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EDAnonymous | mvbftw | 2020/01/23 | Made the mistake of confessing my ED to a toxic friend She is one of the reasons why I obsess so much about my eating habits and body. Since I have known her, she has been constantly making comments about how little I eat, making fun of it, making me very self aware of it.
She kept complaining about not being able to ... | 4.31062 | 5.334551 | 4.70828 | 86.790112 | 70.505376 | 7.658561 | 24.522746 | 7.882392 | 1.141332 | 734 | 19 | 150 | 9 | 13 | 232 | 101 | 186 | 0.096 | 0.803 | 0.102 | 0.4954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 16 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 11 | 9 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 34 | 25 | 18 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 7 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 30 | 4 | 22 | 15 | 4 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 23 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 104 | 37 | 1 | 0.246239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108889 | 0 | 0.273516 | 0 | 0 | 0.251437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282211 | 0 | 0.107743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377946 | 0 | 0.138493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148877 | 0 | 0.095122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116499 | 0.328733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098273 | 0 | 0.090507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09811 | 0 | 0.12844 | 0 | 0 | 0.101846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107612 | 0.113352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101586 | 0.072619 | 0 | 0 | 0.149926 | 0 | 0 | 0.111096 | 0.137458 | 0.141581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087461 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | iwannaberepulsive | 2020/01/23 | God is Good spent all day yesterday stressing out about my girlfriend taking me to noodle box today but lucky me woke up with a violent stomach flu causing me to vomit every 20 min! literally blacked out halfway thru puking and my girlfriend came home from work and found me asleep in our bed with a bowl full of puke n... | 10.125225 | 6.99586 | 9.338108 | 72.046982 | 60.351351 | 12.028829 | 39.531532 | 9.725611 | 3.704402 | 302 | 11 | 57 | 4 | 3 | 96 | 60 | 74 | 0.203 | 0.637 | 0.16 | -0.7241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 14 | 4 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 34 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320773 | 0 | 0.288111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180875 | 0 | 0.241561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Necroexia | 2020/01/23 | Does anyone else get exhausted after eating? I usually restrict and stuff but lately I've been trying to eat more meals cause university is back in session and my brain needs calories to function but after every meal I feel so fatigued and I dont know why. Its normal meals too like around 300-500 cals. Like I just dont... | 1.689885 | 4.348466 | 3.009519 | 87.957356 | 85.461538 | 5.096154 | 20.432692 | 6.627428 | 0.507808 | 263 | 8 | 49 | 3 | 8 | 85 | 51 | 65 | 0.117 | 0.785 | 0.098 | -0.0578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 6 | 8 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 28 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136435 | 0.199927 | 0 | 0.173702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170754 | 0 | 0.457367 | 0 | 0 | 0.399321 | 0.163001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107235 | 0 | 0.220108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | stoopidskinnystoner | 2020/01/23 | I hate myself I just ate half a fajita then chewed the other half and spit it out cause I’m a fat ass and now I feel bloated and ugly and I’m probably gunna go purge then workout now.i wish someone would just remind me that I don’t need to eat cause I’m already fat. | -0.371477 | 1.716782 | 2.097143 | 95.039322 | 88.830508 | 4.727361 | 16.903148 | 6.182691 | -0.370997 | 211 | 5 | 48 | 2 | 7 | 72 | 42 | 59 | 0.18 | 0.773 | 0.046 | -0.8316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 13 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 27 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.585902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202579 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | louisagoth | 2020/01/23 | Are there any diet pills which are actually effective? Is it just a fad or has anyone had any success using them? | 3.338182 | 5.563379 | 5.327273 | 76.460909 | 75.363636 | 8.036364 | 24.636364 | 8.841846 | 2.113745 | 90 | 3 | 16 | 2 | 2 | 31 | 20 | 22 | 0 | 0.665 | 0.335 | 0.8426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.485691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.676916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.348009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.429859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tiredanddisappointed | 2020/01/23 | "How'd you go from anorexia to this?" My ex used to literally fuel my ed, that was a big reason why i left her.
I've been in recovery now for months, on birth control to get a normal period again, not allowed to exercise much.
But a relatively new friend (that i care way too much about) from uni is fucking everythin... | 2.287782 | 3.710618 | 4.009865 | 88.280856 | 76.060811 | 7.365766 | 22.130631 | 8.076483 | 0.916897 | 1,103 | 29 | 246 | 18 | 24 | 371 | 159 | 296 | 0.078 | 0.797 | 0.125 | 0.8987 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 40 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 16 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 19 | 13 | 2 | 10 | 2 | 48 | 45 | 22 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 13 | 11 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 4 | 30 | 8 | 32 | 27 | 7 | 32 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 40 | 10 | 1 | 3 | 17 | 144 | 44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093625 | 0 | 0.093484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102838 | 0 | 0 | 0.100717 | 0.118265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105084 | 0 | 0.080238 | 0.09383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.469107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332615 | 0 | 0.141679 | 0.084766 | 0.095808 | 0 | 0.156328 | 0 | 0.073333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099041 | 0.0957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099621 | 0 | 0 | 0.044795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061204 | 0 | 0 | 0.199754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073186 | 0 | 0.202208 | 0 | 0 | 0.088555 | 0 | 0 | 0.089836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176216 | 0.094272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174436 | 0.072915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053465 | 0 | 0 | 0.350454 | 0 | 0.062251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158381 | 0 | 0 | 0.054081 | 0.072779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084997 | 0.082736 | 0 | 0 | 0.176771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | OneWhoClicks | 2020/01/23 | My partner has an eating disorder and I don't know how to help Hello Everyone,
I'm sorry if I shouldn't post here but I am just trying to look for assistance in helping/supporting my partner. She has an eating disorder and been diagnosed with Anorexia. She has days even weeks where she is feeling depressed over her we... | 2.768164 | 4.2635 | 3.907559 | 89.207633 | 74.943925 | 6.920669 | 24.217561 | 7.571293 | 1.008064 | 2,042 | 63 | 436 | 26 | 43 | 664 | 208 | 535 | 0.111 | 0.696 | 0.192 | 0.996 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 37 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 25 | 26 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 57 | 17 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 92 | 105 | 42 | 1 | 18 | 22 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 2 | 10 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 23 | 25 | 12 | 3 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 17 | 101 | 16 | 61 | 82 | 10 | 39 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 76 | 17 | 0 | 13 | 18 | 321 | 124 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.054941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11167 | 0.039367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052633 | 0 | 0.052896 | 0.043292 | 0 | 0.137281 | 0.124359 | 0.047908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062537 | 0 | 0.06285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057836 | 0 | 0.048498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072618 | 0 | 0.048492 | 0.057144 | 0 | 0.058822 | 0.193576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345657 | 0 | 0.063331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074372 | 0 | 0 | 0.053798 | 0.050599 | 0.055073 | 0 | 0 | 0.085402 | 0.080442 | 0 | 0 | 0.051458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117659 | 0.054009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239732 | 0.100868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113211 | 0 | 0 | 0.055919 | 0 | 0 | 0.060271 | 0.127113 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050042 | 0 | 0 | 0.154706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057571 | 0 | 0.137528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047278 | 0.251944 | 0 | 0 | 0.101627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082775 | 0.083492 | 0.043422 | 0.108751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076301 | 0.042819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060968 | 0.053745 | 0 | 0.049159 | 0 | 0.061801 | 0 | 0 | 0.05392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057886 | 0 | 0.060446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134317 | 0 | 0 | 0.089728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043343 | 0.055683 | 0.126048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098418 | 0 | 0 | 0.130739 | 0.037404 | 0.07215 | 0 | 0.044696 | 0.032829 | 0 | 0 | 0.107595 | 0 | 0.191122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199245 | 0 | 0.045161 | 0.411353 | 0 | 0.052191 | 0 | 0 | 0.064743 | 0 | 0 | 0.040987 | 0.114352 | 0 | 0.079989 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | PM-ME-UR-SUCCULENTS | 2020/01/23 | Buying food and then throwing it out Today I ordered some food for myself because I'm on vacation and haven't gotten groceries. I've actually been eating a normal amount but I've also been drinking a lot and I don't even want to think about the calories in all those beers. I'm legitimately afraid to step on the scale w... | 1.733577 | 3.619614 | 3.531625 | 89.053564 | 79 | 5.89024 | 22.007154 | 6.836019 | 0.534062 | 776 | 23 | 164 | 8 | 19 | 260 | 116 | 206 | 0.127 | 0.778 | 0.095 | -0.8196 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 13 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 31 | 31 | 16 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 11 | 15 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 18 | 5 | 22 | 21 | 8 | 25 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 2 | 12 | 104 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086609 | 0.126463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101614 | 0 | 0.21228 | 0 | 0 | 0.091872 | 0 | 0 | 0.068511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157344 | 0.22231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.752571 | 0 | 0 | 0.095895 | 0.054194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108017 | 0.057006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202705 | 0.103963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203263 | 0.09953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07889 | 0.110374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068912 | 0.066465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122363 | 0.082335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | justmemeinanddreamin | 2020/01/23 | Cant eat anymore?? Food has absolutely no flavor and it sucks. Im forcing myself to eat as Ive noticed im literally drained lately to a point I cant hold conversation. Anywhomst Im forcing down spaghetti and once again all I feel is the texture and its pissing me tf off at this point. Like I shouldnt have to try to eat... | 1.35025 | 3.436906 | 3.5025 | 87.7625 | 81.25 | 5.5 | 25 | 6.627428 | 0.893 | 302 | 12 | 63 | 3 | 8 | 103 | 56 | 80 | 0.179 | 0.79 | 0.031 | -0.8946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 9 | 10 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 37 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166184 | 0.117168 | 0.171694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.514395 | 0.139982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.54301 | 0.174899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190779 | 0 | 0.178456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rayckul | 2020/01/23 | Confused??treatment????insurance????? Honestly don’t rly know what to do because ya girl did IOP for a total of 2 days (ok actually tho the first day was just me meeting my team and doing a bunch of meetings with the clinical director and the nurses and then having dinner with the other girls there, and the second day ... | 2.608432 | 4.46523 | 3.853054 | 87.885239 | 76.28223 | 7.240084 | 23.32669 | 8.109357 | 1.19585 | 1,115 | 34 | 234 | 19 | 25 | 364 | 152 | 287 | 0.042 | 0.895 | 0.063 | 0.6867 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 58 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 13 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 21 | 3 | 27 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 50 | 41 | 31 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 13 | 29 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 4 | 4 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 20 | 3 | 31 | 5 | 33 | 17 | 5 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 26 | 14 | 1 | 2 | 17 | 171 | 44 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0.132271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108394 | 0 | 0.146861 | 0 | 0.092174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.524487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138708 | 0.317712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125308 | 0 | 0 | 0.077033 | 0 | 0.32522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06622 | 0 | 0 | 0.119952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128933 | 0.10779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bananamind | 2020/01/23 | [TW weight gain and guilt] - Everything is fine. I'm triggering myself watching TV. Everything is fine. Please delete if not appropriate. I'm posting here because I just don't know where else I can share this.
