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EDAnonymous
pinkchopstick
2020/01/28
feel like theres a hekka lot of fellow asians in this sub asian beauty standards amirite 🙃🙃🙃
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I wish I were normal that's it
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EDAnonymous
qwehhmua
2020/01/28
ahhh oh no i got a boyfriend and he doesnt know abt my ed help what do i do oh god do i tell him or do i never tell him or do i recover or do i pretend like i dont know lol AAAAAAaaaaahhhhh
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lightblueheart
2020/01/28
I relapsed hard today Today I weighed myself. I had been obsessing over my weight for the past couple of weeks. I got rid of my scale last July and felt free for a long time. Then I had surgery and gained some weight. I felt disgusting, fat and gross. I slowly started to eat less once i was recovered. Now I'm workin...
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DesperateCheesecake
2020/01/28
I guess I’m back I weighed myself this morning. I’ve gained a stone in just under a year. I recovered from Bulimia three years ago because I got a scare from my dentist. My teeth are a huge concern for me. But I cannot stand this weight gain. I’m going insane. I’ve eaten once today and will not again for the rest. I’v...
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followinnermoonlight
2020/01/28
I feel equal parts guilt and stupid. I just spent $100 on food that I’m most likely going to throw right into the trash everyday so my boyfriend doesn’t get suspicious. I always see news articles about food deserts in this country. How there are children who can’t even get a fresh apple if they tried. And here I am...
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EDAnonymous
raininginmybrain
2020/01/28
FUCK WAKING UP HUNGRY these days r the longest
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EDAnonymous
OpenMindedOpossum
2020/01/28
Glad I'm in Canada for the Dumbest Reason Right Now Shivering burns Calories for real. Approx. 100 kcal per 15 mins??? Even just being cold causes your body to spend a bit of energy regenerating heat. Nicey and icey :D (I type as I shiver in my room, about to head to an exam, wearing two layers of clothing)
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EDAnonymous
xdgyfxck
2020/01/28
guys i need some advice okay so my boyfriend has been noticing that ive been losing more weight (he kinda recently found out about my ED). and so he says hes going to get a scale and, because he knows thats a big trigger for me, is going to look at it himself and not tell me the number. just check if ive been losing mo...
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JBL216247365
2020/01/28
Close to my GW and I don't feel any better CW: mentions numbers I am soo close to my GW (1.6 lbs away). This is after my boyfriend broke up with me without warning. The problem was him but a piece of me thought that, if I was back to the weight we were at when we met, my life would be back in order and I could feel ...
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EDAnonymous
Iscariiot
2020/01/28
Probably not in Danger, right? TW: NUMBERS. PURGING Alright I’ll break it down quick: -BMI: 17.2 -Bradycardia (Resting: 40bpm - 60bpm) -Fast/Hyper-restrict for two days at a time. Rarely eat above 600cal -Purged 7 times in 3 days. Feeling pretty sick. -Have NOT fainted ever. -Take nothing for electrolytes ...
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himbosupreme
2020/01/28
I wanna eat my mom's cooking without guilt my mom is making pasta bolognese and all I can think about is how I could avoid eating it. I love that food, I love my mom, and I love her cooking! but I can't make myself eat it without nearly having a panic attack I'm freaking out over eating one plate of pasta even if that...
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discoturnip
2020/01/28
Knowing it’s wrong and doing it anyway I made a new acct so I can hang out on here, bc I guess I’m not ready to leave this sub and give up interacting with like-minded folks who are also in this battle. I know the patterns of my ED behaviors, I know the reasoning behind my actions, I know what recovery could feel lik...
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EDAnonymous
CrawlingUpHerLeg
2020/01/28
I’m too much. I talk too much. I starve too much. I eat too much. I weigh too much. I smoke, get high and drink too much. I over-explain myself too much. I CRY too much. I hate myself too much. I isolate myself too much. I take up too much fucking space. I. Am. Much TOO. Much. I just want to disappear so I ...
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EDAnonymous
xRedDyke
2020/01/28
Any tips on how to open up to my therapist about my disordered eating? So tomorrow I have my weekly appointment with my therapist and I would like to finally tell him about my struggles with food. I'm so tired of hiding it, my health is deteriorating, I'm exhausted and I really want help. But I'm extremely ashamed of i...
