 | 82.791946 | 5.053215 | 21.022299 | 6.207219 | 0.07513 | 1,115 | 34 | 248 | 9 | 31 | 359 | 158 | 298 | 0.146 | 0.725 | 0.129 | -0.8334 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 19 | 8 | 3 | 12 | 0 | 16 | 17 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 42 | 38 | 31 | 0 | 7 | 14 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 20 | 16 | 13 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 3 | 2 | 7 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 37 | 8 | 38 | 27 | 4 | 28 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 12 | 11 | 3 | 7 | 15 | 168 | 57 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144826 | 0.212224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090628 | 0.10598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21194 | 0.173026 | 0 | 0 | 0.107008 | 0 | 0.136804 | 0 | 0.087256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157093 | 0.073985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054107 | 0 | 0.117714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.408985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151786 | 0.103797 | 0.182895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088045 | 0.186938 | 0 | 0.069129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11029 | 0.070177 | 0 | 0 | 0.121508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090427 | 0 | 0 | 0.0979 | 0.233502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117316 | 0.088442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087748 | 0.079727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11863 | 0.108266 | 0.118554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070312 | 0.112646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183251 | 0.246609 | 0 | 0 | 0.093115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066691 |
EDAnonymous | boucherfragonard | 2019/03/12 | I’m falling back into my eating disorder I haven’t been weighing myself for about a month, but my therapist told me I had lost weight, which isn’t good because it’s been through starving myself. Curiosity finally got the best of me and I weighed myself, and I’ve lost about 17 pounds in about a month or two. I haven’t w... | 3.66663 | 4.310723 | 4.936175 | 85.965215 | 71.709677 | 8.356375 | 25.407066 | 8.563006 | 1.491094 | 1,166 | 33 | 253 | 19 | 21 | 388 | 140 | 310 | 0.153 | 0.638 | 0.209 | 0.9811 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 17 | 25 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 0 | 29 | 18 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 46 | 64 | 24 | 0 | 11 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 13 | 13 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 9 | 43 | 13 | 30 | 43 | 5 | 29 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 14 | 174 | 59 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063328 | 0.068765 | 0.150614 | 0 | 0.070081 | 0 | 0.08643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084907 | 0.070935 | 0 | 0 | 0.086047 | 0.094389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086057 | 0 | 0.046806 | 0.069078 | 0.065869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072829 | 0.087672 | 0.073777 | 0.081311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171526 | 0.135785 | 0.134265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058172 | 0 | 0.082544 | 0 | 0 | 0.20748 | 0.184275 | 0.26971 | 0 | 0.222994 | 0 | 0.054975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087369 | 0 | 0 | 0.131475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095624 | 0 | 0.105543 | 0.080916 | 0.065383 | 0.144071 | 0 | 0 | 0.078697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194307 | 0.261488 | 0 | 0.401159 | 0 | 0 | 0.148631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117009 | 0 | 0 | 0.053036 |
EDAnonymous | countdowntocontrol | 2019/03/12 | i'm done the past week i've binged every. fucking. day.
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i'm done.
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7 day fast. i don't care if it kills me. this is not a life.
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that is all lmao send me strength before this gets deleted x | -1.26314 | 0.39591 | -0.001014 | 104.173309 | 110.304348 | 2.044444 | 18.154589 | 3.1291 | -1.101074 | 172 | 6 | 39 | 0 | 9 | 53 | 35 | 46 | 0.13 | 0.72 | 0.15 | 0.2434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.46027 | 0.516178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130907 | 0.07398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.516178 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | caffeine_is_life | 2019/03/12 | DAE think I can do no more so fuck it all
You're drinking too much
You're exercising too much
Maybe you should exercise more to reduce stress
Look after yourself
Maybe you should go to the g p
Are you looking after yourself
You should eat more
Are you losing weight
You seem in a good place as you've not lost weight... | 0.297504 | 2.70106 | 1.075803 | 98.672388 | 96.808989 | 3.441734 | 16.469502 | 5.288315 | -0.784558 | 701 | 18 | 148 | 4 | 28 | 214 | 95 | 178 | 0.177 | 0.693 | 0.13 | -0.8882 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 19 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 19 | 8 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 16 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 24 | 39 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 24 | 7 | 17 | 33 | 10 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 30 | 3 | 8 | 2 | 5 | 91 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097526 | 0 | 0.20374 | 0 | 0 | 0.088176 | 0.102867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.644261 | 0.052014 | 0 | 0.05658 | 0.167005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167203 | 0.111377 | 0.108676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079464 | 0 | 0.146369 | 0.369095 | 0.076783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106023 | 0 | 0.075716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Dr0pDex | 2019/03/12 | Former skinny legend learns to bake, gains 20 pounds in 3 months Me: *laying in bed eating an entire loaf of pumpkin bread* This is recovery, I have such a healthier relationship with food!
