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Wish me luck, super sick I'm like a grade S hypochondriac, and I just got really sick. Got diagnosed with appendigitis (yes a G) by the hospital.
And now anywhere I'm not supposed to have pain I suddenly have ghost pains.
Wish me luck, I hate being sick. But I know this will pass, I just gotta ignore any fears.
EDIT... | self.Anxiety |
Med switch, zyprexa and zopiclone interaction? Just switched to zyprexa/olanzapine now zopiclone doesn't work. Is this a thing that happens? | self.bipolar |
Can't even get myself to talk in a kid group chat [deleted] | self.depression |
Overwhelming rollercoaster sensation that something is wrong. At night laying down is the worst time for my anxiety I feel very disoriented, tonight I feel like this overwhelming sensation like I just am free falling dropping, and losing control. I'm always afraid I'm going to have a heart attack or that this is an "au... | self.Anxiety |
I keep trying but it never gets better. I just don't understand why I have to struggle to be happy while it comes so easy for others. | self.depression |
I’m suffering through the worst depression I’ve felt in over 20 years, and I’m leaving my family and the country for 14 days... I don’t know what to do, I’m at the airport and I’m a mess. I can’t stop crying, I don’t want to leave my family, I feel completely alone and vulnerable, I’m scared of everything, and I haven’... | self.depression |
Anyone else find themselves getting more and more codependent as a relationship progresses? [deleted] | self.bipolar |
I tried talking to childline etc but I can't say what is wrong with me [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Falling apart In the middle of a breakdown. Have no one to turn to and have pushed away everyone who could support me. Wish I had the courage to die. If only there was a single pill to take it all away painlessly. I hate my existence | self.SuicideWatch |
Attempted suicide again today I tried to kill myself today by hanging in the closet, but my little sister walked into me so I yanked my head out of the belt just so she wouldn't see me pass on like this. Life is pretty unbearable now, this isn't the first time I attempted. My entire family thinks my depression is a jok... | self.depression |
Friend attempted to sexually assault me I’m done with life and I want to die I’m not gonna kill myself, don’t want to put the people in my life through that kind of pain, but I want to die so fucking bad. I just want to be hit by a car or shot or something. I hate my stupid alcoholic drug addict loser self and life is ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Empty inside My life is getting so hard and confusing , I don't know where my future is going , I'm finding it harder and harder to enjoy things , I keep trying to recapture my childhood but I cant quite seem to , I find I just feel more emptier as the days go by , I wish I could just pause life and enjoy being 17 for ... | self.depression |
I'm reallly panicked and I can't learn or remember anything. What do I do? I'm sorry if this isn't the right place to ask, It just seemed to me that this place would have the most amount of people who won't brush off my worry as 'you're over thinking get some rest and everything will be rainbows and unicorns tomorrow!'... | self.Anxiety |
Experiences w not medicating bipolar type 2? Hi gang! I was diagnosed with bipolar type 2 last summer at age 20, and was offered medication at diagnosis. I turned it down, not being too sure about the accuracy of the diagnose (I've always read others stories about how it took such a long time and quite thorough evaluat... | self.bipolar |
Planning on ending this once in for all \nd in peace with it – Because being alive is a curse First time posting here...
