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brookalaa
2020/03/01
chew and spit Just satisfied a lot of my cravings by chewing the foods I want but not swallowing but still feel like I consumed a lot of calories from that... wondering how many I actually consumed...
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katkicksthesky
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90's Nation on MTV I'm spending the night at my boyfriend's house tonight and we're watching the 90's nation on MTV and good fucking god this is triggering af to me seeing all these tiny ass women. 😭 It's just making me want to restrict more and I don't know how to tell him what it's doing to me
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EDAnonymous
Eatsomefoodyouidiot
2020/03/01
Full asf Anyone wanna chat or share animal gifs etc.?
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EDAnonymous
Scarab-Beetle
2020/03/01
Real maple syrup You know you’re a little wack when you buy the maple syrup your college makes and when you are dying of hunger and don’t want to eat.....you pour a spoonful of it and eat it... what is wrong with me?
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EDAnonymous
midna7
2020/03/01
Breaking my fast by being tricked into breaking vegan MOTHER FUCKER GOD DAMN IT Let me preface this by saying I don't care what anyone else eat to a certain degree. obviously as a vegan I would be overjoyed if everyone else was as well but I understand that's totally not possible and I don't expect that out of anyone ...
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EDAnonymous
anaxthrowaway
2020/03/01
if i lived alone i would already be skinny Thats all
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EDAnonymous
mysadbitchass
2020/03/01
Today I got fired over text from a job I really needed and ate 6 pop tarts to make myself feel better Now I'm at 1600 net calories and it's only 4:00 and no, I do not feel better
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EDAnonymous
cutsbuttscoconuts999
2020/03/01
Does anybody else trigger themselves on purpose? Right now I’m having dinner by myself, taking the smallest bites possible and going really slow, listening to Joji, Lou Reed, etc. The sad music plus a drink really help to make the small and tedious meal satisfying. It also helps that my bf is out of town so he can’t se...
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EDAnonymous
catfish46464
2020/03/02
the feeling of being hungry is like a high to me i’ve gained 40lbs in the last 2 years, just been binging and not stopping. now i’m eating barely any food and the stomach cramps are like a high. it’s making me feel like i’m doing something right, like it’s working.
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asthecrowruns
2020/03/02
TW (numbers) Here We Go Just subbed to this after realising that the 20 hour fast I just set myself as punishment probably means I don’t have the healthiest relationship with food. Can’t decide though if this is me just strictly dieting or if this is turning into something more serious. Food and weight loss has been ...
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EDAnonymous
cucumbrroll
2020/03/02
107 to 118 HELP So I’m panicking a bit because over the last six months, I’ve just kept gaining weight. I was at 107 lbs. and then I went through some bad stuff a few months ago, and I’ve slowly gotten to my current weight, 118 lbs. Now, I eat around average 1000-1100/day and exercise with weights and cardio at least 3...
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EDAnonymous
blueberry0666
2020/03/02
So freakin lonely This doesn’t even necessarily have to do directly with food but, as all my problems do, it is rooted in Ed of course. I’ve been having a rough few months with family shit, financial shit, self-doubt and worries about the future, and my ed “voices” are louder than ever. I never really got that voice ...
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EDAnonymous
mylifeisajoke812
2020/03/02
back to a "healthy" weight, closing in on my SW, flipping shit, mental breakdown, ahhh. hi just wanted to rant. i'm in the middle of a complete mental spiral. this is my second attempt at recovery after relapse and i've been dealing with extreme hunger. this time in my weight gain journey, however, i'm single. that mea...
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EDAnonymous
fuckxboxandgames
2020/03/02
Fuck food Seriously it’s one of the very few pleasures in life, but we can’t even enjoy it. We have to be obsessed with calories and even if we do eat, we just feel horrible about ourselves like dammit. And on top on that you need it to live but I don’t wanna eat to live, I wanna eat because I want some fucking chocola...
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EDAnonymous
OutStrengthener
2020/03/02
some people When your friends says "I wonder if chocolate milk has more sugar than regular milk" and you laugh because you think its an ironic joke then realize it's not. I don't understand how its even possible to live in a world where you don't know chocolate milk has more sugar than regular milk I really don't.
