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i tried several time to write a suicide note but i kept giving up because i realized im actually going through with it so what doe it matter lol im going to be dead ill never love or feel again not that i ever really felt anything anyway lol i ate some orange chicken and rice and some granola bar with frosting lmao and some mandatory energy drink of course i watched some high school dxd and lit some paper on fire now im listening to obscure hex cult music from brazil staring at the wall i can feel the noose in my closet waiting for me im coming sweetheart dont worry just want to throw something into the void first lol i tied it up and everything already put my head in twice it itchy a fuck lol plus it throwing weird rope dust everywhere idk lol shoutout to spaceghostpurrp and domd and hi c and evaboy and idk lol we out fr lmao goodbye to every human being on earth and every animal and anything that ever hurt inside hopefully we all find love in the end | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
this is a rant i saw a video about how this one person love every day of the week for a different reason and i immediately started cry cause i realized i can t remember the last time i wa excited to wake up the next day i haven t brushed my teeth in day my room is absolutely disgusting the stupidest thing make me sad or angry i got mud on my shoe bawled for hour dropped and spilt my drink cried got a craving for cooky but knew i wouldn t make them cried i feel like every day is a loop i m only and i miss school at least once a week and now my mom force me to go because of my many absence and it s sooo hard i feel like a disappointment to my parent because at the beginning of the year and i always have been a straight a student in advanced class now my grade are filled with c s and d s even though i m trying so hard | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
a sad day i morn for my awesome car http twitpic com y e | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have been pretty down for the last few year and i felt mentally stuck in a limbo it is like i can t move back but i can t move forward i have just been surviving for the past few year but now it s like i can t physically move i don t feel like studying or even getting up and i don t know how to get over it it come and go but sometimes it come at really bad time i wish i could get over this part | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it s gotten to the point where i m purposely making myself sick so i will have to call out but the end of the month is coming up and bill are piling up i don t know what to do i just don t want to do anything anymore and just lie in bed all day | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
shit hit the fan a single tik tok comment from an anon account that can t be traced back to me made month ago and a comment i made about a girl month ago have suddenly been brought up by this group of girl they ve made my friend drop me i m not miserably alone a i have always been my whole miserable life now they re trying to talk to my school admin man i just wa excited to start college but it might end up all being over i wish i had the mean to do it quickly and properly without hurting my family | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
why do i have to go to the sitty job more often than the nice one | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i know for a fact i have an anxiety disorder i ve been diagnosed i ve been taking med for it for year now but a of recent thing feel like they re getting worse the more i find way to manage it the more it feel like my body throw a new curveball at me i also have been wondering about adhd which i display a lot of symptom of and have been looking into getting a diagnosis for that i have chronic pain and fatigue been dealing with it since i wa and i m 9 now so it s mostly manageable but i feel like since i conquered that and know how to avoid flare ups and treat them my body is coming up with new way to torment me now i ve found that whenever i get really stressed or anxious i itch and not just a normal run of the mill itch it s an insatiable deep crawling sensation that is impossible to ignore i get it the worst on my foot i scratch and scratch and scratch and it never get better and when it s really bad i m left with cut and scrape from scratching so much it s so emotionally and physically painful it hurt so badly because i know it s not real and that my brain is doing this to me but i still feel it and it won t go away i m literally having a breakdown right now because of it i m making this post because i just need to scream into the void and i want to know if anybody else deal with this if you do you re not alone i just don t know how to make it better i hate this feeling so much this all started btw because i couldn t figure out a chest harness for myself i don t know how to make it stop and it s driving me nut | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
fabianv what kind of doc and what are you using to write them we re always behind on our doc | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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being border restricted victim day by day we getting engulfed in frustration depression suicidal attempt and much more that we can t express in word depression fmwangyisaveindianstudents takeusbacktochina 99 | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ooops just ate a panini from w mart cold that say it needed to be thoroughly cooked it didn t taste raw i die nao from f poisoning | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
march sale report done hardly worth it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
