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i just want to get it over with i hate living every day knowing one day it s going to end i hate the fact that i exist at all i try to get advice from people they either tell me basically to deal with it or turn back to religion which isn t happening neither one of those doe a damn thing for me what the fuck do i do i want to blow my brain out so i don t have to worry about it anymore just get it over with losing religion wa the worst thing that ever happened to me i wa so happy when i thought god wa real now i know the truth and life mean nothing pointless | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve been on zoloft for about week now and i m starting to feel uncomfortably neutral i usually dissociate in different way often feeling like i m in a dream but this feel like a different type of dream it just feel so off like i can t tell if it s a dream or not i m missing my normal suicidal absolutely miserable messed up self i ve been on antidepressant so far in my life and none have significantly helped me i feel like they re doing nothing but mushing my brain and making my vision worse i spoke to my doctor today planning to just get off of them entirely i ended up staying on them though a he said that me feeling neutral is a good thing he also said they shouldn t mess with my vision even though i ve seen ton of people say they can i don t understand why there only seem to be two option be extremely miserable and want to kill myself constantly and feel a billion other weird negative indescribable thing or take pill constantly feel absolutely nothing struggle to make sense of anything that s going on a if my mind is just completely blank and miss the other option i wish i could be one of the people that are genuinely happy and have reason behind it i can t make reason nothing about myself or the future matter to me and i can t convince myself otherwise i could still die right now and it would be whatever i just don t care about anything because i can t feel anything right now i just wouldn t want my family or friend to experience that that s still my only reason even now if i didn t have the worry of my family and friend grieving the death of me i d kill myself so i suppose i miss the constant presence of my suicidal thought but the desire is still there it s like there s an itch under my skin that i can t scratch and a ticklish discomfort in my chest i don t understand the feeling but i just miss the thought part of me think that it s only a matter of time before they come back and part of me is afraid that they never will it s so bizarre that you can practically become addicted to it perhaps it is the comfort of the consistency that i love and the change and uncertainty of what s to come that is so frightening to me that sound incorrect though a i just don t care about my future i just feel extra scared and disconnected in this current state of mind though i still want to stop existing to stop feeling this way i feel indifferent to the idea of suicide it feel le enticing but so doe absolutely everything in life i miss the enticement of suicide that i normally feel i want to want to kill myself i want to think about it constantly and that make me feel guilty it make me feel like all of these year i ve just been selfish subconsciously doing thing only for attention and that i m continuing to do exactly that however i know i ve not an emotional abusive relationship and genetics just messed me up i guess i have no idea i missed the abuse too before i started missing the consistency of my suicidal thought now i just feel indifferent to everything about her i don t know i m writing and deleting a good bit of stuff i constantly feel like nothing i m saying is even accurate i just don t know what s going on i just feel like i m in a white void mentally i apologize for my rambling and lack of structure in this post i hope this can at least bring some comfort to anyone out there who may be feeling something similar in any way | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
intelligensia i totally get you why you did it is beyond me i rediscovered some new bone on my back after sunday escapade | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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haha i ve been with my grandma for day even she s about house away i ll still miss her | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
laurenlenewx awww i m sorry | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is off to italy today no more starcraft for a couple of week though | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i really want to get a dog i think it would help me with my problem my boyfriend like dog but he like cat a little more i prefer dog | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
at first i thought i wa being picky but i kid you not i ve worked at over 0 different company over the last ten year don t get me wrong some job were garbage and had high turnover to begin with but other job people would go crazy over from some of the most reputable company in my area to the easiest work for great pay many of these job are not in a field i m passionate about the work stagnates i become disengaged and i quit if it s not that my coworkers or my supervisor suck if it s not that the schedule is off if it s not that the pay is off hell if it s not any of that a speck of dirt landed on my shirt so screw this place i m leaving i m terrified of being stuck somewhere i don t want to be and it gradually defining my career but the more i jump around the more time i waste in the process people younger than me are becoming my bos and i sit here wondering exactly what i m doing with my life and what i even want to be doing with my life i m year old i haven t had a long lasting job let alone a solid romantic