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EDAnonymous | iamallofme56 | 2020/01/26 | I feel out of place Im a trans guy thats gaining some form of ED and i just feel so out of place in a way I cant explain. Does anyone else feel similar or have a way to explain it? | 0.675606 | 0.623232 | 3.539091 | 95.81197 | 78.090909 | 6.775758 | 23.757576 | 6.427356 | 0.297721 | 138 | 4 | 39 | 1 | 3 | 50 | 31 | 44 | 0 | 0.924 | 0.076 | 0.4215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 23 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184666 | 0.270603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.400612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.551859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.419262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | miss_lychee | 2020/01/26 | M.E anyone? Just wondered if anyone else here struggles with M.E (i.e. chronic fatigue)?
My body is so sensitive to everything and I'm so tired all the time. It makes restriction so hard.
Can anyone relate? x | 1.735602 | 4.27984 | 2.674511 | 85.556579 | 100.842105 | 5.329323 | 23.849624 | 6.86897 | 1.626078 | 165 | 7 | 27 | 3 | 7 | 52 | 33 | 38 | 0.251 | 0.749 | 0 | -0.8673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.573737 | 0.280245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159487 | 0.314361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | orbitacemnterio | 2020/01/26 | i'm really sad and confused? i restricted the whole week, ate one meal a day and fasted everyday for more than 18 hours. woke up today and i could swore i felt skinnier in my stomach area specially my ribs, but when i go weigh myself it all gets fucked because apparently i didn't lose a thing???? in fact i gained 200 g... | -0.040641 | 2.298316 | 1.680951 | 95.812731 | 92.956522 | 4.788043 | 18.92663 | 6.478494 | 0.073446 | 869 | 27 | 190 | 11 | 32 | 282 | 131 | 230 | 0.236 | 0.646 | 0.118 | -0.9886 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 36 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 18 | 7 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 14 | 16 | 4 | 6 | 6 | 38 | 39 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 9 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 1 | 24 | 5 | 20 | 22 | 10 | 34 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 2 | 20 | 105 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089905 | 0 | 0 | 0.217862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312303 | 0.058831 | 0 | 0.063996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055013 | 0.112859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075164 | 0 | 0.226252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119756 | 0 | 0 | 0.108047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318385 | 0 | 0.084664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074809 | 0 | 0 | 0.178791 | 0 | 0 | 0.213472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180649 | 0 | 0 | 0.104385 | 0.101608 | 0.125719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123115 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | changedish | 2020/01/26 | today I realized that my mom is drunkorexic too This is such an eye opening discovery for me and I feel like I have to tell someone but there’s no one else in my life I can say this to.
I’ve never been diagnosed or spoken about this to anyone but I believe I’ve had ED since I was 11. I’m 20 now, and since I got to coll... | 4.018467 | 4.697259 | 5.217902 | 84.137128 | 70.929825 | 7.819171 | 26.857869 | 7.89386 | 1.49932 | 1,308 | 41 | 269 | 16 | 23 | 435 | 175 | 342 | 0.076 | 0.821 | 0.103 | 0.9129 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 15 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 24 | 20 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 48 | 45 | 23 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 17 | 16 | 14 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 23 | 8 | 50 | 8 | 42 | 21 | 4 | 48 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 27 | 20 | 0 | 4 | 28 | 186 | 67 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184326 | 0 | 0.178635 | 0 | 0 | 0.215273 | 0.09344 | 0 | 0.058645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171051 | 0.0603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05257 | 0 | 0 | 0.097162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111234 | 0 | 0 | 0.08753 | 0 | 0 | 0.197674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084481 | 0 | 0.264731 | 0.072041 | 0 | 0.076382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043605 | 0.061609 | 0 | 0 | 0.078821 | 0.220064 | 0.10428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102193 | 0 | 0 | 0.086504 | 0.085655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179609 | 0.094789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093699 | 0 | 0.121826 | 0.084264 | 0 | 0.07615 | 0.076319 | 0.217256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133025 | 0 | 0 | 0.080929 | 0.337983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084729 | 0 | 0.100573 | 0 | 0.163488 | 0.082405 | 0 | 0.117101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103735 | 0.148965 | 0 | 0.071156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105016 | 0 | 0.079944 | 0 | 0.096282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061262 | 0 | 0 | 0.055535 |
EDAnonymous | DumbsterExt | 2020/01/26 | I’m sick of being triggered by EVERYTHING Almost everything triggers me now. I listen to music, it’s about attractive girls. My friends are always talking about how they’re getting laid. Leaving the house and seeing everyone being better than me. Now even just people looking at me. Everything just reminds me how disgus... | 4.193831 | 7.164126 | 5.071991 | 75.492273 | 76.424242 | 7.407792 | 32.155844 | 8.418075 | 3.277821 | 293 | 15 | 43 | 6 | 7 | 95 | 50 | 66 | 0.096 | 0.776 | 0.128 | 0.296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 3 | 8 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 33 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155972 | 0 | 0 | 0.225647 | 0.636698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182446 | 0 | 0.123376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | woah_speedracer | 2020/01/26 | Gag Reflex, we hardly knew ye... (right?) Please back me up... your gag reflex disappeared after purging for a while, right??? I’m 16 years out from my first two-fingered-escape and I barely ever manage to make myself purge.... even when I had the flu, I was so sick to my stomach but couldn’t puke :( | 0.385345 | 2.826582 | 1.885776 | 94.45556 | 91.758621 | 3.589655 | 14.146552 | 5.148861 | -0.971766 | 224 | 4 | 45 | 1 | 8 | 72 | 50 | 58 | 0.291 | 0.682 | 0.026 | -0.9404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 31 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216486 | 0.296482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.559819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21107 |
EDAnonymous | cuntycartier | 2020/01/26 | sometimes I just want to enjoy life having an ed is sooooooooo debilitating and annoying, yet recovery seems so incredibly far away, and takes so much dedicated time and energy, that I, a full time uni student do not have.
ive suffered with anorexia for SO god damn long (7 years) and I purged today for the first time... | 5.878014 | 6.622371 | 7.090213 | 72.133333 | 66.801418 | 10.521986 | 34.106383 | 10.504224 | 3.759502 | 583 | 26 | 105 | 15 | 9 | 198 | 102 | 141 | 0.11 | 0.684 | 0.206 | 0.9327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 16 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 16 | 4 | 19 | 12 | 2 | 24 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 71 | 20 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171962 | 0.244459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206728 | 0.142795 | 0.098768 | 0 | 0 | 0.17891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184044 | 0.210903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171294 | 0 | 0.199947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229415 | 0 | 0 | 0.152003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129539 | 0 | 0 | 0.353653 | 0 | 0.191629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260376 |
EDAnonymous | secretmountaingoat1 | 2020/01/26 | Sobbing about pizza at 12am is never about the fucking pizza This is about to make zero sense but I have to let it out.
I go back and forth for hours about if I should buy a fucking pizza bc I’m so hungry and I’ve been doing SO good. My boyfriend tells me to get the pizza, but he doesn’t realize why I go back and for... | -0.322556 | 1.892913 | 2.382529 | 91.8 | 91.088889 | 5.059004 | 17.980843 | 6.647476 | 0.092597 | 823 | 23 | 179 | 11 | 29 | 285 | 104 | 225 | 0.247 | 0.697 | 0.056 | -0.9934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 17 | 7 | 3 | 15 | 0 | 20 | 21 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 29 | 37 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 15 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 11 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 24 | 3 | 23 | 31 | 2 | 21 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 11 | 121 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.481517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196984 | 0 | 0 | 0.123319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.405256 | 0.114512 | 0.105128 | 0.124565 | 0.183837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11604 | 0 | 0.112063 | 0.077406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098909 | 0 | 0.073152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296663 | 0 | 0 | 0.105641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119819 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | deanhipchester | 2020/01/26 | was just called "a challenge from God" by the boy i like(d) I had a wild romance with a religious boy that couldn't have been longer than 72 hours max. He called me two hours ago to cut it off and told me that "sometimes Allah [God] gives you a challenge to see if you'll stray or go closer to him". He didn't mean it in... | 2.294839 | 3.07333 | 3.491732 | 94.553086 | 75.03352 | 5.95462 | 21.031801 | 5.369823 | -0.191388 | 640 | 13 | 152 | 2 | 13 | 208 | 112 | 179 | 0.132 | 0.772 | 0.096 | -0.8132 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 25 | 28 | 13 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 17 | 8 | 25 | 13 | 1 | 21 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 19 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 99 | 23 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141298 | 0 | 0 | 0.165089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149017 | 0 | 0 | 0.122568 | 0 | 0.097168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.488293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15291 | 0.09059 | 0 | 0.127486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313952 | 0 | 0.17064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077874 | 0 | 0 | 0.141063 | 0.133855 | 0 | 0.174003 | 0.135515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152313 | 0 | 0.108222 | 0 | 0.15571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126524 | 0 | 0 | 0.143319 | 0.147765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | abttobreak | 2020/01/26 | Is this normal? Possible TW for talking about fasting and calories.