never had a girl friend all i ever wanted wa a wife and kid even more than money i have zero friend the only people i ever hang out with are my parent i gamble a lot i am scrawney with a beer gut and twig arm what the fuck i can barely finish any college course i live in an apartment and cant see how i can ever afford a house i am taking my life tonight no point in living anymore depression fuckin suck | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so yesterday i had plan to go skating with a friend and we drive there everything is good and we re sitting in the car waiting to go in all of the sudden the overwhelming urge to cry just come over me and i start sobbing two second prior i wa laughing totally fine it took me a half an hour to be able to go inside luckily my friend is amazing and super understanding but what should i do in that situation any tip at all on how to control myself would be much appreciated | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gosh it is raining in summer cause of the global warming | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just washed the huge pile of post binge depression dish from my bedside table who s proud of me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
tbh idk why im writing this im struggling a lot ig i tried overdosing 9 day ago and barely nothing happened and the small amount of euphoria i got the next couple of day wa amazing idk just the fact that i could die wa comforting so now imma try midol i only have like 0 tablet ill prob only take it prob wont work but idgaf anymore edit would anyone know if this would work | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
currently trying to redecorate on my own new to living alone too to feel more empowered i have been redecorating finally ordered a new couch chnage is scary lol anyways my couch wa supposed to arrive wednesday but it came early and i m not prepared i don t have a cart to get it up at the moment i m concerned it will be stolen rationally who would steal a pound thing and a another oddly shaped packaged but maybe or that the apartment will send it back before i can get the cart tomorrow to bring it up i emailed them just in case even if neither happen i don t want to ask anyone for help bringing it up because i either feel like a burden or i don t want to socialize with anyone while dealing with the couch cause that give me anxiety already preferably i d pay someone but how would one even do that for a task that take minute max just seems silly so now if i m lucky and my couch is still in the mail room tomorrow after work when i have a cart then i must be physically capable to get the couch up on the cart into the elevator and into my apartment myself i think i can do it but i m scared a to what s going to happen anybody have any opinion on this am i overthinking i read somewhere that anxiety can be confused with feeling of excitement too maybe that s what s happening idk man i want to know it will be okay | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m 0 and i m alone and it s tough to pretend i m a whole person amp x 00b i haven t made a friend since high school i m starting to befriend someone at work but it s giving me a lot of anxiety because when am i going to say the thing that make her hate me it feel like i have to do everything right to be social or maybe i m missing something that everyone else ha or maybe i m just not cut out to be social but to have friend you have to answer them when they fucking text regardless of what s going on in my life and i just don t have the energy to keep up with that i recently had someone tell me i wa probably not doing well on bumble bff because i m a slow responder sometimes i don t know what to say sometimes word aren t happening in my brain sometimes i m just too tired maybe missing out on social thing for all of my 0 s is something i m never going to be able to recover from amp x 00b i ve been in a lot of workplace where i wa the loser i had no friend i d catch people saying mean thing about me they all get together with each other and i m not invited i ve been in multiple situation where group of people don t like me and do shitty passive aggressive thing to me every chance they get i don t know what i do wrong i try to just be a genuine kind person i get feedback that i m nice i know i m not perfect but at least i ve had some feedback that i m not totally delusional to think i m a nice person but there have also been a few time where i know what i said there have been a few time when i can pinpoint the off comment that make someone turn on me and it must be more than one off comment because it s always easy for that person to get a group to turn on me it s terrifying to feel like at any moment i can slip up and someone will just decide i m not worth their time amp x 00b and i never feel like i say the right thing some of my coworker s response are lackluster think lol and i just wonder if she even want to talk to me making friend give me the same anxiety that trying to date someone give me that s kind of fucked up i should probably not care so much whether or not someone decides they want to be my friend but also it affect me i feel like i m not worthy of friendship because so many people have decided i m not worth their time and honestly this is a big moment for me because this is the moment i realize i ve internalized all that rejection and got to where i don t feel good enough for friendship why would someone pick me when i m a ball of nerve why would someone want to hang out with someone who only feel like half a person amp x 00b lately i ve been doing okay relative to the last 0 year i finally got a job that doesn t feel like chinese water torture i m on medication and that help a ton i m a lot better about not letting myself slip into negative thought pattern this week i haven t been feeling the overwhelming cloud of misery because i finally got medication that isn t expired and i m taking it regularly but every time i think about social stuff it just give me this squished feeling i can t name the feeling but it s visceral my body feel shitty i m going on a vacation with my mom and her work friend in a month and i m so fucking nervous because what if i do the thing that make everyone hate me i don t even know what the fucking thing is but spending four day with people who are talking crap about you in a small space i