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illygreen
2020/02/03
Was it legal for my therapist to do this I'm a minor. Last time I was in therapy the confidentiality policy was strict. It was made clear to me that it was my legal right that the info I told my therapist stayed between us. Started at Melrose recently, I'm seeing three different people. Nobody mentioned anything about ...
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miserablekid69
2020/02/03
Telling a partner about my ED? I’ve been seeing and going on dates with this person for about 2-3 weeks now but have been talking for close to 3 months or so, my eating disorder and body dysmorphia is a big part of my life, as it’s how I plan my day, I struggle with food and I throw up 4-5 times a day which is somethin...
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EDAnonymous
desertmauss
2020/02/03
november 2019: would refuse to let anyone see me eat in public February 2020: literally just ate a cream donut and thickshake walking down the street in public. I must have looked like a fucking cow and I can't believe I'm at the stage where i just dont care anymore. I really need help to stop this :((
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doubledeviiiix
2020/02/03
Needing some fashion advice.. Hey 17F :) ,My hips are 37" and I have to be a 36" for a meeting with my modelling agency. I have been working out a lot and being more healthy but the meeting is this week so don't really have the time to lose more in a healthy sustainable way. What is something I can wear that will suc...
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EDAnonymous
x_x_x_hea_x_x_x
2020/02/03
recovery struggles (tw) support is appreciated i am weight restored and have not partaken in any ed activities in years . Mostly recovered alone since mental health professionals suck for me, but still have shit thoughts and feel disgusting/insecure i can not do any form of restriction since even slight non intuitive...
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EDAnonymous
gayboycarti
2020/02/03
perks of having ed i have saved enough unused lunch money to buy animal crossing nintendo switch
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EDAnonymous
LadyTigerBomb
2020/02/03
Possible TW: It’s February and it’s itching towards warmer weather and I hate it. I know it’s only February 3rd. I know winter in Chicago lasts into April. It doesn’t matter...warmer weather is coming. I hate the heat. My outfits are just jeans and a large oversized hoodie. I’m so content hiding in my large hoodie. ...
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EDAnonymous
Blue_Jar
2020/02/03
Meeting friends from high school sure is fun Best joke of the night was my friend saying “remember when we all were starving ourselves to fit our prom dresses? So glad we got past that.” I nervously chuckled. 10 year reunion is in 4 months and my brain has decided I’m not allowed to go unless I fit into my old uniform ...
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EDAnonymous
humblehearts
2020/02/03
Mother is an asshole So I read my pediatricians write up to another hospital (written around december 2018ish) and it talks about how my mother thinks my AN was ‘self-limited to gain attention from recovery’ like wow now I know why my doctors treated me like shit but also that’s gotta be the biggest joke ever. I need t...
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EDAnonymous
sushi_chobab
2020/02/03
Any discord servers for ana? I want a Ed discord server I can join to get bullied on any suggestions?
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EDAnonymous
Uni-Applicant
2020/02/03
MyProana glitch? Sorry if this doesn't fit here, but I was wondering if anyone else would be facing a similar issue and know how to deal with it? I've signed up for MyProana roughly a week ago, and it initially said that new members saw the Mandatory New Member Reading for one day after signing up. It's been about a we...
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EDAnonymous
Spooky__spaghetti
2020/02/03
I can't fast or restrict anymore. Ever since I've been living alone I've put on a lot of weight. I started at 140pounds and I'm probably in the upper 170s. I'm 6'1" female for reference. I used to be terrified to eat infront of anyone which meant I didn't eat. Now that I live alone and I'm older I eat a bunch of junk...
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EDAnonymous
iwanttobedainty
2020/02/03
I binged on 2357 calories haha Thought I was finished after the first 1000 cals but then my mums friend came over and brought her homemade butter chicken and rice that I love so much and I had 2 servings of it and ended with 2357 calories. Ready for death, lol me now.
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EDAnonymous
asennau
2020/02/03
“Perk” of Bulimia I used to have a TERRIBLE gag reflex but now I can suck dick like a pro.
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EDAnonymous
BladeOnMyBody
2020/02/03
What’s happened to me? i eat , yeah? i eat .... well, sometimes. but yet my brain just can’t piss off! all i think about is food all the time, how many hours i’ve got till i’m done with my fast, how much calories i’ve consumed throughout the day , the logging the burning the crying the weighing the purging the resistin...