Today I didn’t have anything besides a cold brew with sweet cream until around 11pm and even then I don’t think I had more than 300 cals. I felt alright throughout the day but after I ate I got this tingling feeling in my face. Kind of like pins and n... | 3.686895 | 5.528406 | 3.864589 | 89.025559 | 73.246575 | 5.414612 | 28.605023 | 5.461319 | 1.047897 | 295 | 12 | 56 | 1 | 6 | 91 | 62 | 73 | 0 | 0.861 | 0.139 | 0.7484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 7 | 4 | 9 | 6 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 35 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194503 | 0.285018 | 0.22891 | 0.24763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140651 | 0 | 0.267086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Samantha039 | 2020/01/26 | Guys, I almost had it! I almost had it you guys. This whole week has been horrible, with my eating. Some days a little less bad, but never really in line with my meal plan. It’s been hard. Today though, I almost had it. I had made my budget, just about. And I was content. I was meeting some girlfriends for a birthday a... | 0.190154 | 2.585208 | 2.208967 | 92.068141 | 92.357664 | 4.636035 | 16.699577 | 6.339386 | -0.192904 | 524 | 13 | 109 | 6 | 19 | 174 | 85 | 137 | 0.155 | 0.822 | 0.023 | -0.9502 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 14 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 25 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 10 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 1 | 17 | 1 | 14 | 3 | 7 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 79 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.456272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30078 | 0 | 0 | 0.136059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.456686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137052 | 0.169574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107895 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | chhchhchh | 2020/01/26 | 220 to 118 now 147 — exploring gradual lowering of set point. I’m tired of fasting. Tired of running until my body aches and I’m a shell of myself the days that follow. I’m also tired of carrying an idgaf air and eating like absolute shit which is obviously another end of the spectrum of unhealthy I’m all too familiar ... | 4.451468 | 4.774217 | 5.986684 | 80.282557 | 69.810127 | 9.560506 | 28.964557 | 9.592335 | 2.434076 | 1,508 | 52 | 315 | 32 | 25 | 516 | 199 | 395 | 0.127 | 0.771 | 0.102 | -0.8025 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 22 | 20 | 4 | 1 | 18 | 2 | 20 | 19 | 5 | 4 | 4 | 53 | 52 | 31 | 1 | 4 | 15 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 13 | 6 | 1 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 9 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 8 | 40 | 12 | 63 | 39 | 7 | 63 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 25 | 2 | 6 | 25 | 212 | 57 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232866 | 0.080765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297963 | 0 | 0 | 0.08597 | 0 | 0 | 0.06411 | 0 | 0 | 0.092749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196314 | 0.069343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082563 | 0.11737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050712 | 0 | 0.055164 | 0.162826 | 0 | 0 | 0.106927 | 0 | 0 | 0.103327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102554 | 0 | 0.096407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107387 | 0 | 0.106688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068559 | 0.094841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081509 | 0.10859 | 0 | 0 | 0.087604 | 0 | 0 | 0.098408 | 0.097514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097818 | 0 | 0.098007 | 0 | 0.077476 | 0 | 0.071353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202823 | 0 | 0.183514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104211 | 0 | 0.082892 | 0 | 0.077189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101259 | 0 | 0.19927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068702 | 0 | 0 | 0.08115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089364 | 0 | 0 | 0.064485 | 0 | 0 | 0.077058 | 0.056599 | 0.334683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15409 | 0 | 0.118198 | 0.087272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068952 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | evenifitmakesmeblue | 2020/01/26 | Need to binge, can’t. Dying inside. I’m having a really hard time making friends at college— no one likes me.
I feel so antsy and sad and empty and I need to binge so I can purge. I’ve never felt so driven by the absolute need to binge on literally anything but I just really want that void inside of my to get filled ... | 0.687024 | 2.992948 | 2.807656 | 90.315407 | 85.947368 | 5.559809 | 19.162679 | 6.980633 | 0.371105 | 359 | 10 | 75 | 5 | 11 | 121 | 67 | 95 | 0.109 | 0.826 | 0.065 | -0.4476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 17 | 9 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 8 | 2 | 11 | 15 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 45 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122256 | 0 | 0.232156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186806 | 0 | 0.126325 | 0 | 0.137415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118126 | 0.242337 | 0.213505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.537853 | 0.186483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mtothebeth | 2020/01/26 | i'm so cold ive been cold all day to begin with, even being in a hot car the whole time. but now im home, but my mom is off with friends and locked me out of the house. its 40° F. who knows how much longer im gonna have to be out here, and better yet, she's making this my fault! because i forgot my key. because she nev... | 0.122653 | 1.04342 | 2.191582 | 101.168597 | 80.734694 | 4.9 | 17.352041 | 3.1291 | -1.101392 | 321 | 5 | 88 | 0 | 8 | 108 | 72 | 98 | 0.134 | 0.722 | 0.144 | 0.2529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 18 | 16 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 12 | 4 | 10 | 11 | 3 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 53 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138277 | 0.189373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21 | 0 | 0 | 0.483134 | 0 | 0 | 0.452278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245194 | 0 | 0 | 0.1539 | 0 | 0.161467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hotforkingmess | 2020/01/26 | Spiraling...Hooray! Apologies if I screw anything up here. Internet Old Person™️, new to this whole Reddit thing but very thankful to have stumbled upon you kind, wonderful strangers. I won’t bore you with my history, but for reference, I’ve been restricting off and on for over 20 years. Currently eating less than I e... | 1.191869 | 3.219181 | 2.941468 | 91.892762 | 81.46988 | 5.710989 | 21.205184 | 6.850034 | 0.419061 | 1,240 | 37 | 269 | 14 | 33 | 411 | 188 | 332 | 0.083 | 0.774 | 0.143 | 0.9798 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 58 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 17 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 42 | 43 | 21 | 1 | 7 | 9 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 17 | 13 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 12 | 39 | 7 | 48 | 28 | 5 | 46 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 20 | 26 | 1 | 6 | 14 | 180 | 56 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127902 | 0 | 0.120043 | 0 | 0 | 0.120845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111698 | 0.066175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121253 | 0.127983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126511 | 0.119066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117343 | 0 | 0.11757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172675 | 0.089805 | 0.112457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122183 | 0 | 0.315607 | 0.088557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098658 | 0 | 0 | 0.130343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101772 | 0.214402 | 0 | 0 | 0.23207 | 0.074609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11037 | 0 | 0 | 0.158108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096074 | 0.137357 | 0.184847 | 0 | 0.141791 | 0.104692 | 0.10794 | 0.105068 | 0.259999 | 0 | 0 | 0.126273 | 0.084769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074983 |
EDAnonymous | lil_frogg0 | 2020/01/26 | Cureent mood: Sweet but Psycho Had lettuce and cheese for dinner.
Finished a a workout at the gym.
Now currently listening to Sweet but Psycho (by Ava Max) while downing laxatives alone in the gym bathroom.
Its gonna be a fun thearpy appt next week friends.
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EDAnonymous | hotmayonaise69 | 2020/01/26 | Goddamnit, I spent $7k on abdominal liposuction and I'm the exact same weight and size as I was last year I'm not trying to starve myself or start swallowing caffeine pills, but GODDAMN, that was a really expensive surgical procedure and I saved a really long time for it! It (the fat) just won't get off me! | 2.570546 | 4.904767 | 4.817623 | 78.630587 | 78.344262 | 9.312568 | 24.920765 | 9.725611 | 2.75667 | 245 | 9 | 47 | 8 | 6 | 85 | 49 | 61 | 0.087 | 0.813 | 0.099 | -0.3465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 28 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.50018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.475382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251394 |
EDAnonymous | circestormborn | 2020/01/26 | Bullshit habits, bullshit day Wasting money on food that I shove into my body like I’ve never eaten, when I literally did the same thing yesterday. Waited too long and now can’t get rid of it. Getting on the treadmill but I’m so gross and out of shape that I can’t even exercise for long enough to make a dent in the atr... | 1.661816 | 3.122672 | 3.698092 | 89.69977 | 77.842105 | 6.434211 | 25.559211 | 7.168622 | 1.049658 | 346 | 13 | 77 | 4 | 8 | 118 | 71 | 95 | 0.178 | 0.802 | 0.02 | -0.9298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 14 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 11 | 10 | 3 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 47 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269159 | 0 | 0.344106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314989 | 0 | 0 | 0.240822 | 0.272194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127264 | 0 | 0 | 0.461056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Pumpkin-butter | 2020/01/26 | What do you guys do to pass the time? Whenever I have free time, I usually end up watching food related videos on YouTube (fitness videos, mukbangs, binge videos, etc.) and switching between here and MPA while just counting down the hours till I can eat... needless to say my days feel boring and empty. I really need so... | 3.726064 | 5.162968 | 4.423333 | 86.701798 | 72.389831 | 7.617326 | 28.365348 | 8.167269 | 1.838618 | 466 | 18 | 94 | 7 | 9 | 149 | 78 | 118 | 0.063 | 0.813 | 0.124 | 0.8094 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 15 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 4 | 14 | 15 | 2 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 56 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177346 | 0 | 0 | 0.153507 | 0 | 0.193294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.514833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170682 | 0 | 0 | 0.195654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sylas69 | 2020/01/26 | recovered and losing more and more 15 bmi... lowest ive been for years. i want to gain weight and i have been in recovery for months, i dont deliberately restrict/count calories/purge, but somehow i just keep losing weight, i dont like my body, i'm sick of looking sickly/underdeveloped. i think i have arfid now, everyt... | 0.466316 | 2.897139 | 2.175754 | 92.999947 | 90.052632 | 5.145263 | 19.003509 | 6.742158 | 0.168176 | 438 | 13 | 95 | 6 | 15 | 143 | 74 | 114 | 0.195 | 0.719 | 0.086 | -0.9246 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 22 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 14 | 1 | 11 | 18 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 54 | 14 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.651777 | 0 | 0 | 0.284529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233504 | 0.311082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178172 | 0 | 0 | 0.081071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082005 | 0 | 0 | 0.338607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089532 |
