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revjesse ahahah if only it were hot enough i want to work elsewhere like stacking shelf in some grotty shop | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my thought are with sandra cantu s family at this difficult and sad time | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
do anybody experience a sharp pain in your chest area almost feel like pin and needle feeling is this anxiety i always feel like anxiety when my chest feel tight but this go round i don t have tightness in my chest it s more a needle pain i wa wondering is this anxiety | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is at work x | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jamsandwich i wa sniffling for the first time this year at am today crappy isn t it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i just don t know how much longer i can do this life is too much | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
why luke worral doesnt have twitter | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
dierks bentley is comin to columbus oh i wan na go so bad | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i so hate homework my head hurt so bad | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
doesn t want to go college want to cuddle my babyyy | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just completely drained of all impulse feel like my body is a big doll and it just leaked all it air and i m just completely deflated i sold out gave up on my belief i wasted my young year loving someone who doesn t love me gave in to every compulsion and spent my year a a sidekick a a passerby a a ghost i don t even feel like dying or living or anything i m just deflated dissaociated i feel like i m just the memory that my body have and those memory are all terrible or associated with terribleness like i m stuck in a dark room and can only hear the same stupid dumb anticlimactic story over and over and over again there is no point or reason or value or meaning to anything i honestly don t understand how ppl can walk in city and think this urban hell is real we live in a horrible dystopian hell | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
first off ive dealt with it my entire life since i wa ab 9 yr old im very familiar with the feeling of anxiety and i ve experienced it in alot of form i wa in a relationship for year where i experienced the absolute worst of it but i am not in that relationship anymore i am a full time student again and im living life on my own accord now with my whole life ahead of me and i can do anything i want now im so glad to be where im at and i cant wait for what the future hold i have no worry in the world anymore anyways here i am watching better call saul relaxing in my bed super comfortable in my mushroom blanket that i love so much and i just gradually out of nowhere start to feel my chest get tight tight to the point where i want to poke a hole in my chest just to relieve the pressure obviously im not gon na do that but you get the idea im not panicking about anything while this is happening i mean when i feel my chest tighten then im like okay wtf is going on but before that nothing im a relaxed a can be ready to go to sleep to wake up to next day ahead of me and so i do some breathing exercise to try to relieve this chest tightness and i do feel really relaxed from doing them but that chest tightness is still there and again im not panicking of anything like i would from my traditional anxiety attack is this a new form of anxiety where my body is just like you know what youre trying to go to sleep so im gon na make it hard to breathe for no reason bc you are finally happy in life with no worry so ill give you something to worry ab i read ab people having panic attack out of nowhere and sometimes fainting even but that ha never happened to me my anxiety attack always stemmed from something regardless of how silly or insignificant it wa the anxiety would always come from something like it wouldn t just spontaneously erupt into an attack so is this just a new form of anxiety im dealing with right now is there anything i can do breathing and relaxing exercise only make me calm mentally and really relax me but the uncomfortableness of my chest just being tight is preventing me from going to sleep so i dont really know what to do if this is in fact just anxiety what do you all think is this just an anxiety attack or are there other issue i should get checked out any response is appreciated tl dr random chest tightness wont go away even with a calm and relaxed state of mind wondering if this is anxiety just attacking my body | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
bon j ai de nouveau tait au m decin hier mon arr t est prolong jusque fin avril et j ai un psy a voir pour parler de ma d pression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve had suicidal ideation almost everyday for year now i ve kinda lost track when specifically because everything just seems like a blur i feel trapped in a way because i don t want to hurt my friend and family but at the same time i m just so exhausted with living i just want to be set free and i wish they could just let me go and finally allow me to leave this world i mean being gay and asian american should give enough of a reason a to why i ve ended up in this predicament i just wish i could have been born normal i wish i could have had a normal childhood i wish i could had all the thing that came with growing up like crush prom night or dating in high school and then piling that on top of all the other horrible shit that exists within our society i don t even want to continue with life anymore why should i even bother if world i live in wa never made for people like me why would it be bad if i choose to leave it isn t it more selfish for them to keep me hostage alive | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
