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tomorrow morning my month old son and i fly out of state for a month i ve only flown once when i wa and that wa with my entire family now i m and i m flying alone for the first time let alone with my son so i m carrying his car seat his stroller a big luggage a small luggage and a diaper bag the airport here is ginormous it wa just remodeled and everyone just talk about how it take an hour to walk to their gate i m really stressing out i ve had my anxiety under control super well lately but this is kind of beating me up i just hope it go well i hope we make the flight and my son doe well on it and doesn t get scared thankfully it s only a two hour flight but still | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
noelclarke good morning you stop ignoring me just co i said i like cough take that am very sad now boo hoo | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
if you d like to know my particular situation see my last post in r personalfinance to summarize i have intense anxiety about graduating college i don t think my anxiety would be so bad if it weren t for my parent telling me how hard life is and trying to give me nonsensical advice on what i should do such a getting an apartment before getting a job it may be important to note that they are not successful adult in term of career finance if i had to describe myself in one word these day i d say scared i m scared of so much and most of the fear is irrational spiraling thought i ve always been successful in school but i m so scared that adulthood is just too hard everyone tell me how hard it is i think i m making the right decision but i m so so so unsure of myself this ha been making my daily task really hard small task have become insurmountable there s phone call i ve been putting off i do all my assignment right before they re due and most of all it s so so hard to think plan for my future after graduation i start cry get super brain fog my stutter intensifies a ton and i hyperventilate then i tell myself i m not in the right state of mind to make decision right now so focus on dealing with the anxiety so i m turn i feel unprepared for my future the thing is i do have a plan a detailed in my last post i feel like i m in a fine position for someone my age situation i just overthink constantly thank you all for letting me rant please comment if you have any advice or kind word | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my boyfriend and i broke up recently he say to not count on u getting back together it hurt so much now my only hope in life is that this cut is truly infected and that it kill me i don t want to hear the it get better stuff nothing will life ha always been hard for me and losing him is too much to handle don t know why i m posting i guess i just want someone to make the tear go away so i can sleep and hopefully never wake up | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sadly is going to bed | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
doesn t know why but is feeling very down and a trip to the gym didn t help | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
can t smell tyson any more | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
missxu sorry bed time came here gmt http is gd fnge | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
morning good mood bad pain lovely day for staying in bed again | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
adolfengelbrec bakang seretse s lawyer long called tautona gore ate go testify and that wa the end of npf case nna re unemployed all you do is worsen our depression sometimes it s better shut up cz you re part of the cartel that is robbing this country hao harologane nabo | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
which came first the chicken or the egg do i hate myself because of the constant rejection i ve experienced my whole life or am i constantly rejected because i hate myself both are true negative experience are what made me doubt myself so much if this keep happening over and over again then it must be because there s something wrong with me that people want to run away from i take it entirely personally but on the other hand people don t want a person who hate themselves in their life so they reject me and distance themselves i can never sustain positive self worth because every single time i m rejected i feel that they ve judged my character in some way and determined me either insignificant or toxic to them it s a never ending loop that ultimately leaf me alone and bitter i don t know how to fix it nothing seems to work it s like my mind is broken i feel like an evolutionary failure a cancerous lump meant to be excised from a healthy society i feel like i ve given up on myself | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my computer can t open any file from the university so i can t do any work i don t get it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
can t stop thinking i m dying of something anything all the time petrified a usual but i m also too scared to go to the doctor and the whole shebang anyway so here i am stewing in my own juice of despair agonising over all the what ifs while doing absolutely nothing about it don t you just love it ironically i feel like even if i did manage to get myself to talk to a doctor get an mri and blood work and all that dramatic stuff i still wouldn t believe them i feel so trapped | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i had a chick year ago a baby chicken to be exact im in the middle of mental life family probs that time i dont want to talk about it long story short when i wa a split second away from jumping off the chair i heard my chick chirping so loud and i rethought my decision that day my chicken died last year but leaf me some egg now i own a poultry farm dedicated to her name thank you so much chichi | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i rlly hope someone understands this but i return to school next week and i just had a meeting with my dean and mother and we got onto the subject of grade and he told me and my mum my grade were shocking and that i slack off and when i heard this i literally wanted to cry sure i struggle with math alot and it not my strongest subject but all the other subject i work hard i pull all nighters to get work in on time i ask question in class i get people to read over my work and give me pointer and i have gotten ok grade in most of my subject i never ditch any class and i always listen but my dean wa painting it out to my mum like im some delinquent who is always skipping class and slack off and it really hurt me because i do feel like i really do try my hardest in school idk it really making me start to feel that everyone is out to get me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