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rinserepeatthefuck
2020/03/02
Dae get nervous about the process of getting the food more than the actual eating If it is there in my hand then i can ushally eat but happen but if i have to get it..... like oh my god. Its not that im lazy i just work myself up about it. Even reaching into my own fridge brings me dread.
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EDAnonymous
SwimmingPackage
2020/03/02
Too insecure for love I went out to a club yesterday, and for the first time in my life - I got male attention. From a few people. Though, I’m really uncomfortable with the thought of hooking up with someone in a club, so I was happy to just be on my own. Later though, someone asked me to dance. I was really attracted ...
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EDAnonymous
bjdiejsbsb
2020/03/02
Saw a girl on reddit with my current weight as her before I feel like shit, we’re the same height and her before weight is the weight I’m at now, I was so proud of myself for getting to this point and feeling good about my body but after seeing that I just feel disgusted with myself and reminded about how fat I am. Her...
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ultralighted
2020/03/02
Feeling trapped I've (17F) been struggling with disordered eating for nearly six years now, but I've never really considered myself to have an eating disorder. I would go through alternating periods of restricting, binging and purging a lot, but I always felt it was something I relied on for a sense of control when my ...
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EDAnonymous
sxviet
2020/03/02
Found out that my ex best friend knew about my ed twitter acct and continued to comment on my weight anyway Like lmao. Are you. Kidding me??? She had ended things because I’d done something to make her mad, but after blocking me on everything, I discovered she’d blocked that specific twitter too. And it wasn’t connec...
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EDAnonymous
cherriedbaby
2020/03/02
Restricting easily + numbers + please don’t read this if it will trigger you. (Respect me enough to not use my content to trigger you into a relapse/getting worse.) For reference I’m 5’9. So I’m typically a restrict/overeat cycler, and while I have dropped twenty pounds in the last year and a half. (I was way overwei...
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EDAnonymous
altforedcrap
2020/03/02
Eating today Had a not so great weekend. I went over my “calorie goal” and my brain was all ~Restrict~ this morning. But the truth is, I didn’t binge. Not in the actual definition of the word. And I don’t “deserve” to starve today. Today I will allow my dumb brain to skip lunch, but when I get home this afternoon, ...
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EDAnonymous
aquagirl02041992
2020/03/02
BODY CHECKS: LEG-CROSSING DOES ANYONE ELSE CROSS THEIR LEGS AND IF YOUR LEG CAN GO AROUND ONCE MORE YOUR ED IS SATISFIED? ? .. this is a weird body-checking habit that i have and idk if anyone else can relate to this??
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EDAnonymous
shrutego6292
2020/03/02
My mum threatened me with dinner ? Basically she said if you don’t do this chore you can’t have dinner tonight and I’m so hurt rn cause she knows I used to skip dinner for so long and I feel like she doesn’t want me to eat now. I feel like doing the chore and still not eating to spite her and make her feel like it’s he...
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EDAnonymous
nicaisegany
2020/03/02
my bf called a photo of me at a healthy weight "chubby" He wasn't saying it to be an asshole, and I was on the heavier side of healthy. Said "don't worry, I was like that too at one point." Doesn't realize how little I eat now. It made me feel really bad and anti-recovery.
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EDAnonymous
pevsephone
2020/03/02
starting vegan keto & looking at all the possible negative side effects of making the transition to low carb ‘Fatigue Nausea Irritability Constipation Poor concentration Diarrhea Weakness Headaches Muscle cramps Dizziness Difficulty sleeping’ JOKES ON YOU IVE HAD ALL OF THESE SINCE MY EATING DISORDER STARTED 7 YEA...
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EDAnonymous
titiparisienne
2020/03/02
I need a swimsuit Apparently I'm required to bring a swimsuit to my summer job (camp counselor), and I'm *terrified* because I haven't worn a swimsuit in years. I'm SO self-conscious of my stomach and thighs, and I haven't found a single swimsuit in my life that fits my boobs right. What the fuck am I going to do??...
