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standingbymountains
2020/01/20
Anyone else get bloated literally everywhere before their period? Supposed to start my period today, I didn’t, but I woke up a literal 6 lbs heavier overnight for no reason (didn’t binge or anything) and literally my thighs look so huge. I feel so swollen and like I actually gained 6 lbs. Please share ur experiences a...
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maddiekennedi
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goldenmantella
2020/01/20
A difficult anniversary I started my first day of treatment at a PHP program for my bulimia 9 years ago today. I went to this treatment center after 6 years of suffering and it's still the only facility I've checked into. I've been doing fairly well in my recovery since 2017. However, I've been finding myself slipping...
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EDAnonymous
thedevilstrombones
2020/01/20
I am so sick of being sick This is my first time posting on this sub, I just really feel like I hit a low point and feel so alone. I have struggled with disordered eating for years now but I feel like it’s at its peak, and being at possibly the worst time in my life right now isn’t helping I’m just so tired of bingein...
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edie_carm
2020/01/20
Help me decide - should I have sex tonight, or should I binge? This isn't even a shitpost. I can't decide whether to make a booty call or a pizza call. I hit a LW for the past 6 months today, but my FWB hasn't seen me in 8 months when I was still 6 pounds lighter than I am today. Sex Pros: * human touch * show off...
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EDAnonymous
illeniumismybae
2020/01/21
my mom: offers me a cookie me: no Thank U me 5 mins later: \*heads to the kitchen and eats something of equal or higher caloric value\* what the fuck was the point of me Refusing the cookie
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EDAnonymous
Bakedalaska1
2020/01/21
Spinning Out Raise your hand if you were always more triggered by Effie than Cassie 🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️! This show should be real healthy for me 😂
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EDAnonymous
Seth-Jones-GothBoi
2020/01/21
Why can't i drink when i need to I can only drink water etc when I'm eating or its alcohol and even then I'll still be paranoid for ages afterwards why am I like this i hate myself so much rn
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EDAnonymous
writeyhoe
2020/01/21
Treated myself to a fitbit It arrives on Friday. It’s a crappy old second hand one. I am interested to hear what other Fitbit users make of having one. Has anyone been able to use one without getting obsessed? has it fuelled unhealthy behaviours or encouraged healthier ones? Thank you x
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EDAnonymous
PathysaAntiphates
2020/01/21
Used to be healthy, somehow I got twisted up. I lost a large amount of weight in a six month period by eating 1200-1500 and exercising 3/4 times a week at the gym, mainly cardio. About a year later, I was maintaining but my car broke down. I couldn’t go to the gym. I was so scared of gaining the weight back, I stopped ...
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ohmsdeceiver
2020/01/21
a small wholesome story time It was cold outside today, and I only have one hoodie (I live in a place where it’s warm most of the time) so I wore it today. I was feeling really insecure about wearing it because I gained some weight recently and it’s not as oversized as it used to be. While I was in the elevator on the ...
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dicktable
2020/01/21
“You’re supposed to eat when you’re hungry.” Claire’s as TW just in case. I know some people can be triggered by different things. This may sound like a no brainer, but when my boyfriend said this to me over a year ago, I was honestly surprised? For some reason it was a big shock. Huge news! You’re supposed to eat whe...
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EDAnonymous
SaltyToesYum
2020/01/21
I know this sub probably isn’t meant for binge eating disorders, but you guys are probably the only ones who could help I used to be really skinny, but not I’ve fallen back into binge eating. EVERY SINGLE DAY. I can’t NOT eat. I literally have an addiction to food. I probably haven’t gone more than 90 seconds without t...
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EDAnonymous
IWannaYeetMe
2020/01/21
My Eating Disorder Makes Me Feel Safe It's comforting. Even when I'm in pain from the hunger. Even when I'm panicking. Even when I want to scream and cry and laugh it all off, 'cause FUCK- isn't it ridiculous? It's leading me. It's loyal to me. For once, I feel connected to someone. It's always there for me. It's a t...
