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wasteyrself666
2020/02/25
tips for dealing with guilt from overeating/binging? and maybe tips to help control the urge to do so? idk i just feel completely shitty, more than i usually feel, because i set a guide for how i should eat because i just kept overeating/binging and then i went over it and now i just wanna cry also the use of overe...
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dumbfeels
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wanted to drop this song here for anybody having a garbage day ajj has been one of my favorite bands since i was 16 and this song on the new album hit me super hard. i love you guys, i hope you are going to be okay, im sorry that we have to have bodies. stay alive. [body terror song - ajj](https://youtu.be/Ti8YPQF6hl...
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ashleytjy
2020/02/25
Mixed feelings So I dont have a scale but I think I'm around 37kg now. (I'm 152cm -> BMI ~16?) and I'm currently working in an office. Just yesterday at 1pm (most workers go off at 12-1pm) one of my coworkers saw me and asked if I was going to eat. I shrugged a response and he said that I needed to eat because I wa...
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aloneandanon
2020/02/25
chewing and spitting yall im on keto right now (for about a month) and literally got gout ... from it.. anyway i miss carbs, yall got any beginners guide things to say to help me chew and spit
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joeigi17
2020/02/25
Sad mindset ...no one ever hears "hey you look great did you gain 10lbs" it's always did you lose weight. And it feels like I'll never hear hey you look great did you lose weight. My mind today said I had to be a fat girl with a Ed and not a skinny girl with a Ed .... I'm studying psychology know this thinking is wrong...
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EDAnonymous
Ririvee
2020/02/25
Blood in purge? I'm fairly new to purging and have only done it a few times a week for the past month or so. But the last two times I've purged I noticed tiny little red specs which I determined was probably blood. After seeing those I panicked for a bit, but got over it. That was until today when after I decided to pu...
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HTDpetrichor
2020/02/25
When literally anything goes wrong in my life I'm like "right, that's me starting a 24 hour fast" As if it'll solve everything
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EDAnonymous
jsweetie2
2020/02/25
Did MPA get taken down? It’s not working on my phone! Praying it hasn’t been taken down..
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WhatAMessImMaking
2020/02/25
the way my hands shake when i’m trying to pack a bowl ... is literally insane or if i use them for really anything but especially in this situation
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dumpsterboyy
2020/02/26
Advice on nausea I used to purge a lot and have since mostly stopped, but I’ve had increasing issues with feeling extreme nausea every time I experience hunger. It’s getting to be very distracting. Tums help a little bit but only for so long. I think if i got more protein in my diet that would help, but i live in a bar...
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EDAnonymous
Hackerman6942069
2020/02/26
I want to get stronger I am a sophmore in highschool and have weightlifting. I was actually looking forward to the class at first, thinking maybe I would be able to get a bit stronger. Nope. My bullshit eating disorder wont let me. I never ate lunch last semester, I would eat dinner and that would be all, or purge if...
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EDAnonymous
GruntleTheFuKGremlin
2020/02/26
Having awful restriction thoughts while finishing binge leftovers from yesterday If I put it in yesterday's calorie count that's basically fasting, right?
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blackskiesfemme
2020/02/26
Recovery Record and logging food: Does it help? [Possible TW] I have been seeing a dietician/ed counselor for almost 9 months for BED/BN [binge/restrict patterns] and have logged all meals, binges, snacks, etc in the app Recovery Record so my counselor can actively review and comment on meals, etc. I try not to count c...
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EDAnonymous
Destiny_319
2020/02/26
Frustrating I want to recover and not be constantly worried about food and calories, but my grandma is going to a weight loss doctor where eats 1285cals a day with a labor intense job and she’s losing quicker than I had been. I’m honestly trying to get better this time but it’s so hard when she’s losing like that.
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EDAnonymous
powerofgodandanime69
2020/02/26
wearing heels makes me 5'8"-> my short friends I usually walk with are 5'0" and 4'10"-> I look huge next to them -> tall=big -> big=fat -> this is evidence I'm fat ED logic be wack
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EDAnonymous
koshkiikafe
2020/02/26
“Body frame size” CONFUSION So to keep it short and basic, I’m 5’3 and my lowest weight wasn’t below 110. I’m currently in the middle to high weight for my height and BMI but I don’t look big? And when I was a healthy lower weight, everyone told me I looked “sick” and like it was too much. And I’ll agree, looking at pi...