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EDAnonymous
Isaidbiiiitttttttchh
2020/02/03
PSA if you live near a vitamin shoppe go check out their sales rack. I picked up a ton of Quest bars and cookies for 50-75% off today. I had to restrain myself from buying all of the bars in the store. No regrets, but man if I run out before the next sale I’ll be sad ☹️.
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larry4lyfe
2020/02/03
I actually managed to put a bag of chips away without eating the whole thing. Holy shit It may not seem like much to everyone else, but I'm so proud of the fact that I didn't binge OR purge it. This is such a huge deal to me tbh
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throwway19837
2020/02/03
Worried that I'm getting worse since seeking counseling??? Hi, it's my first time posting here. I know this isn't really what this sub is for but I'm plastering Reddit with this hoping to get any sort of answer. Warning!! Content here may be triggering for people who are also going through eating issues. I've had an ...
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dovah9
2020/02/03
That superbowl party binge and purge tho 🙌 Eatin a bunch, purging, goin back for more and the cycle repeats... gotta love it
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EDAnonymous
k_otamatone
2020/02/03
I don’t like lunch I don’t like lunch. I never have. I doubt I ever will. When I’m at school, my good friend always *makes* me eat lunch. Literally. She has shoved food in my mouth before on days I didn’t bring anything to eat. I’m having a really bad couple of days and I really, really don’t think I can sit there and ...
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EDAnonymous
breadphobic
2020/02/03
Me: gets excited reading you burn extra calories on your period Also me: remembers I have an eating disorder and haven’t had a period in months
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deudeo
2020/02/03
Should I tell my psychiatrist? Basically I already see a psych, and I was thinking about opening up about this stuff. I’ve never been diagnosed, but I’m not sure if I want to be. Is there any risk in telling my doctor? She might already have a hint, since I talked way too much about how my weight loss is healthy... she...
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mrsnoire
2020/02/03
U wish you was anorexic You wish you was like her, she really is anorexic. My BF just said. He knows my eating behaviors, my overexercising, my just prescribed new med bc my Doctor told me I'm too thin, he knows all, and he said this, and despite everything he wanted to have sex. I told him to leave and now I am havin...
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alittlewiser
2020/02/03
January was a test run All right guys Feb is when I’m for real for real getting my shit together I was just playin last month
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thebluecrest
2020/02/03
Superbowl Superbinge As a vegan, I thought I was safe at a Superbowl party but they had vegan options!!! 🥴🥴🥴🥴 Can I get a witness?! Pls send help.
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victorysflame
2020/02/03
Weightlifting makes ED a win-win situation Since I've been weightlifting I have been having a MUCH greater relationship with food. We all know that skinny fat doesn't look good, so when I eat more than I would like my mind thinks "well at least It's going to be great for your gainz although you're not loosing weight" a...
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EDAnonymous
SalmaA158
2020/02/03
Purging the WRONG FOODS (TW) So I am trying to “recover” from bulimia and it has sort of been working (went from 4-5 times a day to maybe like 3 times a week) but today was not a good day. So here I am minding my own business eating a healthy meal with a decent portion of chicken, rice and salad and fighting my urge t...
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EDAnonymous
abdie39
2020/02/03
Does anyone have tips on how to feel less tired? I feel so tired by like 3:00 and can never do anything. Anything that I could do to help?
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loonantifa
2020/02/03
idk how some of y’all can drink coke zero yeah it’s 0 calories but i still feel like i’m getting so fat from it 🥴 idk if it’s cuz it’s a soda or what but i can’t finish it. Man
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achillet
2020/02/03
silly ig this may be nsfw/thinspo (??) but I've found what's been really getting to me has been skinny characters, like DRAWN characters, which is absurd because of course the anatomy can be completely NUTS in a drawing and I'll think, what on earth, \*I\* could look like that! It's actually caused me so much frustrati...
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torgled
2020/02/03
Avoiding laxitive abuse If you are someone who struggles with laxitive abuse then I really would advise that you try seek alternatives available to you before it does you serious harm! There are non stimulating laxitives that work by just adding more fibre to bulk up your movements, however they can have disappointingl...
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ughasif15
2020/02/03
getting triggered by my own paranoia currently on the verge of a panic attack over triggering myself hehe ! so today i’ve convinced myself that my body dysmorphia has actually flipped and i’m seeing myself a lot smaller than i actually am, which isn’t helped by people suggesting going to the gym with them all the ti...
