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i straighten up with a gasp as i realize nate has just tackled him to the floor , and they are now grappling fiercely on the kitchen tiles . | [
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`` do n't you fucking touch her ! '' | [
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he yells at his father , whose face is turning red in an effort to defend himself against his much stronger son . | [
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i hear footsteps from the stairwell and see my mom running down the hallway and manage to unfreeze myself . | [
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`` nate ! | [
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nate , stop ! '' | [
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i yell , as he manages to find the top position . | [
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my mom screams as nate punches pierce hard across his jaw . | [
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i throw myself on nate 's back as he cocks his arm back in preparation for another punch . | [
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`` nate , i 'm ok , i 'm ok , '' i repeat in his ear . | [
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i feel him relax a little and begin to pull him up . | [
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he drops his arm and stands up with me . | [
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pierce pushes him away as he stands up , too , and they face off , each breathing heavily , pierce with a trail of blood dripping from the corner of his mouth . | [
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`` what 's going on ? '' | [
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my mom finally whispers , her voice full of fear . | [
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`` i saw everything , '' nate growls , addressing his father . | [
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`` you hypocrite . '' | [
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to my shock , pierce begins to laugh . | [
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`` i knew it , i knew it ! | [
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look at you two ! '' | [
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he says , pointing at us . | [
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`` what 's he talking about ? '' | [
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my mom asks , glancing at me . | [
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`` they 're fucking ! '' | [
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`` no ... what ? '' | [
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`` oh , christ , holly , are you really that fucking stupid ? | [
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you did n't even suspect ? '' | [
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`` that 's why you 're fighting ? '' | [
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`` no , '' nate says , turning to her . | [
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`` i saw him trying to feel up brynn , and then she told him to stop , and he slapped her . '' | [
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a look of horror spreads across my mom 's face . | [
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she looks at me , then at pierce . | [
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`` is this true ? | [
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is it true ? '' | [
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a wailing cry escapes my mom 's lips . | [
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for a second i think she 's going to collapse , but then she throws herself at pierce , her limbs a blur as she attacks him . | [
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`` i trusted you ! | [
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`` my own daughter ! | [
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my own daughter , you son of a bitch ! '' | [
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pierce surveys the three of us , aligned against him on the other side of the kitchen . | [
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nate whispers , as he rubs my mom 's shoulder . | [
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`` you have nothing to say for yourself ? '' | [
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`` come on , nate . | [
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you 're really going to believe them ? '' | [
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`` i do n't have to-i saw you with my own eyes . | [
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but i should have believed brynn in the first place , '' nate says quietly , though i can hear the strength in his voice . | [
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`` my mother , '' nate says , and pierce stops , his back still toward his son . | [
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i ca n't see his face , and ca n't imagine what could be going on inside his mind . | [
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his carefully crafted history , now falling apart around him . | [
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`` i know , '' i reply with a nod , struggling to keep myself together . | [
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`` i had no reason to lie . '' | [
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`` i know . | [
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i just could n't believe he was capable of that kind of thing , or maybe i did n't want to believe . '' | [
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`` you said some awful things to me today . | [
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god , was that just today ? '' | [
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i ask with a sad laugh , reaching up to rub my forehead . | [
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`` i 'm so sorry , brynn . | [
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i was angry ... sometimes my temper ... i did n't mean any of those things . | [
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the time we 've spent together- '' he says , taking a step toward me . | [
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`` no , no . | [
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i 'm not ready for that . | [
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i do n't know if we can go back ... '' i murmur , a tear slipping down my face . | [
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`` brynn , please , i ca n't lose you . '' | [
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`` you were so ready to turn on me , '' i whisper . | [
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`` so ready to push me away and be done with me . '' | [
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`` i was in shock at seeing her again . | [
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i did n't actually mean it . '' | [
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`` but you said it , did n't you ? | [
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the way i care about you ... i would never treat you that way , would never want you to hurt . | [
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but you wanted me to hurt . | [
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you do n't feel the way about me that i feel about you . | [
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you ca n't . '' | [
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`` that 's not true ! | [
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you have no idea how much i care about- '' `` i love you . '' | [
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there 's a long silence . | [
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i stare up into his beautiful face , my heart shattering as he does n't reply . | [
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he just looks back down at me , some unknowable emotion flickering across his eyes . | [
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`` well , there you go . | [
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there you go . | [
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goodbye , nate , '' i say , turning my back to him . | [
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