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EDAnonymous
throwaway106424601
2020/03/02
My boyfriend is a volume eater He isn't full unless he eats a large quantity of food. I have only once seen him not finish his plate. On a handful of occasions, he hasn't gotten seconds. This is usually fine with me because I'll split whatever recipe we have in 3 so I have my serving and he can have 2nds. My own tr...
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iluvmnms
2020/03/02
Experiences with antidepressants? Before I go on, I understand that everyone's experiences will be different when it comes to taking antidepressants and I hope this doesn't go against any of the rules as I'm not trying to ask for medical advice but I just wanted to see what people's experiences were like while being on...
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EDAnonymous
Grapeypenguin
2020/03/02
Thanks MFP for making me feel weirdly validated and so fkn angry when it won’t calculate my weight 5 weeks from now because I’m under 1000 calories
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general-zorp-zorp
2020/03/02
Pre-meds be like -He’s not even smart he has a 3.5 gpa :-) -Oh yeah [random acquaintance] studies a lot and has no social life, that’s the only reason they do well on exams, they’re just average -what did you get in the exam I got a 93 :( how am I ever going to get into my third choice, Harvard dental school :( -Oh? Yo...
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shesaw1tch
2020/03/02
okay maybe i do need therapy? i don’t really have anyone who i can say anything to so everything brews around in my head getting worse. but every time i think about going i can’t help but convince myself i’m not “bad enough” to need therapy, even though my brain and my eating are fuckt. i don’t expect much sympathy. i ...
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amzyst
2020/03/02
Help I gained 9 pounds since college started and I literally want to die... I lost 40 pounds this summer and I feel like I’ll never be the skinny legend that I aspire to be... can someone please give me some words of motivation I feel like I’m falling down a hole of fatness... I can’t wait to starve myself during sprin...
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Sophachair101
2020/03/02
Normal to want to be lighter before Psychologist Appointment? So, I went to see my first psychologist a few days ago and I'm due back in weekly intervals, but despite how much I really want to recover and start eating normally, I feel a very strong urge to weigh less than I did on my first visit. Has anyone else though...
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EDAnonymous
kirachang
2020/03/02
bones seeing them gives me such a sick sense of satisfaction. I wish I wasn’t like this, but I am in love with the beautiful bones underneath my skin. i love seeing them. it worries everyone else. i hate this.
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EDAnonymous
weowanonymous
2020/03/02
I think I have an eating disorder I binge eat, 24/7. I counted my calories over a week and ate an average of 5000 calories per day. I don’t eat breakfast, but when i do eat I eat enough for 2, and I snack constantly. But the thing is, I am f21, 5’5 and 53 kilos. (About 120lbs I think?) I work an extremely physical...
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EDAnonymous
irais22
2020/03/02
for those of you who've been prescribed appetite stimulants, what was it like? i just got prescribed cyproheptadine, a prescription allergy med with off-label uses to promote weight gain/hunger. my meds come in through the mail, so i won't be able to start them till around tuesday. I'm worried about starting them, and...
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EDAnonymous
aetolica
2020/03/02
I binged on 180g dehydrated mushrooms... is death imminent? No symptoms yet. I drank a full gatorade and a cup of water. In my imagination, they're beginning to expand in my organs. Mentally, I'm narrating a Chubby Emu medical distress video and hoping it does not come true ("a 33-year old female presents to the ER wi...
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EDAnonymous
coolcat411
2020/03/02
Support Tonight is the first night I’ve had the urge to throw up after eating in a very long time. I’ve mostly considered myself “recovering” over the past couple of years, but I relapse around this time every year and I’m struggling. I’m just looking for a little support so I can ride this wave and go to sleep without...
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EDAnonymous
jermytheorangeworm
2020/03/02
My butt would be cute if I were like 10lbs lighter I’ve got a nice butt I think but I hate it because of the rest of my body, if the rest of me were slimmer it wouldn’t look disgusting
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EDAnonymous
summerandsmoke1
2020/03/02
Just want to vent and share my ED story Hi, I have been on this sub for quite a while and post regularly, but since I'm getting personal here I am using an alt/throwaway. I just want to share my experience with an ED, although I am probably just yelling this out into the void. I just want to write it down and put it s...