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ferngl
2020/02/04
Such a sharp pain in my stomach I cant do shit about Ik this isn't a doctors office but I dont want to go there and be "my stomach hurts a lot idk why, also I'm bulimic". I've no other specification but that it is around the left lower middle of my torso. It also ain't cramps
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EDAnonymous
imayremember8
2020/02/04
WhatsApp group Hi everyone! Would any of you be interested in a WhatsApp group? I am struggling with binging right now and I feel like it would help in the moment to be able to text someone. I'm 24F from Europe. 😊
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EDAnonymous
anonnnn_5
2020/02/04
The majority of beautiful female celebrities (actresses, models) have an underweight bmi It's the truth people prefer to ignore. It's pretty obvious if we take a look at the body stats, though. As long as your bmi is not under 16, people keep compliment your malnourished body, saying it's "goals", "perfect", "so slim a...
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EDAnonymous
wrinkle-crease
2020/02/04
just found out my job is doing massive layoffs in the next few months. my first thought: perfect way to lose my appetite and jump start my weight loss!!!
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poopystinky7
2020/02/04
little ed things no one talks about: tw gross cw for Gastrointestinal Talk & physical symptoms 🤡 >!being either constipated or having diarrhea, but having bowel movements the size of a quarter everytime.!< ALSO idk if this is just a me thing or cuz its winter but >!the skin on my fingers spl...
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Leading_Failure
2020/02/04
I feel sick after a binge I feel so disgusted and disappointed with myself. I feel like I’m about to throw up or explode and I have to go somewhere. Anyway for me to feel physically better quickly or to avoid binges in the long term? I feel like my life is spiraling out of control and that I’m powerless to do anything.
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back2decembr
2020/02/04
The lady who works in the mail room in my apartment building told me that they’re worried about me because I’m too thin And now I feel soooo uncomfortable and also wow I must have body dysmorphia and I am a clown 🤡 People really just shouldn’t comment on other people’s bodies ever... I know she was trying to be help...
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EDAnonymous
imdead-inside_uwu_
2020/02/04
I see this as an absolute win! That epic moment when i have the flu and now a repressed appetite and diarrhea as a result
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teamtwisty
2020/02/04
Best US eating disorder facilities? Out of curiosity, what has been the best place and why?
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ilovespaghettifuck
2020/02/04
Do y’all ever get annoyed when people come into the room when you’re about to start tour weird eating rituals I’m sitting in the graduate lounge at my school about to tear all of the raviolis in my lean cuisine apart with my hands so I can eat one side and then the cheese and then the other side, and my friend comes in...
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SupportButNotLucio
2020/02/04
I posted a photo of my face in a discord Someone said I looked like eugenia cooney. Why does that make me feel so good it shouldnt
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syntheticseasalt
2020/02/04
i...haven’t purged in 176 days??? I’ve never posted here but i just realized i haven’t purged since AUGUST and im still going strong???? Wow??? Holy fuck??
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MsFaceless
2020/02/04
How many calories does crying burn? Ugly crying and cant stop even though my eye balls hurt and theres barely tears from dehydration.
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writingtosay
2020/02/04
Wow I really can’t eat normally So much easier to just...not eat... than it is to eat 3 healthy, balanced, low cal meals. Might be easy for normal people to meal plan and whatnot but I’m way too distorted and disordered to be normal at this point soooo ima skip the mental anguish and just fucking starve. Sad but true.
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EDAnonymous
mknzngcnb
2020/02/04
Upcoming intake app After eight months on a waitlist, I have finally gotten an intake appointment at my local ed treatment centre! On one hand I am excited to finally get professional help and on the other hand I feel invalid as i’ve been in consistent self recovery the past 6 months and have never been underweight thr...
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EDAnonymous
ignoremypresence
2020/02/04
Boyfriend of ED survivor and I need help My girlfriend has a history of ED starting from when she was really young and was perpetuated by a particularly terrible ex who made her count calories and such. Despite all of this, she has come so far from that and she works every day to get better. However, as with all addic...
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thewanderingvegan
2020/02/04
Restricting to Be lOvEd My significant other told me that they weren’t attracted to me, didn’t like having sex with me because I’m fat. So we haven’t slept together in over a month. We’ve been together a year and I’m 30 pounds lighter than when we started. I know I’m fat. But he did too, and I’m trying. It’s SO m...
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EDAnonymous
Astrozombie23
2020/02/04
Anyone else work at Starbucks? Yeah can I get a venti ice water? Maybe a banana too if I feel like I’m gonna pass out? Breathing in deeply while taking food out of the oven counts as eating, right?
