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Sb22312
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My friend: losing her appetite when sad . Me: well what are we going to do know My friend was like really sad and I was comforting her but she like hardly ate her tea and then was like I fell faint and went 2 bed. I'd tried to be healthy that day and ate lunch and a big dinner and I started panicking and feeling bad be...
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myselfandheize
2020/02/01
Scared of drink water Why there's a lot of person scared of drink water?? 🥴🥴
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EDAnonymous
damnitjanet6
2020/02/01
Oh fuck I’ve developed an egg phobia So yesterday I was making ramen bowls for my family. I cracked an egg into the pan to fry it up and put it on top of the bowl for my mum’s ramen, and then another for my dad. All was well. Then! I went to do mine. I cracked the egg and poured it into the pan and IT WAS FULL OF BLO...
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EDAnonymous
MyPOS_failure_alt
2020/02/01
I don't know what happened (cw: b/p, numbers, fasting) I've only lurked to this point but I'm so alone I made a throw away to rant to someone. I hope I don't step out of line. The rant goes: I've been so good for months (by which I mean I'm almost 130lb and I hate myself but politely) and then all of a sudden I'm run...
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fishonthesun
2020/02/01
Savings app: no food delivery february!! Save $40/ week, $120 in the whole month! Me: no who???? Foôd devilvery?
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EDAnonymous
MelcorTiki
2020/02/01
Tfw You’re boyfriend sees you struggle putting your pants on and has to say “when was the last time you fit those?” Uhhh k like a week ago and I know it’s pms bloating but like now I’m just not eating anyway.
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EDAnonymous
honeybeeb_o
2020/02/01
Is anyone else really lazy about drinking water? I mean, I’m not scared of water, I don’t dislike it.....I just forget when coffee, juice and diet soda are right there too. Like “oh I just ate 8 pepperoccini and drank 3 coffees, guess there’s no room for water. WOOPS.” And then just forget about it until you’re a dr...
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EDAnonymous
anon57245
2020/02/01
is it bad to exercise the same muscles every day? I do abdomen workouts everyday because i wanna lose my fat but also be toned and have a perfectly flat belly. and I've read that you need to give it a couple days in between in order for the muscles to properly build. Is this true even under the circumstances of having ...
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EDAnonymous
confused123456
2020/02/01
Don't eat for a day wake up The same goddamn weight you were yesterday. I have so much to lose(not body dysmorphia talking I have BED)
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EDAnonymous
Canny94
2020/02/01
Need some input on my life and choices.. Ive lurked in this sub for some time now due to me having a hunch I may have an eating problem. Im 25yrs old, 5 foot 8 inches tall and 120 lbs.. diagnosed bipolar 2 with hefty dose of anxiety. When I began my first SSRI for major depression around 8 yrs ago I shot from 96...
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mediocre-michael
2020/02/01
My mother expects me to be fat I fucking hate how my mom constantly offers me food even 2 minutes after she knows ive just eaten a full meal she expects me to shove more disgusting calorific bullshit down my throat?!? I'm sorry Christy but I dont wanna follow know your fucking footsteps
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ugghhlly
2020/02/01
DAE think they have undiagnosed chronic disease I mean instead of symptoms of chronic malnutrition? Why does my body hurt? Why am I so pale? Why am I always so tired? Numbness in my hands and feet? Fingers, toes and lips that turn blue? *...hasn't eaten an adult size meal in forever...* Maybe it's a tumor?
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Rickticia
2020/02/01
DAE take the slightest food inconvenience as a sign to not eat? For instance, if I go to buy a salad that normally comes with kale and they’re out of kale (but of course they have spinach or other ingredients), I take this as an omen to not get anything. If I go get a sandwich and they’re out of mozz, guess that means...
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EDAnonymous
47screamingmonkeys
2020/02/01
got confused for being way under my ugw so i'm 5'4 and have been stuck at 118 lbs for a while now. my ugw is 100 lbs. anyway, a few days ago in school these two skinny boys were discussing how they have been trying to put on weight because they struggle to gain it. the teacher overhearing their conversation turns to m...