EDAnonymous | skinnyasanant | 2020/01/26 | Who is a fucking fat face? Me or my boyfriend? I don't know. I'm just having an eating disorder and an overprotective overweight boyfriend. I'm drunk as fuck. Kill me so I will b skinny. Just kill me pleeeaaaaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee | 1.867857 | 4.607341 | 1.359524 | 96.002143 | 95.904762 | 4.304762 | 22.666667 | 6.182691 | 0.486295 | 181 | 7 | 35 | 2 | 7 | 52 | 32 | 42 | 0.418 | 0.582 | 0 | -0.9677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 20 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.55806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.667844 | 0 | 0.165874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ignorethisaccount- | 2020/01/26 | I should look skinny but I don't? I am 5'3 female and weigh 81 lbs but I swear I carry my weight in the worst possible way. It's all bunched up around my thighs and stomach. I don't know if I can trust myself anymore. Could this just be dysmorphia? | -0.403908 | 1.813916 | 1.389272 | 98.587736 | 92.018868 | 4.538005 | 17.005391 | 6.182691 | -0.431699 | 194 | 5 | 45 | 2 | 7 | 63 | 42 | 53 | 0.141 | 0.773 | 0.086 | -0.4329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 32 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.380185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.341267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.432175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304289 | 0 | 0.466823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | implicit-ly | 2020/01/26 | I’m a clown The guy I rejected went on a date with someone else yesterday and I’ve convinced myself that he doesn’t want me because I’m fat 🤡 | 3.349375 | 3.29696 | 5.4 | 84.845 | 72.125 | 8.9 | 31.625 | 8.841846 | 2.379263 | 114 | 5 | 26 | 2 | 2 | 40 | 27 | 32 | 0.117 | 0.742 | 0.141 | -0.0772 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.418997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.496632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.424978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.46496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ughbleh | 2020/01/26 | Oh boy howdy guess what clown took lax and it kicked in super quick while they were at the grocery store 🤡 Guess you can call me bozo the clown, boiz | 1.665054 | 3.717279 | 1.381935 | 103.55957 | 79.967742 | 4.133333 | 13.55914 | 3.1291 | -1.682428 | 118 | 1 | 28 | 0 | 3 | 34 | 28 | 31 | 0 | 0.881 | 0.119 | 0.5994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.382375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.825041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.416049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Spectrachic311311 | 2020/01/26 | An analogy with my cat So this is interesting. A couple months ago, our cat got a bad sinus infection. He couldn’t breathe and went hiding for a couple days. When my husband found him, he was covered in bloody snot and hadn’t eaten in at least three days. We took him to the vet and they gave him IV fluids and antibioti... | 1.481954 | 3.20975 | 2.664181 | 95.723548 | 79.171674 | 5.468138 | 19.249745 | 6.182691 | -0.256786 | 859 | 19 | 199 | 6 | 21 | 275 | 127 | 233 | 0.069 | 0.816 | 0.115 | 0.9364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 18 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 1 | 10 | 21 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 41 | 34 | 22 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 23 | 14 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 24 | 2 | 28 | 4 | 18 | 9 | 9 | 31 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 40 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 116 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068096 | 0.073943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195977 | 0 | 0.171339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.749599 | 0.0971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084954 | 0 | 0 | 0.141657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059359 | 0.093567 | 0.088832 | 0 | 0.087212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078715 | 0 | 0 | 0.04867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070687 | 0.094124 | 0 | 0.065665 | 0 | 0 | 0.094183 | 0 | 0.086769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070723 | 0.074039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295176 | 0 | 0 | 0.086509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052234 | 0 | 0.071036 | 0 | 0.079625 | 0.16419 | 0.07991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Stanford_ED_Research | 2020/01/27 | Free Treatment Study - Female Participants Wanted
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EDAnonymous | su-ga | 2020/01/27 | any candy recommendations? could anyone recommend any low cal candy?:-))) it helps to prevent me from binging
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EDAnonymous | gemmasthrowaway | 2020/01/27 | why am i like this my dad bought me a box of chocolates and for some reason i can't bring myself to just *not* eat them, so to make eating them more justifiable to myself, i've been eating one piece of chocolate for breakfast, another piece for lunch and another piece for dinner and that's all i get for the day and i'm... | 4.503043 | 4.970331 | 5.190792 | 85.522867 | 69.742574 | 8.195583 | 27.41965 | 8.13951 | 1.550902 | 779 | 24 | 165 | 10 | 13 | 252 | 109 | 202 | 0.125 | 0.809 | 0.066 | -0.9538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 11 | 14 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 28 | 24 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 15 | 4 | 29 | 19 | 11 | 28 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 19 | 110 | 23 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.106776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076507 | 0.112111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168271 | 0 | 0.1334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.671768 | 0.091404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057166 | 0 | 0.186553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080434 | 0.081132 | 0.084389 | 0 | 0.232733 | 0 | 0.107206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | perspica | 2020/01/27 | when youre going to college and freaking out about having to eat dorm food even though youre recovered youve just come to really like greek yogurt and eat abt 32 ounces a day
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EDAnonymous | smi-ad | 2020/01/27 | vent? query? added a tw because I want to vent but I wish I could go back to how easy it was to fast this time last year. Does my disorder ever go away?
also, does it count as disordered to not be able to eat in front of people unless you trust them?
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EDAnonymous | VivaciousNymph | 2020/01/27 | 23lbs in 26 days I’ve lost 23lbs since the first of the year and I see no difference. If anything I feel fatter than I was. I’m trying so so hard. My goal is to lose 100 or more by the first of next year. Yes that means I’m morbidly obese, but I’m also a diagnosed bulimic. Even though I’m technically doing really well ... | 0.749505 | 2.707353 | 2.608895 | 94.057871 | 82.647799 | 5.987579 | 22.516116 | 7.168622 | 0.635732 | 581 | 20 | 134 | 8 | 16 | 193 | 98 | 159 | 0.162 | 0.78 | 0.059 | -0.9414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 9 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 27 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 11 | 1 | 17 | 24 | 4 | 17 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 79 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157661 | 0 | 0 | 0.261647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307579 | 0 | 0 | 0.161357 | 0 | 0.166096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166117 | 0 | 0.09035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28261 | 0 | 0 | 0.087369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177853 | 0.173541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126424 | 0 | 0 | 0.126683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101865 | 0.156193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204751 |
EDAnonymous | fifthtimes | 2020/01/27 | this might seem ignorant but i have a binge eating problem (as from what i’ve seen, similar to many of you all) but the difference is i only feel really guilty and depressed after. i can never bring myself to purge. that’s the main reason why i wouldn’t call myself bulimic. i start of good all day at school and i get h... | 2.741309 | 4.732812 | 4.091617 | 85.715732 | 76.326733 | 6.865127 | 22.113311 | 7.793538 | 1.070464 | 398 | 11 | 77 | 6 | 9 | 131 | 76 | 101 | 0.131 | 0.745 | 0.124 | -0.1987 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 20 | 15 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 3 | 11 | 11 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 51 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117339 | 0 | 0.156708 | 0 | 0 | 0.190092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.558522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095058 | 0 | 0 | 0.152606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121953 | 0 | 0.182504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12329 | 0.138376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116558 | 0.187068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184137 | 0 | 0.165635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140069 | 0 | 0 | 0.128781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197903 | 0.177733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163589 | 0 | 0.164176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129248 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | liketobeyou | 2020/01/27 | epic ed recipes i want to try rootbeer float with vanilla halo top and diet a&w
french toast with that shitty diet 45-calories-a-slice bread, egg whites, zero calorie powdered sugar substitute, and sugar free syrup
feel free to add | 10.876585 | 10.290826 | 8.522073 | 70.47628 | 56.804878 | 9.17561 | 40.012195 | 7.168622 | 3.401868 | 192 | 8 | 27 | 1 | 2 | 56 | 35 | 41 | 0.078 | 0.713 | 0.21 | 0.6249 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.724189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.453786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.394228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lattesandselfhatred | 2020/01/27 | vegan/plant based? Hey everyone. I feel like I’m in a rut with the things I eat on a vegan diet...I feel like a lot of the stuff I buy is higher calorie and no nutritional value really. I’m getting ready to go grocery shopping and was wondering if any of you had any go to meal or snack ideas?
I’m going to try to buy ... | 4.410493 | 5.510767 | 5.736732 | 79.224817 | 70.338028 | 8.778592 | 27.580282 | 9.120679 | 2.246564 | 565 | 19 | 108 | 11 | 10 | 190 | 92 | 142 | 0.016 | 0.874 | 0.11 | 0.8915 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 20 | 19 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 9 | 2 | 19 | 17 | 6 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 57 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.497056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163744 | 0.231353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.391591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084597 | 0 | 0.27607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182789 | 0 | 0.169003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137659 | 0 | 0 | 0.108083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095505 | 0 | 0.129883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | betacarotene4 | 2020/01/27 | Shoutout to my roommate for triggering me on a weekly basis Ok weekly basis is maybe an exaggeration but SERIOUSLY.
Recently I commented on how my fav jeans were too small for me (they shrunk somehow, my weight didn’t change, it fucked w me mentally as u can imagine lol). She was like oh since theyre too small for yo... | 0.18243 | 2.307538 | 2.040699 | 96.22945 | 86.352941 | 5.50861 | 19.163683 | 6.895973 | 0.070491 | 744 | 21 | 176 | 10 | 23 | 245 | 124 | 204 | 0.138 | 0.737 | 0.125 | -0.7898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 13 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 17 | 7 | 3 | 8 | 2 | 31 | 35 | 15 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 32 | 7 | 21 | 27 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 19 | 11 | 5 | 3 | 13 | 106 | 41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103567 | 0 | 0 | 0.172052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16111 | 0.13119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077006 | 0.108801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083698 | 0.124142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144107 | 0.203318 | 0 | 0.153002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153479 | 0.161563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31266 | 0.125981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097585 | 0 | 0.120906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131535 | 0 | 0 | 0.179657 | 0 | 0.244326 | 0.185456 | 0 | 0 | 0.137424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lavenderily | 2020/01/27 | we love gaining weight on antidepressants 🙃 I’ve gained weight over the last 13 months since I started on Prozac and a new birth control and I feel like shit about my body. All the weight has gone to my stomach which has always been the area I feel worst about. I feel so fucking fat and ugly but I’m good at dressing t... | 4.703173 | 6.014144 | 4.873761 | 84.893743 | 69.849673 | 8.178015 | 30.24896 | 8.57599 | 2.205763 | 623 | 25 | 123 | 10 | 11 | 195 | 92 | 153 | 0.104 | 0.761 | 0.135 | 0.7033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 14 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 25 | 23 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 8 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 19 | 5 | 16 | 18 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 74 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185793 | 0.087502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09463 | 0.113233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110545 | 0 | 0.081758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125727 | 0.101319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081372 | 0.078482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255017 | 0 | 0.105786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.745754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ParkingContext | 2020/01/27 | I have constant dreams about b/ping I've purged maybe 3 or 4 times in my entire life and I don't think I've ever had a *real* binge. I've always been either a restricter or a compulsive eater but eating small amounts all throughout the day rather than loads in one go. But for some reason I dream about it pretty much ev... | 3.076667 | 5.107958 | 3.984902 | 86.678725 | 75.470588 | 6.494118 | 23.098039 | 7.38713 | 0.961698 | 408 | 12 | 79 | 5 | 9 | 131 | 74 | 102 | 0.026 | 0.804 | 0.17 | 0.9326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 19 | 12 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 5 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 48 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148523 | 0.40681 | 0.18946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207886 | 0 | 0 | 0.127797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255948 | 0 | 0.231201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144086 | 0 | 0.178519 | 0.131122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | peach_milk8 | 2020/01/27 | DAE When you go to take a piss and sit there for like an hour cause you think it'll make you skinnier | -1.214058 | 0.791641 | -0.286957 | 110.775072 | 93.347826 | 3.066667 | 12.014493 | 3.1291 | -2.157046 | 80 | 1 | 22 | 0 | 3 | 24 | 21 | 23 | 0.112 | 0.785 | 0.103 | -0.0516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.513109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.491892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.32005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | slimdog_millionaire | 2020/01/27 | I’m going to lose my mind (TW numbers) I’ve been plateauing at 109 lbs for the past *week.* My measuring tape says I’m smaller, and my body-fat-analyzer-thing says my body fat percentage is lower, but I weigh the same?? I can’t have gained muscle because I haven’t worked out or eaten enough to bulk.