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EDAnonymous
ModernGardening
2020/02/04
i binge-ate this morning because i was extremely stressed out about something i've never binged before and i let myself do it just this once but then the thing i was stressed out about was resolved so now idk what to do with myself lol
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EDAnonymous
bitchcaffeinated
2020/02/04
Tried to eat like a normal person, but... I went to a restaurant for lunch feeling confident enough with not knowing the calories, eating in front of people in public. But I forgot how HUGE restaurant portions were. I only could eat half my plate and it was way too much, too fast. Ended up giving me a stomach ache and ...
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EDAnonymous
franetics
2020/02/04
Hungry!? Again?? You just ate yesterday smh @ myself
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EDAnonymous
not_mr_hunnybunny
2020/02/04
Stressing out y'all In the past month my friend has lost twice the amount of weight I've accomplished losing and I'm already depressed and so close on the verge of crying without adding that to it. My husband says: well it's probably bc she's starving herself. And here's me: ......... yeeeeah that's what it is.... 😭😭...
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ajago12598
2020/02/04
Almost vomited all over my schools library Sometimes I’ll get kinda hypoglycemia-y when I restrict. I didn’t think I was going too hard but apparently I did. First was shakiness and shit which I’m used to, but then I felt like I was gonna puke. I run to the bathroom which was empty (yay!). Someone comes in (no!) so I r...
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EDAnonymous
mromcl
2020/02/04
i just got out of residential after being in one for 40 days i don't know how to feel right now but i know that i can make things right hopefully (: just wanted to tell somebody
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EDAnonymous
the-cytoplasm
2020/02/04
I weighed myself like I knew and shouldn't and now I'm back on my bullshit. For some reason just knowing my weight fucked me up. I binged last night because I felt like shit and now I'm back on my "1200 kcals a day and going to the gym for hours" bullshit. So, like I keep telling my clown ass, THIS is the time I'm losi...
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EDAnonymous
VegetarianCurry
2020/02/04
I got my period back!!! I have been feeling down in the dumps lately, and I've had some constipation.. I thought it was because of the flu. I went go the bathroom and noticed I was bleeding. Like, period bleeding. My brain went like: (-_-) ... (o3o)!!! OMG! My body is recovering!!! By the way, is it true that I mi...
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EDAnonymous
veetrayal
2020/02/04
Morning skinny, where did you go? Fuck nursing school. Two years ago, me, having the Time of My Life. Almost to my gw. Down 100lbs. "Happy". People praising me for doing SUCH A GREAT JOB. Obsessed with the mirror. Obsessed with buying clothes. I'M NEVER GONNA GAIN THE WEIGHT BACK. Threw away all my "fat clothes". Me, ...
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EDAnonymous
coveredinsound
2020/02/04
recovery limbo tw some numbers, binging i'm having one of those days (like, every day) where i don't know what to do. recently got dumped by my partner of seven years and lost ten pounds reeeal quick. another eight or so and i would've been approaching underweight, and i know i looked real thin (like, for me... not *a...
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EDAnonymous
momonomino
2020/02/04
I think I'm broken My husband went on a work trip yesterday. It is only a one day trip. I've been working so hard to try and lose weight (the right way) because I'm seriously overweight but because he wasn't here I got wine drunk and B/Ped for the first time in years. I just missed food so much... but now I hate mys...
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EDAnonymous
Ranolden
2020/02/04
Apparently humans require food to be alive Waking up incredibly weak, dizzy, and generally out of sorts after fasting four days isn't the most fun I've had. Not wanting to go to the hospital if that continues, or gets worse has been decent encouragement to try this "recovery" thing
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EDAnonymous
AkumaRyoshi
2020/02/04
DAE smell food when it isnt there while fasting? Theres no food cooking but I swear to God I just smelled pasta and sauce. I do have a history of auditory hallucinations, but has anyone else had this happen?
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EDAnonymous
lozzy1400
2020/02/04
Omg I did it again!! I ate 1200 calories today. I was going well at 550 and BAM I ate another 650 which I didn’t need to do I wasn’t even hungry! I just know I will gain weight and I’m so scared. I was making great progress! How can I stop myself from such a binge in the future!?!? Please help. I want to lose weight be...
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EDAnonymous
nicoismysophobic
2020/02/04
I had a binge at 2:00 a.m I regret it. A lot. Usually I am able to control myself and stop but this time I couldn't.. T_T
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wickedpainful
2020/02/04
What food has your ED ruined for you *tw mention of purging* I don't know if it's just me, but I physically cannot stomach certain foods anymore, and I think it's due to some Pavlov's dog kinda shit. I'm so used to purging specific foods that if I smell or eat them now my body automatically wants to vomit. Cornflakes a...