relationship in over a decade the more time that creep by the harder it get i ve worked so many job now and have become so experienced doing so many different task i can very quickly spot out a bad gig or come to a decision if it s an environment i want to be in when i wa a kid working the only job i ve spent more than three year at my supervisor told me i should be a drifter in life and jump from town to town at the time i didn t think much of it today however i wonder if that s really what my true aim should be considering i ve kind of been doing that for most of my adult life anyway fuck | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i lost my ambition when i wa somewhat and now we re 0 going on failed everything don t know what to do or who to talk to i told myself in september that if i end up in the same position i wa in the year prior i d kill myself seeing a i wa unable to find some shred of purpose then time ha repeated itself and now i m obviously anxious about it but i don t know if i can find another purpose because of the backlash i would receive from my family for wasting their time i told myself thing would be different but they never changed even if i tried my best to change them so if this is my last post then it s my last post i chose reddit i just hope in the next life if there is one that god at least give me more willpower and or intelligence because i honestly can not traverse this planet in this meatbag | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
cube creepin me out dude may have to cancel my trip to sydney now lol | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
what can i do to help me with chest pain and uncomfortable chest please im desesperate | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jayjude imthiyas pv kennylanta ng abdulbasit goal overcame depression then why did you choose to have depression in the first place since it wa a choice | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
feel sick and need foood i cant find my camera anywhere last night wa good lindsay s house is pretty ruined eek | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
arlenecd please tell me that s somewhere close to california lol | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m tired of having this literal disease that i consider depression i feel trapped a if i m in a prison cell i m desperate to get out of it especially now more than ever but all it doe is keep me back even if i try to escape and become a properly functioning human being depression beat me down like a prison guard with a baton it hold me back keeping me from flourishing and becoming that best version of me that i so wish to be i don t feel like i m able to connect with anyone i have no friend or anyone that care about me in a more than friend way it s hell being an infp like myself i seek connection that is long lasting and strong i m getting help soon but i wonder to myself what if the medication don t help what if they don t keep the depression at bay enough to allow me to live in the moment and happy will all this desperation be for nothing i don t want to fight anymore if it end up being the case im weary but i have just enough fight in me to try one more time i want to put my life together i want to be happy i want to get to a point where i can look back and appreciate that i fought my way to success i just want to be to really exist instead of live every day trapped in my own mind while my body is on autopilot giving fake smile and telling lie that i m okay i m not okay i never wa depression is the worst don t you agree | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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quite sick going to doctor now | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
theekween the herb is ideal for those that suffer from depression anxiety loss of a loved one heartbreak or have witnessed something tramatic thelmaherbs | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
man i want some nike air yeezy s but a i don t live in state have no chance in hell ahh well spend the 00 on pair of sb s instead | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
marcellariley it wa a repeat tonight for gossip girl | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
nothing beat the cold damp feeling you get when pulling on a wet pair of knicks | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
still in the business plan meeting too many back to back presentation | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
antzpantz well i obviosuly missed evcery single one | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mark mulligan exactly that wa the core of my concept for virgin just a shame the money ran out before we could realise it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have anxious attachment style and i have autism a well i m and i ve never had a relationship last more than month at this point i feel no one gon na understand or love me and i ll be alone forever do girl not like guy that are clingy and sensitive do i have to change | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ande now i m not sure i want to associate with such a violet product may have a re think about my screen name | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
back from bangalore missed dancing with a handsome wonderfully smiling foreigner | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i think im coming down with something | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is upset that he can t update his facebook by texting it and might cry a a result school today also blah | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
watching death race found out sandra cantu is dead | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
