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sleeping knew that mania was one of the listed side effects of SAMe and combined with my
preexisting anxiety it was unbearable went off the drug As the mania went away the
depression crept back in along with all the previous muscular tension The experience showed
me that serotonin does not fix or heal the brain It just alters it temporarily Similarly it does
not fix trigger points or heal chakras It merely subdues them allowing our behavior to be less
affected When went off SAMe noticed my body trembled It was substantial and realized
had to do something about it
Dont Let Yourself Tremble
In the last chapter mentioned a friend of mine who was a drug addict She had a small kitten
that she played roughly with She would squeeze it and tease it and swing it around Some
aspects of this play were pleasant to watch at times but other elements bordered on abuse
At one point she asked whether thought she played too roughly with it The kittens
interminable trembling answered her question for me With beautiful pained eyes this little
furball was constantly glancing around skittishly It shuddered even when standing still startled
at every sound and grew into the most nervous cat have ever seen The truth is the owner
herself trembled and probably wanted her small friend to share her weakness
Muscle trembling is a sign that an animal is under duress It is related to the startle
response discussed in Chapter and similarly signals submission It results in a shaking
quaking and shuddering that makes us feel weak in the knees Chronic distress and social
defeat cause trembling to become more pronounced It is quite common for the runt of the
litter to tremble because it rarely wins in competitive play and often has the lowest serotonin
of the group Trembling destroys fluid measured movement as well as timing and rhythm
It occurs all over the body not just in the voice and hands Dormant or partially contracted
muscles frequently tremble because those muscles can neither relax nor fully contract
making them susceptible to shaking involuntarily between these extremes
When a poorlysocialized Chihuahua is placed among bigger dogs it tends to tremble more
than usual We are all shaky Chihuahuas whether it is perceptible or not Also we tremble for
the same reason to keep others from being threatened by us Trembling goes on in the
background and usually becomes apparent under duress by old age or after a heavy workout
You may think you dont tremble but may notice it when performing small fluid movements
like knitting This is why urge you to spend time focusing your awareness on trembling in an
attempt to get ahold of yourself Working out with light weights Chapter and performing
antilaxity while slow breathing will firm your grip
The slower you move the easier it is to iron out trembling flinching and startling
Mosh Feldenkrais the founder of the Feldenkrais exercise method propounded the idea that
practicing slow movement is essential to grace and psychological wellbeing This general
philosophy dates back hundreds of years to Taoist and Buddhist monasteries and the art of tai
Chapter Serotonin Optimism and Cooperation
chi Tai chi is a superb practice that will smooth your movements and help you tremble less
Some forms encourage you to move mindfully as a needle in cotton and develop the ability
to leverage joints using coordination and relaxation rather than tension strongly encourage
you to take a tai chi class even if you do it from home using free internet tutorials
Serotonin Exercise Take a Class in Tai Chi
Sign up for a tai chi class or simply follow a beginners instructional tutorial video on the
internet Practice the movements and motions while trying to move as smoothly and
gracefully as possible Your motions should feel relaxed fluid frictionless and occur at a
constant rate It can help to act as if there is a slight resistance to every movement as if you
were in a pool of water When you stop bracing notice how you can move more steadily
Sense your body and be present within it
You should be able to concentrate so deeply on even tensionfree movement that your
stream of thought evaporates To do this you must activate very primitive brain structures
Every second of mindful nontrembling movement teaches them that slow steady
movement is safe and wont be misconstrued by others as an attempt at intimidation
Remember that prey rush Predators do not rush because they do not feel threatened or
pressured Move at an unrushed pace that is selfdetermined and centered on unshakable
inner confidence While you practice use the tenets of diaphragmatic breathing optimal
posture and antirigidity
As you become better at diaphragmatic breathing you will become more aware of your
preexisting tendency to tremble Focus selectively on each tremor you notice and try to soothe
it Certainly dont incorporate trembling into purposive movement Dont allow your fingers to
fumble as you use your phone button down your shirt or zip your purse Slow down every
movement and engineer it for precision Hurried hasty movements require bracing ruining
composure and finesse It takes patience to eliminate trembling and establish flowing dexterity
Imagine moving like a sloth slowly deliberately and mistakefree Just like paced breathing
irons the apneic disturbances out of your diaphragms tidal range slow purposive movement
will iron the discontinuities out of your actions
Use Dominant Gestures
Dominant people with high serotonin naturally use commanding gestures Dominance is
conveyed preemptively by actions indicating strength comfort and fearlessness Simply
practicing and automating these gestures will increase your nonverbal dominance thereby
increasing your serotonin Lets get into the specifics Dominant people have towering posture
whereas submissive ones try to hide their height Dominant people lean toward others and
approach others directly rather than haltingly and uncertainly Dominant people initiate
increased proximity more handshaking and a higher frequency of touching So put your arm
around people touch their hands slap their knees rest your arm on their shoulders and strike
their backs when you embrace them
PROGRAM PEACE Self Care Exercises to Reprogram Your Mind and Body
As far as general posture we have already discussed retracting the neck flexing the glutes
pressing the hips forward and looking upward among many others When standing place your
feet at least shoulder length apart and dont fidget Refrain from folding your hands in front of
you placing them in pockets or using them to cover your genitals Because submission is
conveyed by the lack of hand movements and hidden hands gradually work more hand
gesticulation into your speech
Bring your hands into full view dont brace them in contorted ways and never worry that
the position of your elbows wrists or fingers will be taken as offensive Finding a comfortable
place for your hands can be difficult The key is not thinking about it or whether people will
perceive it as uppity or proud They are your hands If other people dont like how you are
holding them thats their problem
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Ilustration Positions for the hands while standing A Holding the fist B Holding the hand C Hands on
the hips D Hands supporting neck retraction E Hands behind the back F Hands simply dangling at the sides
G Kelly Starretts position to train pulling the shoulder blades together scapular retractionshoulder packing
Another technique to increase your nonverbal dominance is reducing reassurances such as
excessive nodding Dont stop nodding altogether but reduce how quickly and how often you
do it Definitely smile at people and laugh at their jokes just dont do it too much Excessive
smiling and laughter directed at anothers efforts at humor are submissive And use the optimal
smile and laugh discussed in previous chapters Nonverbal tics rapid blinking prolonged tilting
of the head touching the back of your neck wringing the hands coughing artificially and
scratching imaginary itches are all nervous behaviors meant to fill space when you dont know