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cloverfeild
2020/02/04
Trying a different approach I was bulimic in middle/high school then stopped my senior year because my period was all wacky. After high school I moved to the city with my boyfriend and I was doing fine not purging or thinking about myself at all. Then when I turned 20 I had my baby and was traumatized by all the mornin...
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EDAnonymous
sofieex
2020/02/04
HAHAHAHHAA KILL ME I recently started birth control and I’ve been so hungry and eating a bit more like more rice cakes with pb bc it’s the only thing that fills me up and even though ive been under my TDEE I’m freaking out :,))
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EDAnonymous
Sirius_Blackk
2020/02/04
Mirrors TW Hi thereee. I’m pretty new here and this is the first time posting. Sigh IDK where to begin. In my apartment. My bathroom mirror makes my butt and legs appear to have so much cellulite. I have been going crazy for months. Over the Christmas Holidays I go to my moms and then my dads house and swear m...
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EDAnonymous
GeraldBones
2020/02/04
Why do I waste my calories on terrible ass food Why can’t I binge on delicious cake or an actual fucking meal instead of scarfing down week old tortillas and grocery store bakery croissants
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EDAnonymous
chlo_motion
2020/02/04
went to target i went to target for a hair band, left with chips and ice cream and candy. that place is cursed
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thatdabgirl710
2020/02/04
Coworker Conversation Context: sitting in the break room. I’m just chilling. Coworker 1 has a tiny bowl of rice and chicken leftovers. Coworker 2: I’m gunna go pick up food, anyone want me to get them something? Me: nah but thanks I’m good :) Coworker 1: actually, would you mind stopping at Taco Bell? I brought s...
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calidreaminla
2020/02/04
Guess I have magical fat!!! Wtf I’m so annoyed. I’ve been averaging 700-800 cals a day for the semester, so like three weeks now. I work out through doing a martial art five days a week. SOMEHOW I LOOK FATTER TODAY WTF. I had to get my picture taken in for a check in system and I look like a fucking chipmunk with chi...
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EDAnonymous
joyintheordinary
2020/02/04
DAE hate it when their BF compliments their boobs?? The other day my BF told me my boobs looked "super good-like they've been growing"... I KNOW he meant it as a compliment, and that any other normal human would genuinely take it as one, but instead it just totally triggered me. He could definitely tell it upset me (a...
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AureliaUni
2020/02/04
Feeling numb of hunger I’ve eaten so little this past month that almost the smallest thing makes me full Like i’d eat eat a single kiss chocolate or one slice of apple and I just stop feeling hungry
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EDAnonymous
recordlace
2020/02/04
I’m so over fighting about the dishes constantly I just won’t make any dirty dishes anymore! Congrats dude, you have successfully bitches enough to trigger my ED! Say goodbye to my bomb ass meals, like dank burgers, amazing cakes, and all the crazy delicious things I used to make! Catch me eating a granola bar and Di...
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Swanabe
2020/02/04
Anyone else’s partner get (rightfully) suspicious, and keep them from fully being on their ED bullshit? I lived with my ex for 3 years and he never once noticed/cared about the fact that I’d starve myself. He was a bit judgy when I had bingey phases but didn’t clock it as ED behavior (just gluttony, which it also was),...
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_isglass
2020/02/04
guys im gonna binge on nachos and baked goods And not only am i gonna regret it but im gonna punish myself for the rest of the week
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EDAnonymous
syndikals
2020/02/04
Unsolicited food issues. Lately I have been getting a ton of unsolicited food from my family and it makes me feel terrible because that food (since it is normally high calorie and unsafe) either gets thrown away or b/p'd later on. How do I explain/kindly deny this food since in the end it will be wasted. It makes me fe...
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EDAnonymous
bleulivide
2020/02/04
Can we talk about bowel movements ? Sorry just a PSA I’m about to be very TMI & disgusting but hey, what’s new ?! Very on brand for me ! I used to be lucky if I could shit more than once a week, but lately I’ve been eating like a whale/elephant hybrid for the past two days & I’ve had to push some BIG ones out ...
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EDAnonymous
tiadara_f
2020/02/04
body dysmorphia everyone talks about struggling with what they see in the mirror on this thread, but i don’t know how to explain it to anyone else. they will have this naive perception of ed, “yeah yeah you think you’re bigger.” no, like I look in the mirror and see who I was 3 years ago, sophomore year of high schoo...