Lol I gotta stop. At this rate I'm gonna bust out of my fucking graduation gown. At the same time, I don't wanna go full slow sta... | 3.915693 | 6.36758 | 4.671065 | 80.769782 | 74.463918 | 7.61008 | 25.210767 | 8.515129 | 1.933952 | 411 | 14 | 73 | 8 | 9 | 132 | 81 | 97 | 0.047 | 0.803 | 0.15 | 0.8805 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 15 | 8 | 3 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 41 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.380354 | 0 | 0 | 0.290795 | 0 | 0 | 0.178765 | 0.263829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222639 | 0 | 0 | 0.262977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Zi657 | 2019/03/12 | Hands? My hands are always cold now and before my hands were always warm and I’m just confused as to why so I’m thinking it may be eating related? | 3.944516 | 4.292362 | 5.300161 | 84.670242 | 70.935484 | 7.490323 | 25.177419 | 7.168622 | 1.064342 | 116 | 3 | 24 | 1 | 2 | 39 | 24 | 31 | 0.084 | 0.856 | 0.06 | -0.1926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.693079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | chubby_jones | 2019/03/12 | losing is the only option i’m on spring break and i’m half toying with letting myself relax a bit and stick to maintenance for a week so my body can have a break before i jump back into restriction.
problem is i literally cannot eat at maintenance without feeling like a huge failure.
also the constant fear that i’m... | 5.005819 | 5.927181 | 6.175956 | 77.278051 | 68.831933 | 8.639076 | 29.160714 | 8.841846 | 2.375125 | 480 | 17 | 87 | 8 | 8 | 161 | 81 | 119 | 0.178 | 0.755 | 0.067 | -0.8339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 22 | 19 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 6 | 14 | 16 | 1 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 59 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188454 | 0.383478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186538 | 0 | 0.137821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176631 | 0 | 0 | 0.152888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155137 | 0 | 0 | 0.194243 | 0.261842 | 0.246636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176513 | 0 | 0.252997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144955 | 0.193115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138463 | 0.210202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198502 | 0.332794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | TinyJarOfRocks | 2019/03/12 | Having trouble controlling my appetite, considering Bronkaid Who uses it? Are there different MG i need to ask for? I don’t wanna seem suspicious to the pharmacy and I’m really nervous for some reason? | 3.626667 | 6.875839 | 5.573556 | 67.927 | 85.111111 | 9.546667 | 32.2 | 9.3871 | 4.707173 | 164 | 9 | 23 | 6 | 5 | 56 | 32 | 36 | 0.219 | 0.781 | 0 | -0.7983 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 17 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.429618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.400201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245389 | 0.393834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | joey6766 | 2019/03/12 | Food related nightmares I have woken up in a panic several times that all the diet soda i've ever drank has been regular. Please share your food related nightmares so I feel less alone lol | 4.5875 | 6.722956 | 5.806667 | 74.805 | 71.5 | 9.244444 | 28.666667 | 9.725611 | 3.172233 | 153 | 6 | 25 | 4 | 3 | 51 | 31 | 36 | 0.134 | 0.687 | 0.179 | 0.1903 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.692585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shewaslike | 2019/03/12 | Frustrated with eating out and myself I’m at a two-day training where they don’t provide lunch, but we get reimbursed for whatever we purchase. Great! I’m in a small city where I have way more choices than I normally do and was super excited to go to Chopt for a salad.
