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EDAnonymous | PoemOfLifeItself | 2019/03/24 | you know that feeling when... you shit before a weigh in | -0.268182 | 1.804563 | 0.500455 | 101.270682 | 104.454545 | 2.2 | 14.590909 | 3.1291 | -1.451764 | 43 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 10 | 11 | 0.275 | 0.611 | 0.115 | -0.4767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.556811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.671689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | illmurderyoudickhead | 2019/03/24 | BMI of 21.29. Ashamed of myself. Title says it all. I don't even know why I feel ashamed. Hell, I don't even know if I'm happy or sad about this. Just ashamed. | -2.23019 | -0.545424 | -0.503571 | 109.062738 | 105.857143 | 2.333333 | 14.404762 | 3.1291 | -1.777667 | 121 | 3 | 32 | 0 | 6 | 38 | 25 | 35 | 0.389 | 0.526 | 0.085 | -0.9231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 17 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.549047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.442452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.456845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lovedieshere | 2019/03/24 | Overeater finally became an undereater... So I've had an EDNOS for years, but always on the overeating end of the spectrum. Overeating (always) & purging (sometimes). Even once dug into an old first aid kit to use some Ipecac. I'd always wished I was on the undereating end, but now that I am... fuck. It finally got... | 1.520136 | 4.096147 | 3.225521 | 86.792427 | 85.096939 | 5.989231 | 23.391446 | 7.37806 | 1.260846 | 1,563 | 59 | 299 | 26 | 47 | 517 | 221 | 392 | 0.153 | 0.756 | 0.091 | -0.9785 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 101 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 17 | 15 | 5 | 1 | 27 | 1 | 24 | 13 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 36 | 51 | 17 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 8 | 7 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 6 | 14 | 8 | 31 | 5 | 56 | 29 | 2 | 69 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 4 | 7 | 33 | 4 | 2 | 33 | 188 | 46 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194654 | 0.202536 | 0.439556 | 0 | 0 | 0.085079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056732 | 0 | 0.066768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092989 | 0.083047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083023 | 0 | 0 | 0.143726 | 0 | 0 | 0.05359 | 0 | 0.136722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041025 | 0.057964 | 0 | 0.355524 | 0 | 0.138029 | 0 | 0 | 0.062686 | 0.300037 | 0 | 0 | 0.046112 | 0 | 0.129784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178362 | 0.066137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057309 | 0.039639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204402 | 0 | 0.08857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085139 | 0.172815 | 0.05498 | 0.061708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082114 | 0 | 0 | 0.169286 | 0 | 0 | 0.134234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080246 | 0 | 0 | 0.086481 | 0 | 0.067834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064413 | 0.094623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150429 | 0 | 0 | 0.093303 | 0.078213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057637 | 0 | 0 | 0.052249 |
EDAnonymous | raspbunni | 2019/03/24 | reached a new hw :):):):) i stuffed myself like a fat pig while pregnant and now i want to :) kms
i don’t know how to cope | -3.684103 | -3.1799 | -1.192308 | 111.328974 | 125.153846 | 1.733333 | 15.871795 | 3.1291 | -1.67239 | 86 | 3 | 24 | 0 | 6 | 28 | 22 | 26 | 0 | 0.687 | 0.313 | 0.7351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.407216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.71563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.437041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | LifesOke | 2019/03/24 | Yikes my friends know now At my friends house the other day, and accidentally told her that all I had eaten that day was a bowl of oatmeal. The conversation went like this: “why?” “Oh.. I don’t know just trying to lose weight I guess” “that’s really unhealthy..” “no it’s cool, I’m not that hungry anyway” “are you sure?... | -0.825809 | 0.696322 | 0.995294 | 96.308529 | 114 | 3.882353 | 15.955882 | 5.900189 | -0.400176 | 310 | 9 | 67 | 4 | 17 | 100 | 61 | 80 | 0.12 | 0.647 | 0.233 | 0.8435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 9 | 7 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 38 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.535437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220742 | 0 | 0.156842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183366 | 0 | 0.28131 | 0 | 0.21415 | 0.208452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shaacat | 2019/03/24 | Has anyone here seen a dietician? And did you find them helpful?
I might be seeing one soon and I have no idea what to expect so I was curious to hear about others experience with them | 0.855405 | 3.402489 | 2.923027 | 87.286162 | 90.081081 | 6.203243 | 18.210811 | 7.554174 | 0.770388 | 146 | 4 | 29 | 3 | 5 | 49 | 32 | 37 | 0.058 | 0.791 | 0.151 | 0.5482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 26 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.357313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411696 | 0 | 0.244839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.412356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.387503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | myrtlewils0n | 2019/03/24 | now we ALL have a complex I’m 23F, 5’6” and 110 lbs, working on recovering.... My step-sister is 13F, 4’10 and maybe around 125-130lbs? My step mom (her real mom) is very vain and very blunt/rude about it.
I’ve always had a complex with my weight since before my father married her, and since coming into my life, this... | 2.24601 | 4.017285 | 3.190714 | 92.613837 | 77.065395 | 5.78641 | 21.278014 | 6.478494 | 0.212875 | 1,398 | 36 | 301 | 11 | 32 | 445 | 195 | 367 | 0.095 | 0.832 | 0.073 | -0.8412 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 57 | 2 | 3 | 10 | 4 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 20 | 11 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 55 | 49 | 21 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 15 | 21 | 6 | 2 | 7 | 3 | 4 | 8 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 9 | 62 | 2 | 38 | 38 | 4 | 51 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 55 | 31 | 0 | 6 | 13 | 183 | 77 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076862 | 0.224462 | 0 | 0.078332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086781 | 0 | 0.093091 | 0 | 0.088387 | 0.100841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192379 | 0.088307 | 0.052317 | 0 | 0 | 0.10149 | 0.304225 | 0 | 0.081403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065021 | 0.044973 | 0 | 0 | 0.081465 | 0.077303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184341 | 0 | 0.092481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.431252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062378 | 0.070012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104778 | 0 | 0 | 0.090893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103995 | 0 | 0.152297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11073 | 0 | 0 | 0.151909 | 0.054296 | 0 | 0 | 0.112098 | 0 | 0 | 0.16613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134034 | 0 | 0 | 0.065393 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | wad_of_dicks | 2019/03/24 | You’ve lost a ton of weight! I had a relapse about a week ago, and I’ve never restricted so much in my life. I had a reunion with an old friend/ex today. He told me I “lost a ton of weight”. The last time we saw each other I was near my highest weight, so I know he’s not saying that my normal weight from a week ago was... | 1.206448 | 3.201859 | 3.076639 | 91.112555 | 81.240437 | 5.596721 | 22.188525 | 6.691623 | 0.443938 | 682 | 22 | 150 | 7 | 18 | 228 | 107 | 183 | 0.175 | 0.707 | 0.118 | -0.9397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 29 | 27 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 12 | 20 | 2 | 13 | 11 | 4 | 22 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 86 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095661 | 0.069841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125929 | 0.09339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084222 | 0 | 0.088363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112254 | 0 | 0.260877 | 0.120222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108982 | 0.182221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112564 | 0.090955 | 0.133613 | 0 | 0.108599 | 0.109476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183802 | 0.55806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | unharmed | 2019/03/24 | I am almost at my "goal weight" but my ED brain doesn't notice a difference and wants to go lower (:( Have been restricting more than usual in the last two weeks and am almost at the weight I have been telling myself since forever that I want to get to before I start eating normally. Now that I am, my dumb brain is jus... | 2.886667 | 4.599677 | 4.003889 | 87.73 | 75.111111 | 7.577778 | 20.333333 | 8.3441 | 0.921817 | 280 | 6 | 58 | 5 | 6 | 91 | 50 | 72 | 0.205 | 0.737 | 0.059 | -0.9136 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 15 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 7 | 13 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 39 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092445 | 0 | 0.20112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173366 | 0 | 0.20145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194877 | 0 | 0.20873 | 0 | 0.141932 | 0.430935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 2LOSEYOURMIND4 | 2019/03/24 | Triggering the girl with an ED So it’s November, I’m at my lowest weight (116) and our end of year formal/prom was on.
As I walk toward the venue in a skin tight, backless dress, a girl in my grade, (who everyone knew had an ED) came up to me, clearly staring
“Omg do you eat? Your body is amazing! Make sure you eat... | 0.460569 | 2.562197 | 2.15245 | 96.056372 | 84.843373 | 4.652744 | 16.451138 | 5.822114 | -0.627924 | 609 | 12 | 137 | 4 | 18 | 199 | 108 | 166 | 0.117 | 0.697 | 0.185 | 0.8269 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 12 | 14 | 4 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 6 | 9 | 5 | 6 | 6 | 26 | 17 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 29 | 8 | 17 | 8 | 3 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 22 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 89 | 33 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160634 | 0 | 0.161437 | 0 | 0.330801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295953 | 0 | 0 | 0.256171 | 0 | 0 | 0.095516 | 0 | 0 | 0.138185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141303 | 0.144942 | 0 | 0 | 0.12144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13052 | 0 | 0.096531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156603 | 0 | 0.100257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136297 | 0 | 0 | 0.116236 | 0.252799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10273 | 0 | 0 | 0.093127 |
EDAnonymous | annoyingdoggy | 2019/03/24 | fuck my heel basically since the beginning of the year I’ve been uncontrollably bingeing but managed to (kinda) maintain due to the fact that I walk every day to and from school (abt 35 min each) So of course because fml I guess, the ED Gods decided to punish my dumb ass.
I got a heel spur that is causing massiv... | 3.748733 | 6.289385 | 4.6149 | 80.529283 | 75.4 | 7.046667 | 29.616667 | 8.076483 | 2.264907 | 530 | 24 | 95 | 9 | 12 | 171 | 88 | 125 | 0.289 | 0.636 | 0.075 | -0.9877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 18 | 15 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 1 | 10 | 11 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 7 | 52 | 16 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0.189612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155135 | 0 | 0 | 0.125309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155402 | 0 | 0.214047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.413504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146092 | 0 | 0.169829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125125 |
EDAnonymous | Inky-flower- | 2019/03/24 | Am i projecting? So I saw a post over in r/Instagramreality of a girl who bought a $6 ice cream cone to pose with for a picture, then threw it in the trash after the photos were done.
Everyone in the comments was (rightfully) angry that she wasted food like that, but it didn't really sit well with me because that seem... | 6.533848 | 6.051295 | 7.972727 | 70.555758 | 65.454545 | 11.69697 | 31.060606 | 11.208143 | 3.454879 | 439 | 14 | 84 | 12 | 6 | 153 | 84 | 110 | 0.106 | 0.847 | 0.047 | -0.7375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 14 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 58 | 17 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0.215433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253014 | 0 | 0 | 0.225917 | 0.258733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.533895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | skinnyasanant | 2019/03/24 | For fucks sake, can someone give me some cake? Im so tired od restricting, i wanna scream. I'm mentaly exhausted and i'm worthless and i just want to die, because death is the only thing i deserve. I just wanted to get it off my chest. Thank you very much, have a good night. | -0.266974 | 2.01867 | 1.472961 | 97.192599 | 93.736842 | 4.253509 | 19.405702 | 5.985473 | -0.108261 | 213 | 7 | 47 | 2 | 8 | 69 | 47 | 57 | 0.363 | 0.538 | 0.099 | -0.962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 11 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 5 | 11 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 26 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258739 | 0.146222 | 0.26848 | 0 | 0.234745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25767 | 0 | 0 | 0.185935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230925 | 0.330153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | wwchim | 2019/03/24 | My mom supports my eating habbits. So I've been considering recovery recently. But that's really hard when my mom supports my eating habits. I'll tell her things like "I'm going to fast today, and maybe tomorrow too." And she'll be like "okay. I'll make (insert food I dont like) so you won't be tempted to eat it" or I'... | -0.249063 | 1.45851 | 2.197831 | 97.017367 | 84.75419 | 5.542024 | 16.648355 | 6.691623 | -0.417652 | 616 | 12 | 155 | 7 | 18 | 211 | 90 | 179 | 0.125 | 0.791 | 0.084 | -0.8417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 20 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 26 | 38 | 17 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 25 | 9 | 6 | 25 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 85 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213008 | 0.077757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149495 | 0 | 0 | 0.391565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064496 | 0.091126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170289 | 0 | 0.128147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163431 | 0 | 0.125946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.445958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084743 | 0.245198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120908 | 0 | 0 | 0.086602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181224 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | COOKIE_PRINCESS | 2019/03/24 | Pooping undigested food? Should I be worried? [TMI] I'm so sorry for this.