in the morning and i can t sleep | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
nobody will let me make one giant cookie | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
whyvee welcome home sound like a hell of a journey back | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
want a polaroid camera | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i wake up and do the same shit everyday at a job that s a coin flip where i have a decent day or not i m just tired from my childhood and how the fucking demon i have just never leave im just so tired and done and burnt man i never hurt or did anything to anyone the fuck are these card i wa dealt all my friend are moving on in life now and i m so fucking stuck i wa at work today and my coworker said oh your mom raised you so well i bet when my mom called me worthless just the previous night to my face i just wan na go this shit is donkey booty fart | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ashleyemma lucky devil i m dreaming of a crispy bacon sandwich but no one a yet ha volunteered to go get one | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
the only thing that s keeping me from ending it all is because it would upset my family i seriously don t know what to do i lack ambition and that lack of ambition go too well with my lazy habit i m stuck taking care of my diabetic mother that doesn t really leave much for a social life my sibling have their own life with their partner my dad is off with his secret family or something i ve deleted my fb account year ago because i wa sick of seeing every one of my h friend being better off but i think i just isolated myself further and ended up worse for it i feel lately like i m just gon na snap i end up cry at night and i don t remember why afterwards trying out new thing is a bit limited with budget and me being ashamed of leeching off my sibling dropped out of college twice since 0 0 | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i need help on how to stop dizziness from anxiety i haven t been sleeping well | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sometimes my life seems great and i tend to blow off my emotion to make myself feel better about my current situation right after graduating college with honor i suddenly wa hit the truth about adulthood expectation weren t suddenly brought up to my face and if i wanted to improve it wa completely up to myself if i wanted to reach it yet i wa complacent i started drinking heavily since i couldn t depend on weed anymore due to my job search which lead to me getting arrested for a dwi which resulted in me getting fired from my job 000 dollar later i met a woman that made me happy with who i wa and what i stood for and i m about to start a job at a national bank more recently we ve started getting into fight and she want me to get mad at her but i start falling in a self pity party and instead of getting mad at her i tell myself i deserve every bit of anger coming out of her i cower and just want thing to start getting better emotionally and don t know how to get there | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
reeked of alcohol at the dentist this morning wa drunk when i put on my tshirt realised it had a huge stain dentist looked disgusted | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
addimitdedley never i thought i would still be here m at some point i gave up and thought i would effectively die in some ill advised manner never planned to be in this situation i have hope a career and a wife now yet someday i m waiting for it all to go up in flame feel like my time is limited and i wa never meant to get this far tittering on the edge of the abyss honestly don t know if i have it in me to climb out again getting flash back of being in that hole i can t recall how i got out it before in my case i can only describe it a god supernatural intervention i hope he doesn t allow me to go through this again honestly don t know if i can do this again | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
need to go and do some college work and then go to work having had no food | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gaindaswamy ye kon si ameero wali bimari hai mujhe to sirf depression pata thi | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sooo not motivated to do work | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
don t worry i m not taking part in a trial under false information so even though bipolar people suffer with depression apparently only people with depression and then add on diagnosis eg anxiety can take part | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my life wa so promising and happy once that one thing left and i feel like i ll never get my innocence back i ve been on a constant stat of high alert and now i m burnt out i have no motivation heavily fatigued no matter how much sleep i get nothing seems worth it anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
benpritchett goodness me how did you find me it s good to hear from you ben i still have your video game and book i apologize | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