woke up at am far too early more coffee then | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
beccaacyrusx chyeahhhh my shoulder back and leg all hurt atm | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
morning everyone bad dream woke me up | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
again thank you thank you thank you getting a gift during a really hard time cheer me up so much i told my friend my depression ha been cured i am so happy i have no word to even say jsdkaal i ll try my best and work really hard | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
we ve been good i m not liking the snow right now wa getting used to the nice spring like weather how about you | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
for a bit of context i wa born into a dysfunctional family a drug addict alcoholic and abusive father my mother only finished high school but even so she left that place because she didn t want u to go through all that violence a my mother ha no study she had to work in several place and all day to be able to support u so she got a person who didn t live far from our house to take care of u while she wa away there i wa abused by the person who took care of u but i never said anything some time later my mum took u to my aunt who had to be paid to look after me she had two cousin there and all the time they were bothering me insulting me and i couldn t do anything because i wa year old and they were almost i saw how they fought with each other all the time and one day they almost killed each other one of them had blood all over his face and went to the kitchen to get a knife but luckily my aunt arrived and separated them also at some point where my aunt wa supposed to take care of me but i ended up in an orphanage i had never felt so abandoned so forgotten and alone after a while my mother took me out of there i hated that place with all my heart the people there were rude all the time they made the other child cry and they never cared i kept going with my aunt because my mum didn t have anyone else unfortunately my aunt never cared and left me with my dad i don t remember how thing happened but my dad and i were in the same shower and what you all know happened i never told anyone only that i couldn t get close to people anymore because everyone somehow end up hurting you i wa a pretty lonely and very shy child and that s how my childhood went on i wa bullied at school but i never cared and i kept going i wa the first place at school i practiced swimming and even competed my mum met another man and from that moment on we can consider him a my real dad he gave u everything he accepted child who were not his although he wa never affectionate with me i still love him we moved to another city and where i am living i went to secondary school and that is when i stopped being the shy boy i became a much more aggressive person nobody bothered me anymore and i had friend but i still felt empty i continued to be the first place i joined the scout and i also made nice friend but i continued to feel empty i got into high school and also made a lot of friend but i never felt satisfied i did kung fu and competed and got third place in a tournament but i wa never really happy the pandemic came and i spent two year locked up at home i didn t go out much with my friend but i went on with my life a year ago i went to university and i met more people and a there are no longer restriction i have gone out a lot with them but it is a if i could no longer hide my unhappiness going out with them i realised that i don t feel part of i don t feel part of my family either i started wrestling training and i only feel physical tiredness and i forget about my problem for the time that the practice last a few day ago i got my first place award from the university but i didn t feel anything neither happiness nor sadness absolutely nothing and now that i think about it it s like i ve always been dead all my life i ve felt like that | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
there is no way i can go to school today im way to sick | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
the title is exactly what i feel ive been kind of distant i m quieter respond shorter and get more irritated internally each day go by and i think all of this will be gone soon normally i d try to do a much a i can but that thought scare me so much everything feel so fast and slow at the same time i hate when people mention how fast season change and thing like i can t believe it s already been a year it so scary ive been overwhelmed by that fact that whenever i get upset at my friend or family the guilt i feel afterwards is so intense it feel like i ve grown so many fear that when i go outside i m constantly worried about thing what if my mom run into trouble during work while i m gone what if i get shot in school while all my family is gone what if my sister get kidnapped even in school i m thinking about it the thought are so scary | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve been eating the same food every meal for month now bc everything else make me want to throw up and cry this is pretty normal for me so i never thought to bring it up with my psychiatrist and recently i ve been able to eat other food a well but when i sat at the table this morning i found everything repulsive even my go to food this usually only happens when my anxiety is really bad but i feel pretty ok rn so i don t know why i can t eat is this common with anxiety disorder | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i want to kill myself but i dont want to die i got my result and i barely passed when my dad get to know he s gon na hit me im really scared i tried my best i really did but i cant focus i dont want to die please tell me to kill myself | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
