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EDAnonymous | ana-wrecks-ya | 2020/02/05 | Wanting to maintain and failing Long time since I've posted here but I'm at a loss.
I really need to maintain my weight but I don't know how. This week my weight finally dropped enough for me to be considered "extreme anorexia", I really need to stop losing weight because I need to work. I just started a new job this... | -0.055728 | 1.990671 | 2.267709 | 94.74048 | 86.647059 | 5.226006 | 21.30031 | 6.596605 | 0.327 | 610 | 21 | 140 | 7 | 19 | 207 | 84 | 170 | 0.201 | 0.791 | 0.008 | -0.9864 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 31 | 32 | 14 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 8 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 19 | 0 | 19 | 30 | 2 | 21 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 83 | 24 | 4 | 0.102695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100602 | 0 | 0.210164 | 0 | 0 | 0.090957 | 0.106111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112497 | 0 | 0 | 0.124179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090813 | 0 | 0 | 0.202779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101909 | 0.09128 | 0 | 0 | 0.225753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090882 | 0 | 0.344667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.456881 | 0 | 0.099183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114958 | 0.072688 | 0 | 0.082012 | 0.085857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060572 | 0 | 0.164751 | 0.500218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066132 |
EDAnonymous | ldussurget | 2020/02/05 | I feel hopeless I was diagnosed with OSFED (+ anorexic tendencies) about a week ago, and even though I’ve been struggling with these urges ever since I can remember it seems to be getting so much worse now.
I was finally getting better, mentally. Then I started pushing my eating habits thinking “oh, it’s just a harsh... | 4.259748 | 5.284318 | 5.315895 | 82.384497 | 70.62465 | 7.840852 | 29.40605 | 8.109357 | 1.994549 | 1,406 | 54 | 274 | 19 | 25 | 464 | 173 | 357 | 0.195 | 0.726 | 0.079 | -0.9928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 36 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 23 | 18 | 5 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 27 | 14 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 66 | 69 | 32 | 1 | 10 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 19 | 9 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 13 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 5 | 46 | 6 | 52 | 49 | 3 | 37 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 1 | 4 | 20 | 195 | 58 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078675 | 0 | 0.098811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181395 | 0.091383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05737 | 0 | 0 | 0.090289 | 0 | 0 | 0.101952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273075 | 0.074312 | 0 | 0.078789 | 0 | 0 | 0.058755 | 0.080466 | 0.07495 | 0.085002 | 0.159897 | 0 | 0.083861 | 0 | 0.089958 | 0 | 0 | 0.097448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082239 | 0.37181 | 0 | 0.202225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092848 | 0 | 0.079069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065393 | 0.197881 | 0.068609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141774 | 0.323932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125928 | 0 | 0 | 0.148744 | 0 | 0.092997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083841 | 0 | 0.133769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103286 | 0 | 0.114 | 0.174799 | 0 | 0 | 0.102243 | 0 | 0.085002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262345 | 0.07061 | 0.071356 | 0.108325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181309 | 0.063192 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hushtheworld_isquiet | 2020/02/05 | So scareddddd Hello, been a lurker for a while but decided to join
But I ate so so much today and yesterday and the day before and I feel so disgusting but see the worst of it is, my S/O wants to do the nasty (ya know) and I feel to gross to even step out of my house.
I don't know what to do about it idek when it'll... | 0.930996 | 1.773472 | 3.169425 | 95.295881 | 78.482759 | 6.190038 | 18.061303 | 6.427356 | -0.36765 | 392 | 6 | 100 | 3 | 9 | 135 | 72 | 116 | 0.253 | 0.725 | 0.022 | -0.9865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 13 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 23 | 22 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 12 | 0 | 15 | 16 | 3 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 79 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.380684 | 0 | 0.199701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175456 | 0.196927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sixharesroundthebend | 2020/02/05 | Is it too soon to get help I don’t know where else to post this. I don’t know ho else to ask. I’ve been purging food 1-2 times a day for the past week and a half (and about 3 times a week the week before that). Prior to this I’ve never really had problems with food. I’m a 17 year old girl. I feel trapped, I want to sto... | -0.795126 | 0.983245 | 1.565813 | 100.335167 | 87.409091 | 4.614354 | 14.944976 | 5.750288 | -1.029325 | 598 | 10 | 155 | 4 | 19 | 202 | 94 | 176 | 0.068 | 0.79 | 0.142 | 0.9108 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 16 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 32 | 32 | 13 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 15 | 3 | 17 | 27 | 2 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 22 | 92 | 26 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114507 | 0 | 0.115078 | 0 | 0 | 0.074666 | 0 | 0.104226 | 0 | 0 | 0.108328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250665 | 0.204641 | 0 | 0.108485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247728 | 0.175006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.444327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127986 | 0 | 0.069611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201943 | 0 | 0 | 0.129694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128527 | 0 | 0 | 0.093155 | 0 | 0 | 0.136005 | 0 | 0.116926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117307 | 0 | 0 | 0.117201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144489 | 0 | 0.29475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078876 |
EDAnonymous | OFPalways | 2020/02/05 | Help me find something for me I don’t think this subreddit is for me. I need a space where I can go and not be judged for not wanting to recover. Where I can post pics and reminisce how thin I used to be. I need thinspo and motivation that I can be that again ? Where is this space ? | 0.683 | 2.603927 | 2.47 | 95.165 | 82.666667 | 6.666667 | 21.666667 | 7.793538 | 0.711667 | 218 | 7 | 53 | 4 | 6 | 72 | 35 | 60 | 0 | 0.9 | 0.1 | 0.6662 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 13 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 39 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.567812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330692 | 0 | 0 | 0.225837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Somesadie | 2020/02/05 | I'm so scared My appointment is in an hour and I know for a fact it's to get my weight bc my mom had a breakdown this morning and said I'm turning into a skeleton in front of her which is pretty fresh lmao I wanna die
If this doesn't work or I get caught I am so screwed which is what I'm really scared about. Time to g... | -0.419009 | 1.464153 | 1.654859 | 99.623842 | 86.710843 | 4.652744 | 17.655957 | 5.822114 | -0.60955 | 289 | 7 | 72 | 2 | 9 | 96 | 58 | 83 | 0.159 | 0.695 | 0.147 | -0.2737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 16 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 10 | 13 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 42 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23675 | 0 | 0.128767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215523 | 0 | 0.453678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.55181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fuckwhywhywhy | 2020/02/05 | Sitting in my sons car pool line waiting to pick him up from school... Googling different string cheese brands to find the lowest calorie option..
Smh. Why am I like this | 2.804355 | 5.797613 | 1.897016 | 95.265524 | 84.483871 | 4.390323 | 23.879032 | 5.985473 | 0.499832 | 134 | 5 | 25 | 1 | 4 | 38 | 30 | 31 | 0.142 | 0.785 | 0.073 | -0.34 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.522126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.456757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.505767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.450941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hopelessyouth_ | 2020/02/05 | Recovery tips? Hey everybody, I understand that it's ironic to come to this sub-reddit for recovery tips, but I have no where else to go and I am so tired of living like this, going from starving to binging back to starving again. Does anyone here who has recovered in the past or are in the process of recovering have a... | 6.978243 | 6.516575 | 7.411486 | 74.876419 | 64.540541 | 11.183784 | 33.364865 | 10.686353 | 3.413605 | 301 | 11 | 58 | 7 | 4 | 99 | 57 | 74 | 0.196 | 0.721 | 0.084 | -0.8577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 13 | 10 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 40 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234054 | 0 | 0.293957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138264 | 0 | 0.300804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12929 | 0 | 0.233683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | RedandGoldReflection | 2020/02/05 | I’m not going to eat until I find my elastic bands or get new ones. It’s for my braces. I haven’t found them for a few days and I’ve just told my mum. She doesn’t know I haven’t found them for a few days but she’s mad about the fact I lost them. I told her I’ll find them tonight but I’m not going to eat until I find th... | -1.002247 | 0.463264 | 1.320366 | 103.605189 | 86.032967 | 4.044444 | 13.407814 | 3.1291 | -1.703433 | 297 | 3 | 82 | 0 | 9 | 100 | 50 | 91 | 0.194 | 0.789 | 0.017 | -0.9538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 19 | 0 | 11 | 12 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 49 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.520603 | 0 | 0 | 0.416357 | 0 | 0.175528 | 0.099197 | 0 | 0.215811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104345 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mathildelavande | 2020/02/05 | Panicking So at school my friends and I eat in this little hallway together and usually it’s fine. Today my friend and I were studying when my other friend offers me a cookie. Like the chocolate biscuit kind. I say no, but she keeps holding it until I take it. I said I’ll save it for later and we keep studying. ten min... | 1.126058 | 3.050491 | 3.183158 | 90.614474 | 81.142857 | 5.554887 | 22.050483 | 6.596605 | 0.493576 | 724 | 23 | 154 | 7 | 19 | 245 | 98 | 196 | 0.146 | 0.73 | 0.124 | -0.8544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 13 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 12 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 26 | 22 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 11 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 27 | 8 | 16 | 16 | 1 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 9 | 4 | 1 | 22 | 103 | 38 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.511745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.386389 | 0.115588 | 0 | 0 | 0.071057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333395 | 0 | 0.130199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061083 | 0.125312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118931 | 0.397713 | 0 | 0.126536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094006 | 0 | 0.109281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137702 | 0 | 0.147491 | 0 | 0.100291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | emotionalaquarian | 2020/02/05 | o dear - i’ve relapsed hard TW - calorie and fasting talk.
so January was really good, i ate at least a 1000 cals a day every single day & had no cares in the world.
fast forward to 5 days into February, i’m 4 days into a five day fast - the longest i’ve ever done and my dysmorphia is hitting hard - it feels like... | 0.049259 | 2.10822 | 2.779259 | 91.166667 | 86.283951 | 5.575309 | 20.111111 | 6.937598 | 0.442763 | 292 | 9 | 64 | 4 | 9 | 102 | 60 | 81 | 0.129 | 0.679 | 0.192 | 0.7501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 5 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 31 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225505 | 0.661987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1857 | 0.172969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103803 | 0.146662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | withextracheesepls | 2020/02/05 | psa i hate bulimia i have a heart monitor on because i messed up my heart terribly by having bulimia for the past 5 years, yet all i’m thinking about is that i really wanna b/p today and i just might
i’m justifying it with “well what is my heart does something super wonky while purging and only when purging and it’s s... | 4.174392 | 5.577844 | 5.84076 | 77.105 | 71.234043 | 8.775684 | 28.322188 | 9.236283 | 2.478874 | 377 | 14 | 71 | 8 | 7 | 129 | 66 | 94 | 0.173 | 0.677 | 0.151 | -0.5171 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 12 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 4 | 12 | 11 | 2 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 47 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162079 | 0 | 0 | 0.159846 | 0.273329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.740245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105824 | 0.118774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100067 | 0 | 0 | 0.091064 | 0 | 0.14803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100568 |
EDAnonymous | thesunindrag | 2020/02/05 | Tried to microdose on shrooms to cure my BED but forgot I also am a fake bulimic I’m so disconnected from my actions that while I was making myself throw up like 3 minutes after eating the shrooms all I could say was “oh no! My mushrooms!”