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EDAnonymous | blinkblought | 2020/01/27 | Question About Eating Disorders? Does everyone count the calories of everything they eat before hand? I do it but I don’t have an eating disorder and I told my friend and they said its not normal, just wondering thanks in advance. | 2.928571 | 6.011782 | 3.71619 | 80.887143 | 87.571429 | 7.561905 | 26.047619 | 8.3441 | 2.733733 | 186 | 8 | 30 | 5 | 6 | 59 | 36 | 42 | 0.074 | 0.706 | 0.22 | 0.7941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 21 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.462698 | 0 | 0.176649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.619659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192886 | 0.181419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | greencoconutwater | 2020/01/27 | will tattoos help distract me from how much i hate my arms? i've always wanted tattoos, not just to embellish my disproportionately fat arms.
when i manage to lose weight and get pretty close to my gw, i end up genuinely being satisfied with my body except for my ARMS.
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EDAnonymous | oopswellfuck | 2020/01/27 | Today at a work event's catered lunch, I only binged on the things I actually like and not the things I don't like A few months ago, I would have binged the >!1000!< calories I had in delicious quiche and fruits plus another >!1000+!< in lunch meats and grocery store cheese cubes I don't even like. It's the... | 9.106979 | 7.617914 | 6.926875 | 83.397292 | 60.875 | 11.033333 | 35.395833 | 9.725611 | 2.863965 | 270 | 9 | 56 | 4 | 3 | 77 | 44 | 64 | 0 | 0.795 | 0.205 | 0.9075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 31 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.303534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.455881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.413287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226444 | 0 | 0 | 0.220957 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | _Jamesexists_ | 2020/01/27 | My Scales batteries are dying And I don't think I can afford new batteries for a while. Ironically I've been relapsing lately so I really want my scale. I'm kinda afraid to eat and I hate myself lol. | 0.252276 | 2.671699 | 3.479878 | 82.284533 | 94.121951 | 7.611382 | 16.589431 | 8.3441 | 1.420216 | 159 | 4 | 31 | 5 | 6 | 57 | 33 | 41 | 0.096 | 0.782 | 0.122 | -0.0074 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 18 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.407922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.402187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.443376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.379609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sarahy2001 | 2020/01/27 | Today in Ridiculously Embarrassing ED Things Was purging in a public bathroom at my college (per usual). I thought I was quiet/not attracting attention but evidently was very wrong. I opened the stall door to find someone had slid a note underneath:
"Hi ❤️ You are worthy" And then a phone number...
the phone number ... | 5.453781 | 8.140557 | 6.37694 | 69.232177 | 70.641791 | 9.242786 | 32.062189 | 9.725611 | 3.767589 | 303 | 14 | 46 | 8 | 6 | 100 | 56 | 67 | 0.216 | 0.686 | 0.099 | -0.8654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 28 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221866 | 0 | 0 | 0.265124 | 0 | 0 | 0.316551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367806 | 0.275549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.365129 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bluebrainbethany | 2020/01/27 | Harm reduction tip for bulimics from my dentist Buy an extra soft toddler toothbrush and toddler tooth paste WITH fluoride. It’s easier on the enamel, the flavor of the toothpaste doesn’t have menthol so it won’t burn any sores you have in your mouth, and the toothbrush is a lot softer and smaller so you can get into t... | 8.657619 | 7.242992 | 7.771429 | 76.748571 | 61.698413 | 10.939683 | 35.285714 | 9.725611 | 3.174295 | 524 | 18 | 98 | 8 | 6 | 162 | 79 | 126 | 0.058 | 0.826 | 0.115 | 0.6885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 11 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 13 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 14 | 1 | 16 | 9 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 71 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.463559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.404081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19411 |
EDAnonymous | lordctm | 2020/01/27 | i have HAD IT with myself I have been at the same weight for 3 months now, just loosing and gaining the same amount and i just can't take it anymore
I'm sorry if you see this a lot but do i even have an ed if i can comfortably eat at maintenance or above on my pms week ????? If it's not an ed, what the fuck is wrong ... | 0.280314 | 1.464171 | 2.073693 | 101.059634 | 80.95122 | 5.661324 | 19.031359 | 6.182691 | -0.486249 | 276 | 6 | 75 | 2 | 7 | 91 | 60 | 82 | 0.184 | 0.736 | 0.08 | -0.9034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 15 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 7 | 12 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 54 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179442 | 0 | 0.244034 | 0.370468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332626 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | broomppl | 2020/01/27 | bitches be having an eating disorder from middle school up to their second year in college it's me im bitches 😔🙈 | 0.625 | 3.040215 | 3.755 | 82.39 | 88.166667 | 4.866667 | 24.666667 | 6.427356 | 1.250517 | 92 | 4 | 16 | 1 | 3 | 33 | 23 | 24 | 0.368 | 0.632 | 0 | -0.8885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.514283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.459162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.484705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.454138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288967 |
EDAnonymous | rotting_the_crown | 2020/01/27 | oh boy here I go starving again There’s just so much SHIT going on in my life right now that I can’t control, and it’s not gonna stop any time soon.
I’ve also been bingeing non stop for like two months (despite my nEw YeAr NeW mE) and *insert pikachu face* I’ve gained weight.
Today I took a nice long look at my n... | 1.705722 | 3.640111 | 2.841871 | 93.731948 | 79.28777 | 6.003542 | 22.203099 | 7.010147 | 0.488509 | 525 | 16 | 117 | 6 | 13 | 168 | 100 | 139 | 0.162 | 0.743 | 0.095 | -0.9191 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 18 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 7 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 12 | 3 | 11 | 10 | 4 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 17 | 68 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194834 | 0.138696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122699 | 0.169735 | 0 | 0 | 0.153731 | 0.145875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138656 | 0 | 0.127699 | 0 | 0.133978 | 0.335546 | 0 | 0 | 0.170202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181221 | 0 | 0.356628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277455 | 0.290464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101293 | 0 | 0.16466 | 0 | 0.193002 | 0 | 0 | 0.169692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211536 | 0 | 0 | 0.156749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111865 |
EDAnonymous | mocherrie | 2020/01/27 | my mom doesn’t care about my ed So I recently slipped back into anorexia after two years of recovery. Since I wanted to get my old body back as fast as possible I started a water fast, today is day 8 and I told my mom that I don’t have enough energy to take my dog for a walk. She wasn’t worried in the slightest, I gues... | 0.388676 | 2.274711 | 2.733165 | 93.068697 | 83.52381 | 6.095798 | 19.406162 | 7.285733 | 0.324175 | 602 | 16 | 140 | 9 | 17 | 206 | 101 | 168 | 0.108 | 0.833 | 0.058 | -0.8412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 24 | 25 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 24 | 2 | 23 | 21 | 3 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 19 | 88 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203522 | 0 | 0.080673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112568 | 0.160025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117629 | 0 | 0 | 0.14546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.464983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149193 | 0.126745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16956 | 0 | 0.130669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148143 | 0.09367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125442 | 0.126456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234172 | 0 | 0.106155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085222 |
EDAnonymous | cerareece | 2020/01/27 | I broke my ankle lmfao I wanted to stop binging like I've been in HELL trying to stop eating everything in the house and I guess the universe saw it fit to put me on straight "can't even walk to the kitchen" shit. It's almost funny if it didn't hurt so bad. | 1.159643 | 2.766937 | 2.895857 | 94.249143 | 79.714286 | 5.194286 | 20.128571 | 5.683918 | -0.18486 | 202 | 5 | 46 | 1 | 5 | 67 | 43 | 56 | 0.281 | 0.504 | 0.215 | -0.7809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 25 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313006 | 0.290398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.453584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Azaquoth | 2020/01/27 | The corner shop across from my college swapped their Monster Ultra Violet for Relentless Passion Punch They always have Monster Ultra Violet in the same place, today I picked up a can just as I've done 2-4 times a week for the past 5 months. I didnt look at the label because it's just muscle memory at this point, but t... | 4.648333 | 5.419456 | 5.206667 | 84.45 | 69.555556 | 8.222222 | 26.111111 | 8.3441 | 1.569444 | 355 | 10 | 71 | 5 | 6 | 114 | 66 | 90 | 0.162 | 0.803 | 0.035 | -0.9217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 6 | 4 | 10 | 4 | 2 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 42 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327998 | 0 | 0 | 0.358981 | 0 | 0.324806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200351 | 0 | 0.325685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | taroslut | 2020/01/27 | my best friend hates me I canceled on her birthday party a few weeks ago because the plan was to have dinner and go hot tubbing 😭 The thought of getting in a bikini in front of her and my other friends was absolutely revolting.
Most times when she invites me out I cancel because I can’t stand the thought of her or m... | 0.949964 | 3.335774 | 2.60119 | 91.68 | 85.583333 | 5.095238 | 22.738095 | 6.543119 | 0.58581 | 461 | 17 | 96 | 5 | 14 | 151 | 77 | 120 | 0.147 | 0.66 | 0.193 | 0.4939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 18 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 24 | 5 | 12 | 11 | 5 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 70 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.623239 | 0.186441 | 0.105364 | 0 | 0.114614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320207 | 0.117595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161768 | 0.24558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Jessisaurous | 2020/01/27 | Ouch Just got told that my ED is fatphobic and offensive to people who "actually struggle with weight."