school and errand without will and that s the sad part | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
all ready to go to the premier and just realized how under dressed i am | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
no body ever reply to me | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
colindemar far too out of the way for rail any other tip | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im fucking drunk at 9am even if im fucking with my life still ahead of me i don t wan na do this anymore i dont even have a house anymore i have nobodt y fck i cant even type noboidy i just want to end thing but im too scared to even kill myself hpw do i do it without failing i often imagine others doing it for me can someone help me do it where can i go to do it i think it will irresponsib e for me to just jump into traffic a i don t want others to suffer i just want to go quietly are there any service like that my ocd keep me hanging i have a list i cant leave or ill go crazt im tired why is it so hard to log out of this life anybody wan na kill me no string attached or do you know anyone who could please make it stop i want to cease and disappear | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i close my eye nd i see your face whens it gon na stop sigh time | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
life is fucking hard that s it we care which ha left many of u with scar disappointment rejection one of the few emotion we carry daily bc we see no hope the overwhelming feeling that we should be doing more but what is the fucking point just do something feel sorry for yourself i feel sorry for you i feel sorry for myself yet our dream are keeping u alive suffocating u to do something no matter how little the task it make a difference so if you want to lay in bed binge watch cinema or sleep away your thought away do what you must your dream still life on we re waiting for you when you wake up rock tar | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
can t sleep i have to wake up in hour | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
wyldceltic he ha karate tournament in week | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t get it what did i ever do to anyone i doubt even some of the people that know me will feel bad or even start caring once they find out i m dead maybe they ll never even know and not notice my absence but why | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i really need a place to vent right now so i kinda moved out for university i wa here for october and november then my school closed due to corona so i wa at home and school started one week ago i still have the opportunity to go home every weekend it a little pricey but still affordable for me so i am home every weekend and during the week i have my own apartment that i really really like but my mental health is so bad here i really dont understand why because im really not far away from my home town i have friend here and a really cute apartment and im so grateful that i can study and live here but i feel so fucking bad my anxiety is so bad i really cant do anything but worry all the time and i dont even know why i am worring it make it really hard for me to eat because i have a lot of problem with eating when im really anxious which make me just more anxious also i feel kinda bad because i am nineteen and so many people in my age can handle living alone so well i know that i shouldnt compare myself with others but i do i cant imagine living b my own at any age but i know that someday i have to and that i cant live with my mom forever idk if someone feel the same but i still feel like a kid most of the time im not ready for being an adult i really cant explain it to myself because i wa a really independent child and it wa always important for me being independent i never had problem with not being home for week but now i cant even be alone for day i know that in this community there are people who are a little older than me and have a little more experience did somebody felt the same way a i do now with moving out and doe it get better | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i can t concentrate | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
clearing my desk | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
wa recently hit with a major wave of depression and memory i cant seem to get it out of my head and the thought of oding sound so enticing to me right now year of religious indoctrination is the only thing holding me back is there any way i can quickly overcome this fear of burning for eternity so i can just rest peacefully in the void | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
going out with josh of course i broke up with will but wa it the right thing to do i feel so bad so confused | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ahhh the drafthouse had a surprise world premiere screening of the new star trek last night and i wa at torchys | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i cant sleep | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
wish i were i sleeping | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
dougiemcfly morning i m really upset my rabbit ran away last night and the postman woke me up early reply ilu x | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sinktoswim hopefully it will be | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
when you read my update blogspot bulletin on myspace etc you could just figure it out on your own i don t care | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