Stood in line, fought back and forth for what I ... | 2.806754 | 4.688089 | 4.033994 | 86.697826 | 75.787004 | 6.638327 | 25.260078 | 7.492282 | 1.273936 | 1,086 | 38 | 215 | 14 | 24 | 355 | 154 | 277 | 0.11 | 0.8 | 0.09 | -0.7067 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 33 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 20 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 20 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 46 | 42 | 25 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 22 | 10 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 18 | 5 | 35 | 29 | 9 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 0 | 4 | 16 | 154 | 36 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.451555 | 0 | 0 | 0.130285 | 0 | 0 | 0.194314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153706 | 0 | 0.083599 | 0 | 0 | 0.162176 | 0.162045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145229 | 0 | 0.156359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108134 | 0 | 0.113451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097726 | 0.188509 | 0 | 0.11678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09987 | 0 | 0.143694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162008 | 0 | 0.086762 | 0.11676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104494 | 0.321658 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | AllieBirdL | 2019/03/12 | Thank god for makeup So I got drunk and binged last night, then ended up drunkenly purging two bags of popcorn and wayyyy too many roasted peanuts really quickly in our bathroom while my SO was upstairs... it wasn’t pretty, and I haven’t done that in a long time. I guess it was seeing 140 on the scale again that night ... | 3.244741 | 5.546354 | 4.20718 | 84.016443 | 75.956522 | 7.523147 | 26.882402 | 8.447377 | 2.03775 | 660 | 26 | 125 | 13 | 15 | 213 | 118 | 161 | 0.081 | 0.811 | 0.108 | 0.3207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 14 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 22 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 14 | 2 | 19 | 10 | 2 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 86 | 21 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217254 | 0 | 0 | 0.193987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193969 | 0 | 0 | 0.167895 | 0 | 0 | 0.125204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158995 | 0.15161 | 0 | 0.208823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208356 | 0.154518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18999 | 0 | 0.167756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189613 | 0 | 0.121438 | 0 | 0.187169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151056 | 0 | 0.197754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165685 | 0.174523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185174 | 0 | 0 | 0.16372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | comrade_toastboy | 2019/03/12 | I really appreciate my boyfriend I don’t know where else to put this, but it is ED related.
He would visit me in the hospital when I was hospitalized. Whenever I have to try on clothes or eat without him around he always gets very loving and supportive and tells me I can do it and joe beautiful I am and that everythi... | 2.450871 | 3.580175 | 4.142538 | 88.678977 | 75.111111 | 7.458586 | 25.590909 | 8.000946 | 1.319112 | 1,060 | 36 | 237 | 16 | 22 | 357 | 144 | 288 | 0.076 | 0.68 | 0.244 | 0.9959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 16 | 23 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 26 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 49 | 46 | 32 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 23 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 7 | 43 | 17 | 36 | 29 | 7 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 30 | 11 | 0 | 5 | 16 | 166 | 54 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113315 | 0.079893 | 0 | 0 | 0.101715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350748 | 0.095449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12528 | 0 | 0 | 0.119392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309371 | 0 | 0.076269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134059 | 0 | 0.123732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109331 | 0 | 0.229725 | 0 | 0 | 0.11429 | 0 | 0.073198 | 0.117478 | 0.112818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075909 | 0 | 0 | 0.090709 | 0.066626 | 0 | 0 | 0.10918 | 0 | 0.155149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278275 | 0.102733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081167 | 0 | 0 | 0.073579 |
EDAnonymous | intensitei | 2019/03/12 | can i vent i posted in the depression sub yesterday & no one replied and while it was nice getting it out, i realized i just needed to hear some nice things. y’all are amazing whenever i reach out to y’all so i feel comfortable posting here