TW weight gain, self hate and guilt
I dunno if you've watched this programme, "Secret Eaters", but it's ab... | 3.208936 | 5.62526 | 3.795357 | 86.355518 | 76.593583 | 6.7224 | 26.43167 | 7.793538 | 1.613947 | 772 | 30 | 147 | 12 | 18 | 243 | 118 | 187 | 0.137 | 0.702 | 0.161 | -0.3326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 36 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 8 | 13 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 28 | 24 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 8 | 7 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 18 | 8 | 16 | 21 | 5 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 85 | 29 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294305 | 0.120134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145428 | 0.102737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075134 | 0 | 0 | 0.12062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128825 | 0.141982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127824 | 0 | 0 | 0.158067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099699 | 0 | 0 | 0.157859 | 0 | 0 | 0.137729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084822 | 0.114149 | 0 | 0.700483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092608 |
EDAnonymous | 120c | 2020/01/23 | DAE restrict purely as self harm? I’m fairly new to all of this although I’ve had bad habits for a while and always been somewhat thin.
I have been diagnosed with major depressive disorder and I am no stranger to self harm but I more recently started restricting calories as a more pervasive way to hurt myself.
I li... | 3.583172 | 6.31575 | 4.683866 | 78.783824 | 77.088235 | 7.709244 | 28.831933 | 8.63404 | 2.698052 | 582 | 26 | 99 | 13 | 14 | 190 | 92 | 136 | 0.299 | 0.641 | 0.06 | -0.989 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 21 | 19 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 9 | 4 | 16 | 14 | 6 | 13 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 64 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0.149409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395609 | 0.155399 | 0 | 0 | 0.175472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14787 | 0.16283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139382 | 0.479168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117868 | 0 | 0 | 0.216738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121528 | 0.122812 | 0.186442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167397 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Mogsternaut | 2020/01/23 | Chest pains? (TW numbers briefly included) So...are they just a gastric side effect by any chance? I usually do 20/4 IF most days, with OMAD of 200-400 cals. If I eat anything more or decide to try a day without IF and have an evening meal, I end up purging (not necessarily binging, but I hate food in my stomach in the... | 6.582279 | 5.877153 | 7.108689 | 77.526854 | 65.434426 | 10.130643 | 35.982346 | 9.466823 | 3.204896 | 965 | 42 | 191 | 16 | 13 | 318 | 150 | 244 | 0.101 | 0.807 | 0.092 | -0.2853 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 45 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 17 | 16 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 36 | 35 | 17 | 0 | 5 | 16 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 17 | 4 | 33 | 29 | 5 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 15 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 117 | 23 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140259 | 0 | 0.163502 | 0.130686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129709 | 0.105893 | 0 | 0.112273 | 0 | 0.282746 | 0.16745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128189 | 0.090559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198683 | 0 | 0.072042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069665 | 0.103328 | 0 | 0 | 0.275454 | 0 | 0 | 0.061929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085897 | 0 | 0.40465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100806 | 0 | 0 | 0.202025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107405 | 0.097587 | 0 | 0 | 0.089723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242253 | 0 | 0.086063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13961 | 0 | 0.074767 | 0 | 0.101681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | SadBoiH0urs | 2020/01/23 | I’ve been binging non stop for the last couple days... I don’t care about being thin anymore, maybe if I get fat enough, I will be too ugly for anybody to want to use me again. It’s better to be fat, than to get raped again. | 3.173605 | 2.90721 | 4.265714 | 93.570952 | 72.469388 | 6.533333 | 22.455782 | 3.1291 | -0.152842 | 171 | 3 | 42 | 0 | 3 | 56 | 38 | 49 | 0.185 | 0.679 | 0.136 | -0.5719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 25 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.348656 | 0 | 0.203216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272148 | 0 | 0 | 0.185856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | M9873 | 2020/01/23 | I’m confused So I had lab work done about 8 months ago and I was in a normal BMI range and I had a lot of flags in my blood work. I had a follow done with new blood work after losing 30 pounds and having an underweight BMI and my lab work came back with only 1 flag. So my labs got better?? Even though technically I’m n... | 0.937955 | 3.041001 | 2.875438 | 91.5903 | 82.896104 | 5.927922 | 16.118506 | 7.168622 | -0.136219 | 287 | 5 | 64 | 4 | 8 | 96 | 52 | 77 | 0.076 | 0.883 | 0.041 | -0.3695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 13 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 38 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138475 | 0.202917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.405331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221558 | 0 | 0.168368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19127 | 0 | 0 | 0.194039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.576707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | puddingitin | 2020/01/23 | Back to school stress I just started another semester at college and have this project that I was supposed to finish over winter break due tomorrow. I have been super stressed about it and have been relapsing/ unable to get myself to eat a full meal (I'm eating like two bananas if I eat anything). I really hope that wh... | 8.838182 | 6.908256 | 8.678636 | 72.025455 | 61.727273 | 11.527273 | 40.181818 | 10.125757 | 4.065559 | 360 | 16 | 65 | 6 | 4 | 117 | 65 | 88 | 0.11 | 0.761 | 0.129 | 0.4019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 17 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 10 | 13 | 1 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 42 | 13 | 4 | 0.187683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144317 | 0 | 0.11441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.576139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098057 | 0 | 0.106664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132843 | 0 | 0 | 0.156911 | 0.42998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204145 | 0.183339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | paranormalpleb | 2020/01/23 | Like most college students I'm studying in the library, but I'm also sitting in a corner eating Gerber Blueberry Puffs. They taste better than I thought they would tbh. | 7.135161 | 8.275487 | 6.822742 | 73.754113 | 64.16129 | 7.490323 | 38.080645 | 7.168622 | 3.159826 | 137 | 7 | 20 | 1 | 2 | 43 | 26 | 31 | 0 | 0.817 | 0.183 | 0.6808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.407972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.451192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.522017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.405007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3624 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | carbsandcaffeine | 2020/01/23 | My intern and I were in line at Starbucks when she told me, "I only eat healthy because I see food as sustenance and not enjoyment." When we approach the cashier, she orders... a Venti Iced Coffee with 4 pumps of vanilla, 3 pumps of white mocha, topped with whipped cream, and an everything bagel with cream cheese.
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EDAnonymous | helloiwillnotusethis | 2020/01/23 | I told my mum I wasn’t hungry, and she said, “Well you go through cycles. Remember the other day you said it was a big eating day for you?”. Listen maybe I’m being melodramatic but that’s revolting. I’m ashamed to even post this. And I did NOT use that terminology | 0.394921 | 2.794351 | 2.933386 | 87.771667 | 89.740741 | 6.048677 | 18.825397 | 7.44753 | 0.624829 | 206 | 6 | 44 | 4 | 7 | 71 | 42 | 54 | 0.084 | 0.885 | 0.031 | -0.5574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 28 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.360993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317044 | 0 | 0.532451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | emaaha50 | 2020/01/23 | Why am I the way that I am My sweet old coworker came up to me and personally offered me a brownie, and I didn’t want to refuse. I then took it with me to the bathroom and flushed it down the toilet. I know I’m being wasteful and should have just politely declined but I couldn’t. I hate myself lol | 2.190938 | 3.385895 | 3.967625 | 89.414875 | 75.875 | 6.995 | 26.8625 | 7.554174 | 1.288129 | 234 | 9 | 53 | 3 | 5 | 79 | 45 | 64 | 0.108 | 0.78 | 0.111 | -0.2023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 12 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 39 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.418331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.406372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215734 | 0.290322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | balienated | 2020/01/23 | A true story Me to my dog: here lil baby, come come, over here
My dog: walks away
Me: YOU THINK IM FAT TOO, HUH!? IS IT BECAUSE I GAINED WEIGHT?...I get it..I did gain weight but I thought your love was unconditional.... 🥺😢😢😩💔👎 | -4.04552 | -4.08903 | -0.640392 | 106.641312 | 132.72549 | 2.353544 | 11.766214 | 4.713531 | -1.835924 | 167 | 4 | 47 | 1 | 13 | 58 | 41 | 51 | 0 | 0.744 | 0.256 | 0.9139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256192 | 0 | 0 | 0.166224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.46978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174723 | 0 | 0.216478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.664103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mandyjulieannne | 2020/01/23 | My Eating Disorder is Evolving I don't know what to do here. I've had disordered eating for most of my (27F) life. It's always restriction, restriction, restriction, binge, binge, binge. Until about a month ago, I'd almost never had the urge to make myself throw up after eating. I'd just feel guilty and find other ways... | 2.779511 | 4.934231 | 3.70136 | 87.794041 | 76.815126 | 7.352483 | 22.582888 | 8.296473 | 1.312624 | 475 | 14 | 95 | 9 | 11 | 152 | 75 | 119 | 0.076 | 0.91 | 0.014 | -0.5859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 22 | 18 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 19 | 14 | 3 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 63 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132699 | 0 | 0.149902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.514703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.612716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164541 | 0.122024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238976 | 0 | 0 | 0.111 | 0.115457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118844 | 0.08729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | wavybabyyy | 2020/01/23 | No eating logic I eat a rice crispy, high in calories because i’m like hey i deserve this right ? :) then i eat it and then my brain goes OK that’s enough food, you can’t eat the next day and a half because of the rice crispy you ate today LIKE THAT MAKES NO LOGICAL SENSE but then it does bc my brain is MEAN to me some... | -1.127714 | 0.917702 | 0.820714 | 102.536786 | 93.857143 | 3.761905 | 14.166667 | 5.288315 | -1.284048 | 369 | 7 | 93 | 2 | 14 | 120 | 69 | 105 | 0.176 | 0.724 | 0.101 | -0.8941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 12 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 15 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 4 | 6 | 14 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 49 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.341815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.626628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204388 | 0 | 0 | 0.166768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351926 | 0.145119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ambivalentways | 2020/01/23 | My bf's family told me I look super skinny today and that I need to gain weight But other people, like family friends, tell me I look "so good and healthy" and I dont know if I want to eat or restrict.
I'm 5ft tall and 45kg. My gw is 40.
I think I want to recover, but I dont know. I'm getting mixed signals.
Am I prett... | -1.507802 | 0.138129 | 1.963396 | 97.194104 | 89.32967 | 5.398242 | 16.792308 | 6.742158 | -0.308095 | 297 | 7 | 78 | 4 | 10 | 108 | 54 | 91 | 0.131 | 0.633 | 0.237 | 0.8717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 20 | 11 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 15 | 4 | 4 | 19 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 40 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.555739 | 0 | 0 | 0.161736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122117 | 0 | 0.08258 | 0 | 0 | 0.132574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265463 | 0.17683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149823 | 0.151034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186457 | 0 | 0 | 0.384951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | princess-kitty-belle | 2020/01/23 | Back on my bullshit Soooo the guy I've been kinda seeing has just told me he isn't over his ex, so naturally I wanna go head first into a big old fucking relapse so I get skinny and I'm attractive to no-one.