But I don’t have a problem it’s chill | 2.15431 | 3.850075 | 4.192621 | 85.664448 | 77.103448 | 6.708966 | 27.117241 | 7.554174 | 1.540899 | 219 | 9 | 45 | 3 | 5 | 75 | 47 | 58 | 0.19 | 0.754 | 0.056 | -0.8331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 32 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.357022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.456825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.427188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | skeletonss- | 2020/02/05 | I am out of service. I've gained \~10 lbs in the last couple months, and I'm only 5'2 so it FUCKING SHOWS.
So as of today, this bitch is back on her shit.
\- no going out
\- no seeing friends
\- straight home after work/school
\- no buying groceries (only safe food)
\- no buying clothes
\- no buying skincare/mak... | 0.723011 | 3.188171 | 2.059222 | 91.079405 | 97.956522 | 3.464531 | 19.965675 | 5.399115 | 0.029348 | 467 | 16 | 85 | 3 | 19 | 149 | 88 | 115 | 0.2 | 0.668 | 0.132 | -0.8316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 44 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 16 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 5 | 12 | 12 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 8 | 3 | 2 | 7 | 46 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221452 | 0.248351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247144 | 0 | 0.157908 | 0.188951 | 0 | 0 | 0.116157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216821 | 0 | 0 | 0.163139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206849 | 0.325738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248351 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | saraxsadiq | 2020/02/05 | My mom ate some of my food and now I can't measure the whole thing to know how big a serving size is So I was super excited about this big bag of Asian vegetables that I've been planning to use for stir frys. The only problem was that the serving sizes are in grams and I don't have a food scale, but it says that there ... | 3.473378 | 4.050853 | 4.427045 | 89.68327 | 72.108108 | 7.361441 | 26.511712 | 7.3011 | 1.105596 | 825 | 26 | 184 | 8 | 15 | 268 | 118 | 222 | 0.048 | 0.845 | 0.107 | 0.8913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 21 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 1 | 24 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 34 | 33 | 17 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 12 | 9 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 19 | 6 | 22 | 21 | 3 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 124 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102375 | 0 | 0.08116 | 0 | 0.226582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067319 | 0.095114 | 0 | 0 | 0.121686 | 0 | 0.321983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075666 | 0 | 0.212966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.46779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239415 | 0 | 0 | 0.297288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | multiplemindss | 2020/02/05 | So tired of feeling guilty after eating Whenever I eat something that’s not healthy that shit stays with me all day, and I end up over eating because I’m such a fucking idiot, I already failed why not make it worse. After I eat anything I feel sickened 10 minutes after I finish. I know I’m going to feel terrible after ... | 6.164138 | 6.085766 | 6.929333 | 76.374 | 66.126437 | 8.33931 | 35.790805 | 7.554174 | 2.79405 | 349 | 16 | 61 | 3 | 5 | 116 | 62 | 87 | 0.168 | 0.708 | 0.124 | -0.4274 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 18 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 11 | 14 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 40 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.827629 | 0 | 0 | 0.119396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124624 | 0 | 0 | 0.076612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12164 | 0 | 0 | 0.129946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | blondevworld | 2020/02/05 | i always convince myself i don’t have an ED and then after one inconvenience i’ve suddenly lost all hunger cues and am obsessively tracking on mfp again 🙃 what a wild life we live | 3.671667 | 5.579652 | 5.151111 | 79.505 | 73.444444 | 8.133333 | 25.888889 | 8.841846 | 2.001956 | 146 | 5 | 28 | 3 | 3 | 49 | 33 | 36 | 0.233 | 0.71 | 0.057 | -0.6369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 18 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.437224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371147 | 0 | 0 | 0.46399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.5736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Goodmorningfatty | 2020/02/05 | It’s been a wile and I’m struggling. I was active back when the sub was a different name, and I’ve been pretty steadily in recovery since then. I mean a few ups and downs if you catch my drift but basically stable.
I’m way to old for this. I’m 40. I should be able to get over this stuff, but I’m struggling today.
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EDAnonymous | Sidehothrowaway | 2020/02/05 | Out of the booze slammer and back on my bullshit, apparently Had a Brittany Spears level melt down this past year that resulted in a bipolar type 1 manic episode. Ended up abandoning my husband and kids and moving into a camper in the woods with my dog. I was convinced I wanted a divorce and wanted to turn an old van i... | 3.151023 | 5.342366 | 4.145359 | 84.875262 | 75.808511 | 7.183019 | 25.556332 | 8.131152 | 1.689022 | 2,668 | 96 | 506 | 46 | 60 | 862 | 312 | 658 | 0.132 | 0.827 | 0.041 | -0.996 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 82 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 24 | 20 | 5 | 2 | 40 | 0 | 38 | 36 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 93 | 78 | 51 | 1 | 11 | 15 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 27 | 50 | 18 | 8 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 17 | 7 | 13 | 0 | 6 | 22 | 9 | 48 | 7 | 93 | 48 | 14 | 122 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 27 | 49 | 4 | 8 | 53 | 334 | 75 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051766 | 0 | 0.056614 | 0.053047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072049 | 0.166646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049772 | 0.448079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045633 | 0 | 0 | 0.118832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05498 | 0 | 0.060714 | 0 | 0 | 0.054212 | 0 | 0.207581 | 0 | 0.054207 | 0 | 0 | 0.18768 | 0.109474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095221 | 0 | 0.09988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064057 | 0 | 0 | 0.097949 | 0.083032 | 0.050818 | 0.060214 | 0 | 0.042369 | 0 | 0 | 0.052453 | 0.046846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.035508 | 0 | 0 | 0.052616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052569 | 0.094173 | 0 | 0.055165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057557 | 0 | 0 | 0.025881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057828 | 0.045037 | 0.047812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126852 | 0.225216 | 0.077885 | 0.117841 | 0 | 0.051163 | 0 | 0.049713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222353 | 0 | 0 | 0.08058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057367 | 0.101141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106509 | 0 | 0.056345 | 0 | 0 | 0.203622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042128 | 0.053037 | 0 | 0.042214 | 0 | 0 | 0.059847 | 0.054378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074992 | 0.112928 | 0 | 0.044289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060115 | 0 | 0 | 0.039831 | 0.042579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184524 | 0.035194 | 0.033944 | 0 | 0 | 0.06178 | 0 | 0 | 0.05062 | 0 | 0.035966 | 0.057621 | 0.206995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062492 | 0.126147 | 0.169973 | 0.258037 | 0 | 0.098216 | 0.047802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038566 | 0 | 0.053986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204685 |
EDAnonymous | sangriasky | 2020/02/05 | disordered eating because of 'acne diet'? (Excuse possible english mistakes) Sorry if this post doesn't fit here, I've never been diagnosed with an ED but from time to time I have episodes of restricting my food
I'm 20 I've been dealing with acne for years, I tried antibiotics, topicals and even Accutane. About 2 year... | 5.589125 | 6.337369 | 6.088317 | 79.048291 | 67.440748 | 8.784414 | 31.316545 | 8.841846 | 2.554702 | 1,967 | 76 | 362 | 31 | 31 | 637 | 248 | 481 | 0.196 | 0.731 | 0.073 | -0.9962 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 53 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 9 | 25 | 28 | 2 | 8 | 19 | 0 | 27 | 32 | 10 | 11 | 7 | 64 | 58 | 28 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 23 | 19 | 20 | 7 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 21 | 50 | 9 | 60 | 44 | 16 | 46 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 1 | 14 | 16 | 0 | 7 | 23 | 236 | 73 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181301 | 0.062881 | 0 | 0 | 0.102781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058109 | 0.063098 | 0.230336 | 0 | 0.064305 | 0 | 0 | 0.133672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169518 | 0 | 0.083617 | 0 | 0.048737 | 0.07791 | 0.195267 | 0.076703 | 0 | 0.078955 | 0.173221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07403 | 0 | 0.463966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084281 | 0.099827 | 0.068358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085038 | 0.076422 | 0.053988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118448 | 0.072494 | 0.042949 | 0 | 0 | 0.083317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078695 | 0.041532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.03692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253841 | 0 | 0 | 0.064247 | 0.068205 | 0 | 0.151332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111106 | 0 | 0.116569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085195 | 0.217127 | 0 | 0 | 0.144622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060097 | 0.075659 | 0 | 0.06022 | 0 | 0.078837 | 0 | 0 | 0.062513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16919 | 0.106979 | 0 | 0.060351 | 0 | 0.086566 | 0.158006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176263 | 0.086857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092025 | 0 | 0.070055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09733 |
EDAnonymous | holybunnye | 2020/02/05 | im ashamed ever since i was younger, ive struggled with eating because the whole fantastic metabolism things stops at around 20 in my family, and after that they dont do anything to take care of themselves. growing up, my mom would always complain about how she was "fat" and it made me scared to gain too much weight, d... | 7.507281 | 5.965843 | 7.218227 | 80.205862 | 64.034483 | 9.940887 | 33.817734 | 8.418075 | 2.472635 | 572 | 19 | 116 | 6 | 7 | 181 | 100 | 145 | 0.12 | 0.799 | 0.081 | -0.6967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 12 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 20 | 21 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 16 | 2 | 21 | 9 | 6 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 77 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093927 | 0.101609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267542 | 0 | 0 | 0.583968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138018 | 0 | 0.088184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133679 | 0 | 0 | 0.335624 | 0 | 0.088032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077344 | 0.086809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07913 | 0.099663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108573 | 0 | 0.114274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095426 | 0 | 0.238648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07583 | 0 | 0 | 0.090614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081082 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rbnshthrowaway | 2020/02/05 | I am a Monster (TW: Weight Mention) So like back in November we had Thanksgiving, yeah? The one day of the year where we're allowed, encouraged even, to binge until we have to take off our pants and fall into a deep coma.
