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delaneykate
2020/01/24
question RE: potassium Hey everyone, first time posting. my dietician told me today that my potassium levels are weirdly high. i thought this was strange as i’m dealing w/ severe restrictive bulimia & always worried about low potassium. the doctor then told me to avoid bananas and other high potassium foods, but ha...
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brainblanket
2020/01/24
just fucking pissed about life and food i work in the food industry (of course) and my job right now is a nightmare. we're doing beer tasting/sampling 3 times a week- i literally get out of bed, drink beers and talk about them, eat all the pizza we get delivered, go home and pass out. i fucking hate the taste of beer...
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EDAnonymous
Helloalliwannaknow
2020/01/24
Went through a whole year of bulimia and I feel like it’s coming back I don’t wanna get into it but I’m in high school and I was trying to lose weight and I became obsessed but it worked that was around a year and half ago but now I’m gaining weight and my body image is turning more negative everyday but I don’t wanna ...
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qwerty0476
2020/01/24
Everybody’s Diary 24/1/2020 Daily repository for everybody’s Diary entry, ED related or otherwise. Question of the day: what is the best thing that happened to you today?
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EDAnonymous
sicklamb
2020/01/24
Someone stop me >:( I can’t stop thinking about food and I’m not even that far into my fast. I am literally seconds away from ordering chipotle and I’m about to cry.
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EDAnonymous
kinda-over-this
2020/01/24
big yikes i’m so exhausted by purging 3x+ a day but honestly i just want to vomit everything lately. I’ve been having family issues and i’m really really stressed about school. I feel like i’m terrible at everything i so compared to my friends and i feel like the only thing that brings me any sort of relief is to binge...
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EDAnonymous
pierrottriste
2020/01/24
is there anything worse than people guessing your weight especially guys 😔🔫 idk if its worse when they guess it too high or when they guess it correctly
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EDAnonymous
Danizada
2020/01/24
After “recovering” and gaining 15 lbs, I’m now purging 3x day I haven’t purged since October and slowly gained 15 lbs. I decided I need to get back to a weight I am comfortable at. Yesterday I ate a family sized box of cocoa puffs after dinner and purged. This morning I had a 1000 cal breakfast and purged. I just ate a...
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EDAnonymous
punishedanonshame
2020/01/24
nothing better than watching a show with characters who trigger your ED (/s) started watching Euphoria this last weekend 🤪 as a trans person w/ an ED i’m literally going to jump off a bridge LMAO
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EDAnonymous
PenelopeSummer
2020/01/24
What are all the eating disorder books you’ve read? What are all the eating disorder books you’ve read? If possible, list them in order of favourite to least favourite. I’m looking to read some ED books (I mean like, not recovery help books, but more fictions or memoir?). Everyone says Wintergirls is a classic but I’...
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EDAnonymous
turbollamaa
2020/01/24
residential to partial hospitalization to residential Im posting this here because I have yet to tell my parents or best friend this but i wanted to tell someone. my treatment team at php wants to step back up to residential and i dont know what im doing anymore
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EDAnonymous
SleepyChild34
2020/01/24
Cheat drink Hey! I know not everyone is a fan of aloe but I buy these drinks at dollar tree and they’re zero calories! Since there’s aloe chunks in the drink itself it kinda tricks my body into thinking it’s eaten. Great taste + zero calories = mega win
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EDAnonymous
sadgirlbodang
2020/01/24
Tw: I saved all my calories for wine today. I don’t think I’ve been this sad in a minute. No appetite, sitting on the floor. Bf who loves me, cats who love me, job I’m decent at, it all feels very out of place. I think my personality would be better tolerated if I were thin. People would think I’m working harder if I w...
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EDAnonymous
AGhostter
2020/01/24
curious Does anyone else drink everyday? By that a mean a shot or two of vodka everyday at the end of the day. Just want to know im not alone in that
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EDAnonymous
Spiderslushie
2020/01/24
I’m so upset I currently have someone staying with me as they’re saving money for their own living situation, and as they were leaving this morning they tripped over my weight scale in my bathroom and it broke. I started having a breakdown over it and my partner said maybe it was a good thing and I got really defensive...