insomnia kickin in i hate this | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have been suffering for eight long month after a girl i thought would be interested in being my girlfriend ended thing and left me out to dry it wa a pretty short span of dating and hooking up we talked during the summer and only saw each other in person for a few week but the aftermath ha been the worst thing i ve ever gone through in my entire life i have alienated myself from her because i couldn t stop texting her and asking what i did wrong or saying thing i thought i did to make her not interested and expect her to confirm i am on a no contact basis with her now which is probably for the best because i don t think she even cared that much about me to begin with i can t handle the fluidity of dating how people can just leave something if it isn t working out for them for whatever reason and not know what that reason is i ve already come up with every possible situation or reason in my head that it didn t work out and it s honestly been driving me over the edge since last summer i can t take this anymore luckily it s never gotten so bad that i threatened her with suicide because i remember her saying she had an ex who did that to her and it sound like an awful thing to have done to you but that thought did cross my mind where i wanted to present that a an ultimatum to her if she couldn t just tell me what the exact reason or reason were she wanted to end it but i would never actually do that due to it being shitty to put another person through it s not enough for me to accept that we lived more than three hour from each other or she had a bad long term relationship end and wasn t trying to get into anything serious or she told me she wa feeling suffocated by me it s like the spongebob episode with patrick s secret box i just want so badly to hear what it might have been like she would tell her girl friend behind closed door no matter how bad it might sting or hurt but i know i ll never know precisely what she wa thinking it is so difficult to just move on or let it go like people always say for dating situation like this that to me just sound impossible i just hate dating i hate how some people have such ease jumping from date to date or going on multiple date with multiple people at once or talking to many people at one time it just make me feel so overwhelmed and upset that that seems to be the norm in society i can t take it it make me want to die just knowing that s what i m going to have to deal with if i want to have any hope of finding someone to be with let alone get over this last girl | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so i ve tried almost every ssri med except a few every single one i ve been on seems to give me horrible intrusive or suicidal thought i don t actually want to hurt myself but these thought are scaring me ha anyone else had this experience with ssri med | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
off to work ahhhh such is life for the poor amp unknown wa thinking earlier how much loot that miley cyrus ha at age | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m on this team project and the project manager is super toxic i constantly feel like i am a burden and that i have to pretend to be working every morning there is stand up and i have a mental breakdown because i haven t done anything i have started seeing my therapist again but i just don t know what to do about this i honestly feel like i have to quit my job but i don t have another job i am totally screwed with no way out | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
foilly oh no that s a shame you ll have to find them the next time tim pass through or organise a sydney feeter convention | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
texasvegetarian oh god ow that must have hurt like a bitch | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
binncheol you should listen to some music by this dude called andy hull and afew other bloke i even hear they re playing ldn tomorrow | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have headache | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
paulieseow hahahahahah i can easily make ice milo but it just not the same | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
amsterdamant unfortunately i didn t dream about shoe | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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for example this happened the other day while driving to class the week before first week of the course sometimes i wa pretty nervous agitated and generally anxious during the drive resulting in a weird feeling that i usually feel in this circumstance it s hard to put it to word like an uneasy rushy in real time sense of reality this time i didn t feel any of that i wa actually close to being symptomless the problem is that when i started noticing this too much my brain started to scan and check for that feeling that i described before even tho i didn t eventually feel it again it did ruin the moment and it impacted a bit on the symptom anyway so how can i just let go generally speaking | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
everyone here know it s difficult to do anything while depressed even getting out of bed or brushing your teeth can sap all your strength appetite usually go out the window a well which lead to low blood sugar exhaustion etc here s what i reach for when i have to force myself to eat any type of smoothie shake i usually use a low glycemic berry oatmilk and kale or spinach protein powder is good also to add a bit more calorie chia seed for the fiber to keep you satiated longer bone broth or soup again very little prep time and you re not actually eating just drinking bone broth alone ha very little calorie but the protein content will help your malfunctioning brain work a bit better any type of nut or seed they pack a ton of calorie in just a handful doesn t feel like you are eating a meal no prep time | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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my facebook is fucked | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jasonvonberg i ve advertised on our blog through career site and used agency not sure how else i can go about it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jammed my finger and it hurt really badly | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