I will be turning 26 in about half a year and I feel like I’ve wasted my youth running after a career in the artistic/editorial field that simply left me broke and alone. The other half, I expected ... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm surprised I haven't killed myself yet In highschool I told myself that I would kill myself after I graduated, but I'm honestly surprised that I didn't. In highschool I had little to no friends, and the ones I had were long gone. Everyday I barely scraped by, not studying or doing anything outside school. I had no f... | self.SuicideWatch |
Bipolar Pregnancy mood Stabilization Hello. After reading through all of the pregnancy posts in this sub, I'm surprised at how many people felt more stable during pregnancy. (I understand for some this is not the case!) It makes me wonder to what degree bipolar is affected by hormones. I'd love to hear any new experien... | self.bipolar |
My experience with cannabis, and the down side I don't feel like I get to talk about on here. So first off, before you read, know that these are MY opinions. Not those of /u/ssnakeggirl or /u/Darcimay or the mod team or the subreddit or whatever. I'm just a guy who talks a lot (probably why I'm in this position in the ... | self.bipolar |
I need I need to find a job
I need to find a place to live
I need friends
I don't care. I've given up. Why am I still here. | self.depression |
I cried when I put on my gift, I look like shit. [removed] | self.depression |
I don't know if I can go on anymore I feel like I have nothing to live for. I'm struggling through college at the age of 26 and will most likely, if I make it, be 30 by the time I graduate and get my degree. My grandmother tells me morbidly that, "I'll probably be dead by the time you graduate". All I ever seem to do i... | self.depression |
So bad my Dad couldn't stick around Within the past 2 months 2 of my best friends stopped talking to me my older brother won't even talk to me and on top of that my girlfriend of 8 months just left me today and I'm going threw that same feeling I had sitting at the front door waiting for my dad to show as a little kid ... | self.SuicideWatch |
I wish it was illegal so that I could call the police on him and never see him again. [long] [may trigger] I am not the Mary J police, and even if I was, that’s besides the point. My older brother has crossed the line for so long now and I have had it. I get panic attacks every time I smell it or accidentally ingest it... | self.Anxiety |
The cycle of knowing you're broken perpetuating your brokenness. When what's bringing you down is the fact that you're down but otherwise ok but then you need to do stuff and you can't because you're hyper aware of how poorly you regard yourself even though you haven't done anything to justify your self opinion... and ... | self.depression |
What’s the saddest thing in life??? Curious to see what you all think?? | self.depression |
Slowed drinking dramatically. Now anxiety and feelings of depression are really bad. Need to tough it out. [deleted] | self.depression |
feeling like time is moving too fast Anyone else feel like they have no control over how fast their lives are moving forward? It happens to me every day, I can't recall how many days I wake up with no energy to do anything, and the whole day passes. It's not until past midnight that I'm calm enough and can focus on any... | self.Anxiety |
I want to die so so badly I am here mainly to vent. So basically, about 2ish years ago My mom died and caused me to go into a depression. It got harder and harder until I snapped and tried hanging myself a few months back. I tried again a week later. I then told my dad about my depression a few months ago. I got thrown... | self.SuicideWatch |
Life answer to all of this suffering? What would be life's or even Gods answer for all this suffering in life, we experience?
I wonder to this day. | self.depression |
I can't eat when I'm hypomanic Anyone else? Maybe it's because I'm usually anxious too but I never want to eat anything | self.bipolar |
Didn't get the support I was looking for and not sure how to react When I was younger I was severely depressed. I was in physical pain and wanted to die every day. I was scared to open up as "crazy" to my family and felt like I had no one to turn to for years. The only thing that kept me from being really suicidal was ... | self.depression |
How do you guys do relationships? I'm amazed how many people on this sub are in relationships. How do you do it? Any time I come reasonably close to one I start to panic and have to break away from it. | self.Anxiety |
i know im gonna kill myself eventually and i cant find any motivation to live a normal life until then basically im waiting for my grandma to die before i kill myself because i dont want to hurt her feelings. in the meantime im going to college and i have a part time job - im trying to pose as a mentally stable person.... | self.SuicideWatch |
Where do I go to talk about suicide without people trying to talk me out of it? [deleted] | self.depression |
I accepted a job I don't want. Information Technology Consulting. My first real job ever. If it's anything like my internship I'll hate it and it sounds exactly like it except harder, longer hours, and in a high pressure hospital enviroment. I hate IT, but it's the only thing I'm good at.
I'm supposed to be happy. Thi... | self.SuicideWatch |
One of my early life stories. I'm Bipolar 29 year old male. Recently threaten to kill myself and have broke up with my boyfriend while I was manic. Been having troubles with my depression so I figured I come here and rant about the injustices that I feel cause me a bunch of stress in my life with hope it makes me feel ... | self.depression |
I need to vent. So I’m making this post because I just want to take all the shit in my head and put it out in the open for once. This post is going to be excruciatingly embarrassing for me but fuck it. I’m a 19 year old in college and I really don’t think I want to live anymore. I have had Irritable bowel syndrome sinc... | self.SuicideWatch |
Feeling like a piece of worthless shit. Im not depressive generally, Im highly anxious, which has led me to places darker than I could ever imagine but thats another story. Things are swell generally, ive been developing an increasingly mindful relationship with my thoughts and feelings but for some reason today has go... | self.depression |
I am concerned and I don't know what to to !! [deleted] | self.offmychest |
I don't have anyone I'm going to be lonely forever I guess | self.depression |
Killing Hope I cast you down o’ thorny crown
Who’s liquor sweet I drunk too deep
From that great breast that I took rest
For once I knew the good and true
But your demands turn glass to sand
As what begun is now undone
So with flesh tearing, I stop caring
As clanging lead quiets the dread
In my ploy to seek som... | self.depression |
Hypersexuality is ruining me... Hypersexuality is ruining me. I go through manic episodes where I feel like I am ready to embrace who I am and take over the world, and other times I just want to have sex with everyone.
