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EDAnonymous | Chunky-chunker | 2019/03/12 | Not even sure if this is a good thing I feel like due to all the stress in my life that I'm finally relapsing from bulimia to orthorexia again. It's been a year long struggle of binging, purging, fasting, over exercising.. I guess the main thing causing this shift comes down to me being more alone than ever. I'm far... | 5.793245 | 5.611667 | 6.462217 | 79.760487 | 66.915408 | 9.747877 | 29.505645 | 9.414487 | 2.351516 | 1,301 | 40 | 263 | 23 | 19 | 428 | 188 | 331 | 0.085 | 0.747 | 0.168 | 0.9709 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 22 | 24 | 1 | 4 | 14 | 0 | 17 | 9 | 2 | 3 | 7 | 54 | 46 | 19 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 21 | 15 | 3 | 2 | 9 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 26 | 17 | 48 | 40 | 10 | 46 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 17 | 1 | 6 | 31 | 172 | 47 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098394 | 0.101769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09232 | 0.075557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100184 | 0.100941 | 0 | 0.084643 | 0 | 0.106186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10153 | 0 | 0.064901 | 0.177766 | 0.082789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185264 | 0 | 0.248419 | 0.280791 | 0 | 0.215281 | 0 | 0 | 0.118818 | 0 | 0.227749 | 0 | 0.102675 | 0.094261 | 0.055844 | 0.082417 | 0 | 0 | 0.108246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087339 | 0 | 0 | 0.108004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13881 | 0.240027 | 0 | 0.086766 | 0.086958 | 0.082515 | 0.109929 | 0 | 0 | 0.088685 | 0 | 0.06559 | 0.099621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078431 | 0 | 0.072233 | 0.145719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066584 | 0.074732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093801 | 0.068122 | 0.085798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100165 | 0.083256 | 0 | 0 | 0.109995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225116 | 0.205448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090466 | 0 | 0 | 0.130561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173871 | 0 | 0 | 0.119656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126554 |
EDAnonymous | cuttoarose | 2019/03/12 | So triggered today, old diary I miss proed too. I had high regard for that community. I hope this sub has a similar vibe.
I read my old diary today, detailing my weight loss over the course of a few months. I looked through all the eating disorder documents I’ve collected over time. I mostly cried. The most disturbin... | 1.835272 | 4.180862 | 3.295722 | 88.461307 | 81.133891 | 6.836552 | 21.693891 | 7.976526 | 1.127574 | 938 | 29 | 192 | 18 | 25 | 307 | 138 | 239 | 0.117 | 0.729 | 0.155 | 0.8719 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 16 | 13 | 1 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 15 | 8 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 38 | 38 | 13 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 8 | 28 | 8 | 19 | 20 | 7 | 24 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 6 | 14 | 125 | 41 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059792 | 0 | 0.22708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129657 | 0 | 0.109322 | 0 | 0 | 0.067205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124939 | 0 | 0.234901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173315 | 0 | 0.104418 | 0.104649 | 0.198603 | 0.132293 | 0 | 0 | 0.106727 | 0.111893 | 0.078934 | 0 | 0.1188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094387 | 0 | 0 | 0.087682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157122 | 0 | 0.116182 | 0 | 0.068953 | 0 | 0.224177 | 0 | 0.131382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209244 | 0 | 0 | 0.287997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ddmar | 2019/03/12 | Does anyone else get salty over people who recover but their recovery body is fucking amazing? Like, of course I want everyone to recover and be healthy and happy with themselves. But I'm so jealous of Instagram fitness personalities like fightforgrowth who overcome eating disorders, and spread all the "body positivity... | 11.767686 | 9.314426 | 10.03643 | 66.20919 | 56.603306 | 13.646942 | 42.381818 | 11.979248 | 4.962149 | 542 | 22 | 92 | 12 | 5 | 166 | 75 | 121 | 0.076 | 0.566 | 0.358 | 0.9945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 5 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 21 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 9 | 14 | 15 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 14 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 58 | 16 | 2 | 0.159823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111752 | 0.163758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.532584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183172 | 0 | 0.139863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163539 | 0.133512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147754 | 0.167002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170135 | 0.286341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288494 | 0 | 0.106683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221603 | 0.139552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | EFFY-here | 2019/03/12 | Muscle cramps!? Does anyone else experience muscle cramps, aches, and overall fatigue? Recently my legs have just felt so "dead" and I'm hoping to find some supplements or Suggestions to help combat this issue. Thanks! | 5.965833 | 9.494329 | 5.292222 | 73.15 | 73.722222 | 8.044444 | 25.666667 | 8.841846 | 2.761467 | 175 | 6 | 24 | 4 | 4 | 53 | 32 | 36 | 0.143 | 0.648 | 0.209 | 0.6052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220407 | 0.322977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302658 | 0 | 0.288102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211283 | 0 | 0 | 0.313081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | LowStory | 2019/03/12 | Grocery shopping with my friend was a Mistake I usually grocery shop with one of my best friends. She’s a sweet girl and she knows about how going into treatment in December really fucked me up, so to make sure I go grocery shopping regularly we go out together. It makes it fun. We invited another one of our friends wi... | 2.070753 | 4.871215 | 3.265402 | 85.593084 | 85.740088 | 5.950418 | 27.210846 | 7.372421 | 1.819543 | 944 | 44 | 173 | 16 | 29 | 304 | 139 | 227 | 0.084 | 0.676 | 0.24 | 0.9894 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 50 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 22 | 3 | 5 | 9 | 3 | 17 | 9 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 36 | 36 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 7 | 6 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 30 | 10 | 25 | 26 | 6 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 18 | 11 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 109 | 37 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122615 | 0.179038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154111 | 0.129878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34037 | 0.271523 | 0.153447 | 0 | 0.250377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161773 | 0.145406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138954 | 0.294073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176644 | 0.253664 | 0.161736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | retirethecows | 2019/03/13 | I feel like I’m losing control I’ve made myself throw up since I was about 15 (I’m 29F now). Initially it was for ballet, then it became this weird punishment thing in college for getting fat and not doing as well in class as I wanted to, then I thought I got better. I left my boyfriend of almost 3 years about 3 months... | 2.265208 | 3.823863 | 4.044861 | 87.43625 | 76.430556 | 6.605556 | 25.541667 | 7.333567 | 1.183796 | 1,082 | 39 | 227 | 13 | 24 | 365 | 148 | 288 | 0.13 | 0.713 | 0.157 | 0.5552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 13 | 23 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 18 | 7 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 52 | 53 | 26 | 0 | 9 | 11 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 10 | 2 | 5 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 38 | 14 | 34 | 41 | 2 | 41 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 16 | 1 | 6 | 24 | 145 | 54 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085919 | 0 | 0.097057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096124 | 0.067773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07453 | 0 | 0.059085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085723 | 0 | 0.107663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064018 | 0 | 0.163328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091373 | 0 | 0.294051 | 0.276975 | 0 | 0 | 0.088588 | 0 | 0 | 0.106274 | 0.149769 | 0.089606 | 0.05064 | 0 | 0.055085 | 0 | 0.07752 | 0.106861 | 0 | 0.095972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106536 | 0 | 0 | 0.10263 | 0.10531 | 0 | 0 | 0.236765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108435 | 0 | 0 | 0.087479 | 0.091713 | 0.064699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324137 | 0.111028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145752 | 0 | 0.169435 | 0.089236 | 0.110843 | 0 | 0.064393 | 0 | 0.095229 | 0.076948 | 0.113036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062417 |
EDAnonymous | Baphomet_Barbie | 2019/03/13 | Who has been inpatient? Recommendations & experiences please. Hello, first time poster here. Yes, I know about edreviews online and such, but many of the reviews are years old. I would love to hear experiences of those who have done an inpatient or residential program... where did you go? What did you like/dislike?... | 3.08139 | 6.177092 | 3.243247 | 83.144481 | 90.857143 | 6.545455 | 22.077922 | 7.686295 | 1.592857 | 317 | 11 | 55 | 7 | 11 | 97 | 57 | 70 | 0 | 0.736 | 0.264 | 0.9716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 39 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.463404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266967 | 0 | 0.158767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213782 | 0 | 0 | 0.240147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336528 | 0 | 0 | 0.152535 |
EDAnonymous | eldariya | 2019/03/13 | hello darkness my old friend I am alive, which is a good thing.
However i'm back in restricting mode and I've fasted for 31 hours lol yeet! I'm back on my shit, smoking menthol cigs and drinking monster ultra silver and watching intervention.
However I've picked up and smelt the contents of a nutella jar maybe 15... | 4.076141 | 5.705988 | 4.897269 | 82.88338 | 71.815534 | 7.480097 | 30.350728 | 8.076483 | 2.195176 | 417 | 18 | 78 | 6 | 8 | 135 | 74 | 103 | 0.135 | 0.695 | 0.171 | 0.4753 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 36 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155982 | 0.22857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195217 | 0 | 0 | 0.218532 | 0 | 0 | 0.186353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269747 | 0 | 0.17235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.439374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246803 | 0 | 0 | 0.181839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ella0124 | 2019/03/13 | ma’am i’m dumb director of my language program: if you don’t order your food in french, you don’t eat
me (terrible at french): 😈 | -0.610556 | 1.593121 | 1.901759 | 93.450417 | 96.407407 | 5.662963 | 21.564815 | 7.168622 | 0.94397 | 100 | 4 | 22 | 2 | 4 | 34 | 23 | 27 | 0.13 | 0.87 | 0 | -0.5106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.645971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.763362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bluehydrangea98 | 2019/03/13 | If I gain 3 more pounds I'll be overweight Eating normally for a year and then bingeing for the past couple of months has really done its damage. I hate bingeing so much but I can't stop. All I can do is cry about my BMI | 0.345625 | 2.309151 | 2.412333 | 94.866 | 84.208333 | 5.506667 | 17.933333 | 6.742158 | -0.107797 | 173 | 4 | 40 | 2 | 5 | 58 | 42 | 48 | 0.214 | 0.694 | 0.092 | -0.714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 27 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.348634 | 0.346104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.32244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251497 | 0 | 0.231623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202903 |
EDAnonymous | oh_sugah | 2019/03/13 | Anyone wear weights when they go to the doctor? Apologies to mods and everyone if this isn’t allowed....