I let myself enjoy that day. Didn't think about the calories or the weight I was going to put on.... | -0.503479 | 1.636302 | 1.247459 | 100.313818 | 90.673004 | 4.404609 | 17.095172 | 5.941862 | -0.605128 | 946 | 24 | 228 | 8 | 33 | 306 | 154 | 263 | 0.09 | 0.761 | 0.149 | 0.9182 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 17 | 2 | 2 | 11 | 2 | 18 | 16 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 42 | 40 | 25 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 21 | 9 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 29 | 13 | 26 | 30 | 2 | 41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 14 | 14 | 3 | 2 | 26 | 135 | 42 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088858 | 0 | 0.140887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121272 | 0 | 0 | 0.12836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076326 | 0 | 0.097363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105619 | 0 | 0.139734 | 0 | 0 | 0.106832 | 0 | 0 | 0.065675 | 0.096925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102714 | 0 | 0 | 0.254033 | 0.094196 | 0.130355 | 0 | 0 | 0.236334 | 0 | 0.225825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208593 | 0 | 0.154273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084949 | 0.085685 | 0 | 0 | 0.245796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1052 | 0.120553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081793 | 0 | 0 | 0.096612 | 0 | 0.120807 | 0 | 0 | 0.131135 | 0 | 0 | 0.086886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092694 | 0.422159 | 0 | 0.107124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074416 |
EDAnonymous | samaile | 2020/02/05 | so over this sorry for formatting im on mobile! also, first time poster and english isnt my first language so pls be kind
so my psychiatrist of 4 years whom i initially went to for my severe depression, OCD and general anxiety told me yesterday that shed like to write me a sick note for a week so i could do a retreat ... | 4.563445 | 5.519332 | 6.624309 | 73.536285 | 69.866426 | 10.019305 | 30.463424 | 10.186864 | 3.252203 | 1,100 | 44 | 203 | 29 | 19 | 388 | 165 | 277 | 0.228 | 0.708 | 0.064 | -0.9946 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 18 | 16 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 18 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 30 | 31 | 27 | 2 | 6 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 28 | 5 | 32 | 21 | 2 | 35 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 14 | 1 | 4 | 19 | 138 | 39 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263439 | 0.068527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063002 | 0 | 0.081675 | 0.057585 | 0 | 0 | 0.073314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065754 | 0 | 0 | 0.053113 | 0 | 0.070933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19304 | 0 | 0 | 0.08427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076137 | 0.043027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.53375 | 0.171916 | 0.245176 | 0 | 0 | 0.085761 | 0.045261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05817 | 0.040235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061066 | 0.127036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065493 | 0.082452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186077 | 0 | 0.068125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09219 | 0.058292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180168 | 0.093456 | 0 | 0 | 0.061921 | 0 | 0 | 0.075822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080914 | 0 | 0.096045 | 0 | 0 | 0.078694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132122 | 0.100287 | 0 | 0.152689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079388 | 0 | 0.059956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053034 |
EDAnonymous | h123m00 | 2020/02/05 | Struggling. So. Much. Fuck my life.
I don’t know why I was able to trick my brain into thinking I was better. just cuz I’m not missing all of school doesn’t mean I’m ok.
I purged multiple times today and I just can’t fucking stop b/p. I had like a few good days in January but other than those I’ve been struggling s... | 0.42496 | 2.588416 | 2.337995 | 94.252868 | 85.601942 | 5.330182 | 20.12157 | 6.70267 | 0.217482 | 760 | 23 | 170 | 9 | 23 | 252 | 121 | 206 | 0.157 | 0.717 | 0.126 | -0.8147 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 15 | 5 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 27 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 22 | 41 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 22 | 6 | 16 | 33 | 6 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 107 | 30 | 5 | 0.240504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119257 | 0.084083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102325 | 0 | 0 | 0.106353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145409 | 0 | 0.092906 | 0.333513 | 0 | 0.115357 | 0 | 0.100862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127822 | 0 | 0 | 0.080602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106885 | 0 | 0 | 0.132175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084937 | 0.058749 | 0 | 0.106185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121916 | 0 | 0.130989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081486 | 0.091457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100536 | 0 | 0.37714 | 0 | 0 | 0.13646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07989 | 0.077053 | 0 | 0 | 0.210359 | 0 | 0.113985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085423 | 0 | 0 | 0.077438 |
EDAnonymous | brimstonealchemist | 2020/02/05 | When books mention the characters' weights and heights... (tw) ...and I go and calculate what their BMIs are... they're of course underweight. Yet they're described as simply slender, attractive, or even HEALTHY. It makes me feel really shitty that even in books, a non-visual medium, the standard of beauty is being und... | 4.479276 | 6.737779 | 4.620057 | 82.664716 | 72.125 | 7.779545 | 29.605114 | 8.57599 | 2.434819 | 546 | 23 | 97 | 10 | 11 | 170 | 90 | 128 | 0.057 | 0.859 | 0.084 | 0.3335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 21 | 17 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 10 | 13 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 61 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207672 | 0.216081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135676 | 0.249116 | 0.147586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173343 | 0.263282 | 0.260891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | maxine114 | 2020/02/05 | Do you guys ever wonder if cashiers recognize people with an eating disorder? Seeing some people buying 5 cans of diet monster energy, tomatoes, an apple and sugar free gum or three weeks worth of junk food 5 minutes before close must raise some suspicion right? | 11.879348 | 10.139059 | 10.823478 | 58.42913 | 55.73913 | 12.678261 | 38.217391 | 11.208143 | 4.63647 | 213 | 7 | 28 | 4 | 2 | 68 | 41 | 46 | 0.102 | 0.751 | 0.147 | 0.3313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.357325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.409731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rb_sienna | 2020/02/05 | lovin’ or hatin’ hunger growls Interested.. who can’t stand the stomach growls and needs something to stop it. Orrrr.. someone that loves it and motivates them? | 3.148889 | 5.499094 | 2.33537 | 86.334167 | 108.259259 | 4.762963 | 23.018519 | 6.427356 | 1.290363 | 128 | 5 | 20 | 2 | 6 | 37 | 24 | 27 | 0.136 | 0.744 | 0.12 | 0.128 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.491358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.461283 | 0.419119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.455157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | abstractelement | 2020/02/05 | I chew and spat for the first time today The last 2 week's I've been doing some moderate restriction on weekdays and have lost a couple kilos. This morning when I weighed myself I was so happy but also afraid. It's currently 6pm and I've had a small flat white probs around 80kcal and I'm not even hungry because I've be... | 3.639283 | 5.289414 | 4.868493 | 82.570201 | 72.97351 | 7.947241 | 26.490618 | 8.598638 | 1.930258 | 602 | 21 | 116 | 11 | 12 | 199 | 99 | 151 | 0.087 | 0.778 | 0.135 | 0.8494 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 13 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 22 | 20 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 5 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 5 | 15 | 3 | 10 | 8 | 3 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 75 | 22 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.341068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211964 | 0 | 0.123544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367866 | 0 | 0 | 0.162945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111703 | 0 | 0.181582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | chiiseed | 2020/02/05 | I binged, but not really? I've been high restricting for the past 8 days and have lost around 3kg (51.1 - 48.1kg). Today was the day I decided to eat 3 nut chocolate bars and 3 packets of chocolate covered chickpeas on top of my normal high volume low cal meal, (990 in total). I was super upset and my stomach felt so f... | 3.669667 | 4.337752 | 4.927212 | 85.94466 | 71.718447 | 7.827462 | 26.364771 | 7.957252 | 1.432316 | 388 | 12 | 82 | 5 | 7 | 129 | 74 | 103 | 0.213 | 0.687 | 0.1 | -0.9118 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 12 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 4 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 43 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.458418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216999 | 0 | 0.138977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411267 | 0 | 0.241028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | season2episode3ga | 2020/02/05 | I'm vomiting sick, on my period, unwillingly fasting AND dehydrated I fucking HATE how weak and how I'll I am right now but at least I'm losing right??? I feel like my stomach is gonna eat itself and fasting isn't unusual for me but I keep vomiting too. Helpppp!!! I've already seen my doctor and he says there's nothing... | 0.558463 | 2.84439 | 3.223519 | 87.239422 | 86.378641 | 6.540129 | 24.117314 | 7.793538 | 1.474502 | 387 | 16 | 82 | 8 | 12 | 135 | 68 | 103 | 0.156 | 0.78 | 0.064 | -0.8501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 16 | 20 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 13 | 2 | 6 | 14 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 49 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102027 | 0.144153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186544 | 0 | 0 | 0.229355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.689284 | 0 | 0.160465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14334 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | aubbzz | 2020/02/05 | I can’t wait Until I can lose a bunch of weight and when everyone undoubtedly asks me how I did it I will inform them it was my eating disorder. I am so SICK of people commenting on my physical appearance whether it be “you’ve lost weight” or that I look good, it’s still so incredibly triggering to me. I am so sick of ... | 2.378103 | 4.169691 | 3.959822 | 87.155385 | 76.747036 | 6.813439 | 22.171937 | 7.686295 | 0.917721 | 970 | 27 | 200 | 14 | 22 | 323 | 143 | 253 | 0.11 | 0.718 | 0.172 | 0.9742 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 17 | 18 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 26 | 18 | 6 | 9 | 1 | 46 | 52 | 26 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 3 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 9 | 13 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 34 | 13 | 21 | 34 | 1 | 24 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 23 | 9 | 0 | 7 | 12 | 135 | 50 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069865 | 0.102378 | 0 | 0.088948 | 0.18682 | 0 | 0 | 0.076831 | 0 | 0.060909 | 0 | 0.085023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306724 | 0.166938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065995 | 0 | 0.084185 | 0.095476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151565 | 0.142763 | 0.095937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120821 | 0 | 0.154393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21273 | 0 | 0.098649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083906 | 0.111783 | 0.218145 | 0 | 0.09018 | 0 | 0.200088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095383 | 0.346353 | 0.087245 | 0 | 0 | 0.094455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158918 | 0 | 0 | 0.079622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079795 | 0.083536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243347 | 0 | 0 | 0.090161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | impossiblyshy | 2020/02/05 | Boy drama is triggering me so I’ve been messing with this boy since November. And we’ve been going on dates and he’s been treating me pretty alright and like we’ve done everything except sex, So today I’m like yo so are we a thing and hes like nah we’re just hanging out I don’t want a girlfriend right now. So we still ... | -0.839371 | 1.040879 | 1.770094 | 98.105016 | 88.622642 | 4.665409 | 18.267296 | 5.985473 | -0.403255 | 364 | 10 | 90 | 3 | 12 | 125 | 64 | 106 | 0.075 | 0.72 | 0.205 | 0.873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 21 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 13 | 6 | 9 | 17 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 53 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120318 | 0 | 0.261761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.543329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | luci_nadiel | 2020/02/05 | Living at the college dorm and having an ED (TW) As the title says, and this is going to be a rant. AND I WILL STRESS THIS: I DO NOT PROMOTE ANYTHING. I AM JUST RANTING OUT WHAT I AM FEELING.