omg my girl just woke me up reason doesnt matter amp now i cant fall back to sleep got ta b up at so maybe i ll just stay up sigh | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
m i ve been in a major spiral the last half a year or so with all kind of major issue coming up all at once i went to the hospital for sa in january and had to go back only a month later for sh and alcohol abuse on my campus usually when i get depressed however i get really really sad or destructive towards myself or i reach for weed or drink to keep me from thinking about thing but tonight is different i ve managed to keep myself from the drink so far tonight and i m out of edible so i can t vibe like that and i m having my usual spiraling out of control thought and feeling incredibly shitty but i also kind of just feel nothing normally i d be a wreck cry on the floor right now but i just feel like a hollowed out egg like my skin is only millimeter thick and the slightest tap will cave me in i can t emote at all i feel like i want nothing not even death rn just pure nothingness and it suck anyone have any experience with these feeling is this some sort of disassociation because i ve never had this acute of an experience before hopefully someone see this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
osasue if shaggi is funny to you your depression is serious | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
the swanage fieldtrip is legendary for carnage it s the only reason i chose geography pity my uni doesn t run it theinbetweeners | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ogbenidipo and some people on that tweet saw nothing wrong with what she did and even applauded her for doing it and saying it s not insult she didn t think of the depression her mom wld go thru seeing she is being dragged on social medium co of sneaker it finish indeed | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
y all throw the depression word all over nje mme o ikadima di ayashisa amatakkie nywe nywe spiral to depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sarahsaturday i m sorry your gift card ran out that suck | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
quot bruce springsteen embarks on world tour quot apparently oz is on some other unworldly planet | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
marcfennell i should be in that photo | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
tout le compte rp idolish qui arrive ca soigne ma d pression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m sitting on my bed alone in my dark room smoking weed looking at the night sky and old photo listening to music i wa listening year ago and thinking about those time when everything wa fine and i knew le than i know right know it hurt so much physically and mentally | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
the idea that we are not allowed to feel sad depressed grieve over something just because other people have it worse than u is so toxic it invalidates our own feeling and make sadness depression grief a privilege for a selected few | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
at shell gas station lunch break tired | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gr t my face is very itchy | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
when my depression go wayyy down deep i say okay diana you re going into dark mood what can i do to fix it | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is feeling terribly sick right now | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my best friend and i recently started hooking up and last night when we got back extremely drunk from a club i twice attempted to make a move on her which made her really uncomfortable i didn t remember the event and she told me this morning my friendship is ruined and i don t know what to do now i would never intentionally make her feel uncomfortable and i hate myself for what happened i don t want or think i can get any redemption and i want to end it | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m terrified i ve given it to her and i m also terrified about being stuck in isolation in my room my anxiety is through the roof i stupidly started reading about all the horrible symptom of covid and it s making me feel so freaked out i really don t know what to do i feel like my anxiety is going to get so much worse being stuck in my room | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
fuck la circulation ce mat | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
femibello mourinho is a victim too pogba wa playing badly and pogba wa a key player for mourinho which led to his sack pogba naming mourinho a a cause of his depression is bad pogba hasn t won any trophy or played consistently since mou left he wa treatedwell with ole but still a mess | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t really feel like i could talk to anyone here about it i sure a hell don t have the motivation to get a therapist though it would likely help honestly sometimes i wonder how i m expected to make it so many year there s just no way i can afford to smoke enough weed to get through even though i graduate in a couple month and move to college i know it s not gon na get better it s the same but new and ill just get to relive this hell again truthfully i have no hope for the future despite my inability to pull my own plug i realized however i don t think i could kill myself not anymore so i ll just keep sitting here though i really don t want to | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hate being here | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
phillcoleman i had it a low a last night | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