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EDAnonymous
AnnaTriesToBeHealthy
2020/01/28
I think I need to gain weight But I’m terrified. I’m not underweight by my BMI, but I have a very low body fat percentage. All of my clothes are too big and it’s nearly impossible for me to buy clothes that fit. I saw a picture of myself the other day where I looked almost.... gross... because I was so thin. I have...
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EDAnonymous
Siberiayuki
2020/01/28
When I miscalculated my calories and ate more than I thought I feel like I have committed a crime or I’ve been stripped naked in public... >< it is sad that a lot of exotic root vegetables’ calories aren’t in the USDA database:(
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j4jackj
2020/01/28
... Have you ever had elderly friends or family members (aged 60+) who you thought had an eating disorder? In some of the diet related media I consume, elderly women "watching their girlish figure" and dying early of strokes on calorie controlled diets has been brought up at least once. Thankfully, my paternal side gra...
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EDAnonymous
honeyanon
2020/01/28
seeking help is scary possible tw?// fasting mention i am currently in serious starvation mode and for once, i seem to recognize how destructive this is and want to get help. im scared for myself, being on this fasting high. i want to get help but it's so damn scary and ive never sought help for anything mental health...
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Cookies102617
2020/01/28
Kbbq help me pls oh god so my coworkers are planning to go to an unlimited kbbq place here bc of a birthday celebration. how do i stop thinking about calories?? and try to enjoy for once?? and talk to my coworkers?? I don't really want to be known as the quiet girl forever 😔
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throwawayplshelpww
2020/01/28
Possible TW: A question for the bulimics here A couple years ago I tried to throw up on purpose and the result was me trying to abuse it after eveything I eat - I would just end up throwing up stomach acid which would burn my eating pipes and inside of mouth,making it really really hard to eat for several days. my que...
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madelainebeau
2020/01/28
my jeans are too small i’m new to reddit, this is my first post ever so please be nice lol. possible TW for size? i’m 100% not sure how this works, so i just wanna be sure i’m just so mad at myself because i went on vacation a few months ago. when i left, i was a size 5. after i came back from vacation, i was a size 3...
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sameoldmistkes
2020/01/28
hair is the bane of my existence can’t tell if my copious amounts of hair loss is as a result of my breakdown-induced bleach spree or because of my ed and it’s really freaking me out!!! my hair has literally decreased like 50% in thickness and i don’t rlly know what i can do about it someone help calm down my fear p...
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EDAnonymous
jewishmilf69
2020/01/28
Help?? Calories??? I can’t figure out how many calories my pho is,,, vegan brother with no noodles, no tofu, just veggies,,,, please it’s been my only meal for a few days and it’s killing me bc I feel so full rn and I’m scared I’m going to GAIN,,, I haven’t been restricting that well this month
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EDAnonymous
totallytwopercent
2020/01/28
my roommate is so clueless ahhh my roommate is one of my best friends and i love her so much but she's just so clueless when it comes to food and it makes me so anxious for her. she's very overweight and knows it but is super body positive which is great (ik if i wasn't skinny i would hate myself even more than i alrea...
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EDAnonymous
mayhapsed
2020/01/28
Are these ED symptoms? Hi! This is a throwaway but I'm kind of concerned about myself and have been for a while. I don't know if I have a full blown ED or just ED tendencies or what but any advice would be really appreciated! I know I don't have a great relationship with food, I need to watch videos when I eat or else...
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EDAnonymous
Spongebobsnutz
2020/01/28
Anyone else in med school here I feel like shit cause ik this isn’t really healthy and I tell others yet here I am restricting fml
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EDAnonymous
emobby14
2020/01/28
got triggered from my cousin:( i’ve had a terrible couple of days i literally can’t stop binging. my cousin who is rlly tall and skinny posted how she hasn’t eaten for days and how much weight she has lost. ugh ik to ppl without eds that’s probably a normal post but i wish they wouldn’t normalize it. srry if this made...