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EDAnonymous
sweet_febreeze
2020/02/26
Pro tip Fruit roll ups are only 60 cals!!
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EDAnonymous
DevonDeviant
2020/02/26
(TW: ED relapse) Guess who's back on his bullshit... Been calorie counting INTENSELY the past few days, working out twice a day, having panic attacks whenever I go over 500 cals... not okay lmao
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EDAnonymous
pinktonberry
2020/02/26
I just did my first successful purge after months of trying I know I should be ashamed. I know I shouldn’t be doing it. But I’m really proud that I finally did it... Previously, I’d counteract the binges with going to gym for multiple hours the next day or fasting. I was always unsuccessful at purging because my gag r...
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procrastinatingchick
2020/02/26
Food is literally the only way to cope that works for me... I feel so broken The last few weeks I was doing really well, I got my binges somewhat under control and had a lot of days where I was restricting around 1000kcal without too much difficulty. Then I passed my last exam (yay) and started going to the gym. But no...
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EDAnonymous
AlienLoveTriangle
2020/02/26
Told myself I'd give up cheat days and stick to fasting for Lent. Boss bought me Girl Scout cookies. I'm just wistfully sniffing them and wishing I could take a bite. I'm not even Catholic lmao. Just an excuse to get myself to stick to something...
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EDAnonymous
no-u-dont-know-me
2020/02/26
porn model so skinny her tail bone was sticking out and it looked almost painful that’s the only thing that’s made me come in weeks, she’s what I want to be as disgusting and scary as that is. her body being my ideal was the only thing i could get off to. any other ED people feel like through judging yourself and other...
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EDAnonymous
AsteriskGlimmer
2020/02/26
I just started spitting and chewing TRIGGER WARNING ED I have been involved in an the ED lifestyle since I was 8 years old, I am now 29 years old. I have used it as a way to control my emotions towards trauma and my overall life. I have always focused on primarily bulimia but sometimes anorexia. It's strange to me now ...
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firstreconberet
2020/02/26
How to cope with being above a certain weight? See the title, any tips on dealing with the mental stress of going above a safe weight? I have a number that I’m deathly terrified of being over and due to a mix of a couple days of binging and water retention due to a supplement I take, I’m slightly over that safe weight....
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EDAnonymous
Zebopzedewop69420
2020/02/26
How can I help my girlfriend who is bulemic? As much as I would like to get her to go to therapy of some sort, financially, that's not an option. Is there any way I can help her with harm reduction, and some dos and donts about how to talk about this subject?
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takemehome4real
2020/02/26
Disordered eating or who knows I've always been tall and skinny. When I was younger I'd get comments or other incidents that indicated people thought I had an eating disorder. Sometimes when my mental health is really bad I do struggle with my eating but I don't know if I've ever struggled enough to get formally diagno...
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EDAnonymous
I_own_18_penguins
2020/02/26
Do amputees have lower bmis? I compulsively measure my thigh circumference with my hands. I saw a photo somewhere while my eating disorder was in its developing stages of somebody saying "please help I'm underweight" and they had their thumbs meeting on their thigh, where their hands were wrapped around and the thigh w...
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EDAnonymous
SHybrid
2020/02/26
Seriously reddit?? TW Me: *decides to dare and have a piece of cake* *opens reddit* "THE EFFECTS OF OBESITY MIRROR THOSE OF AGEING!!!!!!!"
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EDAnonymous
notmehun-
2020/02/26
Another level of AGHH confiding in someone!?? Does anyone feel this? So, meet the best guy ever. We are together, we seem to be able to talk about anything and everything... so I’m a brave girl and explain the shit show that is my ED. Felt good in that moment ... Now, it’s a whole new dimension of pressure and strug...
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EDAnonymous
porksiomae
2020/02/26
I'm done with being fat That's it, I've had it. From now on I'll only eat one apple or pear for a day. I'm so sick and tired of being fat.