I’m man, and in a relationship, and I feel my bi polar and hypersexuality is slowly chipping away at... | self.bipolar |
I don't think I can hold on much longer. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
I keep pushing away help, how do I get better? [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
How often do you scare people away? When I'm manic, I talk too much, do stupid things, say the weirdest shit, etc.
That scares people I guess, or probably just annoys them.
When I'm depressed, all I talk about is death, I show no emotions, barely say much, etc.
And that definitely scares people.
So do you scare pe... | self.bipolar |
How do I deal with people from the past saying that I've become a distant, blank person? They tell me I'm a shell of the boy I used to be. I don't want them to know that I have depression. | self.depression |
Been thinking a lot So I've been thinking about suicide again a lot, lately. But with 6 failed attempts already under my belt, I'm not sure what I could do to make sure I for sure don't wake up alive again. | self.SuicideWatch |
Memoirs of a Lentil Bean It's been a little bit over a week since you broke up with me. It still feels like yesterday. Will you not take me back anymore? I hope you do.
I'll try contacting you on the 26th because I'm sentimental like that. But if you don't want me anymore then I guess that's another chapter in my lif... | self.offmychest |
who else faking sick today? second day in a row, im tired of everything | self.depression |
I’m lost. I think. I do not want pity. Nor do I want people to feel sorry for me. If anything I’m writing this to validate what I’m feeling or to see if they’re just fleeting thoughts. I’ve recently started to think about suicide and how it’s a better choice for me to choose my own ending.
I’m a 21 year old male (just... | self.SuicideWatch |
Bipolar relationships are hard (infidelity) I am diagnosed bp2 11 years. My boyfriend and I have been together almost 6 years. I was still learning my bipolar disorder, and I had some cases of infidelity. I got help, and I have now been stable over a year. Well, turns out that while I made tons of progress, my boyfrien... | self.bipolar |
My dog got run over And it was all my idiot dad's fault. He let her out on purpose and a few minutes later, a car hit her.
I don't know what to do. I just feel really angry that I am stuck with such a stupid father. | self.depression |
My bfs dad is an alcoholic jerk It’s taken me 3 years of bullshit to finally put my foot down and say I’m done going to visit his dad. I can’t take it anymore. And I really wish my bf would put his foot down too. The way his dad treats him is complete bullshit. We come over to help him around the house (most of the shi... | self.offmychest |
I'm back on meds and I feel happy and normal for the first time in months. So, I was diagnosed bipolar a few years ago when I got hospitalized the first time. My therapist at the time was not happy once I got out because he didn't think a teenager should get such a final diagnosis because it's genetic and incurable so ... | self.depression |
Do any of you have jobs with colleagues you just can't relate to? No common sense of humor, interests, values etc. and just a general miscommunication? | self.depression |
Does anyone else hate the sound of people outside their homes? or even in? I hate the sound of people in my neighborhood especially in the morning when my anxiety is at it's worst, but also at night. To me people are never good news, especially in my neighborhood. If I hear people outside my place my brain automaticall... | self.Anxiety |
I Don't Even Know What I Want Anymore No matter what I do, I feel like I'm stuck in the same place. I don't know what I even want out of life. Money is cool and all but after that what would I want? The only things I could think of are all impossible, like having my family be immortal or something. I don't even know wh... | self.depression |
Raise your hand if you're just going through the motions of life because you're too afraid to kill yourself! Lol day after day, I wake up, get ready, eat breakfast, take my meds and vitamins, and try to tell myself that today is the day my life turns around.
Then of course, it doesn't because why would it? A positive... | self.bipolar |
Clonidine! Stumbled across this today!
I have immense trouble with physical symptoms of anxiety. I.e shaking and trembling
I take propranolol 30mg
But wanna give clondine a go anyone had it?
My bp is 170/70
| self.Anxiety |
Laid off only after 3 months from first job This was my first job straight out of school. Everything was fine. Two days ago, my boss calls me in and tells me that the company lost a major contract with a customer. As a result, they no longer had the money to keep me on.