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EDAnonymous | sadmilktea | 2020/01/23 | Broke up with my boyfriend and broke my no-binge streak today i woke up with puffy eyes, my body is bloated, and my heart just feels broken. i had gone so long without crying a lot and i hadn’t binged for over a week. the relationship wasn’t compatible and i know that for the long run it was the right decision. but sti... | 4.310986 | 5.386544 | 4.240958 | 89.948761 | 70.549296 | 7.933521 | 24.059155 | 8.238736 | 1.01262 | 281 | 7 | 62 | 4 | 5 | 86 | 49 | 71 | 0.145 | 0.827 | 0.028 | -0.7959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 39 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.424428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257454 | 0 | 0.409573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | atlaspleasee | 2020/01/23 | I feel like I'm competing and I don't like it In December of last year I got weighed at the psychiatrists office and I weighed a lot less than I did the last time I went. Since then she's been asking me how much I weigh now. She's on this health kick and doing all these crazy restrictive diets. She does this stuff in c... | 3.389655 | 4.871899 | 4.56714 | 85.158567 | 73.311927 | 7.698219 | 23.373988 | 8.313333 | 1.270149 | 852 | 23 | 174 | 14 | 17 | 280 | 117 | 218 | 0.032 | 0.878 | 0.09 | 0.9081 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 11 | 15 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 34 | 28 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 14 | 12 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 35 | 5 | 21 | 20 | 9 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 19 | 10 | 0 | 5 | 19 | 124 | 49 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103823 | 0 | 0.235895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129136 | 0.110408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118938 | 0 | 0.127586 | 0.180265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107316 | 0.15256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30819 | 0.126451 | 0 | 0 | 0.105947 | 0.141147 | 0 | 0.107261 | 0 | 0 | 0.252649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185492 | 0.09355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080825 | 0.129719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097128 | 0 | 0 | 0.089301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.433288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161683 | 0 | 0 | 0.073568 | 0 | 0.11959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081246 |
EDAnonymous | SleepyFossil | 2020/01/23 | Am I being an idiot? I'm transitioning male to female and I'm finally at the point with my HRT where it should be really changing my body but the past few months I've been restricting so I'm really not too sure how that's going to affect things. Why do I expect to have fat redistribution if I refuse to put on any fat l... | 2.367342 | 3.80994 | 4.687568 | 83.422072 | 75.891892 | 8.176577 | 20.441441 | 8.841846 | 1.156323 | 277 | 6 | 60 | 6 | 6 | 97 | 59 | 74 | 0.196 | 0.738 | 0.066 | -0.8621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 12 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 8 | 8 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 36 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262207 | 0 | 0 | 0.161191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | spaghettishower | 2020/01/23 | Super scared of getting help Long story short, I suffer from disordered eating (restrictive) and it's gotten so bad that the school is contacting my parents about it tomorrow. I'm terrified. Been shaking for an hour now. I'm not ready for this.
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EDAnonymous | FeatherBark | 2020/01/23 | Back Up to My Highest Weight I feel so awful and repulsive. | 0.0175 | 2.297399 | 2.483333 | 87.945 | 99.833333 | 5.733333 | 22.666667 | 7.168622 | 1.449867 | 47 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 16 | 12 | 12 | 0.279 | 0.721 | 0 | -0.5949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.50377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.797797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | reemedies | 2020/01/23 | triggering myself by having dinner with my tall, scrawny crush [ i’m in danger.jpeg ]
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EDAnonymous | CurlyCocaina | 2020/01/23 | Yo how do you cope after a binge? Lol 2300 calories. Why am I half a second away from tears?
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EDAnonymous | yogiprincess | 2020/01/23 | I fucking hate feeling guilty all the time I eat around 1000 calories a day which is totally a deficit, but I feel like it's way too much. The weight just doesn't come off fast enough at 1000/day but anytime I try to eat less than that, there I am at the fridge picking something out. I hate eating why must we do it ugh | 1.622108 | 3.292121 | 2.191765 | 99.534608 | 78.558824 | 5.121569 | 23.098039 | 5.461319 | -0.05492 | 251 | 8 | 60 | 1 | 6 | 77 | 53 | 68 | 0.223 | 0.711 | 0.066 | -0.9017 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 13 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 7 | 10 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 38 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.613022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201946 | 0.142664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.394321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158511 | 0 | 0.243178 | 0 | 0 | 0.180196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pandapixie21 | 2020/01/23 | Is anyone else scared by how common disordered eating behaviors are? Sometimes I question if I even have symptoms of disordered eating because I'll sometimes say stuff that is very disordered and everyone around me just kind of accepts it as a fact of life. Like I binged on a brownie and chips and then made myself puke... | 4.34252 | 5.956138 | 5.129968 | 81.542456 | 71.117117 | 8.646953 | 27.473238 | 9.168548 | 2.271093 | 907 | 32 | 174 | 19 | 17 | 294 | 127 | 222 | 0.1 | 0.767 | 0.133 | 0.52 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 19 | 2 | 2 | 10 | 3 | 10 | 9 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 46 | 25 | 25 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 14 | 5 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 17 | 14 | 19 | 21 | 8 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 9 | 1 | 7 | 17 | 104 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061434 | 0.090023 | 0 | 0.078214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107117 | 0 | 0.074762 | 0 | 0.092204 | 0 | 0 | 0.097593 | 0 | 0 | 0.089715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09651 | 0.056663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.402781 | 0 | 0 | 0.089911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269708 | 0.073396 | 0 | 0.077818 | 0 | 0 | 0.116062 | 0 | 0 | 0.335816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222124 | 0.251069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091493 | 0.144857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062058 | 0.386316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149391 | 0 | 0.083135 | 0.058647 | 0.089076 | 0.088267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20961 | 0.087963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09185 | 0.100579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056297 | 0 | 0 | 0.051232 | 0 | 0.083281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072494 | 0 | 0.069739 | 0 | 0.10699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Soybeansandsprouts | 2020/01/23 | Validation - a haiku Passing out in lab
I would be so embarrassed
If I still felt shame
This happened to me in my human anatomy lab today :( I really hope no one else has been forced to realize how much damage they are doing to their body in this way, but sometimes a physical slap in the face is what it takes to sobe... | 2.713175 | 4.12599 | 3.87109 | 89.750762 | 74.925926 | 7.156402 | 24.240212 | 7.793538 | 1.066217 | 716 | 22 | 156 | 10 | 15 | 233 | 118 | 189 | 0.11 | 0.821 | 0.069 | -0.7006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 1 | 15 | 9 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 23 | 25 | 13 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 19 | 2 | 26 | 15 | 4 | 36 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 17 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 101 | 26 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174264 | 0 | 0.175136 | 0.160197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12526 | 0 | 0 | 0.101178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160533 | 0.131058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138733 | 0 | 0.140538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155822 | 0.463501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16643 | 0.158409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164625 | 0 | 0.10631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129447 | 0 | 0.249056 | 0.125844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114214 | 0 | 0 | 0.111447 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Suffering_Skye | 2020/01/23 | Really need help...how to have energy to work out without consuming food oof I just made a new group of friends I rlly love. They invited me to this free workout class tomorrow and I said okay....
Thing is I already planned to fast all of yesterday because on Friday we were planning on partying.
Idk what to do, I r... | 1.623882 | 4.01445 | 3.218715 | 88.411794 | 82.373494 | 7.062383 | 24.884873 | 8.167269 | 1.730088 | 325 | 13 | 66 | 7 | 9 | 107 | 67 | 83 | 0.09 | 0.763 | 0.147 | 0.4191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 11 | 6 | 15 | 6 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 39 | 14 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316878 | 0 | 0.404926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236515 | 0.247962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19431 | 0 | 0.253094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249274 | 0 | 0.262362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252611 | 0 | 0.190779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | satsu_maimo | 2020/01/23 | Will eating more/enough make me taller? I've heard that getting enough nutrition can help you reach your full height potential. Is it mostly getting enough calories, or getting proper nutrients like vitamin A, calcium, magnesium etc. that will help me to grow taller? Or does it even matter at all?
I only have so much ... | 5.276667 | 8.167348 | 4.98754 | 78.006071 | 72.015873 | 8.644444 | 29.547619 | 9.299571 | 3.165362 | 287 | 12 | 45 | 7 | 6 | 88 | 50 | 63 | 0.032 | 0.753 | 0.215 | 0.8534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 7 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 30 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.689739 | 0.248158 | 0.146966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.348758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 6701alt | 2020/01/23 | My friends noticed how skinny I've gotten :( The last time I saw them was around Halloween and I ran back into them on my way back to my dorm. I decided to go to the dining hall with them for dinner, even though I was over my calorie limit.
When we sat down with our food, they were concerned about mine. I had chicken... | 0.98836 | 3.24612 | 2.299441 | 94.839037 | 83.952381 | 4.414079 | 20.082816 | 5.51148 | -0.190867 | 796 | 23 | 169 | 4 | 23 | 255 | 117 | 210 | 0.088 | 0.809 | 0.103 | 0.4666 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 17 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 20 | 10 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 31 | 38 | 19 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 9 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 18 | 3 | 45 | 8 | 22 | 17 | 6 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 19 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 130 | 49 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133288 | 0.096591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107524 | 0.112917 | 0 | 0 | 0.185751 | 0 | 0.220887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124802 | 0 | 0.319107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110395 | 0 | 0.146053 | 0 | 0.186635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101428 | 0 | 0 | 0.102686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118343 | 0 | 0.550054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11867 | 0 | 0.07043 | 0 | 0 | 0.115414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284967 | 0.095873 | 0 | 0 | 0.108599 | 0.111968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245324 | 0 | 0.085802 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Current_Selection | 2020/01/23 | Hack to feel full without actually eating Here are the steps you must take:
1) take a late night class, this requiring lots of caffeine
2) go to Starbucks for said caffeine
3) order a chai tea latte with SOY milk
4) begin drinking said latte and notice incredible shooting pains in stomach while in class
5) also quickly... | 10.185929 | 7.526017 | 9.784077 | 67.439571 | 59.78534 | 12.063089 | 41.676047 | 10.125757 | 4.261664 | 798 | 34 | 139 | 12 | 8 | 260 | 133 | 191 | 0.055 | 0.906 | 0.039 | -0.636 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 13 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 24 | 24 | 16 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 8 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 25 | 18 | 5 | 28 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 89 | 16 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0.15044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15102 | 0 | 0.315492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087614 | 0 | 0.123297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084723 | 0 | 0.347802 | 0 | 0.167497 | 0.157641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14467 | 0.151046 | 0.147922 | 0.351028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104666 | 0 | 0.150594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139107 | 0 | 0 | 0.297213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tesarsoat | 2020/01/23 | I lost 30 kilos And guess what?