I am living at a dorm but this time, I have a roommate. So it is hard to binge and purge when I want to and have a communal ba... | 0.915247 | 2.764649 | 2.640223 | 94.623104 | 81.477064 | 5.620271 | 22.766273 | 6.655084 | 0.432163 | 794 | 27 | 183 | 8 | 21 | 262 | 120 | 218 | 0.121 | 0.808 | 0.071 | -0.8858 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 0 | 31 | 8 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 37 | 42 | 23 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 12 | 16 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 34 | 1 | 19 | 30 | 2 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 141 | 46 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14635 | 0 | 0 | 0.121437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072095 | 0 | 0.260614 | 0 | 0.123921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127453 | 0 | 0 | 0.087041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169698 | 0.142252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.524147 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CozyTeaAndHoney | 2020/02/05 | Post breakup glow ups I keep seeing all these posts of girls saying they lost a ton of weight after a breakup and I’m just sitting here like “maybe I’ll annoy my boyfriend/piss him off till he breaks up with me”. Even then I’d be miserable but *maybe* skinny. I kind of just feel like dying all together ig. | -0.262381 | 1.995566 | 0.727317 | 101.069071 | 98.365079 | 3.789841 | 15.82381 | 5.683918 | -0.774973 | 241 | 6 | 54 | 2 | 10 | 74 | 51 | 63 | 0.094 | 0.824 | 0.082 | 0.0772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 3 | 9 | 4 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 29 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123521 | 0.174522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217137 | 0 | 0.254391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.490846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.467926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19427 | 0 | 0 | 0.194668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | showmeurguacamole | 2020/02/05 | This is the song that never ends 🎶 The ed thoughts anxiety feedback loop
- I feel like shit all the time
- I need to eat more
- no but eating more makes me anxious
- also I am hideous and the worst so I do not deserve to eat
- but I need energy to do things
- also I am sad like all of the time
- but eating more wil... | 0.77619 | 2.102625 | 2.670476 | 96.69619 | 79.952381 | 5.809524 | 17.380952 | 6.427356 | -0.464333 | 365 | 6 | 91 | 3 | 9 | 122 | 70 | 105 | 0.239 | 0.644 | 0.117 | -0.9498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 20 | 16 | 12 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 12 | 4 | 5 | 11 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 59 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121086 | 0.178815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.647852 | 0 | 0 | 0.140192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080033 | 0.113077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23473 | 0.122078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144095 | 0 | 0 | 0.162475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105156 | 0 | 0 | 0.125659 | 0.184592 | 0.181923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11244 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | summerservice | 2020/02/05 | cheap alternatives to things like clif bars? the cool mint clif bars are one of my fave foods lol but god they are EXPENSIVE !!!! most of the food bars I see are... can anyone suggest some cheaper alternatives? :( | 1.940088 | 4.748986 | 2.095789 | 91.317193 | 93.473684 | 5.691228 | 19.491228 | 7.168622 | 0.66446 | 163 | 5 | 32 | 3 | 6 | 49 | 30 | 38 | 0.08 | 0.684 | 0.237 | 0.6786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 17 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.849122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rekhas | 2020/02/05 | just bought another scale So now I own 2 scales... and want to buy a THIRD scale because there’s an .8lb difference (even in the same spot on the floor).
What the hell is wrong with me.
If anything, this just goes to show that measurements > scale number. | 3.323235 | 4.821573 | 3.264853 | 94.364338 | 73.509804 | 7.452941 | 22.553922 | 8.076483 | 0.78131 | 199 | 5 | 45 | 3 | 4 | 60 | 45 | 51 | 0.147 | 0.803 | 0.05 | -0.7964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 27 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.458978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.360199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.457315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.478569 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | GrilledRaccoon | 2020/02/05 | I got diagnosed with bulimia nervosa yesterday ....and I thought I'd basically recovered. Oops. If I'm sick now then I must've been REALLY sick before this whole recovery thing. Damn. Why is this so difficult? | 2.31193 | 5.213185 | 4.58 | 73.506667 | 92.684211 | 10.954386 | 30.017544 | 9.725611 | 4.919986 | 166 | 9 | 28 | 8 | 6 | 57 | 32 | 38 | 0.309 | 0.691 | 0 | -0.9107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.416568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.32825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272665 | 0 | 0 | 0.325828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37034 | 0.458219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | avaleonardo | 2020/02/05 | toxic habits when your friend talks about how much weight they lost since they’ve been sick for 3 days so you don’t eat for 3 days😗✌🏼 why am i like this | -0.968333 | 0.837882 | 0.047778 | 110.75 | 88.444444 | 3.6 | 9 | 3.1291 | -2.549367 | 122 | 0 | 35 | 0 | 4 | 37 | 32 | 36 | 0.159 | 0.68 | 0.161 | 0.0258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.39447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.440042 | 0 | 0 | 0.326073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mochalatte101 | 2020/02/05 | 🤠 Hi friends I'm just stopping by because I am relapsing like a motherfucker and while I feel great at the same time I just feel exhausted and sick. So when my boyfriend keeps trying to have sex with me and I tell him I'm not in the mood or don't feel well he literally starts acting short with me and says he's going t... | 0.219726 | 2.427666 | 1.998615 | 95.97189 | 87.181818 | 5.500144 | 20.243867 | 6.937598 | 0.231333 | 284 | 9 | 67 | 4 | 9 | 93 | 58 | 77 | 0.209 | 0.676 | 0.115 | -0.7834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 11 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 4 | 8 | 11 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 37 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.447332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167599 | 0 | 0 | 0.325129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208732 | 0 | 0 | 0.24655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fluentsyntax | 2020/02/05 | this support group truly feels like my therapy. this is a quick post, but lately i’ve felt kind of isolated from my friends and from people in general. (i got laid off. i’m living off of a decent severance pay and unemployment benefits currently, which turned out to be more than i need to live comfortable for about six... | 1.007383 | 2.933267 | 3.213206 | 90.238772 | 81.555205 | 6.992531 | 20.635901 | 8.049813 | 0.886237 | 1,166 | 33 | 262 | 23 | 31 | 398 | 185 | 317 | 0.164 | 0.637 | 0.199 | 0.8796 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 39 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 23 | 24 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 15 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 44 | 47 | 28 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 13 | 14 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 9 | 26 | 20 | 46 | 35 | 9 | 45 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 23 | 1 | 4 | 17 | 157 | 39 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212391 | 0.11315 | 0.081997 | 0.085317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066127 | 0 | 0.088313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104919 | 0 | 0 | 0.090816 | 0 | 0 | 0.20317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096661 | 0 | 0.155534 | 0.146502 | 0.196899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123986 | 0 | 0.158436 | 0 | 0 | 0.098361 | 0.058273 | 0 | 0.082007 | 0 | 0.112954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102851 | 0.10184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106774 | 0.112701 | 0 | 0.115664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072423 | 0.100187 | 0 | 0.18108 | 0 | 0.172207 | 0 | 0 | 0.087172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081842 | 0 | 0 | 0.076028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071085 | 0.08953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115593 | 0.1964 | 0.104315 | 0.11055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0944 | 0.117258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20148 | 0 | 0.119578 | 0 | 0.097191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111529 | 0.100162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241911 | 0.081387 | 0.082247 | 0.12486 | 0.092191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104129 | 0 | 0 | 0.112106 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | vero912 | 2020/02/05 | Data on EDs (survey) Hey everyone! I'm doing a sort of personal project on EDs and I'm collecting data about behaviors, characteristics, etc. through a survey. This is purely out of curiosity as I've suffered from EDNOS for a year now, and I've always wondered about fellow ED sufferers. If you feel comfortable, please ... | 7.741942 | 11.689725 | 6.68094 | 63.342022 | 69.733945 | 8.770948 | 31.101682 | 9.299571 | 3.764834 | 570 | 24 | 74 | 14 | 12 | 173 | 79 | 109 | 0.059 | 0.808 | 0.133 | 0.8118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 41 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 4 | 15 | 12 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 47 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187603 | 0 | 0 | 0.306645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232963 | 0.502901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196865 | 0 | 0.247491 | 0 | 0 | 0.215931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16952 | 0 | 0 | 0.207576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145191 |
EDAnonymous | thursdaygirl- | 2020/02/05 | Apparently some people don’t drink 0 cal diet sodas during a fast? I think I saw this more in the ~Intermittent Fasting~Clean Eating~Fitness~ crowd but I was really surprised?? And triggered lol? Like I’m sorry but diet coke is my lifeblood and I will not have that taken away from me | 1.137763 | 3.77231 | 3.129101 | 85.318914 | 90.754386 | 4.955263 | 19.405702 | 6.627428 | 0.518054 | 230 | 7 | 42 | 3 | 8 | 77 | 49 | 57 | 0.027 | 0.771 | 0.201 | 0.882 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 25 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.436367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.454985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.519915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Th3F3rginator | 2020/02/05 | How to best support a friend? Hi all,
I have a friend who's in a tricky spot. She's not doing so well and her ED has exacerbated her health problems to the point where, by her own admittance, she can now barely work. But on the other hand, she's fiercely resistant to any attempts to try to get her to go to therapy or ... | 9.780326 | 7.518691 | 9.733261 | 66.245435 | 60.195652 | 12.895652 | 40.934783 | 11.456787 | 4.59647 | 770 | 33 | 140 | 17 | 8 | 255 | 112 | 184 | 0.04 | 0.717 | 0.243 | 0.9899 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 14 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 22 | 28 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 20 | 9 | 27 | 25 | 4 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 105 | 27 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156281 | 0.131706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131898 | 0 | 0 | 0.098359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230108 | 0 | 0.155608 | 0 | 0.169268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152833 | 0.158293 | 0.167842 | 0 | 0.299451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281552 | 0.335767 | 0 | 0.151504 | 0 | 0.142495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141656 | 0.118426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337982 | 0.140354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128618 | 0 | 0 | 0.087836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ShoGarzaa | 2020/02/05 | Alcohol & ED Its been 10 days since i have kept or really ate any food besides an apple down ....ive drank alot of gins i dont feel drunk just feel like im having the worst period of my life also my legs are soooo sore
Ti top things off i 'binged' on a handful of wedges and purged
Send moral support this shit su... | -0.208979 | 1.817563 | 1.665616 | 98.928283 | 87.169014 | 5.240141 | 14.508803 | 6.627428 | -0.698283 | 253 | 4 | 62 | 3 | 8 | 83 | 62 | 71 | 0.17 | 0.687 | 0.143 | -0.6266 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 7 | 3 | 6 | 10 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 31 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213847 | 0 | 0.289737 | 0 | 0.181847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27042 | 0.191037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188879 | 0.130643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274491 | 0.221203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | anonymousdistraction | 2020/02/05 | Meal roulette Money is really tight right now. I’ve decided to only eat what I have at home or at my office and not buy any more until the end of March.
I’m about 30 lbs from my goal weight.
Time to get creative. I had pistachios for dinner.
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EDAnonymous | crazybitsh | 2020/02/05 | Had a photoshoot today... that resulted in me coming home, skipping lunch, and crying for 3 hours about how awful I felt about feeling awful about myself. Wooh. | 4.431667 | 7.48846 | 4.907143 | 76.504524 | 76.142857 | 6.590476 | 23.619048 | 7.793538 | 1.81839 | 126 | 4 | 18 | 2 | 3 | 40 | 25 | 28 | 0.288 | 0.665 | 0.047 | -0.8225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.448416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206411 | 0 | 0.39196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.409483 | 0 | 0.40202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.38695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | solaris-et-lunara | 2020/02/06 | When Kelly clarkson said ‘footsteps even lighter’ But something doesn’t kill u so you start binge eating, gain a ton of weight, and your footsteps definitely aren’t lighter
That shit *HURTED* | 3.992727 | 7.333757 | 2.359758 | 89.899636 | 87.484848 | 3.852121 | 27.812121 | 5.683918 | 1.088823 | 155 | 7 | 25 | 1 | 5 | 43 | 30 | 33 | 0.211 | 0.635 | 0.155 | -0.4939 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.381993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265807 | 0 | 0 | 0.244386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | -Macaronis- | 2020/02/06 | A bitch thought she is winning But then her body dysmorphia came back and suddenly the last two months of hard work on being healthy and feeling okay are just a step away from being replaced by a ticket to the "I'm back to my old shit"-City. Chu chu.