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EDAnonymous
panicatthediner13
2020/01/28
How do I stop binging How am I supposed to stop this shit? My usual habits are binge/restrict (encompassing the better part of 7 years), but for about a month it’s like I physically cannot stop binging. Usually not having food in my house helps me to stop and just drink tea/coffee, but this time I am motivated enough t...
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EDAnonymous
sunburntskies
2020/01/28
Bitches say they’re fine and then immediately purge at work It’s me I’m bitches
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EDAnonymous
mintthin
2020/01/28
Let’s play a game called: Am I dissociating? Am I high? Or Am I dizzy from my ED? I caught myself questing if I was high even thought I knew I didn’t smoke! I haven’t eaten much lately so I could be dizzy but I’ve also been dissociating a lot so it could be that 😭 This ED is stressful af
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EDAnonymous
liltriptoanontown
2020/01/28
900??? tw numbers / idk why but my brain has become so focused on 900 as THE number. i was inputting food for tomorrow and as i put in an ingredient i saw the daily count tick to 901 and my brain just melted. i have no idea where this is coming from??? my limit is set to 1200 so im def not going over that but my monk...
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EDAnonymous
bangandbeef
2020/01/28
Effects of short term low restriction on metabolism? If I low restrict for like a month and i go back to eating like normal... what happens? Do i gain everything back bc of StArVaTiOn MoDe? Is their a time frame where you can low restrict and then go back to eating at BMR and not have your metabolism fucked? I just can...
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EDAnonymous
babylentil
2020/01/28
Hide myfitnesspal progress So I have a “friend” on my fitness pal and I don’t want them to see that I regained the 30 pounds I recently lost so I haven’t been updating my weight. Does anyone know how to make the progress “weight lost” hidden or private from friends?
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EDAnonymous
garfieldtattoos
2020/01/28
Purged a couple times after a long time and having issues... I purged in middle school and into high school occasionally (never binged though, I either ate "normal" or restricted) but it's been a couple years since I was frequent with it. In the last couple weeks though I have purged twice, and now my stomach has been ...
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EDAnonymous
notthisagain105127
2020/01/28
How to not feel like shit when you're restricting? Cant eat atm. Feel like shit. What do?
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unknownerror68
2020/01/28
Bitches be tryna exercise on a can of redbull It's me I'm bitches please help I'm boutta pass out
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codywi
2020/01/29
I downloaded my fitness pal again today Potentially trigger warning It had my old info from 2015, when I was at my lowest weight and the weight difference shocked me. I could use some kind words today.
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EDAnonymous
lyssland
2020/01/29
panicking 2/2 IF my parents have friends over and they parked my car in but i planned to go to whole foods to make a salad for dinner before my 30 hour fast and now they're asking me to eat dinner with them and i am STUCK here hiding in my room doing homework trying not to panic bc my window closes in half an hour and ...
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vZudikas
2020/01/29
Having wine for dinner Is it the same amount of calories as my actual dinner would have been? Yes. Do I care? No not right now cause food won’t get me buzzed. My husband knows I’ve struggled with an eating disorder. He also knows I’m trying to lose weight right now. And I definitely have weight to lose because I’m ac...
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EDAnonymous
Carodactyl
2020/01/29
what do y’all think of ensure ive been in recovery for quite a few months now but my dietician noticed a negative trend in my weigh-ins and immediately gave me a bunch of ensure. I’m trying to make the best out of it, but I’m wondering what other people think. does it make you feel physically better? are there similar ...
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EDAnonymous
Venge22
2020/01/29
I'm sick of binging It's not just food, but food and alcohol 🙄. Now trying to fast (it used to be so easy like wtf??!) because I know eating will inevitably lead to binging tonight. But it's like all I can think about 😂. EDs stay relentless
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NiaC56
2020/01/29
Anyone else periodically get addicted to “Supersize vs SuperSkinny” Every time I hit a relapse I get problematically addicted to watching episodes of “Supersize vs SuperSkinny” (secretly watching during work etc) also “Secret Eaters” “Freaky Eaters” Also do any of you guys sit and look at food porn, recipe videos ...