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HappinessNoise
2020/03/02
Rant? Pain? Help? This is the worst binge I have ever experienced. I am physically incapable of purging in the traditional sense, so all the food I consume stays there. I am in so much pain, but I just can't stop. I just don't know what to do, I'm about to have a breakdown, I should be stronger than this but I'm not. I...
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EDAnonymous
prudejud
2020/03/02
When realizing you might’ve had ED and still have those tendencies... So, long story short but as a middle schooler, I was fat. I got on this super restrictive diet program that helped me lose 50 lbs but I kept on fainting and lost my hair and my period. So... I slowly got off of the program and binge ate and gained so...
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EDAnonymous
wildbeach
2020/03/02
Today is 1,009 days since I started binging and purging. I have rarely missed a day since. But I am done today. I am going to recover. I’ve wanted to recover so many times before, but each time I simultaneously *didn’t* want to recover because it was my coping mechanism for everything. Feel deprived? Binge and purge. B...
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EDAnonymous
recessiamtired
2020/03/02
Today was my birthday and I ate cake. Yes my mom ordered cappucino cake, CAPUCCINO CAKE!!! It tasted so damn good I'm so happy, that's it.
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EDAnonymous
kanijn
2020/03/03
Skinny preppy bitch in voting line Was already feeling like shit bc I probably ate like 2500-3000 calories and then went to go gote and theres this scrawny ass preppy 18 y/o and it triggered the guck out of me and !!!! I've felt like shit all day can I not get a fucking break for 2 minutes!!!! I'm fuckinh trying to eat...
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EDAnonymous
glownblass
2020/03/03
Got my teeth whitened It hurts too much to eat, and I can’t drink coffee or tea for two weeks. Can’t imagine what the inevitable b/p will do to my mouth at this point. Wtf have I done.
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EDAnonymous
lumberfan69
2020/03/03
I have a weird eating disorder and I'm scared to bring it up. Ok first things first, I have Pica. I'm sure you've heard of Pica but you just down know it yet. The most prominent place you've seen it is most likely on My Strange Addiction. Those people who would compulsively eat things that weren't food, like gravel o...
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fruitloopsmilk
2020/03/03
Time to cry I was allowing myself 1200 calories today because I was feeling alright about myself but I let that spiral out of control and I got McDonald’s and now I ate 1900 calories wtf is wrong with me
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sleepy-nostalgia
2020/03/03
(TW) what is considered anorexic? is 500-600 cals a day too much to be anorexia? sorry if this post is not allowed or triggering or something
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affectionn
2020/03/03
Favourite snack that you wish you could eat? I love plantain chips, but I find it really easy to binge on them. I’ve decided to stop buying them because I always end up eating the whole bag. They’re 414 cal for 85g 😬 What’s your favourite snack and what do you substitute it with?
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moisiny
2020/03/03
Ever bump into people reading calories in the grocery store? I had the worst day yesterday, all I wanted was a frozen pizza that would fit in my cals and a smol dessert. I grab the safest pizza option available and walked over to the halo top. I start very openly reading calorie information because at this point I giv...
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shoeinshit
2020/03/03
Why does everyone say you gain the weight back after fasting? Is it due to bingeing or bc fasting doesnt work for weight loss? Im honestly so confused.
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noixxxe
2020/03/03
Afraid of binging Ok so i have binge eaten for 4 days and now i decided to water fast for 4 days. I am finishing 2nd day of my fast already. It’s not hard for me. BUT i am afraid I won’t be able to hold myself and i will binge again. I don’t want this to happen. And I don’t know how to stay strong and don’t fuck myself...
