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so you might be more in that direction in the sense that you get that profound sense of peace and very little affect in that deeper place in layer three in location two then then you know and thats thats fine but if you want the love joy version of it um you may need to either try to bias your system in that direction by you know seeing if you can call up the love joy sort of qualities that tends to be a little bit shallower in layer
loc3lay3
but with with some limits on the love and compassion side of things and the overall predominance of joy um not a sense of unity type stuff or divine type stuff or anything like that it just might be easier for you to route in to layer three and location two rather than trying to make the jump
loc2lay3
remain quite highly social in later locations because its just whats been habituated you know so most people had the socialization habituated from an individualized sense of self perspective then the individualized sense of self goes away and whats happened is theres wiring in their brain where theres key parts of the brain that basically get more active when the individualized sense of self is there and less active when the individualized sense of self isnt there is reduced or whatever else
tfw
it really sounds to me like you might have had a transition to the celestial experience of things pretty recently you know the sex stuff fits obviously and it sounds like there were probably some movements in that direction even prior to whatever the last five days or something but youve had your whole in your document its just such a divine sacred you know um you know surrendering devotional constantly merging constantly dissolving sort of feel of a layer three experience and the one thing that we have the only thing that we have potentially correlated at this point with the transition to the celestial is essentially that type of sort of devotional surrender if you will and so you fit the bill for that you know perfectly your descriptions you know the minute i see something like exalted and crystalline its just like you know nobody else ever says crystalline
loc3
something into this experience of two so my experience of this has its just now releasing a lot of the as of a couple of days ago thought it might be wise to look at this yeah so ive been experiencing you know this very strange weird nonduality type
loc2lay2
location four is not as intense
loc4
four so the information on the layers was just me edging out for my peace palace from location four you know annemiek said something about locations it didnt really occur to me that you could change locations that quickly you know you used to have the fluid four and you had the concept where you change locations
loc4
life in its totality has no opposite and cannot die
loc4lay4
i still get triggered
loc1
associating stillness with focus
lay1
so i meditated on it and immediately resolved it it disappeared that was the last big one
loc4
regardless of whether youre in location one
loc1
stark nothingness
loc4
there is a sense of me here but its not its not showing up in the perceptual field like the perceptual field is just here the sense the sense of me
loc2
i dont feel sadness
loc4
location two because my system shifted and i was being the the space spacious emptiness um without without being the body anymore
loc2
so that even that phrase having a charmed life
loc2
if that really drops away completely that may be more noticeable but even then because of the lack of self reflection its very possible for finders to just not even notice that right um but yeah thats thats a significant kind of shift when layer three really disappears from perception along with any remaining sense of even the most impersonal form of self or beingness
lay3
conceptualizing
lay1
your sense that you can do anything make any choices or anything like that typically goes away
loc4
overwhelming sort of feeling of joy
loc3
very concentrated state
loc1
deep peace and beingness
loc2
boring
lay2
finders experiencing this can seem atypically antisocial and rude during this period
loc2
of layer four
lay4
this deepening process involves the falling away of remaining subtle layers of self at layer 3
loc4lay3
center less
lay3
so basically the components of that meta emotion the sense of the divine and methods that are particularly good for location three
loc3
a major reason for this was because the change they experienced in motivation after their transition to fundamental wellbeing produced negative impacts on their income social life or other aspects of their life and they simply decided to switch backmany people who rejected fundamental wellbeing had one major thing in common they had experienced rapid transitions that took them directly into location 4 in one case a person read a book about fundamental wellbeing went to sleep and woke up in location 4 despite being absorbed in a previously undreamtof level of wellbeing and sense of freedom he felt hed traded his humanity for it it is not uncommon for those who land in location 4 without religious or spiritual moorings or a psychological frame of reference to feel this way
loc4
so those other components are potentially there that you know can sort of come together into that composite of into that composite emotion for location three
loc3
it has ebbed and flowed a little bit but its been pretty consistent feeling of deeper stillness at the points where one would expect you know you were describing things around the fullness or just stuff like that versus the body per se versus like sinuses and mhm or even in this part of the conversation you know like it seems like the stillness is ebbed a little bit from the depth that it was a moment ago
lay3
like i felt everything kind of like drop into like layer one so i feel much more like actually as the personality
lay1
experience love
loc2lay3
when youre in location four you give yourself a little bit you know more likely access to path of freedom versus path of humanity
loc4
glimpse a more pure form of layer four in location four
loc4lay4
yeah it is so this this stillness is a bit more still like the presence sort of is like it was like a like you know with it wasnt quite still but it was a bit more still in fullness or much more still in fullness
lay3
felt nice i was kind of surprised at that point
lay3
life is just fantastic
loc4
all right so you mentioned your goal is first uh location two layer three so it sounds like youve got that already of course theres always more to explore