I have an appt with my doctor next week and he got on my case last time about my weight. I have no idea what it is now compared to what it was then, but I don’t want to risk any drama. Who here has worn weights w... | 0.78514 | 2.758588 | 1.664055 | 100.794793 | 82.613445 | 4.302801 | 20.0007 | 4.778228 | -0.604244 | 436 | 12 | 104 | 1 | 12 | 135 | 83 | 119 | 0.077 | 0.738 | 0.184 | 0.952 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 18 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 13 | 5 | 10 | 15 | 2 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 65 | 21 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.424073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078489 | 0.115837 | 0.110456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143817 | 0 | 0.112575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144292 | 0.151599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081459 | 0 | 0.110781 | 0.672705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | scarletfawn | 2019/03/13 | How to appear heavier on a scale without actually gaining weight? Hi, a reddit newbie here. I'm a F/18 currently in forced "recovery" (been since August) which basically means I have a meal plan and my weight is monitored weekly. I wouldn't consider myself an ED patient but rather just being a perfectionist and making ... | 5.822125 | 6.383882 | 6.248125 | 78.764375 | 66.875 | 9.15 | 31 | 9.120679 | 2.582638 | 1,308 | 48 | 244 | 22 | 20 | 423 | 172 | 320 | 0.166 | 0.78 | 0.054 | -0.9882 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 20 | 14 | 5 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 26 | 17 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 46 | 47 | 27 | 0 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 17 | 13 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 11 | 33 | 3 | 43 | 30 | 4 | 40 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 14 | 0 | 10 | 17 | 167 | 43 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056386 | 0 | 0.066361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084628 | 0 | 0 | 0.089575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04583 | 0 | 0.128993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071311 | 0 | 0.072239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054052 | 0 | 0.08089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083976 | 0 | 0.131467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071208 | 0.071365 | 0 | 0.180435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107658 | 0 | 0 | 0.087842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064367 | 0 | 0.059281 | 0 | 0 | 0.077884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053575 | 0.051672 | 0.15846 | 0 | 0.047023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05475 | 0 | 0 | 0.083951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128019 | 0.064686 | 0.785598 | 0 | 0 | 0.072766 | 0 | 0 | 0.155471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051931 |
EDAnonymous | nosoulto_sell | 2019/03/13 | I want to die I don't want to live anymore. I am fat. I can't manage to restrict. I can't lose weight and all I am doing is gain. I am just so unhappy. I have wanted to die since I was 5. I am done with everything. I just want to die. | -3.684246 | -2.286366 | 0.533095 | 102.323016 | 106.142857 | 3.91746 | 13.365079 | 5.822114 | -1.078394 | 174 | 4 | 49 | 2 | 9 | 65 | 31 | 56 | 0.259 | 0.542 | 0.199 | -0.8212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 16 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 6 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 34 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.659366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187001 | 0 | 0 | 0.236922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.49964 | 0 | 0 | 0.257884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | gainsforagirl | 2019/03/13 | Hair Loss Questions? I haven't found bald spots but for some reason when I run my hands through my hair it feels so much thinner. I don't know how to help this. Anyone have any supplements they would recommend? | 2.994512 | 5.40568 | 2.509939 | 95.323933 | 77.292683 | 6.05122 | 22.445122 | 7.168622 | 0.572946 | 168 | 5 | 35 | 2 | 4 | 49 | 35 | 41 | 0.039 | 0.789 | 0.171 | 0.7587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 21 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.429482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.438797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.402736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278254 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | TemporaryAccount_101 | 2019/03/13 | I've started purging again I don't know how to feel about it.
it's just so...easy and liberating. But my teeth are already shit to begin with, and adding acid on top of their natural sensitivity just does not sound like a good idea.
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I know I should stop, and I will, I just need to get it off my chest... | 1.756129 | 4.157827 | 3.389688 | 87.324532 | 81.903226 | 6.730753 | 22.203226 | 7.908726 | 1.137702 | 366 | 12 | 76 | 7 | 10 | 121 | 70 | 93 | 0.176 | 0.711 | 0.113 | -0.7377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 19 | 18 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 12 | 4 | 8 | 13 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 48 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203794 | 0 | 0 | 0.400191 | 0.448801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202487 | 0 | 0 | 0.096485 | 0 | 0 | 0.154897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202985 | 0.150535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136934 | 0 | 0.17836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130714 | 0 | 0 | 0.154397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.448801 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | -Zed_Leppelin- | 2019/03/13 | Logged into old account just to post. My favorite junk foods don't sound good today. So, I just got done with another weight loss competition at work. Lost by .44%. Cool, I lost weight but something else changed. I got done with the competition and felt like I could have a free-for-all-day on my favorite snacks and no... | 1.112143 | 3.497218 | 1.645357 | 98.850893 | 84.714286 | 4.642857 | 20.178571 | 5.985473 | -0.242 | 405 | 12 | 92 | 3 | 12 | 123 | 71 | 105 | 0.14 | 0.684 | 0.176 | 0.7842 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 21 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 10 | 6 | 13 | 7 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 53 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125136 | 0 | 0 | 0.202155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079247 | 0 | 0.150485 | 0 | 0 | 0.133314 | 0.379035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262914 | 0.250701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092443 | 0 | 0 | 0.381708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jellywalrus_ | 2019/03/13 | Blood when you purge Does anyone else bring up some blood when you purge? It’s not usually a lot, just on my fingers and in spots in the toilet. Sometimes after a purge I get spilt of blood when I blow my nose too | 3.549333 | 4.047491 | 3.895556 | 93.85 | 71.888889 | 6.888889 | 21.666667 | 6.427356 | 0.093667 | 167 | 3 | 39 | 1 | 3 | 52 | 34 | 45 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 25 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281057 | 0.411851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.341729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.397545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.442698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | TetchyRobot | 2019/03/13 | What am i doing wrong? I hadnt weighed myself for 2 weeks, but since then I've been heavily restricting. Minimum 18 hours between eating, regularly more, I have had a few carb based binges, but I fasted for days after and they were at the milder end of binging. despite all this, I've gained 2 lbs since my last weigh in... | 4.415696 | 4.72956 | 5.359342 | 84.780278 | 69.886076 | 8.092152 | 27.825316 | 7.908726 | 1.576001 | 602 | 19 | 126 | 7 | 10 | 198 | 105 | 158 | 0.148 | 0.797 | 0.055 | -0.946 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 14 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 21 | 23 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 12 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 17 | 0 | 9 | 19 | 4 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 72 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128329 | 0.281074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150563 | 0 | 0.471806 | 0 | 0 | 0.136128 | 0 | 0 | 0.203029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.454077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168934 | 0.125282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090653 | 0 | 0.123285 | 0.18716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336083 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | I-Slap-Cat-Butts | 2019/03/13 | evolving EDs howdy friends
for as long as i can remember, i've had an unhealthy relationship with food. i started off as a binge eater around age 5 and binged and ate compulsively well into high school. i started purging around age 17 and lost a significant amount of weight over the span of about 6 months, around 80 p... | 8.25221 | 7.633026 | 7.344315 | 76.916472 | 62.032258 | 10.846774 | 35.504032 | 10.125757 | 3.3385 | 658 | 25 | 124 | 12 | 8 | 202 | 99 | 155 | 0.121 | 0.781 | 0.098 | -0.4019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 24 | 14 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 15 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 31 | 7 | 3 | 33 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 68 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162496 | 0 | 0.103824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118924 | 0 | 0 | 0.293389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214526 | 0 | 0.098787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144277 | 0.152229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.490926 | 0.120826 | 0.124574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173076 |
EDAnonymous | strongbutkindahungry | 2019/03/13 | tried not weighing myself to stop obsessing so much and start rEcoVErinG Gained 8lbs in 2 weeks and my jeans don’t fit hahahahahahaha welcome back to restriction bitch | 15.807931 | 11.564433 | 14.030345 | 46.124138 | 51.068966 | 17.117241 | 49.689655 | 14.554593 | 6.845524 | 140 | 6 | 22 | 4 | 1 | 45 | 27 | 29 | 0.272 | 0.518 | 0.21 | -0.34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.414825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.381845 | 0 | 0 | 0.451027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.432736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | catsxinfinity | 2019/03/13 | I feel good about this I had a friend in college who would make fun of my weight. Mind you, I wasn't even overweight, just not as thin as her. Now, five years later, I have a BMI in the low-average range, and she's morbidly obese. I just think that's wonderful how that worked out. | 0.809887 | 2.816213 | 1.845 | 99.349082 | 82.728814 | 5.967232 | 18.30791 | 7.168622 | -0.085273 | 217 | 5 | 53 | 3 | 6 | 68 | 49 | 59 | 0 | 0.739 | 0.261 | 0.935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 9 | 3 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 35 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.431174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383985 | 0.257774 | 0 | 0 | 0.251528 | 0 | 0 | 0.228016 |
EDAnonymous | chezpajama | 2019/03/13 | Gauging interest in a blog centered around adult ED, food, cooking and harm reduction Hey all, a friend of mine has been wanting to do some social media collaboration with me for a while and knows I made r/safe_food for ED friendly recipes that are nutritious.
He’s proposed creating a blog around my experience as a 30... | 8.77347 | 7.757548 | 8.202295 | 72.472077 | 61.213115 | 10.756284 | 43.284153 | 9.725611 | 4.331209 | 519 | 28 | 91 | 8 | 6 | 164 | 87 | 122 | 0.028 | 0.8 | 0.172 | 0.9413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 13 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 21 | 9 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 58 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144045 | 0 | 0.195164 | 0 | 0.122491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.481046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.435613 | 0 | 0.278327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088 | 0 | 0.159053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170438 | 0 | 0 | 0.180959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144777 | 0.157436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25591 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | emthebrainstem69 | 2019/03/13 | Celiac disease and bulimia This is pretty terrible, but when I really want to binge but don’t necessarily feel like it will be easy to purge, I ingest gluten. I have Celiac disease and this makes me so incredibly sick, and causes me to vom pretty soon after. For some reason I feel fine since I did “purge” the binge but... | 5.207982 | 6.063258 | 6.268039 | 77.038399 | 68.338235 | 9.279739 | 25.405229 | 9.444779 | 2.05121 | 551 | 14 | 104 | 11 | 9 | 184 | 78 | 136 | 0.192 | 0.636 | 0.172 | -0.8194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 12 | 8 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 23 | 21 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 16 | 3 | 14 | 18 | 2 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 74 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127942 | 0.187482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277556 | 0.261438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.488554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11722 | 0.188131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lameanonymous | 2019/03/13 | how many times you weigh yourself At the worst time of my ED, I would weight myself every day multiple times a day, after every meal, after using the restroom, you name it.