i’ll try as hard as i can to keep it short bc no one wants to read all tha... | 0.42207 | 2.612072 | 2.530922 | 92.676078 | 85.904177 | 5.996133 | 20.887138 | 7.340592 | 0.662907 | 1,506 | 49 | 335 | 25 | 46 | 506 | 202 | 407 | 0.17 | 0.71 | 0.12 | -0.9808 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 43 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 22 | 20 | 3 | 2 | 13 | 2 | 31 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 61 | 67 | 38 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 17 | 25 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 2 | 5 | 4 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 6 | 38 | 11 | 49 | 54 | 12 | 59 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 28 | 1 | 4 | 26 | 210 | 55 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188821 | 0 | 0.059255 | 0 | 0.066658 | 0 | 0.086414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134002 | 0 | 0 | 0.192467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075059 | 0.091359 | 0 | 0 | 0.06957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172655 | 0.078818 | 0 | 0 | 0.078311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132174 | 0.062249 | 0 | 0 | 0.079639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136573 | 0.083587 | 0.049521 | 0 | 0.139379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078055 | 0.086027 | 0 | 0 | 0.098207 | 0 | 0.058404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345871 | 0.154898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061546 | 0.085139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058163 | 0 | 0.087538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1391 | 0 | 0.128108 | 0.193828 | 0.067204 | 0.084155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196462 | 0.166902 | 0.088647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092678 | 0.087158 | 0 | 0.167462 | 0 | 0.086035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0909 | 0.098437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06708 | 0.086178 | 0 | 0.061674 | 0 | 0.069586 | 0.145697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065514 | 0 | 0 | 0.080222 | 0.099646 | 0 | 0.173665 | 0 | 0.085609 | 0.207525 | 0.203236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154183 | 0.069163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12687 | 0 | 0.088798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Wanttoescape92 | 2019/03/12 | Dealing with perfection and my mind.. can’t deal with it anymore and health issues Well I’ve been battling calorie restriction and weight loss for a while now.
Basically I starred a diet in 2017 and lost weight. I wasn’t really counting calories just eating less. I noticed I had issues with overeating and couldn’t con... | 1.520504 | 3.793665 | 3.048138 | 90.202194 | 81.84492 | 5.784241 | 22.268089 | 7.04301 | 0.745401 | 3,609 | 119 | 737 | 46 | 98 | 1,182 | 364 | 935 | 0.184 | 0.706 | 0.11 | -0.998 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 132 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 24 | 34 | 56 | 12 | 8 | 23 | 0 | 62 | 73 | 11 | 16 | 8 | 158 | 136 | 81 | 0 | 14 | 22 | 2 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 45 | 59 | 50 | 14 | 18 | 4 | 5 | 10 | 23 | 37 | 2 | 3 | 30 | 24 | 127 | 21 | 100 | 103 | 25 | 95 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 28 | 43 | 0 | 12 | 43 | 472 | 172 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045417 | 0 | 0 | 0.042955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077115 | 0.080983 | 0 | 0.040694 | 0 | 0.144657 | 0.079209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090908 | 0 | 0.047286 | 0.048111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055866 | 0.089307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.443198 | 0 | 0 | 0.038362 | 0.044754 | 0.048305 | 0.057215 | 0 | 0.036493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0438 | 0 | 0.041587 | 0 | 0.118761 | 0.036842 | 0.209496 | 0.09498 | 0 | 0 | 0.045258 | 0.04155 | 0.024616 | 0 | 0.034641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0388 | 0.128287 | 0.044451 | 0.046039 | 0 | 0 | 0.029032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090415 | 0 | 0.076997 | 0 | 0 | 0.071411 | 0.105917 | 0 | 0 | 0.047059 | 0 | 0.061186 | 0.063481 | 0.043411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141843 | 0.036823 | 0.039091 | 0 | 0.17347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262401 | 0 | 0.069144 | 0 | 0.06368 | 0 | 0.033405 | 0.083663 | 0.046064 | 0 | 0.042437 | 0 | 0.098624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138264 | 0.152455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043541 | 0 | 0 | 0.043324 | 0 | 0.027747 | 0.044533 | 0.085532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082401 | 0 | 0.043364 | 0 | 0.103544 | 0.03943 | 0.090369 | 0.097862 | 0 | 0.107486 | 0 | 0.043344 | 0 | 0.036699 | 0.033344 | 0.042837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049151 | 0 | 0.045019 | 0.065132 | 0 | 0.037857 | 0 | 0.049532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.025256 | 0 | 0.041055 | 0.041387 | 0 | 0.294065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074817 | 0 | 0.035738 | 0.25547 | 0 | 0 | 0.263716 | 0.077887 | 0.040151 | 0 | 0.048357 | 0 | 0.041752 | 0 | 0.063064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094711 | 0 | 0.083676 |
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