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that 'll give you a few days to settle in , '' my mom says as she slides the sandwich in front of nate .
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`` sounds good , '' i reply , glancing at nate out of the corner of my eye .
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`` i 'm having someone over for dinner tomorrow night , '' he announces rather abruptly .
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`` oh , wonderful .
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a friend from around here ? ''
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`` not a friend , really .
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a girl i dated in high school , '' nate clarifies .
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i keep my eyes trained carefully forward .
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`` do you know if she has any dietary restrictions ? ''
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my mom asks , excitedly flying into hostess mode .
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`` i could make this chicken dish my mom passed down , or ... '' i tune out as she offers more ideas , and polish off my sandwich as quickly as possible so i can excuse myself and go upstairs .
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i sigh as i close my bedroom door behind me .
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so now i have to have dinner with nate 's ex-girlfriend .
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is this what the rest of the summer is going to be like ?
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nate punishing me for his father 's favor by exploiting my attraction to him ?
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i 'd rather be back in the library , buried in a book .
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chapter six i push the sauteed chicken around my plate as i try not to watch nate drape his arm around the back of dana 's chair .
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she 's pretty .
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very pretty .
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and sweet .
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i wish she were n't so sweet so i could hate her for a good reason .
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`` so how long did you two date ? ''
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my mom asks .
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`` well , it was on and off , so ... hard to say .
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he actually went to prom with one of my friends , '' she replies , jokingly nudging nate , who at least has the grace to blush .
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`` nate ... '' his dad says , shaking his head admonishingly .
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`` oh , it 's ok .
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i went with one of his friends , '' dana says with a smile .
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`` i think we both knew it was n't meant to be . ''
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`` a couple of my friends met their husbands in high school , '' my mom says , resting her fork on her plate .
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`` though i read an article recently that said that twenty-eight percent of women meet their husbands in college . ''
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she looks pointedly at me and i jump up .
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`` i 'll clear , '' i announce .
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i have a feeling i know where this conversation is headed and i want to avoid it .
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`` oh , thank you , brynn , '' pierce says , as i stack the plates on top of one another .
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`` no problem , '' i reply .
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`` i waited tables in high school . ''
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`` same , '' nate says , as i reach in front of him to take his plate .
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`` you did not , '' i retort , before i can think .
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he looks up at me and raises his eyebrows , his gaze unreadable beneath them .
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pierce laughs .
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`` it 's true . ''
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`` my dad says working is the only way to build character , '' nate reports quietly .
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`` oh , '' i say , blushing as i push my way through the swinging door into the kitchen .
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i place the china carefully next to the sink and lean onto the counter .
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god , i feel like i ca n't say anything right around nate .
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my mind freezes up while my body is set on fire .
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`` so , are you dating anyone at school , brynn ? ''
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pierce asks .
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damn him .
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`` not right now , '' i reply , sitting back down .
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`` who were you dating ?
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maybe i know him , '' nate says , his dark eyes picking up the candlelight in the table 's elaborate centerpiece .
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my mom spent all afternoon on it .
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`` probably not , '' i say evasively , pasting a polite smile on my face .
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he really knows how to get under my skin .
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the truth is , i 've never really dated anyone , much as my mom pushes me , and as much as i 'm embarrassed by the fact .
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`` who wants dessert ? ''
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i manage to sidestep any more questioning by bringing out the last course , though now i 'm starting to think about the fact that nate and dana are probably going to want to go off somewhere after this and have sex .
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i hope it 's not in nate 's room .
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what if i can hear them through the wall ?
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my mom insists on clearing the dessert plates , and nate and dana stand up .
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pierce and nate start talking quietly , and dana comes over to me .
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`` you are so gorgeous . ''
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she offers .
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`` i have to ask : what do you use on your skin ? ''
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`` i-what ?
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um , soap ? ''
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oh man , she really makes it difficult to hate her .
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`` soap ?
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just ... soap ?
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oh my god , i have this whole routine , '' she says , laughing at herself .
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`` well , thanks .
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i guess i 'll be seeing you around often ? ''
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i ask , but she looks surprised .
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`` because you and nate are dating . ''
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`` we 're not really dating , '' she confides to me .
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`` he 's not the type , and i gave up hope years ago .
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but just look at him-can you blame me for coming back ? ''
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she says with a grin , then her eyes widen .
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`` oh my gosh-sorry !
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i forgot for a second that he 's your brother ! ''
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`` step-brother , '' i correct her .
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`` well , i 'm gon na head upstairs .
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it was really nice to meet you , dana . ''
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`` you , too , '' she replies , stepping away to join pierce and nate 's conversation .
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i head into the foyer but at the last second decide not to go upstairs .
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i need some air .
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i find myself heading down the hallway and to the french doors in the wood-paneled study .
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they open onto the patio and i step outside with relief , closing the door behind me .
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the firm breeze from the river calls me forward and i head down toward it .
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i circle around the swimming pool on the first level of the backyard , and then down to a grassy lawn with a lacrosse goal set up on one end .
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the wooden stairs down to the rocky beach are set on the right side , and it takes me a minute to find them in the dark .
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as i head down the steps , i see the potomac spread out in front of me .
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the water rushes hungrily by , lit only by the sparsely set houses on the cliffs surrounding it .
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as i step onto the shore , i can feel the rocks pressing up through my sandals , and boulders casting long , dark shadows on either side of me .
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this is no white-sand beach .
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the river runs dangerously fast after rains , and there are even white-water rapids along parts of it .
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i look back at the steps behind me and then back out at the river .
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i feel so out of place here .
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