did that around this time last year and it wa so bad amp x 00b okay amp x 00b i m a solution oriented person and part of my problem is that i don t know how to fix this part of my life i don t really know what the solution is to feeling unworthy of friendship it took me eight year to figure out the solution to hating myself and honestly even though it s a struggle it s also worth it to fight through those feeling and find an even timbre social situation are just approached totally differently from a mental health perspective i ve googled how to feel le lonely and the fucking answer wa make friend how do you make friend when you feel like nobody want to be your friend and for good reason therapist have basically told me to find a group and the friendship will happen naturally but there s not a huge meet up scene in my area and i have a ton of anxiety about going to one and the few i have been to were not great i couldn t read the book on how to influence people and never feel powerless again i got halfway through it and it honestly felt like customer service kiss as bullshit but this time i m not even getting paid for it that book make me feel like i have to scrub my personality clean and poke myself into a small box to be socially acceptable amp x 00b i just don t know i m going to keep trying different thing i m going to keep putting myself out there because the only other choice is to keep doing thing the same shitty way with the same shitty outcome amp x 00b i needed this rant today and if anyone actually manages to read all that thanks for your time and i hope both our day 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i need therapy and i finally fully acknowledge it i am an unemployment year old student in lebanon middle east not the u my parent are some old school arab folk that would never entertain the idea of me going to therapy and the fact that i could never share the real reason behind it only make thing harder and the possibility of them cooperating even more impossible thankfully i can figure out how to sneak to therapy behind their back and although i have it really hard money wise i could afford a mid to low budget therapist a long a it will get me anywhere it would be the absolute biggest financial burden ever but i guess i got ta heal my problem among a couple lesser one i am what would be best described a in my own word casually suicidal i have been for so long just wanting to die and although i have no intention to act on it it weighs a lot on you to be jealous out of all thing from people that die around you i am scared that talking about it to a therapist might make her have to break confidentiality another thing that i am worried about is that any therapist i d go to might not be okay with me because of my belief i am pretty certain that my nihilistic philosophy backed by my lack of religious belief would have to be talked about problem is that i live in a muslim community and in these community my perspective on religion isnt taken lightly what is your take your opinion and all of that sorry if the text is messy and all over the place i just wanted to journal and thought that i might use this opportunity to take someone s opinion a well | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i just want to disappear i don t know how to start this but i just want to disappear disappear from my life from everything from everyone i feel so alone and i can t talk to anyone personally in my life because it s hard to admit that i m struggling mentally it s hard for me to tell people i want to disappear from their life a i fear they will take it personally i m just tired of my life i m tired of the battle i constantly have to face and the struggle it give me the idea of disappearing feel like weight is lifted of my shoulder and i can breathe again the idea feel so calm and relaxing a that is all i ve ever wanted peace it s easy for me to think that no one will care that i m gone no one will look for me or try to search for me but i know that s no true so i stay i stay to exist another day to deal with life s problem and the anxiety i feel with it because everyone ha to deal with life why can t i so i disappear in my thought a all i have to escape from everything and everyone | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
congrats r anxiety we ve all made it to wednesday this is a weekly thread that serf a a place for u to shine some light on what is going well in our life it is easy for mental health subreddits to focus primarily on the negative after all we re not here because everything is going wonderfully but once in a while you get shown the light in the strangest of place if you look at it right so whether you made it out of bed today spoke up in a meeting or class rode the bus or just stepped outside please share with u what went well for you in the past week any accomplishment victory positive thought or action no matter how big or small is welcome here | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
another set of ipod earbuds dying left going quiet apple charge gbp 0 for replacement better option at around that price point | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
notyour kainat itni utri howi sorat ko kon follow kary phely kam depression hai | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
fed up of being ill | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
csimiamijenny i know thats how i felt after givin them present them not appreciating it horatio is the real man lol | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