So uhh, I just pooped what seemed like half a bag of undigested peanuts and I'm freaking out a little as this has not happened before. Apparently I don't even chew that much because half of these looked like I'd just taken them out of the bag. | 1.61346 | 4.023128 | 2.725714 | 91.805 | 82.59375 | 5.532143 | 23.205357 | 6.86897 | 0.727748 | 251 | 9 | 52 | 3 | 7 | 80 | 47 | 64 | 0.114 | 0.805 | 0.081 | -0.2735 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 7 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 33 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191869 | 0 | 0.267829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.380597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307542 | 0.315463 | 0 | 0 | 0.264311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mbrace256 | 2019/03/24 | DAE eliminate foods that caused the stomach flu? There are numerous foods I don’t eat because they’ve made me sick: lettuce, peanut butter, pineapple, WhichWich, and more I can’t currently think of.
Well this evening, I can’t seem to pinpoint what made me gave me massive stomach pains that’s left me sleeping in the b... | 9.2155 | 8.493179 | 7.353333 | 77.965 | 60.166667 | 10 | 43.333333 | 8.841846 | 3.955833 | 263 | 14 | 46 | 3 | 3 | 77 | 47 | 60 | 0.148 | 0.816 | 0.036 | -0.765 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 25 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.574799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.449791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | skinnylegendthrow | 2019/03/24 | Y’all know when you’re like sort of pretty where you are but you’d be hot if you could lose maybe 150 pounds I’m 5’11, have high cheek bones, a pretty symmetrical face, straight teeth, an oval face, shape, almond eyes, long, wavy hair, I know how to do makeup, hourglass figure, *but* I’m 266 pounds.
I used to get told... | -0.417468 | 1.809202 | 0.377532 | 103.690195 | 98.285714 | 3.116883 | 10.649351 | 4.851558 | -1.875 | 265 | 3 | 62 | 1 | 11 | 80 | 55 | 70 | 0.051 | 0.799 | 0.15 | 0.714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 25 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.412115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126086 | 0 | 0 | 0.228395 | 0 | 0.288728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.525125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | croutonsatan | 2019/03/24 | being helpful burns calories i feel like i'm so much nicer now that i care too much about my weight. want me to run upstairs to grab something? sure! carrying something heavy? let me get it! i've learned to enjoy helping people all because i wanna be skinny can anyone relate | 1.433443 | 4.14012 | 2.356014 | 89.971002 | 92.773585 | 3.404717 | 23.606132 | 5.148861 | 0.455719 | 220 | 9 | 38 | 1 | 8 | 69 | 44 | 53 | 0 | 0.649 | 0.351 | 0.9619 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 23 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136347 | 0.192643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275742 | 0 | 0.131741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159051 | 0 | 0 | 0.328369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ristii | 2019/03/25 | Yes, I'm done with treatment. No, my boundaries have not changed. After I got out of treatment my friends and family started treating my ED like it was a non issue. Like all of my triggers when I was in a treatment center are suddenly null and void.
I have VERY simple boundaries. Please don't discuss my body. That's i... | 2.368211 | 4.617223 | 3.441217 | 88.681394 | 78.588015 | 6.504696 | 25.625036 | 7.610547 | 1.396809 | 1,058 | 41 | 212 | 16 | 26 | 340 | 149 | 267 | 0.096 | 0.761 | 0.143 | 0.8204 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 48 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 9 | 20 | 5 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 23 | 14 | 7 | 3 | 4 | 26 | 42 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 6 | 36 | 11 | 23 | 31 | 7 | 27 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 19 | 11 | 3 | 4 | 20 | 129 | 51 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105487 | 0.128368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.376007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090091 | 0 | 0 | 0.07277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10782 | 0 | 0 | 0.106372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123607 | 0 | 0.095978 | 0.136442 | 0 | 0.087177 | 0.208631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094642 | 0.180491 | 0.124402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120116 | 0 | 0.111402 | 0 | 0 | 0.127175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150638 | 0 | 0.113359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132153 | 0.090065 | 0 | 0.082948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076461 | 0 | 0 | 0.132389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120015 | 0 | 0 | 0.072286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096362 | 0 | 0.089732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086867 | 0 | 0 | 0.079866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084839 | 0.272081 | 0.197248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131591 | 0 | 0.106956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093102 | 0.133108 | 0 | 0 | 0.274808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dontcareifithurts__ | 2019/03/25 | Temporarily moving in with my in-laws We sold our place and bought a bigger home that requires some renovations, and I'm excited to move into it when it's ready. But it won't be ready for probably a month and a half, and in the meantime my husband, baby, and I have to move in with my husband's parents.
They do family... | 3.200957 | 5.196922 | 4.337609 | 84.446848 | 75 | 7.556522 | 25.847826 | 8.395992 | 1.72293 | 922 | 33 | 184 | 17 | 20 | 301 | 140 | 230 | 0.095 | 0.763 | 0.141 | 0.8742 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 35 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 2 | 11 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 40 | 21 | 18 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 22 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 27 | 4 | 26 | 17 | 8 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 18 | 15 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 114 | 35 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134225 | 0 | 0 | 0.135122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145202 | 0 | 0 | 0.21939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122736 | 0 | 0.065831 | 0.093011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124895 | 0.073993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137858 | 0 | 0 | 0.091961 | 0.19082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110687 | 0 | 0 | 0.086906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207841 | 0.41513 | 0.095708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144566 | 0 | 0 | 0.090261 | 0 | 0.136026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140372 | 0.124579 | 0 | 0.130882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14819 | 0.083406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pettybat | 2019/03/25 | Eggy taste in mouth while fasting? Anyone else get this when you don’t eat “enough”?
Every single time I fast or even just drop under 300 calories, that nasty taste in my mouth takes over.
Could it be the lack of vitamins? I do brush my teeth regularly, have tried to make it go away with mints, mouthwash, etc.
Doesn’... | 2.752553 | 4.484322 | 3.325461 | 92.371349 | 75.526316 | 6.434211 | 19.243421 | 7.168622 | 0.127237 | 368 | 7 | 80 | 4 | 8 | 115 | 75 | 95 | 0.128 | 0.872 | 0 | -0.867 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 11 | 12 | 5 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 52 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155572 | 0.227971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.455332 | 0.185865 | 0 | 0 | 0.229895 | 0.248139 | 0.146955 | 0 | 0.18746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116244 | 0 | 0.126448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150767 | 0.169216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143278 |
EDAnonymous | WithoutSymbols | 2019/03/25 | Weird undefined eating disorder I feel so ashamed just typing this. I’ve never admitted this to anyone and I feel so fucked up.I’m a 26 year old woman who had been overweight all of my life up until four years ago when I decided to make a change. I counted calories, started exercising and lost 25 kg (about 55 lbs). No... | 4.065574 | 5.821586 | 4.894542 | 82.383446 | 72.068433 | 7.59404 | 28.477373 | 8.256447 | 2.031516 | 1,847 | 72 | 346 | 29 | 36 | 598 | 234 | 453 | 0.152 | 0.801 | 0.046 | -0.9931 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 54 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 33 | 20 | 3 | 4 | 24 | 0 | 28 | 33 | 6 | 4 | 7 | 68 | 58 | 26 | 0 | 12 | 15 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 28 | 14 | 22 | 2 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 9 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 7 | 40 | 6 | 54 | 37 | 12 | 64 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 23 | 2 | 8 | 31 | 234 | 68 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064413 | 0 | 0.145528 | 0.075259 | 0 | 0.05811 | 0 | 0.078733 | 0 | 0.049415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144129 | 0.050809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07687 | 0.062595 | 0.152377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071184 | 0 | 0.446129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143984 | 0.06573 | 0.122447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110225 | 0.051912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351469 | 0.079674 | 0 | 0.134356 | 0.037965 | 0 | 0.041297 | 0 | 0.116234 | 0 | 0.080049 | 0 | 0.064258 | 0 | 0 | 0.071742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07567 | 0.039935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051326 | 0.035501 | 0 | 0.064165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079323 | 0.061778 | 0 | 0 | 0.145514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053417 | 0.05388 | 0.112088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071197 | 0 | 0 | 0.07625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068692 | 0 | 0.069593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071748 | 0.156031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143736 | 0 | 0.102866 | 0.077452 | 0.174092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06276 | 0.080031 | 0.059957 | 0.08572 | 0.057678 | 0 | 0.088487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309717 | 0 | 0 | 0.093588 |
EDAnonymous | chubspo | 2019/03/25 | Just a rant about my brain Hellooo. I don't know what's up. I've always had trouble with food and my body. I was skinnyfat growing up with my smallest weight shortly after starting college at 135 (I'm 5'4" so still felt pretty fat). Over the past 5 years though my secret eating and bingeing has gotten worse and worse. ... | 1.773671 | 3.610282 | 3.099301 | 92.434336 | 78.685315 | 6.218182 | 21.839161 | 7.168622 | 0.539829 | 1,075 | 31 | 237 | 13 | 26 | 349 | 153 | 286 | 0.135 | 0.718 | 0.148 | -0.0345 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 22 | 18 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 18 | 17 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 44 | 38 | 18 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 13 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 12 | 13 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 14 | 37 | 12 | 33 | 22 | 8 | 33 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 24 | 149 | 52 | 2 | 0.083141 | 0 | 0.081134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063931 | 0 | 0.050682 | 0.091823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092351 | 0 | 0.092813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071619 | 0 | 0 | 0.09325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109828 | 0 | 0.07005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168155 | 0.178189 | 0.159658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100535 | 0.09116 | 0 | 0 | 0.043438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074478 | 0 | 0.085327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087843 | 0 | 0.082578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091984 | 0.086579 | 0.091385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085018 | 0.058725 | 0.324949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093014 | 0.090759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058848 | 0 | 0.132794 | 0.06951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106547 | 0.163372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.607463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169456 | 0.059061 | 0 | 0 | 0.05354 |
EDAnonymous | icetesseracts | 2019/03/25 | I have a canker sore and a mild case of food poisoning... And it's fucking awesome. I literally can't eat. My inner cheek feels like it's on fire, and I'm getting a built-in cleanse!
But I don't even have to eat, because "eating is physically excruciating and may make me shit my pants" is a perfectly valid excuse to p... | 1.146071 | 3.010812 | 3.535952 | 88.413214 | 80.785714 | 7.057143 | 23.595238 | 8.076483 | 1.197267 | 309 | 11 | 71 | 6 | 8 | 107 | 63 | 84 | 0.146 | 0.675 | 0.178 | 0.4186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 8 | 14 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 41 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.693385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11421 | 0.161366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273131 | 0 | 0 | 0.208819 | 0.236022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | infinityletters | 2019/03/25 | im too fat to think ive relapsed? i weigh about 130 and i have a pouch. i used to be 105/110 and starve, purge, exercise, the whole works. but now i think ive relapsed bc ive started vomitting up my food to make myself feel better. i yearn so hard to starve myself but my binge-mentality and be-happy-mentality keeps for... | -0.923467 | 1.185247 | 1.943363 | 94.233519 | 94.048544 | 5.272954 | 18.036755 | 6.86897 | 0.137153 | 368 | 11 | 86 | 6 | 14 | 128 | 60 | 103 | 0.198 | 0.763 | 0.039 | -0.9305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 20 | 17 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 17 | 1 | 8 | 15 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 49 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136181 | 0.147873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207562 | 0 | 0 | 0.18122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.428305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.573902 | 0 | 0 | 0.157416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125354 | 0 | 0.141434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152959 | 0 | 0 | 0.208919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | wastedoreos | 2019/03/25 | Any taller girls here? I’ll try not to make this too long.