they can get so unbelievably scary i do everything i can to avoid it happening because people give me 0 sympathy about it sometimes i start shaking breathing heavily heart thumping hard and a raging headache people have made fun of me for when i shake i genuinely believe i will have a heart attack or honestly it s going to be in public where no one ha sympathy for me and they will be moreso threatened of me and they will take me out i just know it s coming | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i forgot how to sleep | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i suffer from symptom such a chest tightness and shortness of breath a well a acid reflux which i have been told is all from anxiety i started noticing a vibrating feeling in my chest and back sometimes when i breathe while lying down is this something serious i don t smoke or do any drug btw 0yr old male | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have never thought i d reach my 0 cuz since my early year i have been suicidal my life ha always been the worst i wa given the worst family my parent were when i wa born they were totally unable to raise a kid yet they decided to keep their pregnancy being a teen parent in a country where abortion is 00 legal since 9 is at least a huge stupidity i don t even have to say that my childhood and teenage year were creepy i went still do through need i had the worst and cheapest toy basic clothes the cheapest cell phone etc people are like forget about the past and focus on the present how do y all think it s easy to forget about poverty no it s not i can t forget all the humiliation abuse and privation i had to go through i m now totally hopeless still suicidal and i m pretty sure death is the only thing that can take my pain away and sooner or later i ll end up a a suicidal person i ve already tried to wait and see if thing get better but nothing changed thing get easier for a short period of time and then get unbearable again i just hope i die soon and all my pain fade | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ha realised that this time it might actually be final | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gabrielmansour multiple book at a time although i have a bad habit of not finishing book | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just put a bid in for signed panic at the disco poster unfortunatly the fall out boy one is already over my limit | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
in work sooo bored | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
need to study for quant and do legal process assessment for moro | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
like the title say i m doing bad at work i work a a claim adjuster for a big insurance company and i m really bad at it the job requires a tremendous amount of organization and i just simply do not have those skill it s my first big job out of college and i m failing it embarrassing and it s crushing my confidence i constantly worry about my job security being this anxious all the time is making me run out of steam quickly i find it hard to even force myself to look for another job bc of the little free time i get and how tired i am at the end of the day i feel like a burden to my parent and girlfriend because i constantly vent break down to them i did start seeing a therapist recently and he s helped but it feel like it build up a lot until i get to talk it out with him what trigged me to write this today is i made another fuck up at work and had to tell my bos she s extremely nice but had to be honest with me that my performance could result in corrective action i know that doesn t mean termination exactly but that is definitely on the table i have so many case and i just know there s at least a couple more fuck ups in there that i haven t found yet i feel like it s inevitable that i get let go and i m just not prepared to deal with the embarrassment of it it s eating at me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i found out today i ll most likely lose my job tomorrow i am a covid suppression specialist and of course i knew there would come a time but based on what the leader had said i expected to stay on until next summer i m doing my best to distract myself but i m feeling my anxiety in my leg and arm it s almost like that feeling you get after your foot fall asleep i ve managed to lose lb in the last week about 0 more to go and i don t want to stress eat and gain it back | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve been going to therapy on and off for year to help me with anxiety depression and difficult life event i m trying to learn tool on my own to educate myself i m aware of self care and coping strategy but i m having a hard time with self awareness of my own anxiety symptom and trigger doe anyone recommend any resource to learn in this area thank you | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
used the term quot fail whale quot to a client on a pitch last night from their incomprehension corp twitter is being done much lower in the org | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hello everyone thank you for taking the time to read this i m very new to anxiety and wanting to learn technique on how to navigate my way through episode i ve began changing my diet and gone back to being active although not a much a when i wa in better shape in order to keep my mind busy during the day however it flair up at night time randomly and i ve gone to the er a few time out of fear of it being a heart attack thankfully they ve all been negative however i still find it hard to shake the urge to go there i recently got some lab work and my pcp told me i have slightly high cholesterol but manageable with diet and exercise vi ramos d deficiency which i m supplementing with caroming and ensuring i get sun for at least an hour a day however the worse thing that flared it after almost a