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i told him that i loved him , and he did n't say it back .
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simple as that .
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even though he was angry , there must have been some truth to his words when he told me i was n't special to him .
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i glance at the clock .
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just after four-almost time for my dinner shift in the cafeteria to be starting .
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i change into my work clothes and head over .
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at least i know i wo n't run into nate there-the athletes all have a separate dining hall serving far tastier and more nutritious food .
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i open my door to the lawn , smiling halfheartedly at another female student a few doors down as she exits her room at the same time .
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i walk quickly , keeping my head down , not really wanting to interact with anyone i know .
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i enter the dining hall and cross around to the side door , back into the kitchen .
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`` oh , brynn ! ''
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roberta , my manager , waves to me from a table by the front , where she 's doing some paperwork .
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i wave back and head over .
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`` there 's been some issue with your work-study , '' she tells me quietly as i reach her .
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`` an issue ? ''
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i ask frowning .
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`` do you know what it is ? ''
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`` something related to your scholarship-that 's all the dean 's office told me when they called . ''
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i rub my forehead in frustration .
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this is the last thing i need .
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`` if you head over to monroe hall now , you might be able to talk to someone who knows more than i do . ''
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i nod .
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`` sorry , '' she adds , before continuing with her work .
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i hurry out of the dining hall and follow roberta 's advice to see if i can get some more answers , though i fear i already know what happened .
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my mom has been so frazzled lately , i bet she forgot to make a payment on the portion of the tuition that we still owe .
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i explain the situation to a secretary at monroe , who points me toward the office in charge of the work-study program .
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a man in his early thirties stands to greet me as i walk through the open door of his office .
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`` francis delton , '' he introduces himself , shaking my hand .
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`` how can i help you ? ''
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`` well , i was told there 's some issue with my work-study program , or with my scholarship , or something , '' i reply , reaching to tug at my hair before realizing it 's pulled up in a ponytail .
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`` ok , your name ? ''
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he asks , sitting down and motioning me into the chair across from him .
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`` brynn atwell , '' i respond , spelling it out for him .
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he types my name into his computer and then clicks around for a moment .
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`` ah , this is quite unusual , '' he says , raising his eyebrows at his screen .
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`` ok ... '' i reply nervously .
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`` you can no longer participate in the work-study program , because your tuition has been paid in full . ''
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i stare at him .
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`` you mean , for this semester ? ''
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`` no , i mean all of your tuition . ''
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i shake my head , unable to believe him .
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`` for this year ?
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or ... i mean , not all all ? ''
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he smiles .
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`` all all . ''
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`` but that 's ... that 's impossible .
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how ?
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who ? ''
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i stammer .
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`` i have no idea .
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i can only see that you 're ineligible for the program . ''
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`` ok , ok , '' i reply , trying to gather my thoughts .
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`` thank you .
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thank you so much . ''
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i wander out of his office and out onto the quad .
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with pierce and my mom getting divorced , i knew i 'd have college tuition loans to deal with again , and i took it in stride .
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i was used to the idea , anyway .
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what the hell 's going on ?
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i reach into my back pocket and dial my mom .
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i have no idea if she 'll know either , but i can at least tell her the good news .
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`` oh , brynn !
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brynn , i was just going to call you ! ''
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she says as she picks up .
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`` let me guess , is it about my tuition ? ''
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i ask , hearing excitement in her voice .
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`` yes !
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how did you know ? ''
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`` well , i showed up for my shift at the dining hall , and was told that my tuition 's been taken care of .
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what 's going on ? ''
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`` i was literally just picking up the phone to tell you ... it all happened so quickly this afternoon .
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pierce 's lawyer offered me a settlement in the divorce !
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and it specifically included payment of your tuition . ''
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`` pierce paid my tuition ? ''
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i ask , my mind reeling .
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`` yes !
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as soon as i signed , the money was wired over . ''
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`` but ... but mom , was it a good settlement ?
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i mean , did you have a lawyer look it over ? ''
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`` yeah , it was the same lawyer who told me i 'd get nothing because of the pre-nup i signed .
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he was completely floored , and told me i 'd better sign before pierce changes his mind . ''
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`` but ... why ?
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i mean , it seems so out of character for him . ''
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`` i know !
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i can hardly believe it either .
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it 's crazy !
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i 'll be able to pay off the mortgage on the house and have a little left over .
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i mean , we 're not rich or anything , but we have a bit of leeway now . ''
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`` was it , you know , 'hush money , ' do you think ? ''
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`` i doubt it .
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the lawyer said that there 's no less reliable witness than a woman trying to defame her ex-husband , so i do n't really think pierce would be worried about me going to the press with stories or anything-not that i 'd want to do that anyway .
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but honey , it 's done now .
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it 's really over .
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we do n't have to worry about him anymore . ''
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`` well , i 'm glad that you 're happy with it .
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if you 're happy i 'm happy .
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man , this is the first good news we 've gotten in a while , huh ? ''
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i touch my lips with my fingertips , wondering when the last time i smiled was .
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`` have you seen him yet ? ''
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my mom asks quietly .
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she does n't need to specify that she 's referring to nate .
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