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elisio55
2020/02/01
I miss being thin and looking sick I’m in recovery. It’s okay, but I hate the weight gain. I miss looking sickly thin and gaunt. Everyone says “oh you look so healthy, you look so much better”. I know they mean well but I hate it. I don’t want to look healthy. I want to look bad- like unhealthily thin and sick. Is that...
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EDAnonymous
dirtywhiteconverse
2020/02/01
The worst stomachache now that I’ve taken lax? Hi guys, so yesterday at like 4:00 I took 2 laxatives. I already had two in my system I took the night before, but they didn’t work. So I thought taking these two would work. But they didn’t, and now it’s 8am and I feel like I’m going to die. Not really, but you know what ...
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EDAnonymous
xxobutitoldyouso
2020/02/01
Taylor Swift talks briefly about some ED behaviors in her new documentary. -The looking at pictures of herself, finding something she didn't like and then not eating because of it. -The excuse she used to give: "Of course I eat, i just exercise a lot" ... and the admition afterwards "I was exercising a lot, but I was...
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EDAnonymous
ImperatriceSaltea
2020/02/01
I just get diagnosed with IBS I'm pretty sure it's because of my ed. And some could be happy because it's even more food to restrict but I don't like it at all. Apple ? Honey ? Spicy food ? Gluten ? FRICKING BROCCOLI ?? I LOVE IT, IT'S MY FAVOURITE VEGETABLE. Sorry, needed to rent.
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EDAnonymous
maopi
2020/02/01
A question I’m constantly asking myself Am I actually as fat as I look or do I legitimately have body dysmorphia.......... the world may never know........
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EDAnonymous
frameworkautoco
2020/02/01
Envy (possible numbers) Me: god I'm such a cow I wish I looked like Alexa Chung Google: Alexa Chung is your exact height and weight you dysmorphic assclown
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EDAnonymous
nextraordinaire
2020/02/01
if you're struggling w/ constipation try: 1/2 litres hot water w/ lime &/OR lemon + small cup of coffee + 5 min yoga for digestion + squatting while on the loo. started that routine 2 weeks ago & i haven't used magnesium in just as long. just wanted to share, hoping it helps someone else too! ❤️
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botanicaldarling
2020/02/01
wtf brain i'm literally laying on my couch in pain because i've been moving around all day and the hunger cramps hurt so bad but the thought of taking one bite of anything makes me want to bawl 💀 i just can't win here
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_Stormi
2020/02/01
I’m worried about how easy it is for me to go so long without eating I haven’t been restricting at all, and I just had the idea that “oh I’ll try this” and went until 1:30pm just eating 4 thin mints (I woke up at 5:45am and had pe that day) and idek it wasn’t hard, and now that I know I can restrict, I’m scared to get ...
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EDAnonymous
delightism
2020/02/01
I told my mom that I was really sick the past two days And how I felt really sad that I was all alone while being so ill and she just replies with, “well you lost some weight though..you look prettier” Hearing that made me feel worse than the actual illness
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girlwhoeatscake
2020/02/01
Hard week I really didn’t do well this week. I am so stressed about my mom’s upcoming CT scans that I didn’t eat (My mom is in remission from Stage IV Lung Cancer) Then I finally get to eat and it literally makes me so sick. Puking in the middle of the night sick. Then the guy I’m seeing says he’s not feeling the ...
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tweelingmeisje
2020/02/01
My relationship with Ana Soooo this chick Ana told me I’d be 10000x hotter if I starved myself, and I was, but after 7 years now my hair is falling out, my teeth are literally crumbling, my skin is dry & dull, and I would give anything for pre-Ana Tweeling. :)))) oh well. Abusive relationships always steal your sh...
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EDAnonymous
anniecakes
2020/02/01
HELP MY HAIR IS FALLING OUT IN CLUMPS Help help help help help I went through a crazy breakup on Jan 1, and have barely been able to eat since then. Eating has just been not interesting to me at all, like a nuisance, even though I'm usually obsessed with food. I've lost a shitload of weight (still in normal range tho)...