As if my own issues with myself have anything to do with the way I view other people. Oof. That shit hurted. | 3.23425 | 5.788846 | 4.535 | 80.36 | 77.25 | 7 | 22.5 | 8.076483 | 1.49875 | 167 | 5 | 29 | 3 | 4 | 55 | 34 | 40 | 0.198 | 0.802 | 0 | -0.836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 22 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314321 | 0 | 0 | 0.306458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.407111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233058 | 0 | 0.357544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tamarindsicle | 2020/01/27 | When I think I’m doing well in recovery And I’ve taught myself to separate purging from the rest of my life and realize I’ve purged 3 times that day in various risky and upsetting locations. Like someone else did it and I was just vaguely there. | 3.727245 | 5.543306 | 5.081378 | 80.45023 | 73.081633 | 9.797959 | 30.617347 | 10.125757 | 3.388914 | 198 | 9 | 38 | 6 | 4 | 66 | 40 | 49 | 0.101 | 0.804 | 0.095 | -0.0772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 25 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.347635 | 0.24045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.417015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315364 | 0 | 0 | 0.286989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.442521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | IAmLookingAway | 2020/01/27 | i'm so TIRED Just to say this is a rant at the start ~~because i'm in the ED closet so i have nobody to say any of this to~~ but i'm also looking for advice(? i'm not sure if that's the right word but i'll go with it)
rant section: i'm SICK OF THIS i just want to be able to function like a normal human being!! but no,... | 2.00208 | 3.28191 | 3.5394 | 91.9507 | 76.52 | 6.386667 | 22.366667 | 6.88969 | 0.418707 | 1,368 | 37 | 315 | 13 | 30 | 453 | 170 | 375 | 0.192 | 0.663 | 0.145 | -0.9769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 44 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 8 | 25 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 27 | 20 | 8 | 7 | 7 | 54 | 57 | 27 | 1 | 12 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 12 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 8 | 21 | 7 | 46 | 42 | 11 | 37 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 17 | 20 | 2 | 5 | 16 | 197 | 39 | 3 | 0.162298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067756 | 0.247338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166071 | 0 | 0 | 0.071874 | 0.167697 | 0 | 0 | 0.073404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127191 | 0 | 0.046119 | 0.068064 | 0.064902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118936 | 0 | 0 | 0.071814 | 0.136289 | 0 | 0.088584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059654 | 0.060171 | 0.187761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069301 | 0 | 0.129066 | 0 | 0 | 0.064665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09084 | 0.057438 | 0 | 0 | 0.067844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076482 | 0 | 0 | 0.065225 | 0.141856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094637 | 0.466344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239319 | 0.064412 | 0 | 0.098818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093317 | 0.078225 | 0 | 0.118155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Awassya | 2020/01/27 | i'm trying!! I've managed to hold up to intuitive eating for a while now with a few minor slip-ups, but the environment has been getting to me. I've gained, and I've gained plenty, and my doctors (other illness related) have lately been not at all subtly telling me to lose. Same with my parents, and what with the holid... | 5.314703 | 5.677623 | 6.160582 | 79.64646 | 67.938053 | 8.935019 | 32.072061 | 8.841846 | 2.600103 | 448 | 18 | 86 | 7 | 7 | 148 | 75 | 113 | 0.063 | 0.818 | 0.119 | 0.7457 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 13 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 16 | 9 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 58 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159066 | 0 | 0.326496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232637 | 0.252979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | throwawaydumplingo | 2020/01/27 | I can’t stop binging help Please help me. Where should I go??? For the past few days I’ve been feeling constant hunger and I eat until my stomach hurts or I’m nauseous. I don’t purge/take laxatives. Please help me I want to stop but I can’t I’m scared :(( | -2.059636 | -0.657703 | -0.123636 | 104.854545 | 113.181818 | 2.727273 | 15.909091 | 4.851558 | -1.126091 | 197 | 6 | 48 | 1 | 11 | 63 | 38 | 55 | 0.199 | 0.581 | 0.221 | -0.4386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 23 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.470365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.513537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.391127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jkak4 | 2020/01/27 | Help me poop Anyone have any suggestions to help a girl poop? Trying to avoid using lax or lax tea because that’s a slippery slope for me. | 1.740238 | 4.128545 | 2.8 | 91.611667 | 81.857143 | 5.161905 | 20.047619 | 6.427356 | 0.196962 | 110 | 3 | 22 | 1 | 3 | 35 | 22 | 28 | 0.074 | 0.743 | 0.182 | 0.4939 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.644458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.32639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.415204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fac_ade | 2020/01/27 | I shouldn't be here, I'm sorry in advance [Trigger warning for stuff in general cause jeez i say way too much stuff] also this is long, you don't have to read it and if it violates any of the guidelines, I'm sorry.
I don't think I have an eating disorder (I've been to a psychologist for this and they cleared me) so id... | 3.242404 | 4.838991 | 4.670149 | 83.808185 | 73.903846 | 7.299692 | 24.819744 | 7.976526 | 1.3764 | 2,442 | 77 | 487 | 36 | 50 | 814 | 271 | 624 | 0.163 | 0.698 | 0.139 | -0.9002 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 85 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 34 | 36 | 5 | 4 | 32 | 0 | 39 | 32 | 3 | 5 | 7 | 105 | 87 | 52 | 0 | 10 | 33 | 0 | 13 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 28 | 23 | 23 | 9 | 18 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 17 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 14 | 55 | 21 | 55 | 76 | 13 | 65 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 13 | 23 | 4 | 14 | 44 | 302 | 83 | 3 | 0.049071 | 0 | 0.047886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078484 | 0.040831 | 0 | 0 | 0.066739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048665 | 0.034311 | 0 | 0.080762 | 0.043683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.037732 | 0 | 0 | 0.162584 | 0.125267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053572 | 0.054506 | 0 | 0.054779 | 0.050107 | 0 | 0 | 0.151227 | 0 | 0.04227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039179 | 0 | 0 | 0.126586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112479 | 0 | 0.042942 | 0.050216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.552327 | 0 | 0 | 0.043462 | 0 | 0 | 0.097232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248116 | 0.105168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237346 | 0 | 0 | 0.136095 | 0 | 0.094146 | 0.055776 | 0.041158 | 0 | 0 | 0.054057 | 0.048588 | 0.086786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0511 | 0.107872 | 0 | 0 | 0.051959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263708 | 0 | 0 | 0.043426 | 0 | 0.109795 | 0 | 0 | 0.088576 | 0 | 0.032755 | 0 | 0 | 0.053452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052154 | 0.036073 | 0.036385 | 0.037846 | 0.047393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.03732 | 0.052215 | 0 | 0 | 0.053139 | 0 | 0.034019 | 0.042847 | 0 | 0.053865 | 0 | 0 | 0.046996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039023 | 0.098257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188885 | 0.048532 | 0.164792 | 0 | 0 | 0.039188 | 0.123076 | 0 | 0.051299 | 0.112348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0326 | 0.062885 | 0 | 0 | 0.085841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054044 | 0.040488 | 0.057886 | 0.0779 | 0 | 0.179265 | 0 | 0 | 0.088557 | 0 | 0 | 0.047302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mydogisdeaf00 | 2020/01/27 | thank God/Allah/Buddha/whatever you worship that hot sauce is 0 calories I put that shit on everything | 8.893158 | 8.637101 | 8.588421 | 67.328947 | 60.578947 | 11.810526 | 40.052632 | 11.208143 | 4.8318 | 84 | 4 | 13 | 2 | 1 | 27 | 18 | 19 | 0.187 | 0.57 | 0.244 | 0.0258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.465997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.521239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.532236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.477368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | scribble-stars | 2020/01/27 | why can’t people (my mom) learn to butt out of everything i do?? i took the time and measured out everything and made a salad for my lunch for today last night, and my mom had to insert herself! like she does in everything i do! she badgered me about how a salad and a fruit isn’t enough for lunch, and then she proceede... | 4.160728 | 4.373297 | 5.653219 | 82.806914 | 70.417323 | 8.239764 | 26.11122 | 8.076483 | 1.42056 | 476 | 13 | 101 | 6 | 8 | 162 | 72 | 127 | 0.011 | 0.93 | 0.059 | 0.7539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 22 | 17 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 21 | 1 | 16 | 9 | 2 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 68 | 22 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150602 | 0 | 0.096269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.413747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34141 | 0 | 0 | 0.107146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143202 | 0 | 0.08499 | 0 | 0.276315 | 0.139274 | 0.161938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26304 | 0 | 0.167609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | JackieMarieX | 2020/01/27 | i dont want to recover but i want to recover but i really dont want to recover in my eyes im way too fat to recover. im nowhere close to where i want to be. but my ed is destroying my relationship. my bf feels like i love weight loss more than i love him. which isnt true but losing weight is always on my mind. its exha... | 0.759276 | 3.207842 | 3.366842 | 85.172895 | 87.881579 | 7.936842 | 20.5 | 8.689479 | 1.750692 | 587 | 19 | 122 | 18 | 19 | 204 | 90 | 152 | 0.205 | 0.643 | 0.152 | -0.2617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 28 | 23 | 12 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 24 | 4 | 15 | 22 | 3 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 73 | 30 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131491 | 0.1544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420881 | 0 | 0 | 0.122488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18158 | 0.085518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084551 | 0.058482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13392 | 0 | 0 | 0.216078 | 0 | 0.079904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120635 | 0 | 0.120868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081115 | 0.091041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230059 | 0 | 0 | 0.128519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.423632 | 0.190033 | 0 | 0.291538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | nocontactnotpossible | 2020/01/27 | NSFW the reality of binge/purge [ED activist posts horrors story of binge and purge death](https://youtu.be/rZZu7oLPQOQ) | 11.08 | 15.997446 | 6.466176 | 63.842794 | 64.294118 | 8.105882 | 37.911765 | 8.841846 | 4.713847 | 102 | 5 | 10 | 2 | 2 | 27 | 14 | 17 | 0.209 | 0.791 | 0 | -0.5719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | s04pscum | 2020/01/27 | It's scary how easy it is to get desensitized. When I was way younger, I was so scared of wasting any food I was given. Now I throw shit out on the daily because I'm scared of the calories I'll "waste" on it.
When I worked out for the first time, I was so proud of myself and how I managed to push through my discomfort ... | 5.798442 | 5.400078 | 6.583692 | 79.623886 | 66.943925 | 9.937072 | 33.253894 | 9.516145 | 2.834864 | 832 | 33 | 172 | 15 | 12 | 276 | 121 | 214 | 0.144 | 0.785 | 0.071 | -0.9441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 18 | 8 | 3 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 17 | 15 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 30 | 30 | 18 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 2 | 21 | 2 | 26 | 17 | 2 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 5 | 16 | 122 | 34 | 2 | 0.139253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107077 | 0 | 0.084887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154679 | 0 | 0.310905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159596 | 0 | 0 | 0.142504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155304 | 0.183951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236897 | 0.336771 | 0 | 0 | 0.128737 | 0.145508 | 0 | 0.079141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144737 | 0.104701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089228 | 0 | 0.110551 | 0.162399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26847 | 0.151014 | 0.101378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089674 |
EDAnonymous | dietcokemonster | 2020/01/27 | Relapsing because I got sick! I was trying to recover. I put my scale away. I started eating at least once a day! I deleted all my calorie counting apps. I was as ready as you could be to put in the work and recover.