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EDAnonymous
Derangedwildcats
2020/01/24
Holy shit. Someone please help me understand. Okay, I don’t even know where to start with this, because it might just be my PTSD talking. Today in treatment, I heard a bunch of people say how they often baked super high calorie things, and tried to give them to others to make them gain weight. And I’m not trying to be...
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EDAnonymous
Dragon-Of-Jade
2020/01/24
Am I A Bad Person? I kinda opened up to my SO about my eating disorder and how much I disliked my body and how it made me feel because I’ve been feeling really down about it. He then said that he didn’t like me talking about it because even though I was just directly talking about how it affected me, he basically said ...
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bigtittythot
2020/01/25
Recovered but upset. I dont have "ed thoughts" anymore and I dont engage in behaviors at all. I've been "in recovery" numerous times and in treatment for a ridiculous amount of wasted time as well. However I truly consider myself recovered, which is why I feel even more shame for feeling this way... Anyway, my husband...
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too_many_questionsss
2020/01/25
I ate too much today :( I thought I was done having episodes of binge eating. But today my dad made the. Best. Dinner. Ever. And I loved it. I ate an entire portion of meat, mashed potatoes, salad, sauce and ended it all with lots of cake and sweets, more sweets, cola, and an Irish coffee. It took me 4 hours, before th...
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EDAnonymous
hr-oneybee
2020/01/25
Two in one day My boyfriend made a comment today saying that he was surprised Beach Bunny's "Prom Queen" was so highly streamed when the rest of her songs have half the views... and then later made a comment that he "couldn't believe there were seven seasons of a show called Supersize vs Superskinny" The urge to say s...
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EDAnonymous
favisnugget
2020/01/25
Nothing but a rant about a job. RIP thigh gap. A few months ago I started a very stressful job working long hours. To cope I’ve been drinking much more than I used to, which would be ok if I didn’t also fucking eat more. I’m losing my thigh gap. I watch it grow smaller and smaller and yet I continue to drink 🍷 🍸 �...
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carlsolomonsblues
2020/01/25
All I want to do is binge and I'm so depressed i wish i didn't exist anymore. It's my birthday weekend and everyone asked what I wanted and I said a weekend to myself for peace and quiet in my home and they said that's totally fair because I do everything and pay for everything and never get time to myself. Awesome rig...
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beautybutt1222
2020/01/25
Oral Fixation & Overeating? Hello, everyone. I'm new here. I want to start by introducing myself. The username I picked was already taken so I added "butt" in reference to "butterfly"... So, beautybutt1222 came about. I thought I'd make that clear and set it straight from the get-go. haha I have a new boyfriend an...
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breadlof
2020/01/25
near faint on hospital shift i volunteer in healthcare because i’m an absolute hypocrite! and i’ve been heavily restricting for 5 days but i was feeling fine at home. today driving to the hospital i accidentally hit a curb and got a flat tire which (yay!) caused a panic attack which lingered during my shift. so here i ...
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EDAnonymous
qwertycccccc
2020/01/25
Im not sure how to help a friend of mine, so a friend of mine told me that she thought she was really close to relapsing and i dont know what to do. shes tried to talk to me about stuff in the past but i never had anything to say but im scared to ask her if shes ok because she might think that im not worth talking to ...
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Throwawayaccidot
2020/01/25
Is this an eating disorder? Throw away for obvious reasons. Story: Since I hit puberty (Now a 27 year old adult), I've binged insane amounts of food and then I'll drink a ton of coffee, diet soda, caffiene drinks, anything that acts as a laxative, or even insane amounts of water to get whatever I ate out as soon as p...
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froz3nw4ffl3s
2020/01/25
all my friends are either underweight or really fit and their conversation trigger me my friend group at school consists of people who are really skinny at like unhealthy levels or do a metric fuckton of sports and are like fit from that so one of my friends wasn’t eating bc he never does and then everyone was trying ...