um ok first time on reddit but i need some help or advice or something sorry for the long post in advance i just need to get this of my chest i can t talk about my interest without feeling like i m going to barf no matter who it is it s especially bad when i m trying to talk to my parent my brother love music he s always talking about it and we re supper close but i only recently started saying hey i know like that song when he s playing music he begs me to share my spotify with him but i just cant i know he won t judge me but i don t even think i m scared of being judged another time he asked to borrow my computer for school work and i panicked i have nothing to hide but i watch a lot of show and read a lot of comic so i save the tab so i can finish them later and got scared he would see them i said no multiple time and he kept asking he wouldn t stop i tried explaining to him explaining to him how i wa feeling multiple time and he just got angry and said alright what are you hiding and i panicked i didn t want him to think i wa hiding something so i just let him use it it wa fine but i felt sick for the rest of the day i also don t like being on my phone around people especially my parent i know they go through my stuff they ve never said anything about it but they ll mention stuff i ve only talked about online hi guy if you reading this o pls leave me alone my mom wanted to show me something so she asked to use my phone and i panicked because i wa on twitter and i have a account i post art on and i didn t want her to see none of my family or irl friend know about it because i m so embarrassed i said no but she just reached for it she didn t see my twitter though she wa really angry and started saying i wa hiding something i got my phone back though and i tried explaining why i get so defensive about my phone but she couldn t understand i almost cried there s so many time i ve seen something in the store i want but just couldn t ask i can t be on my phone without thinking that someone s watching me through it or i accidentally sense that post i liked to someone s contact or i m broadcasting what ever one my phone to everyone around me i have a habit of biting down on my tongue all the time because i m scared i m thinking out loud and just can t here myself i m always paranoid and my family think i m hiding something no one know any of my interest outside of my vague answer like oh i like art i like watching movie i play video game and i think it s starting to affect my relationship what s wrong with me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
seemesimyyyy eya ndalama ivute zibweziso zivute kunja nkwa depression uku | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mizzzidc why post it online backing your stupid act with kicking back to depression trying to play emotional game to win pity from people you ll commit suicide because of shoe lol i m sorry for you dear keep up the energy | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
corienb kutner s gone really have to see the new episode urgently but they aren t available on dvd yet | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
want to buy big bang theory on dvd byeeee x | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m starting to feel afraid that my husband is trying to sneak stuff into my food i wa feeling this way then he finished making food for tonight and i told him i wasn t hungry but he kept pressuring me to eat which made me feel even worse i ate some of the food because everyone got food from the same container so i felt like it would be ok i don t believe that he would do this but i also don t believe he wouldn t i feel sick to my stomach with anxiety | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gd mornin world i hav a cold my throat is burnin | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
the internet is hating me night i s pose | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
watching who framed roger rabbit make me miss toon town | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
drshashsnk hoi but good thing is i can afford both therapy and book no more depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sorry to ask again i m just not doing great at the moment if i do hypothetically end my life and prior to it i end session with my therapist he wouldn t get in trouble right he doesn t deserve to get in trouble or lose licensure over me if that make sense doe anyone have info on this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my memory s fading i m losing weight i don t sleep sex feel hollow i have no motivation to do anything and i frequently think about death i ve been seeing these symptom in myself on and off again for the past few year but never really put them together until now i attributed the weight loss to a study i read stating that just thinking about working out can have benefit despite not actually working out i never really thought of it a a symptom i just saw it a a positive slightly inexplicable development in my life i think i read that i have passive intrusive thought or something like that essentially i think about what it would be like if i wa dead but not about how i would want to die or anything like that the reason for it wa always lost on me i just learned to live with it my sleep issue motivation issue and lack of sexual pleasure have always been present so i never really thought twice about them i thought the memory loss wa due to my rare and infrequent use of recreational psychedelics when i connected all of these together i spent about 0 minute just trying to remember what i had for dinner last night which i found fairly upsetting a up until my teenage year i had an immaculate memory i d still consider myself happy at least to the extent that i ve always known but the symptom are there nevertheless and i m just finding the whole thing quite strange | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
oh i received an answer for a ticket that is month old this is really really fast cob ticket | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
wow epicfail on me i did a search for epicfail and didn t see many entry but apparently it s widely used i m depressed now | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hate the waiting game she hate uncertainty too | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
theekween it help people who suffer from depression anxiety loss of loved one heartbreaking or have witness something traumatic thelmaherbs | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m wishing i had more time | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
office time | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
good night swetdreamss to everyonee and jared never chat in kyte puff | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just got back from the hospital bf s nephew might have meningitis | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