laying in bed with no voice | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so i have a disabling chronic illness last year i went through some pretty severe stuff almost starved to death because my stomach doesn t work properly and won t digest food had to be hospitalized and have a permenant feeding tube placed etc that s just backstory that might be relevant but honestly i m not sure i have this overwhelming anxiety any time anything slightly untword happens to my partner it s particularly unmanageable when it come to them feeling physically unwell i have no idea why this happens it s something i ve experienced in other very close relationship a well but it s not everyone not even everyone i care very deeply about it s super weird and i have no idea where it s coming from but i need it to stop because i want to be supportive and i can t do that if my partner know i m fighting down a lot of anxiety just to talk about them feeling like they might be coming down with a tiny cold the anxiety can even bleed into feeling of anger or frustration which i hate even more because who get angry about something like that am i just a bad person how do i cope with this in a way that doesn t negate their experience by requiring them to constantly tell me nothing is wrong or that everything is fine but also not going off the deep end and feeling crazy with fear just because they might be experiencing discomfort | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
on the bus going to work booo | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i feel so trapped and stuck i don t do anything all day long because i simply don t want to do anything period no goal or dream i don t want to be anything or have material thing like a house or car i just want to sleep i don t work or do anything productive everyday is the same and it just so boring being here and feeling like this i m not good enough for anything or anyone and everyone just ignores me anyways i have no friend never dated i hate how i look and it can t be changed i m lazy worthless hopeless i just can t take this anymore nothing work i think about suicide all the time i ve even looked up handgun but even then i need money and i m broke i just don t want to be here anymore knowing i m never going to be content and just a waste | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i met with my new psychiatrist today and she wa super nice and honestly so much better than the last one i m happy i have her now and i like her a lot i just forgot to ask her about the new medication i m taking so i already take wellbutrin and remeron i wa taking hydroxyzine but she just changed that out for propranolol which really isn t the one i m nervous for i m nervous because she prescribed me viibrid i m working my way up to 0mg i wouldn t be nervous about it if i wasn t on remeron which i take mg and it s really only to sleep and that s it it doesn t do anything else the thing is i know both of these drug can increase serotonin and i m terrified of serotonin syndrome especially since i m going to be going away from my house for a little while i called the pharmacy to ask about the interaction and they said at the dosage i m at is a very low change but i m still a bit scared ha anyone taken these medication together and been okay or doe anyone know if i will be okay if i do take them together | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
but the international font look ugly going back to original font after all who d tweet in malayalam | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
catdevnull nah same one rang up to see what progress wa someone else ha offered but been rejected they reckon to get it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
what is the point of going on when your parent don t like you your friend are nonexistent and your school is the most unsupportive and toxic place you could be in i m not loved by anyone i doubt i will be so forever i ll be alone i might a well take all the pill in the house nobody will have cared about me anyways | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
moving moving moving keep those box moving rawhide think i ve gone delirious from moving | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
this is amazing but i can only get word per minute http play typeracer com | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
this is the second time i ve felt this weird sensation it s like in the back left part of my head literally feel like someone s taking their thumb and pushing in my head for like 0 second it feel like pressure slightly building up then vanishes anyone else i ve had brain sinus ct blood work ekg all clean scan | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sonnyjoeflangan goddammit i missed it what song xx | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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scarlettdane no mary amp i were going to go dress shopping tomorrow | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
why oh why do i watch video of people dying right before i m going to sleep | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
getting out of bed every day feel like a pain i feel like rotting in my bed all day even completing minor task make me feel drained and lethargic i m not sure who i am anymore i don t have the energy to talk to anyone yet i m desperate for love and affection i m trying all i can to cry but it s not working could someone kindly tell me if i m depressed | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is not looking forward to class and work tomorrow | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is my life over i m m i ve never really had many friend and have lonely and depressed for pretty much all my life my family situation ha always been kinda fked up too however my senior year of h i finally got a group that went to hoco with me and i ve talked to them and played video game with granted they weren t a close a friend could be but i still loved them man they also are friend with a big group of girl so recently tik tok comment from month ago and a verbal comment from month ago were brought up upon my investigation i couldn t find any proof of that verbal comment heck i don t even remember saying it so it ha to be false or blown up from something much more minute i do remember saying these girl made my only friend in the world drop me and have ruined my reputation i keep thinking suicidal thought wishing i had a gun to end it but then i remember my family and life i have i wa so excited to start college too but now they re trying to talking to school admin about this they have 0 proof so i don t think much will happen but i m so lonely now and want to kill myself it s all i can think about i wanted to go to prom with them to a senior summer trip with them but now it s all over man i wish i had a gun and could end it without hurting my family | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
