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keep looking at me . ''
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the expression in his eyes arrests me , and i still for a moment , then slowly begin to move my foot to the left .
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there .
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i feel my sneaker knock against it , and move my foot up and onto it .
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`` ok , now just push off and i 'll pull you up .
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one , two , three ! ''
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i shove my foot down and he kneels and pulls me up and back onto him .
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i land squarely on top of him , shaking with fear and adrenaline .
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i feel his arms reach around me and squeeze , almost pressing the last of the air out of me .
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`` fuck , brynn , '' he whispers in my ear .
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`` are you ok ? ''
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i reply , realizing he 's landed on his back .
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`` am i ok ?
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are you ? ''
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he says , sounding shocked .
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`` um , i think so , though it 's hard to tell right now . ''
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`` oh , sorry .
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here , stand up , '' he says , and i lean to the side of him .
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he jumps up then offers me both hands .
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i take them and stand , wincing as i put weight on my right foot .
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`` what 's wrong ? ''
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`` my ankle , i think . ''
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`` let 's get back on the trail where i can look at it . ''
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he takes my arm and wraps it around his shoulder .
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i feel his arm around my waist and i 'm practically lifted off my feet as he walks me back onto the trail .
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he guides me down to a seated position and i lean back on my hands as he gently picks up my right foot .
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`` it 's a little swollen , '' he observes , `` but i do n't think it 's broken-probably a bad sprain .
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think you 're ok to walk back if i help you ? ''
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`` yeah , i 'll be fine , '' i assure him .
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he helps me stand up and puts my arm around his shoulders .
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i take a deep breath as we take our awkward first steps back toward the boathouse , and i realize i 'm in for a full hour of being pressed up against him .
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`` you 're really sweaty , you know that ? ''
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i say with a smile .
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`` hey , you better be careful or i might lose my grip , '' he replies .
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`` how high up was i ? ''
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`` probably best not to think about it . ''
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`` that 's pretty high . ''
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`` well , i 'm glad you 're alright ... mostly . ''
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i do n't know if it 's the scare from almost falling , or if we 're both just tired , but the slow walk back takes place in almost silence .
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i wish i could think of something to say to break the tension , but having his shirtless body pressed up against me is too much .
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i can feel our sweat mingling together and our breath syncing along with the rhythm of our footsteps .
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as we finally sight the parking lot , he stops and moves in front of me , then bends over , looking back at me expectantly .
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i laugh and lift my bad leg up onto him , and then jump up as he hoists me the rest of the way .
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he walks with me on his back until we reach the car , then deposits me right next to the passenger side door .
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as he jogs around to the driver 's side , i turn to look around the parking lot .
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there are still only a few cars here , and in the corner is a blue sedan with a woman wearing sunglasses behind the wheel .
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i stare at her for a moment , because with her blonde hair , i thought for a moment that she was my mom .
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as we make eye contact she quickly looks away , and i hear the car start after a moment .
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maybe she was just staring at nate like the other women we encountered today .
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or maybe she 's a reporter ... pierce warned the family that there could still be a few hanging around .
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`` are you ok to get in by yourself ? ''
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nate asks , rolling down the window .
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`` oh , yeah , sorry , '' i reply , snapping back to attention .
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i open the door and use my left leg to hop into the elevated seat .
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`` everything alright ? ''
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he asks .
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`` yeah , it 's fine . ''
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when we arrive back at the house , nate basket-carries me straight from the car into the kitchen , gently setting me down on a chair in the breakfast nook .
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he kneels in front of me and unlaces my shoe , then slips it off and peels my sock off .
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`` can you wiggle your toes ? ''
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i move them back and forth .
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`` and now really slowly move your whole foot around . ''
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i wince as i circle it and pain shoots up through my leg .
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`` i broke my ankle playing lacrosse my junior year , and i do n't think that 's what this is .
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let 's ice and wrap it and see how it is tomorrow , or monday .
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if it 's still bad , i 'll take you to the doctor . ''
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`` you know how to wrap it ? ''
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`` hey , when it 's not my own hand , i 'm pretty good at it . ''
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i watch him take down that same first aid kit from the cabinet and set it down on the floor as he kneels in front of me again .
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he carefully wraps athletic tape around my ankle and then around the middle of my foot , hooking it around and around until my ankle is firmly stabilized .
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`` ok , let 's get you into the den so we can ice it . ''
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i begin to stand but he bends over and scoops me up again , carrying me through the hallways to the cozy den .
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he sets me down on the couch and then disappears .
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i grab a pillow and set it behind my back as i stretch my legs out , marveling at the sudden appearance of nate 's caretaker instincts .
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he reappears with a ziploc bag of crushed ice and a glass of water , setting the latter down on the table next to me before lowering the ice down onto my ankle .
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i shiver as he places it down , and he pulls the throw down from the back of the couch .
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he grabs one end and unfolds it , then sits on the edge of the couch next to me to lay it over me , tucking the corners in around my body .
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i become very aware of my own breathing as he moves over me .
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i watch his hands as they take the edge of the blanket and tuck it around my shoulders .
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his right hand moves slowly from the blanket onto the exposed skin of my neck .
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i hold my breath as he lightly runs his fingertips up onto my jaw , then over to my chin .
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with his thumb and forefinger , he gently tilts my head up until i look at him .
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he 's staring at my mouth , and only pauses for a moment before he bends down .
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`` please do n't , '' i whisper as he 's just inches away from kissing me .
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`` if you do n't want anything more , it 's just cruel . ''
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`` what if i do want something more ? ''
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he says , his dark blue eyes flicking up to mine .
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`` more ... '' i repeat , rolling the word around my tongue .
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`` what kind of more ? ''
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`` i 've never felt about someone the way i feel about you .
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i 've tried fighting that feeling , i 've tried reasoning with it , but it just keeps getting stronger .
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i have to give in-i need to .
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i ca n't tell you i know exactly what this will look like ... i 've never done anything like it .
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but i promise you that when i 'm with you , i 'll be with only you .
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and i want you to be with only me . ''
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i stare up at him .
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that 's still a lot of unknowns , but i sense that he 's giving me everything he can right now .
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plus my heart is about to beat out of my chest , and my resistance is giving out .
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`` only you , '' i nod , before reaching around his neck and pulling him toward me .
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our lips meet in an open kiss , our tongues finding each other 's and mingling with desperate passion .
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