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a few days before my grand entrance into adulthood , i arrive home from school irritated and disgruntled . | [
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the stress of college applications and ap course work coupled with the ongoing radio silence between me and emerson has me way on edge . | [
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so the very last thing i want to see when i walk in front door of my home is dad and deborah , making out like a couple of teenagers against the kitchen island . | [
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`` jesus , '' i mutter , starting for my room , `` is everybody getting some action around here besides me ? '' | [
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`` oh ! | [
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abby ! '' | [
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deborah giggles from the kitchen , `` good . | [
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you 're home . '' | [
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`` hi dad . | [
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hi deb , '' i mutter gloomily , standing at the foot of the stairs . | [
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`` i 'm just gon na head up to my room and get some studying in- '' `` nooo , come on . | [
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come chat with us first ! '' | [
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deb insists , bustling out into the foyer to apprehend me . | [
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though emerson and i are the same age , deborah is about ten years my dad 's junior . | [
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truth be told , she looks even younger than her biological age . | [
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her voluminous platinum blonde hair is always arranged in luscious curls , her makeup applied perfectly . | [
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this stands to reason , given that she works as a freelance makeup artist , mostly doing weddings and the like . | [
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she 's way taller than i am , especially given her penchant for wearing three-inch heels . | [
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and , i have to admit , the lady 's got a killer rack . | [
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between the tits and her habit of wearing loud neon colors , it 's no wonder that my dad took notice of her . | [
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my question is , what does she see in him ? | [
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i would n't say that my father is unattractive . | [
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he 's just very ... unremarkable . | [
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he was quite the looker as a younger man , but my mom sandy was the real beauty . | [
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ca n't pick and choose what you inherit from your parents , i guess . | [
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and you certainly do n't get to choose who your parents are in the first place . | [
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`` it 's been ages since we 've had a good talk , '' deb gushes , plunking me down at the kitchen table . | [
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`` tell me everything . | [
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how 's school ? | [
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any boyfriends ? | [
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spill , girl ! '' | [
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i glance over at my father , silently begging him not to make me engage in small talk with his girlfriend . | [
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but he just grins at the two of us like we 're some big , happy family . | [
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as grating as deb can be , i have n't seen my dad smile like this in years . | [
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it 's the least i can do to muscle through some mindless chatter . | [
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`` well , '' i begin , `` i dunno ... '' the sound of the front door opening is my saving grace . | [
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i look over my shoulder and see emerson stride across the threshold , making a beeline for his room . | [
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but deborah has other plans , and rushes out to greet him with a squeal . | [
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`` not so fast ! '' | [
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she cries , seizing her son by the arm . | [
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`` it 's not every day that i can manage to snag you and abby for a chat . | [
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we 're having family time ! '' | [
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`` are you high or something ? '' | [
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i can tell by his inflection that it 's an honest question . | [
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i wonder what it must have been like for him , growing up with a single mom who had substance abuse issues . | [
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my dad 's drinking did n't get bad until mom passed away , and by then i was already fourteen . | [
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but from what i understand , deb 's drinking has been going on for most of emerson 's life . | [
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my heart twists painfully just thinking about what a rough go he must have had . | [
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no wonder he 's got more defense strategies than the pentagon . | [
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`` this is so wonderful , '' deb goes on , forcing emerson into a chair across the table from me . | [
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we immediately avert our eyes , looking anywhere but at each other . | [
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the uncomfortable silence between us is deafening in this enclosed space . | [
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what i would n't give for a trap door or an ejection seat right now . | [
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`` while we 've got you both here , '' my dad finally cuts in , wrapping an arm around deb 's waist . | [
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`` we should talk about your birthdays this weekend . '' | [
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`` birthdays ? '' | [
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`` as in plural ? '' | [
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i add , looking up at my dad . | [
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`` sure ! | [
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have n't you guys figured it out yet ? '' | [
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dad laughs , `` your birthdays are only one day apart ! | [
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abby 's is may 4th , and emerson 's is may 3rd . '' | [
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a satisfied grin spreads across emerson 's face as he leans back in his chair . | [
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for the first time since that night at the party , he swings his gaze directly my way . | [
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`` look at that , '' he says , keeping those blue eyes locked on mine . | [
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`` i am your big brother after all . '' | [
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`` oh , that 's so precious ! '' | [
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deb swoons . | [
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`` i 'm so glad you two are feeling more like family . | [
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that makes me so , so happy . | [
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what should we do to celebrate your eighteenth birthdays ? | [
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bowling ? | [
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the movies ? '' | [
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`` i was gon na buy a shit load of porn , cigarettes , and scratch off lottery tickets and have myself a private party , '' emerson says bluntly . | [
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`` you all are more than welcome to join in . | [
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though things might get a little ... awkward . '' | [
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i tear my eyes away from his at this last bit , feeling my cheeks burning hotly . | [
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he 's baiting me . | [
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i can tell . | [
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`` honestly , emerson , '' deb says , her cheerful veneer cracking , `` do you have to shit all over every nice thing i try to do for you ? '' | [
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`` do n't worry , deb . | [
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he was just kidding , '' my dad coos , planting a kiss on his girlfriend 's forehead . | [
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`` were n't you , emerson ? '' | [
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`` whatever helps you sleep at night , sport , '' emerson replies shortly , slapping his palms against the table . | [
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`` now , as fun as this has been , i 've got things to do . '' | [
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he strolls out of the kitchen , pausing for half a second to snatch a bag of chips out of the cupboard . | [
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deb is so pissed off at his behavior that she and my dad do n't even try to stop me as i hurry off after emerson . | [
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`` hey , '' i call to him , taking the stairs two at a time to catch up . | [
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`` emerson , wait . '' | [
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`` what . | [
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did i steal your afternoon snack ? '' | [
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he grins over his shoulder , holding the chips up over my head . | [
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his favorite game . | [
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`` if you can grab 'em you can have 'em ! '' | [
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`` yeah , no . | [
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