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jhspewrld
2020/01/29
ever just oopsie yall last night while trying to sleep i repeatedly told myself that today, im going to eat healthier with more control at a sustainable quantity and that im absolutely not going to binge again jokes on me i ended up eating way less than i usually would for breakfast and lunch and when i came back home...
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am2407
2020/01/29
It finally hit me I gained so much weight over winter break and I had been trying to ignore it or act like it was okay and it was healthy weight that I needed but now people have stopped commenting on my weight since I look ~normal~ again but I am so absolutely disgusted by my reflection and I know I need to lose the ...
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elllumos
2020/01/29
I’d really like someone to talk to rn Hi, I’m not sure if this is the right place to post this so I’m sry if it’s not. I just really feel like I need some advice and someone to vent to who struggles with this sorta stuff :/ If you feel up to talk pls message me <3
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andthewolfhounds
2020/01/29
Fat Face I am a slim woman. I have been a UK size ten (in American sizes I think that's a 6) since adolescence. I have been struggling with eating disorders since I was twelve, I'm now twenty-eight. My problem is that I believe that my face looks ugly if I put on the slightest bit of weight. I'm convinced it goes to my...
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skeletonwannabe
2020/01/29
My first time trying Konjac noodles tomorrow... anybody got any tips or recipe ideas to make them yummy? Thank you!! Pretty much exactly what I said in the title. Went shopping today, bought some barenaked Konjac noodles and I’m planning on cooking them for dinner tomorrow night. I’ve heard quite a few horror stories...
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EDAnonymous
illture
2020/01/29
sometimes i think i look ok in the mirror ...until i turn to the side pov and i can see my stomach and the size of my armS and the roundness of my thighs and i immediately change or put on a cardigan to cover everything : ))))))(((((
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EDAnonymous
Quinnjiiin
2020/01/29
Why do I do this to myself content warning cuz this is bad In the past few weeks everything has gotten so much worse very rapidly. I started eating less and less, and feeling increasingly worse about myself. I don't deserve to have my few remaining friends because I'm a terrible person and I hope I starve myself to de...
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EDAnonymous
SuperGenericName1
2020/01/29
Bitches are getting sick of the constant overdone "bitches" posts it's me im bitches
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EDAnonymous
MSUcathunter
2020/01/29
What did you do with your luxury items after losing weight when you CANT buy it again? I have a Canada Goose (size XL for comfort) and when I lose weight I’m afraid I can’t wear it anymore. J bought this with my own money but quit my job so my parents will not buy it again, I quit my job to focus on school but they pay...
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EDAnonymous
FallingFallingFloor
2020/01/29
Reading through old diaries from before my last recovery and poured myself a glass of vodka and Diet Coke. Yep, this is gonna be a good night...
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EDAnonymous
ray_rays_kitchen
2020/01/29
Found one benefit to having an ED Tattoos are cheaper because my arms are so thin ☺️ Tattooist asked "do you ever eat?!" And I nearly answered "no" 😅
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snisjxjsh
2020/01/29
I just ate an ice cream I didn't know the calories for and I feel so heckin proud my dudes In recovery at the moment and have to have a "reasonable sized dessert" twice a day. I've been finding ice creams easier than other things but I always chose the ones out the freezer (put in by my mum) that I know the calorie cou...
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EDAnonymous
scarletfawn
2020/01/29
Accidentally triggered myself with a song, happened to anyone else? So I was casually shopping for a light lunch and listening to music and then this one song came on and my mindset instantly switched from "some snacksss" to "hunger? Idk her". The song wasn't even triggering because of the lyrics or anything but the wh...
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Maddreams92
2020/01/29
You know you have a weird reputation at work when The first sentence of an email from your boss begins with “I know you don’t like to take lunch breaks, but I’d like to take the team out for lunch so just think about it and let me know!” And now you need to come up with an excuse for why you can’t and feel guilty abou...
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Cheskaz
2020/01/29
I'm getting engaged on Friday but all I can think about is binging I haven't been drinking all January and as a result, have been restricting successfully, with one day of planned binges each week, on Friday. I'm high on control. Well this Friday is my partner and my anniversary and I'm proposing to him. (We've discus...