I’ve had an eating disorder for about 10 years now (21F) and it’s mostly about taking up too much space as a person (stupid I know).
I am 5’11 and I feel like I need to overcompensate for being so tall. So, if someone is shorter than me, but has a BMI of we... | -0.286793 | 1.668547 | 2.15 | 95.815143 | 86.79661 | 4.986701 | 18.398957 | 6.297961 | -0.263525 | 416 | 11 | 100 | 4 | 13 | 142 | 78 | 118 | 0.087 | 0.786 | 0.127 | 0.6966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 20 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 4 | 12 | 17 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 58 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234162 | 0.330845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226252 | 0 | 0 | 0.204918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170219 | 0.171695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149113 |
EDAnonymous | shiftless-kitten | 2019/03/25 | Shouldnt have weighed myself I was not home for like some weeks and I couldnt weight myself for that time.
After some time I was feeling a bit better, cared lesser about all the food and calories I ate.
But today I was home again and I coulnd resist.
I weighed myself.
I gained 4 lbs over a bit more than a month and I j... | 0.200639 | 2.486168 | 1.45589 | 99.127895 | 88.561404 | 4.309774 | 14.283208 | 5.773588 | -0.990269 | 425 | 7 | 97 | 3 | 14 | 134 | 70 | 114 | 0.093 | 0.72 | 0.187 | 0.8747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 22 | 17 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 18 | 6 | 13 | 6 | 10 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 13 | 72 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302884 | 0.373885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343522 | 0.170074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175098 | 0 | 0.083656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.370858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136747 | 0 | 0.196147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199695 | 0 | 0.162309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100998 | 0 | 0.137353 | 0.208516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fritterly | 2019/03/25 | Anyone watched the movie Us? (Spoilers) ~~ Big ol' spoilers for movie plot below ~~
The night after watching the movie I purged and I felt really bad thinking that my tethered self would also be somewhere doing the same action. ): I felt guilty thinking about a fake entity being forced to purge bc of me even though I... | 2.304323 | 5.11795 | 2.929498 | 88.506332 | 84.205479 | 4.88828 | 21.809741 | 6.427356 | 0.634191 | 305 | 10 | 54 | 3 | 9 | 95 | 58 | 73 | 0.223 | 0.708 | 0.069 | -0.9164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 35 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.477735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283165 | 0.159374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259531 | 0 | 0.255369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318816 | 0.244425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176726 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sadgab_ | 2019/03/25 | a thought on a long plane ride I can either make myself happy or her happy
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EDAnonymous | werewolfnightmare | 2019/03/25 | rant about a friend faking an ed i know someone irl who is faking an eating disorder. she’s literally stealing a mutual friends experience (down to her heart disorder from her anorexia getting bad) and claiming it as her own on the corners of the internet. she could very well have a problem with food but she’s known fo... | 4.23425 | 6.281967 | 5.61 | 76.215 | 72.25 | 8.8 | 31.166667 | 9.3871 | 3.154317 | 501 | 23 | 88 | 12 | 10 | 168 | 81 | 120 | 0.179 | 0.762 | 0.059 | -0.9369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 14 | 13 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 3 | 17 | 8 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 63 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149068 | 0.108832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215883 | 0 | 0.275869 | 0 | 0.093276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189773 | 0 | 0.211563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154196 | 0 | 0.294618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | LowFatMilkPlease | 2019/03/25 | Boo Boo The Fool gets played again, then binges. People say they're ''disappointed'' but not shocked! Read More. So i got played by this guy, and it really SUCKED because I've really been there for him, and as a last attempt to patch things up, i decided to give him one last chance. Then shocker, I got played AGAIN. So... | 4.715636 | 6.569855 | 4.966494 | 82.123961 | 70.571429 | 7.948052 | 27.727273 | 8.57599 | 2.058071 | 588 | 21 | 108 | 10 | 11 | 185 | 106 | 140 | 0.181 | 0.665 | 0.154 | -0.8162 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 13 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 10 | 4 | 15 | 8 | 2 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 62 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175251 | 0 | 0 | 0.344142 | 0.385944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082972 | 0.152345 | 0 | 0 | 0.25403 | 0 | 0 | 0.157247 | 0.140435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087278 | 0.258903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107614 | 0.120782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151602 | 0.110099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158853 | 0 | 0.203476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126056 | 0 | 0.193388 | 0.14279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161841 | 0.112814 | 0 | 0.385944 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | youreacreep_goaway | 2019/03/25 | Creeps that lurk and post in these subs... LOL So I made an account to reply to some creep who clearly has an ed-girl-fetish (his invasive questioning of one of the users and the way he wrote was sort of... disgusting... and I looked at his history and I was right lol his account is like blossum64 or some shit) and it ... | 0.312598 | 2.583784 | 1.283235 | 95.955392 | 101.794118 | 4.913725 | 18.166667 | 6.627428 | 0.257246 | 546 | 17 | 113 | 9 | 24 | 169 | 98 | 136 | 0.099 | 0.727 | 0.174 | 0.8937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 7 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 28 | 15 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 13 | 3 | 9 | 10 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 19 | 3 | 2 | 8 | 5 | 63 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168488 | 0 | 0 | 0.208591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199336 | 0 | 0.213581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221057 | 0 | 0.142752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183944 | 0 | 0.231246 | 0 | 0 | 0.201758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.432488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167216 | 0 | 0.256532 | 0 | 0 | 0.190092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | InactiveDegenerate | 2019/03/25 | I'm stuck in the cycle I'm not in a good place. I've been going through a really bad binge-purge cycle recently, which in itself isn't unusual. The pattern is usually a few weeks of BP and then whatever was stressing me goes away, or I have some kind of huge destructive episode, get really ill, and kinda reset back to ... | 2.679619 | 4.508851 | 4.086383 | 86.412927 | 75.996805 | 7.192948 | 25.969589 | 8.045849 | 1.604815 | 1,217 | 45 | 245 | 20 | 27 | 402 | 178 | 313 | 0.211 | 0.707 | 0.082 | -0.9903 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 41 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 14 | 18 | 2 | 1 | 14 | 0 | 24 | 14 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 41 | 50 | 25 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 14 | 5 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 7 | 29 | 9 | 32 | 32 | 5 | 39 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 1 | 7 | 18 | 153 | 43 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106185 | 0.114869 | 0 | 0 | 0.121233 | 0.09922 | 0.107739 | 0.157318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264071 | 0 | 0 | 0.114287 | 0 | 0 | 0.085227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260977 | 0.184366 | 0.123894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134831 | 0 | 0.220001 | 0.108229 | 0 | 0 | 0.142147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091142 | 0.12608 | 0 | 0 | 0.114192 | 0 | 0.144358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139122 | 0.123469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24799 | 0 | 0.127407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099338 | 0 | 0 | 0.091332 | 0 | 0.103048 | 0.107879 | 0.14781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126777 | 0 | 0.075242 | 0.148307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175213 | 0.140353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142114 | 0 | 0 | 0.102422 | 0.207009 | 0.15713 | 0.116018 | 0.119617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093939 | 0 | 0.131498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | UnRickStricted | 2019/03/25 | do we binge for the taste or to feel full and bloated ? do we binge for the taste or to feel full and bloated, with my it starts with taste then to stop i must bloat myself ....is that weird ? | 2.192667 | 3.147614 | 2.295 | 102.356667 | 75.5 | 5.333333 | 18.333333 | 3.1291 | -1.021917 | 144 | 2 | 37 | 0 | 3 | 43 | 25 | 40 | 0.103 | 0.897 | 0 | -0.504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 27 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.678315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.474769 | 0 | 0 | 0.560787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ElectronicRanger | 2019/03/25 | im tired of myself the end of 2018 was rough for me. i decided i didn't have time for my food bullshit anymore. i stopped obsessively counting. im finally not thinking about my next meal. i stopped using exercise as punishment. i gained weight. i'm mostly ok with how i look.
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but now? im just stuck with m... | 1.026774 | 3.612551 | 2.459602 | 90.687844 | 89.522388 | 5.365837 | 25.354892 | 6.937598 | 1.261204 | 533 | 24 | 106 | 8 | 18 | 172 | 81 | 134 | 0.204 | 0.711 | 0.085 | -0.9253 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 11 | 9 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 27 | 23 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 19 | 4 | 17 | 13 | 4 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 69 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246888 | 0.276877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057607 | 0 | 0 | 0.124806 | 0 | 0 | 0.275532 | 0 | 0 | 0.105327 | 0.059524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.615325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219007 | 0 | 0 | 0.132868 | 0.130947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276877 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | littlex-xbones | 2019/03/25 | Life is just getting worse and worse I have horrible poison ivy thats only getting worse and has now made it to where I almost cant walk. I may have to go to the ER tomorrow and be admitted, I had to quit my job, my boyfriend and fiance hate me, (polyamorous), and I have no friends.
The only good thing is the poison ... | 4.327973 | 4.43365 | 4.94799 | 88.382534 | 70.030928 | 8.116151 | 28.537801 | 7.793538 | 1.499922 | 364 | 12 | 81 | 4 | 6 | 117 | 61 | 97 | 0.328 | 0.548 | 0.124 | -0.9768 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 13 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 17 | 23 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 12 | 3 | 7 | 17 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 53 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186458 | 0.192853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225161 | 0 | 0.143862 | 0 | 0.19457 | 0 | 0.21165 | 0.156181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184781 | 0.165508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168058 | 0.352385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.569279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ConnieGx | 2019/03/26 | Scared. Disclaimer: this is a mix of a rant, a “oh no” and a story time. But I couldn’t put under that many tags.
I’m no longer scared of eating, gaining weight, I’m scared of my own body. Its reactions. Is it screaming for help? I don’t wanna know.
I stopped eating since Monday. At all. My last meal was Sunday’s din... | -0.170188 | 2.139422 | 1.650807 | 95.07358 | 96.027972 | 4.198927 | 17.490324 | 6.018496 | -0.265443 | 1,089 | 31 | 232 | 11 | 43 | 355 | 147 | 286 | 0.206 | 0.737 | 0.056 | -0.9889 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 62 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 20 | 4 | 6 | 12 | 1 | 23 | 17 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 37 | 49 | 14 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 7 | 10 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 16 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 6 | 29 | 4 | 26 | 30 | 7 | 38 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 28 | 142 | 49 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064934 | 0.070509 | 0 | 0 | 0.071858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.469006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094714 | 0.067424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.43205 | 0 | 0 | 0.074795 | 0 | 0.09418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082605 | 0 | 0 | 0.085397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047993 | 0.07083 | 0.135079 | 0 | 0.186055 | 0 | 0.149352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185639 | 0.206506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082513 | 0 | 0 | 0.074733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056369 | 0.085616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062616 | 0.06513 | 0 | 0.08981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253637 | 0 | 0 | 0.076877 | 0 | 0.095401 | 0 | 0.069855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065011 | 0.08352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067439 | 0.211803 | 0 | 0 | 0.096671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087772 | 0 | 0 | 0.07381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067041 | 0.147724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172001 | 0 | 0.164984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099618 | 0 | 0.135476 | 0.102833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081404 | 0 | 0.061478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054381 |
EDAnonymous | smmcg1123 | 2019/03/26 | Need Advice: how do I keep my daughter from developing an ED? What food decisions and rules have you made? The tl;dr is in the title. I’m looking for books, tips, resources, etc on how to teach the best eating habits to my tween daughter.
She has always been a fantastic eater. Loves her fruits and veggies, eats a bal... | 3.544203 | 5.691619 | 4.404265 | 83.672108 | 74.477941 | 6.886275 | 28.245098 | 7.793538 | 1.851036 | 1,115 | 46 | 208 | 16 | 24 | 359 | 162 | 272 | 0.056 | 0.813 | 0.131 | 0.9503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 41 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 17 | 20 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 43 | 34 | 20 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 12 | 18 | 4 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 32 | 4 | 28 | 28 | 8 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 24 | 14 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 136 | 41 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07541 | 0.392319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08123 | 0 | 0.101903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.482453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049267 | 0 | 0.053592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106451 | 0 | 0.098423 | 0 | 0.25145 | 0 | 0 | 0.051824 | 0 | 0.106373 | 0 | 0 | 0.096426 | 0 | 0.046069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079187 | 0 | 0 | 0.080169 | 0.085108 | 0.089227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094796 | 0 | 0 | 0.094324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101241 | 0 | 0.08053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092648 | 0 | 0.164958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092116 | 0 | 0.113429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111239 | 0.07485 | 0 | 0.11483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1031 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fatfatfat159 | 2019/03/26 | For those that don’t have periods.. Do you still get pms symptoms?
