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i grab the sweating bottle of water from between my feet and take a long swig .
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`` water ? ''
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i ask nate , turning to offer it to him .
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he takes it , brushing my fingers with his as he wraps his long fingers around it .
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my insides clench ... speaking of a spark .
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i spot a house very much like ours up on a hillside in the distance .
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`` where 'd you live before the house now ? ''
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`` townhouse in georgetown . ''
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he says .
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`` it was less of a behemoth .
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had more character . ''
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`` the mansion is n't your taste ? ''
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`` it was always big for two people , and it still seems big , even for four .
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but what i really do n't like is that it 's got all these fake historical touches about it , and none of them are genuine . ''
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`` anathema to a history major . ''
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`` exactly .
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i always pictured myself in a smaller house , maybe a converted barn or something ... one that was actually built in the time period it looks like it was built in .
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maybe somewhere quieter than dc ... it 's pretty elitist here ... i want my kids to grow up more modestly than i did . ''
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`` you want kids ? ''
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i ask , surprised .
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`` you do n't ? ''
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`` no , i do ... i 'm just surprised .
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you know that having kids might necessitate being in a relationship with a woman for longer than you 're used to . ''
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he laughs .
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`` i honestly had n't thought of that .
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i always just pictured myself with kids .
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is that horrible ? ''
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`` yes ! ''
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i reply , quickly reaching down and flinging water back at him .
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`` hey ! ''
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he cries , and grabs the sides of the kayak , beginning to rock it back and forth .
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`` i 'll tip this thing over , '' he warns me with a grin .
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`` nate ! ''
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i protest , grabbing on .
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he relents , and keeps rowing after a moment .
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`` i think your mom picked the hottest day of the year , '' he observes .
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`` want to head back ? ''
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i ask , hoping he 'll say no .
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he pauses .
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`` guess we should . ''
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i nod , feeling disappointed , and dip my oar in the water to help him turn the kayak .
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now that we 're going with the current , it takes us much less time to make the return trip back to the boat house .
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`` how 's your shoulder ? ''
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i ask .
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`` it 's better , actually , '' he says happily , `` thanks for asking . ''
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i feel a tightening in my throat as we pull into the shallower water .
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nate steps onto the dock first , then offers me his hand to help me get out of the unsteady boat .
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`` much shadier under the trees , '' he observes , nodding to a hiking trail that cuts through the trees behind the boat house .
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i look at him questioningly .
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`` short hike before we go back ? ''
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i nod and smile , trying not to look too pleased .
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chapter nineteen `` you 've got good stamina for someone who does n't do sports , '' nate observes as our `` short hike '' goes into its second hour .
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`` i 've been swimming in the pool pretty frequently , maybe that 's it , '' i reply , though really i think it 's that the conversation has n't stopped .
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we 're high over the potomac now , on a dirt trail that winds around large boulders .
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he was right-it is cooler under the trees , but it 's still just as humid .
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`` is that it ? ''
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i ask , pointing to a three-leaved plant at the base of a tree .
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after telling nate that i manage to get poison ivy every other year , he 's made it his mission to teach me how to identify the rash-causing the plant .
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`` not red enough .
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by this time of the summer , it 'll be more red and oily-looking .
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and the edges of the leaves are too jagged , '' he says as he bends over to look at it .
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a pair of female hikers approach us on the trail , headed the opposite direction .
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i watch them drink in nate 's shirtless , sweaty appearance and giggle to each other .
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as they pass , they smile flirtatiously at him , but he just politely smiles back before turning to me .
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`` you 're good at so many things , but identifying plant species ... '' he intones in a mock-serious voice as he shakes his head .
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`` hey , if that 's my weakness , i 'll take it , '' i reply with a grin .
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`` yep , poison ivy , that 's your kryptonite , '' he teases me .
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`` what 's yours ?
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intimacy ? ''
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`` intimacy ?
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how dare you !
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it 's commitment .
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very different . ''
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`` oh , duh , of course .
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my apologies , '' i reply , glad we can joke about this kind of thing .
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`` wait , there ! ''
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i say , pointing to an ivy crawling up a tree trunk on the river side of the trail .
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`` where ?
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i do n't see it , '' nate replies , craning his neck .
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`` there ! ''
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i repeat , walking off the trail and into the underbrush .
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`` brynn , be careful !
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and i do n't think that 's poison ivy , anyway . ''
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`` no , really !
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see , it 's red- '' i break off as i feel the ground beneath me give way .
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what i thought was solid earth was just an overhang of vegetation .
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my stomach flies into my throat as i begin to fall , the horizon instantly becoming a blur .
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i gasp and turn , frantically grabbing onto the dirt and branches nearby .
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`` brynn ! ''
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nate yells , and dives into the brush after me .
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i feel him grab my hand as i struggle to find a foothold on the steep hill beneath me .
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my feet frantically search for support and i begin to panic .
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`` it 's ok , it 's ok , i 've got you , '' nate says .
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the steadiness in his voice causes me to look up at him .
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he 's looking back down at me , his eyes sure and calm .
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i take a deep breath and reach my other hand up .
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he grabs it and begins to pull me up .
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`` under your right foot , there 's a rock , '' he says , peering over the edge .
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`` do n't look down , just feel for it .
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just an inch to your left .
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