Its still not enough.
For years I kept a sporty physique thanks to sports and veganism but .....my life was flipped upside down and I just binged until I couldn’t feel anything else but that hole in my being.
Food was just the closest option and sugar was addictive
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EDAnonymous | jmiles00 | 2020/01/23 | water binge i guess? ate pretty low cal today but nighttime binges are my weak point. now ive filled a 64 oz measuring bowl w ice water and im chugging it w a straw in attempt to fill up my tummy so much that i cant binge. now im somehow suprised that my tummy hurts and im nauseous? but guess what i still wanna McFucki... | -0.304006 | 1.89773 | 1.945822 | 95.162989 | 90.549296 | 4.282316 | 19.156495 | 5.822114 | -0.17471 | 259 | 8 | 57 | 2 | 9 | 87 | 50 | 71 | 0.148 | 0.821 | 0.031 | -0.8321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 29 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.486535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236401 | 0 | 0.715597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208754 | 0 | 0 | 0.224662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ObviousDust | 2020/01/23 | Been in recovery for a while but relapsing due to anxiety? I have been doing pretty well recovering from my anorexia for a few years now, but I have found myself very anxious lately. I am seeing a therapist, but I am averaging about one very small meal a day.. I'm not consciously trying not to eat like I used to, but i... | 2.1274 | 4.407081 | 4.24 | 82.475 | 79.6 | 7.6 | 24 | 8.548687 | 1.8364 | 394 | 14 | 77 | 9 | 10 | 135 | 68 | 100 | 0.153 | 0.742 | 0.104 | -0.6261 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 16 | 17 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 12 | 4 | 10 | 14 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 56 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135089 | 0.199494 | 0 | 0.123474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172737 | 0 | 0 | 0.267864 | 0.126154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124729 | 0.172544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11966 | 0.134303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205032 | 0.117317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152515 | 0 | 0.291407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113717 |
EDAnonymous | mashedupcrayons | 2020/01/23 | Haha I'm in danger I have to go to the university therapist tomorrow with a friend. But I feel like this ED isnt real so can I even tell the therapist about it? I ate today. Like healthily. I hate myself for it and qant to yeet but I still ate.
Soooooo I'm a poser lol | -1.137754 | 0.916328 | 2.28625 | 91.807002 | 94.423729 | 5.661864 | 17.544492 | 7.168622 | 0.328608 | 208 | 6 | 48 | 4 | 8 | 75 | 42 | 59 | 0.08 | 0.721 | 0.199 | 0.6956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 30 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140022 | 0.197836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242046 | 0 | 0 | 0.643066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | oceanlover__ | 2020/01/23 | Dear Eating Disorder (TW) Dear Eating Disorder,
I found you when I was 15. A bloated stomach from a gluten intolerance that was making my body puffy had me online searching "ways to lose weight." I found calorie counting. I found exercise. "What is the minimum amount a woman needs to eat?" I asked Google. It was 1100... | 6.740656 | 7.089563 | 6.604286 | 77.737542 | 64.881356 | 9.522518 | 33.467312 | 9.312151 | 2.981701 | 2,473 | 98 | 444 | 41 | 35 | 781 | 295 | 590 | 0.095 | 0.822 | 0.083 | -0.8223 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 72 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 10 | 20 | 22 | 6 | 0 | 42 | 0 | 36 | 36 | 13 | 6 | 7 | 80 | 61 | 31 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 23 | 29 | 12 | 6 | 17 | 5 | 7 | 5 | 9 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 18 | 11 | 93 | 13 | 67 | 30 | 7 | 74 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 28 | 30 | 1 | 6 | 39 | 318 | 116 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057712 | 0 | 0.115999 | 0.142405 | 0 | 0.037632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070606 | 0 | 0 | 0.065305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138476 | 0.049288 | 0 | 0.06781 | 0.079625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.424505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07159 | 0.442174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.031214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105019 | 0.074647 | 0.203059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.033927 | 0.05032 | 0 | 0.065366 | 0.134145 | 0 | 0.13081 | 0.030159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069063 | 0 | 0 | 0.167148 | 0.058413 | 0.041207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062332 | 0 | 0 | 0.065612 | 0 | 0.045774 | 0.095224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129556 | 0.065743 | 0 | 0.140851 | 0.065688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098599 | 0.051611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046415 | 0 | 0.053957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072823 | 0.049 | 0.049518 | 0.225521 | 0 | 0 | 0.111408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133893 | 0.044942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238522 |
EDAnonymous | bitchewydstopp | 2020/01/23 | I know theirs more to life than being skinny but somtimes it doesnt feel like it I seriously feel like I'm not really living unless I'm skinny. Fucking weird man I hate this disorder. | 2.035 | 4.519975 | 4.282365 | 80.835439 | 81.432432 | 6.943243 | 20.060811 | 8.076483 | 1.256465 | 148 | 4 | 27 | 3 | 4 | 51 | 28 | 37 | 0.438 | 0.562 | 0 | -0.9612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334261 | 0.472274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233469 | 0.322969 | 0 | 0.291872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CaffeinatedZombieBoy | 2020/01/23 | Bitches really be auditing calories stricter than the IRS It’s me I’m Bitches MBA, CCP (certified calorie planner)
*finishes counting Reese’s wrappers from last night* | 4.583571 | 7.895019 | 4.715429 | 71.229571 | 93.285714 | 7.954286 | 44.885714 | 8.238736 | 5.935606 | 138 | 11 | 17 | 4 | 5 | 43 | 26 | 28 | 0.253 | 0.747 | 0 | -0.8316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.582908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.67108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.458116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | BigTiddyShego | 2020/01/23 | (TW just in case) DAE wish all their bones would show yet get grossed out when they feel them? im constantly body checking to see if my bones are visible, yet i get grossed out when i feel them ??? idk | -0.322114 | 1.954644 | 0.314024 | 104.982093 | 95.341463 | 4.684553 | 19.028455 | 6.427356 | -0.237589 | 154 | 5 | 38 | 2 | 6 | 46 | 31 | 41 | 0.12 | 0.817 | 0.063 | 0.3527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 20 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.389209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.366133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.402936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24891 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cholula420 | 2020/01/23 | thought i was ovulating, turns out i’m just getting healthy again you guys, i was wondering why my sex drive has been higher lately (not an extreme amount, but keep in mind i’m used to no energy for anything) and it dawned on me today that this is what its like to have a healthy one. i’ve spent a good bit of my formati... | 4.192286 | 4.850137 | 5.094286 | 85.255714 | 70.52381 | 9.047619 | 29.285714 | 9.236283 | 2.281857 | 404 | 15 | 86 | 8 | 7 | 132 | 79 | 105 | 0.054 | 0.764 | 0.183 | 0.9306 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 16 | 18 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 12 | 12 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 53 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107353 | 0.151678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110926 | 0 | 0 | 0.17808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149965 | 0.207453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.416048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168555 | 0 | 0 | 0.20125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136724 |
EDAnonymous | starshipkatia | 2020/01/24 | MPA original site down I just wondered if anyone is a member of the original mpa, site seems to have been down for a while. I rarely use it anymore but I still browse. I'm just wondering if anyone else has noticed anything? | 1.917045 | 4.490042 | 3.128364 | 88.307545 | 82.863636 | 6.247273 | 24.709091 | 7.554174 | 1.452269 | 177 | 7 | 34 | 3 | 5 | 57 | 33 | 44 | 0 | 0.916 | 0.084 | 0.3182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 23 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269149 | 0.379529 | 0.278075 | 0.223334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.588629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | abattoirette | 2020/01/24 | i think i’m actually relapsing, and i don’t know how i feel about it (long post) this is my first post. i read the rules, hopefully didn’t break any.
i have no idea what its point is or if there even is a point. i feel torn but not really. like i’m sinking and floating. maybe i just need to get words out somewhere and... | 2.676399 | 4.616733 | 4.042716 | 86.225928 | 76.347909 | 7.490511 | 24.71487 | 8.360896 | 1.572165 | 4,121 | 141 | 842 | 78 | 93 | 1,357 | 378 | 1,052 | 0.119 | 0.745 | 0.136 | 0.9449 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 150 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 12 | 60 | 61 | 3 | 5 | 41 | 4 | 82 | 26 | 1 | 8 | 17 | 152 | 150 | 77 | 0 | 13 | 48 | 2 | 9 | 8 | 2 | 8 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 57 | 35 | 12 | 8 | 17 | 4 | 3 | 9 | 37 | 19 | 0 | 12 | 38 | 18 | 100 | 42 | 115 | 94 | 30 | 143 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 33 | 61 | 0 | 19 | 78 | 568 | 157 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0.038955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.035386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.033216 | 0 | 0 | 0.081439 | 0.125576 | 0 | 0.045097 | 0.039589 | 0 | 0 | 0.03285 | 0.035536 | 0 | 0.045414 | 0.037505 | 0.092086 | 0.033331 | 0.073003 | 0 | 0.067936 | 0.08995 | 0 | 0.035305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042229 | 0 | 0 | 0.086277 | 0.134318 | 0.031872 | 0 | 0.043849 | 0.180211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204236 | 0.066694 | 0 | 0.035356 | 0.123741 | 0 | 0.131831 | 0.036109 | 0 | 0.038144 | 0 | 0.039048 | 0.075264 | 0 | 0.060553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.036485 | 0.033955 | 0 | 0 | 0.061683 | 0 | 0.145992 | 0 | 0.136121 | 0 | 0.031927 | 0.088022 | 0.087951 | 0 | 0 | 0.042495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039649 | 0.039312 | 0 | 0 | 0.045064 | 0 | 0 | 0.11884 | 0.106446 | 0 | 0.083139 | 0.087754 | 0.065079 | 0.04503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197372 | 0.156019 | 0.040009 | 0.105748 | 0.070654 | 0.067044 | 0.044659 | 0.043576 | 0 | 0 | 0.037772 | 0.053293 | 0 | 0.280728 | 0 | 0 | 0.040214 | 0.040229 | 0 | 0 | 0.093505 | 0.063726 | 0 | 0.05869 | 0.029599 | 0.123152 | 0 | 0 | 0.037461 | 0 | 0.076607 | 0 | 0.083777 | 0.042512 | 0.108201 | 0.03036 | 0 | 0.093673 | 0 | 0.216142 | 0.076214 | 0.05535 | 0.034856 | 0 | 0 | 0.188682 | 0 | 0.076463 | 0 | 0 | 0.076394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042459 | 0.07986 | 0.045437 | 0.255731 | 0.041043 | 0 | 0.042858 | 0 | 0.102272 | 0.037972 | 0.095236 | 0 | 0 | 0.03181 | 0 | 0.041644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039948 | 0.040692 | 0.033823 | 0.030732 | 0 | 0 | 0.084765 | 0 | 0.127518 | 0 | 0.091454 | 0.041732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11287 | 0 | 0 | 0.032085 | 0.034891 | 0 | 0.045651 | 0 | 0.079561 | 0.076735 | 0.07844 | 0.031691 | 0.046554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043965 | 0 | 0.047091 | 0 | 0.096062 | 0.243053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038481 | 0 | 0.029062 | 0 | 0 | 0.085072 | 0 | 0 | 0.128533 |
EDAnonymous | SilverCresent1533 | 2020/01/24 | Waking up I’m the middle of the night to release the gallon of water you call a dinner like.. I always talk to myself when I wake up in the middle of the night to release the demons.... Does anyone else just.. talk to themselves in weird voices while doing ED shit?? Now,, hear me out, I know it does not make any sense... | 2.911154 | 5.787581 | 2.918095 | 89.379683 | 81.467532 | 4.461183 | 15.049062 | 5.822114 | -0.60529 | 328 | 5 | 59 | 2 | 9 | 99 | 55 | 77 | 0.076 | 0.888 | 0.036 | -0.4725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 2 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 37 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193455 | 0 | 0 | 0.158105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162566 | 0.238219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.406917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.436363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | screechingtoad | 2020/01/24 | left airpod fell into the toilet just as i was about to purge that’s it that’s the whole post | 5.891429 | 3.789746 | 6.085714 | 88.834286 | 67.571429 | 8.4 | 21 | 3.1291 | -0.166657 | 75 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 24 | 18 | 21 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.594133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.523713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.610517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 0uijaboi | 2020/01/24 | safe foods what are your signature safe foods?? I'm writing a list of everything I can allow myself to eat since I'm sick of my fasting/binging cycle. I'm planning to eat at least once a day but stay around 500 cals so I don't binge.