This bitch is me.
What can I do to stop the incoming breakdown? I f... | 0.820376 | 3.259832 | 2.28396 | 93.191053 | 87.245614 | 5.362406 | 21.300752 | 6.86897 | 0.543854 | 440 | 15 | 93 | 6 | 14 | 142 | 81 | 114 | 0.188 | 0.696 | 0.116 | -0.9209 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 11 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 23 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 10 | 3 | 16 | 17 | 1 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 12 | 64 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186534 | 0.457994 | 0.165772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19421 | 0 | 0 | 0.200775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cosmicdaydreams | 2020/02/06 | TFW you finally get the courage to break your fast Was feeling fine for a couple hours, and then was scrolling through instagram randomly and saw that my bf likes some posts of this girl who is in a band and is really thin and pretty, at least 10 kilos lighter than I am.
I now regret breaking my fast so much, just wa... | 14.202206 | 6.588981 | 12.072941 | 69.063235 | 58.264706 | 15.952941 | 47.235294 | 11.208143 | 4.923624 | 269 | 9 | 57 | 4 | 2 | 83 | 58 | 68 | 0.096 | 0.72 | 0.184 | 0.7029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 8 | 7 | 3 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 37 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.386887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353592 | 0 | 0 | 0.38303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334873 | 0.355725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 100bean100 | 2020/02/06 | Clothes ... I've been going through my closet trying to find something to wear for the past 30 minutes. Everything I put on makes me look so fat and unattractive. I don't even know why I try at this point. | 2.075488 | 4.258392 | 2.509939 | 95.323933 | 79.243902 | 5.07561 | 24.884146 | 5.985473 | 0.497093 | 160 | 6 | 34 | 1 | 4 | 49 | 37 | 41 | 0.081 | 0.919 | 0 | -0.4877 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.431095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mayodumpster | 2020/02/06 | 24 dealing with binge eating and bulimia caused me to have GERD I recently went to the doctor and found out I have ruined my esophagus. Due to my mental health I never thought I would be alive to deal with the negative consequences from an ED. 10 years later, and I'm still here. I now have to completely change my diet,... | 4.267716 | 3.731476 | 6.212149 | 81.471317 | 70.151079 | 9.827698 | 26.727518 | 9.516145 | 2.000388 | 502 | 13 | 112 | 10 | 8 | 177 | 82 | 139 | 0.057 | 0.823 | 0.119 | 0.8074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 12 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 22 | 23 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 17 | 2 | 20 | 13 | 1 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 81 | 22 | 1 | 0.163027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167474 | 0.172461 | 0 | 0.170931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178751 | 0 | 0 | 0.085175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.347091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119844 | 0 | 0.125737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16097 | 0.17503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11581 | 0 | 0 | 0.104984 |
EDAnonymous | mmmmanic | 2020/02/06 | How do you hide your ED from those who you live with.... and not feel guilt about it? I work a 9-5 so on days I’m heavily restricting/not eating at all I send my boyfriend a “I had a huge lunch at work so no need to cook dinner! Xoxo” but I feel soooooooo guilty lying to him. :(
How do you deal with the guiltttttttt | -1.475735 | 0.514072 | 0.076706 | 106.624176 | 97.970588 | 3.896471 | 14.152941 | 5.683918 | -1.244805 | 239 | 5 | 63 | 2 | 10 | 75 | 51 | 68 | 0.218 | 0.706 | 0.077 | -0.9036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 38 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243791 | 0.38972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.386807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.382275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.550404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fl0werb0y | 2020/02/06 | Really upset by the sound of chewing lately I’m so upset by the sound and appearance of chewing that I keep avoiding eating or going near the kitchen so I don’t have to hear it 😭 and everywhere I look on campus someone is eating something that really triggers it! I want to go home and put on my noise cancelling headph... | 2.753327 | 5.042555 | 4.156595 | 83.836301 | 77.493151 | 6.363209 | 25.497065 | 7.44753 | 1.509205 | 294 | 11 | 53 | 4 | 7 | 97 | 52 | 73 | 0.141 | 0.837 | 0.021 | -0.8278 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 12 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 33 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.477175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197561 | 0.179503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137528 | 0.185077 | 0.187032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | stryopyrogyro | 2020/02/06 | a new low? I was looking for research studies to participate in (that also don't specify whether u have to be a healthy weight to volunteer) and one of them involved getting a lumbar puncture done,,,,and i looked up whether getting one done burned calories
surprise: no results came up! bc thats not something a normal ... | 3.260161 | 6.36663 | 3.419597 | 84.349395 | 83.516129 | 5.035484 | 36.782258 | 6.627428 | 2.801929 | 274 | 18 | 44 | 3 | 8 | 84 | 50 | 62 | 0.07 | 0.783 | 0.146 | 0.6884 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 31 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.456033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.561324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215196 | 0 | 0 | 0.218311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hardyzafon | 2020/02/06 | Has anyone watched the movie Judy? From what I´ve been reading after watching it, I feel like you could almost say she was anorexic and everything else spunned from that. I feel like anorexia is a much broader disorder, there are just too many commonalities between most anorexics that have nothing to do with weight. I ... | 7.368441 | 8.72249 | 6.697734 | 74.093762 | 63.73251 | 9.696399 | 34.940586 | 9.827889 | 3.569412 | 1,094 | 48 | 179 | 22 | 16 | 337 | 151 | 243 | 0.109 | 0.813 | 0.078 | -0.8699 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 20 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 24 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 39 | 38 | 18 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 11 | 17 | 10 | 22 | 27 | 14 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 130 | 32 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.10162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111287 | 0.104275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086947 | 0.063479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108798 | 0.358039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120762 | 0.319665 | 0.08699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315919 | 0.22318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108439 | 0.114458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093985 | 0 | 0 | 0.211151 | 0.209233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177859 | 0 | 0.082811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116569 | 0 | 0 | 0.166323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207546 | 0.133449 | 0 | 0.082671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085921 | 0 | 0.082657 | 0 | 0.126807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Kenderr24 | 2020/02/06 | Too old for this? DAE feel like they’re too old to be struggling? I had bulimia in high school and now in college I feel like I should get over it but it’s so comfortable. This is some childish shit like I should just grow out of it. | 0.7144 | 2.643126 | 1.762 | 100.241 | 82.6 | 5.6 | 20 | 6.742158 | -0.075 | 182 | 5 | 45 | 2 | 5 | 57 | 37 | 50 | 0.161 | 0.621 | 0.218 | 0.5223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 29 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268581 | 0.379475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.389262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.557384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sad-angelfrom-hell | 2020/02/06 | Kms Ok so someone you said i look happier and he said like you gained and you seem more in your element or something like that. And now im having a panic attack and i kinda wanna cry. Wtf did he mean with you gained i gained what. Do i look fatter? I have been eating a little bit more the past 3 days but wtf. Sorry for... | -0.557425 | 1.417281 | 1.587669 | 93.348684 | 105.710526 | 3.750376 | 12.007519 | 5.773588 | -1.017869 | 293 | 5 | 62 | 3 | 14 | 97 | 54 | 76 | 0.263 | 0.59 | 0.147 | -0.919 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 11 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 11 | 3 | 4 | 7 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 38 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236412 | 0.138801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210294 | 0.215709 | 0 | 0 | 0.361465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252517 | 0 | 0 | 0.205454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.409451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182357 | 0.165689 | 0 | 0.240924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | iwantajumper | 2020/02/06 | tmi lol, diarrhoea after binging? anyone else get this? i had a very sugary binge a couple days ago; i don’t purge just go back to restricting again after. but for 3 days i had really bad diarrhoea lmao | 2.29225 | 4.612876 | 4.24 | 82.475 | 79.25 | 8 | 20 | 8.841846 | 1.5765 | 159 | 4 | 30 | 4 | 4 | 54 | 33 | 40 | 0.193 | 0.634 | 0.173 | 0.2182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 17 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234566 | 0.343725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257953 | 0.2801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371187 | 0 | 0.432696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175267 | 0 | 0.190653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lacechou | 2020/02/06 | “I know you’re relapsing.” (TW numbers and some gross stuff) This is so embarrassing. My father asked to speak with me because he found out I was purging. Again. He found out because I didn’t do such a good job cleaning the bathroom and I forgot a speck of vomit. >!fuck drunkorexia. I usually do my best despite bein... | 0.97274 | 3.320809 | 2.482108 | 92.869627 | 84.981735 | 5.513132 | 21.088767 | 6.918507 | 0.443097 | 838 | 27 | 182 | 11 | 25 | 272 | 133 | 219 | 0.177 | 0.664 | 0.159 | -0.8272 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 36 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 18 | 3 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 15 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 30 | 39 | 17 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 3 | 28 | 10 | 19 | 22 | 5 | 21 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 20 | 9 | 2 | 2 | 12 | 106 | 36 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094056 | 0.101747 | 0.106851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.466129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375958 | 0 | 0.316994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131882 | 0 | 0 | 0.123459 | 0 | 0.113421 | 0 | 0.126451 | 0 | 0.125628 | 0.093166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336885 | 0 | 0.133294 | 0 | 0 | 0.218429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073603 |
EDAnonymous | xerox13ster | 2020/02/06 | That first bowel movement after you break a long fast and you basically shit meconium. Any other parents out there feel me? I think this every time I break a fast, I can't be the only one.
Oh and then the diarrhea that flows once the tar plug comes out your rectum lol. | 2.461111 | 4.543493 | 3.699778 | 87.773 | 77.518519 | 6.542222 | 20.059259 | 7.554174 | 0.602797 | 212 | 5 | 43 | 3 | 5 | 69 | 43 | 54 | 0.069 | 0.878 | 0.053 | -0.2023 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 27 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.357266 | 0.227324 | 0.255141 | 0 | 0 | 0.372501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.344356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214956 | 0 | 0 | 0.195616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lunatheweirdo | 2020/02/06 | ouch my mom just called me fat and told me i would be so beautiful if i was skinnier and im here like 🤡🤡 | -0.256538 | 0.241249 | 2.641538 | 99.278462 | 80.923077 | 6.738462 | 20.692308 | 7.168622 | 0.022062 | 81 | 2 | 24 | 1 | 2 | 29 | 21 | 26 | 0 | 0.728 | 0.272 | 0.8172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.446182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.471988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.511758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.417531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310401 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bianspo | 2020/02/06 | I thought I was making progress I enjoyed a short period of time without food anxiety, so I didn't binged, purged or restricted in a very extreme way... And I was feeling happy with that. Even eating relatively normal I dropped 1lb. But one week after of new year I kind of relapsed, I'm not sure which of all the events... | 6.817377 | 6.423112 | 6.893448 | 78.23427 | 64.846995 | 9.505792 | 35.786339 | 8.841846 | 3.026345 | 742 | 32 | 139 | 10 | 10 | 238 | 112 | 183 | 0.168 | 0.69 | 0.142 | -0.6135 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 40 | 26 | 18 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 9 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 8 | 21 | 8 | 22 | 20 | 5 | 17 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 84 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080605 | 0.238068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069593 | 0 | 0.088776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.509637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112164 | 0 | 0.104027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093654 | 0 | 0.109723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117878 | 0.11502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154913 | 0 | 0 | 0.101763 | 0 | 0 | 0.30971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067514 | 0 | 0.083649 | 0.06144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086938 | 0.124296 | 0.083635 | 0.084519 | 0.256616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203139 | 0 | 0 | 0.107005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067852 |
EDAnonymous | PickleJiiim | 2020/02/06 | What one thing to cheer you up? My sister was recently diagnosed with an eating disorder relapse. What one thing could someone do for you that would cheer your day up or make you feel a wee bit better? | 4.393077 | 6.045717 | 4.608205 | 85.178462 | 71.051282 | 8.276923 | 25.820513 | 8.841846 | 1.850651 | 160 | 5 | 31 | 3 | 3 | 50 | 32 | 39 | 0.058 | 0.73 | 0.212 | 0.7998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 24 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246061 | 0.303741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222134 | 0 | 0 | 0.179427 | 0 | 0 | 0.282385 | 0 | 0 | 0.318861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197638 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | gorillasharkyo | 2020/02/06 | Today I got jealous of an ITALIAN GREYHOUND That's right, I'm obsessing over DOG WAISTLINES now.