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EDAnonymous
Ariana_Rex
2020/02/26
There are no wrong answers except mine :') lights up on \*Me\*, in the present, enjoying \*Luke Warm Chardonnay\* in my childhood bedroom and knowing I have extra cals, bytch, ... whennnnnn **~~FYCKJ~~** i cLICK on INSTagraM refresh??? Apparently??? omg I fuck ME i had the app deleted bc i am a woman in COOLVIL...
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EDAnonymous
Canuckinfortybelow
2020/02/26
I don’t have an eating disorder First post here, please delete if not allowed: These are the things I’ve been telling myself the last couple of years. I know these are incredibly harmful thoughts. But for some reason I don’t really care. I want to care, and I want to stop these thoughts and get help. But it’s just eas...
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EDAnonymous
paraphrasis
2020/02/26
Just called in sick to work because I ate 1500 calories of sugar before 6am, and my blood sugar is through the roof Today is going great so far! I’m 27 years old, have a great and interesting new job, and yet I’m lying about having the flu because my ED is once again fucking me over. Sigh.
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EDAnonymous
SaturdayNightCity
2020/02/26
Turns out I'm not anorexic! I had a spoonful of icecream a few minutes ago so yeah, turns out I've been faking it this entire time Water fasting for two days to compensate
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EDAnonymous
sadstressedpumpkin
2020/02/26
why has my eating disorder never made me skinny !!!! 8 years in and I still haven’t gotten skinny. luv it 😙🤪 but rly. what’s it all been for then!!
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EDAnonymous
faYEEHAW
2020/02/26
Maintenance calories Honestly feeling like shit cause I ate my maintenance calories today. I’m M and I’m 6’1 so they are quite high (2500) for me, but I normally eat half of that and I just feel rly shitty and like a failure lol. Trying not to punish myself for it but it’s so hard T_T
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EDAnonymous
feisty_devil
2020/02/26
What is it like not to be constantly tired? Im tired all the time, I dont feel like doing anything when Im awake. Going to bed at 2pm soon after getting home, and just laying here until morning the next day. If my Cat wasnt yelling at me at 5am to get up and get ready to go out, I would stay here for longer I think of...
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EDAnonymous
lol-idk-anymore
2020/02/26
silly brain reddit suggested fasting groups to me and after for some reason obsessively scrolling through them my dumb ass disordered brain was like... anorexia is an acceptable diet trend now? time to hop off the recovery train and get back on my shit. 🤪
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EDAnonymous
caffeineandanxiety
2020/02/26
TW!!! Is anyone else feeling really Bad about ED Awareness Week? My campus is doing something really nice for it, and I'm just really struggling with it all. I don't know how much I can say, I don't want to get this taken down. I just would like to know if anyone else is feeling a similar way? And maybe some advice in ...
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EDAnonymous
ak528015
2020/02/26
definitely hit a new low restricted my calories successfully today. but then my BF came over for dinner, with WINGS. i couldn’t eat any more calories so i licked the buffalo sauce off each of his eaten wings. only 17 calories according to the website. love that for me!!! super attractive i bet!!!!
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EDAnonymous
toasterbrained
2020/02/26
my catchphrase should be “this is my last binge, i swear...” cause i say it so damn much!!!! real shit though, it’s just a never ending cycle. i feel like i’ll never know how to eat like a normal person
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EDAnonymous
gabbycocco
2020/02/26
Hot sauce Does anyone use hot sauce do suppress appetite? Does it work? I think it’ll help me feel better about eating a whole plate
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EDAnonymous
shekeepsreceipts
2020/02/26
rant: straight ed and queer ed support groups i used to find myself just getting sucked into reading straight women's posts on the old sub and this was in my early 20s so yes i was judging them hardcore. but as someone who was physically abused for being queer their problems did genuinely feel less severe than mine. no...
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EDAnonymous
Gees_sass
2020/02/26
Adjusting to after-affects of sharing mental health with family My parents recently became aware of my eating disorder. I don't feel comfortable explaining all of it but it was kind of my choice to tell them, I sort of blurted it out in intake therapy? So far one parent has been coming and asking me after I eat if I pl...