Its a small company and I was the junior most e... | self.offmychest |
My Girlfriend Makes Me Unbelievably Happy I have tons of pictures of us and seeing her smile and the way she looks at me in videos, it’s amazing. I’ve been told by family members (who have put themselves in shitty situations and have no responsibility) that i shouldn’t fall too in love with her but after a year i can t... | self.offmychest |
Not suicidal but I don't want to exist anymore [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Trying to better myself but I can’t let go of the negativity [deleted] | self.depression |
How am I suppose to learn the subject if I am all alone in the class? I am an irregular student that is still taking this specific subject called "differential equation" four times in a row and is still failing to pass; I am about to enroll this again in its fifth time this incoming semester. I am already losing motiva... | self.depression |
Wife is depressed and I'm getting drug down with her. It's been 12 years. We have 4 kids. First 9 years were utter hell struggling financially. She always was supportive and encouraged me to keep at it.
Now I finally have a great job and we don't live in a dump. 2 months after moving into our new big home she has a br... | self.depression |
12 years ago today I overdosed It was New Year’s Day 2006 and I had made my plan to overdose on a cocktail of different pills, mostly sleeping pills. I couldn’t stand the thought of going through another year with this depression and in a way, it was my news years resolution to end it all. I had everything in order, st... | self.SuicideWatch |
Sleep Could the fact that I've been sleeping so much be the result of me not eating. I feel like I could sleep for days | self.depression |
Being an introvert Hi Guys, I was wondering if you see any advantages in being an extremely introvert person? As I’m going through a tough period right now with questions I cant answer I Just wanted to know if people Here have Made the step towards happiness while feeling alone And useless?
Stay strong :) | self.depression |
Attitudes towards meds and feeling like I might actually be getting better So I've been on 100mg Setraline (Zoloft) and recently I've just started feeling so much better. I've been dealing with this stuff for around 4/5 years and this is the first time I've been feeling like I can see my way out of this.
A few people ... | self.depression |
Friend & friend conflict/complicated stuff Two of my friends who were dating for around a year broke up because of their long distance relationship as the boyfriend went to Canada for study while the girlfriend stayed in China. The thing about it is that the way the boyfriend broke up with the girl was that he cut ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Anyone had success taking meds short term? I am trying a new therapist and one of the things she said sometimes helps people is to go on meds for 6 months or so while they work on other skills and coping mechanisms so they are better able to devote the needed energy to it. Then they go off it and are fine.
Has anyone... | self.depression |
I have horrible nightmares every night Hey everyone,
Title pretty much sums it up but yeah I have nightmares every single night. Most nights it'll be around 3 different nightmares, sometimes they aren't too bad but others I wake up really freaking out, drenched in sweat, too scared to move etc.
Is this a common issue... | self.Anxiety |
What a blessing and a curse to feel everything so deeply. I am miserable lately. I am 21 wth not a clue of what I'm doing with my life. And i feel actually pathetic for taking to reddit but what other better forum? I'm so sensitive and very tough. I'm miserable but my feelings for the world and life are so profound tha... | self.depression |
I lost my virginity to a man 10 years older than me because I was lonely [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Hereditary likelihood? So my dad has bipolar and I've always been a bit curious about how likely it might be that I could have it. The thought scares the absolute shit out of me. | self.bipolar |
My dad died on Friday, and ever since I’ve been listening to the last voicemail he left me over and over again. [deleted] | self.depression |
Why is it so hard to kill myself? I know that’s what I want, I want to die. I don’t want to deal with this world anymore but for some reason I can’t fucking end it.
There’s nothing here for me, nothing that I want that’s achievable. There’s no reason for me to be here yet here I am.
Is it my family? I’m afraid of how... | self.SuicideWatch |
I want this to stop, but I also don't. [deleted] | self.depression |
Today is my birthday... I turned 25 today. It was a lot of pressure because everyone excepted me to be happy and to celebrate, and I really wanted to be just for a day, but I really wasn’t feeling it. The last few days have been really hard, but I decided to try. I don’t really have many friends here (only lived in the... | self.depression |
Lifelong Struggle forming relationships. I'm 32, male, INFJ.
I seem to have always had trouble forming organic / natural relationships with people and my environment in general. Most of my life seems to exist within an inner world. The thoughts and feelings I have in that space, the person I find there, are all things... | self.Anxiety |
What is this state of mind called? Hi peeps of Reddit!
So here's the low-down on my brain sickness- I'm just another bipolar II chap, but not gonna get into that now, guessing most of you know the symptoms etc.
