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he asks .
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i have to fight hard from letting a dopey , love-struck look escape across my features .
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he just wants to grab food .
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it 's not a date .
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i just happen to be along for the ride .
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but still .
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`` yeah , i 'm starving , '' i tell him .
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`` great .
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me too .
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let 's swing by the crystal dawn , '' he says , turning off onto a main road in town .
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chapter three the crystal dawn is our local diner , frequented by just about everyone in our relatively small town .
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high school kids , senior citizens , working class parents-no one can resist the crystal 's dawn 's greasy spoon appeal .
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emerson rolls up to the silver diner and swings into a parking space , cutting off another car with a laugh .
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`` do you just go out of your way to antagonize people ? ''
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i ask , stepping onto the sidewalk .
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`` i do n't mean to antagonize them .
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most people just happen to be assholes .
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i just treat them the way they deserve . ''
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he shrugs , tossing his smoke into the gutter .
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i follow suit , relishing my final drag .
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it 's been over a year since i 've had a cigarette .
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damn , do i miss them sometimes .
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`` what a charming attitude , '' i say , rolling my eyes .
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`` thanks sis , '' emerson winks , holding the door open for me like a real gentleman .
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or so i think , until he lets it fall in my face at the last possible second .
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yeah .
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maybe all this lovey-dovey nonsense is just in my head after all .
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we walk across the crowded dining car , over to a red vinyl booth in the back corner .
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one of the regular waitresses , a woman in her forties with heavy blue eye shadow and a perm , plunks a couple of menus down onto the table .
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we do n't even have to look at them , of course .
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we 've both lived in this town long enough to know exactly what we want .
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it 's said that you can tell a lot about a person by their usual crystal dawn order .
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`` what 're you having ? ''
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i ask emerson with a playfully grave tone .
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he wiggles his eyebrows conspiratorially , perfectly aware of the weight of the question .
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`` bacon burger .
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medium rare .
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chipotle mayo . ''
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`` of course you 're a raging carnivore , '' i groan , shaking my head .
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`` well , what are you getting ? ''
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he shoots back .
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`` broccoli and cheese soup in a bread bowl , '' i smile .
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`` wait , '' he replies , laying his hands on the table .
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`` you 're not ... a vegetarian , are you ? ''
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`` i sure am , '' i reply with a chipper smile .
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`` of fucking course , '' he grumbles , looking downright appalled .
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`` you know factory farming is destroying our planet , right ? ''
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i tease him , putting on my best goodie-two-shoes voice .
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`` you know that tofu is a sin against humanity , right ? ''
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he shoots back .
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that one takes me by surprise , drawing a real laugh out of me for once .
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`` to be perfectly honest , i did n't start being a vegetarian for the environment 's sake , '' i tell him .
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`` i wish i was that noble .
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but the real reason is way stupider . ''
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`` well .
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why did you start ? ''
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he asks , halfway interested .
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that 's still halfway more than usual , at least .
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`` when i was eight , my dad let me watch jurassic park with him , '' i reply .
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`` you know that scene where the goat gets eaten by the t-rex , and its leg flies up and sticks to the window ? ''
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`` yeah , obviously , '' emerson replies .
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`` shit was groady . ''
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`` yep .
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that 's what did it , '' i admit .
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`` i have n't eaten meat since watching that movie .
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my mom was so pissed at my dad for turning me off chicken nuggets , i do n't think she spoke to him for days .
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they kept waiting for me to grow out of it , but i never did .
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and so , here we are . ''
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`` that 's hilarious , '' emerson says , smiling genuinely for perhaps the first time i 've known him .
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it 's not like his usual , sarcastic grin .
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it 's something warmer , more honest .
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and it just about does me in .
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luckily , the waitress comes back for our orders right at that moment , so i do n't end up throwing myself at him right then and there .
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we lapse into silence again as we wait for our food to arrive .
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he agreed to talk to me about what 's been going on between us , since the night of the party .
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but now that the moment has arrived , i ca n't think of how to begin .
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`` so .
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are you and courtney a thing or what ? ''
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i blurt out .
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smooth , abby , i grumble internally .
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`` courtney ?
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nah , '' emerson shrugs , `` a little too high maintenance for me .
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and crazy as shit , too .
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plus she 's always got show tunes on ... who listens to show tunes for fun ? ''
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`` i 'm sure she 's ... nice .
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when you get to know her , '' i reply .
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the last thing i want to do is go shitting on other girls just because they happen to have sucked face with emerson .
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if i did that , just about every pretty girl in our school would be on my shit list .
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girl on girl hate is something i try and avoid altogether , if i can help it .
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`` i 'm not really that interested in 'nice ' , is the thing , '' emerson scoffs , picking at a bit of loose paint on the table .
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`` what ... are you interested in ? ''
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i ask , my voice going soft on me .
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emerson lifts his eyes to mine , the gold specks reflecting in the dying spring light outside the diner window .
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i swallow hard , waiting for him to go on .
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`` i 'm interested in someone who can teach me things .
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show me things , '' he says .
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i 'm totally taken aback by his direct answer .
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`` oh ? ''
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i say meekly .
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`` i could hang out with hot girls who do n't give a damn about me as a person , or look for someone who seems interested in something other than my fantastic body , '' he continues , `` i 'm gon na go with the latter . ''
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