month of episode wa hearing that i m at risk for heart disease so i ve gone into overdrive on changing my eating habit and working out to ensure that i can lower my chance a much a possible there lie my fear whenever i feel the slightest change in my heart beat i become hypersensitive and can t shake the feeling and it spiral from there thankfully i ve had my mom and girl friend to lean on and they ve been godsend i ve also had heart to heart with my mom during episode that seem to help it come to an end i m aware that i must change aspect of my lifestyle to ensure my health stay good and i prolong my life but is there anything else that work for you maybe there s something i haven t thought of i also wanted to post this so that i could feel part of the community this is new to me and i m making myself a vulnerable a possible in real life being letting my family friend and co worker know whom all have been awesome btw and allowing them to know where i m at but there s something about surrounding myself with others that are currently working through it take make me feel stronger supported it might be late for a majority of you but i d appreciate any advice whether it s a movie scene book or activity i m open to all thing to add into my repertoire i just came down from an episode so i apologize for any spelling error or if my thought we re convoyed correctly thank you | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ilearn is down and out great considering final are this week | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
cough cough cough that s all i seem to do right now | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
strange unusual sensation in the back of the head 芒聙?occipital region it started a dizziness vertigo pressure in the head a feeling of movement in the head wave etc the problem gradually worsened and changed from occuring a few time a week to an every day all day duration that s the way it is right now i struggle with the feeling of pressure in the head between the brain and the skull the feeling of an empty head feeling of vacuum or air in the head feeling of fluid in the skull a if the brain is floating and rocking or swimming in fluid on most day i also get really bad burning pain all over my head the pain is located inside of the head it feel like someone is pouring acid or hot lava down my brain facial sinus and on the face there is often a feeling of movement in the head present and i sometimes have blurred vision lot of day i also experience a feeling of poor balance a feeling a if i m going to lose consciousness black spot and floater in the field of vision another really bothering thing is a feeling of electricity in the brain or a feeling similar to static on tv i also feel like i have my brain wrapped in some kind of a biofilm made from air cotton glass wool plus flu like symptom head neck muscle and bone pain feverish like feeling at least 0 day a month way worse before period tia | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my on and off boyfriend of two year left me after i got diagnosed with bpd le that two week ago he decided to read the bplovedones subreddit and like yeah i will not invalidate their experience but the way they speak of people with bpd is dehumanizing everything seemed fine sunday and then he read the stuff monday and dipped on tuesday i don t want to be alive because i don t want to hurt anyone else and i feel so disconnected from the world it s not because he left it s because i feel so alone and i don t want to hurt and i don t want to hurt anyone else i also feel so guilty for the shitty thing i did do i m worried i will never change and die alone i don t know who would love someone like me after what i have done | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
addersop i have a habbit of misspelling bought | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
marybethune oh no with everything that happened today i forgot we were going dress shopping for the opera tomorrow | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
tldr here are my question ha anyone had depression symptom improve after they broke up with a long term partner who wa not right for them were you able to see in retrospect how the bad relationship wa intensifying your mental health problem how did you make the decision to break up my current depressive episode ha been going strong since mid 0 0 with almost no letup i m in therapy for childhood trauma for the first time therapist say i have cptsd i can feel my deep self hatred beginning to heal which is something i didn t think wa possible it s awesome but my depression symptom are getting worse no motivation feeling of complete emptiness gnawing sadness my work in therapy ha also illuminated aspect of my year romantic relationship which mirror the emotional abuse i suffered a a child i have been a candid a possible with this about my partner they have been genuinely remorseful and we are working on shifting our dynamic in couple therapy i am pleased to see change in the way they treat me but i don t feel any le pissed off about waking up alive everyday it s really difficult to parse out how much of this current depressive episode is coming from my brain chemistry and how much is coming from the fact that i m living with someone who betrayed my sense of emotional safety i m trying to forgive my partner because i truly love them with all of my heart and want to give our relationship a fair chance to improve but i am struggling to forgive them for the borderline emotional abuse that happened | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
can t sleep again face is kinda swollen don t let me be allergic to the thing that ll get me to thursday school tomorrow doubtful | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