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EDAnonymous
mamapajamarolled
2020/01/21
Are any of you beautiful skinny birches taking Wellbutrin? I’ve been depressed and had an ED for almost fifteen years now and when I treat the depression I generally gain weight which makes me stop taking it AND freak out. I had an honest discussion with my PCP (hi I’m 30) about my concerns and he prescribed me 150mg a...
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extraaterrestrial
2020/01/21
Just binged... I was doing so good this past week but I’ve had the worst day ever. So I got home and I just binged on cake and I literally wanna kill myself now. I know that I’m gonna be even more miserable if I binge but that never stops me from doing it...
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EDAnonymous
emily_blank
2020/01/21
Anyone else afraid to eat a full banana in one sitting??? I have no problem eating a butt load of cookies for my OMAD but a banana????? I simply cannot do it😭😭 I have to cut it in half & then slice it into thin coins and eat it with something else like cereal.. I used to love bananas but now I am TERRIFIED eatin...
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EDAnonymous
msnwla
2020/01/21
How long does it take for your stomach to debloat after eating? As with most people with eating disorders, my stomach tends to hold onto the food I eat quite a lot, making me feel bloated and uncomfortable even if I don’t eat all that much, which can be quite triggering and make recovery hard. Is there an average on ho...
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EDAnonymous
natalie6260n
2020/01/21
How to keep myself from eating Any ideas on how to keep my mind off food? Thanks!
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EDAnonymous
plainsliceofbread
2020/01/21
ED to finally get adequate mental health treatment I’ve been in a cycle of starving and binging for the past 10 years, but my main issue has been depression and suicidal ideation. I was diagnosed with EDNOS by my first therapist, but I’ve never mentioned it to anyone I’ve seen more recently. I’m at the end of my rope w...
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EDAnonymous
zucchinipie
2020/01/21
DAE ever tell themselves they're going to have a day of "normal" eating and then completely tank? my brain seems to register normal eating as "eat as much as you want, panic, eat more, and purge." repeat at least three times for maximum suffering
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EDAnonymous
DelicateFknFlower
2020/01/21
inadvertent compliment I’ve got immense pain in my jaw due to my wisdom teeth coming out, so my sister gave me four pain killers and my mom told her to be careful because she was worried four painkillers would be too intense for “a body as small as mine” I don’t know why I received so much gratification from it. it’s ...
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EDAnonymous
cornsoup123aaaaa
2020/01/21
Anybody else get knee pain? I’m 18 and I’ve been experiencing some pretty bad knee pain lately. I think the cold weather might be worsening it but it will hurt sometimes regardless of weather. I’m wondering if any of u experience the same? Could it be from malnutrition? I’ve never been extremely underweight, just un...
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EDAnonymous
paprika32
2020/01/21
diatomaceous earth food grade yall try that? idk just started ill see if it helps with my food cravings just tried mixing it with psyllium husk too so far i find it helps
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EDAnonymous
EnochianMercy
2020/01/21
So, that happened 36 hour fast broken with a portion of sushi that I purged in a matter of minutes.
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Eusea
2020/01/21
Cannabis Im gonna buy a dab vape and i want to know if anyone knows which concentrates may not create hunger or as much??? Or even flower because i already have a bong. I live in Washington so im just kind of indecisive and freaking out over possibly binging.
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Competitive-Candle
2020/01/21
EDNOS/OSFED Obviously conventional eating disorders such as anorexia and bulimia come with a plethora of health issues. However, studies show[the average BMI for OSFED is about 19.3, a low but healthy BMI](https://jeatdisord.biomedcentral.com/articles/10.1186/s40337-015-0072-0). Subtracting the risk of low body mass (h...
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dejligrosa
2020/01/21
have I wrecked my body? (kms) I’m wondering if anyone with a longterm ED has had an experience like this. I’ve had disordered eating for 5 years and full-blown anorexia for 3, during which I’ve never eaten over 2200 calories. At first it was just restriction but for the past 2 years, my addiction of choice has been exe...