How many times do y’all weigh yourself? | 8.004634 | 6.705551 | 7.370854 | 78.729939 | 62.902439 | 9.17561 | 30.256098 | 7.168622 | 1.817478 | 167 | 4 | 31 | 1 | 2 | 52 | 30 | 41 | 0.1 | 0.9 | 0 | -0.6249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 19 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.494876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.569252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173373 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | roughsyrup | 2019/03/13 | I just realized I like to send nudes to my boyfriend because I like taking bodycheck photos. I literally just made the connection. Obviously its a two-birds-one-stone kinda thing; My boyfriend likes to get them and i like to send them. But ive talked to friends before and i didn't understand why they didn't like sendin... | 2.454184 | 4.879485 | 3.28302 | 88.979837 | 79.306122 | 6.777143 | 25.106122 | 7.908726 | 1.461519 | 395 | 15 | 80 | 7 | 10 | 125 | 64 | 98 | 0 | 0.748 | 0.252 | 0.9678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 17 | 9 | 9 | 9 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 46 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114986 | 0 | 0.160509 | 0.21252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095376 | 0.134756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145734 | 0 | 0.197101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.645081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141825 | 0.151613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184263 | 0.196369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174861 | 0.170208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ss-vs-ss | 2019/03/13 | I just realised I act like a nicer person when I relapse because restricting means I have so much more free time to talk to friends and family and I’m way more organised so I remember to text/call them regularly :( | 1.946429 | 4.616294 | 3.700286 | 83.494714 | 84 | 8.121905 | 27.447619 | 8.841846 | 2.734242 | 171 | 8 | 33 | 5 | 5 | 57 | 32 | 42 | 0.117 | 0.619 | 0.264 | 0.7818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 20 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.344583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.398163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.414067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | babyflower05 | 2019/03/14 | Longtime follower, haven’t posted until now. I’m pretty sure my ED has returned. I went through bulimia and anorexia in my teen years and now I’m almost 22, starting college, and I’m fucking spiralling. Lately I’ve been feeling like an absolute cow. I was planning on losing weight 8 months ago and being at my goal weig... | 3.626838 | 5.227215 | 4.525813 | 85.216413 | 72.913043 | 7.141079 | 27.635307 | 7.753152 | 1.62508 | 1,462 | 55 | 288 | 19 | 29 | 473 | 182 | 368 | 0.132 | 0.763 | 0.105 | -0.9474 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 44 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 17 | 18 | 20 | 7 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 25 | 19 | 3 | 6 | 4 | 64 | 59 | 30 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 2 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 21 | 10 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 14 | 49 | 5 | 45 | 35 | 5 | 46 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 5 | 11 | 18 | 5 | 3 | 24 | 179 | 54 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0.065023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059065 | 0 | 0.066722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051236 | 0 | 0.040618 | 0 | 0 | 0.075071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149466 | 0.1064 | 0 | 0 | 0.042972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067382 | 0.047602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070931 | 0 | 0.065785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065106 | 0 | 0.058837 | 0 | 0.055954 | 0.298175 | 0.145473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078038 | 0.053185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069919 | 0.07096 | 0 | 0.101353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063815 | 0.067788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060659 | 0.139023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047162 | 0 | 0 | 0.055707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0628 | 0 | 0 | 0.053556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042695 | 0 | 0 | 0.077707 | 0 | 0 | 0.063669 | 0 | 0.180954 | 0 | 0.065089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039301 | 0.052889 | 0 | 0.649115 | 0 | 0.123536 | 0 | 0 | 0.306492 | 0 | 0 | 0.097017 | 0 | 0 | 0.094666 | 0 | 0 | 0.042909 |
EDAnonymous | fat_cacao | 2019/03/14 | I'm either restricting or binging out of control. So I choose to restrict. Does anyone else feel like this? I've been on proED in the past but I "recovered" (aka got fat) and have been binging ever since. I feel like there is no possibility of an in-between for me. I know people say once you stop restricting you will e... | 2.396545 | 4.721057 | 3.144609 | 90.447135 | 78.900662 | 5.880971 | 25.629581 | 7.031649 | 1.08169 | 1,205 | 47 | 244 | 14 | 30 | 379 | 155 | 302 | 0.176 | 0.654 | 0.17 | -0.4284 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 61 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 22 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 19 | 12 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 54 | 49 | 17 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 10 | 8 | 10 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 8 | 35 | 17 | 39 | 39 | 5 | 35 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 21 | 14 | 2 | 5 | 23 | 148 | 50 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184555 | 0.206972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1191 | 0.087263 | 0 | 0 | 0.079619 | 0 | 0 | 0.065488 | 0 | 0.051916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261439 | 0.071145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056251 | 0.077038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258375 | 0.365056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102983 | 0 | 0.065799 | 0.078735 | 0.088992 | 0 | 0.096804 | 0 | 0.068115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084589 | 0 | 0.09827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140415 | 0 | 0 | 0.090179 | 0 | 0 | 0.060155 | 0.416079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071518 | 0 | 0 | 0.072405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090699 | 0.115422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081301 | 0.118087 | 0.074364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171231 | 0 | 0 | 0.170378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091437 | 0 | 0.072731 | 0 | 0.067728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213608 | 0.097558 | 0.089034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074439 | 0.07841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057822 | 0 | 0 | 0.088661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070271 | 0.050233 | 0.067601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206972 | 0.054844 |
EDAnonymous | stegasaurus- | 2019/03/14 | I’m so grateful this community exists... So I was in the very depths of my ed when r/proed (rip 5evr) was taken down, and I posted here a little bit (jaksusu if anyone remembers me)
Anyway, I’ve been in pseudo/semi recovery for a bit and I was SO glad to find this sub still alive!!
That is all, im so glad and gratef... | -0.700776 | 1.454999 | 2.139224 | 93.002783 | 93.146341 | 4.445233 | 17.210643 | 6.112484 | -0.24738 | 296 | 8 | 65 | 3 | 11 | 103 | 57 | 82 | 0 | 0.728 | 0.272 | 0.9736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 8 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 41 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.529973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.387671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.400537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cr3030 | 2019/03/14 | Recovery/Journalism Hi - I'm a Journalism Masters student in NYC working on a piece for school about eating disorder recovery/the mental health resources available to those suffering. I've struggled with an eating disorder myself, so this issue is extremely close to home and I want to tell the story of just how hard it... | 7.020254 | 8.50312 | 7.7625 | 65.680699 | 64.59322 | 10.984746 | 37.631356 | 10.9516 | 4.773997 | 528 | 27 | 81 | 15 | 8 | 176 | 80 | 118 | 0.111 | 0.759 | 0.131 | 0.3597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 13 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 20 | 8 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 55 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315678 | 0 | 0 | 0.187291 | 0 | 0 | 0.118102 | 0 | 0.176741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.462016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128275 | 0 | 0 | 0.125166 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | harmfulrash | 2019/03/14 | i've spent over $400 on food in the past 30 days ah. okay. so i get paid biweekly and it's hard to budget with that for some reason. got paid today and had a fuckton of bills to pay so i was like, okay time to be an adult and sit down and figure out why i'm so fucking broke.
went through my bank account, added up ever... | 0.307913 | 2.353039 | 2.034581 | 97.020175 | 85.004785 | 4.768187 | 18.858267 | 5.953557 | -0.348692 | 1,517 | 40 | 355 | 11 | 45 | 496 | 207 | 418 | 0.172 | 0.72 | 0.107 | -0.9864 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 66 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 20 | 31 | 11 | 1 | 23 | 6 | 22 | 20 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 60 | 56 | 34 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 31 | 10 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 18 | 5 | 6 | 20 | 3 | 1 | 15 | 3 | 26 | 11 | 51 | 39 | 13 | 63 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 29 | 11 | 7 | 32 | 206 | 45 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.439626 | 0 | 0 | 0.537778 | 0.03799 | 0 | 0.041325 | 0 | 0.116311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0643 | 0 | 0.065137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07572 | 0.039961 | 0 | 0.082024 | 0.076993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17762 | 0 | 0 | 0.064349 | 0 | 0.081348 | 0 | 0.061818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106905 | 0.053916 | 0.056081 | 0.070227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078741 | 0.138826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066195 | 0 | 0 | 0.149278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046592 | 0 | 0 | 0.169599 | 0 | 0.137847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07103 | 0 | 0 | 0.125602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116652 | 0.088545 | 0.130756 | 0.134812 | 0.065612 | 0 | 0.083617 | 0 | 0 | 0.052936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sexsymboI | 2019/03/14 | about to sound deranged ive been fasting for 36 hrs & i just like. compulsively chewed at my lips till the skin came off is this gonna break my fast fr A REAL QUESTION | 2.2325 | 3.783031 | 3.184444 | 93.605 | 76.5 | 5.911111 | 23.111111 | 6.427356 | 0.294178 | 135 | 4 | 31 | 1 | 3 | 43 | 34 | 36 | 0 | 0.925 | 0.075 | 0.3612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.471925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.49816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.487922 | 0 | 0 | 0.495758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | drugsandsunshine | 2019/03/14 | A woman on my main account called me morbidly obese She went lurking through my profile and mocked me for being child free (something I'm proud of so whatevs) and then said I was morbidly obese. Like I guess she was trying to hurt my feelings? Jokes on her, now I just have something to rattle around in my brain wheneve... | 2.267143 | 4.672851 | 3.122101 | 89.980882 | 79.882353 | 5.65042 | 25.890756 | 6.86897 | 1.152317 | 272 | 11 | 53 | 3 | 7 | 86 | 50 | 68 | 0.098 | 0.752 | 0.149 | 0.5719 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 12 | 5 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 35 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297 | 0.271667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284812 | 0 | 0.28738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.409637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Samazing12 | 2019/03/14 | Dreamed I went on a date in exchange for colon prep... This is going to be pretty gross.....
I'm a nurse and whenever patient's need a colonoscopy we have to make them drink GoLytely.... Which is basically a gallon of zero-cal, sugar-free lemonade packed with Miralax and electrolyes... The whole point is that they po... | 2.469338 | 5.144478 | 3.19048 | 88.113653 | 81.302632 | 5.944892 | 24.072755 | 7.285733 | 1.189702 | 627 | 23 | 118 | 9 | 17 | 197 | 99 | 152 | 0.037 | 0.793 | 0.171 | 0.9442 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 42 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 23 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 16 | 2 | 17 | 18 | 2 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 71 | 25 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.54828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178968 | 0.106028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176362 | 0 | 0 | 0.379602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172945 | 0 | 0.20829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thebluecrest | 2019/03/14 | What treatment centers would you recommend (or not)? Hello, first time ever posting. For those who have gone, what treatment centers would you recommend (or recommend against)? And why or why not? The more info you're willing to share would be super helpful. I do know about edreviews online, but many of the reviews are... | 2.899755 | 5.511071 | 3.366899 | 87.943088 | 78.883721 | 5.217571 | 25.834625 | 6.427356 | 1.075596 | 357 | 14 | 64 | 3 | 9 | 111 | 64 | 86 | 0 | 0.765 | 0.235 | 0.9642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 15 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 9 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 48 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226631 | 0 | 0.134779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181482 | 0 | 0 | 0.203863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.457745 | 0 | 0 | 0.198542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.428523 | 0 | 0 | 0.129489 |
EDAnonymous | chardwork | 2019/03/14 | so afraid of being The Fat American hey yall. i just got really wonderful news: i've been accepted to my dream master's program in the netherlands.
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this should be a good thing.
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i should be so proud of myself and so excited to learn more in a new place.
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but i'm NOT because su... | 3.82166 | 5.262964 | 4.514269 | 86.125951 | 72.157895 | 8.068556 | 28.94332 | 8.617729 | 2.110288 | 678 | 27 | 137 | 12 | 13 | 217 | 103 | 171 | 0.207 | 0.66 | 0.133 | -0.9662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 35 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 17 | 12 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 14 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 28 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 12 | 5 | 15 | 17 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 85 | 21 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.433109 | 0.485717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104409 | 0.114532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206515 | 0 | 0.066005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050529 | 0.071392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052211 | 0 | 0 | 0.083819 | 0.079925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066391 | 0.064033 | 0.098183 | 0 | 0.058272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.485717 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kayasawyer | 2019/03/14 | I’m fucking tired i have ednos and gastroparesis and i just feel like my entire world is spiralling. my stomach hurts constantly and i feel like i’m faking everything. i’m ready to be done i just want to be better i want to be somebody else. i’m stuck in a place where i can’t gain or lose weight and i feel like i’m fai... | -0.506324 | 1.69253 | 1.242172 | 97.40009 | 98.80198 | 4.109158 | 17.203589 | 5.985473 | -0.360243 | 381 | 11 | 84 | 4 | 16 | 123 | 58 | 101 | 0.294 | 0.534 | 0.172 | -0.9585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 27 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 13 | 5 | 4 | 22 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 48 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129367 | 0 | 0.162476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22188 | 0.313492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.676135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103317 | 0.214385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122832 | 0.163642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172551 | 0 | 0 | 0.178121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | aubreyelise | 2019/03/14 | do you ever get high and paranoid aboit your Ed and you’re like, tomorrow I’ll eat at maintenance for once And then you wake in in the morning and you’re like nah lmaoo | -0.7675 | 1.317424 | 0.844444 | 99.695 | 101.5 | 4.622222 | 17.111111 | 6.427356 | -0.171522 | 135 | 4 | 31 | 2 | 6 | 43 | 27 | 36 | 0.091 | 0.775 | 0.134 | 0.3818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.442662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.391315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.45707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.422697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.460709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rayckul | 2019/03/14 | Cost of treatment? I thinks its finally time for me to go to treatment. I want to get better before I go off to college next year and I know I can’t do it alone. I have a therapist but it’s not enough. My dad suggested we visit an eating disorder treatment center to look at some options, but I’m nervous about the cost.... | 1.529031 | 3.588408 | 3.741823 | 86.428339 | 80.468531 | 6.882917 | 23.500999 | 7.957252 | 1.393878 | 542 | 19 | 110 | 10 | 14 | 186 | 84 | 143 | 0.158 | 0.794 | 0.048 | -0.951 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 20 | 23 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 2 | 19 | 19 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 76 | 27 | 2 | 0.17052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176607 | 0 | 0 | 0.141886 | 0 | 0 | 0.115959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103947 | 0 | 0.290199 | 0 | 0 | 0.301622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186796 | 0.155852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178179 | 0 | 0.193821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197987 | 0 | 0.109262 | 0 | 0 | 0.099431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100577 | 0.135351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.346342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109809 |
EDAnonymous | sodiddlydone | 2019/03/14 | fucked up menstrual cycle? TW: NUMBERS
sry ill mention a few numbers in here to make things a bit clearer!!!