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EDAnonymous
skinaboutwind
2020/03/03
JFYI I’m relapsing but it’s chill so don’t worry Actual text I just sent my husband. I’ve been in recovery for years so he is just like “uhm ok, what should I do” DONT YOU THINK IF I KNEW THAT I WOULDNT BE HERE RN? but really he is great, Imma 🤡
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EDAnonymous
catsbutalsodogs
2020/03/03
After four months, I made myself sick again Everything was good for a while. But lately my body image has gone from bad to worse again, and the struggles of my internship have become too much. I feel weak. Can't wait to switch to another insurance so I can get therapy again
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EDAnonymous
zerodogpicdealer
2020/03/03
I calculated my friends's BMIs I found a website that calculated what dose you could die from with any caffeine and sent it to my friends to find out what the weighed. I have threefriends, and one of them told me before what he weighs but the other two just told me they didn't know what they weighed when I asked. I gue...
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EDAnonymous
AnneWam
2020/03/03
Bought an eating disorder recovery journal And I've also written in it already. Bit proud of myself for finally seeing I have problems. On another side note, I totally ignored the person of a mental health company who contacted me about meeting up this week. Some days I think I'm ready, other days I don't. Doesn't...
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EDAnonymous
sulschuu
2020/03/03
Thanks random dude for ruining my safe space! I volunteer weekly at our college to prepare a student-lead buffet. It's a place we advertise for mental health and has immensely helped me with my disorder. Part of the deal it is that volunteers are allowed to get food first. One of my ticks is to eat cucumbers and let...
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EDAnonymous
sunnyrai99
2020/03/03
Switch from P to a two month binge session just to go back to bp :( so you’re telling me all I did was get fat and not better?
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EDAnonymous
garbonzogod
2020/03/03
I keep subbing and unsubbing because I think I’m “recovered” Only to discover I’m not recovered at all and I’m actually worse off and just now high functioning.....great
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EDAnonymous
kewme
2020/03/03
DAE only seek internal validation “Validation” from external sources (loved ones, physicians, strangers) do absolutely nothing for me. I find it simply annoying. I don’t care about what anyone else thinks about my body - I’m not skinny enough until I say so. I understand and accept the consequences and opportunity cost...
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EDAnonymous
superhellamasochist
2020/03/03
DAE partners unintentionally encourage your ED? Just want to hear some thoughts
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EDAnonymous
marcelothebeans
2020/03/03
Went home and this happened... (possible trigger warning) I didn’t bring my scale with me to college—I’ve been trying to “cut out unhealthy foods” and “occasionally fast for health benefits” and have been getting lots of comments about my weight for the past semester. Kind of disappointed though, most people sound conc...
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EDAnonymous
WannaBeSkeleton
2020/03/03
Just need to get this off my chest Hi, I just registered because I feel like I'm exploding. I need to get this off my chest, and because I can't talk about it with anybody else I thought maybe kind internet strangers would listen... So. There goes. Almost exactly nine years ago I went to a psychiatric hospital bec...
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EDAnonymous
DietCokeDeity
2020/03/03
In case y'all needed to hear it today Here is your daily reminder that your eating disorder is a fucking bitch and is lying to you.
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EDAnonymous
MValna
2020/03/03
Two people told me that i'm skinny today This is it. They made my day. I love them. I'll go have some salmon salad for 200cals to celebrate that. My life is complete
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EDAnonymous
Emotional-Product
2020/03/03
The irony of overcoming my ED I used to be quite active on the ✨old✨ subreddit some time ago and now I’m back - to rant. I struggled with eating for a really long time - as a teenager I used to binge, after graduating I decided to lose weight my diet became to restrictive so I ended up binging for three months straig...
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RainbowCrash311
2020/03/03
TW Numbers: Weight Gain Since Christmas- Still Going Hey, \-Really struggling with my body image after some weight gain. Back in December I started a new medication for my really pervasive suicidal ideation and then another medication to combat some side effects from the first one. I have since gone from 112 lbs to 12...
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dynamarshy
2020/03/03
I really really really miss food before i developed my ed I was a binge eater without realizing anything was wrong I miss the foods I used to eat without a care so much i really really miss cake and cookies and any kind of sweet gosh I hate anorexia
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EDAnonymous
nikixkid
2020/03/03
I enjoy wearing baggy clothes Idk but wearing baggy clothes makes me feel better and like i have more self esteem with them. I am not at my lowest weight right now and this oversized clothes are the thing keeping me from falling apart.