ED brain, you sure are something else... | 2.2306 | 5.101382 | 2.4235 | 88.81925 | 93.4 | 4.1 | 30.25 | 5.985473 | 1.7024 | 109 | 6 | 18 | 1 | 4 | 33 | 24 | 25 | 0.202 | 0.712 | 0.086 | -0.4767 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.46789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.357936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.397288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cyborgbunny01 | 2020/02/06 | does anyone else tell themselves they'll get healthy when they're skinny enough? every time i'm restricting and i start feeling cold and losing energy etc, i tell myself to deal with it and i will start eating like a normal person and be healthy after i get skinny enough.
of course that always fails bc my body can't ... | 4.813714 | 6.10921 | 4.872857 | 85.062143 | 69.571429 | 6.742857 | 24 | 6.742158 | 0.8398 | 286 | 7 | 53 | 2 | 5 | 89 | 53 | 70 | 0.112 | 0.727 | 0.161 | 0.3612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 29 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196177 | 0.138315 | 0.202682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202411 | 0.165247 | 0 | 0.175203 | 0.408786 | 0.220613 | 0 | 0 | 0.166665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14873 | 0 | 0.345793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | goshheckdang | 2020/02/06 | An exchange that happened yesterday Me: I just feel like my butt looks bad in these pants
Them: no your butt looks awesome!
Me: 😊
Them: and once you get your thighs under control, you'll really rock those pants!
Me: 😊🔫
Queue relapse | 0.431833 | 2.719966 | 1.025972 | 97.725625 | 101.888889 | 4.027778 | 18.958333 | 5.985473 | -0.033833 | 182 | 6 | 37 | 2 | 8 | 55 | 36 | 45 | 0.114 | 0.742 | 0.144 | 0.3578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 20 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.387445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174667 | 0.246785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.580171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shittypebbles | 2020/02/06 | (TW: Numbers) So I looked up how many calories by cat needs to eat to lose weight... It's like 200 a day. That chonky skinny legend.
And I can't stop thinking about it, help | -0.690833 | 1.485976 | 0.656889 | 103.177 | 94.277778 | 2.88 | 15.533333 | 3.1291 | -1.40616 | 131 | 3 | 31 | 0 | 5 | 41 | 33 | 36 | 0.073 | 0.734 | 0.193 | 0.5248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291872 | 0.388843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.423248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | AfterSense | 2020/02/06 | how do you keep yourself busy on the weekends? during the week it's easy for me to restrict because i'm very busy at work, but i find it more difficult on the weekends because i don't have as much to do once i workout. i also get super moody and depressed when i'm not eating...so how do yall fill your time on the weeke... | 2.836892 | 3.256279 | 4.533351 | 88.921108 | 73.459459 | 6.460541 | 28.313514 | 5.683918 | 1.006587 | 265 | 10 | 59 | 1 | 5 | 90 | 52 | 74 | 0.176 | 0.729 | 0.095 | -0.7391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 8 | 10 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 38 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.402286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242562 | 0.244664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272255 | 0 | 0 | 0.264677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | psychosis-mitosis | 2020/02/06 | Advice for telling family about ED? I don't know if I've posted here before, but I've lurked for a long time and was mildly active in the banned sub.
Backstory: I've had issues with restricting on and off since I was 12 (I'm an adult now) and I have never told anyone about any of it, including doctors and therapists. ... | 3.829053 | 4.708256 | 5.130177 | 83.858486 | 71.506964 | 8.418095 | 25.22351 | 8.726425 | 1.614404 | 1,378 | 39 | 287 | 24 | 25 | 460 | 176 | 359 | 0.133 | 0.763 | 0.104 | -0.8036 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 20 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 0 | 37 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 58 | 59 | 27 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 20 | 3 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 44 | 7 | 45 | 46 | 2 | 37 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 17 | 200 | 60 | 4 | 0.085648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167388 | 0.075922 | 0 | 0.085764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142532 | 0 | 0 | 0.116487 | 0 | 0.06552 | 0 | 0 | 0.119774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071512 | 0.10442 | 0 | 0.07288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087456 | 0 | 0 | 0.087984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089484 | 0 | 0.175328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169709 | 0.077473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093908 | 0 | 0 | 0.089495 | 0 | 0.146027 | 0.071837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089189 | 0.141209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060496 | 0.083686 | 0 | 0.075629 | 0.075796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086313 | 0 | 0 | 0.401238 | 0.068363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091212 | 0.058037 | 0.065139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074784 | 0.089484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084708 | 0 | 0.060622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089538 | 0 | 0 | 0.194384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06884 | 0.3743 | 0 | 0 | 0.099444 | 0.113801 | 0.109759 | 0.084148 | 0 | 0.099884 | 0 | 0 | 0.08184 | 0 | 0.174448 | 0 | 0 | 0.089162 | 0 | 0.073972 | 0 | 0.070668 | 0.050517 | 0 | 0.068701 | 0.104296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060842 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | TheBlackEyeCam | 2020/02/06 | I see myself eating/binging in my dreams and then I wake up with a huge relief cuz I didn’t eat IRL. One time I was not sure if it was a dream or not and get stressed about it while I was just waking up. And thought about writing down the calories, then I understood.
Wth is wrong with me I’m not even that anorexic. | -0.140882 | 1.989565 | 1.260294 | 101.166324 | 88.117647 | 3.988235 | 18.794118 | 5.148861 | -0.6713 | 246 | 7 | 59 | 1 | 8 | 78 | 50 | 68 | 0.122 | 0.704 | 0.174 | 0.3968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 10 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 43 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.380905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295525 | 0.217062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.406997 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | DarthSpinster | 2020/02/06 | The Endless Cycle of Binge, Starve, Binge I don't know if I have a full blown ED. But I've always been very self-conscious of my weight. In the last two years I've gained around 40 pounds and I hate what I look like. My shirts are tight, my pants are like shoving too much meat in a sausage link, and I have back rolls f... | 3.494429 | 3.937832 | 3.852721 | 94.305527 | 71.983425 | 6.696317 | 23.923112 | 5.985473 | 0.277762 | 668 | 16 | 157 | 3 | 12 | 208 | 108 | 181 | 0.096 | 0.8 | 0.103 | 0.0772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 10 | 14 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 26 | 23 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 9 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 19 | 3 | 21 | 20 | 3 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 17 | 90 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.659896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067387 | 0 | 0.219908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070884 | 0.105136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127353 | 0 | 0 | 0.110149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102781 | 0.117419 | 0.134555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085689 | 0.082645 | 0 | 0 | 0.07521 | 0.148244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175139 | 0 | 0.125995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106422 | 0 | 0 | 0.10346 | 0.157063 | 0.115969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083059 |
EDAnonymous | sincerelyana | 2020/02/06 | I've been losing and gaining the same 1kg for months and I don't know why Around the middle of December to the beginning of January I ate a lot more than I used to because of all the special occasions (parties, Christmas eve, Christmas, new year's eve, birthdays...) and I've been stuck between 63.9kg and 62kg. I'd lose... | 3.427333 | 4.612306 | 4.709074 | 85.345833 | 72.777778 | 8.066667 | 29.055556 | 8.548687 | 2.097978 | 519 | 21 | 107 | 9 | 10 | 172 | 85 | 135 | 0.105 | 0.825 | 0.071 | -0.5149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 20 | 19 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 15 | 12 | 6 | 22 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 17 | 57 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277361 | 0 | 0.109942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403538 | 0 | 0.15333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127655 | 0 | 0.14403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187754 | 0 | 0.155767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.434005 | 0.219621 | 0 | 0.167189 | 0.325481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116141 |
EDAnonymous | LyiaEylia | 2020/02/06 | Today I Will Not aweigh Myself Today I will not weigh myself. I deserve to eat food without weighing myself to see how much or little, or how safe I should eat. I’m on vacation. I’m heading to the beach. I deserve to relax and feel free. I will not weigh myself because my eating disorder will not ruin my vacation. I ha... | 2.771102 | 4.514871 | 4.530671 | 83.698795 | 75.506024 | 6.670568 | 25.110155 | 7.44753 | 1.355707 | 322 | 11 | 61 | 4 | 7 | 109 | 46 | 83 | 0.033 | 0.821 | 0.146 | 0.8484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 15 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 4 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 46 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.59504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194279 | 0 | 0.171542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11303 | 0 | 0.551213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Tylly | 2020/02/06 | (TW) This is the binge euphoria train choooo chooooo TODAY IS BINGE DAY BABY, I've just come back from heaven (the grocery store) with 63$ worth of delicious. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sissssss. | 3.700937 | 6.95424 | 1.656 | 94.589 | 89.3125 | 5.06 | 25.15 | 6.742158 | 1.179455 | 149 | 6 | 26 | 2 | 5 | 40 | 29 | 32 | 0 | 0.663 | 0.337 | 0.9217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.47256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.529391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.582533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sunflower-kid | 2020/02/06 | what do i do i’m pretty fucked. i’ve been having a really rough relapse and my doctor said i should be in residential right now, but i have one more chance because i’m in high school and i don’t want to mess up my chances with college. if i loose anymore weight i’m at a serious health risk, and i will be put into treat... | 0.134341 | 2.237634 | 2.092709 | 95.926967 | 86.346939 | 5.196289 | 20.133581 | 6.574016 | 0.090722 | 356 | 11 | 83 | 4 | 11 | 118 | 64 | 98 | 0.168 | 0.724 | 0.108 | -0.7691 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 21 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 11 | 15 | 3 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 54 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.405629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172293 | 0.19191 | 0 | 0 | 0.204182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237995 | 0 | 0 | 0.491354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Jekitten39 | 2020/02/06 | Hahaha A guy on the bus just offered me his seat, pointing to my stomach as he did so - not pregnant, just bloated.