sooo im at a bmi of 17 rn and i lost like 3kg in about 1 or 2 weeks (ive been restricting heavily for over a week now keeping calorie intake between 300~600) but before that my weight was pretty stable for ... | 4.241428 | 5.456323 | 5.614115 | 79.515385 | 70.84953 | 9.434973 | 27.349189 | 9.761365 | 2.540762 | 1,269 | 43 | 247 | 31 | 23 | 427 | 167 | 319 | 0.094 | 0.838 | 0.068 | -0.6357 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 21 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 16 | 1 | 21 | 10 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 41 | 34 | 28 | 0 | 4 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 6 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 26 | 4 | 36 | 23 | 11 | 65 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 16 | 1 | 14 | 50 | 164 | 43 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083082 | 0.058577 | 0.085837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209948 | 0 | 0 | 0.086561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141167 | 0 | 0 | 0.245842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077448 | 0.131306 | 0 | 0 | 0.070266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090491 | 0 | 0 | 0.074462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136574 | 0.094501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081856 | 0 | 0 | 0.074138 | 0 | 0 | 0.091449 | 0.071222 | 0 | 0 | 0.05592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088871 | 0 | 0 | 0.133736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17819 | 0 | 0.164162 | 0 | 0.095378 | 0.087907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087526 | 0 | 0.079194 | 0 | 0 | 0.085229 | 0.090323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128987 | 0.082855 | 0 | 0.177888 | 0 | 0.066902 | 0.140078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055656 | 0.053679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144708 | 0.369062 | 0.069123 | 0 | 0 | 0.403192 | 0.306043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | loafloafloafloaf | 2019/03/14 | i threw up in the shower today. i've never forced myself to throw up, i only vaguely keep track of calories and went through a phase a while ago where i was restrictive on calories. i don't think i have an ED atm but i hope its okay if i post this here.
tw?? i talk about puking and my body issues.
i've been feeling a... | 2.260189 | 3.579924 | 3.612861 | 91.52297 | 75.924779 | 6.349656 | 22.732547 | 6.816662 | 0.487917 | 1,671 | 46 | 373 | 15 | 36 | 548 | 225 | 452 | 0.208 | 0.712 | 0.079 | -0.9969 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 49 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 18 | 24 | 8 | 5 | 19 | 2 | 33 | 28 | 17 | 6 | 3 | 61 | 86 | 37 | 0 | 13 | 7 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 15 | 22 | 12 | 2 | 10 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 10 | 17 | 1 | 2 | 24 | 14 | 60 | 7 | 44 | 56 | 8 | 51 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 4 | 22 | 3 | 8 | 18 | 226 | 75 | 0 | 0.077426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059535 | 0.064647 | 0.047198 | 0.08551 | 0 | 0.087232 | 0 | 0 | 0.084529 | 0.430011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07894 | 0 | 0.081906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061818 | 0 | 0.085048 | 0.099866 | 0 | 0.066686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158451 | 0 | 0.174187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078297 | 0 | 0.371703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187246 | 0 | 0 | 0.214736 | 0.080903 | 0 | 0.088005 | 0 | 0.061924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080812 | 0 | 0.068819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158346 | 0 | 0.037826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130036 | 0.086619 | 0.084519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155046 | 0 | 0.077784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082291 | 0 | 0.17223 | 0.119431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073911 | 0.053677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074152 | 0 | 0.166956 | 0 | 0 | 0.077834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061698 | 0 | 0.080772 | 0 | 0 | 0.128094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058214 | 0.062232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099222 | 0 | 0.061467 | 0 | 0 | 0.07339 | 0 | 0 | 0.052567 | 0.084217 | 0.075633 | 0 | 0 | 0.066871 | 0 | 0 | 0.091335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069615 | 0.071774 | 0 | 0 | 0.089036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099719 |
EDAnonymous | itspellsyoudidit | 2019/03/15 | Broken Heart The guy I love got a girlfriend three days ago. Told me a while back he doesn't date because he has "commitment issues". I'm a healthy BMI and she looks to be as well, but I can't help thinking that it's because I'm lacking somehow. I've been crying the last three days and have slept a grand total of three... | 1.102407 | 2.795933 | 2.633339 | 95.663723 | 80.2 | 4.832143 | 20.651786 | 5.148861 | -0.274593 | 634 | 17 | 145 | 2 | 16 | 207 | 112 | 175 | 0.199 | 0.718 | 0.083 | -0.9757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 20 | 34 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 7 | 16 | 4 | 20 | 26 | 3 | 28 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 14 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 15 | 82 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112278 | 0.243836 | 0.267032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160393 | 0.188338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137652 | 0 | 0.147661 | 0.104315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176565 | 0.1601 | 0 | 0.134991 | 0 | 0 | 0.16597 | 0 | 0.233567 | 0 | 0 | 0.14458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173031 | 0.097872 | 0 | 0.146467 | 0 | 0.143798 | 0 | 0.156314 | 0 | 0 | 0.152404 | 0 | 0.129787 | 0 | 0 | 0.080247 | 0.119023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120787 | 0 | 0 | 0.148846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093562 | 0 | 0 | 0.085144 | 0 | 0 | 0.139526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172249 | 0 | 0.117126 | 0 | 0.131287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shake_n_blake1 | 2019/03/15 | Could someone do me a solid and tell me what the lowest-calorie item on this menu is that I could order for brunch tomorrow? Cuz I truly have no idea.
https://www.theospreybk.com/menu | 5.981458 | 8.98719 | 4.795 | 79.683333 | 70.25 | 6.766667 | 23.166667 | 7.793538 | 1.286592 | 150 | 4 | 24 | 2 | 3 | 44 | 29 | 32 | 0.069 | 0.789 | 0.142 | 0.3182 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 20 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.693222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.490071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.379441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | insomniaworkstoo | 2019/03/15 | ED, mental illness, and upvotes I see it all over reddit and I’ve finally started calling bullshit when I see it because I can’t take it anymore. The mental illness pity porn, as I call it. I got into an exchange with someone today in the congratslikeim5 sub because a girl had gone from weighing 120 and “couldn’t lift ... | 5.032222 | 6.615811 | 5.720503 | 78.094405 | 69.37037 | 8.151323 | 33.07672 | 8.63404 | 2.864634 | 791 | 37 | 138 | 13 | 14 | 257 | 115 | 189 | 0.134 | 0.821 | 0.045 | -0.9532 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 26 | 24 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 13 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 13 | 3 | 24 | 18 | 3 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 14 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 97 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.38027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070549 | 0 | 0.099283 | 0 | 0 | 0.122914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19784 | 0.113009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116997 | 0 | 0.093335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079541 | 0.121963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117666 | 0 | 0 | 0.08428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138593 | 0 | 0.119663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135723 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | raindropslikebullets | 2019/03/15 | Song / Lyric activity I’ve never really been into lyrics. I enjoy songs for beats and sounds. Butttt, there have been a few times in the depths of my ED where a song hits home and has been known to make me cry. (It just GETS me). Even if the song doesn’t relate at all to EDs whatsoever.
You feel this way?! Share your... | 0.481807 | 2.807877 | 1.57953 | 98.521343 | 87.433735 | 4.765783 | 11.914458 | 6.2581 | -1.195071 | 313 | 3 | 73 | 3 | 10 | 98 | 66 | 83 | 0.038 | 0.891 | 0.07 | 0.3802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 8 | 2 | 9 | 7 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 41 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.430328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Vickythescout11 | 2019/03/15 | Drank too much Pepsi max... And now I’ve spent the last two hours on the toilet. Least I’ll be skinny tho right??? 🤪🤪 fml... | -2.180556 | -0.366829 | 0.153611 | 105.98375 | 99.740741 | 2.7 | 6.75 | 3.1291 | -2.653067 | 91 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 4 | 30 | 24 | 27 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.501365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.414988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.434772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.497321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | welpthatreallysucks | 2019/03/15 | I think my dysphoria is the opposite. Anyone else? Throughout the year, since I was 14 (25 now), I always have switched back and forth between bed and Ana (about 8/4 bed). I have spent most Of the year binging on up to 3000 cal a day... Ew.
Due to my lack of job for the past months(!) and other stresses I've finally... | 0.534186 | 2.889571 | 1.978789 | 95.506196 | 87.608696 | 4.677019 | 21.257764 | 6.182691 | 0.190342 | 436 | 15 | 94 | 4 | 14 | 140 | 79 | 115 | 0.084 | 0.893 | 0.023 | -0.768 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 13 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 10 | 1 | 16 | 10 | 3 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 54 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276883 | 0.405736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152245 | 0 | 0.120695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200223 | 0.141447 | 0 | 0.216892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189007 | 0 | 0.17288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255003 |
EDAnonymous | fweakybby | 2019/03/15 | body dismorphia i may have spelled that wrong.
but anywho. i’m so tired of looking in the mirror and seeing myself at 300 lbs then other times seeing myself as i really am (135).
it really sucks. | 1.333947 | 3.98027 | 3.521368 | 83.352579 | 88.210526 | 6.197895 | 15.494737 | 7.554174 | 0.623878 | 153 | 3 | 27 | 3 | 5 | 52 | 33 | 38 | 0.253 | 0.747 | 0 | -0.8968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 19 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.370731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.42763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.531926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194618 | 0.383607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.364913 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sidthewanker | 2019/03/15 | I gained 6 kg in 6 months i can't believe i let myself get to this point. i had my doctor's appointment in september-october and i weighed 43 kg (im very short). he asked me if i had been dieting to which i answered no, of course. that really discouraged me from continuing my weight loss since I didn't think i could ha... | 1.512471 | 3.745456 | 3.845517 | 84.70954 | 81.586207 | 8.349425 | 23.45977 | 9.075115 | 2.020749 | 446 | 16 | 95 | 13 | 12 | 154 | 72 | 116 | 0.11 | 0.814 | 0.076 | -0.6801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 15 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 23 | 0 | 13 | 8 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 56 | 26 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176787 | 0 | 0 | 0.174351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140549 | 0.200943 | 0 | 0 | 0.622289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pixelatedmilkshakeee | 2019/03/15 | I just binged on 3000 calories because I had to study I have two important tests next week that I have to study for. I’m super lazy and have no motivation especially when I’m on my period (like I am rn). I sat down to revise this afternoon but I just couldn’t bring myself to study, instead I binged to deal with the str... | 2.821723 | 4.629017 | 4.138273 | 86.291576 | 75.534091 | 6.738788 | 21.960606 | 7.554174 | 0.838802 | 687 | 18 | 138 | 9 | 15 | 226 | 110 | 176 | 0.188 | 0.759 | 0.052 | -0.9825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 14 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 20 | 29 | 8 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 20 | 3 | 27 | 21 | 3 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 95 | 24 | 4 | 0.206783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159004 | 0 | 0.126053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213184 | 0 | 0 | 0.214608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250043 | 0 | 0 | 0.191168 | 0.108036 | 0 | 0.11752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1758 | 0 | 0 | 0.138029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153327 | 0 | 0 | 0.219916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165137 | 0 | 0.236869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165869 | 0 | 0.185923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | EvolvinThouSelf | 2019/03/15 | Patterns I’ve always been overweight but after almost becoming 270 pounds I motivated myself to go on strict diet mode and dropped down to 255.