My current safe foods are as follows:
Instant porridge
Options hot chocolate sachet... | 2.112018 | 4.909657 | 2.775395 | 89.264846 | 85.315789 | 4.850877 | 25.811404 | 6.427356 | 1.106035 | 395 | 17 | 72 | 4 | 12 | 123 | 73 | 95 | 0.076 | 0.725 | 0.199 | 0.8956 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 8 | 10 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 33 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.407248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.721885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | random000throwaway | 2020/01/24 | DAE get super triggered watching Drag Race? Lol I’m sure this sounds ridiculous but all the queens are so damn skinny and perfect. They’re always making ed jokes too. And the girls that aren’t skinny get so much shit for not being skinny. The show just reinforces all my crazy thoughts. 😣
Ugh I can’t imagine not watch... | 1.833046 | 4.443914 | 2.178897 | 94.661364 | 83.787234 | 3.843714 | 20.247582 | 4.851558 | -0.296838 | 379 | 11 | 74 | 1 | 11 | 115 | 65 | 94 | 0.272 | 0.578 | 0.149 | -0.9475 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 21 | 13 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 4 | 4 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 41 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295624 | 0 | 0 | 0.475008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263879 | 0.298255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242666 | 0 | 0 | 0.190529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280437 | 0.226603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | _fidgetspinner | 2020/01/24 | hobbies include - starving myself
- bingeing and purging
- making fucking spreadsheets of my weight loss projection
- never sleeping
- myfitnesspal
- hating my existence | 19.797143 | 21.149306 | 15.07619 | 24.377143 | 38.047619 | 14.114286 | 73.380952 | 13.023867 | 11.26001 | 137 | 11 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 40 | 20 | 21 | 0.198 | 0.698 | 0.105 | -0.3395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.399535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.432483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.526267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ActuallyRubbish | 2020/01/24 | The most upsetting thing happened today (TW: numbers) Okay so for context I am 5’4, was 250 lbs but lost down to 140 (which is my lowest of all times, I’ve struggled with emotional eating and binging my whole life). Unfortunately, I gained back to 200 due to a death that threw me back into my binges. Because of this, m... | 2.886664 | 4.268059 | 4.246627 | 87.359773 | 74.421687 | 7.035403 | 24.215014 | 7.610547 | 1.066973 | 1,264 | 38 | 265 | 16 | 26 | 418 | 189 | 332 | 0.139 | 0.728 | 0.133 | -0.493 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 37 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 17 | 2 | 3 | 20 | 1 | 26 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 43 | 49 | 18 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 16 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 21 | 7 | 36 | 10 | 36 | 22 | 8 | 47 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 23 | 0 | 5 | 22 | 170 | 53 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12396 | 0 | 0.186937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105015 | 0 | 0 | 0.345504 | 0 | 0.205429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099348 | 0 | 0.124775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114943 | 0 | 0.126358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094644 | 0 | 0.100956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135832 | 0 | 0.086787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079343 | 0.054879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09433 | 0 | 0.122623 | 0.0955 | 0 | 0.106291 | 0.074982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131561 | 0 | 0.11939 | 0 | 0.083292 | 0 | 0.216981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117873 | 0.119629 | 0.076119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242224 | 0 | 0 | 0.112924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09593 | 0.213706 | 0.08933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089708 | 0 | 0 | 0.117433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223884 | 0.071977 | 0 | 0.089179 | 0.196504 | 0 | 0.212954 | 0 | 0 | 0.152531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100999 | 0 | 0 | 0.125414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bigLlittleL | 2020/01/24 | What is your current ED obsession? So I’ve been through several different iterations of EDs over the years and I’ve been stuck on AN-B/P for almost two. I rotate between obsessions and I’m just curious where everyone else is today.
I’m obsessed with:
Baby food
protein
I’ve become fixated on TEF (protein takes mor... | 1.927943 | 4.69212 | 3.867837 | 81.284167 | 86.021277 | 7.104965 | 25.56383 | 8.167269 | 2.313315 | 582 | 25 | 101 | 14 | 18 | 196 | 99 | 141 | 0.155 | 0.77 | 0.075 | -0.8629 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 8 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 15 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 17 | 12 | 2 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 51 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082815 | 0.150039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278023 | 0.226976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08973 | 0 | 0.114462 | 0.259627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.657097 | 0 | 0 | 0.125594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095957 | 0 | 0.136161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087485 |
EDAnonymous | Victor-Graves | 2020/01/24 | Laughing at myself but lowkey crying lol Idk how to explain this but sometimes the gravity of my situation just hits me all at once and sure it sucks but I just laugh like a madman till I’m nearly sobbing. Like full on crazy. But hey at least breakdowns like that probably burn calories or something idek | 3.38023 | 6.077121 | 3.642069 | 86.168161 | 77.62069 | 5.935632 | 26.908046 | 7.168622 | 1.497646 | 246 | 10 | 44 | 3 | 6 | 76 | 49 | 58 | 0.189 | 0.525 | 0.286 | 0.836 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 8 | 3 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 29 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.478706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.347837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251446 | 0.323033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | PoorLama | 2020/01/24 | Thought I Was Okay, Then I Lost Weight I actually haven't been active here for months, was intuitively eating, even gain three pounds and was maintaining.
But unfortunately, I have severe depression and I started having an especially bad depression period (started a few weeks back), started losing weight again, and ... | 5.90363 | 7.182173 | 6.753315 | 72.648877 | 67.013699 | 9.675616 | 33.093151 | 9.888513 | 3.37886 | 621 | 27 | 109 | 14 | 10 | 206 | 93 | 146 | 0.25 | 0.665 | 0.085 | -0.9784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 12 | 10 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 26 | 27 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 7 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 4 | 13 | 2 | 9 | 19 | 1 | 21 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 72 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102792 | 0.111617 | 0.244471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086213 | 0 | 0.230277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.410365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112258 | 0.149554 | 0.291856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103102 | 0.129109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121698 | 0 | 0.151021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106127 | 0.07795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078848 | 0.106109 | 0.10723 | 0.325573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | briohny | 2020/01/24 | What ED do I have now? So I understand that the diagnoses are just constructions, but I was wondering out of curiosity what diagnosis I would get now... I was a typical case of anorexia, then my body just couldn't handle it anymore and I "recovered" and gained to a normal weight, aka I couldn't restrict anymore like I ... | 1.814138 | 4.385348 | 3.332885 | 86.663121 | 83.367816 | 7.388046 | 24.217241 | 8.395992 | 1.832916 | 698 | 27 | 141 | 17 | 20 | 229 | 99 | 174 | 0.092 | 0.762 | 0.146 | 0.8915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 14 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 33 | 25 | 17 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 6 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 20 | 4 | 14 | 17 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 89 | 27 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186127 | 0 | 0 | 0.146464 | 0 | 0 | 0.165384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075392 | 0.138428 | 0.082011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184888 | 0 | 0 | 0.154927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092463 | 0.141777 | 0.11456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195944 | 0 | 0 | 0.150224 | 0 | 0.124631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.527166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102509 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Forlornfiori | 2020/01/24 | Gym membership Hey people.
I just got out of an ED clinic. I was in there for a month (Bulimia non purging type) and I want to go to the gym again.
It’s winter and I’m getting stir crazy, but also I think that if I go to the gym that I’ll over do the treadmill, and get obsessive.
What have y’all done about this? Do you... | -0.692696 | 1.409469 | 2.007189 | 94.758997 | 91.298851 | 5.922257 | 18.253918 | 7.348243 | 0.379814 | 310 | 9 | 73 | 6 | 11 | 107 | 61 | 87 | 0.096 | 0.89 | 0.014 | -0.7573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 15 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 10 | 12 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 49 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.376911 | 0 | 0.409998 | 0 | 0.288492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mjtubrr | 2020/01/24 | i may be unemployed, but at least ill be skinny i got several job rejections today and now im starting a 72 hour fast to punish myself for not being good enough. even if I’m stupid and unemployed, at least I’ll be skinny. | 2.238478 | 3.995387 | 4.542826 | 82.975543 | 77.043478 | 8.078261 | 22.369565 | 8.841846 | 1.652148 | 175 | 5 | 35 | 4 | 4 | 61 | 35 | 46 | 0.365 | 0.635 | 0 | -0.9689 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 23 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351441 | 0 | 0.22465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285281 | 0.272029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367394 | 0 | 0.337522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.384245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ouaauo | 2020/01/24 | DAE feel like losing weight will fix all your life problems? Like I'll be in a fight with someone and somehow think it would have never happened if I was skinnier? | 5.851563 | 6.420631 | 5.03125 | 87.48875 | 66.8125 | 6.4 | 31.625 | 3.1291 | 1.272075 | 131 | 5 | 25 | 0 | 2 | 39 | 30 | 32 | 0.222 | 0.644 | 0.134 | -0.504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 16 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169682 | 0.239742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237034 | 0.3279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.408652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23839 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | peachycleo | 2020/01/24 | black coffee is great but i just clogged the toilet in my dorm after a binge this is a literal shitpost | 2.435714 | 4.620771 | 3.676429 | 87.406071 | 78.047619 | 6.104762 | 24.785714 | 7.168622 | 1.163457 | 83 | 3 | 16 | 1 | 2 | 27 | 19 | 21 | 0 | 0.87 | 0.13 | 0.3716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | im_a_bullfrog | 2020/01/24 | Seriously What the hell do I look like? I look up ppl with similar stats as me and their body shapes are even different from each other.