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ByssaByssa
2020/01/29
Just a general question, maybe weird! For those who are recovered/recovering and took laxatives, do you find after taking them a long time, you’ve “lost control “ of when you go. Like can you #2 without taking them or are things the same/not effected? :) I want to see the effects it has or hasn’t had on people!
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destinaaa
2020/01/29
guy i like wants to go to a buffet for this first date!!!!! honestly i’m not even sure the last time i had a full meal let alone multiple meals in one sitting. i am feeling so anxious about the weight i’m gonna gain if i finally give in. i was doing so good too :( i hate purging but it just might come to that cause how...
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stskjd
2020/01/29
New to the community Just for starters I’m new to this community and I’m ftm, 5’8(pronouns he/him) I’m really glad I came across this community, y’all are really supportive and funny. It just really makes me feel better when I fall into a depressive spiral, and then I see someone saying bulimia is “possibly the worst ...
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GrimReaperScythe
2020/01/29
Anyone with a roommate? and how to deal with purging in front of them So I recently moved on my own and am living with a few other people. I share a room with someone and we have a bathroom ensuite. This makes it difficult for me to eat my safe food alone or binge then purge out all, mostly because I'm self-conscious a...
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Bunny_Berry
2020/01/29
DAE have that weird differentiation in their head between “good hunger” and “bad hunger”? Like good hunger is when it feels like you’re in control and you know you’re hungry and you can feel the hunger and your stomach is growling but in a nice way, and you can just calmly ignore it and it feels really powerful and lik...
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EDAnonymous
etonflesh
2020/01/29
is it really that difficult to stick a fucking sticker? and other rants what is it with fucking ed clinic mirrors? i get that none of them are actually glass, just that stupid stuck on reflective bullshit, but jesus you couldn’t put a sticker on straight?! i go in feeling like a mf whale and the warped as shit “mirro...
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EDAnonymous
Sleeepdeprivedd
2020/01/29
Today’s fast goes out toooo... The guys who kept commenting on my bad appearance today and being annoying, the stress of all these fucking tests at school and last but not least: my fat lazy ass 😚✌🏻
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sioclip
2020/01/29
recovery is difficult... I was just called fat even if it were a joke or not, idk it seemed half meant. but they didn't finish the sentence because they said "haha joke, you shouldn't say that to girls" something like that. and I know I'm not even overweight well obviously because of the scale. but now I feel like I'...
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rrayaa
2020/01/29
need help hi guys i don’t get hungry but after a few days of eating i get really sick and binge, i’m not doing it on purpose. i just don’t know how to eat like a normal person does anyone know healthy things you can eat throughout the day without feeling sick?
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EDAnonymous
rasheedawilson
2020/01/29
It feels good... TW: Suicide mention, weight loss I have not been diagnosed with an ED but I have BPII. I've always have a weird relationship with body image and food. I've attempted s***** due to gaining weight from psych meds. After a really bad about of depression/mixed hypomania and I began to lose weight. People ...
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EDAnonymous
ClawsForGloves
2020/01/29
Some help with lifesum mean plans ? I made a premium. Then I set up a 'plan' because I was curious. It put me on the sugar detox plan lol. Now the interface is pink, it suggest me to eat all kinds of healthy foods that we all know I ain't ever gonna wanna eat or be able to afford (smoked salmon for lunch? Smoked salmon...
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EDAnonymous
Krilexa
2020/01/29
Lost ALL feeling in my leg , could it be related to my bulimia? I woke up after only 3 hours of sleep this morning, and I think what woke me up was that one of my legs was COMPLETELY dead. No feeling whatsoever. I know this could be explained by something as trivial as I "slept weird", but I have very, very severe buli...
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EDAnonymous
Callsign_Katana
2020/01/29
Where you lose weight... Hey, I was just wondering if anyone has ever experienced certain parts of their body retaining fat more than other parts while restricting. I’ve noticed that I dropped the weight on the upper half of my body really fast but I still have thunder thighs... I really hope this doesn’t trigger anyon...