in office doing irritating work for the worst client i ve ever had you cant choose your project if ur an employee | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
fed bokkie too many birthday treat sicko | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
wanting some sunshine so we can lay in the pool | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
they say there are five stage of grief denial anger bargaining depression and acceptance well i d like to add one more revenge | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hypothetically speaking if i went to walmart and bought some motor oil a lighter and a bottle of water then i went out to the parking lot removed my shirt and then doused my arm on fire i m not looking to kill myself i just want self harm in a different way than cutting anf bashing my head with blunt object | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just got done watching the new house episode definitely one of the saddest episode ever | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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now i regret ever seeking help the hotline had me wait so long and basically just mirror my word what s the point of looking for help anyway they just add to thing i fail again | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
being gay is so fucking lonely everyone is either busy making their crotch gobblins or busy with their so i come from a super religious family and am not financially stable by myself so i just have to sit on the corner alone and watch everyone else enjoy life i have no one to talk to i dont have any friend id feel comfortable talking about this with and warmlines feel fake a fuck i hate how straight men treat every get together a an excuse to find someone to fuck but i also feel lile a fucking weirdo for not liking woman in latin america where im from people think gay men want to be woman and every comedy show make fun of u i just feel like an object not a human an effigy created to be ridiculed and ostracized a thing that help straight people feel better about themselves by being a freak a useful object like a gay best friend or le of a man i know this will sound petty but it also hurt seeing so many beautiful men and knowing that i would never be able to be with them im also pretty ugly and gay men tend to be quite vain im not muscular im too hairy to be a femboy or a twink and im not a bottom like most people would expect of me i just feel like i dont fit in anywhere and no one will love me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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okay i m sorry that wa mean i m not nice | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i wa on 0 mg of hydroxyzine and i felt like it just wasn t doing anything so my doctor switched me today | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
violetscruk yeah off aberdeen on the miller platform the one the chopper left before it went down thew other day | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
blegghhhh i have to go to work | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it s sooo super duper cold | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
omg there is a super massive bee downstairs my phobia is kicking in big time and i can t go downstairs unless i know it s gone help | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
everyone subtweeting their s o saying sad shit is a fucking goober please save some of your depression for when bong bong win | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my depression ha gotten much worse lately but i haven t told anyone how bad it is not even my wife because she s still grieving her mom who passed away last month and i don t want to add to her trouble i ve been having suicidal thought again but so far no intent to actually end my life however i have relapsed into self harm again and i think it s worse than it ha been before like i can t end myself because my wife and kid need me and i m now the only income earner in the house so i need to provide for my family so i m doing the next best thing and hurting myself thus why i m hesitant to tell my therapist how bad it s gotten i d voluntarily committed myself a couple year ago when i wa suicidal and told my wife so i know how that go but i know there is a risk that if my therapist think is dire enough i can be involuntarily committed and i can t afford to miss any work right now i don t know what to do i know i don t have a lot of time to decide because my next therapist appointment is in a few hour | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
if it werent for him i would have been dead by now i cant imagine how horrible he would feel if i did it now im just in an eternal state of depression and cant do anything about it i both love him and hate him for it mostly love but god damn i feel trapped | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
rj i don t know what half of that mean | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
claire s will you be videoing or streaming or podcasting tweeting or anything else can t make it unfortunately | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
yay am and not a bit tired | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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9 today and i fucked up my life so bad i suffer from some medical problem which ha consumed my marriage pushing my wife away i know she s having a affair because i suffer from ed and must take a pill somehow she hold all that against me we live in the same house but she refuse to go to counseling let s face a fact we were both not always so kind to each other for year thing started getting better a couple year ago or so i though can t sleep can t eat ha been well over a month without rem sleep i get maybe a couple hour then wake up for hour doze off for another about my body is tired my mind is tired i just want this to end the only way i know how trying some sleeping pill w muscle relaxer even going to take higher dose of insulin to put me out she s in another room so won t know till morning if best | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