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EDAnonymous
LightheadedFairy
2020/02/04
Heart Attacks and Binging? I need to know I'm not alone with this, I had heavily restricted for a few days and am now binging, and I binged last night, but my whole body feels sore and kinda numb including my face and neck, does anyone know what this is?? I feel like I'm being stupid but im scared, and am finding nothi...
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EDAnonymous
fancyshitballs
2020/02/04
My sister just grabbed my chin and said “I love you but you’ve gotten fat.” Okay, thanks. RIP me.
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EDAnonymous
strawberryfrogs
2020/02/04
my ed has done nothing for me i developed my ed a little over a year ago and since then i have gained .. a lot of weight. every now and then i go through about a week of not binging, sometimes i lose weight but i always gain it back. so why do i keep doing this? why do i keep saying to myself “no, i’m getting back on t...
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EDAnonymous
bibbles9
2020/02/04
My stomach doesn't growl when I'm hungry (recovery) Does anyone else experience this? Like I only feel like my stomach is about to growl most of the time but it just gives me pangs and I have a jittery, nauseous but hungry feeling. Sometimes I salivate a lot, but sometimes I don't at all. I get it confused with nausea ...
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EDAnonymous
Ineedsomedamsnacks
2020/02/04
Curse you Peanut M&Ms. That's all.
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EDAnonymous
silv1022
2020/02/04
Coming to terms with the fact that I have a large frame. I used to beat myself up, a lot, growing up about my weight and how I should ideally weigh 120 lbs (I'm 5'4 for reference). Within 2 years my weight jumped from 130 to 160, and I was highly upset, when I creeped up to 185 I used (terrible) tactics to jump back to...
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alavenderwitch
2020/02/05
Is anyone else is nursing school? Are your instructors weird about eating disorders? Disclaimer that I love my program, and my instructors. They're lovely, they focus on a holistic approach to evidence based care, and I genuinely believe they care about me doing well and being successful. But. When ED comes up, and i...
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laecaf945
2020/02/05
Hand always cold Fucking hate it
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EDAnonymous
lillgall
2020/02/05
WHEN IS THE BREAKUP GLOW UP GONNA HAPPEN Cause all I got was an extra 15 lbs to lose 😔
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EDAnonymous
Heipos
2020/02/05
DAE put on a corset/waist trainer when they feel the most depressive? I feel like the waist trainer gives me security. Its tightness kinda feels like an embrace plus I feel safe knowing that for once my back ( I have lordosis ) is straight.
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LifeAsMagic
2020/02/05
My ED brain after fasting all day: "Is 6pm is an acceptable time to go to bed?" Yes. Why yes it is.
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EDAnonymous
hcesW863
2020/02/05
God had a sense of humor (TW numbers) I just weighed myself and I’m 125. Now I’m at the store and guess what the lady behind me in line says? “I should be 125 for my height. I haven’t been that small since high school. I can’t believe I let myself go” I just found it so funny that she said THAT specific number.
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EDAnonymous
cardormanhookhand
2020/02/05
Tfw youre supposed 2b restricting But ur so sad that you're actually considering getting ice cream to cheer urself up
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EDAnonymous
MissChienIK
2020/02/05
Why can't I be normal? I have no energy. Thinking of eating bread or sugar scares me. Today I saw someone mindlessly eating peanut M&M's. I couldn't fathom being that casual about eating, and not feeling guilty about it. My boyfriend is awesome and always helping other people. I'm the anti social one who'd rather ...
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flowersaregrowin
2020/02/05
I’m scared of losing my period,,, Okay so I’m restricting/fasting again. I’m currently underweight, I’ve never lost my period but lately I’ve been scared of this eventuality.... on the one hand my disordered mind would be proud cause that would mean I’m valid but rationally I’m scared af. If someone could tell me what ...
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TassieM
2020/02/05
Determining What is Normal I’m finding I’m having a hard time determining what a normal amount is to eat, and how many times I should eat in a day? If I eat anymore than two meals in a day, I feel like I’m binging. What is healthy? I’ve been recovered for a few years, but have been struggling a bit lately. So I feel l...
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EDAnonymous
0kcalbody
2020/02/05
failed my "recovery" long story short i tried to recover and eat what i want without counting calories, it resulted in me eating junk food for a solid month and gaining back all the kgs that took so long to lose. ive never felt so insecure in my entire life. i hate myself, i hate the fact that i bought sweets because i...
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