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EDAnonymous
Cautious-Highway
2020/01/25
To those of you with comorbidities: do you feel your experiences with EDs are different? I have NPD, bipolar and anorexia (like a goddamn combo-meal of stigmatized disorders). I feel like my narcissism fuels my anorexia. *I'm underweight, in the minority, so I'm special. I still restrict even though I don't need to -...
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EDAnonymous
TheLadyInBlackk
2020/01/25
I should be getting better but instead Im only getting worse Ive been in recovery for almost 2 years now. During my recovery Ive gained over 22 pounds and I finally reached normal weight at one point. I dont know what triggered me but the past 4 months have been really hard for me and Ive started restricting and losing...
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EDAnonymous
really-the-worst
2020/01/25
i’m going into a brandy melville for the first time wish me luck that place is gonna trigger tf out of me lol
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toucanna
2020/01/25
Secretly pleased when my nutritionist says I’ve lost weight I recently went through a very intense PHP/IOP recovery program for five months, and although I was not technically underweight when I started, I looked pretty skinny from my usual self. You know, the hands and head too big and knobby arms and legs look? I hav...
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EDAnonymous
crumbly-toast
2020/01/25
All it takes is for someone to call me "skinny", and the thoughts just come crawling back ik it's just a negligible comment that is literally just a descriptor, unless someone's trying to make fun of you...and the woman who just told me this was NOT implying anything rude by calling me skinny...but fuck if I'm not feel...
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EDAnonymous
sorchaarts
2020/01/25
My stellar meal plan of one (half) a restaurant meal a day while I give my leftovers to my bf since everyone wants to take me out to eat during my birth month. My calorie intake is either 500cal a day sparsed out throughout the day, in the form of coffee protien shakes, seaweed, vitamin products, kombucha, protien yogu...
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EDAnonymous
moonmosaic
2020/01/25
Eating disorder? I’m so confused whether or not I actually have a problem with food I started restricting calories due to a relapse in around september time, but i still eat and really enjoy food Sometimes i’m just like fuck it let’s have this to eat or ooh let’s add some pb to these oats and i feel like that isn’t a ...
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EDAnonymous
aha98
2020/01/25
I thought I had finally learned how to love my body but I relapsed earlier this week... And it feels great? Working on my dissertation is driving me insane and apparently puking/ c&s is the only way I can get my brain to calm tf down. I feel so guilty because I know this is bad for me but this relapse is making...
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EDAnonymous
Thenightsaresolong_
2020/01/25
BF is so thin it’s triggering So between June/July and October of last year I dropped about 30 lbs after being dumped by someone I thought I was in love with. At the end of October, I met someone who was much better for me and who clearly cares about me more. Over the holidays, I was CONVINCED I gained everything back ...
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EDAnonymous
kiiiria
2020/01/25
Nothing fuels my ED behaviours more than my bf talking abt other girls First he praises some other girl to high heavens cause she's so impressive and amazing (and when I said I feel insecure in comparison he replied with "she IS very impressive tbf" which to my brain is the same as saying I'm not). That's fine I know I...
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EDAnonymous
undercoverbunky
2020/01/25
the milk where i live is making people sick... it’s grocery time boys 😎😎😎
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EDAnonymous
iampurity
2020/01/25
having a boyfriend is making my ed worse the problem is that it literally isnt my boyfriends fault in the slightest!! he knows about my ed and always tells me that he’s here for me and that he loves me no matter what size i am. he always tells me that whenever im ready to recover he will be there for me and will help m...
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EDAnonymous
carlacoutoure
2020/01/25
Help!!!! Love my long acrylic gel tips but how does anyone purge with nails????
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EDAnonymous
eatsomethingxo
2020/01/25
DAE completely lose control of restricting when depressed and then go binge their life away? wellllll, I fucking do. when I'm depressed I lose all motivation and care and control. but if I'm manic or taking my meds and regain control then I'm a restriction queen. I'm back on the coaster. regained all the weight I lost....
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FuckingThiiiief
2020/01/25
[TW!! mention of suicidal thoughts, self harm] I feel guilty, ED made me into a cruel, lying, careless thief Being broke probably is a reason too, sure as hell enabled my ED to develop much worse. To the point of not eating for days, it reached a point where i have lost the ability to function, so weak, so exhuasted....