what keep me awake every night is trying to figure out whether my wife and kid would be better off if i actually did take my own life versus me continuing to exist in their life versus divorce and distancing myself from them a much a possible my best mate in my late 0 his mother took her own life when he wa about 0 year old and he hated her for it ever since my parent split when i wa and i have absolutely no memory of my parent a a couple you know a mum and dad together and i m pretty sure my dad left to live with his parent because he had wanted to take his own life and wanted to distance himself from u to minimise the impact he s still alive looking after his mother but he never had any passion for anything and always seemed to be just existing so i get it i m that way too i don t know of any example of father who decided to just live and not leave the family because all my childhood friend were also poor kid living in single parent household i have no friend now so i don t have any example to go by i can see how me choosing to stick around but the therapy and medication isn t making a fucking difference could make life shit for my wife and kid even tho he s alive i can t talk to my dad about anything deep or meaningful my so called adopted father my uncle is so full of b platitude and braindead socialist bullshit that i can t stand talking to him about this stuff i don t have any friend from church so i have nobody to teach me how i m supposed to pray about this shit so i m getting no answer from jesus god i effectively have nobody to talk to about this i don t want empathy i want fucken solution the mere fact that no matter what i do whether ten of thousand of dollar of therapy or a half dozen different medication over the last five year none of it ha made anything better fuck depression fuck adhd fuck doing a job for money fuck being productive fuck cognitive behaviour therapy fuck autism fuck aspergers fuck anxiety fuck just reach out for help fuck society and fuck god for making me born with this mental illness | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
eleyvanbow jamesgrickards when the russian economy enters recession then depression and the ruble continues to get hammered the russian people will find solace in the fact that their central bank bought gold the last couple year | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have just really really splattered the bowl | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
thats messed up | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
thelmarockz thelma i can t see shiz i see blank and me and u comment | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi with my anxiety the grocery store ha been a tough place for me i ve managed by going at off peak time so there aren t a many people around dressing in layer in case i get too hot and wearing headphone or ear plug to block out noise my last issue is the fluorescent light they bother me a lot any tip besides wearing sunglass indoors when the sun isn t out and having people stare at me lol | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
nasty scraping noise from the back of my car | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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it all depends on how this go im 0yo male who just got engaged around month ago we were planning on getting married and having kid together soon both started work at the same company making quite good money but recently she tell me her feeling for me have changed that she love me but isnt sure we should stay together she feel attracted to a female coworker of hers that is heterosexual so will never return that attraction we ve decided to spend 9 day in an airbnb together to see if we can save the relationship but she told me today it not looking good also she revealed that coworker thing only today i ve been staying at my parent house for around week now but on sunday will go to the airbnb i know you guy will tell me that she s not worth it but i can t change how i feel about her i wish some of y all that have gone through similar situation could maybe give me some advice how i could still save this if it doesn t work out i will either hang myself or obtain heroin to overdose on i have already written a suicide note and mentally been preparing myself i would do it on the last day while she s gone and ask her to come shortly before ending it or maybe even setting up a programme to send the message when i m already dead this is so that she would find me and inform my relative early enough call me an asshole but i think that the people that know me including her would learn from my death to treat people with more respect in the future if all go well i will continue living if not so be it the note punchline is i said i wanted to spend the rest of my life with you well there s nothing that can change that anymore now | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
here the reason we used to stay in a nice house everything went well for several year all this time he father ha been borrowing money in mother s name now we stay in tiny home fight everyday mom in horrible health condition and he just sits and watch tv the whole fucking day no way to pay back debt he doesnt care about me or my mother at all he speaks to others like he is thier owner and they are his slave no care for anyone just smoke all day my life is ruined i have no one to talk to no real friend and about to relapse into old bad coping mechanism i dont know why i am living but once i graduate i want to take my mom and go away from him forever i live scared thinking and hoping he doesnt abuse my mother he doe but not physically only way for me and my mom to recover is his death or ours | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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