I am confusion. | 2.41 | 4.759872 | 4.043333 | 83.885 | 79 | 9.333333 | 23.333333 | 9.725611 | 2.381333 | 120 | 4 | 25 | 4 | 3 | 40 | 27 | 30 | 0.25 | 0.676 | 0.074 | -0.7184 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.46039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.43304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.696112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | yeehaw72 | 2020/01/24 | Russian roulette Drinking those low cal fizzy sweet drinks are kinda dangerous for me. I either satisfy my sweet tooth or begin aggressively craving sweet foods why cant i just have normal eating patterns what the FUCK | 10.504474 | 10.648629 | 8.588421 | 67.328947 | 57.157895 | 10.757895 | 40.052632 | 10.125757 | 4.322589 | 181 | 8 | 26 | 3 | 2 | 54 | 35 | 38 | 0.227 | 0.535 | 0.238 | 0.1431 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 14 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.653926 | 0 | 0.341525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403591 | 0 | 0 | 0.308561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tashi56 | 2020/01/24 | Finally getting the help I deserve (TW) So basically, I suffered with an ED from 14 to now. I was admitted into inpatient facilities at 17 (2014) and when I was discharged my family and I had a massive fight because I was relapsing when I came home. It wasn’t like 4 weeks was going to change me completely. Yes it open... | 1.172072 | 3.559085 | 3.06001 | 88.804588 | 84.434298 | 6.639609 | 23.725971 | 7.861635 | 1.411648 | 1,735 | 67 | 361 | 35 | 51 | 579 | 219 | 449 | 0.1 | 0.734 | 0.166 | 0.9874 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 68 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 21 | 17 | 3 | 2 | 16 | 1 | 35 | 15 | 4 | 6 | 4 | 61 | 62 | 30 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 25 | 21 | 3 | 4 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 27 | 7 | 60 | 11 | 49 | 25 | 7 | 67 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 14 | 16 | 1 | 1 | 46 | 236 | 85 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0.153548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12037 | 0 | 0.078023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060495 | 0 | 0.143876 | 0.086889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089982 | 0 | 0.080819 | 0.249679 | 0 | 0.082488 | 0 | 0.176478 | 0.062814 | 0 | 0 | 0.202952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080503 | 0 | 0.088497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070707 | 0 | 0.148333 | 0 | 0.079559 | 0 | 0 | 0.344732 | 0 | 0.06692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123311 | 0 | 0.044712 | 0 | 0.125845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210933 | 0 | 0.078916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078071 | 0.069929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080449 | 0.277847 | 0.076872 | 0 | 0.06947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142012 | 0 | 0.052515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125593 | 0.083618 | 0 | 0.058335 | 0 | 0 | 0.08367 | 0 | 0 | 0.075489 | 0 | 0 | 0.083785 | 0.053311 | 0.059835 | 0.083714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111371 | 0 | 0 | 0.065775 | 0 | 0.164493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08997 | 0 | 0.052267 | 0 | 0 | 0.124916 | 0.183501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087409 | 0.053414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092807 | 0 | 0.063107 | 0 | 0 | 0.072931 | 0 | 0.175672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202653 |
EDAnonymous | throwawaythrowitup | 2020/01/24 | YALL... am I allowed to share a video here? [This](https://youtu.be/hVF46bq-mHI) video of Nikocado’s Vegan days vs non-restricting days is triggering me so hard. I’ve been a vegetarian for years, have tried vegan and have tried to go back to eating meat a few times, but this video is just proving to me that restricting... | 2.590677 | 4.68399 | 3.937707 | 86.168947 | 77.157895 | 7.76391 | 21.383459 | 8.63404 | 1.335906 | 600 | 16 | 122 | 13 | 14 | 197 | 95 | 152 | 0.133 | 0.795 | 0.072 | -0.7977 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 13 | 6 | 2 | 5 | 4 | 23 | 22 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 10 | 19 | 6 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 68 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190873 | 0 | 0 | 0.202029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161664 | 0 | 0 | 0.099957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133703 | 0 | 0.280556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173626 | 0 | 0.158811 | 0.190027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144936 | 0.165578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214556 | 0.144369 | 0.145894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117125 |
EDAnonymous | Wh7am1h3re | 2020/01/24 | i don’t understand how people don’t accept facts im upset at myself
how can me an obese person get so upset when other obese people complain about how unfair their life is
my friend who is medically morbidly obese was saying she went to this natural doctor and now she’s drinking ensure with her food because she is su... | 1.702793 | 3.770473 | 3.965811 | 85.003249 | 79.918367 | 6.167132 | 20.519871 | 7.273562 | 0.591229 | 748 | 20 | 154 | 10 | 19 | 258 | 99 | 196 | 0.137 | 0.758 | 0.106 | -0.7188 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 17 | 12 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 15 | 14 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 26 | 27 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 7 | 11 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 32 | 6 | 16 | 24 | 3 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 108 | 42 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.442977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142374 | 0 | 0.297429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150171 | 0 | 0.191986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073486 | 0.103828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175741 | 0 | 0.112286 | 0 | 0.227796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102655 | 0.071004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40303 | 0.126902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124116 | 0 | 0.115577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142792 | 0 | 0.084746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134728 | 0.131143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | disshitfunnydoe | 2020/01/24 | I'm delusional In trying to be okay with my weight restored body I seriously be like wow I gained all this weight so that when I loose it again I know to do it through moderate calorie restriction instead of crackhead starvation and over exercising. Like maybe I should just stop focusing on weight loss but like I'm not... | 4.852 | 6.618626 | 5.092308 | 81.707692 | 70.076923 | 9.507692 | 31.461538 | 9.888513 | 3.1106 | 273 | 12 | 53 | 7 | 5 | 86 | 49 | 65 | 0.117 | 0.676 | 0.207 | 0.7326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 5 | 9 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 33 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.833745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ri-ri | 2020/01/24 | Curious to know your Myers-Briggs Peronality trait? Hi /r/EDAnonymous
.... first of all, you are all BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT!
Now, I am curious to know everyone's personality trait. I want to see if we are all similar. I am an ENFP. Not sure totally what that means but I follow it more and more (a guy I matched with... | 1.026844 | 3.635435 | 3.838391 | 79.462997 | 93.252874 | 7.734394 | 21.634836 | 8.384062 | 1.997517 | 353 | 13 | 70 | 11 | 13 | 124 | 62 | 87 | 0.017 | 0.839 | 0.144 | 0.877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 20 | 12 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 2 | 12 | 11 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 52 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.780284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bruhnie | 2020/01/24 | I'm a month away from seeing my boyfriend and everything feels wrong We've been planning this trip for ages, we need this time together after being apart from each other for so long... However, unlike the other times we saw each other, instead of being anxious and doing my best to look good... I feel dreadful and depre... | 4.628243 | 5.788568 | 5.095988 | 83.796362 | 69.881057 | 7.965749 | 27.403359 | 8.2785 | 1.74085 | 1,828 | 60 | 358 | 26 | 32 | 583 | 228 | 454 | 0.207 | 0.699 | 0.094 | -0.9961 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 62 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 21 | 30 | 1 | 5 | 11 | 3 | 28 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 68 | 79 | 30 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 0 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 35 | 20 | 5 | 3 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 22 | 44 | 17 | 49 | 61 | 9 | 54 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 36 | 20 | 0 | 7 | 36 | 220 | 79 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077545 | 0 | 0 | 0.185787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087485 | 0.0768 | 0 | 0 | 0.063727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072758 | 0 | 0.064659 | 0.094414 | 0 | 0 | 0.087249 | 0.081269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049943 | 0 | 0.200097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139196 | 0 | 0.073004 | 0 | 0.274093 | 0.110647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080919 | 0 | 0.044011 | 0.064953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170236 | 0.063124 | 0 | 0 | 0.168278 | 0 | 0 | 0.264834 | 0 | 0 | 0.068532 | 0.130061 | 0.086636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061812 | 0 | 0 | 0.114842 | 0.059727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164943 | 0.052475 | 0.117794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067618 | 0 | 0.085006 | 0.073206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082367 | 0 | 0 | 0.09922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073663 | 0.246334 | 0 | 0 | 0.185129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059617 | 0 | 0 | 0.109625 | 0 | 0.061844 | 0 | 0 | 0.161915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102896 | 0.049621 | 0 | 0.061479 | 0.270936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086039 | 0 | 0.084233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137029 | 0 | 0 | 0.188603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056377 | 0 | 0.157836 | 0 | 0.084669 | 0 | 0.149607 |
EDAnonymous | LearningHowToHuman_ | 2020/01/24 | I don't know how to fucking count Tw numbers
So I was making breakfast this morning and decided lets be fkin wild,so for once I didn't use measuring cups and actually made a smaller amount of food.
Then I did some rough math that was probably over estimation already it ended up being around 230 calories but my brain ... | 3.610824 | 5.118905 | 4.898736 | 82.897605 | 72.793103 | 7.569349 | 29.268199 | 8.167269 | 2.063212 | 458 | 19 | 89 | 7 | 9 | 152 | 83 | 116 | 0.014 | 0.879 | 0.107 | 0.8862 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 7 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 18 | 19 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 12 | 7 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 57 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.18552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146183 | 0 | 0.115889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.424452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19453 | 0 | 0 | 0.168381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229882 | 0 | 0 | 0.175754 | 0 | 0 | 0.216088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.410703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194401 | 0 | 0.185756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179887 | 0.1269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | serotoninwhomst | 2020/01/24 | I don’t know how to let myself be loved when I’m on another “health” kick - or how to be on a HEALTHY health kick It feels like I’m not worthy of love or my girlfriend until I’m skinny and strong. Like I can’t focus on anything except for this - I have a tendency to hyperfixate, and right now I’m obsessed with getting ... | 1.356969 | 3.243531 | 3.437832 | 89.268734 | 80.198157 | 6.446128 | 21.645274 | 7.499877 | 0.762293 | 1,612 | 48 | 350 | 24 | 41 | 548 | 202 | 434 | 0.078 | 0.83 | 0.092 | 0.8354 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 39 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 23 | 12 | 1 | 2 | 20 | 0 | 35 | 26 | 7 | 11 | 2 | 76 | 71 | 39 | 1 | 8 | 16 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 26 | 15 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 10 | 45 | 7 | 52 | 53 | 13 | 51 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 29 | 0 | 6 | 21 | 235 | 63 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074573 | 0.054405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056782 | 0 | 0 | 0.137595 | 0 | 0 | 0.072183 | 0.073809 | 0 | 0.163014 | 0 | 0 | 0.145556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.509397 | 0.05941 | 0 | 0 | 0.073483 | 0 | 0.046972 | 0 | 0 | 0.067956 | 0.127832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143837 | 0.101613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074312 | 0 | 0.080835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063707 | 0 | 0 | 0.151189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080283 | 0.076819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072722 | 0.050232 | 0.138978 | 0.213835 | 0 | 0.062937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120923 | 0.128373 | 0.134586 | 0.094943 | 0.144204 | 0.071447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05228 | 0.052733 | 0 | 0.068686 | 0 | 0 | 0.13936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077013 | 0 | 0.049304 | 0 | 0.074303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152707 | 0 | 0.182202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082573 | 0.094495 | 0.091138 | 0.069873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134822 | 0 | 0 | 0.048284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081782 | 0 | 0 | 0.103549 | 0 | 0 | 0.05052 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | smugteamug | 2020/01/24 | Fuck Minnie maud. Fuck 'all in'. Fuck stupidity. I blame myself most honestly for not questioning what I read and come across online. But then I dont blame myself because these people say what they say with such conviction and I'm desperate to recover from BED so I take it on.