And then I got sick. The flu. And I couldn’t eat. And I really, really liked that. And then I got bet... | -0.851864 | 1.285223 | 1.940126 | 92.887227 | 97.839286 | 5.492437 | 18.195378 | 7.048012 | 0.457267 | 411 | 13 | 91 | 8 | 17 | 142 | 64 | 112 | 0.234 | 0.694 | 0.072 | -0.9613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 14 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 16 | 2 | 12 | 3 | 2 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 59 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144777 | 0 | 0 | 0.18787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123032 | 0 | 0 | 0.099379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.473033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.616219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109069 | 0 | 0.12306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134686 | 0 | 0 | 0.178916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168479 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tartansheep | 2020/01/27 | losing my fucking mind I have never been diagnosed. That is important, I think, because it makes me feel so much worse perhaps.
I first got Weird about food when I was 16 or so, got underweight, but not enough for a doctor to notice particularly and I was skinny anyway so nobody noticed. This went on for a few years.... | 2.331272 | 4.256482 | 3.593057 | 89.126671 | 77.320313 | 6.639674 | 26.755435 | 7.586125 | 1.413899 | 989 | 40 | 208 | 14 | 23 | 322 | 138 | 256 | 0.12 | 0.757 | 0.123 | 0.5986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 20 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 24 | 17 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 44 | 43 | 31 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 15 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 17 | 5 | 30 | 4 | 17 | 24 | 8 | 32 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 7 | 2 | 5 | 19 | 142 | 36 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079834 | 0 | 0.090184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069252 | 0 | 0.164702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.548465 | 0 | 0 | 0.103219 | 0.184364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091076 | 0.06434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076606 | 0.217806 | 0 | 0.139163 | 0.166521 | 0.047054 | 0 | 0.051184 | 0 | 0.144061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060366 | 0.095155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049496 | 0 | 0 | 0.095362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302268 | 0.098313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090728 | 0 | 0 | 0.090937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066206 | 0 | 0.138922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176483 | 0 | 0.205072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07431 | 0.053121 | 0.21446 | 0 | 0.219342 | 0 | 0.083488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115994 |
EDAnonymous | tinytroubIe | 2020/01/27 | So I’ve gained this month And 4lbs is close to 10lbs which might as well be 15lbs. I’m not kidding why have I started rounding up every time I weigh myself. MATH WHO ?? I DONT FUCKING KNOW HER | -0.434167 | 1.810545 | 0.58 | 102.778333 | 96.5 | 2.666667 | 16.666667 | 3.1291 | -1.242833 | 150 | 4 | 34 | 0 | 6 | 46 | 36 | 40 | 0.033 | 0.833 | 0.135 | 0.6177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 20 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.428916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388238 | 0 | 0 | 0.292115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329053 | 0 | 0.330233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | itcomeswithatoy | 2020/01/27 | If I told my tutor that I b/p, what would happen? For context this is in a University in England, a tutor is the equivalent to an US college professor I think?
I have been in recovery for a year or so, but some family stuff happened, and I have gone of the deep end mental health wise. Weirdly not too suicidal or self ... | 3.609721 | 4.863057 | 5.271857 | 81.221912 | 72.420074 | 8.800074 | 29.43513 | 9.255338 | 2.56094 | 1,046 | 43 | 209 | 23 | 20 | 356 | 145 | 269 | 0.139 | 0.709 | 0.152 | 0.1655 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 36 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 18 | 16 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 19 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 47 | 48 | 22 | 1 | 7 | 20 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 11 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 32 | 6 | 23 | 36 | 6 | 32 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 14 | 141 | 45 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098625 | 0.214185 | 0 | 0 | 0.109141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120913 | 0 | 0.194558 | 0.09163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070489 | 0.10455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062662 | 0 | 0 | 0.113507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094287 | 0 | 0.098923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146828 | 0.140297 | 0.291098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082184 | 0 | 0 | 0.07479 | 0 | 0 | 0.122559 | 0.142503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133524 | 0.154282 | 0.110776 | 0 | 0 | 0.226955 | 0 | 0.205767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247278 | 0 | 0.093376 | 0 | 0 | 0.091113 | 0 | 0 | 0.165192 |
EDAnonymous | throwypantses | 2020/01/27 | My brain is over here talking shit like: Well, I binged for 2 weeks straight, lost control of my life, spiralled into panic and depression, and gained 9lbs... buuuut I've eaten for a normal for 2 days in a row, so I don't really have an eating disorder. 🤷♂️🤷♀️
TW: Self harm
Real talk, I had a realization that for... | 0.288004 | 2.425938 | 3.148621 | 88.381525 | 85.982759 | 6.672679 | 21.854111 | 7.882392 | 1.145559 | 425 | 15 | 94 | 9 | 13 | 150 | 83 | 116 | 0.295 | 0.613 | 0.092 | -0.9788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 13 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 4 | 14 | 6 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 51 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104023 | 0 | 0.138924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113928 | 0.078801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183591 | 0.103331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.673069 | 0 | 0.165568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129382 | 0 | 0.145025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11458 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tinycat1 | 2020/01/27 | Guess which recovering alcoholic with an ED and sugar cravings just smashed a pint of B&J and 6 Valium No fuckin' idea I don't know her. | 2.782222 | 5.519986 | 4.09037 | 81.766667 | 80.481481 | 8.044444 | 27.518519 | 8.841846 | 2.638319 | 113 | 5 | 21 | 3 | 3 | 37 | 26 | 27 | 0.091 | 0.909 | 0 | -0.296 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.472947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.479498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.487514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.49958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | robo_bitch420 | 2020/01/27 | anyone get pierced/tattooed while restricting? is it safe? | 5.94 | 8.98345 | 3.209444 | 80.0675 | 102.333333 | 6.244444 | 37.833333 | 7.168622 | 4.170733 | 48 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 9 | 9 | 0.219 | 0.506 | 0.275 | 0.168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.801076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.598563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 1800mushrooms | 2020/01/27 | semester 2 B/p & Restriction Mentioned!
I started university, and with it a meal plan and gained a lot of weight. Since then my habits are completely different, my self control is non existent. I’ve become obsessed with my body and started b/p and restricting last semester. I binged a lot during the holidays. Now... | 1.915606 | 4.607403 | 3.599217 | 83.952159 | 84.555556 | 7.744444 | 27.441919 | 8.598638 | 2.633289 | 404 | 19 | 76 | 11 | 12 | 134 | 66 | 99 | 0.188 | 0.746 | 0.066 | -0.8801 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 24 | 10 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 10 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 6 | 10 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 45 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144818 | 0 | 0 | 0.208001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199233 | 0 | 0.197466 | 0 | 0.422467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196474 | 0 | 0 | 0.155793 | 0 | 0.188471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.399913 | 0 | 0 | 0.157456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111085 | 0 | 0 | 0.229341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | renfairexo | 2020/01/27 | Brother in law made a comment on my weight 🤷🏻♀️ My sister had us over for dinner tonight and we were looking at old pics of us. I commented on a pic of myself about how skinny i was (when my ed leaned a lot more toward heavy restriction than my current state of binge binge occasional purge binge) and I know I invite... | 0.932033 | 3.24911 | 2.430435 | 93.393545 | 84.826087 | 5.625418 | 20.150502 | 7.010147 | 0.350077 | 438 | 13 | 96 | 6 | 13 | 142 | 86 | 115 | 0.029 | 0.855 | 0.116 | 0.8972 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 17 | 3 | 18 | 8 | 2 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 63 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199544 | 0 | 0.169931 | 0 | 0 | 0.105068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195496 | 0 | 0.186803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321089 | 0 | 0 | 0.162536 | 0 | 0.180901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132541 | 0 | 0.199744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.459936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232808 | 0 | 0 | 0.345023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cfarthing77 | 2020/01/27 | I’m too brain dead to think of a title I just spent almost an hour pacing around the living room in the dark, alone with my thoughts and shit until I couldn’t walk anymore from exhaustion, so I just fell on the carpet. Shit’s great lol | 4.711565 | 4.827161 | 4.747347 | 90.117891 | 69.204082 | 7.34966 | 22.455782 | 6.427356 | 0.30879 | 187 | 3 | 41 | 1 | 3 | 58 | 42 | 49 | 0.224 | 0.651 | 0.125 | -0.6705 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 23 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274389 | 0.283799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.562549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175579 | 0 | 0.217539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Illfollowyou | 2020/01/27 | I’m the ugliest person in the world. That’s all. Just want you all to remember when you’re having a bad day that at least you don’t look like me. | 0.340909 | 1.821656 | 2.287879 | 98.251818 | 81.727273 | 5.612121 | 17.060606 | 6.427356 | -0.537012 | 114 | 2 | 29 | 1 | 3 | 38 | 28 | 33 | 0.208 | 0.684 | 0.108 | -0.6705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 18 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.398057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.413896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.536972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | iviesthrowaway | 2020/01/27 | Vitamins and supplements *** I definitely don’t want to seem like I’m promoting anything or giving tips so if this isn’t okay I’ll be happy to take it down.***
Straight up, I’m stuck with this ED, and I know it’s bad for me, and I know it’s killed so many people/ruined so many bodies. I don’t want that, but I just can... | 1.880897 | 4.566848 | 3.003908 | 88.194034 | 84.678571 | 5.722689 | 21.806723 | 7.168622 | 0.891048 | 1,141 | 38 | 218 | 17 | 34 | 365 | 171 | 280 | 0.053 | 0.656 | 0.291 | 0.9972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 57 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 8 | 19 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 17 | 22 | 8 | 1 | 3 | 45 | 44 | 22 | 1 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 12 | 9 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 25 | 16 | 23 | 39 | 5 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 8 | 1 | 6 | 10 | 126 | 45 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101832 | 0.074346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107864 | 0 | 0.270942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112751 | 0.191158 | 0.116996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259277 | 0 | 0.144524 | 0.163495 | 0 | 0 | 0.121135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325213 | 0.134931 | 0 | 0.201079 | 0.099414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178752 | 0 | 0 | 0.107931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08141 | 0.247298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129625 | 0 | 0.180865 | 0.094064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114947 | 0 | 0.275098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162051 | 0 | 0 | 0.096823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10063 | 0.215807 | 0.096807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086637 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | favoritefallvegtable | 2020/01/27 | An hour ago I was laying in bed too lethargic 2 move.... Now I’m jumping around my room maniacally dancing bc I ate four fibre one brownies and I need to burn them off!!!!!!🤪🤪🤪 it’s mento iwlness innit | -0.261628 | 1.816886 | 3.131442 | 87.929256 | 88.069767 | 4.370233 | 22.553488 | 5.683918 | 0.313153 | 154 | 6 | 33 | 1 | 5 | 56 | 38 | 43 | 0.159 | 0.841 | 0 | -0.7243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 16 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.409464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.454898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.490948 | 0 | 0.342508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Chandelieeer | 2020/01/27 | I was doing so well today ...then I was a victim of a hit and run while on my bike on my way to work. Ended up taking the day off instead and binging on 3000+ calories, and I'm too sore from the accident to go and work out. Mind you, this tops off a couple of week where I ate slightly over my maintenance every single d... | 2.320845 | 2.9021 | 4.407155 | 88.757211 | 74.774648 | 6.806761 | 22.650704 | 6.742158 | 0.515155 | 251 | 6 | 57 | 2 | 5 | 87 | 52 | 71 | 0.106 | 0.802 | 0.091 | -0.0216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 13 | 4 | 1 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 41 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327848 | 0 | 0.382175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235187 | 0.237672 | 0 | 0.266407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.431416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bibimbrrap | 2020/01/27 | Supplements to help restore hormone imbalance? Some background: I haven't had my period for over a year due to excessive exercising and what i guess would count as rapid weight loss ( i've hovered over the same weight for the past 1.5 years due to ENDLESS binge + restrict/exercise cycling lmao fuck)? I am nowhere near ... | 6.798819 | 8.06612 | 7.749184 | 66.358454 | 64.969388 | 12.765463 | 39.056515 | 12.230962 | 5.661525 | 861 | 47 | 141 | 33 | 13 | 290 | 122 | 196 | 0.103 | 0.747 | 0.15 | 0.8223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 26 | 26 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 13 | 2 | 26 | 22 | 3 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 7 | 11 | 84 | 19 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182268 | 0 | 0.106236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152288 | 0 | 0 | 0.093619 | 0.138166 | 0 | 0 | 0.362933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.441655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166714 | 0 | 0.149962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194322 | 0 | 0 | 0.401189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117018 | 0 | 0 | 0.212159 |
EDAnonymous | thebeepingKword | 2020/01/28 | Annoying/triggering friend This is just a nonsensical anxiety rant, sorry if it doesn't make much sense.