Helloooo extra push towards the oncoming relapse . | 6.48 | 7.706065 | 7.173333 | 70.35 | 65.666667 | 8.666667 | 45 | 8.841846 | 4.743 | 130 | 9 | 19 | 2 | 2 | 43 | 28 | 30 | 0 | 0.886 | 0.114 | 0.5574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.723292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.690542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | morose_adipose | 2020/02/06 | Recovery. It’s Time. For Real. Any support and encouragement welcome because I’m scared. I don’t want to be sick anymore. I don’t want an Eating Disorder to be my entire identity. My entire life. My only coping mechanism. What I cling to. What I find comfort in when I don’t know how to cope with things. It’s taken ever... | 0.016644 | 2.222279 | 1.86636 | 96.509449 | 88.339339 | 4.651321 | 17.93461 | 6.124889 | -0.317595 | 1,222 | 32 | 277 | 11 | 40 | 401 | 145 | 333 | 0.184 | 0.705 | 0.111 | -0.9619 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 39 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 17 | 33 | 2 | 7 | 7 | 1 | 31 | 10 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 53 | 57 | 30 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 27 | 19 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 46 | 14 | 30 | 38 | 4 | 23 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 19 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 184 | 73 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056338 | 0.086872 | 0 | 0 | 0.164323 | 0.057928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069173 | 0.050502 | 0 | 0 | 0.093339 | 0.086942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085602 | 0 | 0 | 0.074939 | 0 | 0 | 0.074457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064007 | 0 | 0 | 0.079474 | 0.094167 | 0 | 0 | 0.091338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088192 | 0 | 0 | 0.085024 | 0.264185 | 0 | 0 | 0.05553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254148 | 0.117034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27131 | 0 | 0.149544 | 0 | 0 | 0.083993 | 0 | 0.090244 | 0 | 0 | 0.166979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088053 | 0 | 0 | 0.191689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072338 | 0 | 0.09094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094297 | 0 | 0.08518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07075 | 0 | 0 | 0.497662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165118 | 0 | 0 | 0.065771 | 0.144925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058852 | 0 | 0 | 0.160051 |
EDAnonymous | Hyzpburiyan | 2020/02/06 | I'm starving myself to be skinny for a boy who doesn't love me What the actual fuck am I doing. | 0.126818 | 1.55439 | 3.718182 | 87.997273 | 82.181818 | 6.218182 | 15.545455 | 7.168622 | -0.093527 | 75 | 1 | 17 | 1 | 2 | 28 | 21 | 22 | 0.392 | 0.608 | 0 | -0.8647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.602708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.57098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.557427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jerodefine | 2020/02/06 | Nothing quite like 15 servings of chocolate biscuits and an ice coffee I was recovering with 3 meals per day and the occasional out of control snack but we’re back to our regular programming of never eating meals and eating copious amounts of chocolate twice per week. | 8.255625 | 9.421805 | 7.858333 | 67.22 | 61.708333 | 10.566667 | 41 | 10.504224 | 4.8102 | 221 | 12 | 33 | 5 | 3 | 70 | 39 | 48 | 0.036 | 0.964 | 0 | -0.1688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 19 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.647735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lijadu00 | 2020/02/06 | DAE wish they could replace their unhealthy coping mechanisms with other unhealthy coping mechanisms? I was sad yesterday so I binged, and in my post-binge comedown/depression I found myself thinking "I wish I just did drugs instead" which is soooo fucked up but lowkey I said what I said lol. I'm sure that's not how it... | 2.759231 | 5.734544 | 2.731487 | 89.371846 | 84.384615 | 5.171282 | 24.466667 | 6.742158 | 1.109673 | 336 | 13 | 59 | 4 | 10 | 101 | 61 | 78 | 0.146 | 0.663 | 0.191 | 0.7088 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 16 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 13 | 2 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 40 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248307 | 0 | 0.209363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.43084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145109 | 0 | 0 | 0.132053 | 0 | 0.214662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.520847 | 0 | 0 | 0.164869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | telsnspbwld | 2020/02/06 | I got a UTI and my mom bought me Diet Cranberry juice bc she knew I wouldn’t drink it if it wasn’t .......brb im crying | -3.127143 | -1.548027 | 0.625714 | 103.044286 | 100.428571 | 4.228571 | 10.571429 | 5.985473 | -1.469957 | 88 | 1 | 25 | 1 | 4 | 32 | 24 | 28 | 0.129 | 0.871 | 0 | -0.4767 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.475153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.423749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.467245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.506615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dubhdhraoidheacht | 2020/02/06 | Vent, TW for numbers/weight God I hate myself. I'm a transgender man and I had to recover from my Anorexia to start testosterone (last year on 2/1/19) and I've gained almost 15 pounds. Everyone keeps telling me it's just muscle but there's no fucking way I put on 15 pounds of muscle when I barely get out of bed. All I'... | 1.381457 | 3.828836 | 2.631754 | 91.813178 | 84.087719 | 5.612955 | 20.17274 | 7.010147 | 0.42104 | 446 | 13 | 93 | 6 | 13 | 143 | 83 | 114 | 0.169 | 0.802 | 0.03 | -0.9573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 14 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 13 | 0 | 15 | 12 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 51 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.424133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242718 | 0 | 0 | 0.216724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139878 | 0 | 0 | 0.202364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195787 | 0.110646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187005 | 0 | 0.177841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168101 | 0 | 0.25789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136379 |
EDAnonymous | mish321 | 2020/02/06 | DAE get triggered when someone who is heavier than u insists they’re the same clothes size as u more of a small vent but one of my friends always says that we’re the same size and we aren’t and I feel so mean for thinking that but at the same time it makes me super triggered lol I feel like a awful person | 2.582727 | 3.695366 | 3.145879 | 96.018818 | 74.757576 | 5.28 | 25.321212 | 3.1291 | 0.129616 | 244 | 8 | 56 | 0 | 5 | 76 | 50 | 66 | 0.055 | 0.718 | 0.227 | 0.9253 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 15 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 6 | 8 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 33 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351256 | 0.248143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268358 | 0 | 0.181473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231855 | 0 | 0 | 0.37836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222565 | 0 | 0 | 0.20254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bluesilvermoon | 2020/02/06 | Perfect plan ruined Didn't eat for days so that my stomach would be flat when reunited with my fiance after three months (he was in boot camp) only for him to treat me out to a special dinner. Then I was bloated and full and I no longer wanted to have sex with him even though we haven't done so for that long time apart... | 3.565793 | 3.882077 | 4.508689 | 90.122058 | 71.764228 | 7.12561 | 24.318089 | 6.627428 | 0.589277 | 452 | 11 | 103 | 3 | 8 | 147 | 86 | 123 | 0.133 | 0.727 | 0.14 | 0.4438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 12 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 17 | 16 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 15 | 5 | 17 | 7 | 2 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 72 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192986 | 0 | 0 | 0.155883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257305 | 0.433049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19293 | 0 | 0.177684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25763 | 0 | 0.20208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154878 | 0.237479 | 0 | 0.140943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199436 | 0.142567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175968 | 0 | 0 | 0.171704 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Yungveezy | 2020/02/06 | What’s the best Rockstar 0 flavor Title says it all; going snowboarding tomorrow and need the energy drop your favorite flavs 👇 | 11.572174 | 9.755591 | 10.823478 | 58.42913 | 56.391304 | 14.417391 | 40.391304 | 13.023867 | 5.617557 | 105 | 4 | 15 | 3 | 1 | 34 | 22 | 23 | 0.077 | 0.584 | 0.339 | 0.802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.650019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.459275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.49257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CompetitiveNebula8 | 2020/02/06 | I don't think I have an ED but, if I do, I don't know if I want to get rid of it because it's not bad enough yet. Please help. Hi all,
I'm new to this. In fact, I don't even know if I have an ED, but I want to know.
I know that discussing possible diagnoses/advice/anything over the internet with anonymous people on... | 3.140409 | 5.417638 | 4.174958 | 84.240041 | 76.184466 | 7.087783 | 27.136934 | 8.076483 | 1.885218 | 4,200 | 169 | 792 | 72 | 96 | 1,360 | 450 | 1,030 | 0.19 | 0.697 | 0.113 | -0.9983 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 175 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 18 | 46 | 50 | 8 | 1 | 32 | 1 | 56 | 38 | 9 | 17 | 11 | 169 | 152 | 73 | 1 | 18 | 35 | 8 | 16 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 47 | 45 | 29 | 9 | 33 | 3 | 1 | 12 | 27 | 26 | 1 | 7 | 34 | 32 | 123 | 24 | 105 | 109 | 31 | 116 | 0 | 11 | 12 | 1 | 30 | 49 | 2 | 16 | 61 | 496 | 170 | 16 | 0 | 0.047167 | 0 | 0.043398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066249 | 0 | 0 | 0.108286 | 0 | 0.030454 | 0 | 0 | 0.027835 | 0 | 0.03276 | 0.141754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.033239 | 0.242673 | 0 | 0.033875 | 0 | 0.041777 | 0.035208 | 0.086923 | 0.044219 | 0 | 0.04444 | 0 | 0 | 0.040588 | 0 | 0 | 0.034292 | 0 | 0.04302 | 0.044649 | 0.031784 | 0 | 0.131185 | 0.154042 | 0 | 0.102863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162939 | 0 | 0.04478 | 0 | 0.041133 | 0.044398 | 0.078881 | 0 | 0.033541 | 0 | 0.071556 | 0 | 0.037529 | 0 | 0.100644 | 0.056879 | 0.114669 | 0.043609 | 0 | 0.067723 | 0.240687 | 0 | 0.061513 | 0.036803 | 0.062396 | 0.038189 | 0.067873 | 0.03339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.035203 | 0 | 0 | 0.078607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.026683 | 0.168242 | 0.039932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04494 | 0 | 0.04155 | 0 | 0.106153 | 0 | 0.041455 | 0.196903 | 0.03245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167148 | 0.178145 | 0.043456 | 0.067689 | 0 | 0.075337 | 0.026573 | 0 | 0 | 0.043364 | 0 | 0 | 0.040118 | 0 | 0 | 0.139872 | 0 | 0.042311 | 0.117057 | 0.088554 | 0 | 0.076896 | 0.042337 | 0.074716 | 0 | 0.038198 | 0.045323 | 0.041773 | 0 | 0.026976 | 0.030277 | 0 | 0 | 0.13261 | 0.043109 | 0 | 0.082796 | 0 | 0 | 0.043698 | 0 | 0.044879 | 0 | 0 | 0.042921 | 0 | 0 | 0.040019 | 0 | 0.042342 | 0 | 0 | 0.025503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135288 | 0 | 0.037868 | 0.031658 | 0 | 0.241734 | 0.126891 | 0 | 0.04153 | 0.044973 | 0 | 0.065861 | 0 | 0.039838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078745 | 0 | 0.169063 | 0 | 0.127167 | 0.066564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.029932 | 0 | 0.104385 | 0.036651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076524 | 0.039112 | 0 | 0.046426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054056 | 0.043301 | 0 | 0.041443 | 0 | 0.171912 | 0 | 0 | 0.117402 | 0 | 0.063865 | 0.290861 | 0.035793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045779 | 0.153498 | 0 | 0 | 0.040428 | 0 | 0.056559 | 0.043525 | 0 | 0.153815 |
EDAnonymous | marielazzarus | 2020/02/06 | im not even safe in my sleep. had a dream (nightmare?) that i ate a burrito. i dont even like burritos. in fact i think theyre disgusting. anyway in my dream i tried to purge the burrito and had a panic attack when nothing came out
and now my subconscious is trying to convince me that i actually did eat a burrito a... | 1.398514 | 3.725401 | 3.803986 | 84.265169 | 82.783784 | 8.024324 | 25.466216 | 8.841846 | 2.303762 | 286 | 12 | 58 | 8 | 8 | 99 | 50 | 74 | 0.235 | 0.686 | 0.079 | -0.9155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 40 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289923 | 0 | 0 | 0.253128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rottengirlbones | 2020/02/06 | affordable safe food advice? hey lovely people, i don’t know if this is the right place to post this but a girl needs help. i struggle financially and i try my best to keep my disordered eating behaviours from raising suspicion, what are your favourite safe foods? besides starving myself i eat the few things that are a... | 3.819624 | 6.332184 | 4.188245 | 83.817571 | 75.034483 | 6.976803 | 26.924765 | 8.000946 | 1.8382 | 492 | 19 | 89 | 8 | 11 | 154 | 83 | 116 | 0.16 | 0.624 | 0.216 | 0.8215 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 18 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 4 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 6 | 7 | 16 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 57 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.471962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077739 | 0.109836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103053 | 0 | 0.15422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136657 | 0 | 0 | 0.084495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075113 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113021 | 0.114001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106588 | 0 | 0.160632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118361 | 0 | 0.172106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160729 | 0.176003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16933 | 0 | 0.181367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109217 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | not_your_cello | 2020/02/06 | I can't get into a car accident until I hit my GW What if the first responders show up and they gotta cut my clothes off? Hell no bruh, not today. | 0.198182 | 1.643479 | 3.00303 | 93.124545 | 82.030303 | 6.824242 | 20.090909 | 7.793538 | 0.541473 | 113 | 3 | 28 | 2 | 3 | 40 | 31 | 33 | 0.333 | 0.667 | 0 | -0.9001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 18 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.617909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.379535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.68858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Cheap_Meal | 2020/02/06 | Emotional eating Is emotional eating considered an eating disorder? I gained 4kg in a month before due to emotional eating, maybe more in other months, my BMI is 29 and I’m only 13. | 2.457857 | 5.177175 | 5.353929 | 72.262321 | 81.857143 | 9.214286 | 23.035714 | 9.516145 | 3.056286 | 145 | 5 | 23 | 5 | 4 | 52 | 27 | 35 | 0.075 | 0.72 | 0.205 | 0.4019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.698722 | 0 | 0.576082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | imprettypathetictbh | 2020/02/06 | Why is laxative abuse so common in the ED community? Before I go on I want to state that I am in no way trying to be offensive and that my question is entirely genuine.