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EDAnonymous
jeykehey
2020/01/29
pre-ed me would have just fucking enjoyed this so like i (used to) love everything salted caramel, right? and, knowing this, my wonderful, sweet, clueless mother bought me a pack of (what used to be) my favorite brand of cappuccino - salted caramel flavour. and now im sitting here, after i was >!2 kgs!< up yeste...
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EDAnonymous
bitchboynaughty7
2020/01/29
general vent (tw cals mention) love how i eat 200 or so cals a day, only drinking cold brew & sugar free red bull, no carbs, still have a fat beer belly stomach for some reason:)))))) love that even if i eat food, it goes right thru me & i get horribly nauseas. love how if i eat a cheese stick my entire body bl...
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EDAnonymous
beepboop1997
2020/01/29
How do y’all drink and maintain a weight? I’m back on my drinking BS, don’t wanna gain as a result. Hangovers make me crave foods I have no desire to touch ever again. I guess I’ll gain weight due to drinking if I have to, but the anxiety around gaining just makes me want to drink more. Which is no bueno when you’re ha...
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EDAnonymous
ilikeshoweroranges
2020/01/29
DAE feel like their ribs get like smushed when they lose weight? When I lose a lot of weight it feels like I’m getting squeezed by my skin like I’m in a painful tortilla. Everything is squeezed and it actually hurts.
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calmdownlemon
2020/01/29
The bakery employee just gave me a croissant when I asked for a pretzel and I noticed only when I arrived at work I could cry.
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peccorina
2020/01/29
The bakery employee just gave me a croissant when I asked for a pretzel and I noticed only when I arrived at work I could cry. That's all.
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lizsisi
2020/01/29
Jealous of my new BF? Recently started seeing a new dude and the relationship is off to a really positive start. The only thing is, he’s super skinny and doesn’t eat much at all, which he claims is bc he’s a workaholic and just forgets. YALL. This shit is driving me CRAZY. Obviously I worry about him and his health...
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EDAnonymous
westcoastwanderer
2020/01/29
i feel like pictures of me taken over the last 5 years would be a great anti-bulimia ad "look kids, bulimia actually does nothing for you!! see how they look the same every month, and seem to recycle the same 10 lbs over and over again. the only thing that is lighter is their bank account" :)
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boynada
2020/01/29
Toxic thoughts/healthy thoughts? I relapsed into my eating disorder again. I had gained over 30 pounds by trying to recover. Although YouTube recommended a restriction video about a month ago and its been spiraling me back into my ED. My toxic thoughts are... “if they can do it, so can you fatass” “just starve for a da...
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lilzbeans
2020/01/29
Getting tRiGgErEd by podcasts I’m listening to You’re Wrong About and they have an ep on the obesity epidemic and so far it’s been 20+ minutes of ‘dieting never works, once you hit your highest weight that’s it, your body will try and be that weight again, CICO isn’t real, you can never lose weight and if you do your m...
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EDAnonymous
vanillavomit
2020/01/29
i don't believe i'll ever be loved or desired no one has ever loved me or found me sexy or cute. i've never been in a relationship. the only person i've ever loved used me and took advantage of my trust. i just can't imagine someone actually liking me. living with a disorder that tells you you're ugly and worthless is ...
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xykcd3368
2020/01/29
Does anyone without an Ed tolerate halotop? I'm eating it instead of bingeing right now and oh my god tastes like bloody cold egg dust like only people without a sound state of mind would enjoy this
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EDAnonymous
drop2beams
2020/01/29
Who else here is fitbit gang? How does it play into your ed? I feel like I could be doing some ed shit but its desdass just a watch to me. The only stat I be checking is my heart rate. Pretty cool to watch it jump when I smoke. Kinda socially queer to have on me though ,cause I feel like people who know I have an ed th...
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EDAnonymous
HermioneGranger152
2020/01/29
Does anyone else get triggered by super dumb or random things? I feel like almost everything triggers me. Today my cat was laying on my stomach and started kneading my belly and I got so triggered. A few minutes ago I was looking at a comment thread about weight and some people said they weigh the same weight as me and...