Bloating, irritability, constipation, increased weight... etc? | 7.02193 | 11.093036 | 6.132632 | 62.375088 | 82.684211 | 8.849123 | 37.912281 | 8.841846 | 5.097618 | 102 | 6 | 13 | 3 | 3 | 31 | 18 | 19 | 0.132 | 0.767 | 0.101 | -0.168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.513466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.47853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.560641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jl962019 | 2019/03/26 | DAE feel like they project their disorder :( My two bffs/roomies were all about healthy eating and stuff the last few days when they normally eat large portions/fast food and stuff. They keep asking for my advice because I “eat healthy” (lmao)
And I feel so guilty like my one friend was like so I’ve eaten a granola b... | 3.611654 | 5.203701 | 4.043315 | 88.694106 | 72.937008 | 6.969764 | 24.511024 | 7.554174 | 1.068204 | 504 | 15 | 102 | 6 | 10 | 158 | 84 | 127 | 0.134 | 0.689 | 0.177 | 0.6184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 22 | 17 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 12 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 15 | 6 | 9 | 11 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 59 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.609767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120524 | 0.085144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144116 | 0 | 0.09208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210891 | 0 | 0 | 0.290264 | 0 | 0.110483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ndjdjssjjs | 2019/03/26 | Relapsing I’ve been attempting to recover for the past 4 weeks. Honestly, it’s been going pretty good. I’ve gained about 17 lbs but I know some of that’s water.
I also know that I shouldn’t weigh myself, but some days, I literally can’t NOT do it. My brother keeps the scale in the bathroom, and it’s so fucking temptin... | 0.056497 | 2.244153 | 2.245455 | 94.03472 | 87.818182 | 5.020979 | 18.461538 | 6.490185 | -0.061958 | 806 | 22 | 181 | 9 | 26 | 271 | 116 | 220 | 0.151 | 0.714 | 0.135 | -0.8637 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 37 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 18 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 12 | 12 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 35 | 38 | 16 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 21 | 4 | 19 | 31 | 8 | 18 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 10 | 107 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144306 | 0.104576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36268 | 0.136642 | 0 | 0.148638 | 0.109683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129481 | 0 | 0 | 0.117143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116233 | 0 | 0 | 0.215601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292593 | 0.142749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124833 | 0 | 0 | 0.136625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208411 | 0.119047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086877 | 0.167582 | 0 | 0.103816 | 0.076252 | 0 | 0.123953 | 0 | 0 | 0.177567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231392 | 0 | 0.104895 | 0.318482 | 0 | 0 | 0.235997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | orangeinfusedbanana | 2019/03/26 | A FUCKING TEACHER WALKED IN THE BATHROOM WHILE I WAS MID PURGE and now i can’t get these fucking biscuits and gravy up | 1.41 | 4.02019 | 1.788333 | 96.49 | 86.5 | 3.2 | 28.833333 | 3.1291 | 0.575933 | 96 | 5 | 19 | 0 | 3 | 29 | 21 | 24 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.96232 | 0.271921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | GeorgeKillsLenny | 2019/03/26 | Yesterday sucked I stayed home from work since I was super sick, I honestly wish idve gone in instead. First, my mother comes by and for some random, unprovoked reason, decides to pull up pictures of me from 3 years ago when my e.d. was at its peak, I was suicidal, and just all around hated myself and my life, but hey,... | 5.475628 | 4.730238 | 5.597403 | 87.585628 | 67.701299 | 8.995671 | 27.943723 | 8.115594 | 1.421113 | 1,450 | 37 | 332 | 16 | 21 | 458 | 204 | 385 | 0.131 | 0.721 | 0.148 | 0.8615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 46 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 8 | 27 | 26 | 6 | 3 | 11 | 1 | 23 | 15 | 10 | 5 | 3 | 53 | 60 | 32 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 8 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 18 | 23 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 13 | 51 | 16 | 49 | 41 | 10 | 54 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 45 | 17 | 4 | 5 | 30 | 206 | 69 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.094676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172734 | 0.181398 | 0 | 0 | 0.149202 | 0 | 0.059142 | 0 | 0 | 0.109306 | 0 | 0.085805 | 0 | 0.107766 | 0 | 0.108305 | 0 | 0 | 0.098917 | 0 | 0.102633 | 0.167145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179384 | 0 | 0 | 0.110276 | 0.081374 | 0.232783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085793 | 0 | 0 | 0.095786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068527 | 0.189593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227254 | 0 | 0 | 0.07132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062152 | 0.099751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308612 | 0 | 0 | 0.077311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099588 | 0.080255 | 0.109053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108604 | 0 | 0.103409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167585 | 0 | 0 | 0.057224 | 0.154017 | 0 | 0.118142 | 0.087231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111566 | 0 | 0.105212 | 0.070631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18743 |
EDAnonymous | Shiddyfardy | 2019/03/26 | Is binge food even enjoyable if you dont binge on it This occurred to me as I watched my husband eat exactly 2 small spoonfuls of his Ben n Jerry's from the pint, and then close it up and gingerly place it back in the freezer.
My question is as such:
What the heck is the point of this behavior?
Is two spoonfuls of i... | 7.271184 | 5.302847 | 7.651513 | 78.276217 | 64.789474 | 10.421345 | 35.994883 | 8.841846 | 2.918783 | 654 | 25 | 135 | 8 | 8 | 216 | 104 | 171 | 0.071 | 0.863 | 0.066 | -0.2247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 11 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 22 | 17 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 14 | 5 | 26 | 13 | 2 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 95 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131468 | 0 | 0 | 0.107445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185174 | 0 | 0 | 0.646691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.382107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082548 | 0 | 0.089795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165076 | 0 | 0.14936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112238 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | alcoholhas2manykcal | 2019/03/26 | "You're like a meth addict" Yup, Fiance said I was like a meth addict with binges.
"You're literally like, high right now"
"Yeah I feel like a heroin addict"
"You're not a heroin addict, you're a meth addict. I've seen a lot of heroin addicts, and they're like, chill. You're a meth addict"
"Because I'm all jittery ... | 0.830523 | 2.762662 | 2.391908 | 95.861885 | 82.206107 | 4.9468 | 16.183793 | 5.873415 | -0.700749 | 479 | 8 | 110 | 3 | 13 | 156 | 77 | 131 | 0.204 | 0.644 | 0.152 | -0.8998 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 5 | 11 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 16 | 18 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 9 | 8 | 10 | 8 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 47 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.799906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073295 | 0.107403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106003 | 0.149771 | 0.100646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089117 | 0 | 0 | 0.06997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099091 | 0 | 0 | 0.106642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089518 | 0.099711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | zevix_0 | 2019/03/26 | PSA/Harm Reduction: Please, please, please supplement your electrolytes if you purge and/or low restrict. #**Mods please delete if this is inappropriate for the sub or breaks sub rules.**
I know electrolyte posts are pretty common, but I just want to make sure that people are aware of how dangerous chronically low ele... | 5.704188 | 8.951912 | 5.488542 | 64.370192 | 98.268293 | 8.646345 | 34.765385 | 8.284622 | 5.088822 | 4,946 | 282 | 568 | 158 | 194 | 1,533 | 411 | 943 | 0.179 | 0.718 | 0.103 | -0.998 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 285 | 0 | 26 | 4 | 11 | 17 | 58 | 5 | 5 | 38 | 0 | 61 | 66 | 19 | 22 | 7 | 117 | 82 | 50 | 0 | 16 | 24 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 32 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 38 | 34 | 15 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 14 | 44 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 48 | 14 | 106 | 64 | 12 | 99 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 38 | 55 | 0 | 21 | 35 | 362 | 86 | 5 | 0.049197 | 0.349744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046222 | 0.03783 | 0 | 0.08997 | 0.054334 | 0 | 0 | 0.103259 | 0.043511 | 0 | 0.109294 | 0 | 0.109841 | 0.050236 | 0 | 0 | 0.454852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112768 | 0 | 0.043053 | 0.050346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050834 | 0 | 0.064989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047237 | 0 | 0.044965 | 0.041847 | 0 | 0.107884 | 0 | 0 | 0.07711 | 0 | 0.02796 | 0 | 0 | 0.05424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209177 | 0 | 0.233196 | 0.032976 | 0.155939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069499 | 0.096141 | 0.049309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098519 | 0.049878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.036479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056011 | 0 | 0 | 0.033337 | 0 | 0.104699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068214 | 0 | 0 | 0.324022 | 0.046507 | 0.110925 | 0.094235 | 0.050051 | 0 | 0.09415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055072 | 0 | 0 | 0.078578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139103 | 0.306808 | 0.03699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.031524 | 0 | 0 | 0.028687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169962 | 0.054184 | 0 | 0.029018 | 0.195252 | 0 | 0.059909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094849 | 0 | 0.035816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053789 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | meowingkiwi | 2019/03/26 | I wish I could come out So I’ve had my eating disorder for many years now, and ever since figuring out I’m ftm sometime ago, my eating disorder feeds off of that.
If I could come out I feel like my eating disorder would get (somewhat) better, but I know it’s not as simple as that. Currently I’m relapsing from my lates... | 2.854444 | 5.001401 | 4.670952 | 80.968492 | 76.55102 | 8.029025 | 28.235828 | 8.841846 | 2.570112 | 392 | 17 | 72 | 9 | 9 | 133 | 66 | 98 | 0.111 | 0.816 | 0.072 | -0.5812 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 24 | 17 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 13 | 12 | 1 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 46 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.519178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.463533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07635 | 0.107875 | 0 | 0.165413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15309 | 0.1517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127942 | 0 | 0.149343 | 0.169032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107266 | 0 | 0 | 0.097239 |
EDAnonymous | xwer15 | 2019/03/26 | Scared of being “skinny fat”? How can I maintain my muscle when restricting so that I don’t end up at a lower weight but flabby? I run for exercise and do abs but it’s not enough. I’m so tired and sad someone please help | -0.276738 | 1.939849 | 2.026702 | 94.484167 | 90.702128 | 4.835461 | 16.343972 | 6.427356 | -0.281862 | 172 | 4 | 38 | 2 | 6 | 58 | 40 | 47 | 0.28 | 0.601 | 0.118 | -0.8346 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 25 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312549 | 0.364621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.387358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.405586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.429715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thatcrazygirl_ | 2019/03/26 | Triggered by seeing an old video of my boyfriend having sex with an ex and thinking it was me. (I know weird) So I stumbled upon a video of my boyfriend having sex with one of his exes I actually thought it was me because we looked so similar. The thing is apparently "fat". This makes me think since I was so convinced ... | 1.317116 | 3.518565 | 3.368738 | 88.028855 | 82.121387 | 6.619011 | 24.640013 | 7.793538 | 1.37718 | 659 | 26 | 140 | 12 | 18 | 223 | 99 | 173 | 0.125 | 0.755 | 0.12 | -0.2337 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 19 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 25 | 39 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 26 | 6 | 18 | 29 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 94 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139641 | 0 | 0.17538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079834 | 0.112796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161453 | 0 | 0.154274 | 0 | 0.139419 | 0 | 0.397762 | 0.176638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165679 | 0 | 0.10699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104895 | 0.505846 | 0 | 0.125347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11216 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | archermary | 2019/03/26 | Feel like a fraud for trying to accept my experience. Hello.