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lavenderoats
2020/01/25
I haven’t been at my ugw in officially a year I haven’t been 93 lbs in one year officially and that kind of disgusts me 🙃 going back to my life of 4 vegan chicken nuggets and a cup of rice a day. I’ll be that small again if it kills me lmaoo. I’m 114 now, and while that doesn’t sound like much, I’m 5’0” and I look lik...
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jungerbastard
2020/01/25
I always feel like a fraud when I'm going through ED communities n stuff because I'm still overweight Then I remember the time I ate a KitKat bar in the span of 14 days n I'm like hmmmmmmmmmm sumthin gotta be wrong ahahahaa
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kinabatangan
2020/01/25
How do you respond to coworkers who comment on the amount of food you eat? At work we always have lunch provided for us from nearby restaurants and cafes. I have this annoying AF coworker who often comments on how little or how much I eat and I never know how to respond. What should I do in this situation?
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Hezirok
2020/01/25
unhealthy relationship with exercise and food it seems i restrict if i don’t exercise. i feel hungry, but restrict because i’m not exercising. i even walk just to exercise and be able to eat more. advice?
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throwawayy027o
2020/01/25
Is it bad if I post what I eat in a day on YouTube? I have two subscribers, big ed tws but I don’t wanna be pro... I don’t post tips
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pathetic-noose
2020/01/25
I shouldn’t have to count calories on my birthday 2 years ago I ate the tiniest sliver of cake and then threw it all away. 1 year ago I ate the whole damn cake only to vomit it all up afterwards. Today I am going out for brunch to celebrate & I will also allow myself to eat as much cake as I want and will not do an...
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angelnumber777
2020/01/25
sometimes i forget shitting is a thing people do havent shit in a week gang rise up
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EDAnonymous
i-gotta-get-better
2020/01/25
I don’t know what hunger is anymore I used to be so normal. I’d eat when I got hungry and stop when I wasn’t. I didn’t think about food at all. But ever since I started binging and restricting, I’ve noticed that I never feel hungry anymore. This makes it super easy for me to restrict so yay? That doesn’t mean I don’t e...
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EDAnonymous
killereverdeen
2020/01/25
My ED really be doing the Most™ today I was at the bakery getting breakfast and the lady weighing the greek pie asked if it’s okay that it weighs less than what I asked for and I was just “Yeah sure no problem!!” and the first thing my stupid stupid brain deadass thought was “better to be a little hungry than full” I’m...
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EDAnonymous
stillbored516
2020/01/25
Spooked Honestly not really sure what to say here. I'm just kinda venting I guess. I'm probably going to have to be admitted to the medical Ward of the hospital on Tuesday and I'm panicking because they're going to make me gain weight and stuff and aaaa
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EDAnonymous
wyding
2020/01/25
can’t think straight i cant remember the last time i wasn’t fixated on my insecurities. it’s like i don’t even look at food the same way some of my friends do. it’s all i think about. some days i’m like fuck it and i binge and regret. it’s just this cycle of me starving-then-overeating. i’m a weak piece of shit ngl
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EDAnonymous
100percentthatED
2020/01/25
Still cant believe I'm struggling with an ed TW because everything fucking triggers me. Look, for reasons absolutely beyond me, I've been knocking around with eating disorder behavior since I was like 8. They tell me its genetic and my life was shit so here I am, 20 yrs later still, STILL, struggling with this absolut...
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EDAnonymous
LoveableLlama
2020/01/25
Taylor Swift I have a bit of a controversial view on Taylor Swift ‘coming out’ about having (had?) an eating disorder. No doubt she legitimately did, but isn’t it a coincidence that she stayed thin while it was stylish then recovered once being ‘thic’ became a thing? I think that this is great for her publicity and tha...
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apple_buns
2020/01/25
My scale called me out I feel so betrayed right now I was away from school for a month and finally stepped on my scale. last week. I basically went on a month long binge over winter break and gained 10lbs. I have a bluetooth scale and I open up the app to sync it and I kid you not it said "Is this still the same user, ...