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annaliseilheia
2020/01/29
“Everything You Know About Obesity Is Wrong”— An enlightening Huffington post article I found today about society’s fat phobia and the struggle therein :) [“Everything You Know About Obesity Is Wrong”](https://highline.huffingtonpost.com/articles/en/everything-you-know-about-obesity-is-wrong/)
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EDAnonymous
w8crunching2
2020/01/29
I'm eating regularly, the dizziness is gone, my clothes still fit, I'm hitting my fitness goals, BUT the number on the scale is higher so I still feel like shit There is no way to win AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
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elleanoraaa
2020/01/29
Following recipes are difficult Recipe: *1 heaped tablespoon* Me: a tablespoon...
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EDAnonymous
puddlenymph
2020/01/29
Off topic My partner of 8 years moved out on November 1st. At first the drinking and the restriction were "excusable depression." Now its been some months and I dont sleep more than 5 hours a night, some days I start drinking at 10am, and I regularly cook food I never get around to eating. I'm afraid that I genuinel...
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EDAnonymous
drive-thru-line
2020/01/29
(Possible TW?) I have a bad relationship with food, but I don’t think it counts as an ED. This is my first time posting on this sub, and my first post on reddit (been a lurker). Sometimes I’ll restrict to 1200, but some days, I’ll let go and binge. After the binges, I do feel guilty, but I feel like it’s normal and thi...
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desperate_housecat
2020/01/29
Eating disorders and chronic illness I recently received a diagnosis for some ongoing symptoms, and I'm coming to terms with the fact that I have a chronic illness. This has led to a whole, complicated interaction between my relationship with my ED and my new diagnosis. I wake up every day and wonder which desire is go...
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EDAnonymous
Jazzaran
2020/01/29
Why am I gaining if I haven’t ate in two days I decided to start restricting again after binging for months on end. 3 days ago, I was 119. 2 days ago, being 24+ hours later and not consuming anything, I was 120. Today I still haven’t ate and I’m 122. Can someone explain or give me possible reasons as to why I’m not ...
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EDAnonymous
2020skinny
2020/01/29
I feel so guilty Possible tw ... I went through a huge binge phase over the holidays and completely gained back all the weight I lost so I decided to fast it all off like one does! And I’ve been trying to get more active in a church community lately because honestly it’s the only thing keeping me out of my deep depres...
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EDAnonymous
genomskinligt
2020/01/30
i literally cannot tell how fat anyone is sorry about the possible offense that can be taken from calling people fat. basically i’m like... body blind. other people seem to know when someone has lost or gained weight, i can’t tell. i look at weight related channels on youtube and 200 and 400 lbs look very similar to ...
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EDAnonymous
samsclub-official
2020/01/30
imagine frosted flakes but with splenda instead of sugar that's it that's the post.
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EDAnonymous
thebigsleeps
2020/01/30
“You look great, proud of you for taking care of yourself” After a year and a half, I went back to my old job. When I left that job, I was at my highest weight, >!170 lbs!<. I started working a very stressful night shift career. I lost my appetite, body dysmorphia multiplied, and I quickly lost over 30 pounds, su...
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batzz420
2020/01/30
Despise having breasts. Any compression bras you recommend? Id like to get a bra that isn't exactly a "compression" bra, but something that sort of flattens them. Also I don't want a sports bra since they have the back that shows (racer back I think?) I feel like they've gotten bigger recently and it just ruins all my...
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EDAnonymous
DontMatronizeMe
2020/01/30
Does it ever literally hurt you guys to eat? I mean, obviously it’s an emotional hardship, but I’m talking physically. I didn’t eat for over 24 hours and then went to go eat and after a few minutes, my throat felt so strained and raw. Does this happen to anyone else?
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EDAnonymous
kmrlort
2020/01/30
It’s literally useless I fucking hate myself and I’ve been fasting for two days and my weight won’t fucking drop. I literally hit my new LW and immediately ate one thing and my weight won’t budge and I’m laying here sobbing in my room wishing I was dead because I can’t lose weight anymore my life is fucking useless and...
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EDAnonymous
JennjB5
2020/01/30
Wisdom teeth removal? Possible TW: Anyone have experience with this? I'm getting all four removed in a couple of weeks and I'm pretty nervous about it. If you've gone though the process: >!did you lose or gain?!<
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