Basically. I feel like a fraud or a fake for being open about my ED. My lowest weight was around 80lbs at 5”5 and that was around 5 years ago. My weight has been a pretty stable 115lbs since then and I fucking hate it but just can’t restrict like I used to. ... | 1.126455 | 3.525487 | 2.953943 | 89.390421 | 84.810811 | 4.833704 | 18.165342 | 6.227272 | -0.057552 | 572 | 14 | 114 | 5 | 17 | 190 | 88 | 148 | 0.253 | 0.593 | 0.154 | -0.9679 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 31 | 22 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 3 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 15 | 7 | 19 | 17 | 1 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 67 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134951 | 0.122418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270179 | 0 | 0 | 0.279312 | 0.394638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166992 | 0 | 0 | 0.127672 | 0 | 0 | 0.078486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097545 | 0.337346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191484 | 0 | 0 | 0.151593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088933 |
EDAnonymous | TeaCupGirl | 2019/03/26 | "Oh, but you don't have to worry about that!" I work as a Baker in a grocery store. My absolute pet peeve is these woman who are slightly overweight who come up to the counter and make some comment about how many calories are in something or how it's too tempting or how they'd blow up if they ate it.
If I make any kin... | 1.5622 | 3.701499 | 2.706 | 93.473 | 80.8 | 5.066667 | 24 | 6.079149 | 0.4692 | 573 | 21 | 122 | 4 | 15 | 183 | 96 | 150 | 0.143 | 0.77 | 0.087 | -0.8715 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 12 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 22 | 24 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 2 | 16 | 21 | 4 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 7 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 78 | 26 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16419 | 0 | 0.205978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176212 | 0.099584 | 0 | 0.108326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254462 | 0.193245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343985 | 0.212805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277527 | 0.38714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | blacknponk | 2019/03/26 | All eating disorders are terroble but at least when I'm restricting I feel good about myself I always seem to have some form of disordered eating, ya know, ever since I was a kid, and I'm by no means trying to say anorexia is a good thing, but this time last year I was barely eating 500 calories most days and yeah, sur... | 2.888331 | 3.793955 | 3.679228 | 93.285901 | 73.751131 | 6.791968 | 22.862274 | 6.907726 | 0.409789 | 817 | 20 | 190 | 7 | 16 | 260 | 110 | 221 | 0.206 | 0.593 | 0.202 | -0.4596 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 19 | 5 | 2 | 11 | 1 | 16 | 13 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 43 | 39 | 16 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 7 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 24 | 11 | 24 | 30 | 14 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 4 | 5 | 22 | 119 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14923 | 0 | 0.059152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077475 | 0 | 0 | 0.06258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222424 | 0 | 0.084917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064091 | 0.17555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35201 | 0 | 0 | 0.089708 | 0 | 0 | 0.055148 | 0.406947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053329 | 0.079097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091818 | 0.064772 | 0 | 0 | 0.105701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082868 | 0 | 0.154334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176676 | 0 | 0 | 0.199212 | 0.080269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22633 | 0.223058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062488 |
EDAnonymous | toastysnivy | 2019/03/26 | ex rebounded days after breaking up honestly id talk about it but i just want to forget. does anyone have any tips or tricks? i dont want to think about him anymore (just trying to get my grandmas earring back from him then bever want to talk to him again). Ive been trying to do better but hit lowest weight 17.5 bmi to... | 1.317158 | 3.551966 | 2.647632 | 93.000921 | 82.368421 | 4.642105 | 18.973684 | 5.683918 | -0.232074 | 363 | 9 | 75 | 2 | 10 | 117 | 69 | 95 | 0.143 | 0.711 | 0.146 | -0.4019 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 2 | 15 | 12 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 43 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198197 | 0.179791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201146 | 0.141819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177492 | 0 | 0.237707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192253 | 0 | 0 | 0.275407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358891 | 0 | 0.162693 | 0.246984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | IHateBloodElves | 2019/03/26 | Feeling really down today. I woke up from really bad nightmares and excessively triggering dreams. My mind is fucking is me once more. So many thoughts occur in my mind at the same time.
\- Fasting is the only way for me to feel "pretty", because I have control, I'm feeling dizzy, fragile and it's not rocket science b... | 4.335785 | 6.252201 | 4.649003 | 83.761053 | 71.680851 | 7.160134 | 28.964166 | 7.854513 | 1.911213 | 977 | 39 | 180 | 13 | 19 | 307 | 128 | 235 | 0.174 | 0.677 | 0.149 | -0.8856 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 51 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 16 | 4 | 1 | 15 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 42 | 30 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 14 | 17 | 8 | 31 | 25 | 12 | 30 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 11 | 4 | 5 | 19 | 118 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280327 | 0.314377 | 0 | 0.090431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072008 | 0.052572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076273 | 0 | 0.191589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090422 | 0 | 0.096727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305243 | 0.061611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094559 | 0 | 0.159457 | 0 | 0.08273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126399 | 0 | 0 | 0.076321 | 0.144842 | 0.096482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174158 | 0 | 0.068837 | 0 | 0 | 0.063947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091844 | 0.058439 | 0.131181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129685 | 0 | 0 | 0.079399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169463 | 0.068466 | 0.25144 | 0 | 0.081747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050867 | 0.136909 | 0.069177 | 0.105019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314377 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | slowtiger112 | 2019/03/26 | think i might be developing an eating disorder and need help i literally created a new account for this post because i'm terrified of people somehow tracing it back to me. i've only ever lurked before so apologies if this post is really jumbled. i started having body image issues about a year ago but i never fully acte... | 5.170294 | 7.127397 | 6.619755 | 70.311397 | 69.588235 | 9.217647 | 33.338235 | 9.673873 | 3.722976 | 876 | 42 | 137 | 21 | 16 | 298 | 127 | 204 | 0.148 | 0.744 | 0.107 | -0.8957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 13 | 11 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 37 | 29 | 16 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 15 | 1 | 20 | 24 | 1 | 24 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 92 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126085 | 0 | 0.09507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087856 | 0 | 0.139299 | 0 | 0.097224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.584563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075465 | 0.103351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11898 | 0.125585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08472 | 0.176243 | 0.110349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079211 | 0 | 0.119373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219586 | 0 | 0.112814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161742 | 0 | 0 | 0.095523 | 0 | 0.119445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075907 | 0.073211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125837 | 0.094273 | 0.067391 | 0 | 0 | 0.139133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081164 | 0 | 0 | 0.073577 |
EDAnonymous | Ctown_struggles00 | 2019/03/26 | I don't have an ED, I have food-anxiety. But maybe someone here can relate I have OCD, and one of my obsessions is food poisoning. I will inspect food, worry whether it has gotten bad or not, and sometimes avoid cooking so I don't have to confront intrusive thoughts about dying from eating spoiled meat.
One year it w... | 6.403627 | 6.724474 | 6.581903 | 77.707183 | 65.597015 | 9.565672 | 31.376866 | 9.3871 | 2.700346 | 1,384 | 49 | 257 | 24 | 20 | 444 | 188 | 335 | 0.136 | 0.8 | 0.064 | -0.9767 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 14 | 15 | 2 | 3 | 20 | 1 | 32 | 26 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 55 | 46 | 33 | 2 | 6 | 15 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 14 | 18 | 21 | 3 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 8 | 32 | 6 | 25 | 28 | 6 | 39 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 0 | 10 | 27 | 176 | 46 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073483 | 0.06014 | 0.130608 | 0.095355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08452 | 0 | 0.062446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.560215 | 0.065336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11864 | 0.11175 | 0 | 0 | 0.071485 | 0.066527 | 0.472873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083136 | 0 | 0 | 0.052424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055244 | 0.076421 | 0 | 0.138126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085378 | 0.066493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057993 | 0 | 0 | 0.08318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083294 | 0.158996 | 0.118968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132538 | 0.060212 | 0.154708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06246 | 0.130778 | 0 | 0.081765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090811 | 0.051961 | 0.050115 | 0 | 0.062092 | 0.136819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06755 | 0.17228 | 0.129067 | 0 | 0 | 0.062737 | 0.095242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100732 |
EDAnonymous | nohatefornate | 2019/03/27 | Relapsed twice this month I have been struggling with my eating disorder since sophomore year of high school and i'm now currently a freshman in college (\~3.5 years) meaning my parents are quite aware of it.
Before I went away to university my parents were very direct about reaching a weight they came up with my doc... | 4.196407 | 5.166852 | 4.604272 | 87.628959 | 70.727019 | 7.303889 | 28.566128 | 7.404128 | 1.47251 | 1,406 | 51 | 291 | 14 | 25 | 444 | 182 | 359 | 0.104 | 0.816 | 0.08 | -0.762 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 22 | 10 | 1 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 37 | 19 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 60 | 63 | 24 | 0 | 9 | 19 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 20 | 16 | 15 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 14 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 18 | 9 | 43 | 3 | 48 | 36 | 2 | 51 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 210 | 63 | 5 | 0.082052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07709 | 0.126186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094039 | 0.083984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.587717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082976 | 0 | 0.078783 | 0 | 0 | 0.069793 | 0.297653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042869 | 0 | 0.046632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08915 | 0 | 0 | 0.040086 | 0 | 0 | 0.072613 | 0.068903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089379 | 0 | 0 | 0.082689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055601 | 0.062404 | 0 | 0 | 0.182218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082485 | 0 | 0.087272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083041 | 0.065385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18798 | 0.085778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109023 | 0.105151 | 0 | 0.06514 | 0.047845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067701 | 0.241982 | 0.065129 | 0 | 0.199834 | 0 | 0.152126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237285 | 0 | 0.059735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158516 |
EDAnonymous | wastewoodrocker | 2019/03/27 | friends on peach! yoo maybe im a little late on the peach train? but ive just recently started using it and i could use some friends on there my user is @/matriarchy if u guys are interested 😋 | -0.080917 | 2.251534 | 2.35 | 90.088333 | 95.75 | 5.666667 | 21.666667 | 7.168622 | 0.938667 | 153 | 6 | 33 | 3 | 6 | 52 | 34 | 40 | 0 | 0.755 | 0.245 | 0.8762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 18 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.429914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.480596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | chancethecrapper | 2019/03/27 | I plan on taking a three hour walk every other day I don't know if any of you are familiar with NYC but I work in Manhattan and live in Brooklyn. It's about 3 and a half hour walk door to door. I did this walk multiple times already so I know it's definitely possible. I am just waiting for the weather to get a bit warm... | 1.961418 | 3.703755 | 3.945818 | 87.012909 | 77.8 | 6.785455 | 22.563636 | 7.686295 | 0.9714 | 470 | 14 | 99 | 7 | 11 | 160 | 85 | 125 | 0.067 | 0.819 | 0.114 | 0.6948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 19 | 20 | 8 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 1 | 14 | 15 | 3 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 65 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211857 | 0 | 0.246963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128338 | 0 | 0.192059 | 0.190172 | 0.377117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191902 | 0.169071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127807 | 0 | 0.192356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cloversandroses | 2019/03/27 | fasting?? i joined a fasting subreddit and i noticed most people do a 16:8 fast (fast for 16 hours, eat over the span of 8 hours). i tried that out but i’ve found myself fasting for 20+ hours, “eating” for an hour or two and then going back to fasting. when i say eating, it’s usually half a sleeve of saltine crackers, ... | 1.222345 | 2.783678 | 3.23677 | 92.084858 | 79.377358 | 5.549146 | 24.56469 | 6.182691 | 0.550141 | 573 | 21 | 130 | 4 | 14 | 194 | 96 | 159 | 0.043 | 0.864 | 0.093 | 0.8229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 27 | 16 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 12 | 3 | 22 | 15 | 5 | 34 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 6 | 24 | 77 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.635455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188403 | 0.088731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.489261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112098 | 0 | 0.082907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116556 | 0 | 0 | 0.141406 | 0 | 0 | 0.084163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084326 | 0 | 0.121329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | natantantan | 2019/03/27 | I fucking hate being ugly. It's such a terrible awful feeling. The worst is that it's mostly about my bone structure. I used to be a bit chubby but I happened to be one of the lucky ones that still remained ugly after losing 30 lbs. I don't know what to do. everytime I send a picture of myself to someone I get ghosted.... | 2.227502 | 4.61634 | 4.727368 | 78.512105 | 79.918919 | 6.705548 | 25.953058 | 7.854513 | 1.988838 | 738 | 30 | 126 | 13 | 19 | 259 | 114 | 185 | 0.335 | 0.589 | 0.077 | -0.9956 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 17 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 24 | 31 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 22 | 2 | 15 | 23 | 9 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 8 | 99 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15183 | 0 | 0.117234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132605 | 0.123514 | 0.14008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135527 | 0.153182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25927 | 0 | 0.131322 | 0.144734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.406527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124211 | 0 | 0.144988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093933 | 0 | 0 | 0.085482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | awlas | 2019/03/27 | I’m fat as shit My BED and slowed metabolism has fucked me up. I’m 5’2’’ and can’t have all of this weight on me. My mom tells me everyday my face is chubby and that I need to lose weight because we have 4 weddings to attend to this summer. I come from a south asian background so body image and positivity is non existe... | 2.288571 | 3.853029 | 4.120952 | 86.890714 | 76.380952 | 7.180952 | 22.714286 | 7.957252 | 0.947829 | 316 | 9 | 70 | 5 | 7 | 107 | 63 | 84 | 0.211 | 0.753 | 0.036 | -0.9441 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 14 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 8 | 13 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 43 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.617449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sunflowermenace | 2019/03/27 | How do I get used to eating? I don't know if this is an ED or not but I can't stand the thought of eating. When I'm hungry, my first instinct is to just ignore it until it "passes". I would probably end up fasting for days if I didn't end up feeling super dizzy and sleepy after 15 hours or so.