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EDAnonymous
myEDNOSaccount
2020/01/21
I want this disease to kill me. I've nothing going on in life. I have 1 friend and she's got no personality and we watch movies like 1-2 times per month. She goes to parties often but doesn't invite me. I haven't talked or seen my family in years and last time i saw them, my dad tried to kill me while my mom was watch...
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ohmonoo
2020/01/21
Today I realized that I don’t think I should get pregnant By this I mean my ED has too much control over me to allow myself to let my body balloon to the size of a pregnant woman. I know growing a baby is so amazing and an experience many women would kill for but the thought of my body growing to that size while there’...
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EDAnonymous
Sparkles_a_gogo
2020/01/21
Anyone else triggered by Cheer??? SPOILERS Oh gosh where do I start. First, we have teeny tiny Morgan. Who I’m pretty sure is so small because of her horrible, horrible upbringing... but I’m so jealous of her tinyness. Then there’s Gabi and her psycho fucking Mum telling her she needs to stop eating and if she only ...
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EDAnonymous
planetary-uwu
2020/01/21
my fiancé’s sister accidentally triggered the fuck out of me (TW exercise mention, mentions of food, mentions of weight loss) I was at his dad’s house last night and his younger sister came over with her boyfriend so all of us could watch a movie. Afterwards, they were all snacking (and I had my jello cup) and she pull...
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EDAnonymous
entirecircuslol
2020/01/21
slim thick??? wtf is that supposed to mean?? kinda slim but also kinda fat but not really fat because i'm slim but also fat
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EDAnonymous
54y95s785
2020/01/21
pretty sure i made this exact post on a deleted sub but here we go again i absolutely love the way my eyes look when i've been restricting. the wide, bright, slightly sunken look? the most beautiful thing in the world to me. tw added just to be safe 🙃
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EDAnonymous
ColesEyebrows
2020/01/21
Lowkey ED kino Watched *We Need to Talk About Kevin* last night. It isn't about EDs but has big ED energy. Really struck me. Any other films out there that aren't actually about food but frame food in an interesting or abnormal way?
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EDAnonymous
throwaway4444aarrr
2020/01/21
Does bulimia affect everyone’s teeth? I developed bulimia in the beginning of last year. Not diagnosed but I lost 30 pounds from January to April so I think it got pretty bad. I never noticed any signs of my teeth deteriorating until I began living somewhere that I wasn’t able to purge all my food right away. I unfortu...
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EDAnonymous
icdcofe
2020/01/21
shoutout to taco bell i am a doormat people-pleaser and when my friend wants me to go get food with them, i comply even when i really really don't want to. but taco bell truly came in clutch with the side of black beans lol
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EDAnonymous
avacadotacos
2020/01/21
Are you willing to participate in a student research study on Eating Disorders? Please participate in this short survey if you have ever had an eating disorder and identify as **female**! I am currently an undergrad social work student trying to study ED and coexisting conditions. It is **anonymous** and not going to b...
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EDAnonymous
Amenemhat1
2020/01/21
Pseudo-recovery I’m at such a weird place when it comes to my ED. I’ve gone to an IOP program for anorexia for a few months, and that helped a lot. It made it so I no longer restrict. However, that doesn’t mean I don’t WANT to restrict. Because I do. But it’s like I’ve lost the ability. So even when I try, I end up ea...
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EDAnonymous
die4creamyjalapeno
2020/01/21
I ate 5,160 calories today Why do I do this?
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EDAnonymous
punchjackal
2020/01/21
I'm not losing anything except my mind. I go five days without eating a single thing, break my fast without even eating maintenance, virtually nothing the following day just to see the scale not budge at all? I know there's gotta be a logical reason but my brain is screaming and I'm really struggling to calm it. I rela...
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EDAnonymous
findingtimetocare
2020/01/21
school vending machine update is making me spiral deeper into this ED i'm a junior at my school and we get to share a 'senior students room' with the seniors. the vending machine (that we all rely on for semi-consumable sustenance) recently got updated with 'healthier drinks' which includes 75% diet/zero drinks like sp...