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Youdontknowmelololol
2020/01/25
I have lied to a health care provider about my weight for the first time I crossed the line, and I definitely have a problem now. Anyone have similar stories? How did it feel?
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uniqueassisted
2020/01/25
i told him i wasn't in the mood but.. ...it's actually just that i found a juul on the ground and hit it until i got nic sick so i could vomit without feeling guilty about purging and now i can't get out of bed 😎
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yssjfs
2020/01/25
Learning about Taylor Swift’s eating disorder has me all fucked up. Pictures and video from her 1989 tour have been my thinspo since they came out. I guess I always suspected something else was up, but fuck! Can anyone be that skinny and just... normal?? I always figured if she could do it without an ED, then maybe ...
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lolsappho
2020/01/25
insomnia be like haven’t slept for more than 4 hours straight since my “slip” into restriction went a little more south. Can’t pick up my rx for my new sleeping med until tomorrow so decided to throw caution to the wind tonight and just wear myself out. I ate half a daiya cheesecake earlier and i’m just refusing to pr...
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spaceyspaceboy
2020/01/25
Back on my shit Hi all, I'm new to this subreddit. I'm Toby, I'm 23 year old FtM, technically recovered from anorexia 6 years ago but I've relapsed. Partly because of my dysphoria but mostly because of my mum, who has been crash dieting and trying to force me to do it too so she has been talking a lot about my weight a...
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EDAnonymous
stupididkwhyihaveths
2020/01/25
Haha I fucked up I binge ate an entire pint of Ben & Jerry’s because I’m convinced my friends at school all hate me and then purged that shit right up. I’m fucking livid at myself idek what to do.
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EDAnonymous
sarockk
2020/01/25
DAE feel overwhelmed by the amount of "Coke zero / Monster" related posts on this sub recently? As I do love the "no sugar" jokes and discussions, I feel like we don't need specific brands to identify us (a community for sick people) as a market. If this sub turned a blind eye to blatant ads - for unhealthy and addicti...
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EDAnonymous
themrschanandlerbong
2020/01/25
lol nvm i was hanging out with my friends and i hadn’t eaten yet today (its almost 10pm here) bc my ED has been hella bad lately, and i finally convinced myself that i should eat something. when i sat down with what i hyped myself up to eat, my friend chewed me out and told me i should eat a “real meal” instead of junk...
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EDAnonymous
yezistan
2020/01/25
meal planning who? intuitive eating who? me googling my tdee: wow, how am i ever going to eat that much in one day? no, dont think like that. you can recover! you can do it! me, an hour later, after eating an entire 12pack of fresh cookies that add up to my exact tdee: well now i am not doing it
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EDAnonymous
itsapplered
2020/01/25
Universe keeping garlic bread away from me Target run for a Friday binge session. Got Sunchips (garden salsa), Kettle Lays (jalepeno), and Rice Cakes (sour cream onion).. also a loaf of frozen store brand garlic bread. Tell me why that bread will not scan. Self check out will lock up and need team member assistance if...
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EDAnonymous
lobakai
2020/01/25
I’ve gotten a lot skinnier but I’ve realized I’ve barely had an appetite for anything Usually I have a lot of snacks at night (or any time of the day) and that’s obviously not helpful for weight loss. Though something a long the way has made me not feel hungry for hardly anything. At one point I was stressing over my t...
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EDAnonymous
mommystorms
2020/01/25
My manager, when I walk into work today: Ugh I need to go on whatever diet *you’re* on! Me, internally: Oh you mean the diet of self-hatred, depression and anxiety? Yeah this “diet” sure is dreamy. Me in real life: *laughs super awkwardly and shuffles away quickly* Seriously I can’t help but to get super uncomf...
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EDAnonymous
twisted-glass
2020/01/25
Ok straight UP when will this end Failing at recovery is common, sure, but I would really love to stop having mini relapses every week. I wake up and go on tumblr (cuz I’m shit), make reminders on my phone that say “fat fuck don’t you dare eat” and stress and obsess. I end up binging cuz like duh, CLASSIC, am I right?...