My therapist has told me... | 0.675522 | 2.032435 | 2.994226 | 94.130606 | 80.326531 | 5.22401 | 19.692677 | 5.528933 | -0.295088 | 680 | 16 | 162 | 3 | 17 | 234 | 116 | 196 | 0.201 | 0.772 | 0.027 | -0.987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 37 | 33 | 24 | 0 | 8 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 9 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 24 | 2 | 23 | 25 | 2 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 13 | 106 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117106 | 0.169728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088606 | 0.12938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.651524 | 0 | 0 | 0.187982 | 0 | 0.118352 | 0 | 0 | 0.089411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119415 | 0.160972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090266 | 0.128321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209014 | 0 | 0 | 0.119797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094324 | 0 | 0.110508 | 0.174962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093913 | 0 | 0.118721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177442 | 0 | 0 | 0.121482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101402 | 0 | 0.072049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075385 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Kaetzchen156 | 2019/03/27 | Does anyone else feel like they're eating way more calories than they actually are? Today I had a bag of baked lay's (130), an egg and cheese subway sandwich (around 360, but i had whole wheat bread and cheese that added \~20 calories, but egg white that subtracted \~40), and a mini hershey's piece (38). But I feel lik... | 6.25163 | 5.663216 | 5.951217 | 85.167696 | 66.065217 | 8.664348 | 29.269565 | 7.554174 | 1.540937 | 361 | 10 | 76 | 3 | 5 | 112 | 63 | 92 | 0.028 | 0.819 | 0.153 | 0.879 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 9 | 3 | 8 | 7 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 40 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134909 | 0.197691 | 0 | 0.171759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.394854 | 0.161178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.390228 | 0.413512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ceru1eus | 2019/03/27 | (re)^?lapse feels Rant disclaimer.
How many times? I don't know. Every time, I swear I'm too old.
I've had a great year on paper. I feel guilty that I'm struggling despite that.
With my partner, I hinted at and then discussed frankly my recent temptations to fall into old habits. They know I don't have a normal rela... | 3.877118 | 6.541484 | 3.714313 | 86.511075 | 75.600985 | 6.818621 | 25.913547 | 7.908726 | 1.639863 | 872 | 32 | 159 | 14 | 20 | 264 | 129 | 203 | 0.053 | 0.818 | 0.129 | 0.9293 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 35 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 7 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 19 | 6 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 37 | 40 | 13 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 8 | 32 | 4 | 15 | 25 | 4 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 20 | 7 | 1 | 4 | 11 | 103 | 44 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152623 | 0.155284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092335 | 0.126455 | 0.117786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141372 | 0 | 0.268456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169044 | 0.153281 | 0 | 0.129241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125232 | 0 | 0 | 0.148599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093316 | 0.141733 | 0 | 0.152281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131191 | 0.136972 | 0 | 0 | 0.293389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143736 | 0.138034 | 0.300182 | 0 | 0 | 0.13298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110984 | 0.163035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160761 | 0 | 0.151605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099309 | 0 | 0 | 0.090025 |
EDAnonymous | accountyeet99 | 2019/03/27 | I binged and am scared of ruining my results I come and go from bulimia. I'm having a relapse in a particularly stressing college semester, and after about 3 weeks of calorie restrictions and one hour of sport everyday (if not two of walking), today I panicked because my periods were late and decided to eat more only t... | 4.33602 | 5.641114 | 6.330524 | 74.125659 | 70.721854 | 9.199518 | 32.270319 | 9.573947 | 3.215498 | 606 | 28 | 111 | 14 | 11 | 212 | 100 | 151 | 0.075 | 0.82 | 0.105 | 0.8592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 2 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 25 | 23 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 13 | 1 | 19 | 18 | 3 | 25 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 14 | 72 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317674 | 0 | 0 | 0.274972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078488 | 0.110895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085309 | 0 | 0.175104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105186 | 0.354173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090515 | 0 | 0.294276 | 0.148327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Kazak451 | 2019/03/27 | When to tell a SO I’m just curious about how other people bring up their eating disorder to their SO.
In my last relationship I never told him about my issues with food. We’ve broken up, but in retrospect, my eating disorder is a huge part of my life and I feel dishonest having not told him about something that’s had ... | 7.826667 | 6.298411 | 8.7718 | 69.279567 | 63.4 | 12.493333 | 34.433333 | 11.538035 | 3.899453 | 500 | 17 | 95 | 13 | 6 | 172 | 79 | 125 | 0.187 | 0.752 | 0.061 | -0.9588 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 17 | 19 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 14 | 1 | 19 | 12 | 2 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 72 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.510332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.455635 | 0.123992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098035 | 0 | 0 | 0.141829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081572 | 0.120988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104839 | 0.072514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160732 | 0 | 0.102901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.425486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 46kgs | 2019/03/27 | I thought I'd finally gotten over it. ED doesn't let me off that easily I started a new job last December and my workout level went from mildly active to sedentary (I work in the IT department). I could tell that my body had gotten slightly puffier from the change in lifestyle. For the first few months I was surprising... | 4.223071 | 5.590277 | 5.150069 | 82.243494 | 71.068966 | 8.171954 | 27.819048 | 8.648137 | 2.013882 | 814 | 29 | 159 | 14 | 15 | 266 | 126 | 203 | 0.092 | 0.847 | 0.06 | -0.659 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 1 | 11 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 22 | 27 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 3 | 21 | 3 | 30 | 13 | 6 | 37 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 103 | 34 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.564038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278129 | 0 | 0.107981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259624 | 0.089666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101328 | 0 | 0 | 0.09413 | 0 | 0.122606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142107 | 0.089854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081343 | 0 | 0.100782 | 0.074024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | takayl | 2019/03/27 | dealing w comorbid mental illnesses? Hi, so I've been in therapy for a while but I have so many issues that I honestly don't feel like I've made progress beyond realizing how fucked up I am in all of these different ways. My therapist \~gently\~ pointed out to me that I most likely have severe social anxiety disorder a... | 8.775506 | 8.081222 | 9.140348 | 64.707737 | 61.025316 | 13.216456 | 41.901899 | 12.384807 | 5.554162 | 682 | 35 | 112 | 21 | 8 | 228 | 111 | 158 | 0.201 | 0.661 | 0.138 | -0.8978 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 13 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 31 | 25 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 13 | 6 | 20 | 19 | 3 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 78 | 21 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0.141429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098556 | 0 | 0.110869 | 0 | 0 | 0.101337 | 0 | 0.119263 | 0 | 0.135488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151419 | 0.332199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14656 | 0.207073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079648 | 0 | 0 | 0.153458 | 0 | 0 | 0.102367 | 0.212413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137134 | 0 | 0.293868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137004 | 0 | 0 | 0.147444 | 0 | 0.138676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147736 | 0 | 0 | 0.143337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331475 | 0.168272 | 0 | 0.092864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102952 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | people_soup | 2019/03/27 | i'm having a lot of fun rn I have - and I still do, some days - struggled with binge eating, probably for about 7-8 years. It started as a way to cope with my depression, and it sort of spiraled out of control too quickly and I couldn't keep up. I'm the ugly one. I'm the fat one. At family gatherings everyone swoons ov... | 0.792244 | 3.026447 | 2.95211 | 89.991023 | 84.612648 | 5.906776 | 23.264963 | 7.240123 | 0.979467 | 1,902 | 72 | 404 | 29 | 56 | 644 | 215 | 506 | 0.19 | 0.695 | 0.115 | -0.993 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 80 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 5 | 24 | 41 | 19 | 5 | 17 | 0 | 40 | 28 | 5 | 7 | 5 | 78 | 98 | 39 | 0 | 10 | 20 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 24 | 18 | 17 | 9 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 29 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 8 | 64 | 12 | 52 | 74 | 6 | 61 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 7 | 26 | 24 | 9 | 15 | 37 | 258 | 88 | 0 | 0.058681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048827 | 0 | 0 | 0.039905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126826 | 0.065815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.037844 | 0 | 0.050542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057485 | 0 | 0.180135 | 0 | 0 | 0.051974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05308 | 0.049441 | 0.056072 | 0 | 0 | 0.055319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064282 | 0 | 0 | 0.283828 | 0 | 0.090673 | 0.379745 | 0.061316 | 0 | 0.066699 | 0.098437 | 0 | 0 | 0.064643 | 0.058103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.405545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104316 | 0 | 0 | 0.225745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041448 | 0.114674 | 0.117627 | 0 | 0.051931 | 0.049277 | 0.131297 | 0.064057 | 0.049888 | 0 | 0 | 0.195849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046838 | 0 | 0.043137 | 0.043511 | 0.090516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066808 | 0 | 0.124986 | 0.119291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05794 | 0 | 0.066474 | 0 | 0 | 0.09333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04972 | 0.045175 | 0 | 0.065688 | 0.124603 | 0 | 0.093725 | 0.196239 | 0 | 0.061346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046586 | 0.034217 | 0 | 0 | 0.112144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.034611 | 0.046578 | 0 | 0.285829 | 0 | 0.054398 | 0.211801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041685 | 0 | 0 | 0.075577 |
EDAnonymous | FrankyP_ | 2019/03/27 | Lost Love for any Food Hey!
I'm recovering from my ED and for now I've been binge free for about two weeks (as well as gym free for that matter) and I honestly feel really good. I haven't been counting calories for a while (just roughly going through some numbers at times because I still don't fully trust my judgemen... | 3.254786 | 4.568354 | 4.082083 | 89.173125 | 73.380952 | 6.77381 | 25.505952 | 7.168622 | 1.01531 | 808 | 26 | 170 | 8 | 16 | 259 | 128 | 210 | 0.037 | 0.83 | 0.133 | 0.9609 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 16 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 33 | 34 | 14 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 6 | 6 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 18 | 9 | 30 | 24 | 7 | 27 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 113 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101224 | 0 | 0.137147 | 0.153805 | 0.172154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088506 | 0.129694 | 0.208325 | 0 | 0.118333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12952 | 0.105739 | 0 | 0.11211 | 0 | 0 | 0.083603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231379 | 0 | 0.306116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132263 | 0 | 0.287748 | 0.106167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112017 | 0 | 0 | 0.138174 | 0 | 0.114241 | 0.119771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124019 | 0.121454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087753 | 0 | 0.264493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136472 | 0.121118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073808 | 0 | 0.119981 | 0 | 0 | 0.085938 | 0 | 0.123648 | 0 | 0 | 0.109322 | 0 | 0 | 0.223976 | 0 | 0.101533 | 0 | 0.113808 | 0.234677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153805 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jmiles00 | 2019/03/27 | the joys of the flu- relapse boogaloo I was a few months off of restricting severely- I've been bombing but trying to manage it without severe restrictions. I saw the weight gain, it hurt but I've been doing well.