came back from running and took a shower why doe my lower stomach still hurt after exercising | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m and my doctor diagnosed me with anxiety yesterday meanwhile my mom doesn t leave any chance to make me feel inferior keep barking the world would be a mess if there will be more like you thank god i didn t have another child are some common term i hear everyday but let s skip that i workout almost everyday and took a day break due to a minor injury while bench pressing but now i m just not feeling ok i worked out today and my forearm got so fatigued that i could do nothing so i started with ab again nothing then leg stretching again nothing i m tired of myself i couldn t even tell the doctor what s happening with me i m hitting myself of anger i m shouting i m throwing the weight here and there and what not i ve been feeling really off and am feeling weird my chest is heavy my throat is heavy im not able to cry i m not able to do anything | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m apparently a horrible failure of a partner and lover i m awful and terrible i should just go kill myself everyone would be better off if i wa dead i m terrible for the hurt i cause because i ve been hurt i m hideous for not knowing how to love when my whole life ha been nothing but trauma i m worthless and no man will ever love me i deserve to be told to kill myself and i deserved my abuse i deserved my rape and my miscarriage and to be cheated on i deserved it all i m terrible im a failure of a daughter a sister a friend an almost wife and almost mother i have no worth im unlovable | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
a beautiful morning the sun is shining the bird are singing i ve just been playing mousetrap with the kid damn now work | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is waiting for the scrapper to come to pick up his old saab | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
we re here to help we are online therapy platform which essentially connects certified psychologist and people suffering from mental health issue such a depression stress and anxiety among dozen of other clinically defined disorder book your appointment now http t co 0uhhroudrr | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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i m cleaning my house today taking my dog on a nice long walk brushing her giving her all of her treat taking all of the trash out doing all the laundry writing my note and going to bed tonight with the hope that what i take and the amount will kill me i m but i feel like i m 000 i can t pay any of my bill i can t hold down a job because my body is falling apart around me and when my body isn t failing me my dumb stupid useless brain is i hate myself i can t get away from me nobody deserves to have to be stuck with me in their life one funeral and then i m nobody s problem just needed the universe to know it won | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
anistorm | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
reading buyology before bedtime great premise but only turning out to be an quot ok quot book lot of info i already knew | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
stevenghysel that seems to be a problem with twitter s timestamps not much we can do about it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mtee w deolfc mizzzidc there s a difference between telling her what s it on twitter for for god sake then come here claiming depression everything is depression these day | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
champagnemanoir all rain today garden really need it so not quite so bad | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am soooo tired work | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
samsungimaging better get your auto feature ironed out that blast of advertisement wa nothing le than industrial strength spam | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i had struggled with this decision for month and finally i did it today i think i had been thinking a lot about how to say it and what my bos would say and i didn t even think about how i would feel after doing it maybe bc deep down i kinda knew i wa postponing it for a long time kinda surprised myself today when i did it the thing is i m just really weirded out bc i know it s the best for me and my bos even said so that there s in fact no room for growth there but i think my discomfort come from a deep attachment to this routine i ve had for almost year even if it wasn t the best and not knowing what s gon na happen with my job life from now on bc i don t have a new one yet amp x 00b anyway don t wan na let my anxiety win and revolve around this weird feeling bc i think i should be proud of myself for taking the matter into my own hand for once and for all amp x 00b if you read this hi and ty | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sinab i think we all do | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
a of lately i have been under a considerable amount of stress which cause me to have uncontrollable anxiety about most of the time i m awake now i ve noticed a new side affect from this my nervous habit tic from childhood are starting to come back the more stressed out i am the more i have this strange uncontrollable compulsion to kind of clench tense my abdominal muscle over to my rib cage and also tense my neck muscle a strange a it sound i start to get a very uncomfortable sensation if i don t do it for a certain amount of time this habit is causing a lot of strain on my back side and a lot of stomach pain acid reflux i ve tried working on breathing exercise to stop and distract myself but nothing quite work doe anybody else get these strange nervous habit or tic i have adhd and diagnosed anxiety i m not sure if that would be related i ve considered even seeing a therapist to attempt getting help with this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
cynnergies yep i also seem to get a real slowdown most evening after around pm gmt | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ryuoky no sun here and i wa hoping to sit out on the balcony | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