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EDAnonymous
honeymilkflowers
2020/02/26
stomach noises and ex bulimia purge free for 12 days now and something i’ve noticed after 2 years of being bulimic is that i have thoroughly fucked up my digestive system. my stomach is constantly growling/gurgling even when i’m not hungry at all and it’s embarrassing :/ will this stop eventually? or is this something ...
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EDAnonymous
grapplebutter
2020/02/26
experiences with eating disorders anonymous? so my therapist recommended i reach out to some ed support groups. i searched them up in my area and found an eating disorders anonymous meeting not too far from me. the only thing is i’m 16 and i’m worried about it being a group full of adults? i’m not really sure, since i ...
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EDAnonymous
DolphinRabies
2020/02/26
The urge to purge is real I just made the most delicious meatloaf ever for family dinner, and after a 48 hour fast I decided to make a plate and ate waaaay too much. I feel so uncomfortably full and I'm trying so hard not to purge. I've been purge free for like a year but I want this food out of me like right now :( T...
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EDAnonymous
the_shame_alt
2020/02/26
i don't have body dysmorphia. tw: mention of disordered thoughts/behaviors, no specific numbers i feel kind of out of place in ed communities because i don't really have the same issue with body dysmorphia as most others do. i know i'm not overweight (anymore), and i can acknowledge how my body has changed, and my app...
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EDAnonymous
VodkaSodaSpirit
2020/02/27
being sick means my appetite is like gone 👌🏻 but my crazy antibiotics will make me sick to my stomach if i don’t eat AND potential steroid weight gain??? 🖕🏻 rip me
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EDAnonymous
PersephoneHazard
2020/02/27
Further proof that I am a teenage girl cosplaying a grown-ass woman My partner likes to have reeeeally long baths in the evenings sometimes. Upside of this: it means I have privacy to eat in the evening when I most want it, rather than only during the day when he's at work like I usually get. Downside of this: I can't ...
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EDAnonymous
coffeecreamer06
2020/02/27
Hi, i punish myself by starving I've been having some stressful days at work. So there is no time to eat. I don't even think about food, because how dare I, with all this work to get done? Nope, even when I come home . chores ! Must do chores. Then I might eat, if anything even sounds good at the time. Because by then,...
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hotrod58
2020/02/27
Free Food I’m trying to fast but every time I turn around there’s FREE food!!!! I’m a broke college student so I hate seeing that there is free food that is for me that I’m not allowed to have. I have a meeting in an hour that has dinner provided and it’s always really yummy junk like chicken nuggets or pizza. Plus I’...
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EDAnonymous
Snarkwhal
2020/02/27
#littleEDthings Owning the same pair of jeans in 5 different sizes because you can't keep your shit together
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theskinunderneath
2020/02/27
Binge i binged really bad and i dont know how to be okay with it :( now i feel like all my effort went to shit and that i am going to gain everything back..
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EDAnonymous
iceleo
2020/02/27
Canceling events due to size I have canceled many events due to size and one reason that I might cancel tmrws event is that I have to wear formal clothing which is tight and I hate it a lot...especially tops I CANNOT ever wear formal clothing. I hate it so so much. I only enjoy wearing medium and large baggy clothing t...
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EDAnonymous
figglygiggly
2020/02/27
Today was my 18th birthday and I think I’m learning to like myself a little. It sounds horrible to say, and I’m deeply ashamed of it, but I’ve always truly believed that I’d kill myself by the time I turned 18 if I didn’t look like what I want to look like. The feeling comes in waves, and I’d be lying if I said that I ...
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weet_bicc
2020/02/27
Worried about organs? I've had EDs for a while and also have been abusing laxatives increasingly too. I never feel 'well' internally and now just am thinking lots about my organs not working properly or having some kind of condition. I feel super messed up and weird inside this morning and the worry genuinely hit. I ...
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sugarfreecum67
2020/02/27
Being queer with an ED How yall think the queer ed experience differs from the cis/het ed experience? Do you think their is any difference? Im hella queer and i know a big motivator is to achive androgyny through weight loss.