And then about 3 days ago I got hit with the flu. Terrible fever, bad cough, sorest throat ever. Consider... | 2.520744 | 4.542909 | 3.718182 | 87.997273 | 77.099174 | 6.383471 | 21.743802 | 7.348243 | 0.74982 | 474 | 13 | 95 | 6 | 11 | 154 | 86 | 121 | 0.257 | 0.634 | 0.109 | -0.9664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 19 | 17 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 13 | 8 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 52 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165896 | 0.154522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15401 | 0 | 0.400406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146388 | 0 | 0 | 0.135989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145574 | 0 | 0.446664 | 0.164899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | itcomeswithatoy | 2019/03/27 | I should be making money out of this I just had my worst binge yet (until next week ha) and somehow I could STILL eat more. I literally never knew a human could eat as much as I just ate, and ESPECIALLY not as fast as I did. I don’t purge, so it all stays inside and yet doesn’t even feel like it touches the sides?
Tim... | 2.913232 | 4.74088 | 3.891224 | 88.073116 | 75.333333 | 6.621578 | 24.702093 | 7.423996 | 1.084746 | 1,059 | 35 | 216 | 13 | 23 | 341 | 167 | 270 | 0.085 | 0.766 | 0.148 | 0.9583 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 19 | 22 | 3 | 1 | 14 | 1 | 20 | 11 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 53 | 32 | 25 | 1 | 8 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 13 | 8 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 22 | 13 | 29 | 17 | 9 | 37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 19 | 1 | 9 | 20 | 146 | 37 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0.104966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07521 | 0.110211 | 0 | 0 | 0.100557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.550318 | 0.089855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071044 | 0 | 0 | 0.102781 | 0.096671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108774 | 0.076843 | 0 | 0 | 0.09831 | 0 | 0.130065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191214 | 0.119002 | 0.11201 | 0.059114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15195 | 0.262749 | 0.107806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143598 | 0 | 0.108061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158142 | 0 | 0.165918 | 0 | 0.114394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074571 | 0.09392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114648 | 0.0859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085378 | 0.08628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229229 | 0 | 0 | 0.069267 |
EDAnonymous | littlepooh109 | 2019/03/27 | #Ana.mia.support on kik This group is to help with the shower thoughts of Ana, Mia, EDNOS, and others. This is a support group for you to lean on. In the case that reddit may not work for you this may be of help. Stay safe everyone 💗
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EDAnonymous | mandaramaa | 2019/03/27 | just chugging the dumb bitch juice over here i was doing so good on my (what was supposed to be) 4 day fast and at 51 hours in i ruined everything and ordered a burger and poutine because i ‘couldn’t take it anymore’. it was 1100 cals which is under my TDEE by like 1200 cals but i scarfed it down like a pig and then my... | 2.429538 | 4.061116 | 3.676774 | 89.938238 | 76.16129 | 6.059553 | 24.181141 | 6.671995 | 0.7377 | 589 | 19 | 123 | 5 | 13 | 192 | 107 | 155 | 0.122 | 0.698 | 0.181 | 0.8839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 21 | 21 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 12 | 9 | 21 | 12 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 2 | 18 | 76 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180404 | 0.127446 | 0.342575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101386 | 0.149629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159807 | 0.176128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.522929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242237 | 0 | 0.174266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CoffeeBonez | 2019/03/27 | I feel guilty and panicky after eating normally I had a 400ish calorie lunch, and dinner is about 600 (haven't eaten dinner yet, just logged it in MFP). This is what I consider a good day as I'm eating at a deficit, but before I ate my lunch, my leggings weren't this snug and I am very aware of it and I want to purge b... | 3.0888 | 3.472572 | 4.577333 | 88.962 | 72.866667 | 7.6 | 24.333333 | 7.554174 | 0.914333 | 271 | 7 | 62 | 3 | 5 | 91 | 52 | 75 | 0.14 | 0.811 | 0.049 | -0.7391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 13 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 40 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.65199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262868 | 0.187911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | PM_ME_UR_PRAXIS | 2019/03/27 | got my makeup done and felt pretty for once so i’m getting married in june and decided to get color matched at mac and the girl went above and beyond and i felt great about my face for the rest of the day :)
i’ve been feeling insecure bc i’m getting a big bollywood wedding instead of a more casual thing and every tim... | 3.804572 | 5.06546 | 5.1775 | 82.055962 | 71.954545 | 8.36993 | 27.174825 | 8.841846 | 2.041131 | 690 | 24 | 137 | 13 | 13 | 231 | 107 | 176 | 0.027 | 0.812 | 0.161 | 0.964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 32 | 27 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 12 | 13 | 8 | 20 | 17 | 6 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 84 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143332 | 0 | 0.408266 | 0 | 0 | 0.12056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113359 | 0.156264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095003 | 0 | 0.142173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100112 | 0.207735 | 0 | 0 | 0.125432 | 0.47609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094163 | 0.090819 | 0 | 0.112522 | 0.247942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113692 | 0 | 0 | 0.131391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tropicgold | 2019/03/27 | jesus i am so obsessed with baking lmao i just cant stop the urge to bake ... made 40 of ba’s toffee and chocolate cookies and brookies today :( i really want to try choux pastry and dorayaki as well as buzzfeed’s ultimate chocolate cake, a lemon tart, and macarons !!!!! fuck i gotta study tho !!! but i just love measu... | 2.834369 | 5.188564 | 4.122146 | 83.854286 | 77.543689 | 5.673398 | 25.833981 | 6.742158 | 1.295801 | 418 | 16 | 73 | 4 | 10 | 137 | 76 | 103 | 0.133 | 0.754 | 0.113 | -0.5103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 22 | 10 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 13 | 5 | 2 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 47 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267906 | 0.190713 | 0 | 0 | 0.154047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288835 | 0 | 0 | 0.220825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215584 | 0.226018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234035 | 0 | 0 | 0.250647 | 0 | 0 | 0.181666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.452829 | 0 | 0 | 0.162173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | drawitl | 2019/03/27 | Haven’t sleep in 30~ hours..... thanks ED I’m too anxious to sleep because when I did I had dreams about bingeing, gaining weight and being called out for it too.
So basically I’m tired, but like a kid refusing to take a nap. I’ve the highest recommended dose of sleeping meds for me and I still cannot fall asleep.
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EDAnonymous | mina1200 | 2019/03/27 | Having an ED is... Telling your GP you haven’t pooped in over a week and them looking at you and telling you to ‘eat more green vegetables’
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EDAnonymous | camaradaries | 2019/03/27 | when friends offer me food :-( especially when you've been fasting for days and they don't know how much it means to you :-( and you're too soft to turn them down if they insist like more than twice. at least i've got the calories for it but man it still sucks and i gotta fast for the rest of the day bc of this | 2.062794 | 2.862544 | 2.728706 | 99.722176 | 75.617647 | 6.028235 | 19.482353 | 5.683918 | -0.583139 | 241 | 4 | 63 | 1 | 5 | 75 | 51 | 68 | 0.097 | 0.848 | 0.055 | -0.4497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 10 | 5 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 40 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.443691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.415955 | 0 | 0.265766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | WheelieMcScroterBall | 2019/03/27 | New harm reduction technique I’m currently obsessed with So one of the ways I get really stuck with my restrictive Ed is being afraid to eat in volume or too late out of fear of triggering a binge. This is especially bad because I work nights twice a week so on those days I fast (and am on my feet for 15 hours that day... | 4.344203 | 4.499713 | 5.190048 | 86.487258 | 70.004785 | 8.536032 | 26.603239 | 8.384062 | 1.489999 | 787 | 22 | 173 | 11 | 13 | 257 | 134 | 209 | 0.081 | 0.783 | 0.137 | 0.93 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 15 | 15 | 2 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 18 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 23 | 25 | 18 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 18 | 5 | 25 | 21 | 4 | 31 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 6 | 19 | 108 | 27 | 2 | 0.133542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111502 | 0.081406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08951 | 0 | 0 | 0.132637 | 0.131512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128975 | 0.142023 | 0.25064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205614 | 0 | 0.149489 | 0 | 0.142338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085568 | 0 | 0 | 0.155739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160634 | 0 | 0 | 0.110186 | 0 | 0.211998 | 0.107119 | 0 | 0.12007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128729 | 0 | 0.09722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jello_pacccc | 2019/03/27 | Munchies Remember when having the munchies used to almost be "cute"? Like just an innocent thing that happened when smoking? Now I'm in my 20's and its just a masking my binge eating disorder behind being a stoner lol :( | 5.506992 | 7.131198 | 5.857073 | 77.412114 | 68.268293 | 8.393496 | 33.178862 | 8.841846 | 3.043725 | 175 | 8 | 29 | 3 | 3 | 56 | 36 | 41 | 0.121 | 0.711 | 0.168 | 0.2951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 21 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.382473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.437754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.390836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.432681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jdkdjssm | 2019/03/28 | Tempted to Relapse I’ve been in recovery for about a month now. I’ve been binging so fucking much and it’s awful; I can’t say that it’s “extreme hunger” anymore. I didn’t restrict for that long, and even then, most of my ED was a binge/restrict cycle where I mostly maintained my weight.
I’ve binged for an *entire* mon... | 1.654154 | 4.240104 | 3.229137 | 86.969765 | 84.448029 | 6.392571 | 26.375692 | 7.686295 | 1.776091 | 1,117 | 50 | 217 | 21 | 33 | 367 | 148 | 279 | 0.201 | 0.726 | 0.072 | -0.9906 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 48 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 14 | 11 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 19 | 16 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 30 | 43 | 16 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 24 | 9 | 7 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 24 | 2 | 29 | 33 | 7 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 10 | 7 | 2 | 20 | 136 | 48 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.109966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111755 | 0 | 0 | 0.092732 | 0.100315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089971 | 0 | 0 | 0.072674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113956 | 0 | 0 | 0.123443 | 0 | 0 | 0.136262 | 0 | 0 | 0.625064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119957 | 0 | 0.22251 | 0 | 0 | 0.127006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079594 | 0.055053 | 0 | 0 | 0.099724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075219 | 0 | 0.113209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269837 | 0.119768 | 0.082838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07636 | 0.171407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115672 | 0.093216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124109 | 0 | 0.066466 | 0.089446 | 0 | 0.274445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072567 |
EDAnonymous | frenchgermanrussian | 2019/03/28 | I am so stressed I want to scream I'm so stressed from everything all I want to do is not eat for a couple days. I just want control in my life I'm not even thinking about being skinny right now. I wish my mom would take me to the psychologist already I'm tired of getting panic attacks all the time. I need to calm down... | 0.700311 | 2.671826 | 2.448489 | 95.064783 | 82.913043 | 5.102277 | 22.900621 | 6.182691 | 0.277027 | 252 | 9 | 58 | 2 | 7 | 83 | 48 | 69 | 0.229 | 0.641 | 0.13 | -0.8574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 16 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 10 | 14 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 36 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222789 | 0 | 0.219789 | 0 | 0.128105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.455078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127279 | 0 | 0 | 0.115827 | 0.228305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141107 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | OpalMagnus | 2019/03/28 | That’s It I’m Going Back to My Diet I got off my meds and now I finally am not hungry. Ready to fucking finally reach 85 lbs.
Screw all the haters who think I can’t do it. I absolutely will. I had a temporary fall, but I will get back up again!!!!! | -1.9785 | -0.112915 | 1.680341 | 95.260511 | 98.636364 | 5.659091 | 15.965909 | 7.168622 | 0.0665 | 187 | 5 | 47 | 4 | 8 | 68 | 43 | 55 | 0.125 | 0.85 | 0.025 | -0.5905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 32 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.465814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.663611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280021 | 0.15825 | 0 | 0.172142 | 0 | 0.242252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | midnightsii | 2019/03/28 | DAE get paranoid about diet drinks from soda dispensers? whenever I get diet soda/drinks from the dispensers in the dining hall at my college I'm scared they mixed it up with a non-diet drink or ran out and put something else in... even if it tastes like fake sugar :( | 6.348397 | 6.350864 | 6.146923 | 81.864744 | 65.730769 | 7.702564 | 28.871795 | 6.427356 | 1.439287 | 211 | 6 | 39 | 1 | 3 | 66 | 41 | 52 | 0.193 | 0.762 | 0.044 | -0.8126 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 21 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.79379 | 0 | 0 | 0.225635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | xox_morbid | 2019/03/28 | When you have an ED and you’re fat Like no ones concerned I’ve dropped almost 10lbs since the 15th.