carli chick i can t get photo x | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
imagethief i know where you found that but your url is so much tinier than mine | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
why kutner i mean i knew something wa going to happen to someone but it wa so sad i lt house and it wa well done but i m still sad | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t really know how reddit work but i just came here to get something off my chest i m a 0yo female who deal with major depression i ve always felt like i have no purpose in this world and that i am a complete waste of a human being i don t even know who i am anymore whenever people are like so tell me about yourself i break down because i honestly have nothing to say about myself i want to kill myself so bad but i don t have the tool to do it so i just live in pain and exhaustion i have no friend or family to talk about what i go through and that hurt medicine doe not help and therapist ive talked to were a joke i have done thing to make me feel better about myself but i always get knocked down but i can honestly say that the day i die i ll finally be happy and at peace | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is looking for a dress for her friend but can t find it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
doe anyone else feel the overwhelming urge to sink to the floor when their anxiety get bad like you just want to make yourself a small a possible because this ha been happening a lot to me lately i get an anxiety attack and i just want to sit a low a i can usually i m in a public space so i don t give into the urge to just sit on the public ground but when i get home it s the first thing i do to make myself feel better i don t know if that make but i figured i d put it out there | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
captainjohnhart most people don t realise how much they d miss it if they couldn t do it any more | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my tummy hurt i wonder if the hypnosis ha anything to do with it if so it s working i get it stop smoking | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
guy seasonal depression is over it s time for just regular depression now im so happy | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m in my early 0 and realized it ll almost be 0 year since i wa diagnosed the time of my life supposed to filled with fun memory have been nothing but pain i don t intend on living another decade like this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
nicholasbraun aww no fair you didn t check the pic i sent you | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t know what to feel but i just am tired and over it and there s no end to running on a hamster wheel of constant sadness ugh | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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my anxiety ha been taking over my life recently and i am having trouble controlling it it seems like i am always assuming the worst possible outcome for everything i somehow convince myself that the the worst will happen and that i need to prepare for it i am not sure where this way of thinking came about a my parent and my brother are super laid back and relaxed even during my college year i would panic about exam i would study all weekend skip going out worry constantly for test i would run through scenario in my head about failing not getting employed dropping out etc i would calculate the minimum grade needed to pas the course and convince myself that even though i studied 0 hour getting a is still likely and possible if my brother doe not pickup the phone late at night i worry that he crashed somewhere is not safe every night before bed i have to check my car app to make sure it locked even though i know i locked it and if i dont check i assume it is unlocked and will be stolen i worry about my health even though i am healthy it s getting to a place now where when someone tell me something that go against my worry random example you do not have a cavity i assume that he probably missed it and that i do have one it like i always have a sense of fear for everything now i am working full time it effecting me with my work life even worse to make thing short i sell capital equipment because of the supply chain issue many of current order have been delayed i run through every scenario possible that my customer will sue me for loss of profit and not delivering on time even though it is out of my control i worry that i will fulfill the order late and my customer will not pay me net 0 are the normal term in my industry i worry that my equipment will not work properly i worry that i am doing something wrong with running my business i also randomly started worrying about my equipment hurting someone and being sued for it and liable for everything it seems like i always have something to worry about when the stress from one thing pass something else come up and it constantly cycle these are just some example i seem to always go to the extreme with everything even though no issue have come from everything mentioned above i still worry about i have absolutely no idea how to control it i get random thought before bed while i am half asleep about something and it immediately wake me up and i start to panic i get super irritable when i am in an anxious state and my parent think i am just being dramatic and tell me to settle down when i can t i feel helpless it almost feel like the littlest thing can absolutely destroy my mood i have no energy to workout constantly tired no motivation to eat until super late at night i cant meditate and shut off my brain it s impossible doe anyone have any insight on how i can improve myself i am struggling finding anyone in my life that can support me i never really assumed i had any sort of gad until this past year when i started doing more research around the topic i assumed everything that i wa experiencing wa just a normal part of life until it became too much to the point where it controlling my day to day life | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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ha got combined ear and toothache and want to rip her face off stamp foot | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m not liking that new itunes pricing at all i mean i ve seen several song at 9 but not only one at 0 9 | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