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abacababba
2020/02/27
I really wish I could just lose interest in food It's all I think about. Constantly. I get so insanely jealous when my friends talk about how they aren't really interested in it. Or they'll buy a packet of doughnuts, and only eat one. If they don't like food, they don't finish it. I eat it all anyway. Why do I do that....
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EDAnonymous
kitahthekitsune
2020/02/27
The only thing I can control Is my fucking eating. I fuxking hate food, feeling full, and being fat. If this is the only thing I can control then I will control it until I fuxking disappear. But don’t worry.. I don’t have an ED. I’m not thin enough.
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seizure-salads
2020/02/27
Binging Help I feel like I have read every article out there regarding binge eating. I have seen therapists who say the same thing to me every time. Nothing sticks. I want to get better so badly but it just seems impossible at this point. For those who have recovered from binge behaviors, what was it that really gave y...
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Endonna
2020/02/27
Calorie Counting in school So I'm in college and I decided to take a health class as apart of my credit requirements. Although alot of the class is analyzing calories and finding replacements with severely less calories. I was already starting to relapse before this class, but this just made it 10x worse. Did anyone el...
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EDAnonymous
gyllenhalls
2020/02/27
I’ve tried to do hard to accept my body but i just can’t. I’ve tried so hard to love myself and treat myself and my body with kindness or whatever all the body positive gals are saying and i love them and i have so much respect for them but that’s just not me lol. I can’t do that and i will never be in that headspace ...
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EDAnonymous
BlackSkyx
2020/02/27
When you use the bathroom.... And still weight the same as before u used the bathroom. What the fuck?!?!?
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EDAnonymous
lotus_root_soup
2020/02/27
me while the doomsdayers talk about stockpiling ninety days of canned goods for the coronavirus: perfect time for an extended fast!
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EDAnonymous
graylynnparadox
2020/02/27
He’s trying harder than imagined he would *him trying to be cute* “You’re my muffin” *me clearly horrified* Him “my cupcake?” *me clearly horrified intensifies* “Fuck. Without the icing! You’re a healthy cupcake!”
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EDAnonymous
liminalginger
2020/02/27
~health~ One of my favorite binge/purge youtubers posted a video saying she had a heart attack from her bulimia and that’s a fat OOP because that’s me too probably soon 👀 I just LOVE forgetting about the very real health consequences of my behaviors. She was I recovery too and hadn’t been purging so that’s even scarie...
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EDAnonymous
letsgetlighter
2020/02/27
How to deal when your sister is your thinspo She’s lost even more weight recently and she doesn’t even try ughhhh sharing a room with her is basically trigger 24/7
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EDAnonymous
sharongrace_
2020/02/27
Does anyone else get obsessed with a safe food? Like you just find a new safe food and your brain is like "yep, okay you can't eat anything but this for a few days until you hate it and it's a fear food" And it's so embarrassing when people notice that you only ever eat one thing, like a flippin 5 year old
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EDAnonymous
BoofDatKratom247
2020/02/27
Mom told me I’m fat because I don’t know how to lose weight So here I am back on my bullshit again. I don’t consider myself as being thin skinned but all it took was that one thing and I’ve been losing again. I have lost enough that I’m at my lightest in like 4 years and I’m still hella fat. Low key I feel relieved to ...
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EDAnonymous
NateDogg1232
2020/02/27
[TRIGGER WARNING] My ED situation sucks OH MY GOD THIS IS A SUPER STRONG TRIGGER WARNING YOU HAVE NO IDEA. LIKE PLEASE CONSIDER NOT READING IF YOU HAVE HIGH SENSITIVITY TO THINGS LIKE THINSPO, ETC. Being skinny and still binge eating sucks. I can easily eat over 2k calories in a sitting and not gain a pound. In fact...
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EDAnonymous
chantellexoxoxo
2020/02/27
I think I just realized that I ACTUALLY have an eating disorder Like, I’ve always sort of known since I started restricting in 6th grade (college freshman now) but kind of thought that I was faking it (which doesn’t even make any sense but ED brain!!). I go through restrict & binge cycles; ever since I started coll...