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EDAnonymous
taoshka
2020/01/21
Trying to take care of my body is driving my mind crazy lol So I've had an ED most my life, and it's made me super sickly and VERY slow to heal. Unfortunately I've got screws in my spine, and despite the fact that my surgery was 2 years ago, I'm only just now at the point my surgeon says most people are at 1 year out. ...
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EDAnonymous
sweeetlikesucralose
2020/01/21
Pipes and purging? Ok so my mom sent me a text saying “Anything wrong with the bathroom sink? We got a weird maintenance order so I was wondering if it’s correct”. Now before u question the sink thing— I throw up in the bathroom sink (weird I know but I just find it easier). I’ve only been doing this for around a ye...
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EDAnonymous
SecretIdentity8594
2020/01/21
DAE deliberately not check calories of things accurately so that you can massively overestimate them? [TW: Numbers!] I’ll go and have a cream cheese bagel for example, and I’ll look up the calorie count in MyFitnessPal, and I’ll find out that the highest count that still describes what I’ve eaten is 240kcal. But I’ll w...
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EDAnonymous
_Jelly_King_
2020/01/21
A call out Why are y’all still drinking Coke Zero when Diet Dr Pepper tastes a million times better?
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EDAnonymous
Soymilksuckerr
2020/01/21
DAE binge and purge after having sex??? I haven't bped in a while, and I've done it 4x these past 2 weeks and everytime it's after having sex. I'm so confused
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EDAnonymous
landfill7707
2020/01/21
Can you be allergic to mayonnaise Because I just told my mom that I think I’m developing an allergy to mayonnaise to get her to STOP PUTTING IT IN EVERYTHING
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EDAnonymous
lauren_geisel
2020/01/21
Does anyone have awful memories of things people said about their weight/body as a child? In 5th grade I had a friend say "You have love handles. If I had love handles, I'd kill myself" and it replays in my head to this day, 10 years later.
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EDAnonymous
localuglybitch
2020/01/21
Why does my dad have to be such a good cook? Why can’t 😡 he make 😡 gross food 😡 I DONT WANT TO EAT 😡
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EDAnonymous
eprj
2020/01/21
Just ate almost an entire large pizza and then purged... ... and then ate the last remaining slice of pizza right after and purged again. I can’t stand myself & am not eating again until Friday :))))
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EDAnonymous
DynamicStochastic
2020/01/21
i know a sign when i see one i came home from a pretty bland day at work, completely ready to binge through chocolates and cheetos and gummies, etc. for whatever reason, the heating unit in my apartment had malfunctioned and it was 35 celsius (95 fahrenheit) when i walked in GOOD LORD. my stupid binging mouth bit into...
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EDAnonymous
KashimaYatsuto
2020/01/21
I purged 5 times today... I was alone for too long :(
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EDAnonymous
FeelEuphoric
2020/01/21
My mom shared something with me recently that has made me feel 10000 times less alone. I’ve been extraordinarily depressed the past month, so my mom came out to visit me as I’m at my lowest point. I was complaining to my mom about how lots of regulars at my job feel comfortable enough to comment on my weight, and how I...
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EDAnonymous
WaterCruton
2020/01/22
spiraling down My boyfriend is distancing himself and it hurts so much it fuels my ed. i hate that he's doing this, but at least if he does leave me ill be skinny, right?
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gabbyph1201
2020/01/22
Binge restrict is ruining me how do I maintain I have been used to 600-1000 calorie a day diet for like 6 months with occasional bingeing. Anyways this binge restrict cycle is ruining my life. I’m always cold, chest pains, no energy, depressed, and tired. I am wondering that if I try to eat like 1500-2000 calories a da...
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EDAnonymous
TheTiredDuckling
2020/01/22
Maintaining.. I’m so tired of this. The place I was inpatient at is still watching me, and it has been many months since I was inpatient. I’m currently outpatient, and I just check my weight like once every week. I can’t maintain my weight, I either lose or gain like 0.5-1 kg every week. They want me to weigh like 60 k...
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wuylia
2020/01/22
anyone else feel crippling guilt after throwing away meals that other people have made for you? and how do you combat this? i feel so guilty when i throw away lunches but it’s the only time i have unsupervised meal times... i hate how déception and eds go hand in hand.