But yesterday I rebelled and binge ate.... chips, candies, pasta and whatever I saw. Today I’m feeling really upset for not being to resist because this is a habit I keep g... | 5.365909 | 7.169824 | 6.364061 | 72.946091 | 68.848485 | 8.310303 | 31.381818 | 8.841846 | 2.976131 | 283 | 12 | 44 | 5 | 5 | 94 | 54 | 66 | 0.117 | 0.749 | 0.134 | 0.2983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 28 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204418 | 0.370352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.381158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.38562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | luckyadamson | 2019/03/15 | When you restrict for a few days and eating “normally” feels like a binge -.- Title says it all. The last 4 days my boyfriend has been gone for work and I’ve been heavily restricting. He just got back and we went for dinner last night I had 2 pints of beer, we split a flatbread, fried chicken, grilled shrimp and pork ... | 4.236189 | 5.905789 | 4.782706 | 83.704739 | 71.475728 | 7.868447 | 28.894417 | 8.472885 | 2.114787 | 841 | 33 | 161 | 14 | 16 | 268 | 123 | 206 | 0.052 | 0.798 | 0.149 | 0.961 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 17 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 34 | 33 | 19 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 13 | 6 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 5 | 23 | 9 | 17 | 12 | 3 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 16 | 101 | 32 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105343 | 0 | 0.167025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06927 | 0.097871 | 0.263078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071576 | 0 | 0 | 0.114907 | 0.219139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07529 | 0.223343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.385689 | 0.134229 | 0 | 0.155973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108946 | 0 | 0 | 0.109169 | 0 | 0.142918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080805 | 0.108742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132061 | 0 | 0.099736 | 0 | 0 | 0.097319 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | idkidkidkidkidkidkk | 2019/03/15 | help getting out of binge cycle? ive been stuck in this stupid binge cycle for about 2 weeks now. Im too afraid to weigh myself and i feel as fat as an elephant. Going to try to really really low restrict today to undo the damage. I know its not a good idea, but ill feel so shit if i dont.
does anyone have tips? | 0.189202 | 2.078799 | 2.601513 | 93.713235 | 84.294118 | 5.062185 | 14.12605 | 6.182691 | -0.754301 | 242 | 3 | 55 | 2 | 7 | 83 | 56 | 68 | 0.283 | 0.692 | 0.025 | -0.9514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 11 | 8 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 31 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244209 | 0 | 0.327059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145798 | 0 | 0.158597 | 0.234064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315027 | 0.301435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.357549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264518 | 0 | 0 | 0.189465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | unfortunatelyim | 2019/03/15 | sick of people commenting on my weight I work in hospitality so I see a lot of the same customers daily/weekly, and tbh I used to love getting comments about my weightloss, how good I'm looking, etc etc but now I'm so ready to flip on the next person who says anything about my body to me.
I know I'm being irrational a... | 2.158268 | 4.077723 | 3.68581 | 88.288735 | 77.821752 | 6.105176 | 24.628499 | 7.031649 | 0.982915 | 1,270 | 45 | 260 | 14 | 30 | 420 | 174 | 331 | 0.12 | 0.738 | 0.142 | 0.7001 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 21 | 16 | 4 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 22 | 18 | 6 | 9 | 4 | 44 | 60 | 16 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 21 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 13 | 39 | 9 | 41 | 45 | 8 | 35 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 24 | 20 | 2 | 3 | 14 | 172 | 60 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137178 | 0 | 0.07792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.370327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176344 | 0.071798 | 0.08739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185912 | 0.055051 | 0.075394 | 0.070225 | 0.079643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093791 | 0.084287 | 0.059544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100786 | 0.091388 | 0 | 0.077055 | 0.174185 | 0 | 0 | 0.069909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088726 | 0 | 0.08229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082711 | 0 | 0 | 0.086795 | 0.137419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139984 | 0 | 0 | 0.07086 | 0.225677 | 0 | 0.166908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061271 | 0 | 0.128568 | 0 | 0.088643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173351 | 0.072777 | 0.261246 | 0 | 0 | 0.093963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198847 | 0 | 0 | 0.066418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053407 | 0 | 0.06617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21596 | 0 | 0 | 0.098323 | 0 | 0.066857 | 0.30449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060679 | 0 | 0 | 0.059209 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bribear686 | 2019/03/15 | People who "forget to eat." How???? My friend's brother is one of those people. We were talking about food today and I said it's easy to get fat so I count my calories. He seemed super surprised at this and then told me he doesn't feel the need to eat, he doesn't get tempted by food, nor does he get cravings. Food just... | 1.855881 | 3.652417 | 3.121956 | 92.553133 | 78.292453 | 5.972592 | 22.006951 | 6.836019 | 0.39777 | 797 | 23 | 177 | 8 | 19 | 258 | 126 | 212 | 0.023 | 0.838 | 0.139 | 0.9728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 34 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 13 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 30 | 28 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 7 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 14 | 8 | 21 | 22 | 5 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 14 | 99 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083493 | 0 | 0 | 0.134881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.642023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098582 | 0 | 0.052875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088949 | 0.379348 | 0 | 0.080792 | 0 | 0.218539 | 0 | 0.059431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083469 | 0 | 0 | 0.077539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098558 | 0 | 0 | 0.084051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099123 | 0.099924 | 0 | 0.070998 | 0 | 0.102152 | 0.108864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083005 | 0.083882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09436 | 0 | 0 | 0.100804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | themarketcrashof1929 | 2019/03/15 | Falling of the wagon This past summer I lost a large amount of weight by barley eating & walking somewhere far every single day for reasons I’d rather not go into.
I started homeschooling at my grandmothers, and she welcomed me to eating any food of hers I wanted.
I got to a point where I was eating three meals a... | 3.855108 | 4.749381 | 4.921219 | 85.324736 | 71.458716 | 7.938677 | 27.736601 | 8.205008 | 1.727404 | 2,096 | 73 | 433 | 30 | 38 | 689 | 243 | 545 | 0.157 | 0.696 | 0.147 | -0.8426 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 64 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 24 | 30 | 6 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 55 | 31 | 8 | 8 | 3 | 90 | 107 | 38 | 0 | 15 | 22 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 31 | 27 | 19 | 2 | 15 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 20 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 22 | 11 | 69 | 19 | 59 | 72 | 14 | 57 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 23 | 21 | 0 | 6 | 31 | 301 | 100 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062699 | 0 | 0.048412 | 0.050372 | 0.065592 | 0 | 0.041168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060037 | 0 | 0 | 0.099634 | 0 | 0.056594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053541 | 0 | 0.268974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064041 | 0.052148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096669 | 0.066984 | 0 | 0.117125 | 0 | 0.052141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125103 | 0 | 0.079969 | 0 | 0.051005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.512416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094885 | 0 | 0.06881 | 0.101552 | 0.048417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128887 | 0 | 0.179305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063041 | 0.166349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050836 | 0 | 0.132168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070901 | 0.04832 | 0 | 0.089004 | 0 | 0.04669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059314 | 0.058087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05779 | 0 | 0.052859 | 0 | 0 | 0.114455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038782 | 0.062243 | 0.059774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057585 | 0 | 0 | 0.061267 | 0.048241 | 0 | 0.063154 | 0.06839 | 0 | 0.050077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128546 | 0.064525 | 0 | 0.050612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068697 | 0.057056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120655 | 0.15516 | 0 | 0 | 0.1059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052285 | 0.066674 | 0.0999 | 0.142826 | 0 | 0.04856 | 0.147437 | 0.054431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088144 | 0 | 0 | 0.129012 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | MiaMiaPP | 2019/03/15 | I think I might not wake up one day... and may be a part of me is okay with that. But I’m scared shitless anyway Bulimia is a bitch. Depression is a bitch. As a depressed bulimic, the cycle of hating myself/ stop functioning/ binge - purge/ hating myself a lot more is getting more out of hand than anything.
My room r... | 0.275297 | 2.548055 | 2.046055 | 95.195021 | 87.838174 | 5.149864 | 19.098727 | 6.647476 | 0.096813 | 898 | 26 | 199 | 11 | 29 | 294 | 122 | 241 | 0.234 | 0.658 | 0.108 | -0.9902 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 44 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 22 | 8 | 2 | 13 | 1 | 21 | 12 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 35 | 43 | 14 | 1 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 5 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 15 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 5 | 24 | 7 | 30 | 33 | 6 | 30 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 17 | 5 | 7 | 10 | 132 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107897 | 0 | 0.216148 | 0 | 0.086818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077335 | 0.043705 | 0 | 0.095083 | 0 | 0.066904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059086 | 0.081736 | 0.083841 | 0 | 0 | 0.140493 | 0 | 0 | 0.071118 | 0 | 0 | 0.055838 | 0 | 0 | 0.091122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088965 | 0 | 0 | 0.080266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396794 | 0 | 0.089012 | 0 | 0 | 0.090587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085104 | 0.090191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.42863 | 0 | 0 | 0.167501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070878 | 0.064399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178324 | 0 | 0.069937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09868 | 0 | 0.067101 | 0 | 0.150426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | emeyea11 | 2019/03/15 | Shoutout to supportive and kind teachers Backstory: My school has four floors, and the staircases are really steep. There is also an elevator. However, it can only be used by students who can't take the stairs due to injuries, and this is kind of a big deal at my school.
Earlier today me and my parents were attending ... | 5.024123 | 6.981669 | 6.22193 | 73.015175 | 69.964912 | 9.978947 | 36.350877 | 10.254146 | 4.310235 | 487 | 27 | 83 | 14 | 9 | 163 | 80 | 114 | 0.035 | 0.887 | 0.078 | 0.7096 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 17 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 13 | 12 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 59 | 15 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.440377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160814 | 0 | 0 | 0.234786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135458 | 0 | 0.208778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.42799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239947 | 0 | 0 | 0.158981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.365243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | imrepulsive | 2019/03/15 | I want to study abroad but can I? I want to study abroad but I have to pass a health clearance at the school's health clinic in order to go. Do you think I can be denied for having a bmi of 12.4? I haven't been diagnosed with anything but if the school finds out I'm that low can I possibly get kicked out of school too?... | 2.006667 | 3.359681 | 3.783964 | 89.90045 | 76.657658 | 6.735135 | 19.540541 | 7.38713 | 0.283259 | 407 | 8 | 92 | 5 | 9 | 137 | 66 | 111 | 0.267 | 0.67 | 0.063 | -0.984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 23 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 1 | 18 | 19 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 63 | 16 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182861 | 0 | 0 | 0.206481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094127 | 0 | 0.204781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180374 | 0.547001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | skinboneandblood | 2019/03/15 | i'm kind of fucked. (rant) so, i've been mentally ill for as long as i can remember. got diagnosed with anorexia last year and received treatment for it (which was my parents controlling my food and monitoring me). i managed to bullshit my way through it and now i'm just pretending i'm eating. i haven't been seeing my ... | 2.514755 | 4.535433 | 4.460839 | 82.672797 | 77.111888 | 8.316084 | 29.181818 | 9.057497 | 2.655669 | 560 | 26 | 112 | 14 | 13 | 191 | 81 | 143 | 0.124 | 0.851 | 0.025 | -0.9402 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 29 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 18 | 2 | 22 | 21 | 2 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 75 | 23 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103359 | 0 | 0 | 0.325334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193795 | 0 | 0 | 0.148164 | 0 | 0 | 0.455415 | 0 | 0.256359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166893 | 0.088078 | 0.130638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176511 | 0 | 0 | 0.127212 | 0 | 0.195161 | 0.144099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103206 |
EDAnonymous | dreamingofskinny | 2019/03/16 | B/P Confusion I recently starting purging...and it’s escalated, very quickly.