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EDAnonymous
anorexickitten
2020/02/27
Didn't binge for the first time in over a year I just needed to say it somewhere to make it real. I was heavily restricting for many years. My body was somewhat of a lure to get whatever I wanted. I started dating a fat guy who's always eating and I started eating and couldn't stop. Because of this I've put on 40 lbs...
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EDAnonymous
violetblushxx
2020/02/27
My psychiatrist Is anyone else's psychiatrist super harsh and mean whenever they're struggling? Or is it just me? 😂
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EDAnonymous
cburnard
2020/02/27
Filling vegan meals that won't fuck up your day All these meals I've tried. All under \~400 cals/serving (I put them into cronometer), and FILLING, substantial meals you can eat and feel full afterwards. All VEGAN. Celery/green bean/tofu salad: [https://www.bonappetit.com/recipe/celery-green-bean-and-tofu-salad-wit...
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EDAnonymous
sad_fat_cat
2020/02/27
Are progress pics inherently harmful? Wandered into the NEDA hashtag on twitter and it seemed like every other tweet was a "don't post weight loss/progress pics it's bad/fatshaming/triggering." Honestly, I'm not sure if I agree with the sentiment but I kind of wanted to get some perspective of other people w EDs. I'm ...
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EDAnonymous
Halfaxa666
2020/02/27
Advice..feeling kinda lost I Keep cycling through the thought thts im going to recover (increase my cal/not) Ánd make steps towards health only to discard them Ánd restrict or b/p after trying to eat more,,, it doesnt feel like a choice Ánd this is the worst my ed has been in 5 ish yrs .. its only a little better when ...
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EDAnonymous
aiyshia
2020/02/27
I joined modeling team at my college turns out just bc I’m a anorexic and narcissist does not mean i am good at modeling. Shocked and upset at this revelation. (not really i kinda of like it, it’s nice to think about something else for a minute of the day)
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EDAnonymous
Grace_1130
2020/02/27
I'm not the only one, right? It's been over three years since I started "recovery"(I guess I'll call it that?). My body's fine n all but the way I see food has been totally changed. I know I'm supposed to eat until I'm satisfied, but I don't know where that fine line is. I either eat until I feel disgustingly full or t...
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EDAnonymous
GottaLoveTheMadness
2020/02/27
I'm slipping and it sucks I have been battling a physical illness since the fall of last year. Unfortunately, I can't eat and have been basically intermittent fasting by force not by choice. So you can see where this is going. Ironically, that was the one thing that was going ok. And now it's not. And it sucks. I'm bre...
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EDAnonymous
Tarynnickle
2020/02/27
Where are all the binge eaters? I see a lot of other ED on here but not a lot of bingers- are you hiding out there? Just curious as to if there are people like me also looking for support.
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EDAnonymous
gaywhip
2020/02/27
today has been hard today has just not been a great day. i restricted a lot. probably because i had therapy and am trying to make sense of some things. idk. i just feel as time goes by i just hate myself more and more. i just want to be back to my lw. i want that feeling of accomplishment and satisfaction. it's so wron...
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EDAnonymous
ladispoot
2020/02/27
RIP to my bank account 🥳 That scene in “To The Bone” where Ellen is like “at least I’m a cheap date hehe” but you can’t relate because you waste a shit ton of money of food and beverages that goes unconsumed. I just spent $6 on a chai latte that I couldn’t drink and then turned right around and bought food that I gav...
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EDAnonymous
88Stardust
2020/02/27
Raise your hand if... (TW- calories, numbers) ...you set a “reasonable” calorie limit in LoseIt, like, say 1,100? Then internally freak the fuck out because after dinner you’re within 200cal of actually meeting that number. 🙋🏻‍♀️ Bonus points if you did an hour long spin class, burned 300 calories, and logged it, b...
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EDAnonymous
goldonfire
2020/02/27
green tea and spaghetti... fun times. so I just had two 24oz glasses of green tea along with 450 Calories of spaghetti bolognese (homemade with grandma's recipe. tasty as fuck.) and I'm gonna start doing this more often bc my stomach is so full of green tea that if I ate more spaghetti I'd vomit. and then I gagged bc I...