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AstridSolaris
2020/03/03
I was forced to tell my boyfriend about my ED and he’s doing something about it that I dont like. We were walking home and he just came out of a bake shop so he took out a piece of bread and told me he bought one for me. I politely rejected and that seemed to have triggered him because he’s starting to get mad and yell...
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gurglegg
2020/03/03
I cannot stop thinking about b/p some chipotle Does anyone else intensely crave certain foods to purge like a literal addict? I literally want nothing more than to eat and purge 2 burrito bowls then sleep for 16 hours is that too much to ask of this world at 2:55am?
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palebluerug
2020/03/03
everything is going WRONG someone found me on my other account and made a bunch of passive aggressive comments asking if "i was on a diet" and it pissed me off so much that i've made a throwaway account. everything in my life is going WRONG i'm so bloated from a weekend of eating like shit, i got my period after 20 day...
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exvanei2
2020/03/03
period??? so I haven't had my period in two months. I remember my last period ended on a Friday in January on either the 3 or 10. I thought it would come at the end of February, but now we're here :/ Did I lose my period or is it normal to be this late? (Plus imma virgin)
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EDAnonymous
ItsAFetish
2020/03/03
Spontaneously made eggless cookie dough and ate all of it just because I wanted to fuck anorexia
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pretzel1234
2020/03/03
look listen I need to vent this and you all know this is the only place I can do it. I was having A DAY so I allowed myself some binge had soft foods making the yeeting of said foods easier (mashed potatoes then mi goreng) however the afore mentioned snacks would. not. come. up on that note has anyone else drank wate...
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blackinkredhair
2020/03/03
bitches really be losing weight on 2700 calories a day it’s me. i’m bitches. my metabolism is fucked
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kimsbuttxray
2020/03/03
My ED has turned me into a bitch I was just on an unrelated sub and some users were having a discussion about how a size 8 in women’s clothing isn’t big and my immediate thought was, “anything above a 2 is humongous.” I’m generally not critical of other women’s bodies, my eating disorder is very me-centric. But I’m sta...
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sjbrennan1
2020/03/03
I always feel so proud of myself after I purge Just ate four pieces of cheese pizza with pepperoni and spinach and Alfredo sauce. Then I purged right after. It took maybe five minutes and I was so satisfied afterwards. I feel like I’ve been doing it more and more frequently so I’ll finally fit within a real eating diso...
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EDAnonymous
jetsetfoody
2020/03/03
The loved one who doesn’t understand... TW - discusses skirt size I told my relative I was excited about a skirt coming in that was a larger size so it wouldn’t be such a pain to fit into. The ‘larger’ skirt is a size 0 (she doesn’t know that). She said something that along the lines that meant, “no, that’s a bad ...
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toothpastedildo
2020/03/03
DAE feel like they're in love with their ED voice lol Or am I just insane I feel like going back to her is like going back to an ex that wants you back really badly
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EDAnonymous
aliceinpurgatoryy
2020/03/03
how do you guys prepare your veggies? i literally cannot stop binging, and i’ve been thinking about trying to just make dinner a big pile of veggies so i can still binge on something, but how do i prepare it without stirfrying it and without it tasting bland as fuck? do you guys just boil them or like steam them and ju...
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tarasidhu
2020/03/03
not sure if this really counts as a story time but.... so my grandma is staying with us, and she’s a sweet old indian lady. of course feeding people is something she’s really good at, and she’s constantly offering me food, cooking, and bringing me trays of it. for my ed brain, it just makes me freak out tryi...
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EDAnonymous
thrifteddenim
2020/03/03
bored? answer my annoying ed questions !!! only 7 of them! even if you answer a few it would help a lot. i am currently working towards recovery from anorexia and i wanted to ask you guys some questions for a project i've been thinking about for a while. these ed communities on reddit are special to me and i want to he...