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EDAnonymous
anaon494
2020/02/01
Wild Dream (F 17) So for context I have and acc on Insta related to ED you could say (undiagnosed but disorder behaviors and thoughts). Anyway Last night I had a dream that 2 girls from this community came over from Austrailia (🤷‍♀️) and were staying with me. ( mind you idk who these people really are that was just th...
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EDAnonymous
quickwrath
2020/02/01
[TW: drug mention] Does this medication cause anybody else to binge? I feel like when I take Xanax (low dose) I find myself eating more, and Xanax in conjunction with marijuana nearly guarantees that I will eat over the maximum I have set for that day and I was just wondering if this happened to anybody else?
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EDAnonymous
itchyclip
2020/02/01
Ed twt... Ed twt is lowkey toxic✋🏽 & what are y’all opinions on ed twitter?
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EDAnonymous
quixoticking
2020/02/01
restricting for 4 days i’ve been binging a ton recently & finally have the opportunity to eat one low cal meal a day bc my parents are sick & can’t pay attention to whether i eat or not, and i have work for the next 2 days so i can work off a lot of cals there w h e w
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MyDietIsPureTea
2020/02/01
Does it trigger you when ppl over order at a restaurant? Every time I eat out with anyone plus my dad, he ends up over ordering and it makes me feel like absolute shit and I know we’re being judged. Like currently we’re at a Vietnamese place and I ordered my own pho, plus my mum and dad got large fried rice, salt/peppe...
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EDAnonymous
LLazarus732
2020/02/01
I don’t know what to do I’ve been in recovery for about 2 and a half years, and I’ve been “recovered” for about 6 months. Exercising on and off (listening to my body about when I shouldn’t work out and taking rest days), not formally counting calories (though I do a bit in my head due to knowing roughly how many I’ve e...
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EDAnonymous
zedisdedd
2020/02/01
A quiet moment of appreciation for microwaved protein bars 🙏 Thank you, you beautiful, satisfying little bastards.
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EDAnonymous
________________mate
2020/02/01
PLEASE offer recommendations and experiences from private ED clinics in Australia! (I live in New Zealand) The waitlist is too long of inpatient/residential treatment here in Auckland New Zealand, and I cannot afford the wait! I am a 25 yr old female diagnosed with Anorexia binge/purge type since 15 Looking into priv...
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EDAnonymous
leptictidium00
2020/02/01
Hello. Im 24f and I abuse stimulant laxatives. I’m weaning off because of recent health issues and because of this I’ve got developed edema and constipation. My weight shot up 5 pounds despite under eating. Guess what I did? I dropped off all of my scales and old laxatives at my dads apartment. It’s been years of this...
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EDAnonymous
spaghetti-tacos
2020/02/01
I surrendered to the piña colada RIP however many calories was in it. At least it was virgin though amirite
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EDAnonymous
morelikenoana
2020/02/01
Yooo I’ve never had a song connect more with my ED There’s a song the artist Allie X released recently called Devil I Know and everyone one of the lyrics hits too close to home w my ED to the point where some of the lyrics are a little on the nose ie I think I made a big mistake You keep messing with my brain You te...
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EDAnonymous
pineapplehopxx
2020/02/01
Not sure if I actually have an ED or I just have really bad anxiety This is my first post on here so hi. So since I was maybe 11 or 12 I’ve had a weird relationship with food. Most of the time when I eat I will have a panic attack after eating because I ate. Doesn’t matter what it is or how big, I freak out. It’s to th...
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EDAnonymous
GiveMeASmosh
2020/02/01
Guys I just spent 20 minutes scrolling through a comment thread on a post of a meme before I realized it wasn't from this subreddit. It was posted in a popular CICO diet sub and I seriously thought it was on this subreddit because the comments sounded so disordered. I even got a little miffed about some comments that c...