I started off with excessive exercise, but quickly realized that due to a busy schedule I couldn’t always devote 1.5-2 hours to the gym to burn calories. So, I started purging. At first, it was once in awhile, when I felt uncomfortably full... | 2.511163 | 4.624443 | 4.312965 | 83.287703 | 77.488372 | 7.323256 | 27.02907 | 8.2785 | 1.98676 | 678 | 28 | 132 | 13 | 16 | 229 | 110 | 172 | 0.146 | 0.793 | 0.062 | -0.9282 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 34 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 22 | 24 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 9 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 4 | 20 | 2 | 16 | 17 | 5 | 25 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 17 | 81 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133593 | 0.139002 | 0 | 0 | 0.113602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116808 | 0.171166 | 0 | 0 | 0.156173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139483 | 0 | 0 | 0.142151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170938 | 0.139552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14075 | 0 | 0 | 0.163411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320796 | 0 | 0 | 0.142096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186891 | 0.182359 | 0.142023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177907 | 0.1132 | 0.127052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183986 | 0.137837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pugaachan | 2019/03/16 | does anyone else compulsively steal? Soooo I used to have morals and shit, thinking that stealing was bad. But now I can’t help but go into a store and swipe makeup, clothes, food....anything I think I can get away with. It started up when I really fell into my ED behaviors and now I just can’t stop. I think because I ... | 3.29876 | 4.059063 | 4.178295 | 90.635504 | 72.643411 | 6.973643 | 22.860465 | 6.937598 | 0.464479 | 481 | 11 | 109 | 4 | 9 | 155 | 86 | 129 | 0.156 | 0.768 | 0.077 | -0.8767 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 26 | 22 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 16 | 2 | 13 | 16 | 3 | 17 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 70 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262377 | 0.384479 | 0.154396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176276 | 0 | 0.156655 | 0.114372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226871 | 0 | 0 | 0.173452 | 0.098024 | 0 | 0.106629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132799 | 0 | 0 | 0.156859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.360659 | 0 | 0 | 0.109403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162044 | 0 | 0 | 0.110663 | 0 | 0 | 0.228471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Fluff_Me | 2019/03/16 | What movies really thrill your ED? My favorites:
- To the Bone
- Ratatouille
- Cloudy with a chance of meatballs
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EDAnonymous | debubun | 2019/03/16 | thanks ed brain today i bought 6 mini ben & jerry’s ice creams with my thought process being i’ll just eat one every now and then when i have a sweets craving
good idea, right? *wrong*. i ended up eating all 6 and now i kinda really hate myself!!!! | 0.036975 | 2.389398 | 1.827899 | 94.934118 | 92.333333 | 3.698599 | 13.168067 | 5.288315 | -1.079182 | 193 | 3 | 40 | 1 | 7 | 63 | 44 | 51 | 0.072 | 0.732 | 0.196 | 0.7546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 20 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.50805 | 0 | 0 | 0.219879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197085 | 0 | 0 | 0.235315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271426 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | InAJamBindFam | 2019/03/16 | I'm thankful my ED is helping me deal with no money So I was in a car accident. I'm OK, no one else was hurt, but I totaled my car and did at least $1000 in damage to the other car.
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Which means there goes my savings. :\\
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EDAnonymous | thin42069 | 2019/03/16 | Yo getting used to fasting is the best thing that’s ever happened to me Sittin here, no bbq sauce on my tiddies, holding my phone as a microphone pretending am whitney Houston mouthing along to her belters feeling pure euphoric it’s insane | 6.884242 | 8.373945 | 6.489091 | 74.66197 | 64.909091 | 7.684848 | 44.212121 | 7.793538 | 4.13363 | 196 | 13 | 29 | 2 | 3 | 61 | 40 | 44 | 0.096 | 0.684 | 0.221 | 0.7506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 21 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.49931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.430378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.410928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | vaskebj00rn | 2019/03/16 | I hate how recovery is a long long road and not a destination I’ve been so good and I’m just doing so well overall but this week has decided to kick my ass so brutally I want to relapse, I haven’t done that yet. Just had a big big cry instead... | -1.000635 | 1.052172 | 2.059312 | 94.038333 | 92.703704 | 6.048677 | 20.677249 | 7.44753 | 0.743903 | 190 | 7 | 46 | 4 | 7 | 67 | 41 | 54 | 0.295 | 0.608 | 0.098 | -0.9461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 31 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.594471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198105 | 0 | 0.269416 | 0 | 0.301988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thirdegreepoly | 2019/03/16 | I keep getting bigger and bigger but the number on the scale never changes What gives? I can feel my jeans getting tighter and tighter. The other day my boyfriend told me my boobs were getting bigger. I just look and feel so bloated. My skin feels tight. Maybe I’ve lost muscle and gained fat, I don’t know, I just know ... | 1.790761 | 4.373406 | 1.796938 | 97.541495 | 83.637681 | 3.45 | 23.117754 | 3.1291 | -0.207103 | 277 | 10 | 56 | 0 | 8 | 82 | 46 | 69 | 0.044 | 0.835 | 0.121 | 0.631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 18 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 15 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 30 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225324 | 0.382015 | 0.233807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216638 | 0 | 0 | 0.267894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.409342 | 0 | 0.266059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | blacksunglass | 2019/03/16 | Does anyone else get really annoyed by the double standard when it comes to calling someone anorexic vs calling someone overweight? So my friends are constantly calling me anorexic, saying I need to eat, saying I look like I’m dying and that I need help. We have an overweight friend and they say nothing to her. They do... | 8.487353 | 7.36351 | 7.983647 | 74.158412 | 61.843137 | 10.120784 | 38.047059 | 8.841846 | 3.336762 | 427 | 18 | 76 | 5 | 5 | 135 | 73 | 102 | 0.171 | 0.755 | 0.074 | -0.8877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 16 | 16 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 17 | 3 | 10 | 14 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 20 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 46 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099666 | 0.146047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.436642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122784 | 0 | 0.308066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291704 | 0.119072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220249 | 0 | 0.14894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340056 | 0 | 0 | 0.113584 | 0.129761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | throwawayaccunt6969 | 2019/03/16 | Biking is ruining my life lol My legs used to be so much thinner and dainty but since I moved to Holland biking has become my main transportation and is basically 100% necessary in my life. Problem is it made my legs muscle-y and I hate it. I mean a perk is that I'm burning calories biking everywhere but aughhh I hate ... | 1.31 | 3.925359 | 3.185333 | 86.118 | 87.461538 | 5.684103 | 23.184615 | 7.168622 | 1.233391 | 312 | 12 | 58 | 5 | 10 | 104 | 54 | 78 | 0.222 | 0.755 | 0.023 | -0.9561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 11 | 15 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 38 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.519088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279405 | 0.19325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | uggggggggggghhhhhhhh | 2019/03/16 | A subscriber to my youtube channel went through my reddit history and commented on a video to ask if i have an eating disorder. Posting from an alternative account which i just made purely to post here because people are snoops :)
So i have a youtube channel where i make ASMR videos as a sort of hobby, i have around 2... | 4.338412 | 6.117925 | 5.122817 | 80.926501 | 71.406639 | 8.061236 | 30.526534 | 8.689479 | 2.535717 | 994 | 43 | 182 | 18 | 19 | 322 | 140 | 241 | 0.059 | 0.834 | 0.107 | 0.8532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 1 | 20 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 30 | 35 | 15 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 26 | 6 | 24 | 29 | 6 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 116 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115394 | 0.121183 | 0 | 0 | 0.099674 | 0 | 0.079019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065543 | 0.092605 | 0 | 0 | 0.118476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114628 | 0 | 0.116119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071239 | 0.105662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091558 | 0.126657 | 0.129919 | 0 | 0 | 0.108853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122655 | 0.086526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359465 | 0.113184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372437 | 0.131876 | 0.139758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083042 | 0 | 0.12799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106955 | 0 | 0.102891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083475 |
EDAnonymous | chknsoup4thesoil | 2019/03/16 | hello there. Zoloft? any experience? my psychiatrist put me on zoloft (25 mg) because the wellbutrin made me happy but really anxious. i’m worried it’ll increase my appetite or make me super foggy. halp. | 2.336429 | 4.905443 | 4.115714 | 74.715 | 102.333333 | 5.390476 | 27.365079 | 6.86897 | 2.390441 | 162 | 8 | 23 | 3 | 7 | 54 | 32 | 36 | 0.133 | 0.628 | 0.239 | 0.7073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240525 | 0 | 0 | 0.399575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.376515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334675 | 0.236094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | PrioritizeApocalypse | 2019/03/16 | my boyfriend is skinnier than me and it makes me want to end things with him and be alone, why? why do i take it as such a personal affront? | -0.724 | 1.421689 | 0.708333 | 103.3425 | 93 | 4.333333 | 20.833333 | 5.985473 | -0.189667 | 108 | 4 | 27 | 1 | 4 | 34 | 26 | 30 | 0.08 | 0.877 | 0.044 | -0.264 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.651355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Alf_Casperi | 2019/03/16 | Who needs amusement parks when you have an ED?! So Thursday something from my ex triggered me into the worst relapse of 9months...
Thursday night I binged
Today I fasted all day because I needed the boost.
Then I decided I should probably eat dinner because I wouldn't want to actually relapse...