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CastleInTheAttic
2020/01/22
My BF is Fasting and it’s Triggering TF Out of Me So I’ve been dating this guy for 5 months now. Honestly he’s great, really emotionally mature/stable which is a first for me. Before we met he was apparently overweight but started doing Keto and lifting weights and whatever. I’ve tried to avoid the subject. I’ve be...
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EDAnonymous
beckyug
2020/01/22
tfw you want to be valid but feel like you shouldn’t be early on, i always had an urge to have some form of diagnosis so i didn’t feel like my issues were rooted in me being insane. but as soon as i was diagnosed by a medical professional i feel like i’m a liar, and that i don’t deserve any form of treatment or ackno...
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EeD_D
2020/01/22
I could use some kind words (TW: weight loss, eating habits) So I'm not doing so great. I have been fasting for 4 days and I'm having a heavy case of brain fog. I tried to eat something today, but I purged it immediately. I already lost around 4kg (around 8 lbs) in the past two/three weeks. I can't think straight, b...
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EDAnonymous
RoseyWren
2020/01/22
How much weight is it possible to gain in a week? I’m staying with my boyfriend who has no idea I have an ED. His diet isn’t the best, and we’re trying out loads of food that I never have before (he’s British, so fish and chips, scotch eggs, load of ice cream 😩). I can’t refuse because it’s delicious af and I just don...
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bollarcones
2020/01/22
Weird obsessions I’ve started hooking my fingers under my collarbones ever since they started showing again. It hurts but I’m so glad that they’re back. Losing my collarbones was visible proof of my weight gain. Anyone else?
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WaveHelloSayGoodbye
2020/01/22
Offering a little contribution to the climate change solutions with my... ED We don’t consume much of the depleting nutritious fruits that the Earth had to, but at this rate won’t be able to, offer; so we’re saving the food reserves The constant risk of losing fertility ==> lessening the world population that keeps...
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complexmariner
2020/01/22
Hair didnt fall out in the shower today!! As im writing this my bed is still covered in hair but I DONT THINK ANY CAME OUT IN THE SHOWER i am beyond excited ive been in weight restoration for 2 months and gone up 5kg and feel SO MUCH HEALTHIER i hate eating 3,000 cal a day tho ughhhh
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gucciskinny
2020/01/22
figured out how to c/s better than my bulimia currently??? /s we're going ✈️✈️ yet another level of disordered, when will this end
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EDAnonymous
MadSourCherry
2020/01/22
Stress triggers ED ED creates more stress. Guess we'll die..?
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EDAnonymous
beautifulchaos22
2020/01/22
Guys can we pls talk about acne in recovery Cuz my face has mt Kilimanjaro and mt Everest rn and I’m gonna go apeshit. Throwback to being 13 and the pimple fest that I endured.
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EDAnonymous
pur3forlyphe
2020/01/22
I'm not sure if I am heading down the path of an eating disorder I love being skinny! I love the way clothes always feel big on me, I love the aesthetics of high fashion models specifically the heroin chic look. I have even modeled before on the runway of professional fashion shows. I lost weight before the show (eve...
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DoNotEatAllTheDonuts
2020/01/22
The hospital just weighed me. I'm in the hospital for asthma/flu and they just weighed me. Fuck you guys. It's so bad. I'm legit crying and they're considering a psych evaluation for my reaction to it. Omg I just want to die. I've gone a year without weighing myself. Most nurses look at my chart and are like let's not ...
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throwaway_8777869
2020/01/22
I told my very close friend about a huge recovery win (though I'm technically not in recovery but whatever) and his response was really fucking triggering Okay so here's some backstory, I've had an eating disorder since I was around 14 and I'm 17 now. It's been all over the place but I was diagnosed with anorexia in 20...
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EDAnonymous
cachorrovinagre
2020/01/22
I just really hate dentists I'm 22 now and i haven't been to the dentist since i was 17 bc the only dentist i trusted was a very old man who propably didnt even know what bulimia is but when i tried to schedule an appointment i found out he died two years ago. The problem is that i have an appointment next tuesday with...