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EDAnonymous
carrots_or_sharpies
2020/03/03
I talked myself out of a binge!!! TW: #s and rationalizing ED brain. So I have pretty “severe” bulimia. Like I’ve lost 70lbs in 5 months. I really want to recover but I’m terrified of gaining the weight back because I’m FINALLY only 10lbs from a healthy BMI and I feel healthier and happier than I have EVER. I had blood...
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EDAnonymous
valee420
2020/03/03
bread = the devil i think i’m addicted to bread i fr can’t stop binging on sksosjsj help
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EDAnonymous
mediocremermaidd
2020/03/03
took a few too many laxatives & I just took a shit in the washroom that is next to the kitchen that I had to double flush (tmi i know i am sorry) WHILE MY ROOMMATE WAS COOKING HER DINNER!! now I want to die lmao I hate myself
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EDAnonymous
SteelPandas
2020/03/04
im always getting abandoned hey lovlies, dont know who else to talk to. why is it that everytime i become attached to someone it ends in abandonment 😔✌ dont know if im just a shitty person to love or i pick all the wrong people but right now i just feel so dead inside
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EDAnonymous
itzybitzyliaa
2020/03/04
dang it i ate a yogurt cup (90 cals) any comments to help me feel better?
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EDAnonymous
khanoom_khaleesi
2020/03/04
I thought I was safe at work. I thought I’d be okay because I could just skip breakfast and lunch and be okay and not weigh myself. And then someone brought in a scale to the bathroom and left it there.🙃 Send help lol. Please.
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EDAnonymous
Xx420OKBOOMER69xX
2020/03/04
Guess who’s back with a different account :) me! I am! 🥳🤡 I doubt you guys remember Rudeen\_is\_tHiCc but that’s my old account and is now deleted (I was never banned, I had to make a new account for other reasons)
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EDAnonymous
vdo0422
2020/03/04
Workout routine I’m trying to adjust my workout routine and I wanna know if any of you have any advice? I always start with cardio then focus on different body parts for a little strength training, but I don’t like that strength training makes me look bulkier and I don’t like that without it I look all soft and untoned...
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EDAnonymous
jotarokujpg
2020/03/04
2 weeks since i last shit my diet drastically changed then there's also the fact i hardly eat but I really need ideas on how to get this sht out because my stomach is rly in pain
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EDAnonymous
bbolive
2020/03/04
who the he’ll came up with the phrase “it’s as easy as a piece of cake” seriously, in my experience nothing about a piece of cake has been easy.
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EDAnonymous
Fuckyeah-ithurts
2020/03/04
DAE ever ate (cooked) cold meat? I'm not sure how weird it is to do this. But I found out that eating cold (already cooked) beef directly with my hands and teeth to be very stress relieving? I don't know, for some reason, it's like a safe food. It tastes good, it doesn't make me overeat or feel guilty. Plus it has even...
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EDAnonymous
hellopoteto
2020/03/04
I am scared of becoming thin. Trigger warning: diet/ losing weight in a healthy way/bulimia? I don't know what counts as triggers on this sub. As a kid I was always chubby, in my teen years I got overweight. I got bullied a lot for being fat. Emotional eating became my thing. The usual... At 17 I developed bulimia. ...
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Lina_Rose
2020/03/04
Truly Telling the Difference Between Diet Coke and Regular I see a bunch of posts about people worrying if a can of diet coke is actually filled with regular and I've just found out that a can of diet coke will float in water but a regular one will not this has been a PSA
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EDAnonymous
absolutecretin
2020/03/04
Am I completely miscalculating something here? I’m trying to be healthier with my eating and mindset for once. I’ve been trying to cut out snacking and stick to around 1300 calories, which seemed like a healthy goal... But I am NOT losing weight. I’m eating the same thing every day pretty much. Chicken or ham brown ...
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EDAnonymous
ihavenosister
2020/03/04
Didn’t vomit, actually slept well I’ve been puking my dinner and then drinking vodka for the past two weeks. Have only been getting 4-5 hrs of sleep. Actually ate well (maybe a bit too much) but didn’t vomit or drink after. I slept so good. Like 12 hours. Idk I had to share this but yeah :)
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