Felt like a gro... | 3.924625 | 5.579699 | 4.573906 | 84.94941 | 72.246073 | 6.97815 | 31.057941 | 7.554174 | 2.042914 | 770 | 35 | 146 | 9 | 15 | 246 | 126 | 191 | 0.095 | 0.766 | 0.139 | 0.8525 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 10 | 16 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 11 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 27 | 23 | 12 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 22 | 8 | 22 | 11 | 3 | 35 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 9 | 2 | 3 | 23 | 92 | 27 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0.133662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315961 | 0 | 0.417474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420459 | 0 | 0 | 0.121314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069255 | 0.09785 | 0.394534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12983 | 0.130879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080788 | 0.108719 | 0 | 0 | 0.123151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | azi6 | 2019/03/17 | how can i Deal with my mom and her passive aggressive comments? i’m 5’7” and 98lbs currently (my lowest was 81lbs i’m just bloated rn lmao) And she keeps making snarky comments about my weight. Maybe she’s jealous? For example , i ate a diet pepsi with my dinner today. She told me those can make me bloated and that’s w... | 0.775962 | 3.228672 | 2.620385 | 90.524615 | 87.846154 | 5.123077 | 22.423077 | 6.671995 | 0.748177 | 402 | 15 | 80 | 5 | 13 | 133 | 67 | 104 | 0.171 | 0.747 | 0.081 | -0.8679 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 19 | 20 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 17 | 1 | 6 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 45 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26743 | 0 | 0.250997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123101 | 0.173928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216399 | 0 | 0 | 0.1338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325024 | 0 | 0.244589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230772 | 0.232637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29647 | 0 | 0 | 0.219685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rustghoul | 2019/03/17 | I hate the way that I’ve conditioned myself to think as a result of ✨My McShitlording Goddamn Soul-Sucking ED✨ my friend (forcibly recovered from ARFID) is in the hospital for self-harm and an almost lethal overdose, she’s stable and is waiting to be placed inpatient for treatment bUT the first thing that my singular b... | 5.238581 | 6.698588 | 5.767196 | 78.427551 | 68.72973 | 8.432883 | 30.091216 | 8.841846 | 2.379765 | 465 | 18 | 87 | 8 | 8 | 150 | 86 | 111 | 0.157 | 0.77 | 0.073 | -0.8531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 12 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 14 | 8 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 52 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224208 | 0 | 0 | 0.203648 | 0 | 0.137714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175948 | 0.267238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252445 | 0 | 0.284193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274981 | 0 | 0.27057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175117 | 0.168897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209224 | 0 | 0 | 0.236998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | astralpoppy | 2019/03/17 | I simply don't remember how to eat anymore. any meal plans out there? I've never been diagnosed with anything but I've been binging, purging, restricting, all at different times for years. mostly restricting and some purging when I was younger, mostly binging and some restricting now. I've finally started to get it und... | 4.31561 | 7.054907 | 4.812378 | 78.816616 | 74.487805 | 8.002439 | 30.981707 | 8.841846 | 3.10258 | 359 | 17 | 58 | 8 | 8 | 114 | 56 | 82 | 0.152 | 0.81 | 0.038 | -0.8645 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 20 | 8 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 4 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 38 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222374 | 0.156786 | 0 | 0.184521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227587 | 0 | 0.234271 | 0 | 0 | 0.196224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.458883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109547 | 0 | 0 | 0.198435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144396 |
EDAnonymous | this_is_ausername | 2019/03/17 | Is starvation mode even real? I'm pretty sure it's not, but my aunt is trying to tell me otherwise, trying to convince me my body won't burn any more fat because it's trying to "save" it. If it was real though, then anoxerics wouldn't actually exist...? Ugh! | 3.185385 | 4.538063 | 5.137692 | 81.382308 | 73.615385 | 7.507692 | 24.538462 | 8.076483 | 1.458985 | 200 | 6 | 39 | 3 | 4 | 69 | 39 | 52 | 0 | 0.813 | 0.187 | 0.836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 23 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.561447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.502345 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | welcometotheyeet | 2019/03/17 | when youre fasting all day and you forget to drink a bunch of water then choke on water a bunch of times because you arent used to drinking | 11.154 | 5.164397 | 10.27 | 74.865 | 61.666667 | 12 | 40 | 3.1291 | 2.822 | 112 | 3 | 24 | 0 | 1 | 36 | 23 | 30 | 0.184 | 0.816 | 0 | -0.6597 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 17 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.819766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | LunaticalPitties | 2019/03/17 | Waiting for bloodwork Saw a dermatologist recently for tiny red dots sporadically all over my body. She said it's probably nothing to worry about and could be capillaritis. She ordered some blood work and did a biopsy. She asked if I restrict my diet in any way. I mumbled some stuff about being vegan and eating mostly ... | 4.061043 | 6.270634 | 4.901957 | 80.400761 | 73.173913 | 7.382609 | 29.76087 | 8.238736 | 2.288496 | 482 | 21 | 87 | 8 | 10 | 156 | 86 | 115 | 0.068 | 0.903 | 0.029 | -0.6253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 20 | 15 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 14 | 9 | 6 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 58 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132859 | 0.204864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160774 | 0 | 0.182646 | 0 | 0 | 0.150228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155988 | 0 | 0 | 0.125998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20824 | 0 | 0.163339 | 0 | 0 | 0.223653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155076 | 0.156715 | 0.237909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142232 | 0.198409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | psychedelic_karma | 2019/03/17 | i purged for the first time and i'm terrified title. really, i was fed up after a mini binge (had been trying to intuitively eat for the past few days but shitty ednos mentality said nope) and only a little bit came up but i am so scared. i really don't want this to become a habit because i've never been able to succes... | 3.03049 | 5.050312 | 4.910392 | 80.043431 | 75.568627 | 7.670588 | 20.156863 | 8.515129 | 1.181404 | 407 | 9 | 78 | 8 | 9 | 139 | 78 | 102 | 0.164 | 0.746 | 0.09 | -0.8427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 15 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 12 | 8 | 5 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 52 | 12 | 1 | 0.212859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129757 | 0.235086 | 0.181127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181058 | 0 | 0 | 0.164454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202478 | 0 | 0.213109 | 0 | 0.169621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136391 | 0 | 0 | 0.12412 | 0 | 0.201765 | 0 | 0 | 0.144517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | onespicyapplesauce | 2019/03/17 | Headaches (TW) I get these giant migraines when I don’t eat, but I can’t stop starving. Pain killers are just going to hurt my stomach because yOu knOw I dOnt have anything in my stomach to sUppoRt it. Anyways, what do you guys do to get rid of headaches? | 2.140588 | 4.356721 | 2.501725 | 95.293765 | 79.196078 | 4.08 | 31.768627 | 3.1291 | 0.999067 | 200 | 11 | 41 | 0 | 5 | 61 | 38 | 51 | 0.336 | 0.609 | 0.055 | -0.9636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 27 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362868 | 0 | 0 | 0.316814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323523 | 0 | 0.175962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mintthin | 2019/03/17 | Why do people who are pro Ana say that they’re not? It’s all over tumblr. I understand using the tags to get more traction but I don’t understand the people who post “tiPz n tRickz” on how to purge and how to starve but then say they aren’t pro. I’m very confused about this mindset. | 0.361214 | 2.600793 | 1.71619 | 98.025 | 86.833333 | 4.761905 | 16.904762 | 6.182691 | -0.495524 | 223 | 5 | 51 | 2 | 7 | 71 | 44 | 60 | 0.126 | 0.874 | 0 | -0.8042 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 11 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 29 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.39667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.455012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.595648 | 0 | 0.247085 | 0 | 0.23605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | turdddburger | 2019/03/17 | i’ve had 5 monsters today and i feel like i’m d y i n g .WHY why did i do this tomyself is this hell omfg i’m so jittery i think restriction plus this finally killed off my last 2 brain cells i’m | -4.289755 | -4.843728 | 0.130638 | 100.565385 | 139.425532 | 3.999345 | 14.253682 | 5.873415 | -0.438593 | 153 | 5 | 40 | 3 | 13 | 57 | 36 | 47 | 0.282 | 0.661 | 0.057 | -0.8971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 16 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160657 | 0.22699 | 0 | 0.348064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351527 | 0 | 0 | 0.258997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.573413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | artandtrash | 2019/03/17 | I weighed myself for the first time in a year And it was the biggest mistake i’ve made in recovery. How am I supposed to NOT lose weight when i’m almost overweight? i never thought i would be fully weight-restored because my weight was so high when my restrictive eating disorder began. ughhh does anybody have advice?? | 3.7445 | 6.42583 | 4.24 | 82.475 | 76.166667 | 6 | 30 | 7.168622 | 2.0695 | 257 | 12 | 42 | 3 | 6 | 81 | 48 | 60 | 0.135 | 0.826 | 0.039 | -0.6797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 29 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194381 | 0 | 0 | 0.199188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227978 | 0 | 0.174075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157919 | 0.115991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.726687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141306 | 0 | 0 | 0.128097 |
EDAnonymous | throwaway123556677 | 2019/03/17 | bdd in legs only?? right, I personally perceive my upper body as quite bony, and my arms are thin, but my legs... i feel like they aren't even attached to me.
They're not obese, I can see that, but they just seem so average compared to my waist and arms.
for example, ill look at people in the streets, online, etc etc... | 0.686286 | 2.436826 | 2.103095 | 98.686071 | 81.761905 | 5.342857 | 17.166667 | 6.2581 | -0.598162 | 376 | 7 | 93 | 3 | 10 | 121 | 71 | 105 | 0.07 | 0.866 | 0.064 | -0.168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 15 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 17 | 2 | 9 | 15 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 53 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.487973 | 0.144496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110617 | 0.156289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.551136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151668 | 0.191022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174332 | 0.19916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | BitterCaptain | 2019/03/17 | The shame associated with... Having dealt with a 100% restrictive ED and getting to an underweight BMI and recovering to a "healthy" fat bmi and relapsing
Then going to the doctor after relapsing to try to, you know, not die, and being rediagnosed with binge eating disorder because your recovered weight is obviously f... | 8.554283 | 8.818263 | 8.957474 | 62.679288 | 61.097902 | 13.024126 | 39.553322 | 12.384807 | 5.434539 | 639 | 31 | 102 | 21 | 8 | 213 | 95 | 143 | 0.066 | 0.85 | 0.084 | 0.5608 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 11 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 27 | 17 | 16 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 14 | 9 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 73 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167918 | 0 | 0.26624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22664 | 0 | 0.250278 | 0.223517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144235 | 0.197534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201885 | 0.114093 | 0 | 0.124108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154568 | 0 | 0.174396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173337 | 0.175168 | 0.265924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | RetailSlaveNo1 | 2019/03/17 | Struggling to lose weight and maintain recovery I have bulimia, and am in recovery and I’m struggling to figure out how to reach a healthy weight again without relapsing into restriction/binge cycles or just heavy restriction. I struggle so hard and I’m obese now and it’s bad for my health, but so is my ED. I’m just tr... | 3.900042 | 5.27906 | 4.655 | 85.436667 | 71.875 | 8.333333 | 30.833333 | 8.841846 | 2.459333 | 317 | 14 | 64 | 6 | 6 | 102 | 51 | 80 | 0.239 | 0.725 | 0.036 | -0.9214 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 19 | 7 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 40 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361681 | 0 | 0 | 0.214584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.633131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.491659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | drowing_dancer | 2019/03/17 | Teeth advice Any other bulimics have advice for staining on your teeth? I’ve been struggling with bulimia for about 2 or 3 years now and before that I was dealing with anorexia for a good 5ish Years. I was just wondering if there’s any hope for saving my teeth, they used to be so pretty. I’m really trying to get my lif... | 2.866355 | 4.391831 | 4.58358 | 84.337241 | 74.747126 | 7.730049 | 21.623974 | 8.418075 | 1.174322 | 334 | 8 | 68 | 6 | 7 | 113 | 63 | 87 | 0.06 | 0.798 | 0.142 | 0.7994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 12 | 7 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 39 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195721 | 0 | 0 | 0.391977 | 0.177788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188436 | 0.154221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104786 | 0 | 0 | 0.168223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141664 | 0.097985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16768 | 0 | 0.209673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272339 | 0 | 0.195922 | 0 | 0 | 0.173223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258313 |
EDAnonymous | craazyyy90 | 2019/03/17 | I think my sister might have an eating disorder Hi there.
This weekend i've been having some alone time with my little sister. She is 13 and still lives at home. I live pretty far away, so I only get to see her about once a month. I'm her big brother and i'm in my mid-20s.
She has been periodically depressed in pre... | 3.813176 | 4.814996 | 4.756805 | 86.063806 | 71.652027 | 7.597555 | 26.088481 | 7.876101 | 1.350356 | 2,287 | 71 | 477 | 29 | 42 | 745 | 239 | 592 | 0.098 | 0.743 | 0.159 | 0.9925 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 74 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 27 | 24 | 0 | 1 | 24 | 0 | 51 | 15 | 1 | 14 | 6 | 90 | 95 | 43 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 11 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 30 | 21 | 11 | 1 | 15 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 21 | 5 | 90 | 19 | 80 | 64 | 19 | 58 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 79 | 25 | 0 | 10 | 26 | 348 | 120 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06136 | 0 | 0.047378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055386 | 0 | 0.111326 | 0 | 0 | 0.036115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060496 | 0.067761 | 0 | 0.060861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061079 | 0.102056 | 0 | 0 | 0.061899 | 0.2037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363736 | 0.049492 | 0 | 0 | 0.122432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049917 | 0.056611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201576 | 0.143279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123813 | 0.056833 | 0 | 0.298153 | 0.094768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070206 | 0.158843 | 0 | 0.059428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061695 | 0.130239 | 0.048293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083693 | 0.028944 | 0.059379 | 0.156944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100736 | 0.053471 | 0 | 0.079093 | 0 | 0 | 0.064535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188549 | 0 | 0 | 0.047289 | 0 | 0.043552 | 0.131789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134902 | 0.062168 | 0.063094 | 0 | 0.045059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180821 | 0.063876 | 0.113379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13683 | 0 | 0 | 0.041934 | 0 | 0.047313 | 0 | 0.067865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223352 | 0 | 0.08909 | 0.047619 | 0.103566 | 0.054545 | 0 | 0 | 0.07872 | 0.113886 | 0 | 0.047034 | 0.138185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080447 | 0.064442 | 0 | 0 | 0.071265 | 0.051169 | 0 | 0 | 0.034944 | 0.047026 | 0 | 0.072145 | 0 | 0.054921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05711 | 0 | 0 | 0.060166 | 0 | 0.042086 | 0 | 0 | 0.076304 |
EDAnonymous | VelehkSain | 2019/03/17 | I don’t know if this is the right place but I need help with my eating problems. Every day I wake up I am not hungry at all. If I don’t force myself to eat I’ll get horrible stomach pains and feel nauseous. If I force myself to eat I’ll still get stomach pain and nausea. The only thing that kinda helps is smoking weed ... | 2.676944 | 3.953072 | 4.084943 | 88.732088 | 74.775862 | 5.845211 | 20.64751 | 5.822114 | 0.082867 | 435 | 9 | 90 | 2 | 9 | 144 | 72 | 116 | 0.283 | 0.637 | 0.08 | -0.9853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 16 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 25 | 18 | 10 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 0 | 9 | 18 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 58 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.687491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117008 | 0.10742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083031 | 0.086365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085165 | 0.476612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | oldfl4mes | 2019/03/17 | ed twitter am i the only one who thinks that it's legit the worst eating disorder community, even surpassing pro ana tumblr?
everybody is always constantly 'recovering' for two days then instantly back restricting. you can't say anything without 'kpopidolskinnyggbigbang' getting offended.
most of the big accs are a... | 6.620195 | 10.19314 | 6.85987 | 62.674091 | 71.272727 | 10.438095 | 35.186147 | 10.290406 | 5.087215 | 327 | 17 | 44 | 11 | 7 | 105 | 60 | 66 | 0.231 | 0.746 | 0.024 | -0.9356 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 28 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259142 | 0.14645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189945 | 0.213188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | babylentil | 2019/03/18 | How long can you be on ec stack? I’m pretty sure I’ve been taking ec stack since last September with maybe a small 2 week break around Christmas.