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EDAnonymous
dobelieveinbear
2020/01/22
A salesman said I was "too thin" Yesterday, I was walking around a mall on my lunch break since it's pretty close to my workplace. A French skincare guy managed to persuade me to test out products (I have bad skin anyway) and I ended up buying something because he said I was thin. He asked me what I ate 'cause I mentio...
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EDAnonymous
i_have_no_idea_why69
2020/01/22
I think I went to far I feel lightheaded even when laying down, I have a killer headache and I threw up 3 times
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EDAnonymous
rowurboat22
2020/01/22
I swore I was done with restricting But apparently I only have two settings, restrict or binge so I’ve been binging everyday for a month pretending I was recovering. I started restricting again this week and now I’m lying in bed with a stomach ache that’s a mixture of period cramps and hunger. Yay.
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EDAnonymous
hillhanna00
2020/01/22
Adderall is making me worse I go through this basically every winter: eat however I want and I'm SUPER happy spring-summer because of my birthday and the sun is out. But then every year, usually after Christmas because I've convinced myself calories don't exist september-december, I hate myself more than ever and go to...
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EDAnonymous
veesw
2020/01/22
Being in a long distance relationship has FUELED my ed Constantly and obsessively keeping track of the next time I’ll see him and how many calories I want to ingest and if he’ll notice if I’ve dropped the 3 pounds that I’ve been hating myself over It’s greaaaaat🤪 (Also, shout out to my amazing handsome man who ask...
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EDAnonymous
dehydrated-soup-bowl
2020/01/22
Why does my mums bf enable my ed so much ffs Whenever I fast or eat barely anything at dinner, he compliments me on being healthier, and whenever I eat anything remotely unhealthy he calls me out SO HARD. Like I know I'm being shitty and unhealthy af, but pleaaase don't call me out when I eat half a doughnut and a 33ca...
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EDAnonymous
dragaynite
2020/01/22
PMS? More like kms I’ve only been awake for two and a half hours today and I’ve already: 1) cried because my k cup exploded and my coffee was all grounds 2) come up with an unrealistic exercise plan for today 3) given up on said exercise plans 4) cried because I’m fat and hate myself, vowing to never eat again 5) eaten...
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EDAnonymous
RatEnabler
2020/01/22
Anyone else maintain on 1200? I feel very discouraged by my height, I'm 5'1 and I feel actively deterred from recovery when eating a relatively low 'normal' amount my body maintains. I can't lose weight unless I go sub 1000, and that's disordered and stressful. I feel like I can't win. I've been eating 1200-1400 on avg...
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EDAnonymous
aeronJ73
2020/01/22
Happy Birthday to me 😞 My boyfriend of completely forgot it’s my birthday, which also just so happens to be our anniversary. I’m not allowed to celebrate it in any way, but I guess on the plus side no one’s gonna make me eat cake today. Yay me.
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joy-division-slut
2020/01/22
I ate once a day for 4 days and gained 6 pounds after 1 day of binging. I don't understand how it happened it was literally one day. I woke up with 6 more pounds on that fucking scale. I feel so fucking shitty. I just want to cry and I'm ready to binge and gain all my weight back. IM SO TIERD OF DOING THIS
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EDAnonymous
tastefuldebauchery
2020/01/22
Apparently your period doesn’t really burn calories and I’m mad Like all these years I thought, “Hey! At least it burns some calories.” This is not the case according the internet and I just spent extra time in the elliptical. 😭😭
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EDAnonymous
fancybanquet
2020/01/22
Raise your hand if you've ever gone two days with nothing but alcohol, broke your "fast" with two apples back to back, only to literally shit your pants after eating them R I P my couch
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EDAnonymous
aeonamare
2020/01/22
why do I do this EVERYTIME had a week long b/p episode, gained 5 pounds, my brain decides that taking 6 laxatives is going to undo everything, currently crying in the bathroom regretting everything 🙃
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EDAnonymous
Sushisavage
2020/01/22
Struggling lately between the healthy part of my brain and the ED part of my brain Part of me misses being sick... looking sick... the attention, the control, etc. the other part is really happy with where I’m at. I don’t know what to do. I see myself getting smaller and a part of me is sickly full of joy and the other...