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EDAnonymous
dakimakuras
2020/02/01
Can't eat Taco Bell I hadn't purged in years and now lately anytime I eat taco bell I am just sitting there, nervously waiting until the urge is too much and I puke it all up. Sucks because that's my favorite food. :( Rip
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EDAnonymous
kittencatmeows1
2020/02/01
Ladies Google how to feed infants so they have a healthy relationships with food ladies are me and I have no idea.. I am trying to be normal and healthy and out all my therapy skills into use. I work in a childcare setting and I am starting to feed infants meals. I don't really know what's healthy but I'm trying! It'...
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EDAnonymous
lemonhead680000000
2020/02/01
first day without restricting/counting calories So yeah, today was my first day without counting or restricting anything. I don’t know how to feel about it yet, I’m kinda nervous to be honest, but my family has been really supportive so hopefully I’ll be okay!
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EDAnonymous
Cherrry-bomb
2020/02/01
Aunt Millie’s 35 calorie bread I lOoOooOvE you😜 (blaaaaah) I hope ya’ll got the reference, but for real this bread is a LIFE SAVER
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EDAnonymous
ismelllikeadog
2020/02/01
I'm destined to binge every Saturday If food didn't have calories on a Saturday then I would be skinny by now. I don't understand how I can go the whole Friday and not binge but then on Saturday I feel such a strong compulsion. It's getting worse, I literally started getting really strong urges as soon as I realised i...
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EDAnonymous
dakotawriting-
2020/02/01
Tv characters with EDS So I was just watching some of degrassi next generation when Emma has an eating disorder and I was just wondering am I the only one who doesn’t necessarily like seeing their problems on screen. Especially when the character is really skinny and being stricter than I am.
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EDAnonymous
snoozepup
2020/02/02
DAE eat extremely fast after restricting? hadn’t eaten anything for close to >!40!< hrs, broke my fast for some super bowl bread and cookies. scarfing that shit down so fucking fast that my jaw/stomach hurts so bad. going to to hopefully >!100hrs!< fast after this but DAMN i feel so AWFUL rn...
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EDAnonymous
notoftheearth
2020/02/02
My dad came and sat down next to me, then casually moved my chocolate out of my reach Like bitch don't fat shame me I saved up my weekly calories for that shit. And to think I thought he just wanted to sit next to me to be cute.
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EDAnonymous
thisismyedaccount69
2020/02/02
I’m so tired of this Can I just be 0 pounds already, thx
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EDAnonymous
EarthGirlae
2020/02/02
Skinny binging Skinny Cow lists nutrition for one serving AND for the whole package... someone has obviously been where I've been.
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EDAnonymous
slavskili
2020/02/02
Any people out there who have kept losing weight but their breasts have stayed the same size? I was a 36B as a teenager then quickly went to a size from in the space of a few months going to a 34DD. I am 21 and am now a 32E but weigh 3st. less then I did at 14. I never liked having larger breasts and I know that they...
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7up7up7up7up7u
2020/02/02
Probably wrong sub but always wondered if her ED had something to do with her faux friendship or she just sucks as a human. I had a friendship that was over almost a year ago after I said the wrong words to her. Her mask fell off, she told me she had been pretending to be someone she was not just to win me over all alo...
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EDAnonymous
anxietyjustforamin
2020/02/02
Coffee ideas you guys suggest Coffee suggestions?
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EDAnonymous
UglyPuke
2020/02/02
lost a lot of weight and gained it in a shorter amount of time i literally want to fucking DIE i dont deserve to live please im so fucking ugly i hate myself i cannot stop eating and i cant get into the right headspace to st*rve myself again im so upset
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EDAnonymous
sick-flower
2020/02/02
How can people stop eating? I don't get it, like they will have some crisps and close the bag and put it away. Every time I open some snacks or anything, I will eat the whole thing. I don't really know why, maybe I am sort of afraid that it will turn bad but even when there is a closed package of something in my room a...
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chxnTA
2020/02/02
Is this normal or should I seek help? I’ve noticed for the last 6 months+ I’ve found it difficult to cry even when my body feels necessary to do so. But when it comes to food, I easily break down. When I overeat I throw up and cry. When my food comes out wrong or isn’t the way I like it, I cry. When someone eats part o...