🤷♀️ Yay?
Sorry. Just wanted to share. | -3.14681 | -3.716345 | -0.924086 | 107.82276 | 140.935484 | 1.377778 | 9.896057 | 3.1291 | -2.310379 | 109 | 2 | 27 | 0 | 9 | 35 | 30 | 31 | 0.107 | 0.644 | 0.248 | 0.6808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.501566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.414339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.560702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Soft_Pretzel89 | 2019/03/28 | Gastroparesis PSA I’ve seen a few posts here and there with people who have confirmed gastroparesis on here, but wanted to address the issue it poses to this community. I feel there is an appalling lack of literature on the risks of developing gastroparesis from eating disorders. I’ve been told 25% of cases of gastropa... | 6.733462 | 9.369613 | 6.78242 | 67.94635 | 66.866242 | 9.926311 | 34.369917 | 10.21489 | 4.219962 | 1,475 | 70 | 219 | 40 | 26 | 470 | 183 | 314 | 0.136 | 0.752 | 0.112 | -0.869 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 38 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 4 | 11 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 18 | 0 | 23 | 23 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 52 | 36 | 20 | 1 | 8 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 23 | 11 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 13 | 3 | 46 | 26 | 10 | 25 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 16 | 13 | 0 | 10 | 7 | 157 | 29 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0.098956 | 0 | 0 | 0.099091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084668 | 0.061815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105242 | 0 | 0.232436 | 0.103791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099338 | 0 | 0.311285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100406 | 0 | 0.107947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067969 | 0 | 0 | 0.100717 | 0.199725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226891 | 0 | 0.258631 | 0.091521 | 0 | 0 | 0.102808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107777 | 0 | 0.07519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107992 | 0.206142 | 0 | 0.107901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210903 | 0 | 0 | 0.222623 | 0 | 0 | 0.097117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080806 | 0 | 0 | 0.229116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10601 | 0.116084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05913 | 0 | 0 | 0.096896 | 0 | 0 | 0.110299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119622 | 0.08049 | 0 | 0.123483 | 0 | 0 | 0.091502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Mexipads | 2019/03/28 | my BF can’t even get hard anymore fml We just started living together like 4 months ago and I’ve gained what everyone says is “relationship weight” and EVERYONE NOTICES IT BECAUSE ITS A WHOLE FUCKING 10 LBS.
I feel disgusting but I work 45 hours a week and I go to school 12 hours on top of that so I never have time t... | 0.19795 | 2.436675 | 2.186422 | 94.320946 | 87.761468 | 5.372195 | 21.687368 | 6.844919 | 0.498651 | 807 | 29 | 182 | 11 | 26 | 268 | 119 | 218 | 0.198 | 0.687 | 0.115 | -0.9738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 13 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 16 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 33 | 30 | 21 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 16 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 26 | 5 | 17 | 28 | 2 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 11 | 2 | 2 | 12 | 105 | 34 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221358 | 0 | 0 | 0.213495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112972 | 0.079808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103278 | 0.116732 | 0 | 0.063489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100074 | 0 | 0 | 0.118746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112058 | 0 | 0.220031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163733 | 0 | 0.098645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.508747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084963 | 0.118871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088839 | 0 | 0.11306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126205 | 0.114673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08961 | 0.136037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pothosgonerogue | 2019/03/28 | Feel like I’ll find some understanding here. Flared as shitpost bc
After like two weeks on constipation I FINALLY SHIT TODAY. Actually it happened twice and was so much that I was shocked it was all inside me waiting to get out.
I feel like most people irl won’t appreciate my shit glory. I’ve been eating maintenance... | 3.4716 | 5.116424 | 5.1442 | 80.4451 | 73.4 | 8.52 | 27.7 | 9.120679 | 2.35172 | 495 | 19 | 97 | 11 | 10 | 168 | 89 | 125 | 0.127 | 0.796 | 0.077 | -0.7298 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 19 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 13 | 4 | 13 | 12 | 5 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 11 | 59 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200432 | 0.283189 | 0 | 0.217119 | 0.181151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175268 | 0 | 0.177548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352339 | 0 | 0 | 0.108926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.406899 | 0.163953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193613 | 0.206333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127634 |
EDAnonymous | EngineeringAvalon | 2019/03/28 | Expired Quest Bars Question Have any of you eaten an expired quest bar and lived to tell the tale? What was it like?
My local grocery store is having a massive sale on them but they expire in a week. I'm wondering if I should still stock up. | 2.958265 | 4.58333 | 3.63648 | 90.809413 | 74.714286 | 5.716327 | 24.494898 | 5.985473 | 0.553608 | 190 | 6 | 39 | 1 | 4 | 60 | 45 | 49 | 0 | 0.954 | 0.046 | 0.2755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 25 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200169 | 0 | 0.361791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.458981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.444325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | SummerShandied | 2019/03/28 | Flare-up / relapse and I don't know what to do Just a rant. Feel free to chime in if you relate.
It seems like talking about my eating habits make them worse. I'm doing just OMAD and snacking but I feel guilty for all of it. I know it's bad for me but I just can't seem to will myself to eat more? It just sucks. I told... | -1.3375 | 0.590277 | 1.198333 | 100.72 | 92.333333 | 4.2 | 13 | 5.683918 | -1.23915 | 410 | 6 | 104 | 3 | 15 | 139 | 76 | 120 | 0.198 | 0.769 | 0.033 | -0.9674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 25 | 24 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 16 | 3 | 12 | 21 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 68 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.574294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178591 | 0.129699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14908 | 0.340625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217216 | 0 | 0.119875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ocery | 2019/03/28 | What’s your story? I’m just curious on how other people ended up in the same situation I’m facing. I also find that sharing stories is comforting as we often feel like we can’t talk about this aspect of our lives to anyone. | 4.56471 | 5.149881 | 6.807391 | 73.567319 | 69.652174 | 8.742029 | 26.202899 | 8.841846 | 2.08569 | 179 | 5 | 32 | 3 | 3 | 64 | 42 | 46 | 0 | 0.782 | 0.218 | 0.8519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 24 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192172 | 0.271519 | 0 | 0 | 0.347373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185681 | 0 | 0.335605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.427209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | External_Interaction | 2019/03/28 | It shouldn't take me too long to get back to a pre-recovery weight And that is reassuring as fuck. I'm about 120 lbs (idk tho, ate like this this week) and I regret even trying to recover. It pulled my whole life off course and surprise, nothing actually got better. At least when I was thin I had being thin. It gives m... | 1.756132 | 2.881012 | 3.886549 | 89.843483 | 76.865169 | 7.332905 | 21.70305 | 7.957252 | 0.729761 | 636 | 16 | 151 | 10 | 14 | 219 | 105 | 178 | 0.15 | 0.797 | 0.053 | -0.9519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 13 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 17 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 17 | 33 | 17 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 16 | 5 | 21 | 19 | 4 | 27 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 13 | 4 | 1 | 13 | 98 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165617 | 0.135208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106903 | 0.146406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299263 | 0.084562 | 0.155265 | 0 | 0.135756 | 0.12945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165507 | 0.228645 | 0.079074 | 0 | 0 | 0.286472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.46591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12983 | 0.197095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180704 | 0 | 0.156022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Shadowed-Heart | 2019/03/28 | Looking for a place where you can share stories, help others freely, and get help yourself whenever you need? Angel's Wings Support is a peer-support Discord server where you can do all of that. Angel's Wings Support is a Discord server dedicated to helping anyone who may need a little bit of help. We help people with ... | 3.383158 | 6.486648 | 4.05403 | 80.210488 | 82.383459 | 6.500271 | 28.280752 | 7.770157 | 2.315948 | 1,764 | 81 | 290 | 33 | 50 | 559 | 185 | 399 | 0.046 | 0.724 | 0.23 | 0.9972 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 83 | 11 | 15 | 6 | 2 | 12 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 31 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 69 | 60 | 29 | 0 | 12 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 22 | 30 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 7 | 2 | 4 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 34 | 21 | 34 | 51 | 6 | 22 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 62 | 13 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 191 | 56 | 13 | 0.061954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043319 | 0 | 0.050983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069689 | 0 | 0 | 0.069095 | 0.04092 | 0 | 0 | 0.059199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09573 | 0 | 0.097105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131708 | 0 | 0 | 0.415262 | 0 | 0 | 0.123068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.030267 | 0.062094 | 0 | 0 | 0.052025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134971 | 0 | 0.124824 | 0.124869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068792 | 0 | 0 | 0.171803 | 0.054096 | 0.129457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059334 | 0 | 0 | 0.118563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.703042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041159 | 0 | 0.060869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | anni_wannabe | 2019/03/28 | How do you guys incorporate working out in a "healthy" manner while restricting? Hi friends,
I have started working out recently and during a hot yoga class I got extremely light headed and had to take a break (I think I was dehydrated). I was wondering what I could do for harm reduction if I want to work out while re... | 5.004368 | 8.104656 | 4.727126 | 78.388851 | 74.172414 | 8.004598 | 31.505747 | 8.841846 | 3.132416 | 399 | 19 | 65 | 9 | 9 | 122 | 67 | 87 | 0.069 | 0.84 | 0.091 | 0.4314 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 18 | 17 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 9 | 10 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 40 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190691 | 0 | 0 | 0.23608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179267 | 0 | 0 | 0.219511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258563 | 0.520732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | catapultand | 2019/03/28 | I‘m overweight for the first time in my life I fucking cant. I havent weighed myself in months because I always get so obsessive and about my weight. Well I‘ve stopped restricting but have been bingeing. And now I‘m at a bmi of 24.4. Holy shit. I started restricting when I was 10 fucking pounds lighter. God I‘m sorry, ... | 1.502428 | 4.226794 | 1.707771 | 94.638817 | 92.561644 | 4.846326 | 25.814446 | 6.574016 | 1.139395 | 304 | 14 | 59 | 4 | 11 | 91 | 58 | 73 | 0.253 | 0.687 | 0.061 | -0.9109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 7 | 12 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 34 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.493365 | 0.139409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212983 | 0 | 0 | 0.197853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298697 | 0.188866 | 0 | 0 | 0.223084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.32493 | 0.239915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | avakadava | 2019/03/28 | Does anyone feel like life is on hold til they get to their goal weight? I swear I wont be able to feel myself until Im skinny. RIP me til then | -0.087273 | 1.287124 | 1.930303 | 100.815455 | 82.636364 | 4.4 | 11 | 3.1291 | -1.909436 | 111 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 3 | 37 | 28 | 33 | 0.039 | 0.879 | 0.081 | 0.3182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 16 | 6 | 1 | 0.366423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.370549 | 0.261772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258815 | 0.179016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.446204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Trip_the_light3020 | 2019/03/28 | I just know I'll never get better That flicker of hope always goes with the slightest breeze. It has been 19 years. I should've known better. Hope is a bitter poison.
Nothing lasts. I truly, truly, felt some hope early February with this new therapist. But the ED is insanely jealous and grew louder after a trigger.... | 1.989039 | 4.624069 | 3.527043 | 85.112787 | 83.258065 | 6.02509 | 23.449821 | 7.38713 | 1.311616 | 629 | 23 | 115 | 10 | 18 | 207 | 106 | 155 | 0.221 | 0.617 | 0.162 | -0.6397 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 30 | 28 | 7 | 3 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 14 | 8 | 13 | 25 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 9 | 73 | 25 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084777 | 0 | 0.092219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.483498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089177 | 0.132268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165927 | 0.114613 | 0 | 0 | 0.143283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108313 | 0 | 0 | 0.176755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125149 | 0.156717 | 0.172571 | 0 | 0 | 0.155698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109955 | 0.12341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188403 | 0 | 0.103973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186597 | 0 | 0 | 0.118131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208987 |
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