I have been struggling with disordered eating for as long as I can remember. I used to binge eat when I was a young teen and now I've slowly been decreasing how much I eat. It's gotten to the point where it's serio... | 4.745301 | 4.731927 | 5.705084 | 83.726361 | 69.120482 | 9.17012 | 28.648193 | 8.982923 | 2.027779 | 1,260 | 40 | 270 | 21 | 20 | 417 | 156 | 332 | 0.087 | 0.848 | 0.065 | -0.0029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 11 | 2 | 3 | 16 | 0 | 31 | 19 | 0 | 14 | 1 | 55 | 53 | 36 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 18 | 18 | 18 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 5 | 41 | 4 | 42 | 32 | 10 | 48 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 20 | 0 | 3 | 21 | 200 | 59 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119926 | 0.088551 | 0.077735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073644 | 0 | 0 | 0.143346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089834 | 0 | 0 | 0.080214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.641647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118899 | 0.055997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094782 | 0 | 0.181677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043078 | 0 | 0.08842 | 0.082997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038294 | 0.157122 | 0.069214 | 0.138734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08924 | 0 | 0 | 0.106229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087744 | 0.05548 | 0 | 0 | 0.065532 | 0 | 0.163887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126003 | 0.068511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0816 | 0 | 0.067698 | 0 | 0.064675 | 0 | 0.062217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072662 | 0 | 0 | 0.090137 | 0.151118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055681 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | baileyycarr | 2020/01/28 | i hate having friends that are prettier than me. so i am a 5'7", 130 lb bulimic piece of trash. but i mean, im \*kinda\* pretty (my family and friends say im gorgeous but...whatever) and i have this one friend who is absolutely beautiful. she is 5'4", 140 lbs and has blonde hair. i literally would die to be her.
we we... | 1.543667 | 3.973803 | 2.932222 | 90.07 | 83.111111 | 6.711111 | 22.888889 | 7.908726 | 1.247522 | 706 | 25 | 148 | 14 | 20 | 229 | 117 | 180 | 0.14 | 0.644 | 0.216 | 0.9528 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 36 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 15 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 30 | 28 | 16 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 18 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 6 | 29 | 8 | 20 | 18 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 26 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 94 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119574 | 0 | 0.128268 | 0 | 0.121786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.391986 | 0.117262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.376775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134305 | 0.275624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084667 | 0 | 0 | 0.138166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123904 | 0 | 0.152573 | 0 | 0 | 0.104656 | 0.074814 | 0.10068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180207 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | DumpStat_CommonSense | 2020/01/28 | My shift leader is ordering pizza for everyone 🙃 I guess we're now having a closing pizza party???? I can't think of a good way to avoid it (already got out of last time she randomly ordered for the group with allergies) and I can't trigger another coworker with finding out about my relapse. I'm also scared to break m... | 2.754756 | 4.7248 | 4.64434 | 81.866076 | 76.21519 | 8.05859 | 27.74141 | 8.841846 | 2.41868 | 311 | 13 | 59 | 7 | 7 | 106 | 60 | 79 | 0.162 | 0.838 | 0 | -0.9075 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 13 | 8 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 37 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296337 | 0.214748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225236 | 0.214773 | 0 | 0.295823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229329 | 0 | 0 | 0.268852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172067 | 0 | 0 | 0.156586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tainted-euphoria | 2020/01/28 | Frustration.. I just need a vent I've had disordered eating habits on and off for years, they reached their peak (combination of restriction and purging) over a year ago and I reached my lowest weight, the only time I've felt okay about my body. I had some highly physical exams approaching, I was sent to my doctor and ... | 1.583629 | 3.984457 | 3.313 | 87.603881 | 82.643725 | 6.898126 | 21.698755 | 8.045849 | 1.254368 | 967 | 31 | 196 | 20 | 27 | 321 | 146 | 247 | 0.229 | 0.641 | 0.13 | -0.9844 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 35 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 11 | 16 | 7 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 16 | 16 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 33 | 35 | 13 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 10 | 9 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 6 | 38 | 6 | 25 | 21 | 4 | 29 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 1 | 4 | 11 | 129 | 49 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112008 | 0.112855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07085 | 0 | 0.094621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125908 | 0.112445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072561 | 0.099373 | 0 | 0 | 0.197468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055548 | 0 | 0.105482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105386 | 0 | 0.184288 | 0.087864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116072 | 0 | 0.109114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112338 | 0.077596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110438 | 0 | 0 | 0.109888 | 0 | 0.070378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114607 | 0.124109 | 0.112768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122057 | 0.074587 | 0 | 0.107316 | 0 | 0 | 0.094883 | 0 | 0.090645 | 0.129595 | 0 | 0.088122 | 0.535113 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141491 |
EDAnonymous | MashAndBeans | 2020/01/28 | Just ED things Honestly, how many calories do you Consume during a normal day? I’m genuinely curious to see how much others restrict. | 3.765 | 6.960116 | 5.23 | 71.815 | 81.5 | 8.2 | 33 | 8.841846 | 4.0801 | 108 | 6 | 15 | 3 | 3 | 36 | 23 | 24 | 0.097 | 0.706 | 0.197 | 0.4019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.505625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.366617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.488641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.397416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Arkhamgel | 2020/01/28 | Pot brownie and mental prep A friend is having us at her place for a small party this weekend, and she said she would make pot brownies. Edibles are really uncommon here so, as someone with an ED, there is a whole lot of mental preparation I need to do.
I managed to get her to let me help making the cake, which is, ykn... | 4.226051 | 4.821728 | 5.232695 | 84.51783 | 70.415094 | 8.321294 | 27.407008 | 8.418075 | 1.751508 | 407 | 13 | 84 | 6 | 7 | 134 | 79 | 106 | 0.034 | 0.884 | 0.082 | 0.6124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 14 | 17 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 1 | 13 | 14 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 60 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16006 | 0 | 0.216477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176129 | 0 | 0 | 0.276577 | 0 | 0 | 0.22567 | 0 | 0 | 0.417559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147168 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kvistros | 2020/01/28 | Experiences with hormonal contraceptives and binge eating? I've been off my birth control for about 1.5 weeks now and I no longer feel an urge to binge, which feels very odd considering I've been struggling with binging and purgeing for about 3 months now (restrictive intake before that) with no sign of it stopping unt... | 11.24188 | 10.069618 | 10.345677 | 59.564737 | 56.5 | 13.685714 | 42.766917 | 12.540901 | 5.538458 | 704 | 32 | 110 | 19 | 7 | 225 | 97 | 152 | 0.078 | 0.855 | 0.067 | 0.4752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 26 | 20 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 26 | 12 | 3 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 77 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.287073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102847 | 0.150709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125161 | 0 | 0 | 0.130087 | 0.160582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150508 | 0.122873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287761 | 0 | 0 | 0.297489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117404 | 0 | 0.108127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245944 | 0 | 0.153768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242726 | 0 | 0 | 0.117985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141788 | 0.319021 | 0.107082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | maddoxowo | 2020/01/28 | i find myself wanting to eat less and im scared. never been diagnosed with an eating disorder, and quite frankly never saw myself developing one. until now.