I normally take 200mg of caffeine and around 48mg of ephedrine a day. How bad is this?? I can’t find the long term consequences of it anywhere online. | 2.815082 | 4.425894 | 3.289311 | 93.209377 | 75.065574 | 6.847213 | 23.67541 | 7.554174 | 0.817299 | 235 | 7 | 52 | 3 | 5 | 73 | 49 | 61 | 0.061 | 0.834 | 0.105 | 0.3695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 23 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.439684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.437095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232752 | 0 | 0.371359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | RecoveryForMyself | 2019/03/18 | Cried earlier over nothing and coudlnt fit my pants so I got so fucking depressed, but guess what? I knew I ain't a little bitch- just started my period. I was so upset that my measurements went up today and I couldn't fit my favorite pair of pants that are usually loose on me and I got so depressed bc I'm spending the... | -0.092687 | 2.115718 | 2.164388 | 94.090731 | 89.102041 | 5.307483 | 21.431973 | 6.816662 | 0.528834 | 359 | 13 | 80 | 5 | 12 | 121 | 67 | 98 | 0.286 | 0.617 | 0.097 | -0.9686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 17 | 12 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 17 | 1 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 50 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251563 | 0.147696 | 0 | 0.394502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115797 | 0.163609 | 0.219891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36633 | 0 | 0.252287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111886 | 0.229534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243561 | 0 | 0 | 0.219747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252229 | 0 | 0.13508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Taiz_eyes | 2019/03/18 | 🙃 I live with my fiancé and his whole family (mom, dad, older sister and younger brother)
His mom gifted me a rocking chair in hopes that we will have a kid and I can sit in this rocking chair and just be pregnant idk. I probably can’t get pregnant and she knows this but I love the chair.
Hi younger brother broke i... | 0.412543 | 2.490437 | 2.108315 | 96.448466 | 84.84127 | 4.848739 | 19.105976 | 6.068284 | -0.258005 | 1,151 | 31 | 266 | 9 | 34 | 376 | 157 | 315 | 0.076 | 0.79 | 0.134 | 0.965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 35 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 16 | 3 | 30 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 50 | 48 | 22 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 16 | 19 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 45 | 8 | 31 | 31 | 3 | 42 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 39 | 21 | 1 | 7 | 12 | 175 | 61 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.133347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150099 | 0.17625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071392 | 0 | 0.155318 | 0.114612 | 0.109288 | 0 | 0.150531 | 0 | 0.120835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133516 | 0 | 0.241321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123328 | 0 | 0.091212 | 0 | 0 | 0.148847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116695 | 0 | 0.217332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140265 | 0.113035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108463 | 0 | 0 | 0.122861 | 0 | 0 | 0.15256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | EdenOfHell | 2019/03/18 | ED cat cafe? TL;DR at the end.
I've had this idea for awhile now and have been trying to reach out to reddit/tumblr/kik about the opinions of ED sufferers on the concept of a cat cafe that served "ED friendly" food; however I am also worried about potential negative effects of having "readily available super low cal" ... | 9.53363 | 7.926385 | 9.536307 | 65.401434 | 60.134969 | 12.987812 | 42.592229 | 11.855464 | 5.184458 | 1,391 | 68 | 235 | 35 | 15 | 460 | 176 | 326 | 0.065 | 0.792 | 0.143 | 0.9837 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 69 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 13 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 28 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 42 | 43 | 19 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 15 | 8 | 47 | 28 | 6 | 32 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 19 | 20 | 0 | 10 | 8 | 159 | 30 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0.088414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217362 | 0 | 0.196333 | 0.220181 | 0 | 0.095003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11046 | 0 | 0.077095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092708 | 0.075686 | 0 | 0.080246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.438222 | 0 | 0.209995 | 0 | 0.047335 | 0.173826 | 0.051491 | 0 | 0.072462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303641 | 0 | 0 | 0.089988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081771 | 0 | 0 | 0.091856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08877 | 0 | 0 | 0.095071 | 0 | 0.061394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098113 | 0 | 0.125623 | 0.07911 | 0.094659 | 0 | 0 | 0.204279 | 0.086771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058042 | 0.093153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076766 | 0 | 0 | 0.101421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09201 | 0 | 0.193082 | 0 | 0.220181 | 0.116689 |
EDAnonymous | Emorito | 2019/03/18 | Woke up from a nightmare where I spent $100 at the bakery I suffer from bulimia and frequent this Italian bakery for binge foods... every time I am startled at how much money I spend. *sigh*
It’s usually around $20-30 which is just too damn much for what seems like not so much food. Yesterday they were closed and I wa... | 2.739571 | 4.045402 | 3.453175 | 93.205 | 74.666667 | 6.47619 | 22.857143 | 6.86897 | 0.455381 | 339 | 9 | 76 | 3 | 7 | 107 | 64 | 90 | 0.143 | 0.827 | 0.03 | -0.8636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 5 | 4 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 48 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.523713 | 0 | 0 | 0.200199 | 0 | 0 | 0.123072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.636765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171919 | 0.126274 | 0 | 0.205267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bi-the-wayy | 2019/03/18 | Too old. Its dumb but I feel too old for this. Like my teen years were fine. My 20s were fine. But its heading into my 30s that the desperation is setting in and it's so dumb because even if I did get small I'm too old and ugly to look like any thinspo I would want anyway.
So dumb.
But here I am anyway.
Fuck. | -1.614265 | 0.341136 | 0.770824 | 101.647706 | 98.264706 | 3.308235 | 14.152941 | 4.935629 | -1.337011 | 237 | 5 | 59 | 1 | 10 | 79 | 47 | 68 | 0.275 | 0.578 | 0.146 | -0.9364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 12 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 38 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22729 | 0.12845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.773955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174649 | 0 | 0 | 0.158324 |
EDAnonymous | alchademy | 2019/03/18 | Finally realizing my toxic relationship with food Even though I've had a very toxic relationship with food since I can remember, it hasn't been until recently I've discover I have ed tendencies. I've been paroozing the meme subreddit which has been very refreshing. Even though I consider myself an open book, my eating ... | 4.796651 | 6.20986 | 5.374999 | 81.000278 | 69.736748 | 8.407348 | 29.553858 | 8.841846 | 2.360826 | 4,574 | 176 | 858 | 81 | 81 | 1,472 | 444 | 1,113 | 0.162 | 0.749 | 0.09 | -0.9982 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 134 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 16 | 58 | 55 | 6 | 5 | 61 | 0 | 82 | 56 | 6 | 15 | 16 | 163 | 174 | 66 | 0 | 21 | 27 | 2 | 20 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 43 | 45 | 39 | 6 | 33 | 5 | 7 | 17 | 21 | 30 | 0 | 2 | 59 | 36 | 130 | 25 | 134 | 98 | 21 | 155 | 2 | 9 | 14 | 2 | 31 | 55 | 1 | 13 | 87 | 570 | 173 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.034267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113897 | 0 | 0 | 0.093085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084482 | 0.091391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052627 | 0.028573 | 0.020861 | 0.037794 | 0.058238 | 0 | 0.035912 | 0 | 0 | 0.038011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039139 | 0.03489 | 0.035154 | 0 | 0.058956 | 0.03588 | 0.147921 | 0.038381 | 0.054645 | 0 | 0 | 0.110347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.385179 | 0 | 0 | 0.030309 | 0.070718 | 0 | 0.067807 | 0.123818 | 0.028832 | 0 | 0.061511 | 0 | 0 | 0.038508 | 0.051909 | 0.024447 | 0.098571 | 0.187435 | 0.031277 | 0.029108 | 0.331038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053637 | 0 | 0.077793 | 0 | 0.027369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.030261 | 0 | 0.06131 | 0.067572 | 0 | 0.036375 | 0 | 0 | 0.022937 | 0.036156 | 0.034326 | 0.033989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060834 | 0 | 0 | 0.05642 | 0.055789 | 0 | 0.036235 | 0 | 0.034993 | 0.024171 | 0.083592 | 0 | 0.030217 | 0.060568 | 0.143684 | 0.114852 | 0.112068 | 0 | 0.030885 | 0.064761 | 0.045685 | 0.034694 | 0.034379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.034553 | 0.080158 | 0 | 0 | 0.050312 | 0 | 0.105572 | 0 | 0 | 0.032114 | 0.033529 | 0.032836 | 0 | 0.035909 | 0.072888 | 0 | 0.052053 | 0.072826 | 0 | 0 | 0.037058 | 0 | 0.023724 | 0.02988 | 0 | 0 | 0.097049 | 0 | 0.065548 | 0.034815 | 0 | 0.032745 | 0 | 0.068802 | 0 | 0 | 0.03423 | 0 | 0.021923 | 0.035184 | 0.067577 | 0.146961 | 0.077531 | 0.029224 | 0 | 0.027214 | 0 | 0 | 0.109078 | 0 | 0.107099 | 0 | 0 | 0.113231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.026345 | 0 | 0.038307 | 0.048443 | 0 | 0.054657 | 0.02861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.032253 | 0 | 0.102919 | 0 | 0 | 0.031506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109636 | 0.100865 | 0.190171 | 0.059863 | 0.039332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.037222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.029556 | 0 | 0.056471 | 0.020184 | 0.027163 | 0.082349 | 0.416715 | 0 | 0.031723 | 0 | 0.038206 | 0.078704 | 0.032987 | 0 | 0.024913 | 0 | 0 | 0.145856 | 0.07483 | 0 | 0.110185 |
EDAnonymous | itsamhquest | 2019/03/18 | I can't do this anymore I've been trying to recover from my bulimia since October last year. I've tried everything I could think of. I can't stop binging. I feel so defeated. It feels like every two good days is followed by a week of bad. I don't know what to do anymore. At the beginning I really didn't want to recover... | -0.601563 | 1.509004 | 2.28 | 92.965 | 90.770833 | 6.533333 | 22.583333 | 7.793538 | 1.241558 | 343 | 14 | 80 | 8 | 12 | 120 | 63 | 96 | 0.138 | 0.805 | 0.058 | -0.8003 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 19 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 10 | 2 | 9 | 16 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 52 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.417164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167924 | 0 | 0 | 0.13564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177204 | 0 | 0.189023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212689 | 0.150253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115587 | 0.17144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285588 | 0 | 0.205453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248106 | 0 | 0.168707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13544 |
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