loc2lay3
so see what see if you can really deepen your access to layer to be able to shift their fluidly at least to a very you know complete experience of it if not to an identity shift and see what that does you know when when theres a trigger or something even if its a very subtle trigger just really sink into that layer two experience and see what that does
lay2
start off with greater intensity
loc3
all right location three has the sense of divinity or panpsychists theres a sense of being in union with that um its that single emotion of joy love compassion maybe some other facets depending on someones belief systems or cultural underpinnings things like that whereas layer three is probably more of what youre thinking off layer three is more of that field like presence that we talked about i dont have to repeat it because we just did a video on all that
loc3
probably youre already doing all of that intuitively it would be my guess and then the other thing is there was you mentioned temporary glimpses when deeper of a shift of your identity into spaciousness
lay2
theres lots of things that should bring it to the fore and they just dont
loc4lay3
christianity
loc3
layer one from a more persistent higher place as well
lay1
boundary and location two is just like the state of missouri cant contain it its just the vastness
loc2
but again that is if i choose to focus in that way and i dont have a sense of emptiness rather i would say when i you know when if i just feel its more of a sense of fullness that im experiencing and i feel like i experienced that in the world as well so not just in myself and but then when i relate to people for example that is still going to be you know im still going to default back into seeing us as two separate individuals right and you know very much in that way
lay3
from there they can let the whole process go before anything further arises or allow it to arise
loc3
fullness or that beingness from a layer three standpoint
lay3
single emotion of love and joy and compassion
loc3lay2
more towards positive emotion than location 1
loc2
this includes experiences like felicity or frustration though we must be careful here
loc4
or are temporarily experiencing fundamental well being
tfw
if theyve got some temporary glimpses or temporary experiences happening of location two
loc2
i call it the exuberance of the universe like laughter that its a flavor in layer three
lay3
clear openness never goes away
lay2
i can trust it completely
loc2lay3
divine one
loc3
when i do come into that spaciousness
lay2
over to location three
loc3
often have a noetic sense that everything is unfolding exactly as it should
loc1
being experienced in the context of fundamental wellbeing
tfwc
everything arises
loc2lay2
however does it seem like when youre looking that everything is just sort of showing up okay so thats just a quick test we do for nondual perception so thats a second vote in favor of location two
loc2
sense of agency
lay2
others like ones of layer one tend to be dissolved very rapidly by layer two
lay1
i think i remember reading your childhood thing and your pastor thing um let me said it felt like getting lost and ending up on material earth so thats you know that can be in the direction of it for sure but that can also just to some degree be a finder thing as well in some cases even as early as location one
loc1
ive actually one benefit is that ive got i have my anchor or my hook for location three out of it which just happened recently just pure pure holiness
loc3
it certainly sounds like most of your experience of the deeper layer stuff is layer three everything you described is sort of layer three qualities and it sounds like you can actually sink into that very easily and you know a highly fluid to that place and in addition it shifts you to location two from having a more dual sort of perception and so thats really just awesome
lay3
connected to everything in the immediate
loc1
and get stuck in location one
loc1
the senselessness at layer three
lay3
their emotional life becomes more and more positive and they can reach a point where negative emotions are rare
loc2
whats out there is out there
lay2
spaciousness is coming i dont know how to describe it
lay2
layer 2 is essentially out of phase with location 4 and can bring on difficult experiences for people
loc4lay2
but it becomes more salient and
loc3
there is no sense of distance or space even the field of awareness disappears leaving no sense of any dimensiononly the allpresent reality
loc4lay4
that makes sense because remember like the first ever transition had into fundamental wellbeing and then a second transition when i went probably to a deeper layer i think those two transitions felt very strong and noticeable quite dramatic mean they were not like you know catastrophe dramatic like some people have but you know they were unmissable right whereas this feels this shifting between what might be layer three
lay3
i saw shapes in language
nfw
dark night of the soul
nfw
people actually not thinking that theyre even in fundamental wellbeing
loc1
it feels like a battle between my mind and the fullness right now
lay3
im immediately noticing that im the witness um and then its obvious its easy to notice then that things have an emptiness about them and that theres
lay2
location two also combination one
loc2lay1
it could be that that mist type feeling that field type thing mist type thing as its showing up for you which is a totally legit way of describing it might you know you might start to see sort of a consciousness emerge in it
loc3
and even the reintroduction of emotions for some
loc5+
from close to that place and kind of maybe sync zoom in a bit but you can essentially live probably a lot of your life from a place like that
lay3
and so location four is emotionless agency less you know divine less feeling of you know alienness feeling of loss of humanity
loc4
so then if i was able to go to location four
loc4
talking to everybody and thinking about it and examining myself and whatevers going on in that space
loc4lay3
i kind of decided that i wanted to stay involved with society so im no longer at that state where everything is absolutely gone
loc4
opposed to feeling like its me
loc2lay1
wellbeing is experienced that previously could not have been imagined regardless of how happy they were previously
loc1
existence
lay4
if its location two sometimes layer two of location two
lay2
from layer three or layer three
lay3
layer three type of more location three ish type of layer three type experience right
lay3