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EDAnonymous
darthtaters
2020/01/25
ISO: flavor god seasoning reviews 😅 specifically the chocolate donut coffee flavoring. they also have ranch seasoning and cheese seasoning 🤡 and it’s all zero calorie and I just need to know if it’s too good to be true and these actually taste like ass 😂
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EDAnonymous
throwaway99922222222
2020/01/25
Is it bad that I would rather have ana than BED? I understand that we go through similar thoughts and we’re in this together but God I wanna be able to just tell my self to shut the fuck up and not eat for more than two hours. I wanna relate to the stupid “monster for breakie ✌️😋” posts instead of my usual “having the...
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EDAnonymous
vibinfrfr
2020/01/25
it’s hilarious how GOOD food tastes when you’re starving like i just had a plain cheese quesadilla with sour cream, and i couldnt stop saying how delicious it was lmao does anyone else feel like they could eat dirt and it’d seem 🤤 when restricting??
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bloomingg--
2020/01/25
My mom took me to five guys today and I lost my shit. My mom knows I have an eating disorder and so she enticed me with saying we could split a “little plain burger”. But i looked up at the menu and saw there was a bacon burger over a thousand calories!! what the fuck??? and then my mom was like which one do you want??...
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broketreebranch
2020/01/25
Taylor Swift talks about eating disorder in Netflix doc. Glad that she’s [speaking up](https://variety.com/2020/music/festivals/taylor-swift-eating-disorder-netflix-documentary-miss-americana-1203478047/amp/), mostly so people know what kind of disordered eating is happening behind those red carpet looks. “Naturally sk...
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goblin_problems
2020/01/26
I started starving so I could be skinny Then I starved to feel in control Now I think I do it because I just want to die :(
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bad_questions_only
2020/01/26
Yall got harm reduction tips? Ok not tips on how to fast/purge and stuff I mean like how not to fuck up my body anymore then I have already in the long run
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jmnycrckt
2020/01/26
Why do I feel guilty every time I eat I hate doing this sort of stuff because I don’t wanna seem like I’m begging for attention but I don’t really know who to ask so I thought I’d ask anonymously
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GirlWearingMyDress
2020/01/26
Me: No one should ever talk about my weight, it’s none of their business! Also me: Imma lose another 20lbs and then they’ll pay attention to me.
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McGillla
2020/01/26
Discharged from ED clinic I had been attending an ED outpatients clinic for over a year and a half, I undertook some group work, work with a dietician and briefly CBT. I got on so poorly with the therapist I didn't continue. Work with the dietician stalled as I was unable to make any really progress and so it was decid...
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EDAnonymous
goodbyeruby2sday
2020/01/26
F for my scale battery Seems that leaving a battery surrounded by coins for several days drains it This the second time I've done this I don't have anymore batteries for my food scale Send help
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EDAnonymous
pastelxbones
2020/01/26
Goals and Progress in a Recovery/Relapse Cycle During my first relapse of college, I initially lost some weight but then I got into a binge/purge cycle that led to me gaining it all back and then gaining even more intentionally when I started recovery (again). I considered the weight I gained before getting into recove...
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EDAnonymous
abbylikesoreos
2020/01/26
going to restaurants that display calories on the menu can’t you see I’m recovering here pls stop
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EDAnonymous
emily_renae99
2020/01/26
Accidentally drank soda and cried Most of the time my boyfriend and I have lunch with his parents on Sundays which ALWAYS causes so much anxiety. Today we were at the Culver’s and I’m sitting there with my 140 cal side of soup and my water barely holding it together and I accidentally took a drink of my boyfriend’s sod...
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EDAnonymous
crazypersiancatlady
2020/01/26
I gross myself out I’m into learning about true crime, and sometimes when they describe the victim’s height/weight I am so jealous. Only THEN do I remember that “Such&such, 5’4” and 95lbs” was brutally MURDERED, and I feel so disgusted with myself. Sigh.
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EDAnonymous
babylions126
2020/01/26
constipation when recovering from ana, my stomach became all whack about 3 months into recovery. I am currently 10 months in, and my stomach is still bad if not worse. I am weight restored, I have my period back, but the constipation just seems to not be fixing itself. How long did it take for you guys if this has happ...