among child in ohc 9 diagnosed with psych neurodev disorder compared with 0 among those never in ohc the most common disorder among child in ohc were depression anxiety disorder neurodev disorder oppositional defiant disorder conduct disorder odd cd | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
everytime i think of any sort of injury or blood i feel so faint and almost puke how can i stop this feeling and calm myself down doe anyone else get this no graphic story please | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my decision is irreversable and ha been thought through for some time i don t need any you shouldn t do that dont give up i know my action will be egoistic for people around me but i couldn t care i won t suffer so they do not have to go through my suicide should i leave a good bye fuck you letter or should i just do nothing | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
weird phrasing for clarity post not being taken down seriously how do i cope there s a lot of trigger caused by individual everywhere including medium and online by the misinformation they spread it s gaslighting to constantly see and hear fake information that contradicts my experience a a survivor how do i cope with this i know if anything fall through i will receive false promise of aid to waste my time i know i will be told i m seeking attention i know i will be told that i m the abuser how do i cope with this a a survivor i will be posting this wherever i can because i guess some subreddits do not help with this for some reason | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
henkuyinepu it s overrated | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
horrible sore throat hurt | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m not the same person and i didn t like the person i wa before that so it s not even considered a loss but now i just stopped caring i genuinely stopped caring and it make me want to hate myself but the thing is im too exhausted to even hate myself i just feel like nothing just an empty space where a human used to be i ve stopped caring and it scare me i know the final step is when you stop caring and im at this step i don t care to pursue my passion or talent because whats the point why live a live when i will be forgotten why wa i even made like why even bother trying what even is the point in living if i can t be bothered to try | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ladybug damn i missed out why didn t you invite me | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i hate the constant stress i hate the nonstop work i hate the isolation i hate everything about college but i have realized that my working life will likely be no different work for most of my life dread work for the rest of it and repeat until i die i want to speed up the process and end my life but i can t leave my family in that much pain so i m just stuck in this hell with no escape i am on medication and seeing a therapist it help but it s not enough | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
tw depression okay besties i need some help opinion ab my struggle with brushing my hair i currently have really bad knot in my hair and i m hispanic white and my hair is so thick and curly i don t understand how to properly take care of it and i haven t brushed my hair | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m i want to look for a job that would be good for someone with anxiety i struggle with anxiety which isn t even bad it s the symptom like blushing and sweating that i absolutely hate i feel like right now it s easy to find a job but i m just worried about it making my anxiety symptom worse and people noticing | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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i have irrational fear of a home invasion being attacked by a stranger for context even thing like elderly woman with cane walking behind me sends me into panic mode me and my fianc just bought our first home together after renting for year instead of me being able to rest after a long day of moving i am instead laying awake because the house is settling every 0 second and i keep thinking it s an intruder coming to kill me this ha been going on for two hour my heart keep pounding out of my chest randomly and i keep getting so frozen with fear that i hold my breath my mind is working overtime playing escape plan confrontation scenario on repeat so i can t relax this is so fucking irrational i hate it i ve been this way a long a i can remember but ugh i know why house creek i also know this home is older which is something i love about it during the day but i can not seem to think logically about this every pop creek and bang is sending me into panic mode and i don t have any remedy i m sick of being constantly on alert for no reason this is an extremely safe neighborhood and i should not need to be this worried over nothing some night are better than others but why do i even have to go through this at all i apologize for the rant but i am so exhausted and i just want to sleep but i keep getting snapped awake | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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