humpninja i cry my asian eye to sleep at night | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
fuck i feel a hell of a lot worse today | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i really need to fcking end it i can t take it anymore here | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
labrys the chat broked | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
solarishilton this wa me in high school because i wa being abused physically and verbally at home and had severe depression but college is different since you don t have to go by law so idk | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am on the train with feeling of regret sadness lonliness disappointment and nostalgia most importantly dealing with uncertainty about the future we could die tomorrow thus the train crashed killing me i could end up homeless i could end up penniless i could end up in a wheelchair i could be super disabled i m just trying to make good with what i have and to not be sorry for what i don t hope is an addictive drug that stimulates dopamine but depression give me doubt | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m 0f and i ll start this by saying that my diagnosis is mostly a doctor telling once that i might have gad but i haven t had further test done yet not that i need them because the symptom are all there and it s pretty obvious to me amp nbsp i stress a lot about most thing future plan work health etc being on the phone is something that give me extreme anxiety a well and this is impacting my work i m lucky enough to be able to work from home which is great because i don t have to put on the happy sociable face all day long but there s still plenty of call meeting happening over team and those still give me a lot of anxiety to the point that even a minute talk with someone will leave me sweaty i m able to sound friendly and sociable on the call but a soon a it s over that s all gone and i ll just feel like crap i m not 0 and some day i honestly do not know how i am supposed to endure this for another 0 year the job i had previous to this one wa in customer support inbound call people told me that exposure to it would help me but honestly i hated every second of it and i feel it s only gotten worse since then amp nbsp right now i m at a loss and starting to consider quitting my job over this but i also don t know of many job that allow me to wfh while keeping meeting and call to a minimum if everything wa done via chat email i d honestly feel great about that but it feel like this society wa built by and for extrovert and i m just an outlier that doesn t fit anywhere | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
done feeding horse this snowy windy april morning | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i need some selsun blue pretty sure i have a small spot of haole rot | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my mom called me disgusting for my dirty room even though she know i m depressed am i disgusting i try to clean but it just go back to dirty i m disgusting and lazy | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
left head phone ha died this morning head phone to keep me company on my journey | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
handyman just cancelled on me | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so we paid a company 000 to lift our house to fix the crooked floor they installed these pier yesterday and started lifting this morning about an hour later the guy come up and tell u they can t raise it more than an inch because the foundation started to crack turn out that stabilizing the house is guaranteed but lifting is not we re now paying back a 000 loan for work that accomplished nothing i m absolutely crushed and the depression anxiety is raging in me so hard i don t know if i can continue this is just another devastating failure in my miserable life i ve been struggling to keep it together for my wife and kid and this wa going to be a huge positive thing instead i don t know if i can go on even for them they re better off with this hapless fuckwad out of their life i may overdose on something so at least it will be an open casket at my funeral and my wife can just tell my kid daddy wa sick i wa already severely depressed and this is just the final blow | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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i m f currently on a work trip with a few of my coworkers most of whom i ve known for year but haven t seen in person since covid started i m decently close with one person in particular and the rest i just have a normal professional relationship with last night everyone went out to celebrate a big milestone during the trip and had a great time i wa definitely pretty drunk by the end of the night and getting home is a little hazy but i woke up with good memory of the night before and wasn t concerned that anything had happened anyways no one had texted me this morning and i wasn t sure what the plan for the day wa so i reached out to the coworker i m closer with and asked what she wa up to she said she wa going to breakfast with another person on the trip and that i could come which i agreed to but then she texted and said they were actually leaving right now for breakfast and that we could meet up