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throw-myself-intrash
2020/02/02
how do i recover without support i don’t have anyone i can talk to about my ed (anorexia) and i would appreciate some tips as to where and how to start this on my own. today i realized i’m sick of this. i want to get better. i don’t want to feel like this anymore. i want to feel happy again. i’m scared of gaining. how ...
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shesbleeding
2020/02/02
back on my bullshit ive been binging nonstop for a week, got triggered bc after all the water fasts ive been doing i didn’t drop a single pound. I just said fuck it and ate like shit, and GAINED A POUND 🙃🙃🙃 so guess its back to water fasts and diet coke...self care bitches 💅🧖🏻
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onegundeath
2020/02/02
very afraid to admit to others and myself that my recovery is flailing. I am struggling so bad. Engaging in new behaviors. I was a recovering bulimic and now I’m bordering anorexic behaviors. I am afraid to admit this because I feel like I have more “good days” (eating and binge eating) than “bad days” (restricting, go...
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yellowchapstickk
2020/02/02
when people lie and say that they can’t see that you’re fat, it’s worse than just admitting you’re larger than average/than them.o last night while making dinner together, my sister and i were talking about something, i can’t remember what. i am pretty overweight, my sister is a healthy weight. me: i have stomach fat ...
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EDAnonymous
quietfading
2020/02/02
this mornings heart healthy breakfast two m&ms, an adderall, and some refreshing menthol juul!
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EDAnonymous
rocksnowls
2020/02/02
Currently struggling through an Intense™️ ed-related depressive episode, pls help Its the type of episode where the only thing you feel is pain and the desire to detach from your body or straight up just die. This is my weekend off with my bf and i spent all day yesterday laying on the living room floor, trying to hid...
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londoncosmo
2020/02/02
haven’t had a BM in 8 days the title explains it all really but i haven’t had a bowel movement in 8-9 days. i used to abuse laxatives and take way above recommended, but i stopped after my mum talked to me about. i’ve tried things that usually work eg. warm salty water, coffee, but nothing is working. what do i do? i ...
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EDAnonymous
whosenameisraven
2020/02/02
I've been gaining weight. Hi, redditors! I've been gaining weight for almost a week even though I've been restricting for a month. I don't know what to do, I've gained 1 kilo. Been eating 500-600 cal a day. Sick of trying to love myself.
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EDAnonymous
imsofuckingohfufkckc
2020/02/02
did anyone recognise their binge eating habits only in retrospext? i used to secretly buy so much food and cook so much shit throughout school. i was the overweight kid throughout and my parents were so confused as to why i was gaining weight - they just didn't know about my binge eating and neither did i it seems. bec...
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EDAnonymous
throwaway-duckie
2020/02/02
i'm eating multiple slices of pizza i'm in recovery from bulimia but since i stopped b/ping i always kinda, skipped some meals or made sure i ate without gaining weight. right now i'm just eating pizza normally. i didn't even think about it, i just saw the pizza and took a few slices
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EDAnonymous
Strawberry_Smoothie
2020/02/02
Accepted excuses for restricting: competitive sports Watch "You don't need to lose weight, calorie counting is obsessive, you've got an eating disorder!" to "You're so dedicated" within second with this simple trick: "I need to watch my weight before my next martial art competition, I'm going down a weight class!" It...
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PsychologicalUse1
2020/02/02
big dumb bitch energy contemplated joining the ED support group thing at my college because i have no support system rn at all and it seemed more approachable than the ptsd or anxiety or whatever group and my brain goes: great idea!! get back to your LW and we can join, & then maintain the weight & recover at ...
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eli-the-hobbit
2020/02/02
I need support and help I’m struggling a lot lately. I know we all are. I started purging again and I can’t stop. I was drinking and I couldn’t even keep that down. Not because I was sick from being drunk. I kept thinking about the calories. Didn’t even have a chance to get drunk. I had another nosebleed when I purged ...