due to some health issues i often do not have an appetite and wind up accidentally skipping meals or not finding anything that sounds "good"
here recently, ive ... | 5.206667 | 6.833583 | 5.408333 | 80.3325 | 69 | 7.992593 | 30.166667 | 8.472885 | 2.315256 | 456 | 18 | 82 | 7 | 8 | 144 | 78 | 108 | 0.102 | 0.864 | 0.033 | -0.5157 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 27 | 12 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 10 | 2 | 8 | 8 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 53 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159414 | 0 | 0 | 0.180006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15386 | 0 | 0.321426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.430654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339306 | 0.163931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092639 | 0 | 0.125985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | emthebrainstem69 | 2020/01/28 | Has anyone else went to therapy, and got worse? So i started to see a therapist who specializes in eating disorders but I also need therapy for trauma and a number of other shit. I have seen her for 5 sessions and all we do is focus on my ED which has made it get progressively worse. The second session she surprised me... | 3.442708 | 5.293826 | 4.905278 | 81.2675 | 73.930556 | 8.411111 | 26.583333 | 9.075115 | 2.271817 | 577 | 21 | 110 | 13 | 12 | 193 | 91 | 144 | 0.177 | 0.741 | 0.083 | -0.9598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 25 | 23 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 21 | 5 | 16 | 17 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 14 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 80 | 28 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097766 | 0.143263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142773 | 0 | 0 | 0.143635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143072 | 0.116803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070698 | 0.099888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140559 | 0.156632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287049 | 0.115662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112383 | 0 | 0 | 0.319796 | 0.48703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | icantsleepxoxo | 2020/01/28 | Idk anymore So, I’ve been struggling with food since November/December time. For me, it’s not a body image thing... I have always been happy with my body and how I look... I think that it’s the control I have over food, except I know that I have actually completely lost control. I starve or I binge and purge. I can’t t... | 0.943132 | 3.509549 | 2.737912 | 88.664231 | 89.769231 | 5.279121 | 24.736264 | 6.86897 | 1.244269 | 412 | 18 | 79 | 6 | 14 | 136 | 69 | 104 | 0.141 | 0.807 | 0.052 | -0.8234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 22 | 16 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 15 | 1 | 10 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 56 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097862 | 0.177301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16832 | 0 | 0.360112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134811 | 0 | 0.175245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106654 | 0.102866 | 0 | 0 | 0.09361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | BigAvocadoBitch | 2020/01/28 | School lunch I don't get my classmates. They consume more calories just for lunch without feeling guilty, than what I do in two weeks. I can't even be in the cafeteria without feeling like crying. | 4.84964 | 6.90878 | 4.209189 | 86.851802 | 70.621622 | 6.014414 | 33.954955 | 6.427356 | 2.039836 | 158 | 8 | 28 | 1 | 3 | 47 | 29 | 37 | 0.132 | 0.735 | 0.133 | 0.2584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 21 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.346905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319368 | 0.225616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.608863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Bitcehesblike | 2020/01/28 | I just drank beer to clam me down before going to dinner plans.. bruh Its 4pm.. what the fuck am I doing. I'm finna chug another tho bc I cant do this shit lol. Thank god I ain't eat in like 2 days so this gonna hit. My social downfall last semester was avoiding food involved social situations and this semester I'm not... | -0.448909 | 1.761756 | 1.863044 | 95.12318 | 92.274336 | 4.783245 | 16.382891 | 6.427356 | -0.302683 | 413 | 10 | 93 | 5 | 15 | 139 | 81 | 113 | 0.17 | 0.674 | 0.156 | -0.2011 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 11 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 21 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 4 | 9 | 15 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 51 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211095 | 0 | 0 | 0.199649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243429 | 0 | 0 | 0.186111 | 0.210356 | 0 | 0.114411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205857 | 0 | 0.295055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206645 | 0 | 0.226285 | 0 | 0.410428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ifuckpineapples | 2020/01/28 | Theres a new movie coming out about Pica [link to the trailer](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=auVZKcxV7XQ&feature=youtu.be). Its called swallow and has some good festival ratings so far. I really feel drawn to this one already. what do y'all think? | 5.344286 | 8.947231 | 3.045238 | 83.916429 | 88.52381 | 6.209524 | 25.047619 | 7.44753 | 1.872248 | 212 | 8 | 33 | 4 | 7 | 58 | 40 | 42 | 0 | 0.828 | 0.172 | 0.755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.407082 | 0 | 0 | 0.399695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | arsenicpixie | 2020/01/28 | My Best Friend's Roommate is going to be the death of me I have an eating disorder. My best friend knows about it and has what she describes as a "pseudo eating disorder," ie that she feels similarly about her body as I do mine (fat!!!) But that she doesn't intentionally restrict or bp. When I point out that she is res... | 10.879453 | 8.292945 | 10.051542 | 65.829439 | 58.405941 | 13.183404 | 41.671381 | 11.491704 | 4.727603 | 2,175 | 89 | 375 | 45 | 21 | 696 | 248 | 505 | 0.1 | 0.787 | 0.113 | 0.8028 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 57 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 31 | 21 | 2 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 42 | 26 | 7 | 13 | 5 | 77 | 70 | 38 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 26 | 24 | 20 | 10 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 7 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 20 | 6 | 70 | 16 | 69 | 45 | 15 | 54 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 70 | 24 | 1 | 4 | 21 | 284 | 96 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066046 | 0.046566 | 0 | 0 | 0.059286 | 0.124519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040597 | 0.073551 | 0 | 0 | 0.279558 | 0 | 0 | 0.147949 | 0 | 0 | 0.068003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143936 | 0.074694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305304 | 0 | 0 | 0.068152 | 0 | 0.06524 | 0 | 0.477018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060241 | 0 | 0.063636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.033674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241589 | 0 | 0.257264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075697 | 0 | 0.053264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1098 | 0.054286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04704 | 0.032536 | 0 | 0.058806 | 0 | 0.055925 | 0 | 0.218096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045128 | 0.05065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063574 | 0.04617 | 0.05815 | 0 | 0 | 0.125912 | 0.075078 | 0.191345 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075236 | 0.068361 | 0.05509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053185 | 0.055678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044244 | 0.042673 | 0 | 0 | 0.077667 | 0 | 0 | 0.063636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06933 | 0.080108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05342 | 0.162195 | 0 | 0 | 0.060094 | 0.074353 | 0 | 0.064197 | 0 | 0.048484 | 0.067633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rbpr | 2020/01/28 | "ill start eating normal once i move out of my parent's house" then i move out and *the very next day* my car gets totalled in an accident
now it's "ill start eating normal once i get a new car"
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EDAnonymous | annielovesbacon | 2020/01/28 | Girl Scout cookie season is the bane of my existence I can never resist buying thin mints and tagalongs and then I eat them all in one sitting 😭😭😭😭 | 4.085313 | 4.215687 | 5.76875 | 82.20125 | 70.5625 | 7.65 | 25.375 | 7.168622 | 1.168325 | 119 | 3 | 24 | 1 | 2 | 41 | 27 | 32 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.705931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.532087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.467488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Tortman42069 | 2020/01/28 | Just binged...again... Just binged on disgusting amounts of food for the third day in a row after restricting for weeks. Seriously feel like human trash right now. I was doing so good...this cycle has just been repeating for so long now. | 3.133953 | 6.055848 | 3.131442 | 87.929256 | 80.860465 | 7.16093 | 20.227907 | 8.238736 | 1.209432 | 185 | 5 | 35 | 4 | 5 | 56 | 36 | 43 | 0.17 | 0.774 | 0.055 | -0.6369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 22 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211005 | 0.298127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.504615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203877 | 0 | 0 | 0.369308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thinking-throwaway | 2020/01/28 | I found new safe foods! I went to the international supermarket for some low cal snacks and found some little egg pudding cups and low sodium miso soup that's cheaper than Kikkoman packs! Perfect for studying in the library. Highlight of my day | 5.372045 | 8.102406 | 4.790909 | 80.306364 | 71.045455 | 6.218182 | 31.454545 | 7.168622 | 2.0442 | 199 | 9 | 33 | 2 | 4 | 60 | 37 | 44 | 0.084 | 0.723 | 0.193 | 0.7494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 16 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392658 | 0.712086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | clickchick44 | 2020/01/28 | Gained weight i haven't been as active on here lately.
I suppose I've been trying to recover, or pretending to try, or faking it in general. But I got on the scale today. I've gained almost ten pounds since July. From my lowest weight, and now I'm creeping back up again. It ruined my whole day. I feel shitty in every... | 2.522321 | 4.746615 | 4.407031 | 82.078968 | 77.947368 | 7.050813 | 24.804067 | 8.076483 | 1.697599 | 831 | 30 | 155 | 15 | 20 | 282 | 117 | 209 | 0.178 | 0.662 | 0.16 | -0.7277 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 12 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 32 | 28 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 20 | 10 | 21 | 22 | 3 | 21 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 5 | 13 | 102 | 27 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101551 | 0 | 0.241519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333883 | 0.188696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150113 | 0 | 0.105625 | 0.145603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131055 | 0 | 0 | 0.137527 | 0 | 0 | 0.148976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186565 | 0.322604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16921 | 0 | 0 | 0.14179 | 0 | 0.112784 | 0 | 0 | 0.132221 | 0.133658 | 0 | 0.120228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125183 | 0 | 0 | 0.179329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104828 | 0 | 0.321642 | 0.35623 | 0 | 0 | 0.147447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ShoopDaWhoopBurrito | 2020/01/28 | Starting to hate r/instagramreality The subreddit used to be a place where you can see the facade behind photos and learn how to spot editing and not feel so bad about not having the perfect body.
There’s a popular-ish post on there now, of a woman who is very fit, but has edited her photo, and people are shitting on... | 12.017171 | 7.028337 | 11.36907 | 64.610426 | 58.883721 | 13.327132 | 42.620155 | 9.725611 | 4.156322 | 349 | 12 | 65 | 4 | 3 | 115 | 65 | 86 | 0.12 | 0.803 | 0.077 | -0.5991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 13 | 12 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 11 | 11 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 46 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.700647 | 0 | 0 | 0.214697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145766 | 0 | 0.219675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181595 | 0 | 0.173485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mina1200 | 2020/01/28 | Feel like shit when I don’t eat, feel like shit when I do eat The vicious cycle that keeps on giving 🙃 | 6.452609 | 3.364448 | 6.71913 | 87.855217 | 67.26087 | 9.2 | 27.347826 | 3.1291 | 0.691035 | 80 | 1 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 26 | 16 | 23 | 0.322 | 0.432 | 0.246 | -0.5106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.54439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269006 | 0.380076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.546112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
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