later this seemed odd to me since we re all in the same hotel and i could have been ready to head out whenever but it felt like she didn t want me to come i think i m reading into it a bit too much but now i m freaking out worried that i did something wrong last night and that s the reason i m not being invited along today i don t really have a track record of doing thing out of character while drunk though so i m just really confused and anxious tldr got drunk with coworkers who i haven t seen in a while and now it feel like no one want to hang out with me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just got to work and am so ravenous have eaten my gipton steak amp branston sarnies now i ll have to buy something for lunch doh | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m so cold | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it s kind of funny isn t it | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my mind is in such a negative space i m overstimulated but every noise and word someone in my family passed away my period amplifies every emotion i just can t do it anymore my negativity is like a cancer and i d rather not infect anyone with it i want to die daily but i can t although i fantasize about it a lot i cut myself instead in order to stay alive to numb myself from the insanity and madness inside of me i feel unheard i feel burdened by my own existence and i ve been made to feel so bothersome to others i don t know i don t have much hope i m not angry i m maybe sad mostly i m so depressed and misunderstood by everyone because at the end of the day no one care to listen to me they think they re listening but people only have a limited amount of time that they ll let you talk anyway nobody need to be my therapist i hope my life end soon because i am unable to deal with the turmoil inside of me i just can t do it anymore i m desperate i m sorry | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i want to share something my therapist told me that really resonated and stuck with me she said anxiety is like a smoke detector it go off whenever there smoke to keep you safe but a smoke detector doesn t know the difference between a fire or burnt toast so it s our job to identify what s making the alarm go off and how to manage it most of the time it just burnt toast even if you panic when the alarm first ring you soon realise it burnt toast though difficult anxiety sometimes just need u to take a second to identify the source and put it into perspective is it manageable what s the best way for me to approach it without avoiding it so yeah burnt toast | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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i have 0 success in life even duo i wa given every opportunity to grow myself i strugglecwith my mental health for about year now i m at the moment every year i hope thing will change for good but every time i feel immense disappointment i can t find any reason to continue living with every breath of air i feel like poison fill my lung most of my day i stare blankly at a random space imaging my death i crave to die life consists of little to no joy why is suicide considered a cowardly act i believe the opposite is true a the one who kill himself chooses to die in his own circumstance imagine how much power it take to jump off a building or cut one own vein vertically i recently cutted my wrist horizentaly just a little bit i wanted to see blood to feel pain i felt so connected with reality what an amazing experience pain is my only way to remember i m alive physical pain also help me forget of my failure of who i m an empty shell who keep existing a zombie who just want to be buried again if god exists we are all his slave | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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sometimes i have strong emotion when i think about thing that happened in my life and how fcked up my life is since when i wa a kid till now and it seems that my life is ment to be doomed and sometimes i tell myself that i m tired of feeling emotion and i wish that i m completely numb to it sometimes i succeed to be emotionless to these feeling and sometimes it overwhelms me i m not sure what s wrong with me is it depression is it something else idk anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m tired of trying to be happy i m tired of seeing the light at the end of the tunnel after how many half glass is it acceptable to see them a half empty literally i have so much to say and i can t say a word small rant pardon my sudden lapse | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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this person know everything that s going on in my life i ve been trying not to drink much recently been a couple month now i went from downing a pack a night to nothing i quit nicotine at the same time i m in so much mental and physical pain it s unbearable i told her i want to drink i can t take life anymore she told me i can t i made a joke i said i should get a pas because i want to die idk why that s funny i find it hilarious if those are really the only two option maybe i should just go back to drinking every night i can either be numb or dead both sound real nice right about now i hope she s not on reddit that would be awkward | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
quite busy today attended appointment well tomorrow going to be another busy day | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