wishing it wasn t in the morning sleeping is awesome work is not and i need to scrub my apt | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have hit 0 and i had friend from highschool left i kept seeing them for the last few year but when i see them now i feel lonely and i basically cut content a few week back i have one friend left who is going through load of stuff and hardly ha any time to hang out so i basically feel so alone all the time it s crippling i feel like i m a ghost in this city no friend left no opportunity i just feel like i failed not getting out of here sooner i live in perth western australia and i wanted to move to melbourne year ago and a i wa getting ready covid struck and now i m stuck in a city i hate with people that don t value friendship i wa seeing a girl form month and she ended up cheating on me with my friend and her ex husband she broke my heart told me she loved me i invested a bit of money in cryptocurrencies and i ve 0k fuck i had enough for a deposit on a house or a new car what do i do instead i let my depression destroy me i spent 0k on hooker and weed i went through month of pure destruction i am sitting on 0k left now in cryptocurrencies i doing a bachelor of marketing and i wa going to elaborate graduating with my friend yet after the girl cheated on me i wa emotionally fucked i dropped down from unit to unit then i found out my brother wa raped he is and that dropped me so low i should have protected him then i finally got off the weed a month ago and now i have this crippling depression that keep getting deeper i keep isolating myself i don t go outside because i don t have a job i m working on getting down to the mine here so i can actually earn a living and buy some cryptocurrency honestly turning 0 ha been the worst for me i m at such a cross road and my mental strength ha been reduced to nothing the other day nearly drove myself off the road on a steep hill i thought of my family last minute and decided not to | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im planning to do it myself in the future and im so fucking happy that you have the choice to end it all whenever you want i feel happy knowing this are the last couple of year and then every shitty thing is going to disappear and no my problem have no solution it not something it could be changed im just afraid about the pain it could cause me in the last minute but better get minute of pain than year of a shitty life | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i never thought i would feel this way at this point i m in between two different stage of life and the stress of it is making me want to kill myself i m a senior in high school and life is so hard right now and i don t know if i m being dramatic ive been suicidal before but i don t think i am now just because i know i have a big turning point in front of me in the fall when i go to college which give me hope but i fear i m putting too much weight on this if i don t like college i am scared i will kill myself because it s all that s keeping me going i used to want to kill myself when i wa i know what it feel like but that s not what this is i just can t keep going it get s harder every day i still have two month until graduation and i am scared out of my mind it is so stressful to have so many duty every day school work college decision scholarship i have to pay 00 in car expense which is like two week paycheck thrown away it feel like i do so much just for the little ounce of freedom i get on one day of the weekend or for maybe an hour after school i can t keep going like this but i have to i feel like i m wasting such an important time in my life but i can t change it i want to end it just to avoid the pain of trekking through it because sometimes i can t even see myself waking up tomorrow and doing it all again i am so scared of disappointed everyone every time i let my mom down i just want to die so bad i feel so useless i can t control myself when i m given decision i can t make them i hate the thought that i have complete control over myself because it give the blame of who ive become extremely burnt out flaky to friend and work used to be extroverted but now im so quiet to me and me only | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
enjoying lunch at the lake of constance uh that would be cool but impossible | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
simply put i did not take college or any role post h seriously it s why i m forever living with limitation | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im recently got fired from my job unfairly that i absolutely loved i ve spent the last month trying to apply for job but only wanting to apply to thing that sparked my interest which were slim to none i applied to position with my favourite clothing company and wa really excited about the opportunity and after over a month of interview i have been turned down for both they say that my skill and qualification dont align with the job however if anything im extremely qualified maybe over qualified for both i ve been having a really hard time mentally recently and this is the cherry on top i went to school for fashion and only got a diploma i dont know what to do from here im feeling extremely discouraged and down about myself almost like im literally not good enough for anything it feel like my life is going no where ill live at home with my parent forever and im just gon na rot away i really dont know what to do i seriously feel like im going no where in life im not qualified for anything really in my field they all require diploma do i just work random job for the rest of my life and feel even worse just so i can have some sort of income | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