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EDAnonymous
stressedsunflowers
2020/01/26
""You're a normal weight" I told my friend I'm fat because my Ed was like wHy NoT mAybE sHe WiLl tRiGgEr YoU and honestly I was craving validation. So fast forward a few messages and she tells me that. Ouch. Is it not obvious that I'm UW??? Am I still fucking fat?? Do I still need to lose more (yes)??? BRB gotta low r...
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EDAnonymous
Skinanonymous1000
2020/01/26
reached my first goal weight! and all i got were my big ass rib bones sticking out?? literally can see my bones poke thru my skin in the least sensual most alien way possible. i am disgosted. thought i was going to become an ig baddie. i want. a. refund. (lol but fr i also binged for 2 days straight so im probably up 5...
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EDAnonymous
bumblemb
2020/01/26
Dry skin along spine? I'm at my lowest weight and frequently get dry patches along the knobs of my spine--is this ED related or just a dry skin issue? I'm guessing the skin is rubbing against bone in ways its not used to, but I do also just have dry skin so it really could be either. Anyone else ever have dry patches a...
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EDAnonymous
trqs
2020/01/26
girls don’t want boys they want 7 lb snake poops
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cutesatan666
2020/01/26
I'm not gonna care about calories for my birthday! :^) spoiler alert: I cried over a piece of cake
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EDAnonymous
IdoNtCaT
2020/01/26
I ate in front of my friends today! I know it may seem small but it’s something I’ve been struggling with forevvveeerrrr
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EDAnonymous
Liquid_Is_A_Paper
2020/01/26
Drank a salt solution to purge Didn't make me throw up, so I drank all that sodium for nothing. Also, I have a vital blood test tomorrow morning and I've got a shit ton of salt floating round my system 🙃🙃🙃aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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vangogh-thot
2020/01/26
Im afraid for my boyfriend. I struggled really badly with AN last year, i dont want to say any specific numbers but I was extremely close to death. My weight was in the double digits and its bad. Ive gained a lot of weight back and its been really scary, but Im still going. My boyfriend has been trying to lose weight l...
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EDAnonymous
frogfacewheeler
2020/01/26
Any Norwegians/people who’ve recently been in norway? Seeing the ad for the movie “Selvportrett” is triggering the shit out of me :( anyone else relate?
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EDAnonymous
knivmord
2020/01/26
i can have a little cry on the bathroom floor..... as a treat in conclusion i had two slices of cake yesterday which led to me currently feeling like a fraud and almost having a ☆ mental breakdown ☆ at the gym today loves it!!
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murdernoises
2020/01/26
Fuck plateaus (TW for numbers) I KEEP PLATEAUING AT 115LBS NO MATTER WHAT I DO. ILL GO UP TO 119 WHEN I EAT A LITTLE OVER MY ALLOWANCE AND THEN BACK DOWN TO 115LBS EVEN WHEN IM HARDCORE RESTRICTING WHY BODY WHYYY I JUST WANT TO BE 100LBS
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Beconelle
2020/01/26
Well I fainted at a wedding today Maybe because all I had today was a 90 cal fibre one bar and we were standing around in the sun. Not sure. Anyway, really embarrassed. I guess this is a sign I need to quit my bullshit but I probably won't. 🙃🙃🙃
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why-am-i-like-this_
2020/01/26
Do I need to straight up say that my eating habits are disordered??? I am in a rather bad mood. A friend does not seem to realise that he keeps saying the worst things possible to me in regards to food and weight. I mentioned that I was concerned with the effects that being underweight was having on my health, he told ...
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swordlesbians
2020/01/26
excited about studying abroad but for the wrong reasons i'm really hoping to study in France next year and i just realized that a big part of why i'm so excited is because it'll be so much easier to have an eating disorder without anyone noticing. kinda sad because i'm almost definitely gonna relapse hard once i'm over...
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AberrantLycosidae
2020/01/26
it’s not an eating disorder if i’m just too tired to get up and make food, right? ......right?
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