eliteforce i have been told by friend that constantly circle the globe that the flight from the uk to downunder is the worst ever | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have a constant paranoia of having rabies normally i can distract myself and just not think about it but if i get reminded of it i m worrying about having it i don t think i ve ever bitten by a wild animal and definitely not one that had rabies plus my country hasn t had a rabies case in year the last one being a dead fox found in the wood i have no idea why i keep worrying about it but i do and i keep wondering whether it s related to anxiety or something else | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sensesdestroyer i wan na go to lamb of god | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
about three week ago i quit my job of year after believing spending all my time at work wa making me severely depressed day after i quit were the happiest i ve been in a long time but it quickly went away and i got trapped into another very depressed cycle i haven t put any work towards anything in week just moping around all day until i have to go to sleep my biggest problem is that i feel like i m watching my dream die i would love to entertain people like how most people do on youtube etc but i have no talent no skill and a horrible lisp i ve started many project but have stopped all of them really early a i have no motivation to keep doing them anyway the only option i have left in life is to go work another job be unhappy and live the same miserable life or i can kill myself it sound bad but i don t have any problem with suicide my whole life is built on regret and failure with nothing that i can truly be proud of honestly i don t want to go through with this but it feel like the better choice | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
english isn t my first language so i apologise if i use the wrong terminology i also have issue with my brain memory focus not only due to adhd but also because i ve been completely burned out exhaustive depression several time in my life | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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paul pogba s est confi sport team sur sa d pression manchester united on est jug tous le trois jours on doit tre bon tout le temp alors qu on a de soucis comme tout le monde que ce soit avec no partenaires notre coach dans la vie de tous le jours http t co y qbcrfky | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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just leavin work my foot hurt | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i wa supposed to stab myself in the heart in the desert in joshua tree in november 0 i thought i wa ready i decided not to because i realized i d probably have to stab myself more than one time and i knew i couldn t mentally handle that i felt depressed enough to stab myself but not psychotic enough to keep going especially after physical shock also part of me wanted to see if i could fix thing and it wa like i went on a mission with myself to see if life wa worth it if my life is worth living the answer is no it s definitely no i want out i want off this fucking ride i wish thing were different but they aren t i even went to the fucking hospital voluntarily for help since my last post here absolute hellhole i don t even have word for you about what happened darkest week of my life people are sick i m so much worse i can t explain what s happened it s not like gunnhild from viking but i m at the marina and someone abandoned their bonfire left it all for me i tried to give an older woman passing by the last of my cash cause she wa picking up recyclables she refused and wa sweet she said to not sit here at night she wa concerned that i m young and there s crazy people out here no offense but i m the crazy person ma am sweet lady i had asked god for a sign i got a fucking sign i told god or the universe or whatever that to commit suicide i needed to be pushed and i got just that tenfold i m proud of myself for pushing a hard a i did for lasting this long i don t need to prove to other people i fought i know i did and i can rest better knowing i kept that promise to myself i wish i had seen more of the world and visited more city but i ve had my fill of humanity i can t do it anymore i hate the way people treat each other how much bullshit is always involved i m tired worn out no amount of sleep or rest touch this kind of tired hell is hell i hope my next life is gentler i hope the tide are kinder i hope i receive love i never have to defend myself from i give myself peace now because i can not find it here my life is obligated to no one amp nothing else im truly sorry signing off from one depressed person to whoever read this what happened to me mattered finally good luck asshole | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i struggle to get the thing people take for granted my whole school life ha been extremely terrible and i used to get bullied very badly back in kindergarten and some of middle school im in highschool now and i have like no friend only acquaintance i dont go to the nice place that normal people go to for example never went to a waterpark never had a night out or went to the mall with friend or classmate never went to disneyland when i wa a kid never went on a mall shopping spree i ve only ever been too the mall twice in my whole life and i didn t even see all of the mall never went to dave and buster never went to an aquarium never had a female friend 9 never even had a casual conversation with a girl 0 no gift for christmas no gift for my birthday no friend no one to talk to and a million more thing that are normal for childhood i didn t experience that my childhood i dont even want to start on that i used to live in poverty in a room tiny house with a cracked wall and insect because my dad left u my dad left the house when i wa some month old and he took the car and drove slut in it regardless i wanted to speak to him i still visited him and forgave him but then he asked if i wanted to live with him in a bigger nicer country with more opportunity i said yes