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EDAnonymous
eatingmyfeelings25
2020/02/02
for everyone counting TW NUMBERS Does anyone else feel weirdly accomplished when you see how under your calorie budget you are for the week? I use Lose It! and I was 4705 calories under my weekly budget after today. What about you guys?
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EDAnonymous
1anadelbae
2020/02/02
My biggest achievement No job, fwb, relationship or degree awarded has made me feel anywhere as good, as that one time my high school teacher held me back and said she was worried about me and said I looked ‘gaunt’!
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EDAnonymous
porkdaddylbs
2020/02/02
Self-aware self-destructive? Here's the thing. I participate in self destructive behaviors all the time, but I always end up worrying about the long run of it all. I can't starve without getting hell of conscious about my skin, hair, and "well-being". Is this weird? It fucks with me sometimes, and makes me feel like ...
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EDAnonymous
lanisadsm
2020/02/02
lmk if this is fucked up i hope this doesn’t come off horribly wrong. i compare my body to almost everyone i meet or see in passing. i know it’s bad but it seems like almost everyone else here does too (not saying it makes it okay) i’m moving into an apartment next school year with my best friend of idek how many yea...
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EDAnonymous
rotting_kitten
2020/02/02
I am so fucking tired. Fuck my family, who triggers me with insensitive weight comments when I'm trying my hardest to recover. All I do is relapse, recover, relapse. Fucking hell I want to die. I give up trying to get better.
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tinycarcass
2020/02/02
rant because a mf reignited my ed lol had this cunt at work tell me im getting fat yesterday! threw out what i was eating and cried in the bathroom for a few minutes, then sobbed on and off for the rest of the 2hr shift. she said sorry a bunch, one of which times was followed with "i just don't have a filter" and anoth...
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greybunnyx
2020/02/02
Struggling I come across so much I relate to on here and It helps to feel less like I'm "weird" or alone. So maybe others can relate this this.. I'm supposed to be recovering but I just dont think I have the tools or maybe I just dont want to enough? I was restricting heavily and exercising for a period of time, I fel...
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EDAnonymous
desciples
2020/02/02
I’ve pooped twice today but my weight is still the same
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szetti
2020/02/02
Can't control myself Ok so I'm a food addict and every time I cook something I have to eat when I'm cooking. I always nibble from it. I can't stop. If I'm baking potatoes I have to eat from it can't wait to get ready. I have no control.. anyone else?
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EDAnonymous
roseofdeathh
2020/02/03
Me vs. brain Me: I am hungry Brain: No food Me: what should I eat Brain: you can only eat if you finish that assignment Me: *finishes* Brain: you can have an energy drink and a piece of gum (5 cals) :) Me: but what about food? Brain: gum has calories On the plus side I've been in binge mode for way too long so maybe ...
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Sad_Extreme
2020/02/03
I told the guy I like I feel like I gained weight Cause he’s a pharmacist and I think it’s due to my medication and instead of telling me I look fine he said I should exercise and now I’m rly embarrassed and feel like spending all my free time at the gym until I’m not a whale anymore.
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EDAnonymous
False_Movie
2020/02/03
i need advicee o how to stick on a 500 calorie intake daily does anybody have any food recommendations?
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EDAnonymous
impossible-boy
2020/02/03
Help ??? I’ve been complaining about having like acidic burps and stomach pains for a while (they sometimes make me miss college) n my parents have started noticing I don’t usually eat during the weekdays so are taking me to the doctors on Thursday :// my mam said they’ll do tests n stuff as well ugh idk what 2 do. Ffs...
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EDAnonymous
gamemurray
2020/02/03
hello evening binge gang how are we doing this fine day just checking and and making sure you're all safe because even if, like me, you've just binged and are currently in STRESS about it you deserve to feel ok xxx
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EDAnonymous
DarkGary69
2020/02/03
The store was having a sale on chips before the SuperBowl... Guess who has already binged on 2 of the 3 bags.