They slap these 'research studies' in our... | 4.242418 | 6.033024 | 4.783379 | 83.218401 | 71.675277 | 8.067691 | 29.025315 | 8.70741 | 2.286022 | 2,229 | 89 | 421 | 41 | 43 | 710 | 258 | 542 | 0.112 | 0.823 | 0.066 | -0.9848 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 51 | 2 | 6 | 8 | 2 | 25 | 18 | 6 | 1 | 24 | 1 | 36 | 27 | 4 | 6 | 5 | 81 | 68 | 48 | 0 | 12 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 37 | 34 | 18 | 2 | 5 | 4 | 4 | 8 | 10 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 23 | 9 | 53 | 8 | 65 | 36 | 19 | 54 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 31 | 26 | 5 | 14 | 23 | 294 | 90 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058063 | 0.179062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140525 | 0.076009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065654 | 0 | 0.208193 | 0 | 0.072654 | 0.192394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068171 | 0 | 0.093789 | 0.055065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100068 | 0 | 0 | 0.262103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169183 | 0 | 0 | 0.081587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093532 | 0 | 0 | 0.20649 | 0 | 0 | 0.315739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046924 | 0.069598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0717 | 0 | 0 | 0.290356 | 0 | 0.161582 | 0.17098 | 0.086564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125532 | 0.12662 | 0.065852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059193 | 0 | 0.089207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081699 | 0 | 0.085833 | 0.095648 | 0 | 0.085406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072344 | 0.065732 | 0 | 0 | 0.060434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064197 | 0 | 0.074628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056724 | 0.05471 | 0 | 0 | 0.049787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057969 | 0 | 0.166813 | 0 | 0.102705 | 0.073743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154089 | 0 | 0.098186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093352 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 186873 | 2020/01/24 | My work friends made jokes As we were walking out to the parking lot, one of my work friends said, “hey 186873, be careful it’s really windy out” then “it’s nice to see you’re wearing boots, I hope they’re weighted”
That is what I’ve been waiting for!
But now I need more | 0.076692 | 2.331435 | 1.041855 | 102.096316 | 88.824561 | 3.958897 | 22.177945 | 5.288315 | -0.222111 | 211 | 8 | 50 | 1 | 7 | 65 | 47 | 57 | 0 | 0.736 | 0.264 | 0.9299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 27 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.435416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239565 | 0 | 0.266633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.410288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 1u___u1zZz | 2020/01/24 | I’m petrified of needles but I really want to donate blood Purely for altruistic reasons and not at all because it removes calories from your system. So... what do? | 4.137 | 6.915817 | 6.01 | 69.785 | 75.333333 | 8 | 33.333333 | 8.841846 | 3.687333 | 131 | 7 | 19 | 3 | 3 | 45 | 29 | 30 | 0.075 | 0.863 | 0.063 | -0.0927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.412203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.433189 | 0.695243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.398839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | StressedCookie | 2020/01/24 | I didn't have proper pants to wear today Because whenever I try to get new ones I have to look ar myself in the mirror so I end uo never getting any. | 3.519091 | 3.252772 | 5.863182 | 82.414773 | 71.727273 | 7.812121 | 25.590909 | 7.168622 | 1.171982 | 117 | 3 | 25 | 1 | 2 | 42 | 27 | 33 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.401838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2966 | 0.371415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.364522 | 0 | 0 | 0.261094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | liizthejuiceg0d | 2020/01/24 | my boyfriend is trying to help me recover and i can’t do anything about it i’ve been struggling heavy with bulimia for about 2 years now but because of the way my body carries fat my doctors say it’ll be hard for me to ever get below 120 which in itself is so crippling bc my goal weight is 110. about 4 months ago i sta... | 2.071343 | 2.965584 | 4.312617 | 88.010119 | 75.716418 | 6.95204 | 23.350249 | 7.3011 | 0.741848 | 717 | 20 | 165 | 8 | 15 | 250 | 116 | 201 | 0.099 | 0.767 | 0.134 | 0.8834 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 16 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 31 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 25 | 4 | 22 | 22 | 3 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 100 | 42 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077802 | 0.109926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152357 | 0 | 0 | 0.137839 | 0.151917 | 0.157917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103137 | 0.487722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175184 | 0 | 0 | 0.104268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146367 | 0.122365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147031 | 0 | 0.104469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12696 | 0 | 0.244273 | 0 | 0.187375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168235 | 0 | 0.099088 |
EDAnonymous | MadLassWithABox | 2020/01/24 | I saw a twizzler on the ground walking home yesterday and had a compulsive urge to eat it. AMA I refrained from eating but the fact that the thought crossed my mind haunts me. I honestly can’t tell the line between my ED and OCD sometimes. | 3.585638 | 5.575843 | 3.805266 | 88.70875 | 73.893617 | 7.253191 | 33.026596 | 8.076483 | 2.440451 | 191 | 10 | 38 | 3 | 4 | 59 | 39 | 47 | 0.055 | 0.857 | 0.088 | 0.3612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 23 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.698409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.344586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pantone177 | 2020/01/24 | relapsed into purging last night, woke up with my stomach growling in full force this morning *cue spongebob screencap of "how many times do we need to teach you this lesson old man!?"*
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EDAnonymous | annjovi | 2020/01/24 | Talkative Cashiers I bought a bunch of binge food and the cashier kept making comments on how unhealthy and sugary my food is, I laughed it off but DAMN if I didn't just want to vanish into thin air right there and then | 8.41 | 6.373724 | 6.935455 | 84.523182 | 62.636364 | 9.709091 | 35.636364 | 7.168622 | 2.262036 | 176 | 6 | 37 | 1 | 2 | 52 | 39 | 44 | 0.181 | 0.775 | 0.044 | -0.7337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 24 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.890743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | SleepDeprivedFun | 2020/01/24 | Getting down to an okay weight again seems hopeless but also like the only thing that matters (TW: numbers & whining) I literally weigh twice as much as I used to, and I'm horrified by how quickly I gained in recovery compared to how long it's going to take me to lose it again. I'm still at a "healthy" weight and t... | 8.32862 | 5.453386 | 8.541011 | 75.58486 | 63.50237 | 12.031806 | 37.18852 | 10.254146 | 3.445812 | 808 | 29 | 172 | 14 | 9 | 268 | 120 | 211 | 0.176 | 0.719 | 0.105 | -0.9528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 13 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 9 | 10 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 31 | 31 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 10 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 17 | 3 | 29 | 26 | 2 | 20 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 108 | 32 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.24208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099191 | 0 | 0.403175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125432 | 0.088611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114668 | 0.129606 | 0 | 0.140984 | 0 | 0.099202 | 0 | 0.136638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121194 | 0 | 0 | 0.219534 | 0 | 0.277527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099054 | 0 | 0 | 0.129668 | 0.14199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164807 | 0.079477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214253 | 0 | 0.102342 | 0 | 0.098453 | 0 | 0.302082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | missmaliciousmeow | 2020/01/24 | Shout out to all celebrating Chinese New Year Stay calm and drink a lot of water. | 5.704375 | 6.236886 | 6.1375 | 79.5575 | 67.125 | 8.9 | 28.5 | 8.841846 | 1.97395 | 65 | 2 | 13 | 1 | 1 | 21 | 16 | 16 | 0 | 0.684 | 0.316 | 0.7184 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.479953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.416528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.473185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.522209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315504 |
EDAnonymous | boring-coffee | 2020/01/24 | I cannot stop bingeing/purging and I’m a bit pissed off about it right now don’t mind me I’m in a dramatic and tired mood so here’s a slightly coherent rant. I’ve b/p once a day (at least) for a month or so now. I wake up with the urge to b/p and it doesn’t go away until I go to sleep. Even then I have the dreaded bing... | 0.93113 | 2.879704 | 3.324619 | 89.220491 | 81.944162 | 6.68062 | 23.046727 | 7.793538 | 1.114073 | 1,448 | 51 | 320 | 26 | 39 | 500 | 185 | 394 | 0.125 | 0.756 | 0.119 | -0.6493 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 40 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 22 | 20 | 7 | 1 | 21 | 4 | 28 | 18 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 56 | 59 | 32 | 0 | 6 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 19 | 2 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 15 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 5 | 35 | 9 | 48 | 49 | 9 | 51 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 20 | 6 | 9 | 27 | 205 | 52 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.089715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172751 | 0 | 0 | 0.22417 | 0.101535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301106 | 0 | 0 | 0.102629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094072 | 0 | 0 | 0.081427 | 0.094993 | 0 | 0.121444 | 0 | 0.154918 | 0 | 0.082625 | 0.08993 | 0 | 0 | 0.09297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084992 | 0.048032 | 0 | 0.261243 | 0 | 0.073529 | 0 | 0.101276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095736 | 0.050525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064936 | 0.089829 | 0 | 0 | 0.162719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156319 | 0 | 0 | 0.061367 | 0 | 0 | 0.200288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092828 | 0 | 0.073381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117791 | 0 | 0 | 0.098703 | 0 | 0.078512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09437 | 0 | 0 | 0.276003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065072 | 0 | 0 | 0.230584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069123 | 0 | 0.16071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058908 | 0.090325 | 0 | 0.214431 | 0.211331 | 0.087143 | 0 | 0 | 0.062418 | 0.099998 | 0.089807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Soobindar | 2020/01/24 | Trying to loose weight “healthy” I uped my calorie intake to at least 1,000 or a bit more and it’s so stressful. I used to only eat 800 maybe 900 on bad days so it isn’t much of a difference honestly but when I see the number 1,000 I freak out. I feel more bloated and full eating 1,000. I HATE the feeling. I honestly w... | 0.488191 | 2.44692 | 2.290375 | 95.973289 | 83.624506 | 5.315233 | 19.612192 | 6.490185 | -0.043984 | 916 | 25 | 214 | 9 | 26 | 302 | 122 | 253 | 0.198 | 0.693 | 0.109 | -0.9789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 22 | 12 | 1 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 19 | 14 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 33 | 37 | 24 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 8 | 13 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 14 | 21 | 5 | 27 | 29 | 9 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 134 | 34 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.075091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072296 | 0 | 0.064249 | 0.046907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07254 | 0 | 0.116722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137861 | 0.075971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08013 | 0.042289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164034 | 0.061451 | 0 | 0.176288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061078 | 0 | 0.74962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083447 | 0.056019 | 0 | 0 | 0.054662 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | armalavi | 2020/01/24 | Ridiculous weight gain I don't know how this is possible but over the course of 6 months I've lost and regained 10 kilos.