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EDAnonymous
Capital_Statement
2020/01/22
Does not eating or restricting release serotonin? That's all folks
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EDAnonymous
thestarxvii
2020/01/22
Hahaha oh no... I relapsed in August. I’ve lost a lot of weight. It’s noticeable. But I’ve been denying it bc I don’t want anyone paying attention to what I eat or don’t or anything. Well to the surprise of no one but me, my friends have noticed. My best friend texted me tonight (after me having denied it for month...
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EDAnonymous
HidingThisSideOfMeED
2020/01/22
Hahahaha it's relapse hours bois So yeah I'm back at it with another ED relapse so like wassah dudes what did I miss (TW just in case)
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tiaradactyl
2020/01/22
Not sure if it's an eating disorder or just anxiety. I've always been thin but for the last several months I've been losing at least a lb to 3lbs a week and I can maybe get down a half a meal to a meal a day. Just concerned. I checked myself into the ER last night for anxiety and am gonna get on meds. Anyone else have...
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EDAnonymous
imsnortingcoke
2020/01/22
coworker laughed and asked me if i was working on my summer body when i refused one of his cookies. i want to fucking hurl probably implying that i’m ugly ??? time to down a pack of laxatives aha aha
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morgscliff67
2020/01/22
VACATION ANXIETY I’m going on vacation in a month and I’m feeling rlly anxious about not being able to count my calories and gaining weight. I’m also rlly scared that I’m gonna lose all control and just binge every day. Any advice for how to stay in control?
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EDAnonymous
_1231throwaway1231_
2020/01/22
I’m so close to my HW and I want to die. Trigger warning At the doctor I had to be weighed. Even though I am diagnosed with Bulimia apparently I’m not skinny enough to have to face the other way on weigh ins. Guys, I’m .6 away from the scariest number. The number that I told myself if I ever got to I would kill mysel...
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namjoon1994
2020/01/22
An observation Every time I watch a video about bed or obesity I see tons of comments like "i only eat 800 calories a day unlike this fat ass!" It's like ok Jan thank you for telling us all you also have an eating disorder and acting like you're superior.
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EDAnonymous
lumpydukeofspacenuts
2020/01/22
I weigh more than I ever have in my life and I feel great. I'm 5'6 and used to weight 120lbs soaking wet. I was not confident in my body despite all the compliments I got on how thin I was. I took the ridicule to heart, despite the "omg what do you eat, i want a body like yours" comments i couldnt shake the feeling tha...
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gymhoe
2020/01/22
Did this lady at Panera really just call me out So I’m there to get a dozen bagels cause I told my family I’d pick them up today. I usually avoid eating any since I don’t trust myself to stop at just one. But this time, I decided to grab a couple of the sprouted grain ones to treat myself. I told myself it was fine sin...
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EDAnonymous
ActuaryAdvice12
2020/01/22
I feel ashamed that I was only anorexic for a year compared to some people who have had it for a long time I feel like I gave up especially since I went back to binge eating after
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YouSuckAtSudoku
2020/01/22
Give me that sweet validation I've been dropping hints here and there about how little I eat throughout the day and surprise surprise, absolutely no one has made any comment about it lmao. I reached a point where I'm just desperate for anyone to tell me they're concerned about me just to not feel like a fraud. If no ...
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EDAnonymous
Twisting_Me
2020/01/22
Peach? Hello all, I saw people posting about Peach. I tried downloading it and making an account but didn't know what to do next. Do you friend individuals or join groups like reddit? Thanks.
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EDAnonymous
Syrpaw
2020/01/22
DEA have to do daily activities with a lot of physical activity? (sorry if you've seen this post before ( I also posted in others subs)) Are there any people (here) that also struggle with compulsive physical activity in everyday activities? I don't really exercise but I "have" to do all kinds of things that involve ...
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