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EDAnonymous
sushigem
2020/02/27
In honor of NEDA week... I b/p’d for the first time this year 🤡 must be all that freaky ED energy
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EDAnonymous
sadsoygirl
2020/02/28
Don't feel sick enough for help Been a diagnosed bulimic for 2 and half years now, dealing with ED bull for 7 years. Got super bad after a recent breakup and started to get it under control again and seeking help. The guy I'm seeing helps because I get worse at night and he stays around a few nights a week so it stops ...
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EDAnonymous
666cyka666
2020/02/28
BRO WHY THE FUCK CHOCOLATE CHIPS COOKIES ARE SO GOOD IM ACTUALLY MAD i ate half a package and i mean im not lile freaking out or anything but fUCK i should have let myself eat thay many
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bear_expert
2020/02/28
My work is no longer a distraction :( I work with a lot of middle aged people and they’ve all collectively decided to go on a diet and they are having a COMPETITION to see who can lose the most weight in 3 months. All they talk about is food and calories and weight. It’s so triggering and infuriating. The way they talk...
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lilgreentea
2020/02/28
ED ruined dinner tonight Things have been really good lately. Food doesn't scare me as much and I'm cooking really good meals. Today, I made steamed veggies and chicken with a cheese sauce. I was really proud and so excited to eat it when my mom got home from work. She came home and was also super super excited. Then w...
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Ng_Ago
2020/02/28
I desperately want to be underweight TW numbers. I’m 5’8”, and have a BMI of 21, and I know that that is in the middle of the normal weight category, and I feel like I should be happy with that. But for some reason I feel like I can’t stop until I am dangerously low.
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IXO999
2020/02/28
i just purged for the first time hi guys i need some help. i usually only have one meal a day, and fast for the rest of the day. today i decided to eat two oreos, a bag of chips, and i felt extremely awful afterwards, so i decided to make myself throw up everything that i ate today. I never ever imagined myself doing t...
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thincheeto
2020/02/28
Feeling validated 🤪🤩 Before my ED, I use to range from L-XL in shirts and jackets. After, I dropped to an M. Today I was modeling some new work jackets for my job to see which styles we liked better. After I was done and we picked, my manager said that I would definitely have to get a Small or Extra Small after tryin...
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devinnunescansmd
2020/02/28
Pretty sure I'm triggering someone's body issues I don't have an eating disorder but I'm on the low end of a healthy weight (not on purpose, just have a shit appetite). Anyway, every time I see this person, let's call her Alice, she starts talking about her weight. She's pretty normal looking, but definitely with an o...
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EDAnonymous
skrt_skrt1
2020/02/28
How did you spiral? I fell for my best friend and when I saw that she was looking at the skinny girls that’s when it started fucking with my head really badly. All I wanted was her to like me back and now I can’t even eat properly without having a breakdown or trying to force it back up. I just want to recover from th...
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julieviolettelr
2020/02/28
I'm french and I'm spending a year in the US I'm literally running away from the pain ( But for real, there is so much low cal/fat free food easy to find here, I find it a bit triggering for myself. Changing countries and discovering a new food culture means I have to find new foods I'm confortable eating and that's...
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Throw-me-away-ed
2020/02/28
Disgusting TMI Using a throw away because I am so ashamed and disgusted with myself and I don't want this linked to my other accounts but I feel like I need to take it off my chest. Really disgusting fyi wayyyy tmi you have been warned We all know EDs cause digestive issues and especially constipation from restr...
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bulletamelia
2020/02/28
Is it bad to be recovered(?) but slightly underweight? Are there any long term effects? I put on a significant amount of weight since my LW (I’m not putting numbers) and got my period back. But now I have been maintaining my weight a little below what is considered underweight for my height and age. I have been doing t...
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GloomyStorage
2020/02/28
Eating all the food You know that line in Austin Powers: “I can't stop eating. I eat because I'm unhappy, and I'm unhappy because I eat. It's a vicious cycle.” I’m really feelin that now. I feel like I just need to eat all the things. I have dinner, my husband leaves for the evening, then I have more food. I eat ex...
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EDAnonymous
189027
2020/02/28
Today is my birthday and I'm 3 months purge free And I am so proud of myself for living this long and fighting the urge to purge 🥳
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