I usually vary from extreme lows which last a few days-month/s with spurts of highs. But sometimes my head ... | self.depression |
Friend suffering massive anxiety after getting really high off weed, even while sober. Any idea what’s going on? Hey guys,
A good friend of mine is having a bit of a problem, and I was hoping you could help. Long story short, he is feeling minor to massive anxiety over thoughts where he didn’t have it before, leading ... | self.Anxiety |
I miss having something to look forward to You probably know what I mean. Yesterday I went to a friend's birthday party. That had me occupied for a part of the week. It was fun. I guess. More fun than staying at home anyway. But now I don't have anything else coming up. It's just deadlines, exams and stuff that's more ... | self.depression |
There is nothing in the world worth being alive for. All the nonsense about suicide removing all chance of things getting better is a crock. That chance doesn't exist even when you're alive.
I have as good a life as a person can reasonably hope to achieve and the very idea of there being something worth continuing th... | self.depression |
I think tonight is the night, I have nothing and I'll never be anything. Thanks for taking the time to read. **Content Warning ahead**
I'm feeling probably the lowest I ever have in my life and am considering the end. I came here because I'm kind of hoping someone can stop me.
Life for me right now is extremely medi... | self.SuicideWatch |
Suffering from ptsd and depression, as I left Israel a bedouin stabbed me in the hip outside the airport. Despite getting shanked right before I left, I managed to secure a job back in the U.S.
No matter how we suffer, never give up on yourself. Life has setbacks, violence. But never let it get in the way. | self.depression |
i'm the source of all trouble to my parents [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
I was diagnosed with general anxiety disorder in 2015 and even now, while I’m on antidepressants to calm me down, I’m still terrified of everything Let me start by saying that I have always been one of the “weird” kids. I’ve always been too scared to do what the other kids did at school. I couldn’t participate in P.E. ... | self.Anxiety |
My life really is not worth living Wish I could max out my credit card and kill myself but its too bad I have parents that love me. I wish I could get into some kind of horrible accident or die in a mass shooting. I wish I could inject myself with something that kills me instantly. I hate university,id rather rot in he... | self.depression |
I went Black Friday shopping for the first time in 5 years last night!! My anxiety has been too severe with the Panic disorder and Agoraphobia in the past. So braving that madness made me so happy!! I bought some cute stuff too which of course helps. Finally I’m on the way to full recovery! | self.Anxiety |
Almost all my emotions are fake, I react to what I think is the appropriate way to react. i dont know what real emotions feel like anymore, today i got a low grade on my exam along with other people and almost all of them they were confused, sad, angry but me i didnt feel anything, so i tried to act the same so i would... | self.depression |
looking for a place to drop my suicide note; may it be here not like all the other sons of bitches around the corner; i'm straight-forward, real and to the point. Now that I know my fate, I'm can finally do it. Now this world will have a burden lifted off its shoulders, and some other form, possible reincarnation will ... | self.SuicideWatch |
I get anxious walking by people on the street It's weird. Sometimes it's no big deal. Then sometimes, I look up and see someone coming toward me and my body tenses up, my walk becomes awkward and I have trouble just trying not to care and also trying to remember how to use my eyes fucking normally.
I don't know where... | self.Anxiety |
i feel horrible this is going to be a garbled mess but i dont really care. i just need to get all this shit off my chest in some way. i dont have anyone i can go to for any of this.
i honestly dont know how ive bared it for this long, because it hurts so much. thats sounds dumb, but sometimes i get so overwhelmed by ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Weight Loss Dealing with yet another bout of major depression and the thing that has kind of shocked me is how much weight I have lost. I needed to drop about 30-40 anyway, but after two months I’ve lost 22. This past week alone I lost 4 (and geez, alone for Thanksgiving, I ate a whole pumpkin pie in 3 days).
I can’t ... | self.depression |
How do you not get overwhelmed by a task that needs to get done? Why do I do this to myself? I get myself into disasters by procrastinating and then letting situations get 1000x worse than they ever needed to be. I can't even count how many times I've screwed myself over simply bc I didn't mobilize myself to do somethi... | self.Anxiety |
A difficult test of patience and understanding For once in my life I had found someone I truly loved. After failed, depressing long distance relationships, I finally found feelings in one of my closest friends.
Perhaps we could have approached it differently. You found out quickly that dishonesty and infidelity to you... | self.offmychest |
I dont think i can do this anymore (stroke?) [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Again deleting my social media because everyone is out to get me Hello,
so this is happening again, it's 4 time im deleting the accounts in F site, preceded with deletion of all images and change of name to be not trackable.
I have a constant feeling of being followed by everyone and everyone want to destroy my life... | self.Anxiety |
Guess im done Well I've tried to look for a better way to do this but I guess there isn't one. (Don't know if my method will work effectively) I'm going to fuck with this today and really have noone to tell so wish me luck reddit hopefully I don't come back here | self.SuicideWatch |
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