Laxatives work for weight loss by dehydrating you and the lost weight is entirely temporary (according to just about all of the studies that i've co... | 5.889212 | 6.827069 | 6.692924 | 74.303178 | 66.850467 | 10.226435 | 33.977303 | 10.290406 | 3.618902 | 447 | 20 | 81 | 11 | 7 | 148 | 72 | 107 | 0.192 | 0.796 | 0.012 | -0.9609 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 17 | 13 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 62 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 0.217389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18848 | 0 | 0.158048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108219 | 0.291269 | 0 | 0.670273 | 0 | 0 | 0.165558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thowaway764478 | 2020/02/06 | “How are you skinny?! What do you have an eating disorder and throw it all up? “ Yes, actually. I do. 🙄 | -2.732857 | -2.12592 | 1.781333 | 89.772 | 125.190476 | 5.489524 | 13.72381 | 6.742158 | 0.258192 | 74 | 2 | 17 | 2 | 5 | 28 | 19 | 21 | 0.121 | 0.759 | 0.121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.536148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.629675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.562187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | yikes0000 | 2020/02/06 | Can someone please comfort me and tell me it's okay to eat maintenance calories I've been relapsing real hard the past few weeks. I'm in that weird place where I've struggled with a restrictive eating disorder for years and years, but I'm currently clinically overweight and need to lose weight for my health.
But as i... | 4.247634 | 5.819104 | 5.192282 | 81.169034 | 71.290076 | 8.293435 | 26.077099 | 8.841846 | 1.979366 | 532 | 17 | 100 | 10 | 10 | 174 | 79 | 131 | 0.234 | 0.666 | 0.1 | -0.9686 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 15 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 12 | 4 | 18 | 13 | 1 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 58 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114506 | 0.124337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150591 | 0.106384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266795 | 0 | 0 | 0.158289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142155 | 0 | 0 | 0.155583 | 0.326926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169497 | 0.190796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252349 | 0 | 0.14728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141153 | 0 | 0 | 0.101103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164008 | 0 | 0.087833 | 0 | 0.11945 | 0.181337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191791 |
EDAnonymous | throwaway854951 | 2020/02/06 | post-binge guilt I'm currently in recovery but still at the early stages and i just had a pretty bad binge and i obviously feel really guilty about it and all i can think about is how i can compensate for the binge even though i know that i can not go back to restriction, so does anyone have any just tips on how to dea... | 5.257895 | 6.081534 | 5.398526 | 83.430684 | 68.210526 | 9.764211 | 25.726316 | 9.888513 | 2.103282 | 308 | 8 | 63 | 7 | 5 | 97 | 57 | 76 | 0.194 | 0.753 | 0.053 | -0.887 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 19 | 11 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 45 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.435592 | 0.236496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271268 | 0.28816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181491 | 0.278285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mgonzo11 | 2020/02/06 | im not like other girls i dont eat hot chip and lie
i eat no chip and cry | -4.908667 | -3.775313 | -0.6 | 111.238333 | 106 | 2.666667 | 6.666667 | 3.1291 | -2.866833 | 56 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 3 | 21 | 15 | 20 | 0.363 | 0.637 | 0 | -0.7514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.384211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.409934 | 0 | 0 | 0.715814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sweetchiliyeet | 2020/02/06 | i’ve been goin through it (thoughts of relapsing and testosterone) TW: numbers, descriptions of thoughts and feelings when looking at myself
wow... it’s been a while since i’ve been here... i guess it’s because for a while i was doing good, relapsing and my ed tendencies were almost completely gone from my mind for ... | 4.635099 | 5.382391 | 5.584653 | 81.814246 | 69.572484 | 8.823684 | 30.000115 | 8.998389 | 2.37451 | 4,264 | 162 | 849 | 76 | 72 | 1,405 | 352 | 1,083 | 0.12 | 0.75 | 0.13 | -0.5212 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 103 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 17 | 59 | 70 | 18 | 8 | 36 | 3 | 99 | 45 | 9 | 13 | 11 | 188 | 199 | 88 | 0 | 25 | 34 | 0 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 49 | 59 | 21 | 11 | 25 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 30 | 38 | 2 | 3 | 40 | 30 | 117 | 32 | 121 | 132 | 15 | 116 | 1 | 4 | 12 | 12 | 28 | 52 | 15 | 20 | 52 | 563 | 166 | 1 | 0.033714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101278 | 0 | 0 | 0.026961 | 0.084157 | 0 | 0 | 0.022926 | 0 | 0 | 0.038087 | 0.033435 | 0 | 0 | 0.055487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.025924 | 0.084448 | 0.205515 | 0 | 0.028688 | 0.037984 | 0.070761 | 0.059634 | 0 | 0.037448 | 0 | 0 | 0.034425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.035348 | 0.072865 | 0.037813 | 0.053835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.344974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.034835 | 0 | 0.044535 | 0.091488 | 0 | 0.032215 | 0.090899 | 0 | 0.095347 | 0 | 0.068186 | 0.024085 | 0 | 0.036932 | 0 | 0.057354 | 0.040767 | 0 | 0 | 0.374012 | 0.070456 | 0.032341 | 0.03832 | 0.084832 | 0 | 0 | 0.148557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060402 | 0 | 0.0692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112988 | 0 | 0 | 0.06697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.035188 | 0 | 0.059932 | 0 | 0.035108 | 0.148225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047626 | 0.082354 | 0.06758 | 0.02977 | 0.089506 | 0.198176 | 0.113151 | 0 | 0.028662 | 0 | 0.031901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.036724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068082 | 0 | 0.08073 | 0 | 0.049567 | 0.099993 | 0 | 0.032561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.035904 | 0.022845 | 0.025641 | 0 | 0.039556 | 0 | 0 | 0.032183 | 0.023373 | 0 | 0.035224 | 0 | 0 | 0.038007 | 0 | 0 | 0.072698 | 0.032259 | 0 | 0.033891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215978 | 0 | 0.099864 | 0 | 0 | 0.057582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.026865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.034607 | 0.083665 | 0.037895 | 0 | 0 | 0.057131 | 0 | 0.033344 | 0 | 0.119313 | 0.035934 | 0 | 0 | 0.154475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.031775 | 0 | 0.025348 | 0.054195 | 0.147336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.022398 | 0.108012 | 0 | 0.187354 | 0.039317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.029118 | 0 | 0 | 0.119311 | 0.107041 | 0.027043 | 0.328433 | 0.060625 | 0.031253 | 0 | 0.07528 | 0 | 0.032499 | 0 | 0.024544 | 0.034238 | 0 | 0.071848 | 0.073721 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | timetogetboneywoo | 2020/02/06 | That awk moment when your bf admits he finds your bestfriend hotter than you.
Like whoops there goes my 4 day streak of no purge in a second 😍😍😍she's not even skinnier than me shes just really pretty and no amout of losing weight will compare to her natural beauty lmaooko | 2.757679 | 4.761887 | 3.528 | 89.717 | 76.321429 | 5.908571 | 20.128571 | 6.742158 | 0.277461 | 221 | 5 | 44 | 2 | 5 | 70 | 49 | 56 | 0.112 | 0.656 | 0.232 | 0.8173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 25 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.45274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.492799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | silkirishroses | 2020/02/06 | I hate myself I just ate a bunch of Cheerios and they tasted good but I have to track them and I know they are going to send me over my regular carb and calorie limit. Obviously I’m going to be spending some time in the bathroom, but tomorrow I’m promising myself just to eat oatmeal and almonds all day. | 3.154194 | 4.763511 | 4.852452 | 82.358677 | 74.16129 | 6.895484 | 28.529032 | 7.554174 | 1.800377 | 242 | 10 | 46 | 3 | 5 | 82 | 45 | 62 | 0.039 | 0.869 | 0.092 | 0.4854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 34 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.454207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.504542 | 0.372311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.438247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kaitland24 | 2020/02/06 | I’m scared. But I can’t stop. | -6.4775 | -7.028034 | -2.23 | 118.175 | 136.5 | 1.6 | 4 | 3.1291 | -3.4762 | 22 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 7 | 8 | 0.63 | 0.37 | 0 | -0.6249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.767568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.640968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
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