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EDAnonymous
Odd_Toes
2020/02/03
Going vegan - am I clowning myself? TW - calories So I watched Cowspiracy last week, and there is a scene of animal slaughter. I almost threw up watching it. Since then I haven't been able to bring myself to eat any animal products. But something weird has happened since. I've never been diagnosed with any ED, but li...
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EDAnonymous
sillybillygirlxx
2020/02/03
When your dentist asks if u drink a lot of coffee yes sweetie thats why my teeth are so stained... not because i cycle between only drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes instead of eating/ or eating as many calories as Dwayne The Rock Johnson and shoving my fingies down my throat !
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EDAnonymous
Press_And_Mute
2020/02/03
Blood while purging. Does anybody else cough up blood while or after purging?
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EDAnonymous
my_ana
2020/02/03
dumb little things that trigger me ! 1. when my guy friend picked me up out of nowhere and loudly said that my (bulimic) ex friend was way lighter than me and I was so heavy (I WAS LIKE 79 LBS AND 4'8) ! 2. when I was like 12 and my mom poked at my stomach that you could see bc I was wearing a flowy shirt !! lit...
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EDAnonymous
sphefuc
2020/02/03
I want to start again TW About a year ago I was severely bad at eating and developed an ED I lost about 10 lbs not much but enough to make a noticeable difference. Recently I’ve gained a lot of weight again and it’s making me feel insecure. I have an event in three weeks where I want to look skinny in a dress and GOD I...
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EDAnonymous
gracee_abi
2020/02/03
Lol Does anybody else cry everytime they go into a dressing room? Or is it just me lol
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celestialmisstep
2020/02/03
Any other trash gremlins out there? Ok, so this might sound gross but I'm past the point of caring in my life. I know it's fairly common for people with eating disorders to throw out food, but does anyone else eat other people's thrown out food? I grew up pretty poor (like, my entire family have been homeless level) so...
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EDAnonymous
kakmanki
2020/02/03
Got my period back and feeling bittersweet about it So I haven’t had my period for over a year but she’s made her return this week. I should be super happy. I’m almost at a normal weight again and I’m eating 3 meals a day. Eating is easier than it used to be. But at the same time I miss feeling tiny. I miss being sic...
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EDAnonymous
satanic-sloth
2020/02/03
I just realized... how much fucking WEIGHT i've gained! Like obviously ive gained 50 pounds in 3 years so like its obvious but like i REALLY saw it yesterday. like i didnt even recognize my own body. I dont have any full body mirrors at home that arent super warped but i was in target yesterday and walked by a bigass m...
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EDAnonymous
codeinymph
2020/02/03
Loose skin? Does working out reduce skin because youre gaining muscle in its place?? I dont want to gain muscle, but if the act of working out will reduce my loose skin then im up for excersizing.. i just dont wanna get buff is all lol,,,sorry if this is a stupid question, google isnt helping.
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throwaway982370lkj
2020/02/03
How/why do people drink their calories?? Ok dumb question but I don't understand. I rather spend my calories on some solid food than drink a smoothie/juice/soda/etc. Even if I binge I won't drink my calories.
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EDAnonymous
Per_Vertex
2020/02/03
I finally ate the second half of my frozen chicken and prawn paella after almost 2 months of it sitting in my freezer It was 545kcal. It was good. My stomach hurts from abnormal meal size. This is a good thing, even if it might not fully feel like it.
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TrappedInAWindow
2020/02/03
Has anyone had any success with Ma Huang? Also know of any reputable sellers? I'm always sketched out ordering supplements or herbs on the internet and getting something that doesn't have what it says it has
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EDAnonymous
kokedgy
2020/02/03
another mental breakdown about calories and food i just wish that i could not eat at all
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EDAnonymous
readiton_reddit55
2020/02/03
When you try recovery for two days, gain weight, and go right back to your old ways. Okay I was all “recovery let’s go yes” on Friday. Followed meal plan, even ate dessert. Stepped on the scale today, gained four pounds, and decided that it’s time to go back to my calorie counter app and strict exercise regime. I hav...
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