Now I eat 500 cal a day and have only lost 2 kg in 2 weeks.
Help. | 0.080714 | 1.680845 | 1.990714 | 99.491786 | 83.047619 | 5.152381 | 17.642857 | 5.985473 | -0.612971 | 145 | 3 | 37 | 1 | 4 | 48 | 37 | 42 | 0.18 | 0.684 | 0.136 | -0.2263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 16 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.641199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235582 | 0.357638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | orangecrustygoop | 2020/01/24 | Can someone please tell me if the nutrition info on Minute Rice is for uncooked or cooked rice? It's 4am and I can't sleep because I can't find the definitive answer on Google and it's giving me so much anxiety ):
[https://www.minuterice.ca/en/product/premium-instant-long-grain-white-rice/](https://www.minuterice.ca... | 8.188695 | 12.579485 | 4.594247 | 74.443499 | 76.831325 | 4.694378 | 21.374498 | 6.427356 | 0.410141 | 461 | 12 | 68 | 4 | 12 | 123 | 51 | 83 | 0.102 | 0.84 | 0.057 | -0.571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 46 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 37 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.483482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.46656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273361 | 0 | 0.23145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | allevana | 2020/01/24 | So Taylor Swift has admitted to struggling with disordered eating in the past... Firstly I want to say I feel quite amicably towards her, I like her. It sucks she suffered from what we've all experienced (in our unique ways)
secondly I fucking KNEW it??? I should let this the fuck go but I remember on MPA in like 2016... | 8.04886 | 10.643976 | 6.869048 | 68.832363 | 63.345238 | 9.454945 | 32.565934 | 9.85127 | 3.415203 | 821 | 33 | 128 | 18 | 13 | 248 | 122 | 168 | 0.184 | 0.701 | 0.115 | -0.9441 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 43 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 11 | 3 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 12 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 27 | 26 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 8 | 18 | 4 | 22 | 15 | 5 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 13 | 3 | 4 | 8 | 87 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309414 | 0 | 0 | 0.095105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171121 | 0 | 0.245268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181217 | 0.319498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189568 | 0 | 0.159183 | 0.133079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107227 | 0 | 0.132852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098704 | 0.13283 | 0 | 0.20378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CogDiss88 | 2020/01/24 | Tonight I wandered the aisles of Walmart clutching a single banana and searching for something else I could eat for a tiny snack but spent an hour looking at calorie counts on boxes instead and ended up crying a little and then finally bought a pizza and binged the whole thing at home That’s it that’s the post | 28.509 | 8.597444 | 22.953333 | 37.365 | 51.666667 | 24.666667 | 76.666667 | 8.841846 | 9.243167 | 254 | 10 | 44 | 1 | 1 | 77 | 47 | 60 | 0.075 | 0.925 | 0 | -0.631 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 31 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226217 | 0 | 0.311226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289919 | 0.236687 | 0 | 0.250948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284205 | 0 | 0.279024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283973 | 0 | 0 | 0.237927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ratpaq | 2020/01/24 | abusing laxatives the day before a beach holiday because you’ve been on a 6-month binge streak and are back at your highest weight 😂😂😂😂💦💦💦💦 but i don’t have an eating disorder because i’m not underweight right (/s) | 0.907447 | 3.069778 | 3.641957 | 85.694 | 83.468085 | 7.164255 | 28.548936 | 8.238736 | 2.322425 | 176 | 9 | 36 | 4 | 5 | 62 | 38 | 47 | 0.145 | 0.807 | 0.048 | -0.5719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0.377878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245237 | 0 | 0.388832 | 0 | 0.271385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | drugstore-diet | 2020/01/24 | I hate Target dressing rooms. Seriously y’all I feel like Target dressing rooms bring out every single one of my demons. Surrounded by those mirrors on every side in that stark industrial lighting, seeing every possible flaw illuminated. It’s like a fucking funhouse and I don’t know how to separate the real from the fa... | 5.589057 | 6.941058 | 6.855429 | 71.357 | 67.8 | 9.714286 | 29.285714 | 9.957138 | 3.072371 | 422 | 15 | 71 | 10 | 7 | 143 | 74 | 100 | 0.236 | 0.688 | 0.077 | -0.9615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 16 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 10 | 4 | 12 | 14 | 1 | 12 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 42 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155192 | 0.113303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.469804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18796 | 0.265567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156082 | 0.207938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211558 | 0.238143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176181 | 0 | 0 | 0.126192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | horahj | 2020/01/24 | fear foods goes a whole week fearing fear foods only to eat all of them in one day in one sitting damn it | 7.066957 | 4.131385 | 6.71913 | 87.855217 | 65.956522 | 9.2 | 31.695652 | 3.1291 | 1.254948 | 83 | 2 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 26 | 19 | 23 | 0.416 | 0.584 | 0 | -0.9153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.703712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.504131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28251 | 0.15854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ghosttatt | 2020/01/24 | Calorie counting If you guys have a small snack at like 11 pm but then snack again after midnight do you log out in under the same day or the next day? | 1.418646 | 3.291084 | 2.21375 | 98.189583 | 79.9375 | 4.266667 | 20.041667 | 3.1291 | -0.634658 | 119 | 3 | 27 | 0 | 3 | 37 | 28 | 32 | 0 | 0.945 | 0.055 | 0.1901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 18 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.643806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.494225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.530839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | layahuasca | 2020/01/24 | Y’all they gave me coke instead of diet Now it’s a fun game of what wins, my eating disorder or my fear of confrontation 🤡 🤡 | 2.415556 | 3.349227 | 4.534259 | 86.599167 | 74.925926 | 8.362963 | 24.611111 | 8.841846 | 1.5922 | 98 | 3 | 22 | 2 | 2 | 34 | 23 | 27 | 0.247 | 0.542 | 0.211 | -0.0516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.601804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.537303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.590878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | immaeaglet | 2020/01/24 | Does anyone else love making desserts? I love making deserts, all the super sugary stuff. When I was in the hospital recovery I made cupcakes for my OT. I handed them out to all the nurses and one for my PT cause he was my favorite. He made sure I had one for myself, he double checked. I hated eating it and immediately... | 3.457103 | 5.038752 | 4.703649 | 83.846501 | 73.316547 | 6.493394 | 24.147155 | 6.980633 | 0.956649 | 548 | 16 | 105 | 5 | 11 | 181 | 82 | 139 | 0.076 | 0.763 | 0.162 | 0.9167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 30 | 19 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 3 | 18 | 9 | 12 | 11 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 78 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191194 | 0.280169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139394 | 0.140448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.419692 | 0.228422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246788 | 0.3881 | 0.273782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100504 | 0 | 0.316338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15651 | 0 | 0 | 0.128856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | msnkz | 2020/01/24 | Every time I get closer to my “Goal” weight .... my goal keeps getting lower I don't think I'll ever be okay with myself | -0.118933 | 2.05138 | 2.292 | 93.472667 | 88.6 | 3.333333 | 12.333333 | 3.1291 | -1.448067 | 91 | 1 | 19 | 0 | 3 | 31 | 21 | 25 | 0.091 | 0.83 | 0.079 | -0.0772 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.380771 | 0.354666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.439855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269726 | 0 | 0 | 0.245458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.5126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | zombeezinthetrap | 2020/01/24 | I can’t stop crying I am miserable and have had several crying spells in the last 24 hrs. I keep fighting with my partner, overeating, purging, restricting and I’m so tired. I am so so so so tired of gaining and losing. But now I’m up ten pounds and my waist has grown 1 inch. My uterus is bleeding. I can’t stop crying ... | 0.388776 | 2.643569 | 2.672375 | 91.101792 | 86.890625 | 5.600833 | 21.814583 | 7.031649 | 0.726773 | 477 | 17 | 102 | 7 | 15 | 162 | 79 | 128 | 0.367 | 0.555 | 0.078 | -0.9921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 9 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 10 | 10 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 26 | 21 | 17 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 14 | 1 | 10 | 17 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 61 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.468603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.477259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.490317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251621 | 0 | 0 | 0.173162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101015 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | soft333 | 2020/01/24 | feeling faint does anyone have any tips they can give me? i have been eating 500 cal a day and feel very faint when i workout (like when you stand up too fast lol)
i was doing a goodlife body pump class and i had to sit down multiple times to feel better. i am 190 pounds 5’ 8” and female and have recently fallen into ... | 3.371491 | 4.918563 | 4.1 | 88.228333 | 73.473684 | 6.645614 | 23.192982 | 7.168622 | 0.74734 | 298 | 8 | 61 | 3 | 6 | 95 | 59 | 76 | 0.034 | 0.868 | 0.098 | 0.5574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 16 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 9 | 2 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 36 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220958 | 0 | 0.277509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199472 | 0 | 0 | 0.161122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.479326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177475 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | beyondhopeful | 2020/01/24 | Rude comments at dining hall I’m a sophomore in college now, but last year when I was a freshman I was going to college in Massachusetts. This guy got my Instagram and # and started talking to me. He was kinda really weird so I ghosted him. Now keep in mind I have anxiety and depression, and severe fear of weight gain,... | 1.719682 | 4.185653 | 2.978798 | 89.790048 | 82.657718 | 5.625544 | 23.795404 | 6.980633 | 0.978122 | 1,179 | 44 | 232 | 15 | 33 | 380 | 159 | 298 | 0.13 | 0.756 | 0.114 | -0.654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 48 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 21 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 19 | 21 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 40 | 36 | 26 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 11 | 19 | 19 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 8 | 29 | 4 | 36 | 22 | 8 | 40 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 13 | 19 | 1 | 5 | 17 | 158 | 40 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094615 | 0 | 0 | 0.077326 | 0 | 0.260962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087436 | 0 | 0.069316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073333 | 0 | 0.097938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126816 | 0.300416 | 0 | 0 | 0.108654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096721 | 0.137498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059408 | 0 | 0.129247 | 0.095374 | 0.090944 | 0 | 0 | 0.337771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10107 | 0 | 0 | 0.062492 | 0.185377 | 0 | 0.120402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227706 | 0.345851 | 0.114236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078832 | 0 | 0 | 0.124819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128459 | 0 | 0.094062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112462 | 0 | 0.080484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151087 | 0.07286 | 0 | 0.090273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067069 | 0 | 0 | 0.138467 | 0.102238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080776 | 0 | 0 | 0.14645 |
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