of everything hating being alive hating myself being bitter and lonely i see it only getting worse i want to just die | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so i ve been dealing with anxiety since 0 i m diagnosed anxiety panic disorder and can t take med tried once and yeesh never ever again by doctor direction my own discretion noticed ever since getting off zoloft mg i only took it for day but it hit me like a bus and i had to immediately stop due to medical reason i dissociate all the time now and i hate it i lose track of time what i wa doing prior sometimes where i m sitting what s going on around me any tip would be helpful note yes i ve tried mindfulness exercise yoga meditation the whole list | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hello all i am m and i have come here to share something that ha been bothering me for a lot of year now i hate they way i look i did not win the genetic lottery by any mean and it make we wana kill myself to be honest i have never been on a date and never had a girlfriend yea you can laugh it s all cool look do matter and it s the truth this personality matter thing is all bullcrap people are attracted towards good looking people especially woman it feel really sad and lonely to be unloved realising that i will never have a loved one or even if i do she might cheat on me because of the way i look is unbearable i barely have anyone to talk to i thought i would share this here i wish i die in my sleep that s all i wish for each day | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depression is my friend | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
yay for baseball season boo to yankee losing their first game | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i need to talk to a professional but i can t bring myself to trust they won t just throw bullshit med at me until i m numb and addicted i just need to talk and explain why my brain doe what it doe and how i can navigate around pill for a solution someone with more insight than a prescription pad | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi i m year old student who s moving abroad for university i moved when i wa 9 the first year wa super exciting and everything is going better than ever but since i started the real university i wa 0 y o everything is crashing down for me i don t have any spirit or willingness to study make friend or even do everyday job i always sleep and just do nothing else i changed my major once and changed to my favorite major but still i can do nothing i m always tired i feel like i m a useless potato who s just wasting everybody s time i only did exam in the span of year i can t concentrate at all i miss my old self i used to be the top student since i wa a kid and i don t know why am i like this right now my uni is a mess i have no friend and i don t even have the energy to try to fix those what should i do drop out isn t an option for me doe anybody have any suggestion thank you and sorry for my bad english english isn t my first language | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
cant sleep ugh if this is going to be a trend i ll need to find something to do with my wakeful night hour read learn a language | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sigh i think my pm is making my mind totally over analyse thing and making me sad | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
you re so strong you re being so brave you re not alone you matter i we they love you doe hearing these constantly repeated empty phrase actually help anyone all it ever doe for me is drive the spike deeper into my heart and make me want to end my life all the more | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
been feeling my worst bought of depression in year i m not very socially graceful and i had a substance abuse problem for a long time clean year and sometimes i worry i pickled my brain lol because what s common sense to most people doesn t really register for me i get dismissed by people a lot and i m really struggling at work because of it i m looking for a new job unfortunately nothing pay a well a my current job and i m already living paycheck to paycheck i recently got a cat though and she help with the loneliness | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
oh no free car park i always use is now pay amp display but i have no change | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
wishing i hadnt skipped breakfast this morning hungry | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
secretgarden i haven t gotten any porn spammer i don t check my follower but haven t had any tweet like that | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
melamachinko now i feel bad for unfollowing | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
they said if i got off my lazy as and got a job my depression would go away i d finally have a reason to live that i would be more confident and happy and now that i have a perfectly pleasant job with good pay i feel miserable i think about tomorrow with the utmost dread even tho i know tomorrow won t be so bad the worst thing that can happen is i ll embarrass myself or say something awkward but when i think about going to work tomorrow the next immediate thought is well honestly i d rather just not be alive everyone told me once i got a job and stopped being a disappointment i d be happy but now i might have some money and can pay some bill but that s it i don t feel more confident or fulfilled i feel lonelier than ever because if i tell anyone i d rather die than go to work i ll come off a spoiled and entitled instead of someone whose brain is always stuck in the flight response | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i just read this line somewhere the problem with silence is that it s usually not complete it got me thinking how i usually like to drown the noise around me by playing some music in the background the noise make me anxious or irritable at time but then i would probably not be able withstand complete silence a well because then i d be left alone with my thought which isn t exactly comforting and i sometimes get anxious if i completely cut off outside world because then i m anxious about not knowing what s happening out there damn it s frustrating any of you guy face this a well | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
what apparently it s degress at pm in washington state i miss winter already | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
why can i not add my boyfriend | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
and somehow i still end up in this place | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ashley tisdale i love you but why did you dye your hair | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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