i experienced true mental torment in that house and the worst part is i didnt even know i thought my parent were the victim because they brainwashed me so much about some thing that i still sometimes struggle if i should believe them or not in that house i wa brainwashed to the point where i couldnt even think for myself i couldnt tell what wa true i couldnt think anything for myself i experienced some not good thing they said i can visit my mom in her country and they pick me up in day to go back to the airport waited day waited a whole week they never came they left me and abandoned me and just left me in some other country and fyi that country is one of the poorest one in my area the house im at now with my mom my sister grandma and uncle isnt perfect in fact sometimes i feel like im losing my mind there they re pretty creepy sometimes except for one of my uncle in the house they dont have any malicious intent or anything but i just dont want to get into it right now im a few pound overweight and almost got an eating disorder it not even my fault that im fat my mom said it because i took a medicine when i wa little and it had a side effect of weight gain i literally eat 0x le than a normal person i dont even eat breakfast like 99 of the time on school day i used to get bullied shitless for my weight no social life no friend thats another depression aswell more ticked off the board no big deal my life so far ha been full of depressing thing so something like this doesnt seem that big anymore this is only 0 of my life s shitness if i went into everything then id prob have to spend like and a half hour typing my life ha just been an absolute mess and what you saw my post is just a fraction of my life so far person trauma is just a small fraction of mine those people who ha a dark phase probably had a good phase they had a normal life and they at least had a period in their life where they were happy i just want to enjoy my life is that too much to ask i feel so jealous of those people who can live a normal life in a normal nice house with story with friend with people to talk to my life ha just been bullshit after bullshit | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
plz | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
l want but i can t sleep | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
suicidal all weekend watched the infamous funky town gore video i m usually ok with gore and death but that wa horrific made me think could that be me in hell for eternity i mean if human could do something that drawn out and horrific there s no telling what would be in store down there and all because i couldn t handle the cruelty of human nature | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m not looking for sympathy just simply to state why i m done trying to survive i m sitting here in the dark cry my eye out before my th birthday knowing it s the last birthday i ll ever have i m tired of fighting for my life every single day sense i wa i ve been fighting i can t do it anymore i m exhausted this illness ha broken my relationship with people i can t mend and everyone is done with me and i understand i just hope everyone understands why i ve made the decision i have if my husband somehow magically find this i love you more than anything and i m sorry i had to leave this way until we meet again my squishy | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mpilo miya darqhskined asf brown eyed gyel bongani dee mizzzidc who bought the shoe for her her work saving or her parent money i understand her being annoyed about the sneaker people can spoil your stuff if you let them wear it too much but it s her mother she didn t have to post it to make her mother look bad amp cry depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sarahlsharp oops feel like i m breaking a few heart now | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
struggling hard with inventory | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i got broken up with overnight a year relationship because she thought for a week that she s falling out of love i am absolutely devastated i can t carry on with my life and truly am considering ending it all i think i am gon na do it because she wa the only one for me what is the best way not to hurt your family thanks | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
there s this guy that i like and i know he like me i ve never had a boyfriend before and i ve never had my first kiss so sex is a big step for me however he had a girlfriend of five year they were high school sweetheart they broke up two year ago because she left him for another girl she s pansexual he knew that she wa pansexual but still she left him they probably had lot of sex if they didn t have sex i d be extremely surprised i just feel so insecure that i m such a novice i m not going to be good at it and i feel bad that he is going to have to teach me so much stuff | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t really know what to do anymore like for almost 0 year i ve always been sad mostly because of my own inabilites yes i m talentless and below average intelligence then we kinda move here in a rural area ran into financial trouble which lead to me having chronic depression where every waking moment i feel so frustrated and anxious of my situation i wa socially isolated in school and wa looked at like a failure at home i managed to get by for the next year after that even i don t know why now i kinda get a silent anxiety attack now and then even on the slightest thing my mental health is on the brink of just breaking i can t take that anymore please suggest a way to end myself in a rather non violent manner i think it s my time to move on from our cruel world | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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